#i dont talk much in servers anymore
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ask2pame · 11 months ago
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// i wish there were more spaces to talk with other ppl about hetalia
EDIT : ok i made the server woo
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freakinator · 3 months ago
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yknow with tthe whole cc!kab rping an actual character rather than just being herself with extra steps thing i should prbs talk about her character in a different way compared to other lsers cause it feels wrong to talk about her in the same way that i do for the others when she plays in such a significantly different way
#mine.txt#ik its for practical purposes aka cc!kab not wanting to mistake ppl talking about her character to be talking about her#but man doing this whole cc! and c! thing is really just reminding me of the dsmp days lmao#i mean i never did that shit cause like i didnt really see the point cause like. theyre doing improv what difference would it make#cause like the character and the actor still share the same name online#how much can you really talk about someone doing improv in that kinda way until it doesnt work anymore#but theres a point to it this time#im not doing this for clarification purposes cause yall already know im not talking about irl kab#but cc!kab repeatedly breaks the forurth wall and not in an ''im a streamer so i gotta talk to chat'' way#but in a ''none of this is real guys were actually friends irl#and i make sure to do aftercare during heavy streams btw im trained in acting since i was a kid'' way#which means at least in my minds eye its heavily impractical to talk about kab the way i usually do for other streamers#see the way i talk about the other streamers theres an implicit acknowledgement of the blurred line between cc and c#but for kab while its all improv ofc theres a very defined line between cc and c#its a lil smudged sure but its still quite defined#so that implicit acknowledgement just kinda... gets lost. yanno? which im not a big fan of#so yeah i feel the need to talk about her differently cause of this entirely different framework to work off of#im not really sure how to do that besides adding cc! and ls! before her name#since usually in smps and mcyt in general theres a pretty similar meta rp style from all the members of a server#so i never really felt the need to talk about ome of the characters differently#but ofc ls had to be different it just had to lmao#but whatever ill figure it out#dont expect me to keep up with this when im triggered tho lmao cause thats just not happening
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evil-mcytblrconfessions · 8 months ago
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sobbing rn thinking of the friends ive made through mcyts.....i love you all whether we're talking right now or havent talked in years.....you all have a special place in my heart......we may have met through liking cubitos but we grew well beyond that....sorry im having thoughts
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#confessions#wholesome#literally this!!! youre so correct nonnie!!!!#i love my mcyt friends too#i love the people in that three year old gc that gets spammed mostly with anime these days#i love the various people ive friended on discord that i never talk to anymore but still look through our dms sometimes#i love the people that i still talk to even if they have other interests noe#i love the people thst i still talk to even if they dont have other interests now#i love the people in thwt new gc less than two weeks old#i love my tumblr mutuals tht i dont talk to but see on my dash and go ᗡ: knowing that i followed them for mcyt even if theyre notinto it no#i love the people in the discord server that kinda imploded on itself but made such a big impact on my life#(<- half of these tags refer to people i met through said server)#i love my qpp who still listens to me rant at it abt mcyt#i love the new people i meet i love the old people i dont talk to#i love the people that i start out talking to about mcyt but conversations grow far beyond that#i love the person that i meow back and forth in dms with instead of really talking#i love the people that did so so so much for me when i joined the fandom at 11 and werent creepy towards me (thank fuck)#i love the people that encouraged me to write that encouraged me to draw to look at these cubitos and be creative about it#i love the fanfiction authors that i know that rant about their fics to me in dms#i love the fanartists that send me their wips of block people and i will cheer them on#i love absolutely everyone who made this fandom a home for me for what feels like my entire life#i love you. thank you.#mcyt fandom has done so much for me#90% of the people i know today; i know through mcyt fandom#i would not be who i am today without yall#i love you everyone who was a friend to me through mcyt fandom#Ɛ>
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ghastigiggles · 27 days ago
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yknow i will say im amazed i havent personally been harrassed for being all-ages-friendly, as much as i've bitched about that drama on here
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itsalwaysdark · 3 months ago
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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mc-slowwalker · 4 months ago
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okay I don’t really go here anymore but fuck jack manifold will really always be relevant
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mbat · 2 months ago
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trying to show someone something you think is really cool and they just shit all over it
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themindelectricdemo4 · 11 months ago
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s/o to this alter splitting from my second group of friends leaving me in 2023 over one of the most unhinged accusation but this alter drew fire art because of it so.....
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angelnightrose · 1 year ago
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All relationships (yes, even your friendships) are built on a system of give and take. You give, they take, they give, you take. You should be getting back the energy you are putting in and vice versa. If you feel like you're in a point where all you've been doing is giving and not getting anything back, it's time to rethink where you put your energy.
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homoerotic · 1 year ago
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coolest feeling in the world is every year i feel my friends slowly, one by one, drift away from me and leave me behind and want to talk and interact with me less and less. its such a good feeling. it does not at all make my loneliness worse at all
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xignis · 2 years ago
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mspfas back up!! ill be working on halcyon more this summer. its a little comic i do in my free time 👍
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nagaruru · 2 years ago
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while im kinposting on main for once today i will say like i get why some ppl want to find canonmates or whatever but like I literally don't give a fuck!!!!!!! i just think other people are cool and i want to meet other people with similar experiences but so many people are so focused on finding canonmates that they likeee totally cut off people that aren't from theirs and it's like man we're all just people let's all be friends let's have a party
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thepandalion · 28 days ago
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when an endeavor you aim at for multiple years can be solved by dming a stranger on discord <3
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tarpitbell · 3 months ago
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while i want to be off anon to say this, i feel like you wouldnt be too happy to know that i know what your vent blog is (i dont follow this blog, dw) but i genuinely want to say that i saw what 🍷anon sent you and im like! what!
thats not okay. i dont like it when people compare another person who already hates themself enough to people whos presence they enjoyed in the past. i know who/what that anon was referencing and i despise the fact that they said that to you because i feel its entirely unfair. maybe you do have some mental issues and are generally apathetic but that doesnt make you undeserving. maybe youve moved on and we've moved on, but that doesnt change the fact that you still feel things, however unreal and dreamlike it may be. youre still deserving of being treated with respect and dignity even if youve made mistakes that are entirely out of your control. you didnt ask to be born with several mental disorders. you didnt ask be apart of cluster B. what that anon did was pretty much kick you while youre down.
i understand if you dont want someone sticking up for you because you feel you dont deserve it, but im going to do it anyway because i still know you and i knew you and saw how passionate you were and still are about my ocs and about others' ocs. your interests and passion was admirable and even when some people didnt understand, we still saw how much you loved what you knew and talked about.
i wish i was braver to ask this off anon, but alas, i am not. if you feel that no one cares about you. or that youre just "there on the internet" i still care about you. because you still exist. living or not, dream or not, you exist in my memory and will continue to do so. look forward to the future and remember that theres a chance there can be someone who will be patient enough to love you the way you want to and need to be
If you were there when I was actively saying that shit in the server, then I don't think you should say this to me.
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forgetmenotsystem · 8 months ago
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hanayotta · 1 year ago
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rewatching cql made me re-realize how insane we songxuexiao shippers are. good for us
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