#i dont need help

[scrollonso]

fuck you instagram

[holodeck-enthusiast]

This is the only social media where I'm completely alone without anyone whom I personally know being here. This feels great!!!!!! Like I can be soooo off-guard rn without feeling guilty about it! Like I can scream all the chaos out of my system! I feel like Spock unleashing his emotions inside a room with padded walls!

aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAHGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok. Feeling better now.

Thanks.

[sleepyphobzz]

My family is trying to have an intervention w/ me cuz my co/ws/awtwb obsession is taking over my life. Ive started genuinely saying crowley/morgana/all those. Whenever i begin talking it starts british & i have to purposely go american.😭 if im not rereading them im on here/reading fanfics. (all co/ws/awtwb) when i type c it comes up with co on auto correct when i type in w it comes up with ws when i type a it comes up with awtwb. They keep saying i need help NO I DONT!!! LIES RAHHHH

[ch0cocrave]

I haven't had a hyperfixation like this in awhile... OR MAYBE EVER. XD

LIKE- LIKE-

ANIMATIC BATTLE/OBJECT FOOL IS ACTUALLY RUINING ME GUYS-

LIKE THIS SILLY SHOW ACTUALLY HAS LORE??? ( object fool is like a joke show but it kinda got better and the episodes got longer as the season went on, AND THERE IS GONNA BE A CHANCE OF EUCERIN SHOWING UP IN ANIMATIC BATTLE??!?!?!??!??! heheheh more lore...)

The characters are just so likeable to me T^T HELP, ( its one of the first object shows that I actually love to rewatch and it doesn't get boring for me lmao )

And I bet that I can freaking quote it from how many times ive rewatched it...

UGGGGGGHHHHHHH I JUST WANT EPISODE 3 TO BE OUT NOW...

[alicerader]

[beanienatt]

Stardew Valley has me at a choke hold again, ive lost all sense of time as I proceed to farm for 8 hours straight, draw nothing but Stardew for 4 hours, then go back to playing the game and repeat

[bugwolfsstuff]

Me: I am not a drama queen

Also me: Spent an entire afternoon sewing a small doll out of an old t-shirt and offering it to Hebe and Artemis because I got a little too caught in a bad memory about a man groping me on the bus and decided to make the doll as symbolism that im letting go of my innocence. (I cried and immediately regretted it after)

....

I like to be extravagant with my offerings if theyre emotionally related

[smutinlove]

ngl im too scared to log into my rp blogs

[masked-artist-xp]

Mmm- love using my sona to protray my thinking sometimes-...Fang is just me...But more unhealthy! :>

[yoshin-void]

I'm so normal about ultrakill!!! (casually makes a self-insert for the game)

yrupp!!!

[trenchcoat-full-of-humans]

with very wet socks on i walk around my house, the shlourp feeds my soul...

[ambasingresident]

My mental state if it was a video

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

[felix-walter]

Entry 3: My dream to be seen as a hero.

I keep putting too much pressure on myself through the nonsensical thoughts I be having. I thought to myself that I just want to be seen as a hero – or a martyr of some kind – and not just a generic loner. I wish I can control what people think of me or see me. I constantly kept getting scolded for this at times because of me being a complete asshole to people who don't go my way. I have that kind of behavior reminiscent of dictatorship. I just want to be seen as a good person. For the failures of this idea, I want out of this shit so badly.

[reverent-sacrifice]

This happens with my OCs in Blackberry Ambrosia: they grab me by the shoulders, shove me into a chair, and tell me to write what they say. I am held hostage by their narrative and my outline goes out the window by chapter three.

Finn especially runs his chapters, not me. I'm a prophet. A seer. A vessel and scribe for what they say, not always in control of much.

when fanfic authors say that they don’t decide what happens in the story that the characters make the decisions i imagine it like this:

writer: *sitting down* type type type type *squinting at the screen* type type type

writer: *gasp* WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT…… type type type

[alicerader]