#i dont know why im thinking about this i really dont

[ritualcaster]

I know we're at totally different spots still but i read the article and it i think i've generally figured out what about me pissed you off so much.

Tone policing is a subsection of ad hominem. I'd like you too reread your posts to see if ur making that mistake too.

And yeah i mean it makes sense for the most part I was aligning with the "usually used by" section especially with how i was talking, and for the record i dont usually talk like that that, i just try to punctuate n stuff when it feels important to me i guess.

Im not trying to dismiss anything at all, I'm trying to help somewhere i felt like i could help. And idk why we aren't clicking rn but just read that sentence like 15 times.

Continuing

Yeah i said the equivalency was wrong right in those parantheses right there, yk what just stop looking at the red text in that image just pretend there is NO text there. I was using sex because i felt like you would get what i meant better, but it seems like it just sparked misunderstanding.

Continuing

Sorry for rexplaining all the stuff you already knew i just thought that that was what you were talking about me not getting. Like i just wanted to say it out loud so that its on record that i know too? Like that's something we are agreed upon.

Continuing

I'm not mad that you can't "transition into intersex" and honestly I highly regret using sex as an example like. At all. You guys are crazy. Sorry.

Honestly I have a pretty lax stance right now on people who would "want to be intersex" (so i can change it if need be) because even after research i just don't really have experience. As an intersex a mean. Like there are a seriously high amount of medical complications, theres all the oppression, all the forced "surgeries" that are an insult to surgery as a concept, nearly complete infertility, and plenty of general pain an unpleasent sensation. so this time I'm asking you a more personal question.

Do you feel like there is anything about being intersex that would make it prefferable to being perisex.

Any positives at all worth metioning? Or would it be better to have the term as something like being disabled. Do you feel like it's just something from birth that just inherrently sucks?

Continuing

I mean this so sincerely i'm honestly just not even sure how to word it, do you just want me to stop? Like replying? I can delete everything right now, or do you think I better serve as an example? If my stances seem to shift or contradict ir just completely change as we keep going back and forth, its because they are, and you changed them. I'm actually trying my damndest to listen and fix my shit man.

I thought you were here because you wanted to change my beliefs, but if you're just here out of anger i'd feel pretty bad.

on this subject, youre the one who knows everything. If youre here to tell me, ill listen, and if you aren't, then? Im not sure why youre still talking to me at all, and id like to hear about that too

I know that i shouldn't correct even tone on subject im unqualified for

I know that being intersex isn't something to be sought after, even for those who are non-bianary

I know that i am a hateful tar pit whos going to hell

And man thats just all the shit i learned in this convo alone so id say im learning plenty already

In case anyone needs a reminder…

Being transgender does not make you intersex.

Going through HRT does not make you intersex. Surgery cannot make you intersex.

Intersex people are born with atypical variations of physical, biological sex characteristics. That is what makes someone intersex.

Perisex trans people (especially on Reddit) have been recently insisting that just being transgender makes you intersex, and therefore able to speak over intersex people on issues that specifically affect us, especially when it comes to dangerous and offensive terminology. This is not true.

Also the idea that you can somehow “make yourself intersex” is untrue. You can make your body more androgynous through things like hormone treatment and surgery, but that does not make you intersex.

Falsely claiming intersex identity based on these things isn’t *always* malicious (though it is often done to speak over us) but it is always harmful.

[sunnnypng]

NEW POST FROM @sunnnypng

damn you .. i was thinking too much and got an idea . the vibe is like her by tyler, the creator. reader is early 20's ( NONCON ) side note im writing this high > :]

banner from @/cafekitsune

thoughts of you filled up in his head. he was hard.. no fuck hard, that was an understatement he was throbbing - his cock throbbed through his pj's as he scrolled through pictures of you. mmm - you and those curves, how did he get those pictures ? nobody knows but what we do know is that he jerks off to them.

" shit, why ? " he asked himself, he felt disgusted in himself but oddly enough he couldn't stop. while you had no idea this was going on, every time you saw him around the office he would drop his head in guilt. ‘ i wonder if he doing alright .. ’ was your thought every time you saw him. you started to think that you might have done something wrong and to him you did. how he felt was all your fault — was it really ? of course not but because he had this hard-on whenever he saw you it started to become your fault.

“ hi, sir ! i have your finalized contracts ! ” your smile, your voice, and your body — his holy trinity was right in front of him “ thank you, sweet girl … could you put them away for me ? ” you smiled, walking around his desk to he locked files box. “ i can’t help but notice you’re struggling .. here i’ll help you ” he squeezed behind you to help you put it in the right container. ‘ i blame you for this .. oh gosh i can’t right now — not right now ‘ he told himself as he started to grow. “ sir ? is that — ” you were cut off by his hand over your mouth, “ i’m sorry i didn’t mean for this to happen … i’ve been having inappropriate thoughts about you — thoughts that are so bad i can’t even say them .. oh gosh the things i wanna do to you right here right now but i can’t because i dont wanna get caught but at the moment i dont care about getting caught all i care for is to see how nice your cunt feels. i went stalking and found some absolutely stunning photos of you that made me think, wow, i could do a lot of things to you — i could eat - gosh, your flesh, mm your flesh, or maybe i could sneak into your apartment late at night and fuck you in your sleep .. ”

you froze at his heavy breathing “ i know y/n i’m a vulgar man i know and im sorry but please stay right here for a bit longer ” too afraid to move you stood there as he slowly started to move his clothed cock on your ass. “ i’m a pervert , whenever you bend over to put files away i look under your skirt to see what panties you have on .. ”

his fingers slid under your skirt as you begged him to stop but your words fell on deaf ears — “ i know saying sorry won’t cut it .. oh gosh please forgive me ” his cold fingers were now playing with your cunt as he placed kisses on your neck. you felt dirty but the way his fingers brushed against your clit had you biting your lip “ let it out little one ” his voice was so soothing ‘ gosh i hate him ’.

[vbrosclips]

s5e8 - The Devil's Grip

[tamaharu]

non-exhaustive list of who i think treat kdj least to most normal if he got gender transformation:

13. lhs: ah, um, er (how do i behave towards her??? are there any doors i can hold open for her??? i mean him)

12. jhy: not being weird-weird but definitely plotting to see how she can use this to her own advantage/prove a lesson like a vengeful ghost. as she should.

11. uriel: hm~~~m! its a little disappointing? but wait! if i think about them using it to their advantage, and then switching back in the night and waking the next day... i see!! yes, im all for it!!

10. lsh: i really would like to know how extensive the changes are biology-wise. perhaps we can apply this to our current medical transitioning plan as well. surely you running a few tests for me would be a little bit of recompense for all the hard work ive done up til now, no?

9. sys: ahju-- um. un.. unnie? (kdj: why does it take me being genderswapped to you to not refer to me like im middle-aged?)

8. ljh: kahaha! its like youre in a bad manhwa!

7. jhw: lollllll. well no matter what you look like dokja-ssi is still dokja-ssi! (unconsciously treating him a bit nicer)

6. lgy: HYUNG IS HYUNG NO MATTER THE BODY!!!!

5. lsk: (....its probably for the best he was born a male child....)

4. ysa: i dont want to be treated differently just because im female, and im sure dokja-ssi feels the same.

3. hsy: kahaha! its like youre in a bad manhwa!

2. yjh: ...... (treats him exactly the same but keeps worrying that hes being weird about it even though hes not)

1. SHOCKINGLY gong pildu: ......i dont want to think about this too hard. (refuses to acknowledge even subconsciously that anything happened)

[crushedsweets]

How do they make fun of Nina?

AHHH i have such a long answer for this cuz its smth that i think abt a lot but i havent really talked abt it bc i get so frustrated On her behalf LOL...ill try to be quick

they'll harmlessly tease her for a lot of stuff like her clothes("who the hell wears knee high converse still"), dating choices ("and why exactly are you with that loser"), general dramatic behavior ("can you calm down nina its not that deep"), etc.

most of the time, she can brush it off like "OH MY GODDD guys you just dont get itttttttt" and giggle cuz she trusts theyre just teasing affectionately. but sometimes she gets defensive, or they catch her at a bad time, or it's a very specific phrase that gets her really worked up. and toby/clocky dont know when to back down, cuz theyre stubborn and think shes too sensitive if she gets upset

...so.

in that specific comic, i was imagining she was venting about stupid work drama. toby starts laughing at her, clocky is like "youre so dumb why are you getting involved with that shit". nina's been having a rough week so she gets kinda snappy going on about "its my job i spend half my week there and im friends with some of them like im gonna get involved clocky". meanwhile, toby and clocky just keep ragging on her about how shes alwaaayyysss in drama, always getting worked up, shes so sensitive, generally kinda talking down on her. and eventually shes like HOLY FUCK IHATE YOU GUYS SHUT UP

ok i know im the one who headcanoned them like this but toby and clocky make me so mad for this LMMMAAAOOOOOO

theyre huge stubborn hypocrites who think that THEIR emotional responses are displays of strength/self respect/power, while nina and jacks are displays of weakness/being a doormat. they believe that nina and jacks kindness, sensitivity, and desire for connection is pathetic, and these qualities of theirs get amplified when theyre together. which is why they validate their behavior while making fun of ninas

clocky is first to finally settle down and realize she's being an asshole because this is how SHE learned to protect herself through years of abuse and bullying, but not how NINA learned to protect herself through her own abuse/bullying. something about fight, freeze, fawn, flee all being different, but valid, responses to trauma

I'D ALSO LIKE TO SAY nina isnt the like group punching bag or anything by any means. theyre all still very protective of her, care about her, and do take care of her in their own ways. kate doesnt make fun of her at all (just cuz kate doesnt really sit around and make fun of anyone but toby), and jack is much more in tune with boundaries and her emotions. toby and nina are just the easiest to mess with cuz they both give funny reactions

[911s-bravest-soldier]

i dont know if this is anything

But eddie seems to not like reading. He reads to Chris to keep up what Shannon had started, and he knows that its important, but there's like several moments where people on the team are reading books where eddie is like kinda being like ew about it? idk if im making this up LMAO

But Buck is constantly reading. Mostly self help books, yes, because my guy is nothing if not a mess in search of answers. But yeah hes read several books, and even in the coma he was a teacher, and idk i think theres probably something to do with the fixing and also something to do with escape.

But i feel like eddie was probably wayyy better at school than Buck. Buck had issues with sitting still, listening, authority etc. But eddie was probably more reserved, the catholic guilt kept him from acting out, also being from a smaller conservative town with his parents for parents...I mean its clear he feels like he has a place and he has to follow order. Thats why his fall back was the army. He followed orders there, where as a parent, no one tells you how to do it. You have to do the telling. You see him open up a lot more when Shannon leaves, and he really steps up for Chris, but Eddie still has this like mentality through a lot of things like he's waiting to be told what to do, or like he's waiting for someone to lay the path out and give him the answers. When he "falls short" of that "path", he punishes himself for it. He lets his parents take Chris to Texas, he stops letting himself be happy. He hasn't earned it.

But buck is all about action, going out and finding it and trying everything under the sun, and putting everything into getting better. And the idea of learning and growing is a little less scary to Buck. And he was never good at school, never really went to college, and so reading is less framed as an act he did to be good but rather something which he wanted to do. Where as Eddie probably read more growing up because he was told to, but there's no one telling him to now so he doesn't. He avoids it because its one thing they can't tell him to do anymore.

[ainnur]

we know you like celestialchaos (Wukong/Xiangliu) and divorced shadowpeach (where Macaque is the pathetic ex) but do you have any other LMK ships?

with or without Wukong, doesn’t matter

I DO!! Im a semi multishipper so I have few ships I like and some of them a pretty rare but I'll explain why I like them in simple way.

Start with my third favorite:

StableBoy (Ao Lie/Wukong)

To me this ship just a cute one. It match my hc that Ao Lie being the first person Wukong ever open up to after all the shit he been through because Wukong loves horses lol. And Ao lie is one of the persons that see Wukong grow to be better. I can see it as first ever heathy relationship Wukong ever have. Also Ao Lie the first person he ever truly trusted always listening to what he says. Ao Lie is Wukong's light.

OTHER SHIPS 👇🏼👇🏼

GoldenDragon (Mk/Mei)

Best friend to lover trope. They is two people that would say "If we single when we 27, we just marry each other" and the keep their dynamic. Plus they always be their for each other and match each other energy. They know each other the best and I like that about them. And when I first watched lmk I actually think they were dating or something lol. Im just like the silver and gold brother demon 🥲 sue me. If anything GoldenDragon is not parelle with Shadowpeach but StableBoy.

FreeNoddle (Tang/Pigsy)

Old married couple for the win✨ I just like how they lovingly fight with each other but comfort each other when needed.

LionPeach (Azure/Wukong)

This really giving love at first sight 😭I mean what is this. Look I like them because they cute. Azure admire Wukong and see him as great warrior, a bother, the King! Little bit too much its unhealthy. And Wukong have all his trust and having same gold as him and that is making the world a better place. But because his admiration, he blame Wukong for failing. For not achieving what he expect of Wukong to be. He also think what he doing is right. But even everything he never wanted to hurt anyone deep down and he made mistakes and redeemed himself with his life despite everything he loved his friends and they all loved him. Just look at Wukong when Azure die. And after everyting Wukong still care about him in a way.

Shadowpuppet (Not Mayor/Macaque)

Petty rival that somehow get together lol. I like them both being shitty to each other but cant leave each other side because they only have each other 🥲.

DestinyBone (Mayor/Lady Bone Demon)

One side love. Mayor do everything for LBD while her only focus on her destiny. Everything he do is for her but now she gone...he is nothing.

PuppetPeach (Wukong/Mayor)

Toxic yuri- okay look I have this idea for them with Mayor try to find someone else to serve after LBD is gone. At first Mayor dont like Wukong because you know, Wukong is the one make him realize that LBD never actually need him. But when fighting with Wukong he remember something. The warm that Wukong left him. It also cold when come to lbd and that how he like it but this warm feel strange to him. After some stalking he see Wukong as the leader, as the protector, as the hero and most importantly as a KING. Someone who deserve to be serve. I made a fanfic once about them HERE

StringDoll (Spider Queen/Lady Bone Demon)

✨Toxic Yuri for real ✨No explainition just them

IronBull (PIF/DBK)

Vilain power couple ✨. They may be a shit parents to Red Son but damn they're THAT couple. They just good with each other. I like how dbk defend PIF by saying that PIF can handle herself because she is a strong women but still worry about her because THAT his wife, he have right to be worry. And PIF? She loyal for him. 500 years finding way to free her husband from mountain. *Ehem* Take note Macaque *Ehem*. PIF would rush to her husband always. Just like when Azure attack DBK and his family, PIF quickly rush and jump infront of her husband wanting to protect him. I was like damn, you go girl ✨They either be good parents or good couple. They made their decision lol.

GoldenFeather (Peng/Wukong)

Okay I like this ship because my friend @starrclown make me ship theme with their cute fanfic. But I still have my own idea for them. I like them in 2 way

1)Peng having a casual crush on Wukong. Its never anything big. Peng just think Wukong is funny and chaotic. Peng love 'chaos' anyway and without it they think it be boring. Peng know that Wukong never actually like anyone and is fine by that. If Wukong like them back it be awasome but if Wukong dont Peng will be just find.

2) Peng have crush on Macaque😬. Hate crush but still crush. The thing is that Mac is a simp for Wukong and Peng just don't get it. He just don't get what so good about Wukong that got Macaque drolling like that. Peng being curious and also don't want seem as coward like Macaque ask Wukong for a "night" just to have the taste. Now he understand Macaque and wanting Wukong

Also Peng might be more important to Wukong consider he is one of first ink from Wukong scroll that show up and the first one to attack

This is OC x Canon:

ToxicPeach (Steve/Wukong)

Okay this is crack ship that me and my friend @halfdeadhalfpaniced made with random character we call Steve. But more time pass I kinda like the ship. Steve the wanna rockstar fall in love with the Monkey King himself. Wukong is questioning why he like that loser lol

[reallife6anoufriev6boy6]

short, fluffy artkita fanfic

includes artyom reassuring nikita and being the sweetest possible as well as awkward, embarrassing teen romance.

note: i just whipped this up because that one post made me think of this. i love artyom being sweet to nikita so much. believe it or not, have a sweet fanfic for these two that ive been working on for several months.

it was a beautiful night. snow fell and laid perfectly on the ground outside, the moonlight filtering in through the window and casting a pale white glow over the dark room.

it was so peaceful and fit the scene perfectly. nikita had gone over to artyoms apartment, now laying in bed with him.

he wasnt feeling well and had expressed that to his friend. as stoic and straight faced as artyom could be, he still worried for nikita. he told him to come over for the night, not wanting him to hurt himself or do something stupid. it was bound to happen.

so instead, they laid together, all cuddled up in bed with the blankets piled up high. it was so cozy and warm, it felt amazing to have this type of companionship.

“im sorry for being such a bother, tyoma,” nikita spoke softly into the others chest, head laying on it “i shouldve stayed home.”

artyom was quick to hush him, hand coming up to run his fingers through his hair “its fine, kitja. i asked you over - youre not bothering me.” if he was being honest, he needed the company too. he hadnt been able to sleep all night, but he knew hed be able to like this.

as much as they got on each others nerves, they could also be the one thing to calm each other down.

“why?,” he asked a beat later, glancing up at him “you never seem to care.” he muttered, not wanting to cause any trouble when things were so nice, but he was pleasantly surprised by the answer given back to him.

the other sighed, nails scratching at his scalp soothingly “i do care, nikita. i always care about you,” his words came out sweet and gentle, a twinge of tiredness to his voice “youre my friend, i love you. i wouldnt be doing this if you werent, would i?”

nikita slowly shook his head, supposing that was true. he felt so lucky to have someone like artyom. he was truly a gift, so special and different from anyone he had ever met.

“no, i guess not,” he replied, body relaxing against him “i just - i dont know,” he swallowed hard, clearly nervous, but he stayed patient and gave him time “i worry im too much for you.” he said it quieter then the rest, just barely above a whisper.

he doesnt respond for a moment, picking his words carefully in his head.

“youll never be too much for me,” it was the truth, he would never be too much for him to handle. hell, they killed people together, why would a little bit of emotional damage be too much for him? “i can handle anything you throw my way, you know that,” he paused, then added, albeit a little embarrassed “i wouldnt give you up over something so small.”

a small smile spread across nikitas face upon hearing that. something as simple as that made him so happy to hear. he loved artyom and wanted to know he loved him too, that he cared about him and that all of their issues were just scratches rather then full blown wounds.

“do you really mean that?”

“yeah, i do. i wouldnt trade you for the world.”

it was sweet and awkward, a little embarrassing for two teenage boys, but they still acted this way anyway. they wouldnt say it out loud, but there was a mutual feeling between them that was stronger then just a normal friendship. their actions words, although embarrassing, conveyed that alone.

“i wouldnt trade you for the world either,” he holds onto him a little tighter “youre the best, tyoma. i love you.”

it made artyoms face warm up a little to hear that, a soft layer of blush dusted over his cheeks. he smiled warmly “i love you too, kitja,” he placed a gentle kiss to the top of his head “now, go to sleep. im tired.”

nikita couldnt help the small giggle he let out, eyes fluttering closed as all the tension in his body eased completely.

it felt nice to have him over top of him like this. the weight and warmth of his body was therapeutic and soothing, making his eyelids feel heavy and his mind fuzzy with sleep. he takes a moment to stare though, admiring how handsome he looked when he was like this.

hes all he could ever need. deep down he hoped their friendship will stay intact and that nothing will get in the way of it, he thinks he could spend the rest of his life like this, maybe with a few adjustments, but nonetheless he wouldnt have it any other way.

his own eyes closed, easily drifting off now that he had nikita with him.

[quilly72]

Pam snapped her phone camera on as soon as she walked into her house. Walking into her basement as she booted up her blog. "Hey guys welcome to the blog"

"so as some of you may know I was going to get some radiation treatment to me today." She pulled the camera back a bit to show off her larger body. "So the growth radiation worked really well according to the doctor." Although I do wish they provided me more clothes than just this tank top cause none of my stuff fits me anymore and as you can see this barely fits now."

Pam turned for the camera as she set her phone down. Showing off her sideboob. Although she made certain nothing of risque was caught in the cam.

"anyway doc said I'm like a g cup or something now. Plus I'm like 6 inches taller so that's a plus. I guess"

"I'm just supposed to take some bedrest while my body stabilizes or something after all they did say It was pretty experimental after .... All.? "

Pam stared down at her cleavage as her body twitched. "What the..."

Before she could finish she shot up. Her head shooting up as her body elongated. Her boobs piling forward all at once. Her camera caught it all as she wobbled. Her head popping out of frame. She shrieked as she flung around. Her body twitching and jerking every direction as she adjusted to her new height. She gave a nervous chuckle"woah I guess my body isn't done yet. I guess I still had some leftover JUiiceE. She shot up again as she screamed. Her hips rising into the camera as her shirt pushed forward. Her straps turning her shoulders red as her tits bulged over the hem. Her shirt raised up exposing her stomach as her sweatpants dug into her hips.

"im too big I wasn't supposed to be this big. I just wanted bigger boobs... Aaaaaah. "

Pam groaned as she spurted again. Her straps popping off her shoulders as her tanktop slipped off her chest. Pam was quick to try and cover as she pressed her arm Into her tits. Her boobs swelling over as she tried to push them back. Her boobs at the top of the frame as her hips filled more and more of the camera. Her sweatpants busting in the back as she yelped. Her calves denting out of her short pants as they dug in further.

"someone needs to get me help something's seriously wrong I mean I can touch the ceiling nothing about this is natural. SHHHIIIIT"

Pam shot up again her head bumping the ceiling as she bent forward. Her legs taking a step forward as her tits dragged her towards the wall. She caught herself as her sweatpants busted off her thighs. Her jiggle knocking the sink as her phone fell to the floor. The camera pointing straight up into her body as Her audience stared up as she stood over her phone. Either leg to either side of the camera.

"DONT LOOK" she covered with a hand as she tried to wobble backwards. Her ass jiggling with every breath. " SOMEONE GET ME HELP. I THINK THE DOCTORS MESSED UP IM NOT SUPPOSED TO GROWING STIIIIIEEEEEKKK"

Pam shrieked again. She fell to her knees as her body doubled over. Her boobs cascaded forward. As her audience stared at her massive body. Her head ran into the ceiling again she raised her head to the roof as the ground creaked above her. The ceiling bending upwards. She winced as her head cocked to the side. Her body groaning and twitching as she felt another spurt. "They messed up I was never supposed to be this big I wasn't even supposed to get taller at AAAAHLLL."

Her head shot out of the room as Her thighs swelled out over the room. Her thighs crunched her sink and bath under her legs. Her butt and body filling the room below as her cleavage slowly forced their way through the floor. Her giant head flung side to side as she stared at her bedroom. Her head filling a quarter of the room as she twitched higher up into it.

"fuck too big. I'm gonna crush my house. I gotta stop. WHY CANT I STOOOAAAAHHHHP"

Her head hit the ceiling again as she bent it forward. Wincing and rubbing the pain away. Her boobs grew forward smashing her furniture as her arms clung to either wall supporting her weight. Terror filled her face as she whimpered. Her legs flailed underneath as they ran out of room below her.

"no no no too big please stop not my house not my HooUuuAaaaHHhh."

Her body shot out all at once. Her legs ruptured into the dining room as her table cracked and brushed to the side. Her kitchen appliances clanking around as a giant foot smashed into them. Her thighs swelling over the floorplan as her feet found walls to brace against. Her legs spasming as she contorted into her shrinking prison. Her bedroom suffering a similar fate as her head punched into the attic. The framework snapping apart as her head filled the void.

Her chest pushing forward. Her bed creaked before it snapped and splintered apart. Her wardrobe crunching against the wall as her arm shoved into it. Her hand bending the floor down as she braced against it. The walls croak as her shoulders planted against the roof and her arms against the exterior walls.

Her body tensed again as pam braced for impact. Her body contorting as she struggled to fit in the confines of her house. Her face stretched and pulled as it crammed into the roof. "FUUUUCK FUUCK NOOOOOO" Her body exploding out as she screamed. Her neck slammed into the roof as the shingles rattled. Her head tearing away the frame as suddenly her body ruptured outside. Her foot slammed against the front door. Her knee bending before the wood gave out. Her foot slid out across the entry as her two arms busted out windows and walls alike. Her house groaned as the structure started to fail. Another foot shattered out into her lawn as it slammed into her car. The alarm blaring as she grimaced. Pam screamed out as her body ruptured with growth again. Her leg crushing and sliding over her small Honda.

Her house tipped and groaned as her shoulders burst out the roof. Her roof split as she grew through it. Her upper body flailed forward as it crashed into the lawn. Her hips bursting the final walls down as her body groaned over her yard and wreckage.

She clawed Into the dirt. Her fingers scraping into the lawn as pam struggled to stand up. Rising to her knees and elbows as she spurted again. "Too big I'm way to fucking big."

Her knees scraped backwards asher legs piledrived backwards. Her head shaking over her neighbors driveway as she took a shaky breath. Her chest heaving forward into the street as she lurched. Her chest heaving like wrecking balls as they slammed through the house. Her legs scrambled backwards as she struggled to stand. Pam struggled to lift her body as she spurted again and again. Her hips bending a house to the ground. Her foot sliding a car into a brick wall. Her boobs cascading towards the floor. Her head rising further up with every breath. Her body settled after 500 feet of growth.

Looking around as she dominated over her neighborhood. Her body hanging over the rubble and wreckage. She took a breath of air as she felt her nerves die down. "Okay maybe they can fix this"

[loloelia]

Dearest sibling

(Fifth sibling short story)

Leshy and Eko (the lamb lmao) were sitting in one of Leshy's massive garden near his temple.

While Leshy was playing on a tall tree ,picking up fruits and the leaves that came with it , meanwhile the lamb was sitting on the edge of a fountain ,alguee sitting at the bottom of it ,all they could do was stare at the god of chaos ,in complete silence .

The mossy worm eventually looked in the way of Eko and noticed their staring and eery silence.

"Oh little laaaammmb, what's with the silence, little brother ? " ,Said the worm laying on a thick branch,looking down at the lamb.

-"please.....do not call me that lord leshy..."

-".... sooooooo ,little sis ?", asked the worm, swinging his clawed and mossy paws.

-"no !... dont call me that ,im not- "said the little lamb a bit panicked before getting interrupted by the worm's chuckling.

-"ohhhh ,little sibling then ? Got it !" ,said the bishop climbing to a lower branch in order to pick up the lamb.

-"no ! My bishop ! Please ,stop it ! You and I both know we are in no way related ! You know im not Narinder don't you ?....so why....why do insist on calling me a sibling ?..." asked Eko ,their voice getting lower with every word and their head lowering with their voice.

The worm had placed the small lamb on the branch next to him,letting the little lamb swung his hooves in the void under him

The bishop of chaos chuckled and answered the lamb's question.

"Easy enough ! They are 2 reason, my dear little sibling ! First, i know you arent Narinder but ill tell you something ,youre probably just like him ,but.....weaker ,smaller !" ,said the worm with a smile,poking Eko's cheek,"You sure will never be able to hurt us because you dont even know how to use the red crown !"

"But alsoooo~ ," he raised them by the back of the collar of their robe ,and bringed them to eye level," i do watever i want. And i wanna treat you as a sibling. But you still are nothing but a lamb. If you bore me out of my love for you,ill entertain myself by twisting your head of your spine. Shamura loves you ,and i do too, but that can always change."

The lamb was curled up on themself ,barely daring to breathe ,they knew their next death would be their last.

Leshy was right. They were still a fragile mortal despite the crown on their head, a crown they couldnt use.

Their life was hanging of one thread ,and those gods were the ones who had the scissor. They knew that the moment shamura realized they weren't their dear brother ,death would be quick to welcome them.

Leshy smiled a bit ,and giggled as if the look on Eko's face was but a silly joke.

The worm lowered his hand until the lamb's hooves were on the ground ,and letting them go.

"Now go ! Shamura's gonna wake up any minute now ,dont want our dear sibling to think youre gone ,would we ?" He said with a warm smile as the little lamb stepped back from the claws of the god.

They nodded and bowed to Leshy as if to say goodbye ,wich got a snicker out of the god of chaos, and they were on their way back to shamura's temple.

@kiko---random-stuff-probably ,since you asked me to tag you !!!!>:)

I hope you and anyone who reads this enjoyed this small ,not very well written , shirt story about my bigger cotl story !

Funny enoughim more proud of the art i made to go along with it than the actual story ,but i still think its great !

I really wanna start writing this but im afraid that my current vocabulary aint enough,im trying to learn but its kinda hard.

Anyway

I love you all!! All the people who said they like my 2 am idea ,and everyone who read this ,youre amazing !!!

Thank you for reading

Hope i get to write the actual story soon :,)

[shewritesforpoc]

bartender||han jisung x you||mdni

pairings: bartender!jisung x fempoc!reader

synopsis: you go to the same bar every night, served by the same bartender, you get jelly of another lady but little did you know that bartender man was only for you.

warnings: s m u t, strangers to lovers au, slowish burn, unprotected sex , mentions of drinking, use of petnames, slight orgasm denial(m and f), slight jealousy, slight angst, multiple orgasm (f), oral (m and f), pull out method, mention of masturbation, ji has a small obsession with u, lmk if i missed anything.

a/n: this is heavily influenced by the song “dream of you” by chungha. so i would recommend listening while reading! also thanks for all the likes and follows! enjoy ;) lowercase intended

story under the cut :)

ever since your break up with your ex, you havent failed to hit up the same bar everyday after work. the sweet, fruity and spicy alcoholic taste of whiskey seems to blow the stress of life right off your shoulders, it makes you forget about deadlines, the weight of your heart break, the weight of life. it makes you feel light, it relaxes you.

today was no different. you go to the same bar and order your drink. the bartender hands you the drink and makes the usual small talk. bless him, he can tell that life has been crushing you lately. “rough day?” he asks. “yeah man, life has gone to shit for me.” you replied. “‘m sorry about that honey, but let me know if you need a refill, just dont drink too much.” he said as he winked and walked away.

maybe its the liquor or maybe you didnt notice before, but ‘damn’ you think ‘hes so fucking fine.’ all the times youve come here, he serves you, but you never asked him for his name. you didnt wanna come off as a creep or anything, youre sure many people have asked him for his name. for some reason, he doesnt wear a nametag. fuck it, “excuse me bartender.” you said suddenly. he wasnt too far away from you, just a couple customers away. he motions you to wait while he finishes with a customer.

“hi, did you want a refill?” he asked. “uh…no…um…dont take this the wrong way..but youve been serving me for a while and i never got a name.” you said. he looked at you and smiled. “how rude of me. my name is jisung!” he said and extended his arm for a handshake. “oh no i shouldve asked you. but im [reader], nice to meet you!” you said as you shook his hand profusely. he stood there for a minute, looking at you. you were looking at him. truly taking in his features. the way his glasses sat on his beautifully sculpted face. the way his uniform sorta hugged his slim figure, he was actually breathtaking.

you wouldnt be surprised if he had a girlfriend. you would be surprised if he didnt. “excuse me bartender.” a lady called. you didnt even notice you were holding his hand at that point until he smiled, briefly squeezed your hand and walked away. his hands were soft. you followed him with your eyes, you seen the lady who called for him. she wasnt all that cute. her hair was nice and neat, her outfit was formal and classy, she looked like the business class.

she was looking at him with eyes full of lust, she was flirting with him. you could tell she was really flustering him because you could hear his small giggling. she looked over at you and smirked. the hell is wrong with her? what is she trying to prove? why are you getting upset about it? jisung isnt yours, and he for damn sure isnt hers either. before you could even get to that point, you asked him to close your tab and you left.

you sat in your car for a second to be sure you werent too fucked up to drive, you took a deep breathe and looked out the window. tonight was beautiful. lightly raining, and chilly. your mind started to drift back to the moment you learned his name. his voice kept traveling in your mind. it brought a small smile to your face, it warmed your heart a little. just then, you seen the same woman walk out, jisung following behind her, he gets into her car and they leave.

“the fuck?” you said in utter disbelief. you decided not to think too much of it and went home.

the next evening, youre back at the bar. same bartender, same everything. “[reader] the usual?” said jisung. you nodded and he got your drink ready. “you doing alright?” he asked. you nodded your head once more. he looked at you confused, you normally talk to him. you always talk to him, whats with the cold shoulder? he set your drink down, and you took it. everything that happened last night, the small anger you felt, it all came rushing back. and instead of taking your small sips, you down the whole thing. slamming the cup back down and catching some peoples attention. it caught the attention of jisung.

now he knew something was up. “[reader] you are not okay. whats going on with you?” jisung said with concern lacing his voice. “i am fucking fine. aint shit wrong with me. now another one please.” you said. youre also slightly tipsy. he looks more concerned now but still gives you another one. it felt like life was still crumbling down on you. so to numb it, you downed one shot, two shots, four shots, “thats enough [reader], i legally cannot serve you anymore drinks.” jisung said. “bullshit, this is bullshit. im fucking—outta here.” you said. you start getting hiccups now, you were also totally drunk.

“ill call a cab for you. your car will be here in the morning.” jisung said. “dont fuckin act like you care ab—about me. ji—jisung.” you said drunkenly. he looked at you with slight heartbreak. he does care about you. youre the reason why he works every night. he loves looking at you, admiring you. the day you unknowingly held his hand, he went home and masturbated with the same hand. “[reader], ill take you home instead. does anyone live with you that can make sure okay and also can pick your car up tonight?” he said. hes not supposed to take you home. he could lose his job over it. but he will do anything just to be close to you. “n—no” you hiccuped.

he sat you down in an isolated booth and finished the night. he served a few more people and then closed up shop. while he was doing this, you fell asleep. though he didnt wanna wake you, he had to at least get you standing up so he can help you walk to his car. “[reader]…..[reader]” he said while gently shaking you awake. you looked around to see the bar is empty. you looked at him with confusion. “hey, its time for me to take you home.” he said and smiled. you nodded as you rubbed your eyes and got up to walk. since you were still under the influence, you had some difficulty walking on your own. luckily jisung was next to you and ready to help you walk.

he helped you in his car, strapped you in, and began driving you home. “jisung.” you spoke. “yes [reader]?” he replied. “why are you doing this?” you said softly. “because i care about you. i care about your safety.” he said. sure it was the truth but it wasnt the whole truth. “if you cared, why did you go off with that ugly ass lady?” you asked. he grinned a bit. “she took me to her house, we made out but i told her i wasn’t interested in her. i told her i had my eyes on someone else.” he said. you went from being slumped over looking out the window to now sitting up and looking at him. “you did? what happened after that?” you asked invested. “she brought me back to the bar, i got in my own car and left.” he replied.

you eventually arrived at your home and he helped you in and helped you get settled. “ji?” you called. he looked at you. “can you stay the night with me? i dont want to be alone. i wanna be with you.” you said. he smiled softly and nodded. you both got into your bed and laid there. both of you are awake, both are scared to say something. “[reader], remember when i said that i told the lady i was interested in someone else?” he spoke. “yeah.” you answered. “well, ever since you came into the bar, ive been interested in you. i was too scared to introduce myself. after i learned that you were going through a break up, i tried to suppress my feelings and make sure i was there for you. im trying to say that i want you. i know you want me as well.” he said as he looked at you.

his words made you smile, “i do, want you.” you said as you looked at him and snuggled closer. he leaned a bit closer to your face, his breath fanning your face. you were the one who closed the gap and kissed him. it was one peck, then he came back and started to kiss you passionately. you climbed on top of him, not breaking the kiss. as the room started to get hot, you started to take off your shirt. him taking off his shirt revealing his slim but muscular body. jisung reached up and unclasped your bra straps. your bra fell down your body showing off your beautiful tits. he looked in awe.

he looked you in the eyes before taking one of your nipples and sucking on it. the other nipped was being teased by this free hand. you started to grind yourself on him to relieve some of the pressure. he groaned a bit as youre right on top of his cock. you threw your head back as he swirled his tongue over your sensitive nipple. he also started to rock his hips upwards to meet your pussy halfway. this causing both of you to moan softly. “i cant wait anymore ji.” you said needily. “okay baby, let me take care of you.” he said softly.

you climbed off him and laid on your back, jisung taking off your pants and then getting up to take off his. he laid down between your legs. “wow, so wet. and your pussy is so pretty. just like you baby girl.” he said as he looked up at you. it made you blush and subconsciously close your legs, but he caught them in time. he leaned in and licked it. a small teasing lick. you whined as you grew needier and needier for him. he heard your whines and stopped teasing. he began to really savor you by sucking on your clit. then dipping his tongue in and out of your hole. you moaned loudly as hes doing this to you. “that feel good?” he asked. “mmhm~” you replied not really able to say anything.

you started to rock you hips against his mouth and he started licking faster. you grabbed his hair and pushed his head into you for more. he giggled softly at this, the vibrations of it causing you to feel closer to your climax. “just like that—ah! just like that~” you screamed softly. he cooed into you again sending vibrations to your clit. you felt your high approaching quickly. as if his mouth wasnt enough, he took two fingers and fingered you quickly. this making your high wash over you. with a loud “fuck!~” you came hard.

your legs were shaking slightly from how intense it was. you sat up and kissed him deeply. tasting yourself made you moan. you pulled back. “your turn.” you smirked. he laid down and you sat between his legs. his fully erect dick was leaking some pre. you licked a fat stripe from the bottom of his dick to his pretty tip. he hissed at the sensation. you did that two or three times before you took his tip and started to suck on it. “oh goodness—oh go—that feels nice.” he whimpered. you smiled as you took his length all the way down. it took him by surprise and he subconsciously bucked his hips upwards. whatever didnt fit in your mouth, you took your hand and jerked it.

you bobbed your head and jerked him quickly, then slowly to tease. you kept that same pattern for about 5 minutes before he says “shit—baby..im gonna..’m cumming~”. you stopped before he could, he looked at you in amusement. “youre gonna regret that honey.” he chuckled. he flipped you over so you were on your back. he lined himself with you. “is this okay? we dont have to move on if you dont want to.” he said.

“im sure, i want this, i want you.” you moaned slightly. no more words were said as he slid himself into you. he was a couple inches bigger than your ex but he was definitely wider. the stretch making your toes curl. “oh my god baby, youre tight. its feels so good princess.” he moaned as he bottomed out. he stroked himself slowly in, slowly out. it was making your eyes roll back. you gripped his arm “faster, please ji. i need it…i need—it!” you moaned loudly as he sped up like you asked. he was knocking the wind from your lungs, it felt so good!

“i know you need it, you like how it feels? hm? you like how i fuck you?” he whispered in your ear. he reached his hand down and rubbed your clit. this made you closer quickly. “yes! yesyesyes—fuck im cumming!” you nearly screamed. he pulled out quickly and let you calm down. you frowned and whined. “told you, you’d regret not letting me cum.” he said. he turned you on your knees so you were in doggy position. he stroked himself a couple times before pushing himself back into you. jisung threw his head back and he rocked himself into you. he gripped your hips as he dragged you on and off his cock.

from this angle, you felt your climax about to hit again. maybe even harder than before. by this time, jisung was also close. his hips starting to lose rhythm and became sloppier by the seconds. “fuck [reader], youre gonna make me fuckin—cum!” he whined. you were so close to yours that you barely understood what he was saying. after a couple more hard thrusts of his hips, you were screaming and crying slightly as your orgasm hit you like a bus. he fucked you through your high. shortly after you he pulled out and started to stroke himself. “oh my god—im cumming…im cu—m’ gonna—fuck!” he moaned as he finished on your back.

after you both calmed down and cleaned up, he kissed you on the lips again. “im all yours baby, im all for you.” he said. you smiled as you let yourself drift back to sleep.

fin!

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[pollux-starsz]

introduced my mama to @wyervan's slasher au, guess what

Shes insane for it just as i am (we're so swag) and EEEESSSHHH she is crushing on sun!!! Adores your art sososo much, said she eat it if it were cookies!!

Check the au out!!💗💓 stuff under the cut :3

Was doing a lot of whiteboarding lately! A ton of Kalamela stuff and whatnot, i love her sosos much.

Plus a fun art I did with @su-gu3 with their Slasher OC, Kilonova! I drew the two hanging out together and we're friends so we obviously had to make them be besties😆 they're hanging out while Kilonova crushes over Sun :3c

Yes I did have a vision of the slashy boys fighting over who gets the first dance, more on that below the art😋

Before the dance stuff, the last art piece is actually a much more like- i guess lore like piece hdodndod

The masks that Sun and Moon use plus the blood represents the killings. The heart represents Ethan, because she deep down adores that child.

(Even if she struggles to show it sometimes)

I have a feeewww other versions but they're not finished yet💔😅

Okay dance time! So Crystal Cove holds this little event every few months to raise money for charity ( the owners being a cute old couple aaugghhhh <3)

And Kalamela and basically all the other staff normally work that night to avoid any issues and also to raise support as well. She often doesn't dress up since she doesn't feel like it, that and also theres a few customers who are creeps- im actually writing about that and purposely making her beat their asses- and tries to just avoid the overall commotion and craziness! But the boys wont take no for an answer because she always spoils them so why not give her a night to have some fun eh?

More rambles below :3c

- I was thinking about this a lot but I think at some point she'd have to ask if Sun and Moon could let Ethan stay with them so he won't be witnessing a bunch of bullshit from his father, who sometimes comes over to her place just to start problems. I like to imagine she'll call them at least 30 minutes before he arrives and drives him over to their place to stay for a few hours until things calm down because she knows they'll take care of him!

- Kalamela isn't the type for romance movies, unless it's the Titanic, but I dont even know if that would be out in the very specific year the au takes place in considering it was released in 1997!! Either way😙 She often prefers horror movies and I think she'd really enjoy watching them with Sun, maybe its just so she has an excuse to cuddle up against him or just the thrill of watching some action! Who knowssss~

- She often lets Moon take Mango home for the night, he loves that parrot so much. Which usually gets an "Again?" from Sun because he always watches her whenever he gets the smallest chance.

- She definitely goes absolutely CRAZY on presents for holidays like Valentine's or Christmas for these two. I have a feeling she'd notice that they clearly didn't have the best childhood or ways growing up, and being in a similar situation because her family is extremely religious and she never had any freedom until she moved away, she often tries to make them happy and gets them as many gifts as possible. She spent all her money on them at on point and her only explanation was "I care for you guys a bit too much."

- cough wyervan ever since you mentioned that throwing a rock situation to get it through their heads that Kalamela loves them more than friends I can't help but imagine that she'd ask her friends about how to talk to them and her two friends, (Sprite and Eclipse, both guys, married gay men. They are extremely supportive. Would be great to have a beer with btw.) offer to help her, and eclipse throws a rock at both of them with a note attached to it while she just stands there in absolute shock that he actually aimed for their head. Oh and Sprite had to help Moon hold Sun back from beating his ass. Good times.

- I feel like at some point she would accidentally come across them killing someone and it results in this huge "oh shiiiitttt" moment from Sun and Moon as they drag her away into a more secluded area and then beg her not to tell anyone. (Even though her and Moon already talk about the killings, he still freaked) She doesn't rat them out because she is NOT getting slashed today, but often finds herself contemplating whether she should move and cut contact with them, despite the fact she loves them oh-so dearly!

[elyxir1zz]

★ — Between the lines Q&A/Headcannons

what is the setting/time period?

Minnesota, specifically a small town called Silverstone bay. the year is 2025 i think i mentioned the month in the first chapter but its late january.

What is there hockey standings?

sevika plays center she also the captain and vi plays right defense.

why dont you use y/n?

simple answer; i dont like the y/n messy bun sterotype and honestly i just forget its an option, but i might use it for the final chapter (im teasing you guys)

what is the hockey teams name and numbers?

Silverstone Seawolves. sevika wears 11 and vi wears 07 (their numbers are easter eggs lmk if you get them lol)

height measurements?

sevika is 6'0 and vi is 5'7. reader is somwhere inbetween 5'0-5'3 its really up to how you imagine her

full names?

so i really didnt know how to do last names since arcane has ZERO for zaunites so; for sevika her last name is jain (i got that from @/imsofreakingtired so dont credit me for that) and violet and jinxs last name is ashford

How did sevika know where reader lives?

we can pretty much assume that they knew eachother for about a year previously. and also its a small town so everyone knows everyone

is this fanfic based on ginny and georgia?

no. (yes.)

who else will be in this fanfic? (or returning)

from what im planning we will be seeing; vander, silco, readers mom (samantha), jinx, ekko, caitlyn, mel, sevikas dad, readers dad possible last minute changes

who is your personal favorite character?

readers mom and/or jinx

why did sevika and reader jump to friends so fast?

my fanfic is very fast paced, with the time skips you can assume inbetween sevika and reader worked on there friendship within the skip from monday to friday (with mr wilsons help)

[eleanor-second-floret]

So, we visited Erin (the red haired girl who tried to run off with me in the park) today. Mistress Aurelia was bristling with thorns when she had to see her, she didn’t want to take me but I didn’t let her go without me.

Apparently she hadn’t been taking her medicine, which made her even more paranoid according to the vet. They had her on a stricter regimen for them now, which made her seem better. She also hadn’t been taking her class G’s… she said “I don’t deserve them”. I think I might have overreacted telling her that she doesn’t have to justify herself to have them. I had almost climbed on top of her bed as I said that.

Mistress gave her some Class D’s to ask questions. She said she was scared, she said she wanted to escape. Not just the helianthus. She wanted to escape her thoughts, her feelings, herself. She said when she saw me in the park that I seemed pretty, so she latched onto me and impulsively had to take me with her to escape.

I really wasn’t expecting it, but she started talking about how much she didnt want to be in the hospital. I dont know why, but Mistress Aurelia said she would be in charge of Erin’s wardship. I kind of begged her to bring her home with us tonight, so she’s coming home with me :3 im excited, and Aurelia did seem to calm down after the answers she got from the Class D’s.

I can’t wait to show her the Hab. Maybe it will be easier to not run away if she’s got some people with her to help it feel less lonely? I wonder if Aurelia is going to make us sleep in different rooms for a while to keep an eye on her.

Continued from

[qloof]

I need to know what is going to happen with Ashton? grabs your shoulders!!

you are infecting me with the Ashton beyblade brainrot, i think about him an unnecessary amount /pos

GAHHH ASHTON BEYBLADE GAHHHHRHRGGAHHA i have been unwell for the past 2-3 days all my thoughts are consumed by ashton beyblade…..mostly about his backstory and why he becomes really cold before and during the new Team Dungeon vs Team Canada tournament (i haven't figured out a name for the Canadian team yet orz). I've already sent it to you earlier chalk but im gonna talk about him and his brother here since i dont think I've talked about it on tumblr yet.

Ashton's older brother (i dont have a name for him yet </3) was a regular member on the Canadian team years ago during the first world championships. his bey was based on the Rangifer constellation. the first team they battled against was Starbreaker, and Ashton's brother went up against Damian. that battle broke his brother Ryuga v Hikaru style he quit blading altogether and cut beyblade out of his life completely. Ashton was devastated by this. not only did he witness such a traumatizing battle, but the thing that bonded him and his brother together the most was severed. despite his attempts to cheer his older brother up, he never came back to it. determined to one day get his brother's blader's spirit back, he carried an image of what was once his brother's blader's spirit with him in his training and it manifested into the other half of his bey, Dancer Wapiti. the blue half of Ashton's bey is a reindeer, while the orange half is an elk.

Ashton of course has fun with Beyblade and makes relationships through it, and not all days blading before the second vs-USA tournament was he reminded of that battle, but the hopes of one day bringing his brother back to beyblade was one of his biggest motivators, and when he got wind that the WBBA would be hosting another world tournament for the first time in almost a decade it almost became his only motivator. The emotions of sadness, anger, and resentment that had been buried for years swelled back up again. Ashton believes that if he wins against Team Dungeon, his brother might be inspired to pick blading back up again.

He and Alban come across Jayce and Voxel before the tournament day, and Ashton acts coldly towards them in their battle, so much so he ruthlessly sends Voxel's bey flying into a wall behind him and Jayce. Vita is able to interrupt the battle before anymore damage is caused and anymore blading secrets are revealed. (Vita mentionnnn Ashton and vita are familiar with each other actually they battled in mini tournaments between the USA and Canada when they were younger).

skipping a little bit ahead ashton beyblade does break free from his mindset during his battle against vita :] during it, the reindeer half of his bey spirit disappears and is replaced with the other half of his elk (still blue though <3)

OTHER THAN HIS COLDNESS TOWARDS THOSE 14 YEAR OLDS…..ashton can be a pretty stoic guy, intimidating even if he doesn't mean to be, but he does have a soft side esp when it comes to his teammates (even if they call him mr. no funny business <3),,and esp Alban...even though half of the things that fox does would annoy him if anyone else did them lmfao

anyways ! i have this incomplete sketch i doodled today,,it's probably a little hard to tell without color but i tried drawing wapiti's halves. i need to get better at drawing elk and reindeer adjdjdjdjdj their facial structures are different. there's also a second doodle that i drew a last year before i thought about the split deer idea ! wapiti holds a hoop bcus ashton is a hoop dancer !

[fairytaehl]

lgief rewatch ep. 3

my ep 2 rewatch was 5 reblogs, but i fear this one may be even more... guys, we got the teasing for being jealous, the running around the table and hug, and the hand-holding... i have many thoughts. many screenshots. although ep 15 is literally going to be the most unhinged ill be, i think, so be prepared for that.

if youd like to discuss lgief, feel free to send me asks, chats, or reply to any of these posts.

ep 1 / ep 2 / ep 3 / ep 4 / ep 5, 5 part 2

we start off hard with the two girlies discussing makeup. firstly, YAY sister bonding!!! secondly, im so soft at the thought of ziqi wanting to get something for his sister, maybe after seeing yao pause at a makeup stand or making a comment on someone's makeup, and thinking "oh, ill get you something a'jie." hes so precious for that, he really cares and listens. but man, you dont know color theory, sad.

im dying too when miaomiao says "men know nothing about this" meaning she has clearly had experience in the real world. her dad, maybe? perhaps even, dare i say, potential admirers who tried to woo her? or because shes clearly clinically online, jobless men who make comments about such things.

and her trying to desperately explain to yao about her mom just being in another world, no really, is so silly. girl, IMMERSE YOURSELF. youre dealing with "real" people here!

miaomiao complimenting yao and yao feeling so happy about it :-( she wanted a best friend so bad, and shes totally going against her "demon catchers dont deal with human affairs" rule because of it. we love character growth!

LOL the way she runs out holding her dress. idk her character makes me laugh so much. like why are you like this? what are you like in the real world??? do you go prancing around like this? obviously not, because shes totally a homebody and... probably has no friends, but this is like roleplaying for her! im eating it up.

"how do you know i brought a grasshopper?" shes omnipotent, just accept it.

ziqi being SO offended at fuyi being guided inside and hes COMPLETELY ignored. what do you mean youre telling him to bring in some stupid thing he brought for her? what are you doing?! and the claims of bewitching... watch out, youre next, ziqi.

fuyi being so shyyyyyyy ;_; our noble loverboy. miaomiao being like "are you kidding. bruh. GIVE IT TO HER" and handing it off to her and even having to explain that he made it. lets not wonder why she knows this, just go with it okay?

super respect for miaomiao for rooting for the main couple and hating unnecessary love triangles!!! me too!

i love the way esther yu voices "you have a good chat, take your time. im leaving now." with her giggle and how she acts it out and scurries away. she brings miaomiao and her fangirling to such wonderful light. i find myself replaying a lot of scenes just to listen to how the actors say things, because they do it so well. they really nail the characters and make them a real person that you can enjoy for who they are! perfect casting. absolutely perfect.

im CRYING. "i really underestimated you, my sister is laughing and relaxed!!! HOW DARE YOU!!!!!" miaomiao responding "are you okay?" like LOL. she said uhhhhhh do you not want her doing that... why arent you happy?

ok, we start to see ziqis insecurites really pop out here. i almost wanna hug him if he wasnt such a jerkface. hes being so standoffish but he seriously does not like it. its hard for you to please your sister because youre a miserable, hotheaded twerp! you nag her probably more than she does, and shes the older sibling! you struggle to relate to her because youre not trying to understand her, you just want her out of harms way. understandable because of ziqis past and how he grew up and hes still immature, but man, have some self-reflection!!! also, nose scrunch.

full reblog version linked here