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makowcy · 1 year

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go girl beat him up

#so um #i wanted to try drawing something with where warm light from the ground bounces back up #i dont know when the rest happened #my art #limited life smp #trafficblr #zombiecleo #geminitay #ethoslab #limited life #goodtimeswithscar #bdoubleo100 #limited life spoilers

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lover-of-mine · 8 months

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Fought 'til you tethered me, swept under surfaces, never enough of it...

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #usercam #at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol #flashing tw #i need a gracie tag dont I?#die on their watch.#so i was thinking earlier and if youve been around here any length of time you know i think about that cemetery scene a lot #because narratively its very interesting scene because i changes the tone of their relationship in comparison to the rest of the show reall #and its a fascinating choice. even the whole point that of the conversation happening at a cemetery where theyre visiting someone who didn'#but i have a tendency to look at that scene from eddies eyes #because when you look at it along with all of eddies reactions surrounding bucks death and the reactions eddie was having to bucks words #that feels like a breakup. if feels like were watching eddies heart break in real time yk?#BUT buck is very purposeful in this scene too. he's basically daring eddie to say something but eddie just thinks that he needs to agree #and if you look at it that way and think about it as buck asking for a reaction you can argue buck feels rejected here too #even tho eddie thinks hes being supportive #they are saying things and they are being misinterpreted. both of them leave that talk with different views of what happened #and thats VERY interesting with how strongly the show pushed buck eddie and chris as a family unity in the episodes before #and well i dont really know how the show plans to recover from that. if they plan on doing it at all. but like #that was a breakup. but if its a breakup where both of them think they got broken up with. how do you come back?#eddie diaz

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liquidstar · 6 months

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ok alien stage fans dont hate me for what im about to say im just throwing the IDEA out there okay. but just listen

you know how we have these two promo images of ivan and till?

("observation" and "decision" by vivinos)

paralleling their young selves and their current selves. young ivan sits with till and happily watches him sing, older ivan stares more seriously at till as they're about to enter the contest, having just made some sort of decision (we don't know what exactly that means yet. to lose? to not compete? to tie? to... win? given his convo with sua that might be the "nicer" option in his mind)

and now the promo art for round 6 dropped, "cure"

its OBVIOUSLY playing on paralleling these shots again. this time it seems to be after till got punished and is asleep or unconscious (or maybe he just has his eyes closed, but i dont think hes awake- he's not the type to be so chill about the face touching)

what if... its also meant to parallel a "future" shot? just like the previous two?

if till ends up dying this round (SAD!) we could end up seeing the second half of it. with ivan's hand on till's corpse. but this is pure conjecture, not super likely. im just saying is all.

#one of the things that made me think this is that ''cure'' isnt a perfect parallel the way the other two are of each other #mostly in the way till is posed with his hair falling back and eyes and mouth closed #in the other two it seems a point to have all these aspects the same in both versions of him (ivan is the one whose expression change tho)#but its still CLEARLY playing off the same concept. so maybe it also has a ''twin''....#if it does happen ill put my head through a wall though for putting the possibility out there #but i dont think its likely its just a concept i thought of when i saw the art and thought of the other art lol #is IS called cure though. maybe till does die but is resuscitated somehow who knows #aliens probably have good medical tech that hyuna stole #also ''cure'' has the red show in ivan's eye while the others dont. inch resting.#i love when the red shows you can really see the ''camera'' inspo lol #alien stage

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cometnoodle · 1 year

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pov: you dont have a fallen or possessed alt yet and you wonder how did you manage to reach this far without getting one

the running gag of claude not getting a fallen alt on heroes continues to be funny to me

on another note i didn't know anankos wasnt a unit until this point 💀

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finalexpenses · 5 months

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thanatos redesign :3

comms open!

#(note: the scythe is traced from some official art bc i didnt feel like drawing it completely from scratch when it wasnt the focus)#(the rest is all drawn by me though)#hades supergiant #thanatos hades #hades game #also no the shadow on his face isnt meant to match zagreus its meant to further the attempted design gradient #betwen hypnos‚ him‚ and charon #most to least alive & least to most shadowed face is the gist of it #hades fanart #also I DONT KNOW ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN THE TECHNICAL TEST I AM DELIBERATELY AVOIDING AS MUCH ABOUT IT AS POSSIBLE PLEASE DONT MENTION #ANYTHING ABOUT IT ON THIS POST #✒️

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sophaeros · 3 months

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hi everyone did you know that um. 😊when julian went over to albert's house in 2013 to listen to st justice he asked if it was about him. 😊 yes the song that is a love song to albert's then-girlfriend justyna. haha. just letting you know 😊

albert hammond jr for the talk, 2013 (x)

#bands #the strokes #julian casablancas #albert hammond jr #ahj era #cm era #casamond #the talk #im chewing my fucking mnuckles #me when i think my best friend's weirdly depressing love song to his wife is about me #i say weirdly depressing because while im sure theres a more metaphorical slant to the lyrics that makes them sweeter #'forget me / i'll forget you' is an insane thing to say in a song to your newly married wife #anyway. 😍👍#the rest of the interview is really good i recommend reading it he talks a lot about his drug use and self destructive impulses #hes so real for that i fear #and i know the lyrics are vague enough to allow for wiggle room they dont instantly ping as an overt sappy love song but like.#if your boy best friend thinks ur love song is about him then there's . Something's happened along the way. yknow.#edit i just realised that they werent married when he wrote the song but still

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moeblob · 2 months

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Moeblob: (tries to establish a fish theme. likes to be called salmon.) FEH: Broccoli alts only, no negotiations.

(this is for you Leo.... I'm sorry........... you don't deserve it)

#bro idk how to tag joke art of me lmao im not an oc but whatever #thank you upcoming banner for ..... whatever the heck that was i guess #its almost 2am and i need to be sleeping but i had to draw this stupid thing #i love fish so much and i love being called salmon online and my main ff character is named tuna king but #id get broccoli alts because i mentioned im stressed out that i didnt know broccoli had a strong scent #and i steamed some broccoli and then my sister got home hours later and said oh you made broccoli and im like yeah but hey how did you know #and she opens the window as she says it still smells like it #H U H and then i lock myself in for broccoli alts for the rest of my life #that did actually happen lmao im sorry i dont have a sense of smell my b #i mean at least people comment on fishy smells being p strong so i can contextually know if a comment is made on a fish thats normal #but getting told broccoli smells THAT STRONG was like im .... whatst..... since when...... helpst.....

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introspectivememories · 1 year

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do you ever think about how marco is one of the last people who knows how close shanks and buggy once were? do you think he ever looks at shanks and instinctively searches for buggy? i bet you marco looks at shanks surrounded by his crew and still thinks that shanks looks lonely. because back then, you could never find one without the other. if you insulted shanks, you insulted buggy and vice versa. they were attached at the hip. if you got one of them alone, you better savor it because in the next five minutes, the other one would come find them. like in my heart i know every time marco sees shanks these days all he thinks is where's the rest of you?

#marco who has first hand knowledge about how close shanks and buggy used to be #marco who never knows what to think when he sees shanks these days bc what happened? where's buggy?#where's the rest of you?#marco who hears about buggy's arrest and his first thought is 'oh fuck shanks isn't gonna like that' until he remembers that they dont talk #marco who privately thinks that shanks' less than who he used to be #marco who wonders what exactly happened to roger's cabin boys #i like to think ace asks him once why he always gets that funny look on his face whenever he sees shanks and marco doesn't know how to expl #the seas greatest mystery. bc how do you explain that these two people who were once so close don't even seem to think about each other #anymore. how do you explain just how well buggy and shanks clicked? how do you explain what they used to be to someone who has only ever #seen the broken remnants of what they are now?#head in hands head in hands head in hands #fushichou marco #marco the phoenix #op marco #akagami no shanks #op shanks #shanks one piece #buggy the clown #buggy one piece #op buggy #shanks x buggy #shuggy #one piece

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qiu-yan · 2 months

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EDIT: just realized that i should clarify something. what i meant by "feel bad for nie huaisang :(" was that jiang cheng felt bad for nie huaisang after nie mingjue died, because having to assume the burden of sect leadership while still grieving was something jiang cheng understood as well.

that poll option does NOT mean "jiang cheng thinks nie mingjue is abusing nie huaisang" or whatever. i should have made that clearer and i'm only realizing now my phrasing was in fact Dogshitte. i'm sorry.

#mdzs #jiang cheng #nie mingjue #do you ever think about how. after wwx fucked off with the wens. all the other sect leaders started grilling jiang cheng #who wasn't even there when wwx threatened everyone?? he had to figure out what happened from context #judging from the narration it seems like that was the first night in a long time he was able to go to sleep on time too #instead of pulling another all-nighter. and then this shit.#and when jc tried to argue that he and wwx did owe the wen siblings a debt for saving them #nmj shut him down immediately. “their family killed your parents. where is your filial duty?” an entirely reasonable view given the setting #but also. damn. rip. jc you were a teenage leader with zero experience. no one should expect you to stand up to them. sorry dude #if i were jc that would color my perception of nmj and the rest of them for a while #also if i were jc. and i was co-raising my only nephew with my co-sibling-in-law i dont know that well #and his sworn brother flipped his shit and yeeted him down the stairs. well i would be a lot more worried about my nephew's safety #given that my nephew is spending half his time in jinlintai!!! jiggy keep chifeng-zun away from him!!!!!#who knows maybe they covered up the stairs incident. even though it happened in broad daylight.#yanyan polls #these tags ended up being kind of negative so i think ill forgo the ship tag this time

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etchedstars · 1 year

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sorry for the influx of darcy heartstopper posts its just that her arc in s2 is about how she doesnt think shes lovable and that she can't and won't ever come out to her parents for her own safety but she still somehow manages to be happy ., and i think it may have gotten to me a little bit

#came home from that gay art program a couple days ago back to my Closet where i have to go by my deadname and she/her pronouns because even #though i felt safe there theres no way i could possibly come out to my parents not bc theyre like darcys in that theyd kick me out its just #that theyd say things about me forever and they wouldnt be positive #but i know its possible for me to be queer and happy and loved bc that art program exists and i was there for a month and i was the happies #ive ever been #but the rest of the year i dont feel lovable and safe and i go out and try to be happy anyways . im just kinda waiting for the day when i D #get to be happy and feel loved and safe and be openly queer with my parents hundreds of miles away from me #it will happen #darcy gives me hope for myself in case you couldnt tell .#the overdue asteroid strikes again #heartstopper #darcy olsson #heartstopper s2

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cronchlord · 1 year

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Hello artihunter fandom first few frames are colored cause I was funny and thought I would line/color this whole thing

#rainworld #artificer #hunter #artihunter #artificers pups #its angsty just a warning #also the artihunter is at the beginning and end #the rest is arti's trauma #cronch draws #also dont worry hunter in my stuff is only like cronically ill #its not terminal but if she does die #well we know what happens #i saw someone else do an animatic to this #and it was awsome #but i was sad when they didnt do the rest of it #and i saw artihunter potential

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skunkes · 4 months

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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

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the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see · 6 months

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finally caved and started reading all for the game. two chapters into the foxhole court and what kind of gay fucking shit is this! also did not know there were sports in here

#idk whats going on i thought it was like the raven cycle with magic and shit its called the foxhole court??? no fae???? what the fuck!!!#and i cant understand whats happening with the sports. i didnt get it. i hope i dont need to i just know kevin is top dog of the bad dogs #neil is mid mid except hes got a death wish so they want him carnally???#ill be reading it super slowly bc im busy but i can feel it slowly turning up the heat on my brain cells as i read. they are burning.#ive got naught but ten #and neil's not neil but he is and he has a bag of secrets he's hiding in someone else's closet like okayyyy go off author fuck whats the #authors name.... nora sakavic FUCK I SHOULDVE KNOWN NEVER TO TRUST A WOMAN NAMED NORA #i dont know...i dont know.... but also the only gay neil i know is the one from dead poets society and its hard to separate the two rn #is the rest of the book going to be like this what did i get myself into. am i mentally prepared #bc i wasnt for trc and it FUCKED! ME! UP! im STILL insane #ugh. ugh. anyway. way gayer than expected. also at one point someone asks ''how safe is safe'' and MY DISAPPOINTMENT #when the answer wasnt safe as life? immeasurable. in fact i had to close the book. went to study accounting.#ACCOUNTING. HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME IN HERE???#the tree speaks #all for the game #aftg #what are yalls tags?#neil josten #the raven cycle #trc

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spaciebabie · 6 months

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shoutout 2 this person in my class who i can tell wants 2 talk 2 me really bad but instead of doing that whenever she has the chance she'll talk 2 whoever else is around and ignore me entirely unless im mentioned by name

#bruh lmao #so awkward. say something you dingus lol #ik you wanna talk 2 me so bite the bullet already #gyatt #spacie spoinks #literally. she was having a conversation with my partner for the project im doing. and like #heres the thing #if im not invited into conversation i usually dont participate #im like a vampire like that #and so like. after they're done conversating she'll just kind of. stand there. this has happened twice now #like dude sdkfjshlkdfj #im not upset by this behavior i have very awful social patterns as well and have been thru this (i am autistic)#am i gonna hafta say something. lol #probably #''hey bro whats up with you. i dont mean like how are you doing. i mean like. whats wrong with you.''#cant say that its not funny when you say it irl only when the ppl you're talking with know you're not being mean 😭#also like. this person has been staring at me lol #which like. makes me flustered so whenever she's around i panic and my face fucking turns red its god awful #for awhile it made uhh. my paranoia get really bad im ngl!!#its already bad when it comes 2 being around strangers but this like made it REALLY bad for a few weeks #im more calm now tho. rational brain won over and im chillin #i gotta work up the courage 2 say something b4 the semester is over or this is gonna bother me for the rest of my life sfkjsdhflkjs #i dont wanna put her on the spot #the only time i see her is when im in class #and . doing that interaction in front of ppl. i dont wanna embarrass her ksjfskjd

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zaynes-left-chesticle · 8 months

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Okay I just read Zayne's "Still in Dark" anecdote, and now I'm crying and also my jaW IS ON THE GROUND, WHAT IN THE FUC-

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enjoy the tags, I just needed to vent....

And I'm scared 🤣

#hoooooly shit when i tell you i was confused about the timeline before ... ash.exe has officially stopped responding #semi spoiler alert/ me venting.... youve been warned #ARE WE NOT REAL IN HIS DIMENSION? Are we just pulling a freaking spongebob and showing up in his dreams?#im scared somebody hold me. im freaking crying cuz that was so sad but also SERIOUSLY WTFFFF IS GOING ON #love and deepspace #okay im done screaming im sorry #but seriously.... there is so much happening i dont know whats real and what isnt.#i wanted to think Tower of Secrets was just AU but now with the whole growing jasmine parallel and Linkon City being years in the past....?#ffs i need some theories cuz im just sending myself down a rabbit hole trying to decide what's going on #like what? am i just popping up in zaynes dreams to save him from loneliness while he helps me save the universe from getting access to my #and pops up in Raf's life to rescue him after losing everything while he also magically helps me save the universe from the aether's power #and Xai/Lumiere who's what... like 300+ years old somehow knows who i am?#WHO AM I? some dimension-jumping dream-hopping timeline-skipping superhuman with the core strength of 10000 suns and i don't even remember?#i need to read the rest of Xai's lore....#anyways welcome to the end of the tags. i hope you had fun. if you made it this far.... i am so sorry 🤣

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frecklystars · 12 days

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i have felt absolutely nothing for any of my F/Os lately and idk if coming back online will help. ive been offline since April just queueing literally everything and occasionally coming online if i need to vent and then deleting it and going offline again. my situation really drained me of all of my energy, constantly feeling unsafe and unable to self ship really hurt me. feeling unsafe both irl and with my F/Os really hurts me and i cannot emphasize how damaging it is to feel so unsafe all the time so consistently for 2 years. but im trying so hard to figure out how to bounce back bc my depression is so severe if im not self shipping. so. what do i do here

idk how to uh, reignite a hyperfixation that's 99% gone. genuinely, what do you do if youre autistic and your special interest of one year is fading out? i dont want to replace it with something else + im so depressed i cannot replace it with something else if i tried. i just wanna feel better with my ryan F/Os again even if it's just a little bit. just enough to keep me going

what do i even do? stream a movie night? take ryan character drawing requests/commissions? roleplay with friends who have offered to make F/O accounts interact with this blog? uhhh... man i dont know. ive watched all of ryan's movies except his older ones, and those aren't going to reignite my hyperfixation since i don't have any new characters to self ship with there

its 6am im just rambling into the void and i havent slept. i just wanted to vent 😭 ill delete this later

#i doooo not want my barbie hyperfixation to leave me so. uh #i know i keep saying 'yeah ill come back online' but dude. i HATE it here #i genuinely hate this hellsite after everything ive been put through #but i am so SO NUMB that i just. dont. care anymore what happens to me #and i'll take feeling numb over feeling intense crippling fear any day. my god i cannot function when im this scared.#vent #delete later #sorry to new followers who have no idea what im talking about. disregard this #i am rarely online but my queue posts 24/7 and i havent opened my inbox in 4 months #or dms. i dont know if i will ever open my dms actually im sorry theyre all just sitting there #my brain is going to explode #i queued an answer to one (1) inbox ask and i havent read the rest yet im sorry #i genuinely hate being here but i also miss self shipping and i miss my friends #i dont know what to do

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