#my brain is going to explode

[magentasnail]

this has been SUCH an intense homework week, which is mostly my fault for taking on more projects than i should but i FINALLY FINISHED EVERYTHING so here's some of my designs + paintings so i can feel like it was worth it ::)

can't wait to get new homework tomorrow ::::)))

[linpunny]

Tail fucking with dragon daddy Sylus in prep to welcome his cocks into your womb as he mates you for the first time.

[teethpaste]

Mfw I’ve had a migraine all day and put on lip liner perma stain from tiktok that doesn’t match my lips and won’t come off 😃 👍

[remusbutpink]

“okay next one, here boy” JANUS CALLING REMUS BOY JANUS CALLING REMUS BOY JANUS CALLING REMUS BOY

[baura-bear]

i can't stop thinking about winnix dancing together

[wordy-little-witch]

It may not come as a surprise that I am OBSESSED with the paranormal, and thus I posit a silly little thought nugget-

Devil Fruit eaters in general being No Longer Human. Like. Not even just Zoan users, but ALL of them.

The Fruits were created by the Sea Devil, offering odd and incredible powers in exchange for a weakness to water, a tomb of seasalt. The abilities are varied and dynamic, but they are still, by definition, an exchange - a Deal. It is Give and Take, a contract forged with the life-span of the eater as the signature. The Fruit braids itself into their genome, into their Soul, and makes them Other.

More beneath the cut, I just have so many thoughts send help

For some, this is an instinctive change. They Know things, information fed from the magic in their veins and marrow to their brain, all that the Fruit has learned from previous users in an abstract way. For some, the information from their Fruit is Locked, tidbits bleeding through the cracks and grooves of the chest which contains the treasure trove of knowledge which they are not equipped to handle. The Fruits are only truly Conscious when they are Bound, Eaten, Active, after all. To needlessly overwhelm and kill their hosts would be unfortunate.

In that vein, one could argue that the eaters are something of a sacrifice, a symbiotic relationship between our world and the one beyond it.

Some Fruits however simply do not HAVE the knowledge to pass on. Some have not been active in a very long time. Some have not had the experience in thriving with their Host. Some just simply rarely get eaten for whatever reason.

Some simply protect their Host from the Truth.

What all Devil Fruit eaters have in common, loosely though it is, is an innate ability to recognize one another, to identify each other, and to toe the line between the mortal world and the Other. The sharpness of the awareness varies person to person, soul to soul, but all Notice in their own ways, can reach beyond the veil to varying degrees and with varies intentions.

Luffy can See into others, an ability he's had always, but after eating his Fruit, it sharpened. His gaze cut deeper, his sight clearer, and he could read a person as easily as a scholar with a juvenile practice book would read the text therein. His gaze is clearest beneath the skin of others.

Luffy, inhuman as parts are, must feed both aspects:

The body he has, and the form which his Devil Fruit has woven itself into, must eat. He loves meat, a trait often found in Ds, but his appetite is voracious even then, feeding and feeding and feeding. What few realize is that his hunger is both mortal and not, a craving for meat of any variety. He will eat anything. Anything. His natural defaults mesh well with his Fruit, and he simply catalogues it easily within his existing paradigm

The soul he carries is fueled by love, freedom, expression. He is emotional and unhindered by expectations because he chooses not to be. He gives himself the freedom to do so. He wants to be untethered and to feel and experience and BE. He wants for others to have much the same. He finds people who are Chained and he takes their shackles in hand, asks them why they are there, and then he shatters them beneath the force of his Care and Ambition and Temptation. He opens the doors of change and growth and liberation, and then he lays the choices before those he can. It's a subconscious thing, mostly, but he Feeds the carnal, bare bones Drive of his Fruit in the same breath as him feeding his own freedom and thus his own soul.

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Buggy on the other hand does not have the same basis to work from. Whereas Luffy's Fruit is Other Than and thus not as impacted by its infrequency in circulation, Buggy's is not so blessed. The Bara Bara no mi is not a common Fruit to be eaten. It has had precious few holders who survived long enough to learn much of anything regarding its properties. As it stands, Buggy himself is the longest survivor of this power. Not only does it initial stage impact the nervous system in unique and bizarre ways but it also changes the musculoskeletal structures and the host's brain. In order to be able to split and still function, your spatial awareness needs to be far higher than average, and the synapses in your brain must be able to handle the strain.

Many holders of the Chop Chop Fruit were driven mad by this. Be it the influx of information or the psychosomatic pain of a limb loss or worse, it would often lad to death - and not always by the hands of another.

Buggy was always more cerebral than his crewmates, than Shanks and the others. He was a thinker, and his specialty was operating outside of normal conventions - it was how his weapons making skills improved leaps and bounds. Chemistry, physics and mechanics were his biggest passions, followed closely by some dabbling in medicine and botany. There were no limits in his mind, on questions and redirected pathways. Where one path did not lead to an expected result, another would open, would branch off, and the yield of these actions would be cataloged and coveted.

The Bara Bara no mi was not much different in this. That Devil Fruit was perfect for Buggy, for his natural processes and his demeanor. Buggy already toed the line of fragmented, puzzle thinking, and his Fruit simply exacerbated this.

He feeds his mind with the options and dynamicism he exhibits with his body.

He does not however feed his BODY with the same. Oh, he eats when he remembers or someone reminds him. He has noticed some things taste better, make him FEEL better than others. But he doesn't seek them out.

This is partly due to mental health issues, and an unidentified food aversion which began in his childhood. Food was often used as a punishment/reward system, and things, unattended to, spiraled from there. Buggy doesn't even realize it.

Another problem is that his tastes in foods he has had the best responses with remind him of things he would rather not think on. Specifically, they remind him of his late captain. Roger always preferred his steaks rare and juicy. Buggy adores his much the same.

And a final issue is that the few times Buggy DID act on the Hunger, the Drive for something, he was punished for it, told it was bad and not okay. In their defense, he was a child, and raw meat is not safe for consumption, especially in one who has such a problematic immune system as Buggy. He always draws the short end of the stick in things.

He subsides loosely on intimidation tactics, licking the blood from his knives, a habit which began after the loss of his family. He does not acknowledge the baying hunger in his chest when he does this. He has buried it along with so many other things.

Buggy is good with his Devil Fruit, but he is good with it while starved and unwell.

It truly would be beneficial for another Devil Fruit User with long term experience to ask him what he Feeds on, wouldn't it?

[citrusbuds]

ugh.... horrible... its eating at my brain... more characters in the vn.... writing... things...

tbh idk how much i can show here... i say that like i fully plan on writing and coding this (i probably will)

[ottiethetrashqueen]

hello! Can you do cougou(vocie 2) x isit(vocie 4) from incredibox little miss?

I randomly decided to practice drawing people kissing when drawing this teehee

[sillydinoisme]

Ugh my brain is nothing but The Spot right now! He's just a silly guy...his silliness has captivated my brain!!!!

[neveraskedu2]

Random!

I’m back 🧡✨

I have recently purchased some very groovy Electric Mayhem merch from @meldoesthedraw 🌟

These are awesome! I love all the details and I can feel that these were made with love. Please go check out her Etsy shop, you won’t regret it!

I screamed of pure joy when I saw these! Definitely worth every cent, thank you Mel! Your art continues to inspire me as a fellow Mayhead! 🧡🧡

[shit-enmu-says]

Ahahaha…hahahhaha *falls over dead*

[spinnythespindlyspninner]

Sometimes I have migraines in my left eye (especially when I forget my lamotrigine) and this meant to look like what it feels like when it gets really bad. Actually maybe this is kind of over dramatic, I’ve gotten so used to it that I don’t even know anymore tbh

[bbq-ishere]

i like, gave up on ultratober because lack of motivation lmao but hey i did a thing

[lakedo]

Oh no.

My stupid brain had an idea.

As a Måneskin fan, I was scrolling on Tumblr, finding gifs to spam to my friends and singing their songs at midnight, like a normal person.

As an AVA/AVM fan I was scrolling on Tumblr, finding images to spam to my friends and thinking about various AUs that I'll never post, at midnight, like a normal person.

Then I suddenly remembered about a conversation I had with my brother:

*flashback*

My brother: My favourite letter is 'D'.

Me: Why?

My brother: Because it's the fourth letter of the alphabet.

Me: Why do you like the fourth letter of the alphabet?

My brother: Because my favourite number is 4! *leaves*

*end flashback*

Meanwhile me: Four, four, four, everything is four! A square has got 4 corners. Chairs have 4 legs. Even Måneskin are 4! What else is four now? Oh right, the mercenaries of Alan Becker!

And then the scenario:

Rocket team from Alan Becker dressed as members of Måneskin band.

Vic? Is just watching, wondering why.

[soup-sponge]

i will never shut up about how gorgeous this scene is to me i think it literally rewired my brain when i saw it for the first time

even now i need to take a moment and just. wow.

lockwood and lucy as the calm in the middle of this storm that they caused. and the blue and the pink!!! those are their colours!!! also the salt sprinklers are absolutely so well done and whoever came up with them deserves a smooch.

anyways yeah i am unwell thanks for asking!

[archiviztic]

SOMEONE USED MY SANGIHUN ART IN AN EDIT THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE I COULD CRY