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fuck his stupid baka life

(thanks to @nightmarebluntrotationatfreddys for the idea lol)

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do the carlisle bulking plan today

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the studiieerrr

(reference under cut)

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Sockeye salmon on a split piece of cutoff wood

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I'm painting a salmon on some wood

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MY LOVELY SISTER MADE ME A WEREWOLF PLUSHIE

say hello to Carlisle

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drew this as Ruth and Henry thanks to @nightmarebluntrotationatfreddys for the excellent idea !

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FEDDY!!

incase anyone wants to check it out

warning it is probably the worst designed strawpage ive ever seen in my life

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thanks to @nightmarebluntrotationatfreddys for the idea lol

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If anyones interested in shitty freeverse i just made this about carlisle

WATCHDOG

I WAS BORN COVERED IN MY MOTHERS BLOOD

I ENDED HER FAMILY LINE

MY FATHER CALLED ME THE DEVILS CHILD

I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT AT THE TIME

I GOT BIGGER AND STRONGER

AND MY MOTHER SHE GOT FRAIL

MY FATHER WORKED ME TO THE BONE

I OBEYED HIM TOOTH AND NAIL

ONE DAY I GOT TOO CURIOUS AND I STRAYED OFF THE BEATEN PATH

I MET A MONSTER IN THOSE WOODS

ONES I KNEW SO WELL 

IT TORE OUT MY THROAT AND LEFT ME TO DIE

AND SEALED MY WAY TO HELL

I WALKED BACK TO MY MOTHER 

COVERED IN MY OWN BLOOD

I WAS NO LONGER A HUMAN THAT DAY

I WAS NO LONGER HER SON

SHE STILL LOVED ME THAT I COULD TELL

SHE DIDN'T FIGHT BACK SHE LET ME 

SHE LET ME TAKE HER LIFE

SHE LET ME GO TO HELL

FATHER WALKED OUT OF THE BARN WITH A SHOTGUN IN HIS HANDS

HE LOOKED AT MY MOTHERS CORPSE

RAISED THE BARREL AT MY CHEST

AND LAID ME OUT ON THE GROUND.

I DIDN'T DIE

BUT I LEFT MY FATHER TO

I LEFT THAT COUNTRY I CALLED HOME 

AND WITH IT ALL MY VIRTUES

I JOINED THE WAR THAT TORE THE WORLD APART

IF NOTHING BUT TO FEEL

I DIDN'T CARE FOR THE GREATER GOOD

I JUST WANTED TO KILL

BUT I REALIZED EARLY ON

I COULDN'T TAKE TO BEING CONTROLLED

I WAS NO LONGER A FARMER'S DOG

I COULD NO LONGER DO WHAT I WAS TOLD

THEY PUT ME IN A PRISON

TOLD ME I WAS A LOST CAUSE 

I RELISHED THIS HELLHOLE THEY THREW ME IN

I WOULDN'T LET THEM RIP IT FROM MY JAWS

I SPENT MY TIME IN AND OUT OF THE SYSTEM

I COULD ONLY CONTAIN MYSELF SO LONG

BEING HUMAN IS HARD ENOUGH AS IT IS

IT'S EVEN HARDER WHEN YOU KNOW THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG

I FELT LIKE A DOG BACKED INTO A CORNER

JUST BARED TEETH AND CLAWS

I WANTED TO SNAP I WANTED TO BITE

BUT THE WORLDS GOT THESE THINGS CALLED LAWS

A GREASEBALL  FOUND ME FIGHTING IN A BACK ALLEY

POUNDING FACES TO A PULP 

HE SAID I HAD A TALENT FOR THIS

HE SAID HE COULD MAKE ME RICH

I COULDN’T READ THE CONTRACT

AND I SIGNED AWAY MY SOUL

A FIST IN MY FACE 

IS THE ONLY WAY THAT I FEEL

BECAUSE THE REST OF ME IS AN EMPTY HOLE

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Who is he to be preaching on morals?

He stands on a soapbox of sins.

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Bail out.

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4/5

Is provoking a malice as sharp as a nail.

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Does anyone else get those random spurts of art improvement, where you find a new technique or something and you feel your art get so much better? Bc it's a great thing 😅

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hes very distraught....

incase anyone wants to check it out

warning it is probably the worst designed strawpage ive ever seen in my life