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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#senart#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering
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⚠️Spoilers for Look Back but I was initially confused about what Fujino and Kyomoto's relationship had to do with pursuing a career as a mangaka. After thinking about it, I interpret it as a narrative device to represent what will come when choosing to pursue art (of any form, whether it's comics, painting, animation, music, etc.).
Think about it, what's Kyomoto's role in the story? She is what got Fujino to take art seriously in middle school, and what motivated her to continue after she initially gave up. However, she's also the only thing in the story that makes Fujino wish she quit art. First, halfway through 6th grade and then later after her death. She serves as Fujino's motivator and de-motivator.
I think the scene of Fujino wishing that she never told Kyomoto to come out (that pursuing art only led to suffering) represents artists' regrets. We literally look back and see an alternate universe where Fujino never pursued art and it has a happier ending. Anyone that pursues artistic dreams will end up regretting it at some point. It's not easy, any artist will tell you that. The story is saying yes, you probably will end up healthier and more stable by giving up your dreams. Because art is suffering.
But then Fujino enters Kyomoto's room after reading the comic from the alternate reality and all of a sudden we get a montage of the happy memories and accomplishments they had pursuing their dreams together. And we realize that, everything we saw of them in the alternate 'happier' reality pales in comparison to this:
The happiest both of them look in that alternate world is when they finally meet and promise to work together someday. They loved art. They loved each other. Giving up on your dreams means missing out on all of that, and nothing in the world can replace it. Because yes art is suffering, but art is also joy and love.
And so the end of the story where Fujino goes back to work isn't her moving on. She tapes the comic strip in front of her to remind her of Kyomoto, to remind her of why she got into comics in the first place. Basically, Kyomoto IS art to Fujino. A life with her means experiencing both suffering and joy, while the life without her means having none of that.
I might be wrong about this, like maybe Fujimoto just wanted to tell a mangaka story with doomed yuri (valid) HOWEVER i like my interpretation so im sticking with it.
#sorry sorry sorry i just have Thoughts#and none of my friends have watched this movie so I dont have anyone to talk with about it#anyway this movie made me cry and gave me emotional damage. 10/10 highly recommend#i wanted to tag their shipname but i cant bc its literally just fujimoto's name why did he name them after himself im laughing#using a doomed love to represent artists' suffering and joy is genius btw#not everyone knows what its like to pursue art but everyone has that one person they loved (romantically or platonically) and lost#my post#Look Back#look back movie#look back spoilers#look back analysis#ayumu fujino#kyomoto
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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True Loves Kiss ( when kissing the messiah/the anti-christ please be cautious. though it may draw you out of the lonely it could also lead to severe facial scarring, but hey, you score either way!)
#jonmartin kissed in the lonely to me btw#im normal :)#jon braid agenda#also i think of jon kissing martin almost as cpr which is why martin is so despondent#my guy was GONE#lost in the sauce(the lonely)#dont like the JM one that much but i dont wanna look at it anymore :)#so fuck it we ball#need to stop posting stuff i dont like but if i dont do that ill never post anything ever and i quite like posting#im a poster#catch me posting#sorry im drunk time for real tags#tma#spork art#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#agnes montague#jack barnabas#i bet agnes and jack have a ship name but i dont know it#the magnus archives#thats it i think#anyways im gonna go to bed and wakeup with a hangover#gonna queue this actually#dont want notifications till i am OUT
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(disappears for a month and reappears with a slightly obscure hyperfixation) Hey guys
#★ my art#art#dandys world#dandy’s world#Is that it What do i even tag..#idk why i called it obscure it has 10mil visits on roblox but i Dont see it anywhere so. Whatever i say what i want#★ arin rambles#Oh boy here we go#so i found this game like. The day before yesterday. So ive known this game for 2 days. Dude#DUDE. DUDE. my friends call this game my baby rattle its so absurd#the way this garbage mascot horror has ensnared me. i feel like a fool#Just hold on let me paint a picture for you. So just listen (<- aka read but just pretend)#So i press this game not knowing what on earth is in store#and me and my bestie choose our basic boring loser starter. And we walk into that elevator. and im walking around just Amazed…#And i look over and theres like A tv on the floor. And theres the most jaw dropping smooth animation on there im like OKAY THIS GAME IS FIRE#and i see the funny rainbow flower#AND RIGHT NEXT TO HIM…. THAT BORING BASIC BLUE HAT..#I SAW HIM. I WAS GOBSMACKED.#We lost the game cuz shrimpo jumped me because i was So distracted i took like 20 screenshots of astro#And thats how it all started#i didnt know his name..#in fact i didnt even know if his cover was purple or blue#but i knew 1 thing for certain..#THIS WAS LOVE!!!!!!!! AND I WANT TO BEAT HIM WITH A ROCK😭😭😭😭😭😭#dandys world oc#dandys world astro
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YALL GUESS WHAT I FOUND TODAY
the creature of all time, @galaxylover06's boy himself, death leech shado!!! and also baby shado but yk :3
dont forget ur daily clicks!!
#I FOUND HIM I FOUND DEATH LEECH SHADOW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#IVE LOST SO MANY DRAWINGS OF HIM HOLY CHRIST#ive lost so many drawings period#i had one of him fresh out the pickle jar and like reaaally rendered and i. i lost it. its lost in the void#i hate my computorr 👍 that shits broken#i cant even select a file if i dont type in the name. ive had to MEMORISE the name of my drawing files since like october#this files name for example was just a keyboard smash bc im stupid and i dont know how but i fOUND IT YIPPEPEEEE#sth#sonic#sonic fanart#shadow the hedgehog#nov.aart
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I chose violence today
#shane stardew valley#shane sdv#SOB#shane stardew#stardew valley#jas stardew#jas sdv#jas stardew valley#i dont know how old jas was when she lost her parents but im settling on this#suffer with me >:']
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do you deserve to be loved?
#*smashes thru the wall like the kool aid man* im fucking back#we're so back. it's joever. i'm screeching into the sun i'm ILL i fucking sobbed last night i cried during work#i sat and drew during my lunch i finished the lore drop at 7am and didnt sleep and drew until work started at 9#i. um. i dont even know where to start for making shit. i feel adrift i feel lost in the sauce of misery#the way he screamed at his baby self that he didnt deserve to cry. that he didnt deserve to be loved. im fucking ILL#ive talked before abt his bad relationship w his own mortality but ngl i REALLY underestimated how deep this ran...esp w the new dad knowle#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#ch7 spoilers#book 7 spoilers#he got a new rigged expression!!! all the new animations!!!!!! as a rig animator by trade i was v impressed and pleased#silver nation. fuck every other book like im sorry this one wins u cant deny it#suntails
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more art. Yaay
#eyestrain#parkour civilization#parkciv#totem#peepee. idk#princezam#baconnwaffles0#baconwaffles#bacon#lifesteal#woogiex#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal smp#totem of undying#tsftlt#the search for the lost totem#search for the lost totem#lost totem#i still dont know how to advertise#i think everyone who sees this should take a little minute to admire my name#sorry#i love my name so much#funky bug carcass#im tjhe best. That's a lie#LOL
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guys. lot of them
#ive played through y0-y7 + gaiden#and judge eyes + lost judgment#so many characters to draw… so little time#im replaying y3 rn. maybe ill draw a little minedai. as a treat#i need to draw kuwagami kissing but i dont know how to draw people kissing. head in hands#astarsor🌟#like a dragon#ryu ga gotoku#judge eyes#lost judgment#yagami takayuki#kuwana jin#kaito masaharu#kiryu kazuma#yakuza 0#yakuza kiwami 2#daigo dojima#kuwagami#kaigami#rgg fanart#rgg
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thinking about how Charles had a direct phone line to the president in dark pheonix
the president would call him 🤯
“heehee late night chats with the president of the united states! 🤗😜”
and also the fact he just casually connects with nasa and they’re all used to it 😭
how much authority does this man have 🤨
i really don’t get what Raven was mad about for him doing all this press stuff
IF UR BESTIES WITH THE PRESIDENT YOU WONT BE SHOT IN THE STREETS
THE XMEN HAD FANS???? HOW IS THAT A BAD THING???
sure Charles might have a big ego but who wouldn’t when ur having tea in the white house and talking about government plans 🤨
i would honestly
step off the bald man Raven, he is risking plenty being a telepath and being trusted near government officials. i am sure as hell there are some anti-telepathy people around and about 😾
but also the president was a fake friend he immediately dropped Charles once his daughter started acting up
like BITCH??
like one incident and went “nah, public execution is back on”
Charles get urself some better friends 😿
tf are you looking so ominous for
calm down
#charles was kind of a mess in this movie#he lost his sister#his daughter#his best friend the president#he practically got kicked out of his own school and did not get any namesake#im stilled pissed at that#JEAN WILL COME BACK YOU DONT NEED TO GRIEVE THAT MUCH#well atleast charles went and got married with his husband and lived the cottagecore life forreal#everyone was ganging up on charles#i still love jean for what she said though#‘i know what you did you did out of love’#SHE GETS IT#😭😭#erik only gets second place cause of what he said earlier to charles#he got a comeback because he finally proposed#this movie was certainly something#charles xavier#professor x#cherik#erik lehnsherr#magneto#x men#xmcu#xmdp#xmen dark phoenix#wish does not shut up
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some Unraveled memes because sleep is for the weak 💪
#im sorry#ik its not funny#and tbh#i dont know what am i doing#but eh#kotlc#kotlc memes#does someone already done this????#kotlc keefe#keefe sencen#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc unraveled#unraveled#shannon messenger
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cassandra & clytemnestra
class doodles <3
cassandra: super proud of how she turned out!! i love noses so much and ive managed to give her a really glorious one today. she got a few compliments too hehe
clytemnestra: idk how well ive managed to depict it lol but cly is both mourning iphigenia and planning out her vengeance. its going to be a long 10 years but she will have her killers blood.
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i still have a long way to go till i finish the iliad so i dont know everyones story yet, i do know however that cly like many before and after her arent often portrayed with the complexities that make them them, that make them human, but instead as paragons or pariahs. and i think theres lots to be said on the matter, but i dont want to get ahead of myself lol. anyway enjoy :D
#cassandra#cassandra of troy#kassandra#greek mythology#paris the musical#the iliad#my muffin#i love her so much#yall dont even know#clytemnestra#tragic mother figures of the mythos#they could never make me hate you#as i understand it she neglected her kids in favour of iphigenia. which isnt great parenting#so she isnt free of sin#and yet between her and agamemnon its quite clear who ruined more lives.#or is it?#(or is it?)#jokes aside lol#im still reading & learning but there seems to be a big divide between the mythos and modern perception#influenced by pop culture and adaptations sure but also a lack of critical thinking and the innitative to go fact check for oneself#which is several essays on its own lol#kinda lost where i was going with this :')#✨nuance✨#and go read the source materials pls#godbless#my art#my ramblings#everyone is entitled to their opinion#this is (part of) mine#pls feel more than free to share ur own thoughts and stuff
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May I offer you a hastily drawn picture to wish you a good get-through-the-week? :3
HELLO ??????? HELLO hot gluing this to my eyes IMMEDIATELY thank you so much i feel myself becoming stronger already
#fave#'snap i thought you were sleeping' i am not immune to notifications AND I AM REWARDED GREATLY#snap chats#that parks and rec meme You Know The One i havent stopped staring at this for the past five hours <- its been twenty minutes#PLEAAASSE this is so cute omg thank you so much .... ill cherish this until i die and even then ill continue to cherish it in death#PRECISELY the vision i had earlier you get it ......... im OBSESSED#will have to save this to my phone and refer to it like a sailor lost at sea missing his wife#BOTH wives even .... woAh ......#i dont wanna post this cause i just wanna keep lookign at it whenever i open my inbox. like i need this stapled In My Inbox#we'll do the next best thing il'l print it once i can ....... motivation to not fumble these next few weeks and life tbh#AAA THANK YOU AGAIN MY FRIEND for ALL you do. i STILL have to check the drive you updated i saw that vjLEKJEAJ#a morning endeavor surely ..... for now i bid you good night and a heart Thank You for the nineteenth time !!!!!!!!!#I JUST KEEP SCROLLING BACK UP TO LOOK AT IT PLEAAAASSSEEE ok im gonna sleep FOR REAL NOW#GOOD NIGHT and thank you once more !!!!!! i love it sm .......
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bleh
#hi all. lucy here#i have barely been drawing lately because ive just been unable to#like i feel like i lost my spark. i dunno#i used to draw so much and make so many comics when i was absolute rock bottom mentally#like the funnier i was the worse i was doing#ive been better lately but i truly feel like ive almost sacrificed my ability to draw or create stuff for some more mental stability#i just....i dont know. i feel like i can't do anything i used to do with art. like im not funny or have no ideas or just think stuff like#oh ill just draw this because people will wanna see it#but i gave that up because not even i wanna see it anymore#i hope that i can feel like drawing again one day i just dont know how to get it back. it really feels like ive lost a major part of myself#this is my rambling here just to let you know i am still around just kind of laying low because im drained
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Ranking primarchs based on how well they'd react if you spoke brain rot to them
20. Unnamed Primarchs II and XI - lost so much aura they dissapeared from existence
19. Konrad Curze - how did you even get close to this man to say skibidi?? why of all things did you say skibidi???
18. Angron - words like skibidi, sigma, aura, beta and mog have the same effect on him as the Nails and honestly its understandable
17. Perturabo - would look you dead in the eye because this man is a bit of a piss baby and this is him in a good mood. him in a bad mood involves an object or two being thrown and him looking like you like an angry bull.
16. Mortarion - he won't harm you but he'd harm everyone mentally by embracing the brainrot. he's gonna believe you're sick like blessed by nurgle's sick. he's going to (unwillingly) spread the grandfather's 'gifts' and brainrot has now become a good part of his vocabulary.
brainrot = exclusive tzeenth x nurgle collab (confirmed)
15. Lion - will just stare at you dead in the eye. you will never speak brainrot again.
14. Rogal Dorn - will also stare at you dead in the eye AND call you out on the stupidity of brainrot. you'll never speak brainrot again AND probably have emotional damage from the verbal shaming.
13. Lorgar - none of these words are in his bible please stop.
12. Horus - congratulations horus has now embraced the brainrot. he uses it in the hello-fellow-kids way and it works. he's now very popular to all the sigmas of the cosmos
11. Magnus the Red - asked 'what is skibidi?' like the scholar he is. has also embraced the brain rot. can now do all his psyker bs in brainrot. is fully caught up on skibidi toilet lore. he's watched all 77 episodes.
10. Corvus Corax - has embraced the brainrot and no one even knows. you think your brainrot can freak him out? he's been mogging you the whole time. you've been outfreaked
9. Fulgrim - Thinks its stupid but as an artist he can appreciate the unique creativity of skibidi toilet. give him time he'll eventually embrace the brainrot unwillingly. will openly curse if he ever says the word skibidi
8. Jangatai Khan - passes it off as normal slang and goes on with his life. will eventually pick up on the concept of mewing.
7. Guilliman - speaks a FULL brainrot sentence back and goes back to whatever he was doing. this happens one on one so no one will ever believe that you've ever witnessed such a thing.
6. Leman Russ - embraces the brainrot. unironically mogs his sons and enemies
5. Sanguinius - smiles and nods. he doesn't really get it but he can join in on the brainrot.
4. Omegon - was the one who spread the brainrot
3. Alpharius - are we sure it was megon who spread the brainrot?
2. Ferrus Mannus - Thinks saying skibidi is very fun to say. Its become part of his vocabulary now, will say what the skibidi or what the sigma.
1. Vulkan - Oh you think he's a sigma? Why yes he is! And so are you! Will match your freak but wouldn't pick up the vocabulary. becomes THE mogger btw. infinite aura and the roundest gyatt in the galaxy
#warhammer#warhammer 40k#primarchs#alpharius#omegon#vulkan#ferrus mannus#sanguinius#leman russ#jangatai khan#horus luprecal#roboute guilliman#fulgrim#okay i give up trying to tag all the primarchs#what even is this#i dont even know if ive gained or lost aura by making this#im so sorry whoever read this#warhammer x reader
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