tw: blood, mentions of injury, physical abuse, non consensual activity, religious activity and rituals, god, religious trauma, death, religious abuse (all portayed terribly because im unable to work with my own life experience and feeling sometimes)
ritual
the flashing lights made her blind every other second
her once white lacy gown was now covered
in a thick red substance,
the guts of a once living creature smeared over her face.
they had not asked for her consent to do that
it was a choice they had made for her
but then again,
the risk of losing someone as perfect as her was too much for them
someone created by the hands of a malevolent god itself
sublime in pain and loathing
she was screaming in agony when
the ominous white light appeared to her
fondling each and every bit of her soul
in all of its warmness
telling her not to worry
since her fickle body was going to reach peace soon.
and then, like magic, the ordeal was over.
and by that time, she had already left her body.
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hi....scrapped wip again. im rlly not built for color. yap incoming
sorry my productivity tanked my 7 year old laptop is nearing its final breath and im just stalling buying a new one as long as possible to not violate the boycott but she (laptop) is making this shit DIFFICULT
im gnna be so honest w yall i havent had the drive to do shit all lately like. i need dopamine kicks to function but nothings working for some reason ??? i bought a jjk book and i fucking love jjk so i should be excited but im ??? not????? fucked up how that works
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i just keep thinking about harley getting to know the truth about why peter is alone and finding out why people don't remember him and for a moment thinking he's glad he got to meet him after everything went down and immediately feel guilt and shame because its not fair peter went through so much pain and had to leave everyone he knew behind but,,,, just thinking about meeting each other before and getting to know peter and then completely forget him makes his feel sick
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