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My interpretations for the visuals of epic:
In "Luck Runs Out" when Odysseus and Eurylochus are speaking in private, there is a sun, visible between them in the background. This composition is repeated in both the second half of "Mutiny" and "Thunder Bringer". The sun's position in the sky progresses every scene towards a sunset until it's fully absent during the "we'll die" "i know" scene.
Every time the Cyclops is alluded to, the focus character has an eye hidden. Does not have to be Odysseus
In "The Underworld" every person not on the ship is turned away and their face can't be seen. Aswell Polities is not talking to Odysseus, but the infant.
Also in "The Underworld", the bit right before Odysseus says goodbye to his mom, he is on the edge of the ship, trying to get a glimpse of her, and the brief instrumental is Eurylochus pulling him back. The following Chorus he turns to Eurylochus and is talking to him directly and then the crew, as if seeking out comfort.
This one is the most important to me okay. In "Suffering", each line he proceeds to undress a little (taking off his shoes when he says he's too shy, and his shirt(?) when he says can't you let me stay dry) and when he asks her to come up onto the ship she takes his hand and does, successfully letting her believe he's been fooled, and when he says the final line, they're standing on the ship together and he stabs her similarily to how Circe attempted in "There Are Other Ways"
In "Suffering" and "Different Beast", the daughter is played by a real younger siren and while Odysseus sings, Siren!Penelope is looking at her and the other caught sirens. The second chorus, she breaks away from Odysseus to go to her sisters and it's holding the face of the youngest one, that she and the others swallow their pride to beg for their lives.
In "There Are Other Ways" Circe gives Odysseus a flower that is in some way in his hair. This remains until "Different Beast" where during the line where he instructs his men to cut off their tail, he rips it out.
In "Scylla" the crew's guard is mostly down after she says Hello, all of the crew is looking to Odysseus, waiting for him to speak. After he tells them to row for their lives, it takes them a second to because of the shock
At the start of "Mutiny", the remaining crew does not seem to believe Eurylochus, slowly accepting and realizing by the time he's giving examples as their gaze turns to Odysseus instead.
Every time the Cyclops is alluded to, the focus character has an eye hidden.
At the very beginning of "Thunder Bringer", during the instrumental, the shot is actually of Ithaca where Penelope removes a bracelet/necklace/ribbon and sets it down, but an Eagle comes and swipes it. We then follow the flying eagle and back to the boat. During Penelope's verse, the eagle drops the item to Odysseus. Ideally this is incorporated into his design afterwards as a symbol of devotion and possibly to then end where on their reunion he returns it.
#I also have a lot of opinions on the design differences between circe and calypso#guys i cant wait for calypso#i dont know aa lot about like#composition or anything these are kind of just what i imagine#epic#epic the musical#epic the thunder saga#epic the underworld saga#epic the circe saga#epic the troy saga#thunder saga#epic the musical animatic#guess what songs i like best challenge impossible mode
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oh boy !! ! ! ! !!! ! thANK y0u all for the kind words on my last art posts. you all get it and i was/still am so happy about it
as promised, here's some close-ups of the comic for image quality's sake, and other screenshots i rescued from the community whiteboard (and something else)
first up another sketch of mystery gender-ambiguous being. (please send me more name ideas for them if you got one- i like to hear em! (reminder it's the side character that appeared for <10 seconds in AvM Ep. 30))
a few fav scenes
emotional support cwab
they weren't meant for this purpose exactly, but i do have countless "fluffy sticks" loose in my notes and homework sheets from the school years.
papery critter.
even when i wasn't confident in fur or feathers, they helped me practice posing and create some satisfying gradients/flowing poses. (im a sucker for good tail poses) (oh yay! i found a good pic...)
and finally, little sneak peak for you for reading so far ;3
i realized that whiteboardfox is pretty great for my working needs. simple and to the point and all. feels nice with the mouse and the tablet.
so i started hashing out a big project idea just to see if it holds up and
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it's a little bigger than i expected
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#--/ art#alan becker#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#Minecraft bed#ava the dark lord#ava the chosen one#me when the project that obviously wasn't going to be done in one night isn't done in one night: D: !?!?!?!?#kudos to whoever routed the Speedrun actual short because that one is so fun and clean and savvy#clever made up time-savers? includes orange's TNT shield-jump?? nonlethal dragon dispatch??? sweet#ithink you can see where i tried to head with this#turns out that turning up the complexity 98 notches higher makes things trickier to parse hmmmmmm?#in fact i might need some help with this one ;>v>' like a lot.#i had a bit of a story and route set up already i just... wanted to make sure everything was at least kinda there...................#we'll see#the pie joke. i was trying to categorize which foodstuffs chosen should be able to make on the fly. with their flame hands.#ex. cooking meats makes sense because flint and steel works for the same purpose (you can kill a burning animal to get cooked meats)#but baking bread or drying kelp seems way more involved or whatever -> needs a proper furnace environment#HOWEVER... i noticed that Steve can just summon pumpkin pies from his bare hands if he wants to without even a workbench. so. sure! lol.#this is scraping the surface of the minutiae i want to consider#(ALSO KUDOS to everyone who RUNS/works on all-advancements. of course. riding on your shoulders here)#final joke is that chosen didn't know how crazy this undertaking would be to learn#but dark is very literally programmable. so you could maybe just plug some TAS instructions into him and off he goes#or even more open-ended than that just give him the list of advancements + stipulations + the wiki and similar result#it'd get done but. i dont think he'd find that fun at all. prefers to write his own instructions if you see what i mean#i might be forgetting some context. it is rather late you see. please ask me questions about this! ;P#tco aa
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I just wanna play ace attorney all day I need more wrightworth I NEEEEDDD TO PLAYYYY
#ace attorney#aa trilogy#narumitsu#wrightworth#phoenix wright#ace attorney trilogy#miles edgeworth#i know about miles' letter already but not the specifics im trying to stick to surface level internet browsing#as i play i almost wish i went in 100% blind but its no biggie#in retrospect theres a whole lot i dont know#like idk all the cases and how to solve so yay?
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it was around 1:30 am when this was recommended to me
and it was actually scary wtf
(also cw for drug overdose if youre gonna watch it)
#this was...so random??#just horror and angst out of nowhere lol#i dont even know when this happens in canon#i dont even see phoenix be the type who would overdose on drugs#hes more like he would take more drugs just cuz he thinks the drugs arent working#but still i dont see him dying from an overdose#well#when i think about it#phoenix isnt the human nokia everyone says he is#sure hes a little sturdier than most#but he's just really lucky#tasers are designed for self-defense#von karma was just trying to scare the two maybe#richard wellington just wanted to retrieve his phone back i think. not to actually kill him#cuz to kill a person with a blunt object requires a lot of strength#for the poison bottle mia actually gave hypotheses on why phoenix survived#and the one in aa4 is an outlier and its just trying to depict a comedic scene#in the video phoenix had been overdosing for almost a month#or thats my interpretation of it#its never actually said how long he had been overdosing#but if its actually the case then luck cant save him#ace attorney#phoenix wright#pwaa#pw aa#rambles
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what are your interests that aren’t yakuza
uhm. a lot !!! I think !!!
#snap chats#dont think its a surprise to say i love sonic. i dont post bout it anywhere but i do very much love sonic#and kirby !!!! i love kirby .... and like. other videogames 💀#i like talking about comics with my bro. we rewatched all the xmen movies since i was leaving for college and that was funny#i get legal rights to mention that today cause someone did a minedai ver of a lipstick ad james mcavoy and michael fassbender were in#i did scream and cry when i saw it. btw. its bookmarked in my heart and on my twitter but moving on#dragonball's alright. i GUESS. i GUESS i like dragonball ... i havent been keepin up with it but daima's droppin oct 11th so i heard#maybe i oughta go back to reading manga .. thatd mean i go into a bookstore again vjaLKAJ#i also like reading :) but i dont exactly make fanart for reading jvELKVJA#SO FUNNY THO my library was giving away free dupe books and i know the librarian scared of me walking away with two piles#lets just get back to videogames that was easier. i like metroid :) gonna throw up when MP4 comes out#though. VERY funny that they didnt remaster MP2 and MP3 for the switch before but whaddya gonna do i'll live#metroid fusion is real fun ...... i really like metroid fusion ... yk maybe i dont have a lot of interests#MEGAMAN I LOVE MEGAMAN and resident evil …… capcom gang ……. ace attorney omg them too 😩#i always think AA is sega but no its not. criminal but it does mean phoenix wright shows up in MVC so thats alright ig#at least not. franchise? interests? like i like sports and Reading As I Said but i aint bloggin bout that#yeah idk. 'what are yuor other interests' is such an odd question cause i HAVE other interests i just dont think about it#yk. unless i have a blog for it LOL but for most of these i dont#but yeah i guess. theres that !!!!!! its like 1AM im definitely excluding things i like but vjlaekvjaeklJVELAKJ
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guy with bad at talking to people disorder: wow i wonder why i find it so difficult to talk to people
#uauauauauauuaauuauauauauauauaugrrggrgauaugrrgrgrgrgrrrerrrrrrruauuuuuuauauauaughhhh#yeag. also i just dont understand how to have conversations . what am i supposed to say#i dont think thats the mutism though thays. something else . i dont know what its . a mystery .....#therw is defienitwly other stuff wrong with me than the mutism thkugh because . i dont think it would make my brain like how it Is ......#semi related but twitter is making me . really nervous at the moment . ihave 184 followers now ehich isnt even a lot but#but they all followed at tthe same time i dont know who any of them are i dont know how to interact with any of them#iposyed the wip thre too and it got 30 or so like which . Again isnt a lot but its auauauugh. yeag#most of them are aa fans too even thoguh i font post about it Ever . what are they doing here#uhhh i dont remember where i wa sgoing with that . yayay#edit this wasnt suppoed to go here sorrgy . i dont think most of it makes sesne#wil talks
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I think one of my big pet peeves is when people use real person logic for fictional characters instead of seeing them as vessels for a story. It's probably still a valid way to analyse media but I think it leads to less interesting interpretations. by overly sticking to the idea of why a real human being would say what a character has said you end up with quite trivial, boring and mostly meaningless interpretations
#basically i dont like any interpretation that strips away themes in favour of “well this is what would make sense for a real person”#when well. theyre not real and every line they say is there for a reason#Controversial and probably oversimplified statement but i think wed benefit from seeing stories as fables#this is mostly me thinking outloud about a lot of AA interpretations ive seen. ive noticed they treat him like hes a real person#following real person logic#I dont think stories should strive to be realistic in that sense#I also hold the view that theres more truth in exaggeration/unconventional framing than in realism when it comes to art#i noticed it a lot watching carol vs the world. it is incredibly truthful despite the bonkers way it chooses to tell its story#you know that thing they say about paintings where if you see like an impressionist painting of a sunset and#it feels more accurate to what its like to watch a sunset than a hyperrealistic painting of one?#just noticed i wrote carol and the end of tje world wrong but i have a 39 degrees fever and im on phone#I loveeee metaphors and themes and framing and shit. much more compellimg than having characters that are Just Like Real People to me#every written line in a story has intent subconciously or not i think#shouldve referred to it as cinemasins logic too. Easier to understand#cinemasins impact has been a plague of catastrophic consequences#can you tell im feverish
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textbook mentioned gravitational waves/radiation and i almost imploded in my seat
#u dont GET IT seeing on the news in 2016 about the confirmation of gravitational waves. i didnt know shit i just new that was SOOO COOL#it ROCKED my goddamn WORLD so hard that it made me want to go into physics#and here ia am. going into physics#CHAPTER THE CHATPER IT HAD A WHOLE SEC TION ON BLACKHOLES#made me want to point at my screen adn go HEY I NKOW THAT I KNOW THAT THING HEY IKNOW THAT#i canNOT convey how incredibly excited it made me to just learn the barest barest basics of how they work#like im talking the scantest bit of mechanics#physics 101 stuff. i am in physcis 101#yknow sometimes i dont feel like aa Real Autism becuase despite space being a special interest#i dont actually like.. know a lot of Concrete Facts about it#but then stuff like this happens. and its like Oh Right. i AM autistic about this#i just havent had the resources to actually formally like... learn this stuff#i mean god i cant imagine tyring to teach myself physics. i need a formal class for this#cae speaks
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actually i hate when people take ace attorney out of the context it was made in. like im just as clueless about the details as anyone else, and its true its heavily fictionalised and mostly not a really serious representation of anything, but at least akcnowledge that that context exists when you talk about it. cause otherwise its just stupid, like everything youre saying is just random words and nothing actually to do with the series
#i mostly mean when people actually discuss stuff in it for a proper answer not just jokes and fanfics but ill admit that annoys me as well#stupid and petty as that is#i do think its legit though when youre actually trying to analyse it i mean come on#like why bother if youre just going to completely misinterpret everything like how do so many people not even know what country it is#cause guess what#funnily enough everything about america is completely and absolutely irrelevant#and yes obviously its clear what my meaning is and im not talking about the irrelevent exceptions#as interesting as i personally find the american influences on japanese society considering not just the american global hegemony#but also the post ww2 occupation and political system that was established then not that i know anything about it really#but i am a bit curious how much influence america has actually had on a country that everyone always sees as totally seperate to the west#and obviously in the modern world everywheres influenced by outside cultures and western countries (dont know what people in japan think)#way of seeing japan as particularly different to everywhere elseis definitely at least partly total rubbish#it actually seems like a very 'normal' country even if youve never been out of europe otherwise#perhaps to me the reason american influence stands out is cause im not used to main english language ans western cultural influence#being america it definitrly makes it stand out as odd like how much of this is america and how much is japan when you dont know either#anyway japan doesnt have more american influence (culturally) it just stands out more obviously#what have i got to going on about#anyway this was actually about ace attorney#well i can say they got the gavel from america anyway apparently thats a pop culture thing no other real life coursts have it#japan didnt get its legal system from america anyway or at least not partly#its civil law system which is something most aa fans dont seem to understand#funnily enough cause civil vs common law systems is literally school level stuff#i mean there literally seems to be a decent amount of aa fans that dont even realise that yes the law stuff is based off japans system#i mean ??? like yeah its not realistic but do people not realise that not every legal system is identical#and it being based off a different country is just as much of a reason for differences as video game seriously#this is coming from someone who doesnt care about law in the slightest btw its still utterly aggravating#like obviously most people realise it was a lot influenced by stuff about actual japanese law even though its not serious or realistic#its still relevent when youre talking about it but its still annoying how many people try to analyse it ignoring this
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okay... I've only got sojiro rank 10 left and futaba's at rank 7... let's just hope I don't get fucked up by turning down the romance route
#☢️.txt#roz replays p5r#i have 4 days for futaba left im p sure?#so. assuming i dont get completely fucked over by atlus making all the girls desperately in love with you regardless of if it makes sense#i SHOULD be fine#hopefully. chihaya will save me.#genuinely tho it irks me so much that futaba has a romance option#the rest of the game treats her like your sister. sojiro specifically asks you not to date her.#sojiro + futaba + joker are referred to as a family!!!! theyre treated as family!!!!!! what the fuck atlus!!!!!!#also i get so annoyed when ppl use the excuse of 'adoptive siblings arent considered siblings in japan'#yeah and adopted children typically arent viewed as actual children either. the game is pretty clear thats fucked up.#very annoying when ppl pull the 'in japanese culture' card on the game about why a lot of japanese culture is actually Fucked Up#ik most p5r players probably havent spent hours reading translated interviews and reading academic papers on japanese sociocultural issues#because theyre not Actually Insane but i still get mad. esp when its stuff the game... literally addresses?#like the stuff around ann i get. the game doesnt go into how 'european features' are heavily fetishized in japan#nor the nuances of being mixed + foreign/percieved as foreign. bc it assumes the player Knows Those Things#so it makes total sense why a western player wouldnt get why ann being white passing isnt... really a good thing for her#but like. the issue of how adopted children in japan are treated comes up THREE SEPARATE TIMES.#futaba and akechi BOTH mention how fucking horrific the japanese foster system is#yusuke mentions how he has madarame to thank for his life... because he couldve had it worse in group homes#sojiro's entire confidant is about how he's a father despite having no biological children#gah. it bothers me sooooo much.#btw i did not read academic papers on japanese sociocultural issues JUST for p5r. i also did it for ace attorney.#a lot of overlap actually since AA is essentially commentary on how jpn courts fucking suck and falsely convict people
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#should i fuck around and get sober lol#i can literally only imagine doing it with aa but i really would like. kill myself to end up in that social situation again#i fucking hated 12 step#but idk am i ready even? the longer i think about it and the longer i wait the harder its gonna get#i have a lot of stuff i cant talk about openly on my blog but i dont know what to do. it takes time right i dont have to fix it all at once#my fucking husband is in residential care like all i have to do is stay sane right?? but how long does that apply for ? when do i get to tr#to do something more#i wish that someone would just tell me what to do#but even that is codependent#sigh.#Youtube
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realizing the d4dj fic im working on is similar to this one fic in my aa au that. means so much to me. both are not yet done.
d4dj one: is abt a group of friends hanging out w four of their friends before they might cut contact w them forever because of a change they cannot control.
aa one: is abt a group of friends hanging out w one of their friends before they might cut contact w them forever because of a change they cannot control.
d4dj one: is kind of helping me cope w the fact that my sister will be going to college soon and that i might go to college soon too.
aa one: helped/is helping me cope w the fact that i moved away from all of my childhood friends, all my friends in general, and my relatives without saying proper goodbyes.
well damn.
#crow talks#i am ok why do u ask?#to be kind of honest.#all my fics are so personal to me.#i put a lot of feelings into them small or big#an example of that is lost nirvana.#but another VERY big example is my aa au itself.#to the people who dont know: my aa au is abt a couple of the characters from the series as childhood friends#they all made a promise to see each other again in the future. together. no matter what.#i based. a ton of their interactions on my friends irl#some were inspired by real life events.#and then i decided that the reason one of them disconnected w them is bc of them moving bc of. Character Reasons.#and it was very important that i was going to make it HURT and SAD because i knew it must be hurt to be disconnected w people right?#i wrote. a ton of words for it that it made ao3 lag a bit for me.#so i had to make it into five chapters#and now that i've moved from all of my friends and felt everything i was going to make that character go through.#it's so hard for me to work on it haha.#that's why i haven't worked on it for a bit (also bc of me not being in the mood be able to write like. 30000+ or something words)#i care so much about how feelings come across in my fics.#and i truly. deeply hope that it's accurate and strikes a chord w some people.#anyway. uh. im gonna go continue working on my d4dj fic haha.
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YOU!! I DONT KNOW IF PEOPLE SEND ASKS ABOUT HEARTLESS ANYMORE BUT I RECENTLY RESURFACED BACK TO IT AND I JUST *EXPLOSION SOUNDS* /pos
BRO I cannot express to you how much I think about Doppel and Glass and their character concepts and their dynamic and just generally the story. Man, I don't know what it is about those two, but like...AJHSJHD!!
I really like thinking about angst and ways that you can make both of them complex and stuff, you know, separating from just "haha silly comic relief guys!" I like thinking about them and how their not the same, and how they're both technically separate beings kinda? And how they're different and stuff and AA-
ALSO I love they're character design man? Like, it looks...crunchy. that's probably a bad way to put it, but they feel like those sensory videos where people take wax and slime and crush it all up and its really satisfying and crunchy.
AUGH they're all so awesome and I love love LOVE thinking about Heartless as a story and how it would play out and stuff. Keep up the good work and stuff, sorry for word bombing you I just suddenly got a lot of feelings and had to get it out somewhere
sgssgfjsgh thank u so much for taking the time to send this ask dude!
Seeing any love for the Heartless gang always sparks more joy than I can convey, no matter when -- but ur timing is uncanny haha, these two have been on my mind a lot lately too! (Especially since the new Madds Buckley song dropped 'cause it's just sO--- 👀😩🤌)
I'm not very articulate rn but pls take this doodle as a big thank u for the encouragement and for sharing ur thoughts about 'em! 🪞💜
#abd illustrates#heartless#doppel & glass#this was such a nice message thank u again (^^)/#I've been pondering their backstory (and a bunch of others) more recently#so ur not alone in the “heartless hyperfixation resurfacing” club haha#tis the season#I won't get into it rn but “Drivers Seat” has been on LOOP since it dropped and it sparks such an AMV in my mind about them
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another thing i always enjoy about ace attorney is that whenever you have one of those high-ranking powerful type people as the murderers, theyre never, like.... good at it. i know ive said this about kristoph a lot, but i dont mean him this time, because while he definitely has the air of someone with money and striving for power, he was nowhere near the villains of aa1. redd white folds nearly immediately, von karma starts fully stammering as soon as you call him out on his shit on trial day 1, damon gant outright says that he was never actually a very good criminal. maybe dee vasquez holds out the longest (because she's sexy), but she also is somewhat quick to be like "welllll you caught me, too bad theres no proof huh"
and its easy to just leave it at that and go "lol these idiots in aa are so bad at murder" but i think the graver message here is that.... i mean all of these people have been living like that for years, and maybe the added weight of that over time also helps break them down faster, but still. evidence was handled sloppily, stories werent being kept straight. all of their cases could have been cleared up years and years ago, if only someone before phoenix wright (or, you know, mia fey. rip) had had the guts to just call them out on their obvious lies, instead of simply staying quiet and going along with them. these people didnt get away with murder for years because they were smart and cunning, it was all only because they were powerful enough that people were too afraid to say something. they are bad at murder for very specific and systemic reasons, and they crumple as soon as a single person dares to speak up
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1. My biggest isssue (as a POC) is when is a character POC or otherized? Do we use IRL or in world? Beau is Human, brown woman. At no point in C2 is the fact that she is brown comes up other than discriptions. Her humaness is what matters especially in the COB. She is treated the same aa Caleb. Fjord, Nott and Molly havs far more in text displays of racism towards them. Ppl dismiss jester as being "white" but insist dorian is poc. When in world they are the same colour.
2. And teiflings would be more discriminated against. I know robbie is poc and dorian is blue but hes a genasi. In the world of exandria i view him and ashton as the same race. So i see these weird arguments online and its always a cross steam trying to use both in world races and irl to prove a point. Since i am examining the world of exandria i use the races displayed there and no attention to what the people look like irl. Also it avoids unintentional sterotyping down the road
3. An example ppl drawing drow and ashton with black racial features (my own) and then someone else complaing that the fandom made the asshole and the would be villian into black men. This fanon has unintended consequences once the story is fully fleshed out. Saying Orym is non white (despite Liams art direction) is bad because people to this day are mad Marisha made beau dark. It cant be both way. This way ppl can headcanon stuff so they dont have 2 go looking for other ips for representation.
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So this is a really good point and I am, as said, an ethnic/religious minority but not a racial one and so this is how I tend to interpret this stuff in fantasy works, especially ones that have multiple species (humans, elves, etc) as it's not limited to Critical Role (ie, happens in Dragon Age too), which I think is what you're saying here but feel free to let me know if I'm wrong:
There's "is this character treated, in-world, as racialized" (which is often more contextual in a lot of fictional works in a way it is not IRL due to patterns of colonialism in our world, which is a long conversation I'm probably not equipped to articulate well, but just as an example, Fjord is racialized as a half-orc on the Menagerie Coast, but half-orcs in Yios, for example would have a very different experience). In other words, do people within the work of fiction discriminate against them on the basis of race? Anyway, as you said, Fjord, Molly, Jester, and Veth in her goblin form are treated as The Other; Fjord (and Molly, though his memory is only a few years long) grew up with this experience whereas Jester and Veth grew up, for different reasons, sheltered from or unaffected by that discrimination. Beau didn't experience racism in-world, nor did Veth in her halfling form, despite both of them being visibly nonwhite. For a Dragon Age example, Bellara, Davrin, and Antoine grew up with racism as elves, but Neve did not (and indeed comments on using her privilege as a human mage among human mages) despite being visibly nonwhite (and despite Antoine being white).
There's then "is this character treated out of world as racialized", or in other words, do fans treat them as nonwhite. This is also complicated, and this is something I can speak to as Jewish people who are not also POC experience 'conditional whiteness', ie, when right-wing people want to hate Jews we are the nonwhite infiltrator and when left-wing (and often themselves white) people want to hate them they are the white oppressor. So racist fans will hate characters who are nonwhite (like Beau) and fans trying to prove their blorbo cannot be criticized on the basis of oppression. In this case, Beau and Veth are nonwhite; Fjord and Jester often vary depending on what argument the person wants to make; Molly, as opposed to Jester, is almost NEVER drawn with nonwhite features (which frankly says a LOT of unflattering things about the white queer centering, now that I think about it); etc.
And then there's "is the actor/creator racialized in real life," ie, Robbie, Aabria, Anjali, Utkarsh, Aimee, Christian, Mica, Khary, etc are all POC and the main cast are not. Most of their characters are nonwhite, but few are racialized - Shakaste, Deanna, Bor'Dor, Opal, Deni$e, and Reani do not experience racism within this setting. Genasi (as played by Anjali, Robbie, and Taliesin) are a complicated case of being tokenized/model minority within the Empire, and the Silken Squall being inspired by native culture but their role within the world only slightly touched upon such that it's hard to draw a definitive conclusion.
And, since I referenced it in the tags elsewhere, for an NPC case: Essek is racialized by the people of the Empire (as a drow) along with the rest of the Dynasty; he is not racialized within the Dynasty and is indeed in a privileged position there; and whether or not he's treated as nonwhite by the fandom depends on whether someone wants to hate on him or defend him on the basis of identity. He is an NPC, and Matt's white, but in theory could be controlled by a nonwhite GM such as Aabria, or a nonwhite player in the way that Robbie played Cerkonos.
Anyway: completely agree that a lot of people do this in the end so that they don't have to seek out like, Desiquest or Rivals of Waterdeep or Into the Motherlands or other APs run by actual real nonwhite people either because of parasocial connections to the cast, the fact that CR has a larger fandom and they want the attention, or the fact that often they are here for white queer characters and bring in nonwhite characters (and headcanons of white characters) as some kind of armor against criticism.
I think in terms of character interpretation you do need to consider both in-world (Fjord is textually treated as the racial other to the point of self-harming to fit in; you cannot treat him as The Racial Majority in the world without being noncanonical) and out-of-world (irl people are racist towards Beau) but yeah a lot of people really want to have it both ways.
This happens a lot with queerness too - one of the big backlashes I experienced during this campaign is when I pointed out that Exandria is not, in fact, a setting with systemic homophobia and Imogen's experience of being othered in Gelvaan is an extremely bad metaphor for queerness given that she can read people's minds and almost killed two people, but it is true that people irl may be homophobic towards Imogen as a character. But again, you need to be consistent in those arguments - if you are talking about in-world racism or homophobia, you cannot bring up Imogen or Beau, who do not experience these things. If you are talking about fandom racism, you can bring up Beau. And if your issue is racism and representation in the real world, you can and should push back on (for example) people being racist towards Utkarsh for daring to exist and not know every rule of D&D when Emily Axford is onscreen but also we are watching a show of 8 white people when there are other actual plays with a more diverse cast. And yeah, fanon isn't canon and if the character is only nonwhite in your mind, it is not racist of people to disagree or to not vibe with them and it's also worth checking, if you are headcanoning someone with an identity you do not personally have, to see if you're falling into harmful stereotypes. Why are you headcanoning Orym, a character who doesn't experience in-world discrimination, played by a white man, as nonwhite, instead of seeking out works with textually nonwhite or racialized characters? And why are you incapable of accepting that sometimes you'll like a character who is not on every single axis of oppression and it's like, fine, provided you work against oppression in your real world life? If your faves are always white or always men (or, frankly, always demographically like you) then maybe take a look at yourself and who you are capable of relating to, but if you have a mixture of diverse favorite characters it's fine if not every one of them checks every single box.
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going absolutely feral over your streamer shiggy posts 🙏 pls never stop making them I love your writing so much ♡
- 🧸 anon
streamer!shigaraki pt2- drunk gaming
yeah bro needs to get hammered, this is the move
cw: language, emet. mention (i promise no real thr-wing up cause im lowk. scared but im trying to get over the fear slowly), general disgusting loser boy activities, tbh drunk!shiggy is a literal slob imo and its cute, bro has no social skills, loseraki!!!!!!!
"okay chat, its drunk horror night"
he'd mostly play point and click horror, a lot of indie stuff too
especially if he's drinking, cause his coordination goes OUT THE DOOR
he's a lightweight <3
bro has no decorum when he's drunk either he's a mess actually
he's taking shots of cheap whiskey and chasing w ginger ale
"chat i'm not gonna throw up"
"WHAT IS THAT" (loudest scream ever at every jumpscare)
"chat i might throw up"
"this is so disgusting" he says, shooting back his third
"okay time to lock in" *dies*
has to restart the same level four times
chat is getting increasingly infuriated bc he keeps missing very blatant clues
"BRO PLS U KEEP WALKING BY BATTERIES UR FLASHLIGHT IS DEAD BRO"
"chat is this guy fucking with me. where are the batteries."
"for the last time, im NOT playing roblox"
hops on roblox
plays dti for one round and ends up nearly crying bc his fit was voted last
uninstalls roblox on stream
"fuck you guys you dont know what art nouveau even means" (neither does he)
bro is a hiccupper when hes drunk so chat clowns on him
"my face is flushed? no thats just my eczema"
he's playing hatsune miku in the background and singing along poorly
"guys if i throw up on stream will i get banned"
a resounding yes from chat btw
"someone in chat posted the crisis hotline website link?"
"AND A LINK TO 'AA NEAR ME'????????"
"guys do you think if i dm markiplier he'll say yes to streaming with me"
"if i was a furry i think my fursona would be....probably a fennec fox or something..."
insert 45-minute rant about fursonas
"wait why are we talking about furries"
forgets he's streaming for like twenty minutes and goes silent.
leaves the room for fifteen minutes
comes back with buttered noodles
"OH SHIT"
#tomura shigaraki#mha shigaraki#my hero academia#tenko shimura#myposts#mha#bnha#myasks#shigaraki headcanons#my hcs#streamer shigaraki
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