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"I'm gonna give myself a lil treat and dig into my savings for this"
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From now, til the end of time.
#my art :p#i dont have any progress screenshots from this cause i forgot to save before i started pulling out the filters LMAO#lowkey overused the mosaic filter here but its fine#first time doing a limited-ish pallette [used only shades of yellow and blue] lol
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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My partner finally finished BG3 but has no idea that his ending was actually bad cause he was a pro-Vlaakith githyanki who rode off with Lae'zel but got NO EPILOGUE where Withers points out y'all died im 😭😭😭
they have no idea what happened with Gale or anyone else (who was still alive) after flying away 🙃🙃🙃
#i cant even tell him cause hes gonna play again more “normally”#its so tragic he would like skip dialogue and just fight to get the jump on boss battles instead of waiting for the cutscenes to start#and he didn't exhaust dialogue trees!! like... how... why...#and also he staked Astarion 😭 and p much never reloaded#and didn't clear the shadow curse so no Halsin#also everyone at Last Light Inn died so Dammon was gone and Karlach only got 2 upgrades#and he didnt know moonrise towers was basically a second town#and his game was buggy a lot maybe? cause he kept trying to be hella creative with things and do things out of order#like killing gortash before doing steel watch 🙃#it's fine it's fine everyone plays differently#he tends to care more about gameplay than anything else but still!!#i just want him to know all the character backstories and see everything that made me emotional#i mean he did say he was sad when Lae'zel broke up with him in act 3 and when Karlach died and when he had Gale use the orb in act 2#which he considered his canon ending :/ sigh#i dont think he got Jaheira's lines about death#and he didnt understand why Karlach wouldn't go back to the hells#and he thought Wyll was happy being the duke (and has NO idea you could save his dad cause the mission didn't happen!! 😭)#the iron throne was like my fave mission outside of killing Cazador and I can't discuss either one cause he didn't do them properly yet 😭😭#he also avoided talking to children so he missed those quests and yenna glitched so no cat appeared in camp 🙃#sighhhhh cannot believe he plays so differently than i do lollll#he didn't even do unlimited kisses with Lae'zel!! meanwhile im over here kissing Astarion every night hahahah#hoping my partner doesn't see IRL if I have the office door open as if it matters lmfaooooo#i need him to play again and see why im in love with a video game character lol#maybe we could both um... benefit from knowing more about all of Astarion's scenes lmao#but like he has NOT SEEN Astarion's silly or sweet side yet just him being a bit of a chaotic vampire#and thinks i like him cause of vampires WRONG!! play the game again and see that i love his silly & sweet real self!#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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twitch dot tv slash thekipsabian
#kip sabian#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#provided to you without context#i mean its very much there but yeah lmao#we also dont talk about the conversation he decided to have after this cause uuuh yeah. sex idol and whatnot you get the gist lmao#anyways i promised him i wouldnt do this but also do i look like im reliable lmao#dont share these to him on twitter or i will bite you tho thankssss im already dealing with enough shit from him LMAO#my beloved#kip in a box#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)
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twitter is entering their "rts > likes" phase now that likes are private after they spent years calling us ungrateful for being demotivated by ratios lmao
#man fuck yall just support artists you enjoy#dont attack people who dont rb/rt your art (hell they might even have it scheduled) but also dont constantly demand ''content'' from people#ESPECIALLY without telling them that you appreciate the effort they put in to show you cool things they made for free#you should've been rt'ing/rb'ing from the START 😒 just show people you care!#im just waiting to scroll through post after post of ppl calling out ''entitled artists'' lmao#btw my opinion on the whole thing is painfully neutral if you couldnt tell#i dont think you should care that much about numbers and ppl take it wayyyyyy too far#throwback to that one guy who personally @ everyone who didnt reblog their art that was CRAZY. i would straight up report you KJFGHKG#i also understand and have personally experienced how much engagement can change your mood#a simple ''i love this!'' can make someone's day. it's not hard to understand why ppl like engagement#when they make post after post without so much as a little tag they dont care about sharing anymore#the fact that people call that ''entitlement'' is also crazy#i have a lot of drawings i havent posted or just left nonrebloggable bc it really doesnt make a difference lmao#the only ones i leave rebloggable are the ones that i Know will do well and get attention. like the little pig redraw#if it's cute or funny it gets positive attention. anything else is shit on here lmao#it's just not as fun to share. it either leads to no engagement or negative engagement#would rather have nothing than something rude so whatever#some ppl say it's always been like this but no it absolutely was not always like this#idk what exactly caused the change. probably a lot of factors#could even just be the fandoms i hang around in! but considering i've seen the same sentiment from a bunch of ppl i doubt it's that#the best solution to no engagement is to just make friends and have fun#but 90% of the internet is hostile and negative and rude for no fucking reason#when i unfollowed someone on my old public twitter and they @ me over it. damn i dont know why but NOW i know why 😭#this post has gone way off course im just ranting at this point. i havent talked in a while hi how have you guys been#work was a lot yesterday and today is too slow (im not at work im just going crazy in my house)#(and i cant leave my house bc there's construction blocking the road someone save me)#chat
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Guess which bitch now has room on its phone for instagram for the first time in like 3 years. This is only good bc now we can post art there again.
Not that instagram is nice to artists or anything. Just that our art tumblr is so very tiny and unused. Gonna probably have to clear it out somewhat when I finally get around to posting art.
#thank fuck for our silm special interest tho#we can finally get like traction on posts#which'll mean that when our fibro flare-up finally dies down (lmao it'll be ages bc our dad is Stressing The Fuck Outta Us)#we can get commissions done again#and through those. well.#money both for clothes to make us comfortable#(which will also last for years & be the right kinda clothing for when we move overseas)#and also for savings for WHEN we move overseas#like our grandma is nice & all &'ll probably help pay for us getting housing or whatever#but i dont want to have to Rely on her inheritance from her aunt(?)#and disability benifits are dodgy at best. and we'll have to survive somehow *before* we get them through#and i kinda dont want to have to rely on the generosity of an old school friend's mum. or a 10th cousin 4 times removed (or whatever)#who might well be dead before we move to ireland#bc he's like 95 rn#and idk if he'd even let us stay at his (scarily enormous) house At All#also. idk if we'd have the money without some kinda work to get HRT when we move out. dont wanna have to be reliant on parents or the gov.#for our HRT. i doubt we could get public healthcare to cover it. not immediately at least.#and i kinda dont want to have to go back on birth control. cause progesterone or w/ever its called has feminising effects iirc#and we're not sure if we want a hysterectomy yet. so.#it'd be a choice between periods (hell) and HRT (expensive)#fuck i hate being disabled sometimes#like actually if anyone calls chronically fatigued ppl “lazy”. i fucking WISH i was lazy.#like bitch please this flare-up is making it so that NONE of my meds get rid of the pain anywhere NEAR fully#and im low-key on the Good Shit™#also so annoyed that ireland hasnt legalised weed. bc. we're almost certainly gonna be doing it for pain#and getting an *illegal* product is so much more difficult#lmao i worked out commas#—Roquén#my fingies hurt so much rn lmao#anyway gonna go draw my source drowning in blood & despair. then im gonna work out what the fuck kinda pigments caranthir would use
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i like illiari
#overwatch#overwatch 2#illiari#potgs#first game of the day ... and the first potg i got with her ... hi ..#her ult's kinda weird to me still but im gettin used to it i think#playing support again for the first time in Ever's kinda wack but it is nice- plus i like how she's a support with an offensive ult yk#like it's not a supportive offensive ult it's an outright attack LMAO#its not that i dont love zenny anymore i do but i love the mix up illiari brings .. evry satisfying to play her .. also she's cute#its also just fun moving the pylon around and having So Much Movement. ALSO This Skin's Cute and inexpensive for my ftp ass#we can tell i JUST picked her up cause i dont have a highlight intro for her that shit too expensive for me rn 💀#plus i didnt think id ever get play with her ... lol ... only support im legally allowed to get play with is zenny vaeLKVE#i got a second play later but we lost that game ... oops ... also it didnt save so WEH#but yah anyway gonna Not Be Toxic and actually play something besides damage now jAEJLKJ
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realizing its almost been 6 months since top surgery:)
#frank.txt#despite all the complications i had w healing im rlly happy w how my chest looks:)#ALTHOUGH. ONE BIG COMPLAINT#i used to use my bras as an extra pocket for my phone or lighter or whatever. but now i dont wear bras and therefore have no extra pocket#:( u win some u lose some :(#anyway all shirts look awesome on me now AND i can wear t shirts w funny text or image ans ppl wont feel awkward reading it:)#also the scars r fading rlly well! they almost blend in w my skin completely! (keyword almost. theyr still visible atp)#the way the scars r shaped is interesting bc theyre like a U shape. but bc of that when i inevitably build my pectoral muscles#the scars should blend into the shadow caused by thr muscle. i also dont have a Completrly flat chest bc im fat:0#tbh my surgeon did rlly well . i have a lot of problems with him bc hes kind of a dick but from like. idk an artistic standpoint hes good#but the doctor standpoint hes Uhm. well i lost a nipple and had severe infection due to denied antibiotics and lack of aftercare#BUT. the lost nipple isnt visible and it looks normal now somehow AND. i didn't die from the infection so. I mean#i just had to spend christmas with a fever of 103 LMAO#HONESTLY THO i would do it again EVEN if i knew i would go thru hell bc this surgery fuckn saved my life holy shit#i didnt realize just how much i dissociated from my own body bc of dysphoria. now i feel more in touch with it and happy!:)#also now i can Eventually get that chest tattoo i wanted for like 7 years lmao#erm yippee:)
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genuinely pondering what i actually want to do for the next 50 years because im pretty sure life is going to become... Not unlivable in the sense of humans cease but so completely and utterly Not This that i feel like any goals need to be achieved asap if they rely at all on global systems
#honestly if it wasnt such a horrifying thing to do to a living being id seriously debate having a kid now lmao like Thats How Bad#purely for the science of the process fascinates me#which OBVIOUSLY IS NOT A GOOD REASON and thus No on top of all of the MANY MANY MORE reasons of NO#but like if there ever was a cut off time it would be noe#now#lowkey kinda makes me sad its such a hard no too cause as much as i dont want to raise a human i think my partner would be amazing at it#like if we lived in boomer era but less misogynistic and i could have one n he just like does the rest i could live with that level of risk#LOL still fucked up methodology for offspring but like THERE IS 1 AND ONLY 1 timeline that id be cool with it#and this is not that timeline#but also ik it hurts him too likes hes on the same page of haha not in this reality thats fucked up but he Totally Would otherwise#ANYWAYS thats not even the whole point#just like. general.#like if i want to just go build a house or something and empty my savings.#just any wild dream#cause i gebuinely do not know if money is going to be a stable concept much longer
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I loved this movie about nami and her ex situationship reconciling and also anti capitalism
#i have one question are the episode 0 of movies just fanservice am i reding this right. also zoro looks jealous and petty#can they in like love action make zoro chastize sanji bc he is an ally and not just letting him sound jealous and petty like i enjoy both#but clarificaiton sometimes you know. like sanji stop that its dehumanizing and disrespectful also i want you#why are they worried about money when they are in a casino. nami was great at playing cards wasnt she#franky and luffy bonding sumo time.... nami gets the title hell yeah lmao i have been saying she is the strongest#omg the children sellong flowers... dont tell me luffy is going to defeat capitalism in this movie. hell yeah#i was gonna say cant believe they let luffy bet but he does have good luck tho. the stomach ache lmao#sanji is so stupid akdjsksks the guy who likes pain also....don't let sanji think too much about it omg the golden dust....#zoro is going to be executed sanji and luffy are unlucky and all of them are broke and in debt. damn. how are you broke as a pirate even#nami and carina ex situationship talking about trusting each other again looking at the sunset... exactly#that was such a nasty betrayal and nami trusting her again so easily and fast like damn.#also what is the cp0 koala and sabo doing there like damn. jesus even#also what is absalom doing there....#and WHO let luffy infiltrate. FRANKY GOT IMPALED!! gold is really malleable and not resistant and strong like this is getting me out of it#sanji got a cleaning man fit instead of a cleaning lady fit so why is usopp wearing one ajdjaka.... i mean he is the crews babygirl....#also second movie where zoro gets kidnapped. the peoples princess.#omg they are in the pipes. also why is there pipe for the entry of seawater in a boat. maybe i don't know enough about boats#franky getting luffy out of the fan.... cradled like baby jesus for an instant#omg they have been bamboozled BY CARINA?????? OMG AGAIN??? NAMI!!!! OH NVM!!! WHAT???#luffy didnt know they were doing all this cause he would have fucked it up akshaua him being thrown half dead out of the tower ahsuakaia#this reminds me of super mario wii where bowser turns into a bigger bowser when you kill it. damn#also another good guy turned villain because of tragedy. two in a row#the kid with the metal pipe omg... sabo is coming#i heard hikken and the voice was so similar i wondered why ace was there.... for a millisecond he was there..... 😞#the red hawk and everything..... should we all kill ourselves.... omg carina didnt betray her actually#tesoro dumb asf for taking nami look how he is going down after that lmao didnt expect gear fourth tho. damn#still thinking about how gold isnt that strong so this shouldn't be necessary but alas shonen be shonen. luffy saving namis gf too <3#talking tag#watching one piece#watching one piece movies
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#i had an idea last night and now im suuuuuper obsessed with it#after im done w the masters i wanna just start travelling for 6+ months#like 2-3 months in sokor and then 2-3 months in vancouver#cause i really wanna go to both places and like i gotta stop waiting to do things cause unfortunately i be dying and i dont know how many#years i have#plus i would like to move to vancouver so trying it out is a good idea i think cause i can see if it’s doable or otherwise i can just come#back to ams#and i would like to have a remote job in the meantime so i can travel while still doing something#cause when i start earning money it wont make sense for me to start saving seriously cause it’s unlikely i will even turn 40 lmao#i wanna do things !!!!!!!!!!
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i deadass skipped halloween this year lmao. it's such a fucking bummer when you're alone and nothing related to the holiday is any different than how i spend most of my free time or already dress lmao. hopefully next year but this year i've just been so depressed due to personal shit that i just want to skip to christmas music because i'm too tired to do the mash (🎶 the monster mash🎶). i feel like a bad goth but i just want to listen to some bells and think about toyland or some wholesome shit. 99% of my life revolves around horror and i think i have too many bad recent memories tied to halloween to enjoy the actual day. i celebrated spooky season as soon as it started and if you do christmas right it doesnt end until new years so i dont feel like i'm missing out on anything outside of just wishing i got to hang out with people in silly costumes which, again, is part of christmas if you do it right. today may be halloween to you
#personal#babbles#i have no one to get this off my chest to who'd actually care lmao 🙃#like literally the one party i could go to had to get sacrificed so i could afford commute to work and an emergency#even my savings got hit by this past week#but no one can take away the joy of hearing some bells or the beach boys singing about hot rod sleighs#meanwhile there isnt a single halloween song or movie i dont already just jam out to on a normal day#it was an ok day tho#i cried yesterday and i was just grumpy most of today#i avoided as much social media as possible and i just took it slow#so im fine just a little low cause i do miss that spooky season Feeling
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SNOWY BLISS YESSSS
#do u know how long ive been praying#getting it in the og game was not happening for me lets be honest#i was lying to myself logging in everyday to do dailies#and im not playing the same events in two separate games for raven feathers 🤮#so it would have probably taken years#and im expecting an EOS thing to pop up within this time#omg...im#a weight has been lifted#im free...IM FREE#....what do i do with the og game now#pulling old cards in the revivals for the og game is awful and i rather not#since they put like several cards together and u might need to pull 450+ times to get a pity of ur fav#so like...i dont really need to do dailies#i could still level up asmo through the jobs ig so i can chip away at getting his calls but meh#honestly can i be real with whoever sees this#im hoping there is some employee at solmare who is just saving up all the content of the characters like the calls and card/event stories#(for asmo specifically cause bias and solmare owes us compensation for neglecting him so much so ill take all his content thanks)#and it just gets posted randomly online years after this game is EOSed#gacha games r my least favorite type of game#the setup genuinely affects writing quality and encourages quantity over quality#but unfortunately one of my fav characters of all time is in one so i have to lick up the crumbs on the ground ig lmao#in a different universe obey me is just a regular otome game with actual routes and consistently good writing#thats the best universe lol
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I made a vague semblance of brushing my teeth today! second time this year ...
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#it's not even cause i'm autistic mainly its just The Anxiety#... also bristles on my gums feel Weird but it's not that bad so i'm basically neurotypical in this area [untrue]#apparently i brushed my teeth 9 times last year and 20 in 2022...... the things you learn#2021 i dont have an accurate number & before that i wasn't tracking at all i dont think so... yeah.#oh i forgot to tag#лёва паспрабуе АДК#there we go :) even if it's not in the right place...#anyways my point is: why does everyone else seem to have a much more hygenic standard of life. HOW are you doing that#i used to shower every other day so ??? i kind of get it?? but even so that is not Every Fucking Day and i had to slowly build up to it....#right now it's just Whenever but whenever tends to be about a week#which is still good! but i do think that i should be showering more but i caaaaant make myself do it :/#like i said it's not really because of anything relating to being autistic— unless the Sound Anxiety:tm: is related#which for all i know it could be. i wouldnt think so but... you never know i guess#but yeah. for now my comprimise is no toothpaste but seriously?? SECOND time this year??? i knew it was bad but not.... that bad.......#the only saving grace is that i got the good teeth lmao#there have been multiple times of me just eating straight chocolate for like a week & nothing bad has happened (Yet)#........... i do wonder what i have to do to actually brush my teeth more#my cousin does it in the shower so maybe that? but then again i can at least shower with other people awake & in the house#and for brushing my teeth i Cannot (yet)#anyways i'm going back to sleep lmao
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not me straight up making a spreadsheet to figure my Rook plans out lmaaooo gonna keep Osirus and Narra as they are, and probably just do another Shadow Dragon/Save Minrathous run later in the future. I'm just attached to Osirus being both a Shadow Dragon bc I have a Mourn Watch plan already, want my Veil Jumper to be an elf, and don't really care about the lords soorrryyy AND because I made him with the intention of romancing Lucanis, so he's just gonna have to be haunted by his choice (much like Narra choosing the "wrong city" as a Warden).
I probs won't be doing these all in a row, I want to finish my Trevelyan inky run, and I've started my da2 playthrough for my fresh worldstate so that'll likely include another inky.
I think I need to rejig my new Rooks romances and story choices.
Narra, a Grey Warden, let Treviso fall to blight bc I was doing an "opposite decisions" playthrough. But a Grey Warden knows the danger of the blight, she wouldn't let a trade city suffer that. But if I save Treviso, it's the exact same as my last playthrough. But it makes sense as a Warden.
Osirus, my Shadow Dragon saboture, was gonna romance Lucanis, but that means he would be choosing Treviso over Minrathous as a Shadow Dragon and that also feels wrong?? But if I choose Minrathous, I lock myself out of Lucanis..
Maybe I should change it so Osirus is a Lords of Fortune Saboture or put Narra's save on the backburner and turn Osirus into a Mourn Watch Reaper. I just really like him as a Shadow Dragon so I have to either let Minrathous go, change factions, or change who I'm romancing ugghhfnfnfk
#this took entirely too much of my brain power#I just.. I wanna a saved Minrathous AND Lucanis romance!!!!!!#I know I can mod it but >:( dont wanna cause you still have a hardened lucanis#and my brain keeps getting stuck on certain pairing choices being “unbreakable”#warden background = save treviso bc blight#shadow dragon background = save minrathous bc thats your home!#saboteur = shadow dragon#veil jumper = elf#like these don't have to be true literally the only thing set in stone is the Lucanis romance restriction#my brain just doesn't want to accept it lmao#I genuinely didn't know you could romance a hardened Neve I thought her and Lucanis's harden was the same#and I don't particularily want to do a Harding or Taash romance right now#and I made Narra to be a warden who romances Davrin (now tragically because if I'm gonna stick to my regrets playthrough)#(I gotta choose Davrin for the distraction team *sobs*)#I don't think I've ever planned this much for anything let alone a video game LMAO#dragon age#da4#datv#veilguard#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#veilguard spoilers#narra thorne#Osirus Mercar
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