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hey hi! you mention f1 in your intro, favourite driver/teams? :)
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OH MY GOD HELLO ANON!!! I NEVER get the chance to talk about f1 (yall following me for my current hyperfixation brief detour😭) ok SO I'm basic in the sense I love all the big names (Charles is so dear to my heart I wish that man ALL the best) I have beef with the entirety of the FIA n they should KNOW it god they handle their drivers so unfairly!! (so many of Max's penaltys are a JOKE!! even if u don't fw max they did him SO dirty!!) Daniel Ricardo was probably one of my FAVORITE racers I was SO sad to see him go😭 as far as TEAMS I don't have as many opinions on them as the racers themselves!!
#sorry i am RAMBLIN!!#i dont follow it as hard as i used to#but oh MAN#i still keep losely up#n MAN#f1 has some SHIT going on#THE SHIT THEY PULLED WITH NOT GIVIN YUKI THE SEAT??#HAMILTON IN FERRARI??#dog this seasons gonna be CRAZY#everyone bets down now#do we think hamilton can beat max with the ferrarri seat??#either way OH man#f1#bro speaks#AGH#TYSM FOR THE ASK#IT WAS FUN TO GET TO TALK ABOUT THEM AGAIN!!#that last big radio clip from charles#holy fuck#guys#do u know the one im talking about??#the one where he was like FUCK u guys i do what im meant to do n u guys FUCK me over EVERY TIME#hes comin to 2025 with the kind of rabid grudge holdin that could take him all the way#i just KNOW#daniel ricciardo#max verstappen#charles leclerc#☆ anon
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Save me french yuri... Save me
#genshin impact#arledrone#sandrone#arlecchino#haha remember when we all thought that sandrone and arlecchino would both show up in fontaine and be gay together?#good times.... good times#jk i'm ready to end it all actually#I KNOW WE HAVE LIKE ONE LAST MAJOR FRENCH PATCH BEFORE NATLAN BUT IVE JUST ABOUT LOST ALL HOPE#the way that literally every wlw arle pairing got fed so well following arle's drip marketing EXCEPT for arledrn... hate it here so bad#anyways shipping aside HOW is it possible that the frenchiest of french harbingers with heavy ties to machinery#and like two major world quests tied to specifically to her lore and is even MENTIONED of being present in fontaine#also being one of the first harbingers ever mentioned dating back all the way to the description of chode's teaser trailer#just???? doesnt show up??????#Sandy enjoyers are stronger than any us marine because my GOD are we struggling out here#anyways ignore the fact that I completely forgot to draw sandy's wind up key it was hard drawing through the tears#(actually it was cause i half-assed this doodle but we dont talk about that)
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cant do much else right now but sketch
#library of ruina#netzach#netzach lor#just talking i think. todays an alright day to speak. in tags because im painfully shy. the opacity for the text block is very low becaus#it was mostly just my own experinces and ramblings about painting which had me want to draw the small sketch. nothing special just talking#abt how i often forget about papertowels and wipe and mix everything on my skin and hands to not break flow and feel physically tje process#wanted to go ahead and have that idea put down for a sketch. netzy. there is other doodles but theyre subpar i think. tried drawing before#because angela. shes gorgeous. but im having a hard time in general. slow...#... i keep forgetting how many people actually follow this blog im a bit baffled. sorry this isnt much im mostly just using this to make#sure i dont loose track of days and have 5 or the sort pass by posting semi consistently
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Knitting a freehand bag and started wondering how often people even use patterns, anyway. So--how often do you use a pattern when you make things ? This include knitting/crochet/sewing/weaving/nalbinding/bobbin lace/tatting/etc but also things like woodworking, cooking, and baking. If you want to just pick the thing you do most often that's fine.
I personally do not use patterns as I find them far more confusing than just figuring out the construction of an item and simply making it. I do very occasionally browse ravelry for inspiration but have downloaded maybe 2. In the 5 or so years since I joined. And have followed exactly 1, which I modified every single aspect of. In my defense, dyslexia.
#poll#knitting#crochet#weaving#tatting#sewing#quilting#nalbinding#bobbin lace#cooking#baking#theres just SO MANY patterns out there and i kind of dont understand why... who is using them ???#they are so hard to follow even when written well#i get that thats dyslexia talking and not true for most people but it still baffles me#i also dont follow cooking/baking recipes but in a different way#the issue for crafting patterns is that i cant read and so i cant figure out what the hell im supposed to do#but recipes are usually lists and dont have tons of abbreviations and dozens of steps#so i can kind of read recipes but i just like doing my own thing and also have been burned by recipes before#so even if i try following the recipe as hard as possible i will inevitably change some things#like what about the whimsy. also i will use a butter wash after taking this out of the oven i dont care that it says eggs#and while i dont do legos anymore i was the same with that too. we got a kit once and my sister loved following each step#oh my god. the worst. i would covertly make other things with the remaining pieces while she assembled the thing#i do think that were i not dyslexic i would still not follow patterns#like i said i just prefer to do my own thing most of the time
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My piece for day one of WLWeek 2024: favorite style/aesthetic 🫶💖🫶
my self insert is an alternative rock troll and doesn't typically dress very loudly, so I figured Barb would really like seeing her decked out in something a little more punky! > u <
Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg @miutonium @cherry-bomb-ships @rosieaurora @rejaytionships @sunflawyer @in-true-blue-love @cupiidzbow @carnival-of-love (I hope its ok I tagged u!! I just know ur a trolls self shipper and wanted u to see 😁)
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self shipping community#self insert community#self insert x canon#oc x canon#wlw art#lesbian#trolls#trolls world tour#queen barb#🎸 hard rock hearts 🎸#RISEEEE#LETS GO LESBIANS#i kicked art block's ASS to draw this and tbhhh i really like the way it turned out > w <#i feel like i dont exactly have a consistent trolls style but thats ok i follow my heart and do what i thinks cute#also not to mention i tried doing like...a messy lineart kinda thing almost??#it was ONCE AGAIN the result of me using the wrong pen 😂#i keep mixing them up for some reason#but this one felt rly good!!#so i went w it and ill probably be drawing with that for a while just cause :]
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My personal 9/11 of the state of sharks rpf (incl. of fic posts narrativitzation everything etc) is that every time i see anythi f about paternal relationships its almost always macklin when EYE think klim kostin has way more interesting media uotes about his father except most of the meat is in russian articles so you gotta google translate them. Rick being a public figure and his son being a 1oa pick making them more famous than this ex highly ranked prospect that stopped being highly ranked like half a decade ago is my downfall
#preemptive no dunking on either dad on my post btw not that i think this is gonna get eyes but this post isnt about that#mack bay area parenting - ok weve seen it all before weve all lived it before.#klims dads devotion to his nhl hockey career. klim responding with equal devotion and dependence. theyre following each other to the us#metaphorically and literally#klim projected to be the top intntl league talent -> drop to 31oa. -> either hes a steal or a dodged bullet#and baby teams love to dodge that bullet#his dad was his first coach his favorite coach. what does this mean if hes kinda bad and cant shake being undisciplined ever since he came#to play in the us. what does this mean if he has bad gamesense and he needs to come to the sharks to get ice time#ive been waiting for this 17 years hes been waiting 20#he cant cook for himself. his sister books his plane tickets. hes devoted to religion and hockey and people drag him on both counts#and his sister books his plane tickets#you know what macklin has that klim doesnt. JOB SECURITY!!!!!#HES BEEN WAITING FOR THIS 17 YEARS#HIS FATHERS BEEN WAITING 20!!!!#anyways klim is my little blorbo who i hit with hammers in my brain im drawing narrative reach lines that dont exist but smoke rick to shit#extra helping of rpfing on main sorry i was mildly oxygen deprived writing 75% of this post but i got better and then kept going#revealing my hand on main that im actually obsessed with this guy... nobody look at me too hard (scampers away)#anyways not claiming klim is super unique hes just chatty and wears his heart on his sleeve lol. and my ears wlel... they are peeled#anyways who do we think klim is going to try to staple himself to now that granny is gone
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thinking abt old men kl… literally always…. bc what if they were old…and married…and if they didnt have to wear those fuckass belts…
my kl fic 🫣
#old man lance having to button his old man husband's jacket because he's too busy talking about the kraggle#i forgot about rendering the tablet so you get a cameraless ipad#i feel dangerously old and being older than all my fav characters when i used to be younger than them is?#really though i also feel incredibly young#but also unaccomplished#but then what are you supposed to have done at 22. living should be enough#klance#vld#vld lance#vld keith#kl#klance fanart#keith#mine art#lance#vld klance#kind of a lazy render but also it somehow took me 8hrs#i’m very unhappy with my art rn#but i do like some parts of this a lot and i’ve been doing so anatomy stuff in my sketchbook#so hopefully i learn something#and start liking my art again#all i see rn though are mistakes#but legend ibyms did like my last drawing on instagram so maybe im being hard on myself#that was lowkey my magnum opus though#going wild in tags because im convinced that my followers who voluntarily followed me hate me and dont want to hear me speak (dies)
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lead us not
#this comp is directly based on 'lead us not into temptation' by mucha. go look it up the piece looks so GOOD#just#head in hands. this is prob my last piece before the next lore drop so do w that what u will#just give iiiiin silver just follow malleus and trust in the dream worlds hes making!!! duh!!!1!1!!!1 DUH. (lying) (lying) (lying)#he knows BEST let him lead u towards a happy end for the next 1000 years of happy dream worlds. sobibng.#yea so the composition fucked so hard i literally HAD to draw something. im genuinely begging just go look it up. u gotta see my vision#twst#twisted wonderland#twst spoilers#book 7 spoilers#malleus draconia#twst silver#silver vanrouge#peep the other chars distorted af in the bg u cant see them well but i swear they were distinct originally#suntails#tumblr gets it first again. congrats u guys r my favs dont tell twitter
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut

meronia event prompt(s): scar

#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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I'm looking for anyone sharing their experiences learning Chinese using comprehensible input and how many hours, what their progress was, what they learned to understand and say etc.
There was a guy Kevin who watched 2000 hours of cdramas, and before that did FSI Chinese and simple podcasts and... frankly he did not have much success. His comprehension after 2000 hours is worse than mine (after at most ~1000 hours study or reading, ~700 hours comprehensible input if we count shows I watched and more comprehensible stuff). His comprehension and speaking is worse than most people I've talked to and learners I've seen who are intermediate... maybe he's just not paying attention? That's all I can think. Like that he was maybe literally tuning out verbally what was being said and mostly only paying attention to visuals. Sort of like how when English speakers watch a show with english subtitles they just tune out most of the verbal language. Maybe he just tuned out the verbal language a lot of the time? Because his results were really bad... and then he moved blogs, and the newer blog doesn't exist. Despite the fact he did use FSI Chinese, took a beginner class, and watched Peppa Pig, so he should have had somewhat of a base to understand daily life modern cdramas and everyday language in everyday scenes... I would've expected some improvement in that area of understanding at a decent rate. Maybe he only watched old palace dramas??? Anyway I can't find his new blog as existing. So I can't determine if he ever had success... also the guy did not prioritize "comprehensible" input... he said at first he understood like 5% and just kept watching... (and again! Based on his beginner chinese knowledge from prior sources he should have understood at least 25% of a modern romance daily life drama! Unless he was only using dramas not set in the present???)
Truly I do not know how a person can make so little progress unless they're tuning out. Any traditional study learner I've seen has made more progress, any traditional study as a beginner (with the amount of experience he had) who then switched to reading and watching cdramas (and looking up words once in a while) made more progress! Progress I expected him to be able to make. (Any Refold japanese learner who only did anki for the basics, then immersed a lot, pretty much did what he did as they also had basics beforehand, and there's multiple successful Refold learners who rarely used anki past the beginner stage and rarely looked up words...)
The only other people I've seen use comprehensible input... one is on r/dreaminglanguages and he's only done 150 hours so far, that hes given an update on. He's making good progress though! Very similar progress to thai AUA and ALG students. But I'm now farther than him so I am on a road untravelled wishing to compare what I'm doing to someone who's already done it.
Pablo from Dreaming Spanish is studying Mandarin with comprehensible input. I found this video he shared. But I don't know spanish. So Im holding onto cognates with french and english and seeing how well his progress is going:
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I'm trying to figure out how many hours hes studied so far, and what progress he's made in terms of things he can understand.
Anyway please send me links if you know of anyone who got farther!
#rant#comprehensible input#langblr#something i find interesting just in terms of comorehensibility#is just how much easier i can follow the main idea for spanish stuff... compared to say korean where i dont know shit#spanish is just Similar enough to french and english that i have some tools to guess things soketimes...#i defijitely think using ci for mandarin would be HARD as fuck if you didnt already know some basics#so you can use the basics to lean on guessing more stuff#alas im going to have to be my own guinea pig...#Youtube
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#sabaody archipelago#ch505#ft. luffy#oh i forgot but i thought you people here would enjoy it#but i'm proofing the ev3ns main story (18trip) for my friend and#well it should be posted by the time you see this go follow aurora azurecrystalz on here#but anyway i was proofing chapter 7 of it today and kuguri is trying SO HARD to flirt with tao#and makes a comment about how he thinks its weird anyone could be completely heterosexual in this day and age#its so funny. i'm kind of obsessed with him.#guy who probably got arrested for a violent crime based on what i can tell but is the silliest guy ever#shout out to ev3ns. i dont produce you or whatever we decide to use to say who we like but you will be number 2 in my heart (behind l4mps)
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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it shouldnt ever be a question why someone blocks you. they dont like your opinions lol
#back when i used to have like 6k+ followers id block a lot of people for just being annoying#or having opinions i didnt share and i didnt want to risk engaging w them#and now that that old account is gone ive seen old posts being like ''why did she block me!!''#i dont like you dude. not that hard to figure out#anyways i love blocking people and i wont ever stop. best feature of a website#i love when people block me too im always like ah...passing ships
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Does the fact that DP now has an official canon continuation affect you while working on the comic
Like does the new canon stuff influence your own vision or has your vision for your reboot remained the same since you started?
Sorry it's taken so long to answer so I'll match with a long answer and update in my process, I'm so sorry lol
But no, an official canon continuation will not stop me from making the comic. And while I do own the new comic and plan on getting all the future official DP merch I can get my hands on, it wont effect my story in the slightest because I haven't read it. Plus I've already written my story and I'm very happy with it. I will someday read the new comic but not anytime soon, I'm just so happy it exists and that it's in my hands either way.
What might stop me (for a little bit at least) is a full on rebooted series, not a continuation/revival because the fandom has been around so long and we've all influenced each other in big or little ways. And since we're all playing in the same sandbox there's naturally some overlap. But this started as a pitch bible/proof of concept for a full on reboot of my own and if there's an active reboot airing I'd be very sad it wasn't mine (so silly I know lol but it's true).
What has stopped me is the a back and forth issue I have on the comic in general. I have found a style of comic I enjoy making, but I have gotten in my own head about it being stiff and bad. I know practice make progress and I'm getting more confident about it and also considering making it into a fic with art and slowly adapting it into a comic just so I can have some thing to post and put out there. But my iPad is dying and outside of sketches on paper I haven't been able to write or draw to the extent I'd like. I've been saving for a new one for a while now and about half way there but life happens and it takes a toll on my savings. So I'm trying to decide what's the best way to proceed and I have a lot of options and that's also a little overwhelming, which sounds silly typing out. But it's easy for me to feel guilt every time I try to commit to one game plan because all my best options rely on me getting a new iPad
#ask me anything#danny phantom reboot planning#going ghost comic#goingghostcomic#its been hard saving for an ipad lol#i have to take care of bills and my mom#plus im slowly getting merch to open a shop#and hopefully that'll help too#all ipad time i can get has been to prep merch for sale#im at over 40k words at the halfway point of my second detailed draft#one more sweep and it might be fic ready#i just haven't decided whats the best route to take because I have SO MUCH in the concept and rough stages still#i might be bitching and moaning in the tags about money#but im sure as hell not going to ask for it unless I have something solid and tangible in return#but this is why my art production has functionally halted#sorry for using your ask as an infodump update#ive been hesitant to make one because I dont want to let anyone down#not you or my followers or myself
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to love someone is to heal someone
#~ art#💚 memoryshipping#ignore tags if youre just here for the art and not me going full diary mode#anyways ... this is a little personal to me#especially with how i treat her here. i think this is a direct projection of how i'm feeling right now#today has been a little harsh on me - maybe a little painful even#i'm okay now - because i resolved it. albeit harboring some bits of anger to it but its not worth fighting about anymore#its hard to say that i'm - very optimistic so to speak because it's only one pillar i just jumped over and there will be more later#and this is me coping with it and im lucky to have mustered some energy to at least express it through drawing#i havent been drawing much for myself and it makes me sad because its my source of happiness#my time for drawing is being repurposed for other stuff right now and it still is and i dont feel entirely happy doing it unfortunately#i still have many things i want to follow up on my drawing list especially in my recent interests peaking again#but i resorted for now to making something im already used to. stevaide lol fgsjsddsjjsdjkghsdjgdjkhskjghshsgsasjhjsjksdjfhsfasgs corny ass#rest assured im at a somewhat relaxed state right now. throwing boops here and there calmed me down because theres people around me#who ig thinks im cool eajdhajhd#ahh anyway
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i miss her…
#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all#but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up#a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less#and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads#anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time#he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often#my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know#i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona#i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye#oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man
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