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Have you had Nazi propaganda blazed onto your dashboard? Me too.
Its no secret that Tumblr doesn't give a damn about its user base. It's been made abundantly clear to me that not only do they not care. Tumblr is allowing posts with direct links to nazi propaganda and chatroom sites to be blazed!
The only reason I found this post? Because Tumblr put it in front of my face on my dashboard.
In the notes of this post there were dozens of reblogs with things like "is this an ARG?" "Oh whats this, save for later". One comment that said "tempting".
This is a neo nazi trying to recruit you.
Report this immediately. Do not click links. Email [email protected] telling them that you don't want neo nazis paying them to show us this garbage.
If you want to know how I figured out what this was in more detail, I'll put it under a read more so that everyone can be a little safer and a little smarter out there.
First: I went to the persons blog.
This one in particular is clever enough to have an ask about palestinian donations as their first post. The second is the one screenshot above.
I kept scrolling. Most are youtube links posted with 0 notes or interaction. This is another link to the same site here.
If you scroll far enough, you'll see they've reblogged an original post.
If you directly copy and paste this text into google, you'll find exactly one result. A PDF in Bulgarian hosted on a website named aobg.org.
Sounds legit, right?
Its the official website for the Bulgarian Society of Anthroposophy. A 'new age spiritual movement based on German idealism'. A cult.
As soon as I made the connection, I knew that clicking the original link would lead me to something similar. I felt confident enough to click it safely (DO NOT TRY AT HOME), and was launched into the shittiest little pro Nazi website with a live chatroom on the side.
There are always signs, always queues. Do not be stupid out there. These are NOT ARGs. If you aren't sure, block and move on.
#i dont even know what to tag this as#just dont be fucking dumbasses out there i stg#this website is trash and appalling#and ive already emailed them about it
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bro will master art just for her
#guys you dont know how much i love them#& this concept. really#i always loved drawing my crushes#even after i got over the last one i still hold the drawings dear to me#we'll see what happens when i get over my current crush haha#murder drones#md#md fanart#murder drones fanart#nuzi#uzi x n#uzi doorman#serial designation n#n murder drones#my art#fanart#hamo stop yapping in tumblr tag challenge impossible
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SURPRISE i also wrote this although it was runner up in the milestone poll
warnings: onsided danzo/kagami, guys being dudes behaviour, differing beauty standards, culture clash, slight skinny shaming in a joking way among friends
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The first time Danzo really understands the power of the sharingan is on a mission where he believes he is about to die. Uchiha Kagami flashsteps to the middle of the melee and their enemies simply drop in a thud and clatter of weapons and armour. There is not a single scratch on him, the figure he cuts in the moonlight is dark and victorious.
For a single moment when he looks up, there is a flash of red and Danzo's world spins, but then Kagami averts his eyes and it feels like the gods of calamity have passed him by.
Danzo has never seen anything so beautiful.
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"Why do I have to light a fire manually when we have a fire specialist on the team?" Danzo asks, frustrated, throwing the sticks down and shaking out his numb hands. The ember he had managed to make splutters and dies.
"You're the one who's cold," Torifu answers, making no move to help. It's true, with Torifu's size and Kagami's fire nature, Danzo is usually the one who breaks first and needs a fire.
"And you didn't ask," Kagami adds and he's not wrong, so Danzo can't complain. He doesn't bother standing, he just leans across Danzo, his chest resting partially on Danzo's lap, to blow into the firewood. Danzo freezes, but Kagami does not seem to notice. His armour is warm with his body heat where it presses into Danzo's leg.
At first, Kagami just blows heated air, lips puckered and cheeks puffing out. His chest heaves against Danzo, several times as the kindling is wet from the rain, but then a bright flare illuminates his face as he blows a small fireball into the now-dry wood. It catches immediately, and Danzo sighs in relief as the warmth quickly spreads. He holds his hands up to the fire.
"Didn't realise you were that cold," Kagami explains apologetically, sitting back up and looking at Danzo with his huge dark eyes.
"It's fine," Danzo says, glad that the cold and now the fire excuses his flushed face. "I am aware you run hot."
"All the better to keep you warm at night," Torifu quips.
For a moment Danzo fears that he's been discovered, but Kagami just laughs and Torifu grins.
"I'll have to remember that one," Kagami says.
"I can't take credit," Torifu admits. "The girl at the teahouse was asking about you."
A pang of jealousy rears behind Danzo's sternum, and he quashes it immediately.
"Me?" Kagami asks disbelievingly. "Danzo is more handsome."
Danzo chokes on nothing.
"You're joking," he says.
"It's true," Kagami insists.
"No, no, I'm with Danzo on this," Torifu refutes. "You're small but you've got a really good face."
"I'm not that small!" Kagami protests.
"Look," Torifu lifts up his wrist and tries to close the fingers of his other hand around it. There is a good inch separating the tip of his middle finger from his thumb. "Do that."
Kagami follows. His thumb and middle finger touch, maybe even slightly overlap.
"You're an itty bitty skinny boy," Torifu says, visibly trying not to laugh as he speaks. "And—pfft— and a girl from my clan would pick you up and put you in her purse instead of her bed."
Clearly fighting a losing battle, Kagami turns to Danzo, eyes imploring. Danzo turns the backs of his hands to the fire and closes one hand around the other wrist. His finger and thumb are a sliver away from touching.
"My fingers are just longer," Kagami excuses.
He reaches out to hold Danzo's wrist, moving slow and clearly telegraphing his intent, meeting Danzo's gaze for a split second for permission. His fingers close and his middle finger and thumb touch over Danzo’s pulse. His grip is firm, there’s more strength in his hand that he’s not using here, calluses from shinobi work, and his palm is hot on Danzo’s skin.
“See?” Kagami says to Torifu, seemingly not noticing the jump in Danzo’s pulse.
Danzo flexes his wrist and breaks the hold, twisting round to catch Kagami’s wrist. Kagami lets him, hand loose and trusting as Danzo’s fingers close around his wrist. The thin skin there shows the pulse, the tendons, the veins; everything that would allow him to permanently disable the most valuable instruments of their trade. The decadence is overwhelming, and he wants so badly to press his lips to Kagami’s pulse there, but instead he just moves his hold to show that his middle finger and thumb touch.
“All you’re proving is that both of you are skinny boys,” Torifu says, shaking his head. He tosses some sweet potatoes to the ground right next to them. “Put those in the fire, will you?”
With some reluctance, Danzo lets go of Kagami’s wrist. Kagami misunderstands the reluctance. He sighs and leans his shoulder against Danzo’s as a joking, consoling half-hug.
“At least we have each other,” he says in an exaggerated mournful tone. He sits back up before Danzo can respond, and starts helping to arrange the potatoes in the ashes.
“I still think Danzo is more handsome though,” Kagami says conversationally as he dusts his hands off. Danzo shakes his head slightly. “Out of the three of us.”
“I hate to accuse an Uchiha of bad vision–” Torifu starts and Kagami tosses a stray pebble at him. He dodges easily, and laughs.
“He’s got a good eye shape,” Kagami argues. “Mine turn down at the outer edges and you've got no double eyelids. Also the colour is cool, have you seen when they catch the morning light at an angle? They're gold."
Danzo clears his throat, trying to ignore the embarrassment burning up his neck at the compliments.
“Face scar,” he points out, dusting his own hands off as well. “It puts most people off, especially civilians.”
“Huh,” Torifu comments. "I didn't know civilians were your type.”
"I didn't know civilians were put off by it," Kagami says thoughtfully. "I don't think anyone in my clan would be." He turns to Danzo and smiles. "Want to marry in?"
Danzo has a sudden vision of Kagami in a groom's kimono, the formal blacks and greys and white complementing his black hair and fair skin, the only colour his lips, or the blazing red of his sharingan. He swallows discreetly.
"To you?" Danzo asks, trying very hard for casual but coming off a bit more as surprised, all while his heart hammers in his chest and he can't tear his thoughts away from that image.
His teammates think he's joking, and break into laughter. Even though it is what he intended, to see Kagami laugh at the notion stings a little. He tucks that away, and smiles as if the joke landed well.
"Hey, what about me?" Torifu asks.
"Aren't you main house?" Kagami asks, slightly breathless from trying not to laugh.
"Yeah but there are eight people in line for succession before me."
"Akimichi main house marrying out to a clan you already have an alliance with?" Danzo asks, eyebrow raised sceptically.
"Yeah," Kagami agrees readily, an easy smile on his handsome features. "It’s all hypothetical, but we still have to be realistic."
"It could be real for Danzo," Torifu points out.
"What?" Danzo didn't squeak, but it was close, his voice strangling itself in shock, the word leaving his lips before he could stop himself.
"You're the only one not engaged," Kagami replies and it feels like the earth drops out from under Danzo, but he hasn't started falling yet.
"You are—?" Danzo asks. Kagami blinks his big dark eyes in confusion and looks over to Torifu, whose brow is also furrowed.
"Yeah?" Torifu answers. "I thought we talked about it before, but maybe you’d gone to piss or something. I've been matched with a shipping merchant's daughter since I was like six."
That Danzo had already known. Instead he silently looks to Kagami, who nods.
"Mine was always going to be in-clan," Kagami confirms. "I only knew who exactly a couple of weeks ago, though, which is why it came up."
Of all the possible information gaps, this one blindsiding Danzo makes it worse somehow. He needs better information. He needs Kagami to stop smiling at him, tentative and expectant, cute and shy, with no idea how it twists the knife.
"Congratulations," Danzo says, the word like poison on his tongue. He looks away, looks for any excuse to change the subject, and looks into the fire and ashes. He fumbles for a kunai in his pouch, and stabs one of the sweet potatoes. The skin splits easily on the blade, and the kunai goes all the way through. "I think the food is ready, by the way. Shall we eat?"
That is enough distraction for them, if not himself.
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brainworms of the danzo kagami akimichi team just hanging out and chatting about girls and marriage but danzo is secretly crushing on kagami (onesided) and is getting wrecked by
kagami casually saying that danzo is handsome and eligible
getting to hold kagami's wrist (they were all comparing build)
kagami jokingly asking danzo if he'd like to marry into the uchiha clan
a reveal that kagami is already matched to another Uchiha
@craneace please take your worms away from me
#i dont even know what to tag them as#shimura danzo#uchiha kagami#akimichi torifu#made in denialcity#watch me colonise every named character that was only mentioned with a 2s appearance#ill post this on ao3 soon
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haven’t had enough time to draw s5 adrinette to convey just how much this is genuinely the only thing on my mind
#why is ml doing the most when i also have to be doing the most(graduating)#after may 6 I am free (installation date for the senior art show)#(I wont be free i'll have to be doing my real schoolwork then. but maybe I can draw pictures of Them also)#did you guys know that theeyre literally in love. and that they know about it. im going to die#the power of love always so strong!!!!!!!!!!!!literally!!!!!#ook I have to go to bed so much#I dont even know what episodes to tag#ml#ml spoilers#ml s5#miraculous ladybug season 5#ml season 5#adrinette#my art#ml perfection#perfection spoilers#ml migration#migration spoilers#ml derision#derision spoilers#ml protection#protection spoilers#ok that's all im doing. im tired. hopefully thats enough
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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needed to draw something this year for tomes bday...really wanted to draw her highschool friends
#anybody else get a lil choked up that she was able to find some girl friends and find connections with them... just me?#idk i think its so sweet how focused the spinoff was about this group of normal highschool girls... theyre not even espers or anything#my baby really has grown up!! <- reigen probably after offering her 300 yen an hour#i had to guess the hair colors for 3 of them cuz like well... theres no damn reigen spinoff ova yet...! they dont got official colors!!#wait hoshida doesnt have official colors either... he better be a brunet its canon to me at this point#also after reading the spinoff manga i realize i draw hoshida so small... hes a third year and is probably not nearly as short as i think..#my bad if ur a kid i just assume ur under 5'3 half the time... what a bad habit... ill draw him more taller next time lolo#my art#mp100#mob psycho 100#reigen spinoff#tome kurata#hoshida origo#wait their names...?? i only know keiko and misa... i think the fujos name is yume... i dont know the joke girls name!! sorry i cant tag...
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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im so fucking tired of the disrespect gifmakers get on the gifmaker website
#kai.txt#negativity tw#(sorry these are gonna be a lot of tags. i have a lot of feelings and i dont know where else to put them)#we make gifs and nobody reblogs them#when they do get reblogged all people want to tell you is that your gifs arent good enough to them and rip it to shreds#'you're missing x' 'why didnt you do y' 'if i made this i would have abc' 'hey op ur wrong and this is why' 'i dont like this op'#reposters dont even reblog your fucking gifset but they'll save your gifs to repost later asking for how to do something#that they could have asked you how to do in the fucking first place#we reblog ourselves constantly because nobody else will and maybe to make our work look like it has more notes than it does#to make ourselves feel better about the lack of interaction we're getting#and then when we TALK about this frustration we have. people who are too afraid to say it to our faces#go on anon in our askboxes and tell us how we're somehow selfish for wanting people to interact with the sets#that we spent time on. hours. days. WEEKS in some cases#or we get anons who tell us the reason we dont have notes are because we arent good at gifmaking in the first place#but this is all on anon. because they're too scared to tell it to our faces#they're too scared for us to see that they ARENT a gifmaker and that they dont know how to do it any better either#they dont see us as people doing something we love as a hobby. they see us as content machines that dance like court jesters#im just so fucking tired of the disrespect#and this sentiment goes for more than just gifmakers. graphicmakers. artists. literally any creative hobby shared on this site#we get treated like shit and for what? literally for fucking what.
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I'm not sure if I believe the "Wakaba Isshiki did unethical experiments" theory in the fandom, but I do think this is the biggest proof of it in-game:
Because how the hell would she know that?
The first explanation is that she did experiments by sending people into palaces and then testing what happens to them if the palace collapses. Which is messed up for obvious reasons.
The second explanation is that she did NOT test it, meaning she was just making shit up. Which is funny but also would make her a terrible scientist. This explanation is less believable because everything else about her research is too accurate.
There's also a theory that Wakaba did unethical experiments on Akechi specifically. I'm not sure I believe that, since the evidence for it is pretty shallow (like the featherman game scientist experimenting on grey pigeon). But this scene is once again the biggest argument you could make for that theory. The researcher in the image above refers to palaces by their correct term 'palaces', which they say was based on Wakaba's research. But that's only something you would know with firsthand experience of the metaverse. And the only person they know who could access the metaverse was Akechi (that we know of, but i dont think Shido would rely only on Akechi if there were other options).
So yeah this scene is very sus. It's most likely the writers didn't think too deep about the implications. There's no way they wanted Futaba's mom to be sketchy, right? But even if it's not intentional, the scenes and their implications still exist. So in conclusion those theories make sense, I get it, and I don't blame anyone for headcanoning them and having fun. And tbh anyone involved with cognitive psience was portrayed as some degree of unethical (maruki for example), maybe this is just on-brand
#i really wish the game explained what the cognitive psience research thing was like more#like WHO are those people following joker at the end of the game. and WHO are those men escorting akechi in the end credits#shuake always matching because theyre both being stalked by men in suits for some unexplained reason#also about that featherman game#we all know grey pigeon is supposed to be akechi#but personally i dont think the scientist in that game is wakaba. thematically it feels more like shido#but regardless the game implies some stuff that akechi went through#either he was experimented on by cognitive pscientists (if you take the game literally)#or it's supposed to be a metaphor for the grooming shido did to him. endangering his life and controlling him with promises and praise#uggghggh thats so awful. someone pls just let the boy be happy#my post#persona 5#persona 5 royal#wakaba isshiki#futaba sakura#goro akechi#p5r wakaba#p5r futaba#p5r akechi#shido masayoshi#phantom thieves#p5r shido#p5r analysis#p5r meta#persona 5 meta#p5r#shuake#tagged shuake because i mentioned them in the tags even if the post itself isnt rlly about them
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Who?
(Can't do digital art again yet. Traditional has been fun, though. Click for not blurry quality)
#dca#daycare attendant#moondrop#sundrop#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#fnaf eclipse#ruin eclipse#dca fandom#fanart#villain.jpeg#this was done in less than an hour and if you desire the lore and meaning behind it#it went through many stages. I didn't plan it I was taking a break from drawing l/o/t/r characters#initially it was going to be a creepy sun emboding moon's whole thing. Then moon playing pretend and mascarading as sun#then a nod to sun and moon being indeed the same person. something I usually dont draw because I view them as separate#then I accidentally added in moon's hat even though I already had the rays. because I rarely draw sun so it's instinct#and this all started because I had this vivid image of sun's wide eyes in shadows so deep you can make out his ghostly white iris#point is: not even I the artist know if this is eclipse. if this is sun. if this is moon. if this is them mid switch. this is the DCA#traditional art#done with grey brush pen tgat I added water to. a black brush. black fineliner. and several layers of white pencil to wash out that eye#(it was painted black)#plus white watercolour for the iris#yes I had to do it like this. the camera doesn't capture it well but in person all that work made the eye exactly how I envisioned it#what a tag rant for a fanart that took less than an hour before dinner lmao
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Old rough gijinka raidon designs
#pokemon#koraidon#miraidon#paprika#basil#I just wanted to tag them because these are their raidons specifically </3#DONT THINK ABOUT THE IMPLICATIONS OK <3#dont even ask about paprika and basil’s lore bro#I’ve had two years to think about it and I still don’t know what their deal is#anyway I like these designs. I would revamp them but I don’t feel like it#ALSO I didn’t realize it until making this post but the sv anniversary is TOMORROW?#I completely forgot </3#ocs
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You ever just see a Mouthwashing take that makes you want to bang your head into a wall? I literally just saw someone claim Curly couldn't have been emotionally abused by Jimmy before the crash because he was in a higher position of power than Jimmy.
-Shrimp Anon
The mouthwashing fandom has shown me that people genuinely do believe that certain types of abuse are not as detrimental as other types especially when they deem those immune/resistant, ergo, believing one is objectively worse no matter how it affects the person nor the intersections of power, history and dynamics at play.
Get ready cause this is a yap session:
Cause like it's heavily implied that Curly and Jimmy's friendship was toxic and abusive, pointedly in the direction of how Jimmy uses Curly's belief/comfort in him. Curly wasn't forced to enable Jimmy but he was emotional and mentally on edge around him in almost every scene in some way. Mental and emotional abuse are not contingent on what positions you have at work. Yeah, he's Jimmy's boss but he was Jimmy's friend first and it's like getting into Psych discussion to talk about how social power tends to overshadow any perceived organizational power in the human mind. People are concerned about their jobs ofc but they tend to hang onto and put more value/investment into their personal relationships, hence why there tends to be laws and restrictions around mixing the two.
I always see the sentiments that "Curly is a grown ass man", "Curly is bigger than Jimmy", "Curly is Jimmy's boss", "He just needed a backbone" as criticisms of Curly and while I do agree that on the surface level all of these to be true and viable ways Curly could've taken more control of the situation, I often look at the parallels of Anya and Curly as victims of Jimmy pre/post crash.
The way Jimmy talks to Anya post crash is how he talked to Curly in the pre-crash segments. It's hard to pin-point mainly because we know he hates and wants nothing to do with Anya compared to his contrary but similarly handled obsessions with Curly. It's a weird sort of "honey-moon" effect of abuse Jimmy does in terms of emotional and mental victimization. He is always horrid to Anya, always talking down or questioning her abilities and thoughts in a situation, this of course includes the harassment and assault. However, he has a moment of attempted gentleness/conditioning when he question her about the mouthwash when she's contemplating drinking it at the table. The key difference is he has no personal investment in Jimmy outside wanting nothing to do with him, meaning there is no sort of romanticized version of him that he can condition her off of. He knows this, hence, why he always reverts to trying to make her to scared to oppose him.
This sort of give and take of "kindness" doesn't work on her because she knows he is just doing it to take more from her than whatever he could possibly give but it reflects even the "softer" scenes between him and Curly where he always rewords or rephrases Curly's sentiments and concerns to sound more shallow. He is feigning a deeper understanding by reworking Curly's emotions into something bad and needing to be hidden. Everything is laced with envy and resentment, an outburst just around the corner, I mean he even slams the table in the birthday party scene, a tactic in emotional manipulation to set the victim on edge and cloud their ability to respond. Even if Curly knows Jimmy won't get physical in that moment, the physical actions is intended to make him back down in the confrontation in case it does. This is something that is just not person specific. It ingrains itself into how you interact with the world and life and it shows in major and minor ways with Curly.
Post-crash, the abusive nature is more in tandem to the physical victimization Anya went through and the stripping of voice and autonomy we see take place. Like the parasite in HFIM, Jimmy speaks for Curly most of the time and puts words in his mouth, similarly to how he takes Anya's plans as his own. He very commonly, with the both of them mind you, supplements the worst aspects of himself into them; pettiness, selfishness, lack of understanding... And tries to cover himself with their best qualities; kindness, planning, initiative, etc...
These parallel are just to say that positional power has little to do with if a person can be abused and how it can even be flipped to further the abuse. There is no doubt that Curly could've picked up on Jimmy's envy of his position hence another reason he never confronted him as a Captain but as a friend as doing so would immediately put Jimmy in a space to be confrontational/combative.
I think the disdain some people have when they talk about the heavily implied if not implicitly stated emotional/mental abuse Curly experienced being Jimmy's friend is when treating it as an excuse to why he didn't do more. I can understand that completely because it is not an excuse to why he didn't do more but is a very real reason people in his position in these scenarios can experience whether in the context of a work or social environment. However, I also think the way people talk about it really does demonstrate a bigger problem when talking about abuse when somehow who is/was abused is either part of the issue or enabled it.
Harkening back to the sentiments about Curly's inaction regarding Jimmy, I think the exact phrases I used/have seen show how there is an inherent belief that it is easier to overpower the effects of emotional/mental abuse that go in tandem with the perception of Curly as someone who should be able to. There is not an age you suddenly stop being susceptible to abuse nor a set point or low where you realize how it has affected you. You don't suddenly know to stand up or put a face on to face your abuser nor admit that you inadvertently enabled them to subjugate someone else to the same treatment. Maybe it's my psych brain but their is this growing belief that direct action is somehow easy or always the best method with the game shows you instances where it is not always the case. In real life that rings true too. He should have done more, but it's not impossible to see why he struggled to find a way or didn't even if it makes us mad.
It's not easy to suddenly gain a "back-bone". You don't immediately want to resort to aggression, especially if it mirrors the type you were a victim to. You don't want to believe you allowed yourself to be treated this bad, let it get that bad or allowed something bad to happen to someone else. It is easy to be in denial, to retreat to your thoughts or make excuses to avoid the painful truth. It's frustrating but in a way we know is relatable. It why we both hate and love Curly for it. We know we'd be better, we think we'd be better, we like to think we wouldn't falter in the same ways but it's always easier to say that from the outside looking in. It's easy to see what he was doing wrong because we are seeing it, not him, but the game really does make you picture what you would do if this was your raw reality and it's why this debate about Curly seems so never ending/contradictory. We can all say what we'd do but bottom line is that's much different when you're in the moment with all the emotions and human feelings attached.
I personally think Mouthwashing tackles the themes of rape culture, enabling, toxic masculinity, types of abuse and patriarchy in ways that are meant to deconstruct the typical straightforward views we mostly have of these concepts and how little subtilities of them are just as, if not more, detrimental than the overt/obvious parts. The game deals with the idea of little details and bigger picture in a way to show that sometimes the bigger picture is not the issue but the little details that make it up. It's why I have a personal dislike of depictions of Jimmy as the typical horrible person who would of course do something like this because the game is about noticing the little warning signs, the foreshadowing and foresight.
It's why I dislike the typical discussion of "bro code" and "boys will be boys" for the game because the game makes a point to avoid the standard depictions of such. It is about the type of men who still enable despite not condoning, agreeing or even perpetuating harmful beliefs because they can't see the little details or the ways it seeps into their everyday. The severity is not obvious to them as it was not obvious to Curly, Swansea or even Daisuke the way it was to a woman like Anya. There are little details about Jimmy that should ring alarms but if you are too naive like Daisuke, too distant like Swansea or too conditioned like Curly, they are just off markers.
There is 100% more constructive/concise ways to say "Curly was a victim of Jimmy's abuse on an emotional and mental aspect that clouded his judgements and perceptions in the scenario" while also critiquing on the side of "Curly still had a responsibility to protect Anya as a crew mate and Captain that he failed to do due to biases and stigma's he failed to surpass" without the weird condemnation people give him about should've knowing better than to let himself be manipulated by a person he considered a close, if not family/best-friend and had his own reasons to trust initially. Also stop being weird about victims of abuse in general with this fandom, like sorry not everyone has a like social epiphany the moment someone's nasty to them. People are treating it like you immediately know when you are in a toxic relationship immediately or comprehend when a person is actively dangerous and either it's your fault for not knowing how to leave/cut them off or you deserve it. Like the hypocrisy of people believing how certain fans treat the story reflect their irl views but not their own is crazy.
End statement is: I honestly don't even know man, I've been writing this too long and just like no man on that ship was perfect or really helped Anya when it mattered and I feel like pitting them against each other in discussion on who did the least or most or how it was justified sucks cause in the end Anya always did the most and best thing for herself.
#i also think it is because mouthwashing is first and foremost a game about rape culture and the patriarchy especially in work spaces#regarding women and centering conversation around Curly a man rubs people wrong because it does overshadow that commentary#but it still mixes other topics into its initial theming and message on how abuse conditions you to accept certain things that are harmful#and how getting used to a culture/enviornment does not mean you are happy healthy or most importantly safe in it. I personally like to#explore those aspects where it mixes all the themes so we can discuss the ways you have to watch out for things because there is a differen#in the idea Curly enabled Jimmy just because they were bros and because he was an example of another man afraid to step out from what#is a still oppressive system that does try to punish those who act against it even if they fall in the category of those who would benefit#from it as Jimmy and PE 100% represent that sort of misogynistic system where men that would be “good” are altered until they follow line#in a way both on the personal and professional level as PE is the corporate lock out and Jimmy represents the social and its just the issue#that the discussion of it sounds like “in defense of men” when I am more so trying to discuss how it is much deeper than men being scared t#upset other men but complacency is rewarded by not becoming another person subjugated hence as all the moments Curly does try to do#something we can tie it back to how Jimmy reacts and a possible penality from PE where we now need to address the ways to combat those#two concepts so we dont get cases like Curly or Daisuke or Swansea where male avoidance of the issue is considered neutral or even good.#i think most of this boils down the perfect victim mentality to where if someone who underwent or is being abused is not a perfect example#or accpetible type than their abuse can not be considered a valid or substantial reason for effects on their behavior compounded with the#fact that Anya's abuse at the hands of Jimmy is a systematic issue that Curly is a part of even if unwillingly and was more physically#violating and topical cause sometimes i have to remind myself that all media is still critiqued through the lens of the culture it came out#in cause i do think about what if this game came out inlike 2014 like the conversations would be sooooooo different could you imagine it?#but back the before statement Curly isn't perfect but I feel like boiling it down if hes a good person or man is not the point of the game#but more so good people can still be part of the problem and the idea of condemning a person for one act creates a false sense of#rightouesness and justice that does not aid the victim and in fact aids the abusers in escaping blame for their mulitple behaviors as we se#how the men on the ship tend to blame Jimmy for just one act against them including himself while there is a plethora of things Anya is#concerned about with Jimmy#and its not that Curly just made one mistake with Jimmy but more so we consider his actions more damning because he didn't stop Jimmy#instead of focusing on the fact Jimmy did what he did regardless of Curly and the consequence because we already know he's bad n maladjuste#which is problem in the conversation where the individuals are blamed but the system and perputrator are overlooked in a sense of acceptiab#complacency as we know how they are and the lack of tangibility to personally affect them on a larger scale like I should just make a post#on like cutting out the face when it comes it confronting systems of oppression rather than tag talking but just ask me to clarify if#you want that like im jus trying to say we avoid talking about Jimmy and PE so much cause it is obvious what they do wrong that we make#the initial and inherent problem out to be one aspect someone in this case Curly does and the the constraints they use to force actions
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apparently theres some rain world fandom discourse going around?? thats crazy anyways heres my gourmand and artificer as one of my favorite pieces of sonic fanart (its the last one)
#yeah they are kind of just. ocs now. whoops#i actually have no clue whats going on right now honestly i just see posts about it all the time and go wow thats crazy anyways#ill keep drawing my silly little guys............#do you guys want. more transgener gourmand. i have several fun little drawings of them that are totally not me projecting#debating about posting them..............#we'll see we'll see#rain world#my art#anthro au#do we even use that tag anymore??? i dont even know man#rainworld#various meanderings
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Not feeling the art flow recently, but that's ok :))
All 4 of them won't leave my brain, I hate them all <33
#i dont even know what to tag for this#im in a spiral with fixations#send help#i hate them all sm#they're the same just leave me aloneeee#lmk#lego monkie kid#lego monkey kid fanart#monkie kid#macaque#lmk six eared macaque#sun wukong#lmk macaque#lmk monkey king#sonic prime#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime season 2#silly redraws#shadowpeach#sonadow#idk anymore#sketches#art#nounaarts
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tfone character card descriptions
elita-1, ironhide, brawn, trackers, optimus prime, starscream, d-16 (x2), jazz (cogged), b 127, wheeljack, sideswipe
"Elita is a dilligent worker and a leader who always gets the job done, no matter the odds. She always puts dedication to her job first. Elita is proud to have overcome difficult challenges with her peers and come out on top."
"Ironhide, a low-level miner on Cybertron, was inspired by Orion, who had obtained the Transformer Gear, to participate in the revolution to overthrow the rule of the Autobots, and eventually followed Optimus Prime to become a warrior of the Autobots."
"As a classic character in past stories, Dahan (brawn i think idk) was still unknown at this time, just like other Transformers who became famous in the future. He made a special appearance in the movie as a miner without transformation gears."
"Silver Trackers are elite law enforcers under the command of the Enemy and Black Woman (airachnid??), responsible for maintaining order in Iron Fortress and ensuring the safety of the Enemy. They are good at quickly eliminating threats before they take shape."
"Optimus Prime inherited the will of the original Kongs and became the leader of Cybertron. Chosen by the leadership module, he will fight for all sentient life, resist oppression and defend freedom." (I assume original kongs mean the primes)
"Starscream is the leader of the High Guard. He is not afraid to challenge anyone who threatens his leadership, but if he finds that the chances of winning are slim, he will decisively give in."
"D-16 is a hard-working man, and his excellent physical strength always comes in handy when needed. As one of the best miners, D-16 is satisfied with his current life, but he also has a side that desires to break the rules."
"D-16 is one of the best miners, but he also has a desire to break the rules. Under the entrustment of Alpha Trion, D-16 obtained the transformation gear left by (some prime idk) and gained the ability to transform into a Cybertron tank."
"As a low-level miner on Cybertron, Jazz was inspired by Orion, who had obtained the Transformer Gear, and participated in the revolution to overthrow the rule of the Autobots. He eventually followed Optimus Prime and became a warrior of the Autobots."
"B-127 has been alone deep underground in the Iron Citadel for a long time. He has not spoken to other Cybertronians for a long time. When he finally met new Cybertronians, he was always aggressive and chatty, but he meant no harm."
"As a classic character in the past stories, Wheeljack was still unknown at this time, just like other Transformers that became famous later. He made a special appearance in the movie as a miner without a transforming gear." (i dont get it either)
"Death trackers are elite law enforcers under the command of the prime and the airachnid, responsible for maintaining order in the Iacon and ensuring the safety of the prime. They are good at quickly eliminating threats before they take shape."
"As a low-level miner on Cybertron, Sideswipe was inspired by Orion, who had obtained the Transformer Gear, to participate in the revolution to overthrow the rule of the Autobots, and eventually followed Optimus Prime to become a warrior of the Autobots."
these guys are SNATCHED LOOK AT THOSE WAISTS oh my days
#translations are from google i dont take credit i dont even know if theyright 😔 i changed some to what i think? it is but idk take withsalt#Ignore the photocard holder and subsequent white glair. it's fugly i know#they are much more holo in person trust trust#Im still sick as fuck i won't shut up until this injustice is righted and the wrong commited against be is overturned#BUT I PREVAIL I CANNOT BE STOPPED i refuse to rest until i become unconscious by force and overexhaustion#you're insane if you think im tagging all of them#elita one#elita 1#tf one elita#transformers one#tf one#Tf one brawn#Brawn#ironhide#Tf one ironhide#Optimus prime#tf one optimus prime#starscream#tf one starscream#d 16#tf one d 16#Jazz#Tf one jazz#b 127#tf one b127#tf one bumblebee#Wheeljack#Tf one wheeljack#Sideswipe#Tf one sideswipe
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The L Word: Lookbook ↳ 2.01, Life, Loss, Leaving
#the l word#jennifer schecter#mia kirshner#bette porter#jennifer beals#shane mccutcheon#kate moennig#tina kennard#laurel holloman#kit porter#pam grier#ivan aycock#kelly lynch#dana fairbanks#erin daniels#alice pieszecki#leisha hailey#carmen de la pica morales#sarah shahi#ok i tried to find the two random farmers market lesbians but i couldnt#easily the highlight of the ep for me but also tbf anytime the l word has LESBIANS in the background or whatever who look anything less tha#the supermodel perfect appealing main ensemble my eyes get huge and i see You. I . See. You. doesnt even matter if theyre just acting lets#just enjoy the peeks of reality the l word gives us so briefly#jenny staring at them Sigh jenny u were so butchfemme tbh if only chaiken knew how to 'write' or could envision lesbians who didnt look lik#like... like this like that like perfectly feminine conventionally attractive amalgamations of Showtime Produced Television#anyway her staring at them and also soon when she gets the haircut like i just know what u are#anyway theyre all cute here i also forgot this was the bizarre kit realising ivan is like i dont even know actually like whatever#more of my tags will be along this line as this entire season goes down again#but again jennys cute waitress outfit and ugh#tlwlb
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