#i dont dream often
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Had the wierdest dream I was on an ebike one of the real fat tired ones going from derby back to my parents house and there was NO ONE around it was kind of creepy but also nice if you know connecticut drivers anyway as I'm biking I notice gas dropping, like the first station I pass is 1.99 and I do a double take then the next one a little further down is 1.09 and I almost stop but that gas station is notorious for being Scary so I finally stop at the next one and it's at 90 cents and I watch it go down to 70 and I'm like fucckkkk I don't have a car but I want to take advantage of this bc the only other time I've seen gas under a dollar was at the very beginning of the pandemic. So I go into what I thought was a store to see if they have cannisters but it was a credit union and a bunch of older people wanted my help bc it was all automated but I didn't know how to do it either. Somebody else eventually figures it out but by the time I leave it's dark so I'm worried bc the bike doesn't have any lights and I'm wearing dark clothes but I'm like 10 minutes away and the roads are still empty so I decide to keep going just take the side roads bc there is still NO ONE driving. I do but I accidentally take the worst road(this one exists irl) that's basically a sheer cliff you go up and I'm doing fine bc of the e part of the e bike but I have to lean back for something at the top after looking at the pretty view of the town with all the lights on in the dark. The bike does a wheelie and I fall back down the hill with it and die when I land at the bottom a real splat situation but it was annoying bc it was one of those dreams where when u die u don't wake up you just feel it??? And I'm lying there pissed AF bc I know it's a dream and I should wake up so I can stop feeling my viscera on the hot asphalt and then finally I did wake up
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I dont ship real people but i had a dream the other night we have a Dawntrial launch event/media tour where the Scions + new people have like a "red carpet event" and all was well (eg: twins "disneybounding" the twins for their outfit) EXCEPT these two muppets (affectionate)
soft launched their relationship, with Ben making a post like "My jill" or something. And they both basically hung off each other all night. And people had issues (obvious group) because they didn't approve of Ben. Was very strange. Peter Branhil was cackling about it though.
I decided I didnt miss having dreams
#tags to sort my blog#i dont dream often#was very weird and i dont hope for this they can be mates but dating is too far#not putting this in their name tags for obvious reasons.#but I DO WANT a Dawntrial media/press tour/official launch with least the key VAs in the story if not full
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are we to the point yet that dream smp fanfictions are being edited and rewritten to be full-fledged published novels? because like. i give it another three years tops
#y'all dont know how often i daydream about trying to do something like that#dream smp#dsmp#mika-posts
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consumed by the inevitable
#messyr#you know- I kept thinking: One day. The cage will be open but I feel like I'll stay. Because if I run- I'd wind up dead from their bullet#so I just- tend to- follow as much as I want to rebel and put sense into this fuckass household. I hate seeing the others in pain as well#and it hurts more that it feels like I can NEVER be the one to break this cycle of abuse- when I knew from the start- when I knew too much#but here I am ending up like the rest of them- helpless and unable to do jackshit about the situation. I cant say or do anything at all!#I dont want to end up like them- if anything I want to BREATHE- i want all of us to LIVE without this pain that has existed for generations#I want to help so bad no matter how much I know I am unloved.#no matter how much hate i carry- no matter how much burden- Underneath it all- I'm devoted to them- that's how fucked up I am#i know i'll never be enough. I know how often I think of death and wish it.#But I have a dream to achieve and I am not planning to die until I reach it. Not yet. If pain is where I strive best then so be it.#doodle#vent art#artists on tumblr#bpd#toxic behavior#learned helplessness
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the thing that sets apart hua cheng from most other devotee/worshipper-type relationships in other media is that hua cheng would actually throw himself on his knees and crawl across the floor if xie lian wanted to, he would demean himself without shame because shame comes from the perception that you have done something wrong or foolish in another's eyes, and hua cheng would never see his god's will as either, nor care for anyone's else's opinion
#i was so happy when i read tgcf because this is what i mean when i want hopelessly devoted love interests#too many of these (dark) fantasy male love interests dont even treat her with basic respect#like what do you MEAN they drag her around and demean her#theyre often assholes at best and abusers at worst#there is no devotion or worshipping to be found#''he would kill for her'' but would he make peace with his enemies for her?? would he SAVE his enemies for her??#hua cheng would#hua cheng also wouldnt dream of ordering xie lian around#he told xie lian once not to get involved with the wind and water master but when xie lian did that anyone#all he said was ''thats okay baby i told you before: just do what you want to do ill be here for you either way<3''#he only intervenes more forcefully for xie lian's protection and he clearly HATES doing that#sorry for the vent but im tired of seeing the worshipper trope done so badly!!#where are the statues!! the murals!! the devouring need to be with them!! why arent these men on their knees!!!#hua cheng#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#xie lian#hualian
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me knowing ALL about mcyt and my irl friend not means it's very funny when we're playing minecraft servers together (usually murder mystery on bedrock) and someone has a mcyt skin. because in my head i'm like THE MURDERER IS THE PERSON IN A BIGB SKIN!!! that is the quickest and easiest way to describe it! but she has no idea who BigB (or anyone else) is so i have to describe it. So I'm cursed with knowledge. This week she was asking what someone's skin was supposed to be and I had to confess, voice weary, "I think it's meant to be the youtuber Dream." And she was like oh, didn't he do something recently that made everyone hate him? And I was like. my beloved friend. the question you should be asking is what HASNT he done in the last four years that made people hate him
#i havent paid attention to usernames but there is either one person with a bigb skin who plays a lot#or more people than i would initially think who have a bigb skin playing#because i actually see his skin the most often!#others i've spotted include: dream ofc and georgenotfound. and probably another hermit or something?#i dont remember but i occasionally spot someone or see someone with a username that clearly references mcyt
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hi chat guess who's back
#THIS HYPERFIXATION ISNT FUNNY#IVE BEEN HYPERFIXATING SO HARD ON DANGANRONPA TO THE POINT THAT I CAN HEAR CHARACTERS SPEAK TO ME#IN MY EAR#I CAN HEAR MONOKUMA'S STUPID FUCKING PUHUHUHUHU LAUGH EVERY SO OFTEN AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE#I DONT DREAM#BUT I DREAMT OF PLAYING DANGANRONPA#AND NAGITO'S HOPELESSLY STUCK IN MY HEAD I HATE HIM#this is it this is my return to tumblr#all because a friend of mine rambled to me about danganronpa until 5 in the fucking morning#i hate this twink#nagito komaeda#danganronpa nagito#danganronpa#danganronpa 2#danganronpa: goodbye despair#aiden.png
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scream and shout , trickle down and down , ill build a home at sea.
#first two links r the art in better quality and the last is the song !!! =o#i dont support d ream and neither should u hes a freak#this is cdream his fucked up and evil roleplay character#exile arc#abuse implied#bruises tw#blood tw#ctommy#c!tommy#c!dream#c!dream fanart#c!tommy fanart#c!tommy hurt#been listening to that song so often idk its just exile coded to me. ocean themed and other stuff#this art is basically just ctommy messing about . daily logsted activites . its not a home but its all hes got#while cdream stands there observing probably laughing at jokes ctommy makes or just at him#dsmp#dsmp fanart#exile cw#injury cw
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Get well soon dream 🫶🤒🥣
god please take all of dreams illness double it and give it to admin ross
#kaiipivara draws#dreamwastaken fanart#dream fanart#get well soon dream#patches made him soup 🥣#i dont even remember when i drew this#poor soul gets sick so often :(
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Dreamcatcher (sfw)
(or who has dreams, nightmares, and anything in between)
Sakura has dreams and nightmares, although most of the time he only remembers snippets. Prone to gasping awake or shooting up into sitting position during nightmares. The type to have dreams about his friends and feel like they’re at fault for what happened. Once he had a dream Nirei stole his food and he wouldn’t let Nirei sit next to him during lunch the next day without telling him specifically he better back off his sandwiches.
Whenever Hiragi has a nightmare, stomach cramping follows. Whether it’s his stomach causing them or them causing further stomach distress, he’ll never know, but he has tea and medicine to settle down before trying again. Mumbles in his sleep on occasion, and it’s really kind of cute.
It’s no surprise Umemiya is a dreamer. Sure maybe once in a blue moon he’ll have a bad one, but for the most part they’re really weird and silly. Loves to talk about them at breakfast the next morning, recounting his time flying with a penguin, or being chased by trolls. He remembers the whole thing usually, though he’s such a deep sleeper that once he’s worn himself out enough and has one of those big, drool inducing rests, he just sleeps with no dreams to be had.
Suo is vague, beats around the bush, and generally likes to joke around. When he tells his friends he dreams in black and white? He’s actually telling the truth! He doesn't have good or bad dreams often, but when he does, he likes to laugh about them in the morning. Something about them looking like he’s watching an old movie makes them all the more funny.
Kaji has nightmares more than dreams, but mostly he sleeps without either. He’ll be in a shit mood the next day though, because the nightmare will have him tossing and turning, trying to find the comfiest spot on the bed that seems to have disappeared in the hour or so it took him to be woken by it. Another sleep mumbler. He can actually sleep with his music blasting in his ears pretty easily too!
Kotoha dreams most of the time. She’ll exchange sleep stories with Ume, but hers always seem to be a little tamer than his. Has a diffuser that cycles through colored lights she’ll put on if she has a dream she deems ‘not great’ and a stuffed dragon her siblings got her that guards her dreams on the nightstand next to her bed. Sometimes she’ll have it on the pillow next to her for no particular reason; it’s just soothing (and so soft and cute.)
#mari writes#wind breaker#wind breaker headcanons#sakura haruka#hiragi toma#umemiya hajime#kaji ren#kotoha tachibana#i dont do enough for my girl 😩#omg i forgot.#suo hayato#i might do a part 2 because i like talking abt it…i had soooo much more ume stuff i wanted to write about his sleep and dreaming#i wrote this causeee its a nightmare night for me#if i dont try and switch my brain up and do something in between ill have panic inducing nightmares throughout the night! crazy huh?#it only happens every so often though#regardless this was a good way to keep myself occupied so i didnt fall asleep too soon after#im actually insanely interested in dreams and sleep studies and the brain during sleep ohhh i love brain science#also i named it dreamcatcher cause of the kpop group#they have bangers but theres 2 songs i use to sleep when i need to chill out
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Before i sign off for the night, let me recount the Silksong Dream that's kind of stuck with me the most, lately.
It was brief, and my memories are hazy. But I remember, the longer Hornet was in Pharloom, the worse it became. Unstable. Magic flowing strangely and causing damage to property and other bugs.
And Hornet, seeing all of this, made a crucial decision; she was going to kill Pharloom. She was going to kill Pharloom...with herself inside.
#idk it seemed...grounded.#it seemed like a premonition#like I can see tc doing that#(she was also slowly turning into a monster but uhhhhhhh idk about that)#(id also like to state for the record I dont have ss dreams often)
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I really like this blog most of the time, but sometimes you take reasonable earnest asks that are trying to be thoughtful, and are such a dick about it.
Like if it's the characters being dicks, fine. But you could say something in the tags or post to indicate you're not just viciously mocking someone for trying to engage.
I still haven't submitted an ask since seeing your response that led to comments along the lines of "anon should go die in a hole" for asking, pretty reasonably, why harrow would want to stay with people she didn't seem to like or want to be around or interact with.
(i know, because she does like them and does want them around but doesn't know how to show it) but it's an ASK blog. How do we hear that from her unless someone ASKS
i understand it might be surprising and a bit hurtful to see an ask answered with the characters being mean/flippant, and for that i do apologize that it wasnt made clear that it would be a common thing in this blog. id like to issue the disclaimer: there is always the possibility that the characters here will not take your question well. they might answer rudely, and instigating behavior is not only encouraged but expected on both ends. this does not reflect my personal opinions as the artist; there are over 250 asks even after i constantly compile duplicates, and i will answer the asks that i personally like.
i will assume you are referencing the two most recent posts where gideon acts rudely and i repost an old panel: for the former i thought anon was really sweet for being so heartfelt and encouraging, but gideon isnt the kind of person who needs to be told shes brave for doing that by a stranger. it was a simple act of survival. and harrow is still very much in the passive deprogramming phase. the latter response was meant to kickstart (spoilers) what i will call the "dicks last resort" arc, where i clean out the inbox and share more simple, low effort, but potentially rude responses*. this is because i have roughly drawn almost daily for 87 days straight, and would like to recuperate without being burnt out because i love this blog and i love art.
this leads me to my next point: some of these answers will be curt and short and rude, because they are easy to draw. if i only prioritized the "good" asks or to make certain ask responses kinder, or longer, it wouldnt be a daily blog. it would be a monthly blog where 5 asks get answered among 100s. i didnt anticipate people asking about harrows piercings, and i considered shutting it down by just having harrow say she likes them etc. but i did want to give more insight into harrows character even if she wouldnt say so herself, and that took roughly 3 full unemployed nights. if i treated every ask in good faith the same way i wouldnt have time for anything else, because they take more effort and have to be seriously considered for the future. i can retcon their favorite ice cream or play off griddlehark fighting - it takes more to keep track of a narrative about people talking Around their issues
* by rude responses i mean "this will affect the 679ers negatively, much like making your sim 🧑🤝🧑➖➖ someone" there are a few asks planned to hurt in the same way one drafts a bad end in a visual novel, and this type of interaction is encouraged. of course if you dont want them to get worse dont send asks telling gideon she should flirt with MILFs (you cant send this ask now i already said it), but i encourage the banter.
TL;DR this is the "characters think you are weird for personal questions" blog. i am sorry i didnt warn of the ask-response banter, because i also enjoy drawing these characters being dicks. i do like when aggravation and conflict leads to character development. "how do we get earnest answers unless someone asks" sometimes you will never explicitly get that from them, and thats what the dead ends are for: to let you know to try something else and read between the lines
#the reason why i did not say anything sooner is because i do not like making ooc posts on here often. i want a little intrigue and mystery#i dream of when people will actively discuss in tags and notes how best to confront these characters#actual ooc#and i will say. i will not remember to indicate in the tags that i am not mocking the ask every time#i cannot be responsible for managing everyones feelings if they are hurt that harrowhark or gideon reacted badly#which i have seen people do! in the notes saying that gideons behavior makes them hate her a little! good!#if you dont like the direction this blog turns then i would encourage you to interact selectively
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playing with my touys (color) + some bonus doodles ^_^
#lune.jpg#dsmp fanart#dream smp fanart#ranboo#ranboo fanart#tubbo#tubbo fanart#DONT WORRY CURLY HORNS TUBBO IS STILL MY NORMAL CTUBBO DESIGN#this is just a secret second thing ^_^#i need to draw cranboo more often i only drew him once. in this whole sheet. I GOTTA LOCK IN AND BE INSANE ABOUT HIM AGAIN.
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i had a dream about tfone oplita and they had a mini oplita it was adorable 🥹
#THEY HAD A MINI THEMMMMMMMM#there was no war and they were just walking around a fixed iacon/tower 🥹🥹🥹🥹 holding their silly little one between them#THEIR SPARKLINGGGGGHHHHH#giggles#orion/op was pointing to the tower he was telling it about history/primes i think they were cogged because the sparkling in my head was lik#princess/prince of iacon even tho i dont think that monarchy works with primes/matrix I DON'T CARE THOOOOO#I don't dream/remember them often but I always tend to when it involves oplita or elita 🥹🥹 i hve them written in my oplita notes folder#IT WAS SO CUTE#oplita#AND THEN *I* HAD TO WAKE UP. HOW FUCKING RUDE.#theyhadtheirownsparklingmumbles#in my dreams they have cute domestic bliss but in cannon one gets hit by a cannon and the other.is always cursed to fucking die#my dreams are compensating for the trauma shit cannon puts me and oplita through#elita one#transformers#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#tf one elita#optimus prime#orion pax#tf one orion pax
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"I really did win, didn't I?"
#art#fanart#bfdi#battle for dream island#bfb#battle for bfb#flower bfdi#flower bfb#bfb finale cus i rlly liked that line#i dont draw backgrounds often forgive me :sob:
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kazui had tits in my dream...he normally has tits but im talking big DD milk filled tats. he was wearing a nice green wedding dress as well..... his hair was in a long low ponytail n had a middle part.... later on he was normal again but still had his middle part. he seemed sad but i told him he looked nice n he cheered up.... itd be nice if he could wear a dress in canon. okay im offline again
#kazuiloveposting#hinako wore a suit for a lil bit it looked nice. but im gay so im slightly less interested#i dont get kaz dreams as often as i used to even tho i think about him 24/7#. i dont actually know if he had milk in those thangs i just wanted to paint an accurate image in ur head. ill check next time#back to my self inflicted isolation. i am like jesus in the desert rn
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