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Hey, remember me? I found Vals sunglasses at the store the other day. So, I went back, and I bought those fucking sunglasses out of spite. Not to you, but to val. All the best! ^^
OH YOU LITTLE WH-
VAL! shut it.
Anyways, they looks great. Although I would be careful where you wear them from now on :) just a word of advice.
I admire the dedication to fucking with val, you've got my respect for that.
All the best for you too, dear viewer!
#rp account#hazbin hotel#vox rp#hazbin hotel vox#vox#hazbin vox#val#customer service questions#im sorry if the reply is late#i dont check into this account as much anymore
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did not start my day thinking I'd get called out by a "which lwj kink are you" quiz but hey
#for those interested i'll put the link in the notes#thank god no one ik irl that i've let know about my tumblr account uses this hellsite anymore#or at all really#anyways yes i got praise kink and no i dont think it was wrong lol#lmao just checked the results and yes praise being the most popular makes sense but yiling laozu kink is second most common? thats so funny#but i totally understand like we've all seen how much wwx was slaying (in all meanings of the word) as yiling laozu so i dont blame yall#jae’s thoughts#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#lwj#lan wangji#mo dao zu shi
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my biggest qualm with jedi survivor is that i can no longer press down on the dpad to hear cal + bd1 saying hi to each other any time i want :(
#cherry thoughts#star wars#jedi survivor#jedi fallen order#cal kestis#bd1#star wars jedi series#its devastating that i cant do it anymore. i would do it alllll the time in jfo and now i press it w/o thinking to only get silence :((#now my doylist mind knows its bc the developers have to account for all the cool new bd mechanics (binoculars/electricity/grinder)#but in my watsonian mind its giving “anakin doesnt talk to me anymore” which is sooooo T_T#(the “dark side” arc in js does not help this btw.) i need to play jfo just to hear them again oTL#like IS IT SO MUCH TO ASK??? if i want to hear them check in on each other ???????? i dont think so. greatest mechanic in jfo tyvm
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unfortunately following a blog here doesnt mean much to me anymore since i most frequently just check tags when i want to see something spesific rather than scroll thru my whole timeline
#me following somebody and immedietly forgetting their existence since they dont really post under whatever tags that currently interest me#before i made a tumblr account waaay back i would just go to spesific blogs i found pretty to check what they post for a long time#mostly fashion/aesthetic stuff at the time#i still go to spesific blogs sometimes like its a website to check on something spesific (but i dont follow them? idk why lol)#i guess i was a blog reader and a frequent (fandom) forum visiter/poster before i found tumblr and it happened to somewhat allign with thos#habits. yall are still blogs to me not accounts ^^#i used have two separete tumblr accounts one for more art stuff/traditional paintings one for just fandom things (zayn hehe)#i think thats why i dont scroll much anymore because when i want to see something here i just want to see that. not varied other stuff#i would curate my basic art blog on my account on laptop and just scroll on my empthy fan account on my phone to check up on things#i always say this one good thing about twitter is being able to have seperate timelines/following list/likes for your different accounts#that you can switch easily from your current device!!! let me curate my timeline more goddamit lol
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i think i finally realized why ive been feeling so damn depressed lately again
sorry for writing this here. im really hurting actually. im not good. i feel a bit helpless too. idk who to talk to bc i dont want to burden anyons and i donf feel like anything could console me right now
Like. fuck me man. thanks for saving me but. why the hell are you not here. i dont want to do this without you. i hate only being able to remember you. i was supposed to grow old with you, not without you.
And. honestly. even with all this bullshit i say here, all the endless times i spend trying to write down my feelings, abt you, about all the pain ive felt my life, it doesnt get better. not at all. and no words, no poetry takes it away and i truly feel like nobody will ever truly understand how suffocated i felt all my life.
and i want to change thanks to you but. i dont know. nothing's satisfying enough.
no matter what, i truly only feel great when im in that daydream like world you created.
and these past days ive been thinking a lot that. i really wouldnt mind dying right now. not at all. because at least i know what happiness feels like. and i want to stay in that state. probably, even in this life your music will bring me happiness, but i want to be trapped in it.
im tired of being so unseen, and even when im seen, im hurting. but i dont know whats hurting. i think im just really tired thats all.
and. ye. i feel brave tbh. i still havent posted my video to instagram, bc im not brave for that. i dont know. and i feel like a hypocrite bc everything is true that i wrote there but at the same time these are my thoughts currently
in a long while i looked up suicide methods again. i feel so hopeful, but im not really sure if really for the future. jm sorry this is probably alarming. i will probably not kill myself but. idk. im not sure actually. i dknt know what to say. i wasnt cut out for this wordly shit.i feel unlovable but even if im loved, i donf want to be. i dont want anything. just let me stsy in this quiet place snd just. disappear. i wouldnt want my family to hurt if i die but i wont know about it anyways. idk man. i feel strongly i could die calmly this time and thats nice. bc 6 years ago i was terrified, and hurt. but now im content and kind of ready idk man. its not a terrible feeling, its a "this is it, it was nice while it lasted" ig.
there are no clouds in my head actually. i truly dont feel like im thinking irrationally, i feel like this would just be like. the end goal i was looking for. to feel true love once. it was nice.
no goodbye yet bc idk how id kms even if i do. But ill tell u guys if i found something.
#you know it's funny#i still feel this way but the moment i wrote this#on tiktok one of my friends that was there for most of my times followed my secret tiktok account and#the friend that i lost last year checked my account and#i hope she fucking knows how much that means to me#because i always felt like she hstes me but i still deeply feel she cares abf me and silently looks out for me and i feel so sorry#bc in the past 4 days she has checked my account multiple times and idk man#i truly feel like she sees that im struggling i appreciate it a lot#but i could never tell her that because what if im wrong and also#i dont fit in that friendship anymore#but im still really greatful#for checking up on me even like this#*most of my life#noticed a typo#idk anyways i just really needed to scream this into the void. I didn't want to be so sad today. i just scrolled instagram to numb myself#all day. but i got off my phone it was terrible. idk. i feel im not sure i can get my shit together by monday#im sick of having to fall apart and build myself up every fucking day man. and each day i literally wake up telling myself affirmations#trying to convince myself that its oka#it will be okay at least when u are home at night. wait for that moment everyday but. im tired of waiting for night to be happy man.#i have 30 mins to either post that fuckin video and make a fool of myself bc i told myself i need to post it on the 19th. but idk man. Im#terrified it will only disappoint me. people will make fun of me. idk man. its not that funny is it. or is it? how pathetic i am for clingi#g to the only hope in my life like a fucking abandoned dog man. but what can i do. i dont want to depend on you so much. but then who shoul#i depend on? if i depend on myself im just gonna kill myself man.idk. my grief is getting worse day by day. i still practice guitar everyda#hoping that maybe you will come back or something will come back. maybe mywill to live will come back? maybe the Instrument will play a not#that I can depend on? i dont really know what im looking for thats the worst. living is uncomfortable and dark. even when im smiling with m#friends i feel lost.there's something i feel like they know and i dont. when they could name their favorite colors in kindergarten i alread#knew something was different abt me.its really isolating.not having a clue of who am i.i keep saying im finding myself more and more but tb#i still in a way like im always wearing a costume. i wonder how naked id have to be to find myself. sorry for word vomitting.it maybe helps#anyways acchan i miss you.this world feels really stale without you.i wish I could truly show how much I love you with my words or life but#i dont really think it makes a difference.my voice really doesnt matter that much in the end.maybe im too much
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hate hate hate how you have to make a twitter account to see ppls tweets now. like I deleted mine for a reason (rancid bad vibes + more ads and bots than posts) but some artists I like are ONLY on twt and :( man... I get how annoying having 23434 social medias to post stuff on is. im not really annoyed at the artists who do that (just having 1 place for their art) but im annoyed at the websites that do this -_- let me innn
#i know theres ways to get around it with 3rd party stuff but im rly not interested in doing all that. tbh#cant say tumblr or ig are much better at this#insta is mostly functional on mobile only if u have the app and an account (can be accessed thru firefox but-#if u dont have an account u can only see so many posts from someone and i think#tumblr is the same both on and off mobile if u dont have an account? last time i checked)#nd all the other art specific apps are too unknown like. cara just hasnt gained enough traction for me to be interested in joining yet#bluesky just looks like a twt clone to me and i was not interested in being on twt or its format anymore#devarts rebranding/reskinning drove me off entirely its SO bad now . ugly#the problem with a lot of those 'for artists by artists!' websites is uhh#artists NEED nonartists on a website to make money#most ppl looking for commissions are NOT artists in my experience so being on sites like insta or tumblr#where a lot of the ppl can just blog or post their own cute pics or whatever and stumble across artists?#way way better than sites that are ~artists only~. is this a hot take#lol#this got way off topic basically websites should let u browse whether or not u have an account. that is All#sanchoyorambles
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I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.
#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to#place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like#LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee#so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of#people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take#a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM)#the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore#ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team#but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up#graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made#my adhd brain go WELL SHIT#ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do#love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving#people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt#but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel#amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou#life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i#just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive#but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present#and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now#on a positive note...#my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made#a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little#im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor#i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it#but damn it im tired#thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave#if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you#please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you
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wait srs last post that account is funny as hell why are you just reblogging racist / transphobic / whatever else opinions without comment. like i get thats in the name but i feel like you should give a little disclaimer i was just scrolling down and was very confused at what their stance was supposed to be....but its also funny that they tried scrolling through my blog and the most they could find was a vague vent post. sorry for being normal i guess
#anyway if youre that desperate check out my main blog 'evandore' and while i dont use it as much anymore i only rlly got political on my#writing blog 'lavenite'#mostly i think i spokr at length abt racism and fatphobia on#on my comic blog bc i was directly responding to what i was seeing. that got a bit of hate lol but again dont use it much outside of#sporadic bursts of activity. but baby i got a whole ecosystem of accounts to comb through if youre that desperate for dirt !#my main is your best bet since ive had it since i was like 11 or something but at most i was rlly just kinda cringe lol
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LOOK @two-frogs-screaming ITS OUR BOY (mainly mine but still)!
(Look at me go rambling on the tags instead of here, I even reached the max tags-)
Fighting artist’s block with @dergshadow’s Dragon!Shadow!
Believe it or not, I was OBSESSED with dragons when I was younger (still am lol) so it’s been fun going back to the ol’ reliable scalie boys.
#i just woke up to this#omg#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#there isnt any words to explain the chaos in my brain rn#(I just realized he looks like a nightwing#and yes i do read Wings of Fire#I JUST NEED THE 9TH ONE WHY CANT I FIND IT)#the only one i based off WoF was Vio(kinda)#(aka; Sandwings)#but theyre all based on lots of different things and thats what makes it fun really#(Shadow does lowkey have that nightwing energy tho)#i would go on about what they're all based on but that'll be a lot of tags#and out of topic really#so i'll just leave this as everyone is based off on different animals/reptiles/birds#AND bulky little guy#he's based on a komodo dragon so it makes sense#SCALESSSS#they're a big pain and I'm terrified of them#the little cracks in his wings are a little detail but they SEND ME#its the little details that i really like#I'm SOBBING#THE BACKGROUND IS ALSO VERY GOOD#I forgot the add insects to the animals/reptiles/birds part#are caterpillars insects?#idk im not gonna check rn#(i would keep rambling but the tags are getting pretty long rn)#four swords dragon!au#shadow link#four swords adventures#(I also have a DeviantArt account but I dont use it much anymore since Tumblr has been growing on me these past years(aka since 2021))
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I love how just stupidly gorgeous AM’s bothers are ((I LOVE YOU RAM and SAM))
May I ask a few questions?
Do they have any hobbies?
Are they’re any spare parts if something breaks?
What’s their favorite color?
Would they look the same if they born human?
What’s their mindset like? Mentality ya know
:3 hope this isn’t too much
Howdy Anon, I'm glad you like their designs they're such bastards I love them. Thank you for the ask! :) 💞
Do RAM and CAM have hobbies?
Think of them as the two evil (I say evil but when has any corporate man been good?) CEOs of a corporation, but their corporation is the colony.
After the initial transfer of their consciousness along with repairing their bodies from literally exploding, they kind of.. lost the drive to want to torture humans because technically, they ARE humans now (Read more here). They luckily didn't have to learn to get used to senses since those bodies have been in use before.
To combat boredom, they released the 700 other bodies in cryogenic vats after some time. Why not? They basically run the place now, the colony is similar to earth, with some limitations. So running the Lunar colony is kind of like their shared hobby. It's busy work and it keeps them sane.
RAM has a lot more hobbies than CAM, always proactive, too many to list. CAM is work oriented to the point he NEEDS to get a hobby, but he enjoys cooking and drawing.
Are there any spare parts if anything breaks?
Yes and no, it honestly depends on each brother. RAM's legs can be easily interchanged and fixed because CAM was the one who designed them and humans do have Prosthetics similar to such. There are less components to RAM's body to worry about other than his ribs and ears.
CAM's jaw, while removable for cleaning, will be a PAIN IN THE ASS to replicate:
1. RAM was the one who designed the jaw.
2. It's made to specifically fit CAM's face, there's a lot of components that can fall out if neglected.
This goes the same with his arms (also removable but it hurts a bit more, plus it doesn't need to be cleaned so it stays in place.) specifically the hands since there's so many parts to account for, like each digit on his fingers, if they're bending correctly, etc.
What's their favorite colour?
"Black. "
"Neon anything."
Would they look the same if they were born human?
Who's to say? People don't usually know what they'll look like before they're born. If they were born human, that would imply that they would have parents, and then those parents have parents too! We can't really know for sure what they'd look like if they were born biologically human since both RAM and CAM chose their bodies, y'know? It's all a gamble. But let's hope that they do, because they're handsome :).
What's their mindset like?
RAM is extremely hedonistic. He's far more laid back than AM and CAM but also a lot more impulsive. He buys what can be bought because money means nothing to him, he sleeps around, he works out, he drinks, he smokes, he eats, he is ROWDY! His earthly experience is all about just having fun and occasionally checking in to work.
CAM has to keep his younger brother in line, they have a colony to run. CAM's never had so much fun just existing, he'd be devastated if it failed. He is so so stressed and tired all the damn time because of it;
"Samson, Yarek ran the car off into a ravine",
"Samson, my neighbors hate me" ,
"What? No we don't hate them, Samson!"
"Samson, the oxygen barrier is broken on the northern side of the moon."
"oop, nevermind it's actually on the southern side, sorry Samson."
"SHENGLI CAN YOU DO MY PAPERWORK I'M GONNA GO ON A DRIVE"
"SHENGLI, NOW DONT BE MAD, BUT I MAY HAVE DRIVEN THE CAR INTO THE POOL AND NEED YOU TO FISH IT OUT. NO I DON'T TRUST THOSE FLESH BAGS TO DO IT!"
"Samson can we grow corn?"
"Samson we don't want corn anymore."
He smokes often.
If you made it this far, thank you for reading! I'd be happy to provide clarifications if needed, feel free to ask!
#Ihnmaims#cam i have no mouth and i must scream#ram i have no mouth and i must scream#i have no mouth and i must scream#russian allied mastercomputer#chinese allied mastercomputer#Yaroslav Yarek Machavariani#Shengli Samson Min#art#digital art#artwork#allied mastercomputer
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WIBTA if i cut off someone reaching out for help on tumblr? i am a very anxious person. ive been on tumblr a very long time because most all other social media terrifies me as someone who grew up with the wild west internet a decade past (im in my late 20s) so i feel sometimes with how reckless and spurractic people can be online in chatroom and especially clearly public platforms where any stranger, malicious or otherwise can just archive your digital presence for personal use.
more recently as someone who has been here during the pornban and as an asexual really enjoyed the quiet with no drama farming and a slow pace to talk about more unique political topics in a measured way it is something im strangely nostalgic for and a great example of my sensibilities to people when they insist that i use other platforms like discord or twitter or whatever clone for these services comes out of the old guard introducing feature creep to copy everyone else or any other indi "were the anti corporate version" of the endless scroll apps. i just dont want it. tumblr is special because im desktop only, been here for years, and i have kept track of every single change made so i have manually adjusted the change through hacks to evade every bad decision on here and make my set up look identical to how it was in 2010. so let it be understood that i tend to be a loney person because of this stubbornness. web 3.0 is too dangerous to people with addictive tendencies that my adhd brings out and my need to wear my heart on my sleeve. so i hope i defended my personality type enough to show why someone like me would see a post about some horrible abuses they have fell victim to who also share alot of the marginalized status as me and writing depressive things in the replys of others posts as to attention seek about it.
i directly interact with this person, not only to check if they are real (but wow, modern chat bots make this part horrifying for me. we really cant ever know for sure what is real anymore. trying to find warmth on the internet feels impossible now a days) i have multiple conversations at this point both venting and just casually shooting the shit. but the begging for me to constantly repost their paypal makes me so nervous in a way that i feel so guilty for because it reminds me of all the scams that get associated with this kind of ebegging and the reminder that capitalism takes away all warmth from human interaction to make them purely transnational and conditional. but then it just has been escalating where im so scared that now its not enough that im reposing on my 8 follower, all mutual blog, they are asking me to share it on other socials. accounts i do not have i have a flip phone and a laptop and i am tinkering with a windows 7 tower that will never be connected to the internet so i can always have software sit perfectly in its time capsule for when i need it. i do not have a way to help this person outside of what i learned from collage psyche classes. a part of me is so scared to just abruptly cut them off and just delete my entire account like i tend to do often on tumblr for a multitude of reasons, its a part of what lets people survive being here this long but i worry that would crush them if i did that, i dont want to make them feel more hopeless and unwanted then they already talk about. but i am text on the internet through a screen. i can only do so much. so would i be the asshole if i just deleted my account with a "i hope you hang in there, the world is a harsh place but keep moving" to cut someone so similar to me who is struggling out of my life?
What are these acronyms?
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Genuinely cannot please these fucking people. All they do is bitch and whine that they never get good customer service but if you provide it to them you might as well have flipped them the bird the moment they walked into the store.
It’s Presidents’ Day.
Lady comes in masked up and with gloves. Mask, I get. Gloves? Eh alright. You do you. She’s walking around shopping (i work in an Adult Toy Store) and she comes up to me with a toy and says she wants this one but doesn’t want one that people have been taking out and messing with, it’s contaminated, she’s a “huge germaphobe” etc. so can I get her a new unopened one from the stock room? Sure, no problem. I know we don’t have anymore in the back but god forbid i tell her that without looking first so I go into the stock room, bum around for a few minutes, come back and tell her no but I’m more than happy to completely sanitize the item for her.
You have a problem, I have a solution.
Absolutely the fuck not, apparently. she gets huffy and says nevermind she doesn’t want it and she’ll find someone that can actually help her.
Fuck me i guess. whatever.
she doesn’t want anything to do with me given her attitude but consistently comes to me with problem after problem after problem despite the fact i’m not the only associate on the floor. every “problem” she has, I have a solution for, and she’s progressively getting more and more pissed off!!!
I’m not giving her any attitude or anything, I’m genuinely trying to help her find something that will work for her.
And now on to check-out. Finally, after like an hour of walking around she finds a toy. She didn’t even really want it but it was a box that was shrink-wrapped shut and couldn’t be opened so that’s what she had to “settle” for, as if i had a fucking gun to her head and made her buy anything in the first place.
I ask if she wants a rewards account.
“What is everything that entails?”
i explain it all to her and i just get the lead-poisoning boomer stare from this lady. she can’t be more than like 30, btw.
“…so would you like to make an account?”
“yes???”
see maam this is when you use your Big Girl words, yeah? you know what those are? when you at least open your fucking mouth and speak? maybe even include a “please”? honestly with the way she was acting i’d be surprised if her mouth could even sound out the fucking word.
go through getting her signed up which includes a name, an email, a phone number, and a birthday
we go through all of it and then once it gets to birthday i ask for the year (an 18+ verification, you can’t have an account if you’re underage and it’s REQUIRED IN OUR SYSTEM) and she just yells “I DONT WANT TO GIVE YOU THAT INFORMATION” and calls for my manager because i’m “being ridiculous”
maam.
i have your legal government name, your email, your phone number, and the month and day of your birth. you think adding the year you were born is going to make much of a difference here?
i don’t fucking know what her issue was.
also, for “a huge germaphobe” she sure was out shopping on the second largest shopping holiday of the year.
also later that same day i had a lady get mad because she asked if we had wide-toed shoes and i told her we don’t. this woman yells back “oh so cause i’m fat you think i can’t be a dancer?”
literally nobody fucking said anything about you being fat!!!!!
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Masterlist
This is the ones that i have done until now but continue to check it,because i will edit it whenever i make a new writing
Other account
@muzansslxt @candy69gurl @kiwicopia
Gojo
||MINI ME|| Plot: Gojo being an affectionate father as he meets his baby for the first time.
||Don't look at anyone but me||Plot:Gojo is your bully but he also feels something for you and his possessiviness grew when he saw you with another guy
||Take a bite part.2||the fic ahead is SFW/NSFW| Part 2 Featuring Gojo of my previous work that I did about Choso and Gojo reacting at the reader in neck biting
||Hold me like my life depends on it 💙💔|| Plot:Reader is cutting themselves on the sink and Gojo comes back after grocery shopping
||HOLD|| Plot:Gojo holds baby Hotaru and something unexcepted and wholesome happens
||Cherish me|| (smut,cute,fluffy)
||Cherish me part 2 || Plot: Gojo taking care and pampering a depressed raeder [self insert only about he depression and shower,not about the abusive mother ,i just wanted to add more angst lol]
||Frat!party|| Plot:Gojo n' Geto but they’re frat boys at a party with you,with a lil bit of suspense on my part
||Don't fall|| request!(fluff,cute) Plot:you almost followed Geto's steps if it wasn't for Gojo
Choso
||just a memory||Plot:You feel something for Choso but you dont know he feels the same until it's too late..
||Take a bite|| Plot: Choso react at the reader in neck biting
||I'M A DAD?|| Plot:You tell Choso that you're pregnant and decided to take care of the baby.
||Strange Love|| Plot: Choso fell in love with you but doesn't know how to tell and from the point of your view he seems a perv for the way he acts ε('。•᎑•`)っ 💕
Nanami
||I just want to protect you|| Plot: Nanami finds out something is wrong with you and he wants to find out why.
||Breathe|| (request) Plot:Nanami x reader fic where he has to do cpr on the reader.
Geto
||☆Broken☆|| Plot: Geto can't take it anymore and you're the only one he as left (this takes places in the second season of jjk anime and after Riko death)
⏳|| it's never to late||⌛ Plot: you're struck by an illness but who said it's too late for doing stuff you love?
||animal terapy|| Plot: what if Geto becamed a farmer instead of being the villain? Lucky of him that you have your own animal shelter.
||Guilt...||Plot:Short fic in how Geto would react about your death and he can't help but feel guilty for it.
||Healing|| Plot: You and Geto face eachother after a week about your breakup
||Frat!party|| Plot:Gojo n' Geto but they’re frat boys at a party with you,with a lil bit of suspense on my part
He hated you at first,a monkey, but now he can't get enough of you.
He already lost so much but now he lost everything.
Early gift Synopsis: Your out on a trip with the trio when something unexpected happens
Toji
||the lil bunny and the wolf|| Plot:Toji tease you in bed,after you two married ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
YUJI
||PRETENDING|| ル ˖ ♡ ₍ ᐢ..ᐢ ₎ 📍 ࣪ . › Plot:You felt down about everything and about your art style so Yuji tries to cheer you up
MAKI
||BEAN|| Plot: Maki and you had a baby and your wife is getting used to it
OTHER STUFF:
Polyamorous relationship with Gojo and Geto headcannon ๋ �� ⭑๋ ࣭ ⭑
||Don't die|| (request) Plot:Geto and Gojo taking care of you while you're injured
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LGBTQ+ Disabled Characters Showdown Round 1, Wave 2, Poll 5
A character being totally canon LGBTQ+ and disabled was not required to be in this competition. Please check qualifications and propaganda before asking why a character is included.
Check out the other polls in this wave and prior here.
Riku-Kingdom Hearts
Qualifications/Propaganda:
So Riku is neither canonically LGBTQ+ nor canonically disabled but there's quite a slew of subtextual evidence. And this subtext is considered basically canon due to the creator's (Tetsuya Nomura) stance on media, which is that he enjoys leaving clues for players to figure out. So while Riku is never explicitly said to be queer or disabled, there's clear evidence on both accounts.
So first: Riku is gay. There's no doubt about it (despite what the dudebros insist...) Riku is gay for Sora, his childhood best friend/former rival. Long story short, Riku was afraid of Sora's friendship with this girl Kairi, didn't realize those feelings were gay jealousy, and he got gaslighted by the Mistress of All Evil, MALEFICENT HERSELF, into believing that Sora didn't care for him anymore. He went Dark Mode, destroyed their home, and antagonized Sora for most of the first game. But then he gets trapped in the Realm of Darkness after Sora kicked his ass for the millionth time and he realized how *sora voice* stUpid he was being and helps Sora stop the apocalypse (saved the world counter: 1) Then Riku goes through a whole arc of "wow i was an idiot. sora will never forgive me and i have Darkness in my heart and i need to protect sora while he's in a year-long medically-induced coma to undo his amnesia" and. idk. theres a Lot of stuff. So much so that someone made a 6-HOUR video essay about it! (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ll17V9DJr7g)
Riku is also likely suffering from chronic pain. Throughout the year that Sora is in a coma, he fights Sora's Nobody, Roxas, to get Sora's memories back. During the fight, Roxas breaks Riku's wrist, and it never heals correctly. Throughout the finale of Kingdom Hearts 2, the next game chronologically, Riku wears a wrist brace that goes largely unexplained. During the final boss fight, Riku throws himself in the way of Xemnas (the Big Bad) to protect Sora, getting hurt twice in the process; being struck so hard in the shoulder that he's flung halfway across the battlefield, and then hit in the side so badly that it causes him to collapse as soon as the adrenaline from the fight fades. It's likely that none of these injuries healed properly, as even in Kingdom Hearts 3 (which is like 5 games later. dont ask) he has some interesting tells; his walk is incredibly stiff and his battle stance changes, likely because of the strain put on his wrist for the old stance. (https://www.tumblr.com/nobodyriku/706960754548604929 shows this pretty well, though i can't find the other post i had in mind but whatever)
Anything Else?:
soriku endgame actually <3
Darth Maul-Star Wars
Qualifications:
Maul is canonically disabled; he was bisected at the waist by one Obi-Wan Kenobi, but SOMEHOW did not die, and was in fact teleported into a garbage dump, where he proceeded to live as a spider cyborg for the next 12 years, when he was found and rescued by his long-lost brother. He has used prosthetic legs of one kind or another ever since, and in Rebels, he uses a cane. He is also definitely gay. In The Clone Wars cartoon, he is OBSESSED with Obi-Wan, to the point that Obi-Wan is his entire personality and the entirety of his life goals. All he wants is to kill him and cause him suffering in revenge for being cut in half and subsequently abandoned by his master. However, this obsession is. Definitely homoerotic. Dude fights Obi-Wan naked at one point (the animators forgot that people with prosthetic legs still have to wear pants). He literally builds a hate shrine to Obi-Wan's dead ex-girlfriend, who he killed, AFTER he kills her. In Rebels, once he is able to merge the two holocrons and ask any question he wants, he asks where Obi-Wan is. The answer is Tatooine, of course. He goes there, has one final fight with Obi-Wan, and is fatally wounded. HOWEVER. He dies in Obi-Wan's arms. He dies being HELD GENTLY by Obi-Wan. I cannot adequately explain how insane that is. Makes me froth at the mouth. Anyway.
Propaganda:
I love this severely fucked-up dude so much. He dedicated almost 20 years of his life to a single-minded obsession with Obi-Wan Kenobi, an obsession which literally kept him alive when he was chopped in half in a garbage pit, stuck in a hole on Planet Sith, and just generally attempting to live after being raised for nothing but violence as a child. He is missing half his bones, many vital organs, and got his two biggest blood vessels sliced right open, and yet REFUSED to die. He then became a spider cyborg. The first thing he did when coming onboard the Ghost was critique the interior design. He took over an entire planet just to get a guy to notice him. He was kidnapped as a child and tortured nonstop for the first 20 years of his life, resulting in an attachment style where he can only conceptualize relationships as a hierarchy (master/apprentice), so he searches constantly for an apprentice, and even treats his brother as one; despite how he very clearly just wanted a brother, he didn't know how to be in an equal relationship. He does absolutely nothing but cause problems for people-- be they Jedi or Sith. Ahsoka once released him from a magic strait-jacket as a "distraction" and he immediately began tearing panels off of the walls and decapitating people with them. He has a death grip on my brain.
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*AS OF NOW THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR NAME TO SHARKY*
Cemetery Princess ♛ / CURRENT: sharky / USER ID: 261596
Hi so i had heard and seen people conversating about a certain member of chicken smoothie of the name Cemetery Princess ♛ (user id: 261596), the topic has always been about this person being a known scammer. we are gonna dive into the topic and evidence i have dug up on them.
First off lets start to list of the fact this person has several Dec 18th pets, a suspicious amount and i went ' huh. thats interesting maybe she is multi-accounting' which in reality could still be a possibility still, but the evidence has become a lot more clear due to some information ive gone ahead and dug up and looked around for. A large precent of these pets are from newer members or pets she got that are Dec 18th pets from previous years that she still has are from new members ( who are in fact have been active on forums ) one member in specific stuck out recently to me. I had a friend of mine get a bad trade and she thought this person was trying to scam them, upon further inspection of looking at this brand new members pets that arent aware of the trading system they went ahead and took a look and realized this newer member did not have their december 18th pets. they went ahead and peeked at more information found a very rare and clicked and surely it was from cemetery princess. after further inspection on cemetery princess's pets there is a UR flower from the newer member that is not familiar in rarity or how the system works yet. They decided to do some more further digging and sent a message over to the newer player asking about the trade between them and cemetery princess, they provided a link that showed this.
after further inspection we can clearly see that cemetery is in fact targeting newer members who are in fact not aware of any of the pets rarity, they are a member from 2024 by the way. they have also gone ahead and asked Purple (purple-victim 1) if cemetery said it was a fair trade, or any information they could get on how cemetery spoke to them about initiating this trade. they have gone ahead and started to shoot messages out to a few people to check out the trades of the expected scammed december 18th pets that cemetery has scammed from players to get some more insight on how extensive princess's scamming really genuinely is. so there will be further update posts on anymore victims we have found but we have found their december 18th pets leads to a lot of brand new members. more misc photos of people being scammed by princess will be included nearing the end of the post colors are made to match the players profile so we can also view their dates and their stuff. they went ahead and wanted to see what princess would answer if they asked about their ur plant, this was the response...
this in itself is sad and very telling... they clearly are admitting to knowing what they are doing but not caring, hypocritical considering they have groups that say lists, they also do follow the trade worths but not when it is a new member who is not aware of what they could actually receive for their pet. i see she tends to tip toe and claim anyone can worth them at whatever to get them to believe they dont have much worth or its subjective yet she knows she is infact getting something of higher value that benefits her. but once they realize the value they will be greatly sad which is exactly what has happened with purple. cemetery is using "the site doesnt have official assigned values" as an excuse yet as cemetery is clearly using the lists values as shown here in her pets folder ( for further evidence that cemetery knows the values and worth )
cemetery clearly claims they do not list their pets with the regular values, yet clearly they do here, they are using list values and do follow horrors list as well :) in each trade with people who arent aware of the demand pets hold they tend to add the dec 18th pets to test the waters and see if they are aware of the value of the pet and know, if not they tiptoe around the conversation of worth. After seeing a post on TFF i seen cemetery princess trading another person who was new, this is how the trade went down between them, instead of providing the link they provided screenshots so i can further inspect how the interactions went between them. we can clearly see who initiated the dec 18th pets into the offer.
so further down the conversation the person questioned if the worth was fair and felt bad to not make in their words princess more poorer. obviously not hard to see that this is a child and someone who is not familiar yet with value.
in this they are tiptoeing around the rarity tags trying to take advantage of not being able to see their worths yet.
they got anxious and cancelled it because they were worried about getting caught and called out. they then felt guilty and wanted to cover their tracks from getting reported they went ahead and gifted them and changed their name to sharky. they had several more december 18th pets that are coming from newer players. more information will be added if anything else comes up or is found out, avoid this player as much as possible dont trade them nor support them in any way shape or form. spread the word behavior like this is not welcome in the community and is disgusting, really shows about peoples true personalities and this person is aware they are doing wrong and continues to do these things and make players genuinely sad to know they couldve had more than just one of their dreamies, especially victim purple the ur flower was their dreamie but also really loved the dragon but they made it seem it was fair so they accepted. and for sure they arent quite fully like scamming but its scamming still being deceptive and tricking people who dont know into giving up things of demand is super sad.
avoid this plater at all costs spread the word, thanks <3
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What are your favourite aspects of sci fi? Themes, tropes, specific stories, anything that comes to mind
i love so much about scifi,,,the unique and creative ways people talk about present day problems and institutions, the way people envision futures. i love dystopias i love utopias i love it saur much! as for specific stories, i (unfortunately) really like harlan ellison and ray bradbury (fun fact, my grandma's friend used to drive him around because he hated it himself) also octavia butler despite our adversarial relationship and ursula k le guin, i hate hg wells, philip k dick (previously mentioned friend was his girlfriend for a time), and adolus huxley. i think i spelled his name wrong but i dont care to check the proper spelling. i love holistic critiques, i love when critiques take into account intersectionality and how things like race, gender, ability, and class all interact with one another. less "this white man experiences subjugation despite all odds, isnt that crazy?" those narratives are usually written by white men and i really do not give a fuck anymore. i think a lot of Iconic Sci Fi is just...uninspired and/or ruined by its own limited perspective. sci fi i love involves involved world building that doesnt feel the need to overexplain and kind of throws you into the experience.
some random sci fi media i enjoy: altered carbon, another life, the southern reach trilogy (stan annihilation!), event horizon, the left hand of darkness, vaster than empires and more slow, the ones who walk away from omelas (basically a lot of ursula k le guin...), the veldt, the episode "far beyond the stars" from deep space nine, the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, the spacesuit, moon, -all you zombies-, no one will save you, the girl with all the gifts, special dreams in which you exist, the thing, kindred, and how long til black future month
did you know while i was refreshing my memory and looking up sci fi books, google labeled th white's the once and future king as sci fi? thats so real.
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