#i don’t understand myself

[arcanegalaxy]

i don’t know exactly how to articulate my thoughts on love. all kinds of love. but it makes me want to break everything in sight

i will never understand

and i can’t tell if i don’t care or if i care so so much

i want to get it i want to feel what it is that everyone talks about so much but i don’t want it i want to reject it i want to hate it

[angelicvive]

Want a bf so bad but I also want to be alone (ToT)

[fwogaesthetics]

i’m down bad but refuse to admit it

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

[robinsodd]

I think a part of me will always love you. I will always look for you in another lover, I’ll always find a piece of you to get me through. The feeling you gave me will always be more intoxicating then any drug I’ve taken.

I’ll never be your girl but I wish I was, I wish I was the one to be held by you, loved by you, kissed and touched by you, at one point I would’ve married you if you had asked me to which is crazy because you never same me in the same light as I saw you. I would’ve given up my life just to feel you once, how crazy does that sound. God I fucking love you but you don’t even remember me, but I’ll always remember you.

I remember hanging out with you at your house and just looking at you the whole time we were together, all those feelings pouring out of me and you never knew, sometimes I regret never saying a thing to you and it eats me up alive at night, how different my life would’ve been if I just opened my mouth and let myself pour out

We’re not lovers, we’re just strangers.

-🍋

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

@Galaxibrain444

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think this is a reference to the moon over the mountain but I digress

[ewwww-what]

an archdevil and a presidential candidate sneak into a gay bar

flatcolor + closeups below :)

[robo-milky]

I unfortunately had to decorate his specifically to cover up a blunder 😔

I finally found the missing link… the one who can bring out Cloche’ tsundere 💀 (Am I admitting defeat? Yes… Waving the white flag as we speak- dammit r*llo). (Rook -> Yandere, Epel -> Kuudere)

[Charm Pic]

Revel in my decor skills! Making masterpieces against my will all for what /j

Bless the IOS function to turn things into PNGs ^^

[whys-nosense]

pre final battle break

[chrissy-kaos]

…Tired of losing my nightmares are lucid I ain’t won a battle in my head since this war’s fuckin’ begun…..

[infamous-if]

Hi! This is probably my favorite if I've played-- you're such a talented writer, and the story is so gripping and wonderful. A minor thing; I've selected all of the gender-selectable ROs as female (O, G, and Seven), but sometimes their pronouns will default to he/him... I know that there's a lot of work that goes into these, and the pure amount of customization must be really tricky to keep up... but it's disheartening to me, as a lesbian, that so many IFs see male ROs as the "default". It really takes me out of the story, and makes me feel less included... which I know isn't the intention!

Sorry to bother you, I just wanted to make you aware. It's not a big deal, and these things are bound to happen, but still....

Anyways, I hope you have a wonderful day!

Hi! And thank you!

And I apologize for that! It’s not meant to be as being the default, it’s just that upon first starting choice script I used code templates from the forum since I wasn’t familiar with coding on my own. Templates that allow you to just fill in the blanks and practically do the coding work for you.

Most popular templates I came across went the way of npche/npchim/npchis like this popular template example.

I’m not sure why, thinking back, but it’s how it was. TBH I don’t much like it either and I’ve wanted to change it to the more updated NPC template that goes the gender neutral route (npcthey/npcthem) in terms of variables but I’ve written so much already that I’ve just stuck to what I’m used to now.

So sometimes it slips through the cracks, especially when writing so much for so long. In O’s case, since they were previously only male I missed some pronouns in general without the coding, despite my efforts to catch them all :,)

I’m explaining this because I’m sure you’ve seen it from other fiction works and I just want you to know that most IF authors don’t mean to make it seem as though we’re defaulting to male, it’s simply the way most popular templates and examples had it.

Sorry again! The gender selectable ROs are equal in my eyes and they are their own people. I’ve always said m!G and f!G aren’t the same and etc etc.

I try my best to find all of the pronoun errors and do my best to make f!ROs and the m!ROs different and have a life of their own, hence the flavor text changes and such :,)

You don’t need to apologize and it’s definitely a big deal! I just want to explain that it’s a product of me being lazy and using templates and then fucking up as I write more than anything else.

I apologize for having made you feel less included and definitely will try to catch all the pronoun wonkiness better in the future ❤️ Have a great day!

[virtualplushy]

i don’t understand the urge to be mean-spirited ab something that doesn’t hurt anyone. like i collect plushies bc they make me happy and i like filling my space with them, why do so many ppl feel the need to tell me that’s weird and that i need to grow up lmao

[evergreen-femme]

i wish i had a mom who wanted me to be her daughter and was excited about it

[magicicephoenix]

(the nickname Squeaky did, in fact, stick)

Toony and ASHTE!Bendy being a duo because they’re my AUs and i said so. Bendy has a… prickly personality but Toony can soften just about anyone’s heart :)

bonus:

[wickjump]

thank you undertale for having lowk the best rep out there for they/them characters (monster kid, nabstablook, frisk, chara, etc). like can we acknowledge that. nobody does it like undertale. toby fox you are a legend amongst men.

and just rep in general. dress wearing lion (either gnc or transfem im unsure). mad mew mew being the transfem icon ever. mettaton. undyne being the best lesbian (says me her no.1 lesbian fan). alphys being a bisexual mess. guard 01 and 02 being gay and going on a nice cream date.

undertale does this all so casually and without bringing attention to it or spoonfeeding it to the audience or giving a single shit. and that’s fucking amazing. undertale did queer rep right. toby fox i love you thank you for including queer themes executed perfectly in your stories