#i don’t even know what I’m saying
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This was the most brain rotting drawing I’ve ever made.
this was an ask by @catgirl41. They asked “May I ask if you can swap Wally and Frank’s roles? If you’d like you can do a horror version.”
I just didn’t want the drawing to be tiny lol
#welcome home art#wally darling#wally#welcome home wally#welcome home au#creepy#lol#Switching roles#Role switch#frank supremacy#frank frankly#omg wtf#this was so weird#and the things I did to draw this#It’s like great#But also it makes me sick#I don’t even know what I’m saying#Doodles#that take hours#It’s fine#i don’t have a life anyway lol#I love asks
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Newsies, maurauders, the outsiders, Les mis, and IT fans vs. having to create their own interactions and dynamics between the silly boys and their one token girl bc theres not enough canon content because the creators are all old and retired and stuff
#I don’t even know what I’m saying#does this make sense#newsies#les miserables#IT#marauders#the outsiders#wait I don’t think Stephen king is retired oh well
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Yesterday I was rewatching tlk and there’s a scene (I believe it’s in 2x08) where father Pyrlig asked Uhtred something like:
“Love is a powerful thing. Would you not agree, Lord Uhtred? From wretch to warrior, love gives a man strength, often, at the cost of his mind. ”
Uhtred didn’t respond, instead he was just thinking, and then the camera shifted to the face of Alfred.
Okay I know these dialogues were written just to describe the absurdity of Alfred’s choice to save the princess even though it meant to sacrifice the wealth of all Wessex. But when Pyrlig asked this he mentioned warriors, and you know if the younger Uhtred, the warrior in 1x01, knew that he gave all his life to help Saxons fulfill Alfred’s dream, he would have thought he’s out of his mind as well.
So I will say this, love for the land, perhaps also for the king, is indeed a powerful thing.
#i don’t even know what I’m saying#shipper’s gibberish#sorry for the shitty grammar#the last kingdom#tlk alfred#alfred the last kingdom#alfred x uhtred#tlk uhtred#uhtred x alfred#alhtred#Pyrlig saw it all
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Let’s talk about the promo of 6x11 "In Another Life".
about Maddie saying "What’s wrong?"…. guys, hear me out.
She’s talking to someone but she doesn’t seem like she is asking about his brother? I mean… it’s not that kind of worry™️. Maddie is strong, strong as hell, but we saw in the previous shots that she’s worried in a whole different way. She’s the one that needs to be comforted BUT in the "What’s wrong?" one it seems a secondhand kind of worry. I perceived her as… almost stoic? ok, that’s not the word that I’m looking for but language barrier is a thing so please bear with me
I don’t know, I have no idea but—
I need some Eddie and Maddie scenes. They never actually had some heart to heart convo and I need them to talk about Buck. I think it’s time.
also… the lack of Chris and Eddie’s vigil scene in the promo is so LOUD.
buckle up my friends cause this is gonna hurt
#911 fox#buddie#911 speculation#coma buck#911 6x11#in another life#maddie buckley#eddie díaz#evan buckley#christopher diaz#911 spoilers#911 season 6#someone please shut me up#I don’t even know what I’m saying#just a stupid rant probably
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gonna b totally honest but the lack of feedback n interaction is killing me 👍🏾
#i don’t usually complain abt it#bc im very fortunate to have the lovely moots n followers that i do have#but even consistently posting for like 2 weeks has hardly garnered interaction#sobs#it’s fine like it’s whatever#but the rb ratios n stuff are low-key getting to me#i don’t even know what I’m saying#just that im losing motivation i suppose#from lack of interaction idk#anyways im rambling#delete later#✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted
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I may not have rizz, but do you know what I do have? That s1 Spencer Reid body type and a stuffed dino named Julius
#also a weighted blanket with room for 2#got that abed nadir build#and 347 reminders on my phone#and at least one mental illness#so yeah :)#spencer reid#I don’t even know what I’m saying#forgive me
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The love was there. It didn’t change anything or delay the ending (because truly, all good things must come to an end eventually.), but it was there and it mattered and it took up space. And the love stayed with us and will be with us even if the source of the love is no longer here. Something about how the player was love. Love is stored in the Minecraft YouTuber or whatever
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Ong we watched divergent together we were such movie buddies
Fr fr that was so much fun and we need to watch the rest😍
I was actually surprised I don’t think I’ve seen anything since then. I watched half of a movie so I didn’t count it and I didn’t think slime tutorials counted😭
#I have no idea what I’m saying sorry#Slime tutorials are illegally recorded musicals for those who don’t know#cause I said smth to my friend about it once and she was so confused#so I clarify#im so out of it#I don’t even know what I’m saying#i apologize
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So you guys know how sometimes time doesn’t feel real. I though about that just know cause Netflix just released season 2 of Ginny and Georgia and for a second I thought to myself that I wasn’t gonna watch it cause I think it’s ridiculous that they made us wait 22 months for a new season, it’s too long and I don’t remember anything. But then I realized that I do actually remember everything and I even remember that time and I remember everything I was doing back then. It feels like all of that happened this year when it’s been 2 years actually.
And that made me think back to my birthday which was 7 months ago which was also when I got engaged (in lake como!!!) and that feels like 2 years ago, or even longer. Isn’t that crazy? But I think I have a good idea why we feel this way sometimes and it’s cause my birthday was a weird time in my life where I didn’t have consistent habits and I barely remember what projects I was working in at my job. I don’t remember what movie I watched at that time or what foods I was eating. I definitely wasn’t working out as much either.
While right now I’m basically going to the gym and eating the same way I was back when I was watching the first season of Ginny and Georgia 2 years ago so that memory resonates more and therefore and although I have moved twice since watching G&G that time feels closer thanks to my habits and associations m with that time in my life.
Am I making any sense with this?
#I don’t even know what I’m saying#quantum jumping#law of abundance#time isnt real#femininity#glow up#self care#manifestation#soft life#law of attraction#law of assumption#the secret#spirituality#quantum leap
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I need a good shaking.
I’m not sad or down today but I just feel like I need to be taken into a tight hold and shaken until my brains rattle. 😆
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we should never get to see those college gerard way drag images because if I ever saw them it would completely change the course of my life. i’d become either insufferable or i’d become the shell of the human being i oncr wqs
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The fan looped for a battery change? Change the loop, it said
time loop fans when the loop slightly changes
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I feel a constant push-pull towards femininity
I have gone through ultra-fem and ultra-masc phases throughout my life, but I seem to oscillate wildly between wanting to embrace and love my body as it is, curves and softness and all, and wanting to medically transition
all sometimes in the span of a day. it’s so exhausting.
I think I’ve never allowed myself to be ~curvy~ and ~sexy~ and there is a part of me that wants to let go of the fear of being so, and there is also a part of me that wants to get top surgery and jawline filler
I often don’t know which is reactive, which is real, which is what I really want
because performing femininity can feel awkward and uncomfortable and fake, but performing masculinity can feel awkward, in that I feel like everyone can see through me - because I have no masc energy, because I am truly just soft
I fear I will transition and be ugly, if I can admit it, despite the fact that I never think this about other transmasculine people, ever.
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Okay so we already know Constance’s past in the book but the tv show is obviously different and I really want to know different Theory’s or ideas for her past also wouldn’t it be really cool if Constance just had a scar somewhere on her body and she wonders where it comes from and then boom big past reveal
#mysterious benedict society#constance contraire#I think I’m just rambelnf#rambeljf.#rambling#I’m sleep deprived#I don’t even know what I’m saying#butiek it would be cool#theroys?#I really want to know her past in the tv show#like would they do it differently#I mean yeah but like how different
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i was not made for the modern habits of apathetically distant behaviour and socially sanctioned indifference. i was created for otherworldly devotion, to give my entire being. truly exhausting to be full of adoration to give.
huh
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why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?
#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins#don’t say it (I’m gonna say it)#The Child is The Price#but i mean come on#as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck#i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in#its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity#time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him#and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent#not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions#regardless of whether there is a god#for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name#atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of#and all on his and your behalf#you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too#and what's more dangerous than that?
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