#i do need to drink water though
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redd greem bleu for the ask game
Thank you, anon! I am a cat <3 I am~
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First of all; Thank you :D
Second of all: I don’t actually care about 18+ stuff, but this not being an 18+ post made it so my friend could draw her silly little guy holding Stan like her own personal action figure. So, I’m glad you kept it G :)
Also sorry if you don’t want me throwing your tags up all the time lmao
It's Funkle a Grunkle Friday.
You all know what to do.
#i’m chillin#it’s lum i’m worried about#i do need to drink water though#gravity falls#gravity falls stanley#gf
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closing time
#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL#sparks speaks#vent#again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it#long post#edit: fine to rb idgas#ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol#i dont know how i survived the first time#<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely#if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon#the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck.#its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose.#anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out#if youre reading this preciate you. drink water
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Picture 1 being the redraw of possibly my first human OC ever back when I was so edgy and hopping around on Deviantart and absolutely obsessed with Team Rocket and cloned pokemon and edginess. Tried to keep the same mood / paint style because it's only fair.
Picture 2 is the picture I found in a usb key the other day and reminded me of this foul creature I completely removed from my brain till today. I'm not joking this probably from 2008 and that's an OBVIOUS base. And that's a thing drawn with a mouse.
And now i'm feeling nostalgic.
#i don't even remember how was he called#publicly outing myself as an edgy kid here i don't know what i'm doing with myself#i was ... heck 10 or something and already so edgy#and don't try to find the dA account it doens't exist anymore luckily for me#even if i'm literally publishing this stuff here so#heck how was he called!#whatever#tag.#blood tw#my art#so called#art#ARTT#my oc#that i don't remember the name of#i need to drink more water this heat is getting to my head#team rocket#he was a clone though of course
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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slowly I'm recovering the beauty of discovery
(creature by half•alive)
(textless + timelapse below cut)
#yellowart#subnautica#i feel like the timelapse is kinda long but also this did take a long time to make#anyways. let me yap about the meanings of all the panels <3#'i am creation' -> the ocean being the source of life and where shit evolved from also a good way to sort of 'set the scene' for subnautica#'both haunted' -> GHOST leviathan; in the BONE fields#'and holy' -> this one was a bit trickier. debated about using the emperor but i knew i wanted to use her elsewhere#also debated hoverfish because its cute and well liked so i thought that would be funny for 'and holy'#also something something jesus walking on water also makes it fitting. in the end though i decided on a peeper with the enzyme trail#and i *tried* to make it loop over its head like a halo but idk how well that imagery came through. still mentioned it in the alt text tho.#'made in glory' -> was REALLY torn about this one. on the one hand i wanted to have like a picture of the code because something something#divine machine and it being made out of code making it inherently holy or something; but i wasnt sure if that would be too#'immersion breaking' since most of the stuff in this is like in game stuff i wasnt sure if acknowledging that it was a game would be#too much. my other idea was to draw a couple of creature eggs like a stalker egg and a spadefish egg or something; but in the end i just#went with the one that i personally thought was cooler so if you think it does feel out of place uhhhh sorry i guess lmao.#also yes that is code from the game. idk shit about programming i just think code shit is cool so i poked though a modding tutorial til i#found what it is they use to look at that shit and started poking around. its pretty cool tbh. anyways the specific part i chose for the#drawing was something under the peepers; i think its the bit that tells the enzyme peepers to do the enzyme stuff like the trail obviously#but also some other stuff. not 100% sure though like i said idk shit about this sort of thing but everything in there seems pretty well#labeled its kinda impressive. and very helpful for navigating even if you dont know shit lol.#anyways. 'even the depths of the night cannot blind me' -> blood kelp trench is i think one of the darkest biomes in the game#possibly THE darkest so i thought it would be fitting. probably my least favorite panel though i dont think i did a very good job#representing the area or representing the bloodvines :/#'when you guide me' -> sea emperor but more specifically her messages to the player telling you to 'come here'#'creature only' -> not sure how well i can articulate this but basically the idea of humans beig animals with animal needs to eat and drink#and the idea of being a part of the ecosystem. modern life tends to make us forget that sort of thing but id imagine for ryley being on the#planet would violently remind him of this with things trying to eat him while he has to try to eat things as well. being part of the food#web. 'creature only' because he is only a creature not non-essential systems maintenance chief; but a creature living in an environment and#trying to survive. or something like that. does that make any fucking sense to anyone besides me? whatever.#anyways yapping over 👍
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[ID: a sketch page of various drawings of Willow Park from the owl house. From left to right the drawings are: timeskip willow playing flyer derby, Willow in her season 1 casual outfit next to her in her season 3 Halloween costume, Willow as Anne in an amphibia au, young willow doing pottery with her dad Gilbert, young willow and amity holding hands/hugging and smiling, and willow looking at clover, who's perched on her finger and wearing a dress and wig made of yarn so as to resemble Willow. Willow is trying to hold back laughter while clover looks unamused. In the center is a drawing of Willow drawing a large spell circle with her staff, and the title of the sketch page reads "willow week 2023", with each drawing labeled as a specific day/prompt, such as day 3: flyer derby/fav on-screen outfit, day 1: crossover, day 2: childhood/father-daughter, or day 1: palismen bonding. Drawings 2, 6, and 7 are coloured while the rest are uncoloured. The background is a scribbly green. End ID]
hi I’m only a month or so late to it BUT! Nearly out of the mines (finals) and that means i can post the sketch page i worked on for Willow Week! Hosted by @agrebel18
#the owl house#toh#willow park#willow week 2023#gilbert park#amity blight#eh yeah. They’re there too#anyway i had. So many issues regarding the quality of this drawing man#I MADE THE CANVAS TOO GOTDANG BIG!!!#im gonna draft this first and then do a quality review#anyway i wanted to do willow week back when it was actually running but like i said. Ihave been in the mines#almost out though! Just gotta get through Wednesday#still kinda going insane in my enclosure though. Idk if its a period mood swing or if imjust drinking internet pond water#and thats why I’m starting to think evil thoughts#ive just been watching jerma play simpsons hit and run#fr though I’m being digitally waterboarded i need to go to a social excursion so bad#god. I missed posting art just to vent in the tags. Exhilarating. This is my therapy#anyway hope you enjoy this aggie and all other willow enjoyers#also i missed posting abt the 2 month anniversary of the finale#im not coping <3
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I…. i made a connection. And I’m trying not to cry rn. Like genuinely…
ADAM LOOKS LIKE DREAM😭😭😭
IM CRYING PLS DONT LET ME BE THE ONLY ONE
YALL SEE IT RIGHT?!? IM NOT CRAZ.
#If you want to show support i would appreciate it#I really need a shoulder to cry on right now because of this#hazbin hotel adam#adam#hazbin#hazbin hotel#dream#never thought i’d see both of those tags in one post but here we are#DID I FOOL YOU AT THE BEGINNING??#I AM SAD THOUGH LIKE THIS RUINED ME#IM GOING INTO MY VILLAIN ARC#If only#guys what does love feel like#Random question😨#SKIBIDI RIZZ I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ALPHA IF I HAD A GYATT I WOULD HAVE NEVER FANUM TAXXED#What do you mean ‘did you make a gen alpha ver. of karma’#OF COURSE I DID🙄#uh#BRUH WHY DO I ALWAYS FREAKING ACCIDENTALLY CHANGE THE TOPIC#THIS IS WORSE THAN MY SLEEPY POST#I AM SO SORRY ITS HARD TO FOCUS ON JUST ONE THING😭😭#Wait#If we breathe air and drink water#Do fishes breathe water drink air?#Do they drink water?#What do fish drink?
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#cw for disorder brain#i feel like i might benefit from adding a second electrolyte drink per day (dr recommended) as the first noticeably improved some things but#i am too scared#its hard enough to convince myself i 'need' the one and if i do 2 i will go through them twice as fast and it feels greedy#like as a broke college/post college kid i drank water and instant coffee only for years im not from a household that spent money on#soda or juice i feel massive guilt at the idea of two sweetened drinks a day and the fear of added salt and sugar is so real even though#they are demonstrably helping my body i also just hate relying on things??#horrific. anyway in an absolute deadlock with my brain over this right now
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The problem with starting to think about the Pack more is the fact that now I want to grab Skalamander the same way I grabbed Bobo like. My house now. I want to use your character potential.
#Generator rex#genrex#Just. Ough. OUGH.#Bobo was just a bad use of his potential but Skalamander is just a nothing use of his potential. Very little character there.#But looking at his design I just. Cannot get the question out of my head of 'Is it painful?'#Is he an EVO who lives in constant pain? We see that he can't stop drooling and is blind on one 'side' of his head.#And his tongue flops around when he has his mouth open. His skin stretches and sags in awkward places#It makes me think that he probably lives a pain-filled life and has probably got a wrecked mind bc of it. And then follows VK#Someone who looks at him and says You are not broken. I have use of you. I have salvation.#And with the disability symbolism with Genrex Skalamander also looks the most chronic pain having#Though granted most EVOs with significant body changes probably have chronic pain#I just. Head in hands. Fucked up lizard. How much of his mind is actually still there.#Do you think he has good days and bad days. Bad days where he can't move or days where his mind is more of a mess than usual.#He definitely has to struggle to eat and drink. With no other mouth.#Thinking also in context of Rex Pack AU of like. Skalamander having his bad days and having people who actually care about him#Doing the best they can to help. Bringing him food and water with specially designed straws and utensils#Sitting and talking to him on days his mind isn't fully there so at least he's not alone. Giving him space if he needs it#But making sure to keep a close eye on absolutely anything he needs.#Bc they're one big disabled family and they take care of each other
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just sat through the most horrible, awkward, tense dinner I've ever experienced in my whole life
#my bf's family was in town to see the eclipse#he was like 'hey do you wanna get dinner with us after?'#and he's met my entire family so even though i didnt want to it was only fair.#anyway his uncle picks us up at my apartment. his sister is in the car.#no one asks who or how i am and i do not get introduced nor have the chance to introduce myself#for like a good 3-5 minutes. off to a bad start.#we get to the restaurant. a pizza place. his family is already seated.#no one except for his grandparents acknowledge me. they are the only 2 people to talk to me directly for the entire meal.#his grandfather asks some stuff about my life. i answer normally. he veers off into tangents that i can only respond to with 'haha'#or a smile and nod bc they are so personal that i literally have nothing to add#the children in the family spill water everywhere. there is yelling in the public restaurant while my bf goes and gets napkins#like a normal person might do#despite being at a pizza place everyone decides to order an individual dish instead of something to share#this might be fine if there were only 4 of us. there were 10.#they get mad when the food takes over an hour to come#at this point i wished i had ordered a cocktail#his uncle is the most awkward person ive ever met. he quotes outdated memes out loud.#at one point everyone except for me and my bf was on their phones#his grandfather shows me vulgar facebook posts#what is WRONG with people#im going to shower and change into my jammies and have a drink and watch something stupid#i need to cleanse myself of this whole. thing.#txt
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i need november to pass in my sleep i cant handle another month of this i feel so selfish but im kinda miserable lately
#i cant do anything im struggling just to lay in bed and do nothing#everything makes nausea worse sitting up talking drinking water breathing#it's like im a prisoner and just struggling to do 40% of my job and literally nothing else#i need this to get better in a month or im gonna go insane :(#i told my team lead im pregnant even though its “early” to tell people because how tf am i going to explain myself otherwise i feel like#i got stupider and i cant do anything right and i havent seen any friends the best i get i hanging out with my mom
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toontown is messed up for making me want to get into fitness now. Fuck you graham ness payser this is your fault
#i do need to get into shape for next marching season though#which is several months away but like you know#and i’m in pit but like you know#he makes me want to do morning walks now. i was going to go on one today but it was raining really bad this morning#and i can’t go to The Park to walk 2 days out of the week . it does not open early enough for that#Fuck uou Graham i’m drinking water and shit again#Asshole. Gonna buy a yoga mat at some point#ttcc#adam chatting
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cultivars are crazy tell me why my cultivar cardinal flower is almost desiccated, flopped onto the earth, and still has been blooming profusely for months.....
#i got it because it was purplee........ i do kind of regret it though but we're past that now. whats done is done#gave all my plants that needed it a good drink. since its so damn dry this summer...#luckily my bushes i thought would die have been growing new leaves with daily watering.#v#same story with my cultivar coral bells.... my straight species one flowered for a respectable amount of time in the spring#im pretty sure i saw some blooms on the cultivar a few weeks ago. freaking manual selection huh.
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me irl
#jane journals#vent#uggghhhh so remember how i said id have tomorrow off?#well a coworker was feeling really sick#and no one else was able to take her shift#even though no on wanted to do that for ME i felt really bad for her so im heading to WORK rn#this sucks so fucking much even tho i know it IS my own fault#my one comfort is my cat seems to be back to normal aside from not liking his new food 😭😭#i gave him some wet food this morning and he ate that shit UP#maybe ill try mixing his old stuff with a little bit of the new stuff#maybe trying to switch him over right away was not a good move sjfmgkg#i didnt throw out his old bag at least#hes been drinking plenty of water tho which im happy about! as well as being more energetic#anyways i need a fucking break#i need a reason to smile today 😭😭😭#at least my partner is coming home tonight too 🥺💗💗💗
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I think I've fucked up
#i ranted to my girlfriend and i know she probably is just busy but my brain is screaming that i made her upset even though..#my rant was about my own situation and how i feel about it and then i apologized for complaining at her and said that i wasn't supposed to#and I'm worried she thinks she's not supposed to complain to me when i just meant that i don't like telling people about my shit#and i know she said i could tell her and that she wants to support me but she and my boyfriend are my first relationships#and i don't want to fuck up and i think i have and i haven't told my boyfriend about my diagnosis yet#and I'm scared I'll complain at him too when i tell him and i don't care that he's told me i can and should complain to him#i don't want to saddle them with my complaints#and i called out of work because of how I'm feeling from my diagnosis and that's what i ranted to my girlfriend about#and i'm terrified she doesn't want to date me anymore because my reaction to being diagnosed with one more thing is so fucking pathetic#and i just need to cry and scream and throw up and i can't do any of those things and i feel like everyone except her is telling me#it's no big deal when it is a big deal and i don't think i got it through to my therapist and I'm just freaked out and i don't want to cling#and and and I'm just. i hate existing right now#i feel like i shouldn't do what i want to at home because i called out from work and i know that's stupid but i don't feel like i deserve#nice things right now despite needing them and I'm just so tired but not sleepy and i feel like I'm going to have a panic attack and#i can't even do anything about it!#fuck#i fucked myself over basically#anyway#drink water you heathens
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