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Experiments with pupils and mouths that devolved into shenanigans :)
#you can really tell I was having a normal one when I drew these#I like many of the pupil experiments but don't really like mouths on my iterators#i've seen some people do mouths on itties well though#...really enjoyed noisy cat spearmaster with a mouth tbh#no plans on changing how i usually draw things rn. this was just for fun#Sometimes I miss having pupils and mouths to work with (on slugcats and itties)#Not having either on iterators can be a unique challenge that forces me to practice my body language more#which I like drawing anyways so it works out#antennae are suuuper fun to use for expressions too#rain world#flickerdoodles#art#group pic
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You know what’s wild about being a fictive? Missing your old life even though it was shitty because it’s a shittiness you were used to. The life you’re living now is a new kind of shitty that feels unpleasant in a different way.
#maybe it’s stupid to miss the life I had#it sucked#so much#I hated it actually#I prayed every night that I wouldn’t wake up the next morning and cried when I did#I’m still doing that tbh#this is a different kind of suck though#I want my old life back#those people were shitty but they were MY shitty people#maybe I just got used to the horrible conditions I was living in#and now I miss it even though it was horrible#just because it’s familiar to me#maybe it’s the difference between the physical discomfort I felt in my old life#vs the emotional discomfort I feel now#maybe I should talk to my therapist#or go to bed#did system#plural#plurality#actually plural#actually did#plural system#system things#dissociative system#fictive#fictives#fictive culture#system culture#plural culture
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#I know I’ve missed people#I’ve tried to include the ones that I’ve seen do it for most people#they’re all fire tbh#I put my fav three at the top#then it’s random#they’re sexy and they know it#well… some of them anyway#🤭#rings of power#The rings of power#trop#thirst post
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idk if I've said it before, but your portrayals of both Rouxls and Queen are among my favorites, and the way they are when you combine the two is the sole thing that got me to say "yes" to queenkaard. When I first saw it in the game and it started catching on as a ship, I was like "nooo I hc him as gay," but then after seeing your stuff I was like "oh nvm I totally see this now."
i think hearing "i didn't see this ship before, but after your art i understand it and/or even ship it myself" is one of the nicest compliments i get, because it makes me feel like i'm representing something meaningful and sweet about a pairing and having people understand what i think is so great and captivating about them. i've gotten a couple asks like this and sometimes i forget to respond but i always really appreciate them :) thank you very much
#ask#deltarune#queenkaard#rouxls kaard#queen#art#doodles#conkreetmonkey#i mean its fine to draw ship art Just Cuz dgmw but i have Paragraphs of reasons why i like All my ships and it feels really good when i can#help people see the reasons why i think characters are cute together and why they'd work#i love feeling like im Doing something with my art. expressing something. explaining something. makes it feel meaningful#esp when i thought queenkaard was very Out There at first dhbsdjbhf i was like 'dude theres only gonna be me and 2 other people#who ship this'. and there was at first. now people dont think its a rarepair. i built this city goddammit. me and like 2 other people 😭#and im only half joking. i drew them so much because nobody else was. its still a rarepair to me. the fanart and fanfics are still#kind of sparse besides me tbh. but a LOT of people say 'i ship it because of cozy' and that makes me happy#there Are a couple fanfics on ao3 i havent gotten to yet only bc ive been tizzy about the gay car this year but i will read them eventually#anyway i still really love queenkaard i miss the blue people i cant wait to draw them more once the new chapters release aaaaaa#also since i mentioned i dont always respond to asks: i still read each and every single one of them#im sorry if anyone ever sends me something and i didnt post it. sometimes i go on ask-reply sprees and sometimes it just gets#answered months later dhbdsbjf. but please dont ever think i dont care about what you have to say i love hearing from you guys#and sometimes i just Forgor because adhd go brrt
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[reverse entry AU]
so glad the work week is over!
no more meetings!
what do you mean its only tuesday.
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#reverse entry au#isat modern office au#isat spoilers#<- not REALLY but its blink and u miss it tbh#and is hardly legible#and probably doesnt make much sense as a spoiler for regular isat tbf#its more of a spoiler if u know the spoiler from isat to begin with????????#i think i am starting to confuse myself on if this is really a spoiler ASFASDAFRA#inspired by my week so far thumbs up#sometimes u end up in too many meetings about the same subject and wonder why you are even here#proceed to zone out till hear key words#tune in and respond#then continue zoning out#omg just like beloved indie game in stars and timeeeee#for legal reasons that is an exaggerated explanation to further enhance the joke thumbs up part 2#alternative takes that build on this same idea include#staring at computer screen in general trying to remember what you were doing#or silently judging a computer program for freezing on you for the seventh time in the past twenty minutes#or just staring blankly at the screen in general as people do yanno thumbs up part 3#oh also to note yea this is not in the office lmao#modern times means sometimes you also get to have wfh days yippeeee so siffrin is in his apartment#the star is probably sitting in the kitchen next to the flavor tree at this moment in time dont worry about it aha#WAIT i just realized i forgor the shine in siffrins eyes OOPS#actually wait nvm this is fine it adds to this i think HAHAHA#okay tag talk over !!!!
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i miss mapicc bro, maybe the 10,000 wardens will provoke him to Do Something on ls 🥹
#lifesteal spoilers#where is the doggy.....#ik it prob hasnt even been that long#but i miss him ☹️☹️☹️#ngl maybe its time i update my pinned to add him#idek#like i am sm more attached to The Mapey then i expected#can he fight subz over this#itd be funny#bc the lsers love subz sm theres very little (if anything) he could do On the server to be permabanned#like cmon now they kept spoke after wormhole. u are nawt getting kicked by people who were Plotting ways to get u back#what i Can see happening bc of subz tryna world end is someone like mapicc deciding to take this and make an arc of it#like hes just tryna get banned bc he wants to Not be on ls but he himself has said he refuses to leave#he will only leave if hes kicked#but hes not getting kicked fhsjdjdkks like i can think of multiple people who will decide to oppose him#and drag him into their content/Lore bc of what hes doing#which is. very funny bc its the opposite of what he wants#he may care very little abt anything but he has many many people who care to have Him on the server 🫵🫵#anyways i hope subz doing all this will provoke mapey ^-^#tho tbh its more likely derap or jaron who sill find the wardens first LOL#or maybe clown#bc theyre the most active lsers outside of subz rn#dear fucking lord what is happening on. jaron and /clown/ are some of the most active people.....
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not to keep publicly processing this or anything
but I think it's really unfair to say WE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!!!!! based on the sensibilities of DC COMICS from the 80s and 90s
American comics in particular have been okay with publishing some really violent, degrading shit basically since the end of the fucking Comics Code, either in the name of wildly misguided Female Empowerment or just plain old edginess.
It's also deeply fucked and puritanical to think that because a writer taps into Fuckeduppery, we should put them on the watchlist for thought crimes because they're obviously admitting to their sins. In the midst of this garbage, my dash has also been full of Sweetie Pea of Note Dev Patel using his teeth to shove a knife in a dude's neck (Monkey Man: 5 stars, 2 thumbs way way up). I do not think Stephen Graham Jones or T. Kingfisher or Chuck Palahniuk are simmering under a thin rime of Horror Author, waiting to commit violence. Of course there's nothing wrong with not having liked him, or even hating him for his work or his persona.
Ultimately, it does not matter why. With public figures, you can get caught in a loop of endless speculation, ESPECIALLY with someone who has made themselves available since the dawn of the internet. It doesn't matter when. It doesn't matter if it was a chicken or an egg, a publication or a fantasy first. The crime is the violence. What matters is the fucking choices he made, to do what he did.
#I'm so angry#and i really don't want to put my posts in the Official Tag#I'm too busy to wrangle if it escapes containment tbh#but i want people to be able to block this if they don't want to think about it#okay that's four#and five so god fucking damn it fuck you#neil gaiman#I've had Complicated feelings about Amanda for years and years and years#and the best I can say is that they remain fucking complicated#I really don't enjoy her art anymore at all#but I miss how much parts of it meant to me#Neil is scorched fucking earth#I have books I don't want on my shelf anymore and thinks to thunk about what the fuck to do with em
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from this thing lolz
ty to @cherry-207 for the idea !! XPP
vargas by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin#zarla s#scriabin vargas#would add shitpost tag too but i made so much effort on these to call it shitpost#this took me like 4 days . it could've taken two but i had to go out most of these days#this is just another “ i forced myself to color this thing just to practice coloring ” piece#went crazy with this one X3#changed pretty much all of my brushes#bye square-shaped brush . i'm gonna miss you#i feel like edgar would actually find this cute tbh#it's perfect for them and they both know it#i know that the actual meme doesn't really look like my artstyle#but this is the first time i draw a face from that angle okay#that's all bye#nevermind i want to rant about something .#okay it's like . everytime i draw edgar i struggle a lot thinking of the clothes i want to draw on him#so i literally took a screenshot of every thing zarla has drawn on him so i can yk . pick something out of there#well on this one drawing she made he had this pretty beige cardigan and i was like okay sure let's get that one#then . was just coloring and when i tried to shade the beige it just looked dirty and ugly#why when other people do it it looks good and when i try to do it it just looks ugly ??!!1!1?!#funny enough this is the third time this happens to me#it also used to happen with gray . i just changed the color of the shading to dark blue and boom fixed#so i had to change it to green . looks better like that anyways#so i'm thinking . does beige look bad on edgar or it's just that i don't know how to shade beige in the first place#( probably second one#i think this is actually all
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I took upon myself the herculean task of compiling all Dick and Diana interactions.
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Batman/Superman: World's Finest #16
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Nemesis: The Impostors #3
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Batman/Santa Claus: Silent Knight #4
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Nightwing (1996) Annual 2
Some honorary mentions:
These two ones where Diana doesn't interact with Dick one-on-one and is only a part of a larger group, but it's still a good way to show that she respects and trusts him as a leader.
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The Brave and The Bold (2007) #15
Justice League: Generation Lost #1
This one where Dick isn't here but Diana shows appreciation for his skills and is very quick to accept that Nightwing should be honored by being in the League (also this isn't about him but I love Clark's "finally, someone easy." That's a proud uncle y'all).
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Justice League of America (2006) #2
This one where Diana isn't here but she lets Dick use her Lasso, I think that counts.
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Batman/Superman: World's Finest #17
This one where Diana gifted Dick the fastest horse in the world, apparently.
Justice League (2018) #53
These from the 1966 Batman and 1977 Wonder Woman shows' crossover comic.
Batman '66 Meets Wonder Woman '77 #5
Batman '66 Meets Wonder Woman '77 #6
Batman '66 Meets Wonder Woman '77 #10
And then—
Then...
Yeah. That's about it. It's an unfortunately short list. But what little we do have shows that they have a bond of mutual trust and respect for each other. It's very interesting and I wish they explored it more.
#DC#DC Comics#DCU#Dick Grayson#Diana Prince#Clark Kent#Bruce Wayne#Donna Troy#They appear enough that I felt I should tag them#Nightwing#Robin#Batman#Superman#Wonder Woman#Diana of Themyscira#Tbh I don't know too much about Diana. Especially compared to Dick or Bruce or even Clark#But I have my Personal Opinions™ on Dick and Diana and the symbolism of their potential relationship#As well as all the similarities they share as people and the different ways they can understand each other#But there's enough in canon that can be explored#Like come on#She's known him since he was a baby Robin and she's watched him grow into a capable and inspiring hero#And they both love Donna Troy with their heart and soul and more#It practically writes itself. DC what are you doing#Anyway if I missed any please do add onto this. Maybe some Golden Age stuff? Idk
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I know everyone knows the story of Actaeon and how he met a terrible fate by stumbling upon Artemis bathing in her forest but did you know that Actaeon was Apollo's grandson? That his father was Aristaeus, lord of the bees and the rustic arts and his mother was Autonoe, daughter of Cadmus and princess of Thebes?
Did you know he was trained by Chiron? That he was considered a hunter so skilled his talent was considered divine, that he was his parents' only child and that he was loved?
Did you know the grief that consumed the household when word of Actaeon's fate reached them? That Cadmus cut his hair, that Harmonia wept and was disconsolate and that his parents... well, Autonoe walked the length of the forest, keeping a sharp eye out for her son, but all she saw were the scattered bones of a fawn. Aristaeus too, had heard his son was torn apart and so fruitlessly, foolishly searched for the bones of a man. (There was none to be found)
Did you know that it was Actaeon's ghost, unhappy and unburied, trapped on the earth, who leaned over his sleeping father and told him of his fate? "You will not find me as you knew me, gather me as a stag." And Aristaeus immediately woke his wife and told her the truth, and together they grieved all the night long.
(Did you know that this is why Aristaeus abandons Boeotia? He could not stand the sight of it and so he went to Ceos. And there he slayed the dog-star. And there he became a healing wind. All in the name of his only son, that foolish, beloved Actaeon.)
#ginger chats about greek myths#greek mythology#I'm fascinated by Aristaeus tbh#He's very underrated as far as sons of Apollo go but to my understanding#He's the only one of Apollo's sons that's as multitalented as their old man LOL#Actaeon is also a very sad story#Actaeon only ever knew one side of his family - they never told him that Artemis was his family#In the Dionysica Nonnus writes that Actaeon intended to bring glory to his family by taking Artemis as a bride#And in Callimachus' Hymn they say that his parents thought he was going to JOIN Artemis' hunt and they didn't question him missing#Because they thought he would be running free in the wilds alongside Artemis and her nymphs where he surely belonged#I feel especially bad for Autonoe - she passes by the bones of that deer so many times - almost like she's on the verge of recognising#that those bones belong to her son but she never picks them up - so fixated on looking for her son's body as she knew him#And of course Aristaeus takes it hard too#Some people say this tragedy was enough for him to abandon all of Greece in his mourning and that he took sanctuary in Sardinia#A lot of them say he consulted his father's oracle at a loss for what to do and that it's Apollo that leads him to Ceos#Interestingly - Ceos is also where Cyparissus is said to have lived by some authors and as we all know#Cyparissus had a beloved stag that he cared for like his own heart#It's just very very interesting how some of these things connect to each other#apollo#actaeon#aristaeus#autonoe#cadmus#harmonia
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wanting to talk to people so badly but cursed with being awful at talking to people
#it doesnt come natural to me to just start chatting with someone out of nowhere out of fear im gonna annoy them/im not interesting-#or why would they ever wanna be friends with me#and i fear i miss out on a alot of friendships and potential fun conversations because of it#and imma be entirely honest if the person im trying to talk to doesn't show the same interest in talking to me i just stop trying#the few rare times i do try to reach out to people and talk to folks it doesn't really work#and i get very discouraged to do it again#and im very tired#and i dont even have the social battery to talk to a bunch of people even if I want to#i dont know what im talking about im just tired and lonely tbh#chronically lonely and all that#it's in my bones it's who i am and i cannot change it
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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My dad sent me a photo of little me in a tiger costume the other day and so I had to redraw it with Mikey of course <3 <3 <3
#this was mostly traced tbh#I just drew the more turtle-y bits#also the tail#and I redrew the paws and tiger head cause it looked strange in the photo#I WAS SUCH A CUTE KID GUYS#tmnt#rottmnt#tmnt mikey#rottmnt mikey#mikey 2018#tw eyestrain#eyestrain#cw eyestrain#trying my best with these tw tags; as usual lemme know if I missed a tag or something! <3#I don't think the eyestrain is too bad on this?? I have no clue#colors always get messed up when they move from my ipad to laptop so I cant tell#My laptop brightness is always all the way down and my ipad brightness all the way up#I have to go back often and make a drawing lighter cause you cant see shit when the brightness is down#okay thats enough rambling for today MY B GUYS#(... do people read these tags? Genuinely curious)#sleepy art
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Kataang || Survivor
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#tbh i don't even ride for kataang like this usually (not a hater just not a particular fravriote of mine) but GOD DAMN!#if you want people to ship kataang this is how you do it#if you want people to get reinvested in the original show this is how you do it#if you want people who (somehow still) haven’t seen the show yet to watch it this is how you do it#ate & left no crumbs#kinda gagged the kataang/aang antis i fear#just 10/10#the editing?#MY LORD!#& the parallels?#INSANE!#i consider myself a pretty big atla fan#but there are so many connections between these two characters that I missed/just never really focused on before#guess it just goes to show#(shipping preferences aside)#the show really is that deep/layered#atla#avatar the last airbender#kataang#atla edit#avatar the last airbender edit#kataang edit#atla katara#atla aang#shout out to#Blue Claw#on#Youtube#will definitely have to check out their other stuff
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He found out he’s not the highest rated anymore….isn’t taking it too well <<
#wallowing in that feeling of missing out or not being good enough for others standards (or even your own tbh) :))#no but actually I hope no one takes this post the wrong way#it was actually very therapeutic to draw this?#I know some people don’t like seeing their comfort character in distress but for me it’s almost reassuring#knowing that even this silly guy has hard days. Makes them feel human and sympathetic?#like they understand hardships and still persist despite it all#I hope no one takes offense :( don’t worry he’ll be feeling better about it soon enough 💜#but I also have no issues with this art being taken humorous#(because he do be ugly crying like a desperate teenager that got rejected)#reminds me of the ‘no your cringe’ meme someone else drew Mr. Puzzles too lol#so you can interpret this art as serious or silly I don’t care either way honestly#My inspiration here is that after he was defeated he kinda spent a couple days upset about it#started to cut apart star shaped fairy lights in frustration and cut out paper to resemble stars he wished he could have#just kinda going berserk in outrage obsessing over star shaped objects to fill that void#hence why it looks like there’s arts & crafts and Star glitter everywhere on the floor lol#but like I said you can make up your own story and narrative for it <3#hplonesome art#mr puzzles fanart#cw crying#tw crying#mr puzzles crying#crying mr puzzles#smg4 mr puzzles fanart
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when the same people who wouldn't shut up about you giving too much to everyone and asking you to hold back start complaining that you seem more reserved and don't have the same love and joy for the world and everyone in it as you used to once you actually take their advice...I fucking called it. I knew I should've trusted my gut. I'm not built for holding back and rationing my love and being careful with my heart. I have a big fucking heart and my love isn't expendable it grows the more of it I give and im built to love strangers and listen to people's stories and hold little parts of them in me wherever I go. I'm tired of being careful. I love people and yeah I keep getting my heart broken but it grows back bigger and stronger every time. I wouldn't trade the experiences for anything. im built to be a best friend to whoever needs me because that's what gives me joy. not all of it is a transaction and its okay if everyone doesn't return my love and kindness with the same intensity. im not doing it for a reward. im doing it because knowing a person for however long is a unique and beautiful experience and the reward in itself. I fucking love people you're the reason I want to live
#liveblogging.pdf#hopepunk#i am not built for bitterness. that's my takeaway from this sem#i gave protecting my peace or whatever a shot but I'm someone who derives my joy from being a fly on the walls of a hundred different rooms#i live to make people smile. i miss doing it. i miss trusting and hoping and loving fearlessly#i should get back into teaching kids over the break tbh. I've missed it
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