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warming up
franco colapinto x teammate!reader
summary: franco is determined to make his teammate feel better with the perfect warm sweater.
word count: 1.5k
warnings: franco is slightly obsessed with reader, not much franco x reader action but still cute! two mentions of âynâ, shameless and jealous franco.
You had seriously underestimated how cold Vegas would actually be.Â
It seemed like everyone had warned you, âBring sweaters, it will get coldâ they said, and yet you chose to ignore them. So your situation couldâve easily been avoided.Â
You gazed at Liam Lawson from the other side of the paddock, wishing nothing more that you were in his position, wrapped up in a blanket sitting right next to a heater.Â
You sighed, imagining what you would feel like if you were in his position, you were so focused that you didn't see or hear your teammate walk up behind you.Â
Franco looked at you with a smile, although he frowned when he realized you werenât giving him his desired attention, he followed your gaze over to Liam, who was in the middle of an interview.Â
âWhat are we looking at?â he whispered in your ear, ignoring your slight jump.Â
âJesus Franco,â you muttered, trying to calm yourself, âLiam looks real warm right now.âÂ
Franco nodded, rolling his eyes slightly, âYes. Because he had a blanket. Do you not see that?â
You gave him a look, âOf course, I see that. That is the whole point. I want to be warm.âÂ
Franco gave you a look over, keeping his eyes on your bare arms, where he could see the cold making your hair stand up, he smiled, âAh. Are you cold?âÂ
âI canât feel my fingers,â you mumbled, keeping your eyes forward, on Liam.Â
Franco frowned, holding back on asking why exactly you didn't bring a sweater, his stomach felt nauseous at the sight of you gazing at Liam with so much want.Â
Now, you werenât exactly looking at Liam, more so his body temperature, but still, Franco would give anything to have you gaze at him.Â
He gasped, his face brightening, if he got you a sweater, there was no way you would be staring at Liam like that, you would be staring at him like that.Â
âI will be right back.â he spoke firmly, starting to back away, âDo not leave.â you watched him over your shoulder, giggling as he fumbled into a sprint.Â
âNo, too uglyâŚâ Franco mumbled to himself as he threw the sweater behind him, he pulled another from his small driverâs room closet, âNo, too blueâŚâ He threw this one behind him as well. Not noticing it landed on his trainer.Â
The man in question jumped in shock, pulling the Williams-style sweater off his head, âWhat the..â he mumbled, turning to Franco, who held up a knitted sweater, âPerfect..â he heard Franco whisper.Â
The trainer stared briefly, watching Franco go back scavenging through his closet. The trainer could only roll his eyes before slowly walking out of the room.Â
âI should get her two.â Franco whispered to himself, âIn case she doesnât like one of them..â he nodded to himself, continuing to throw sweaters he didnt deem fit behind him.Â
After ten minutes of back and forth, Franco existed his driverâs room content, he was going to be your night and shining armor, and then youâll look at Franco with all the love in the world because he was the one to get you warm and cozy. Â
Just as he was going to make his way over to the media pen, where he had left you, he was pulled aside by your manager.
â(Y/N) was looking for you.â she informed him, Franco grumbled to himself, âI told her to stay in place, tonta.â (dummy)Â
âShe got cold.â The woman defended you, âYou left her out thereâŚshe waited for ten minutes.â
Franco held up the two sweaters in his arm with a frown, âI got her sweaters, so she would not be cold.âÂ
Your manager eyes him with a smirk, âYou spent ten minutes finding a sweater to give her?â
Franco shrugged, âI wanted to make sure they were warm.âÂ
The woman tilted her head, âYou know we have a merch store full of sweaters, right?â
Franco turned to her in disgust, âMierda, those sweaters are like this,â he held his thumb and index together, âThey are not warm. They need to be warm.â (shit)
âSo you are giving her your sweaters?â
âYes.â
âDo you think that will make her fall in love with you?â
Franco leaned back in offense, âI do not need to make her fall for meâŚâ he paused, âShe is already in love with me, she just does not know it yet.âÂ
The woman nodded with pursed lips, âYeah because thatâs a totally sane thing to say.â
Franco simply rolled his eyes, having had this conversation one too many times. So what if his obsession with you was just slightly worrying? It was all going to work out in the end, he just knew it. âDo you know where she went?âÂ
Your manager thought for a moment. âShe mentioned being hungry, so she probably went up to eat.âÂ
And with that, Franco went off with a sprint.Â
Out of breath, and slight sweating, Franco entered the Williams dining room, eyes sweeping over the place with quick eyes. Only to feel a rush of disappointment when he didn't spot you.Â
He let out a deep disappointed sigh as he took a seat at the bar. The bartender watched him as he wallowed in pity.Â
Franco continued to let out deep, soul-searching sighs, catching the attention of those around him, the bartender walked but to him with an awkward smile, sliding over a glass of water.Â
âHey Franco,â she started, he glanced up at her with a small smile, âYou okay?â she whispered, leaning in, there were all different kinds of people around them, investors, fans, journalists, and no doubt searching for a bit of drama to hold onto, the last thing she wanted was for this interaction to be first-page news tomorrow morning.Â
âNo.â Franco was blunt, âWas (Y/N) here?âÂ
The lady nodded, âYeah she just left actually. She got her usualââÂ
âHot chocolate, whipped cream, caramel drizzle.â the two coursed.Â
The bartender leaned back, impressed, âYou really know her.âÂ
Franco shrugged, âSheâll be my wife one day, I need to know what she likes.â
The lady laughed, âOh yeah? Does she know that?â
Franco tilted his head, âNo sĂŠ. I don't think it's a secret that I like her.â (I don't know.)
The woman agreed; this was not the first time sheâd heard about Franco being in love with you. It seemed like every time he and she talked, he managed to somehow make the conversation about you.Â
Now, she didn't know if the feelings were one-sided, the way you looked at Franco certainly made her think they weren't.
She hummed, âWell she took her hot chocolate to go, so I don't know where she went.â
Franco nodded, slowly moving off the chair, his sweaters both tightly secure in his clutch, âOkay then. If she comes back, tell her I'm looking for her.â
Franco was late to the fan stage, he had been so busy looking for you that he had lost track of time, and now he was being yelled at by his manager through the phone, demanding to know where he was.Â
It took him two minutes to run from the garage to the fan stage, he was recorded who knows how many times, and he was no doubt trending right now.Â
He had thrown the two sweaters in the arms of his manager when he arrived, wasting no time climbing the small steps up to the stage.Â
What he saw made his stomach drop, there you were in all your glory, wearing no other than aâŚmclaren puffer jacket. And you were talking to no other thanâŚLando Norris.Â
God, the smile on your face made Franco want to claw his eyes out, Lando had never been that funny.Â
Franco ignored the fans yelling his name, instead he squeezed in between you and Lando, wrapping his arms around your waist. âHello,â he mumbled, keeping his eyes on you.Â
Lando looked over at you with an amused smile before walking away, shaking his head slightly.Â
âHi?â you questioned, glancing over to the fanâs direction weary, thankfully they seemed to be paying attention to Lando and Oscar, the latter seemingly saying something funny.Â
âI was looking for you.âÂ
You winced, âSorry but I got really cold, and then I got really hungryâŚâÂ
Franco smiled softly, "It's okayâŚâ he glanced down at your attire, âWhat are you wearing?âÂ
You broke out into a smile, âDo you like it? Lando gave it to me, he said I looked cold.âÂ
âI don't like it,â Franco stated simply, you leaned back, an offended look on your face. âOkay. Rude.âÂ
âItâs really ugly, â he continued, âYou should change.âÂ
You huffed, âI didn't bring any sweaters!âÂ
Franco held up a finger before moving away. You rolled your eyes, moving back to the others on stage.Â
A couple minutes later you felt someone's presence behind you, you jumped slightly, feeling someone pulling on your jacket, looking back you saw Franco, a look on his face.Â
âTake this off,â he mumbled, you glanced to his shoulder, where two knitted sweaters lay. âPorfa?â he pleaded, seeing the hesitation on your face. (please)Â
Later that night, as the fan stage was wrapping up, Franco walked up to Lando, handing him the Mclaren jacket with a smile, âShe didn't want itâŚâ he muttered, âAnd she doesn't want you.â he added as an afterthought, shooting the Mclaren driver a smile before walking over to you.Â
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Hii!! Could I request Council member sevika x reader (established relationship) bathing her after a stressful day or even her first day đđ˝đ
Late night care âŕ¨ŕ§â
hi anon ! and yes i love this, she definitely deserves it, i went with after her first day :) its kind of suggestive in a few parts but nothing explicit so be warned !
Sevika had just gotten back from her first meeting, it was quite obvious she didnt have a good time
On the way home, she ranted about how the topsiders on the council treated her, they werent too happy about Zaun being represented.
This was obviously bound to happen as the council wasn't very open-minded. It would take a while for them to adjust to this change.
She needed some time to relax and you knew just how to help her.
You pulled her into the bathroom as soon as you got back home, sitting her on the toilet lid next to the bathtub.
She groaned at the soreness in her legs when she sits down, rubbing at her thigh with calloused hands. You got on your knees in front of her, beginning to tug at her laces, hand wrapped around her ankle. Her eyes widened in shock at what she thought was your boldness.
Pulling her booted foot from out of your hands, she raised her leg to rest her sole on your inner thigh. "So this is your idea of helping me relax?"
Your face flushed, not realizing the implications of your actions and pushed her heavy leg away. "It's not the time for that," you pointed towards the bath, "I was going to run you a bath.",
You looked up at her, and her expression was beaming in amusement. "You can't just drop to your knees in front of me so fast," She teased while you continued to tug her boots off. "But I guess it's not the time for that yet."
You rolled your eyes at her words and tossed her dirty boots to the corner of the room and stood up between her legs. Before you could move, she was wrapping a thick arm around your waist, putting her face into your torso.
"I appreciate you doing this for me." She mumbled into the fabric of your shirt.
You let out a small chuckle at her affection and ran a hand through her hair, slightly scratching at her scalp. After a few seconds, you pushed her away to turn to the bath. She let out a grunt when you escaped her grasp and eyed you as you bent over the tub to turn on the water.
You could feel her piercing stare from behind you as you tested the water that was now flowing into the tub, making sure it was hot just how she liked it. You had bought some cinnamon and sandalwood bathsalts a few days ago from a nearby shop, knowing Sevika would like the scent.
Reaching behind her, you opened a cabinet near her head, your arm brushing against her hair. She turned slightly to plant a kiss on your forearm, looking at you with soft eyes.
You giggled at her forwardness, feeling a blush settle on your face as you pulled some small jars out. Her eyes chased your form as you moved back to the tub, pouring in (what you think) is the perfect measurement of salts. After adding in some rosemary to help relax her muscles, you sat them on the corner of the ledge, swirling your hand in the half filled tub.
Sevika found this endearing, that you are working hard to please her. Even though the past few days have been nothing but stress, she felt as though this moment had already taken it all away. You did so much to keep her worries at bay, and she recognized it.
She shook her head and smiled to herself inwardly, getting up from her spot and stepping beside you, putting a hand on your lower back. You started to stand up, and she grabbed your chin on the way, pulling your cheek to her lips. Her thick lips were heavy on your face, and you could feel her hot breath fan your cheek as she pulled away.
"Ready?" She asked, finger still on your chin.
You nodded, putting your hands on your hips to stare proudly at her. She chuckled at your confidence and pulled her shirt over her head.
You stared, flushed, at her happy trail that climbed up her toned stomach. The dim light highlights the muscle of her arm, and your eyes trailed up to her black bra that concealed her chest.
"You're staring damn hard for someone who said 'its not the time for that'," She cocked an eyebrow down at you.
You cleared your throat and turned around, pretending to search for something. At that, she let out a throaty laugh and nudged your back lightly. You realized you needed to grab her a bathrobe and shook your head as you stepped out to get to the closet.
Grabbing a black and red silky robe from the closet beside the bathroom, you hummed in approval. You could hear her clothes dropping to the ground from within the bathroom and stood outside a little bit longer than you probably needed to, clutching the robe to your chest.
When the sound ceased, you took that as a queue to step back in. You were greeted with the (yummy) sight of Sevika layed back in the tub. Her toned back pressed against the wall, and her arm rested on the ledge. Her hair was splayed out on the wall, moist with condensation. The sight of her head thrown back and her eyes closed in genuine pleasure made you stare for a few seconds before closing the door behind you.
When you turned back, her grey eyes pierced through you, now smirking in your direction. She made a 'come hitler' motion with two fingers. You obeyed and stepped towards her, setting the robe down on the counter.
You knelt down to run your hands up her arm to her neck, slightly scratching the base of her scalp. She groaned at the feeling and relaxed (if she could be more relaxed than she already is).
You pumped some bodywash into a rag near the ledge by the previously discarded bath salts with your other hand. Tapping on her back to get her to learn forward slightly, you rubbed the rag gently over her back, letting soap drip down into the water.
You now sat on the ledge, leaning on the wall parallel to her back. She groaned occasionally at your massage, coming undone under your touch. Gritting her teeth at a particularly tense spot that you tore through.
Her skin felt hot underneath your fingertips, running your nails down her back and across her scars. It was rare to see her so vulnerable, but you weren't complaining.
Suddenly, you realized how slick the ledge was with condensation when you shifted a bit. Before you could process this you went toppling over.
Not onto the floor.
Into the bath.
Sevika jumped in suprise, getting pulled out of her trance and moving her legs upwards to catch you. Her arm held onto the front of your shirt. But this didn't do much. Water was already up to your bellybutton and overflowing onto the ground.
Immediately, your eyes flew to Sevikas face, worrying that you ruined the moment. But what you were met with was her delighted and teasing smile. Her thick lips were stretched upwards.
"If you asked to join, i would have said yes," She laughed, "Ya didn't have to jump at me."
You both laughed at your situation, trying but failing to pull you out of the tub.
Eventually, you both gave up, having no more energy, and you pulled your wet shirt over your head as a last resort and settled between Sevikas legs, back pressed against her chest.
And this is how you opted to stay for the rest of the night.
Sevika was pleased.
cute ending because i said so
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hello! I was wondering if youâd be willing to write a Phantom of the Opera request centering around readerâs appreciation for Erikâs hands. I mean⌠he is a musician and can play pretty much any instrument. Not to mention, he can be so delicate in the way he touches reader while also having strangled men (which reader isnt crazy about but⌠one step at a timeâŚ)
How would he react to them showing him such appreciation? And would it lead to anything more� if you do decide to do nsfw⌠how would he feel about reader asking him to (lightly) choke them?
feel free to make this sfw or nsfw as you're comfortable with!
Where Trust Lies
i didnt make it nsfw but it is still suggestive!! erik destler x gn reader warnings/ tags- light choking, not nswf, gn reader, i demand requests!!! word count- 1649 words
Erikâs hands were the first part of him you truly knew.
The gentle curve of his long fingers on the keys of his organ, the quiet strength they showed as he adjusted his scores, the rhythmic flex of his knuckles when frustration gnawed at himâall of it fascinated you. His hands were, in many ways, the truest representation of him: deft, expressive, and disciplined, yet trembling with the undercurrent of a deeper, more turbulent self.
You often found yourself watching them from across the dim room as Erik lost himself in music. Tonight, however, was different. Tonight, you let your admiration slip through the walls you carefully built to keep your thoughts concealed from his sharp, all-seeing eyes.
The candlelight barely reached where you sat on the edge of the divan, but it illuminated Erik clearly at his organ. His hands, ever graceful, moved like water over the keys, coaxing out a melody that was equal parts melancholy and tender. You didnât know the piece, but you felt itâthe notes wrapped around you, luring you into his world.
Your gaze lingered on the pale stretch of his fingers. They danced with precision, pressing and lifting as though the keys were extensions of himself. Youâd often admired his hands in silence, but tonight, the sight pulled at something deeper within you. Those hands had given life to the beauty in the room: the music, the carefully inked compositions scattered on his desk, the delicate carvings on the furniture heâd restored.
They were hands of creation. Hands that bore the evidence of their toil, calloused but precise, and you couldnât help but wonder what it would be like to feel them against your own skin.
You barely realized you were staring until Erik stilled. The final chord hung in the air before vanishing into the heavy quiet of the underground lair. Slowly, he turned toward you, his movements deliberate, and you realized with a flash of embarrassment that heâd caught you watching.
His dark eyes narrowed, suspicion clouding them. âWhat is it?â he asked, his voice low and clipped. âAre you displeased with the music?â
You shook your head quickly. âNo. The music is beautiful, Erik.â
He tilted his head, his disfigured lips pressing into a thin line. âThen why do you look at me as though you pity me?â
Your breath caught. âI donât pity you,â you said softly, leaning forward. âI was admiring your hands.â
For a moment, Erik froze. His eyes flicked to his own hands as though seeing them for the first time. He flexed his fingers once, and a soft scoff escaped his throat. âMy hands,â he repeated, almost mockingly. âThey are as grotesque as the rest of me. What is there to admire?â
You moved before you could think better of it, slipping off the divan to kneel before him. His sharp intake of breath made you pause, but you pressed forward, gently lifting one of his hands between yours. âTheyâre not grotesque,â you murmured, running your fingertips over the calloused pads of his fingers. âTheyâre beautiful.â
Erikâs breath hitched, and you glanced up to see him staring at you, his face unreadable. You pressed on, letting your thumb brush over his knuckles. âYour hands create so much, Erik. Music that moves people, pieces that live beyond this place. Even this lairâitâs you. Everything youâve built is because of these hands.â
His fingers twitched under your touch, and for a moment, you thought he might pull away. But he didnât. Instead, he watched you, something like vulnerability flickering in his gaze.
âYou⌠you think so highly of them?â he whispered, as though the words were foreign to him.
âI do,â you said, your voice steady. âIâve always thought so. Iâve just never told you.â
He swallowed hard, his free hand gripping the edge of the organ bench. His breathing grew uneven, and you realized how much weight your words carried. Erik, who was so accustomed to rejection and fear, was staring at you as though youâd spoken something sacred.
Carefully, you placed his hand against your cheek, closing your eyes for a moment. His touch was hesitant, but warm, his thumb brushing your skin in the lightest of caresses.
âWhy?â he rasped, his voice breaking. âWhy would you say this?â
You opened your eyes, meeting his. âBecause itâs true. And because I want you to know how much I see in you.â
Something inside him seemed to shatter at that. His hand cupped your cheek more firmly, and before you knew it, he was pulling you closer, his other hand lifting to cradle the back of your neck.
âDo you know what you do to me?â he murmured, his voice trembling. âTo speak of beauty in something Iâve always loathed⌠You undo me.â
You barely managed to reply before he leaned in, his forehead resting against yours. His breath ghosted over your lips, his hands anchoring you to him as though you might vanish. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Erikâs forehead rested against yours, his breath shallow and uneven. His hands trembled slightly where they held you, one against your cheek and the other cradling the nape of your neck. His eyes searched yours, filled with an unspoken question, as if he were waiting for you to push him away.
But you didnât. Instead, you reached up to trace the back of his hand, marveling at the strength beneath his pale skin. âErik,â you whispered, your voice barely audible in the stillness.
âYes?â His voice cracked, and he swallowed hard, his thumb brushing your jaw in an almost reverent motion.
âI want you to choke me.â
The words hung between you, heavy and electric. Erik froze, his breath catching as if you had struck him. His hand stilled against your neck, the tension in his fingers palpable.
âWhat⌠did you say?â His voice was low, laced with disbelief and something darkerâa flicker of curiosity.
You shifted closer, your hands resting lightly on his chest, feeling the erratic beat of his heart beneath your palms. âI want you to choke me,â you repeated, softer but no less certain. âI trust you, Erik. Completely. I want to feel your strengthâyour control. Iâm not afraid of you.â
Erikâs expression twisted, his lips parting as though to protest, but no words came. Instead, he stared at you, his brows furrowed, his hands twitching as though he were waging a silent war with himself.
âYou⌠you donât understand what youâre asking,â he finally said, his voice strained. âI could hurt you. Iâve spent my life as a monster, wielding my hands for harm, not⌠not this.â
âYouâre not a monster,â you said firmly, your fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt. âAnd I trust you not to hurt me. Iâm asking because I want thisânot because I see you as dangerous, but because I see you as powerful.â
His breathing grew heavier, and he closed his eyes, his grip on your neck tightening just enough for you to feel the weight of his hand. When he opened his eyes again, they were filled with something raw and unguarded. âIf I do this,â he said slowly, his voice shaking, âyou must promise to tell me if itâs too much. I cannot bear to harm you.â
âI promise,â you said, your voice steady.
Erik let out a shuddering breath, and his fingers flexed against your skin. Slowly, he brought his other hand up to join the first, his long fingers curling gently around your throat. The pressure was light at first, almost hesitant, as though he feared breaking you.
âLike this?â he murmured, his eyes locked on yours.
You nodded, your breath hitching at the sensation. âA little more,â you whispered.
His fingers tightened incrementally, and you felt the strength in his hands, the undeniable control he held over you. The sensation was intoxicating, not because it left you breathless but because it was Erikâvulnerable, conflicted, and utterly present with you in this moment.
âYouâre trembling,â you said softly, your hands moving to rest over his.
âIââ He cut himself off, his voice breaking. âIâm terrified. I donât understand how you could want this from me.â
âBecause I trust you,â you said again, your voice steady despite the weight of his hands. âBecause I want you to see that you donât have to hold yourself back with me.â
Something inside him snapped then, a low growl escaping his lips as his grip tightened just enough to make your pulse quicken. He leaned closer, his face mere inches from yours, his breath hot against your cheek.
âYou undo me,â he whispered, his voice raw with emotion. âDo you know what youâre doing to me?â
Before you could answer, his lips were on yoursâfierce, desperate, and unyielding. His hands remained steady on your throat, a perfect balance of control and care, grounding you in his presence. The kiss deepened, his body pressing against yours as though he couldnât bear to leave any space between you.
When he finally pulled back, his chest heaved, his hands slipping from your throat to cradle your face. His eyes were wild, dark with desire and something deeperâa fragile kind of devotion.
âDid I hurt you?â he asked, his voice barely more than a whisper.
You shook your head, your lips curling into a soft smile. âNo, Erik. You were perfect.â
He let out a shaky breath, his forehead falling against yours once more. âYou are either the most reckless creature Iâve ever met,â he murmured, âor the only one whoâs ever truly understood me.â
âMaybe Iâm both,â you said, your voice light but full of affection.
Erik let out a soft, breathless laughârare and beautiful, like the man himself. And as his hands slid back to rest lightly on your shoulders, you knew that this moment, fragile and fierce, was just the beginning of something neither of you could put into words.
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cant believe im posting this on the website that loves wednesday eep
#it was okay#the end was... off#though...#like the bad guy is a monster whos genetically predisposed to be evil or to serve a master or something?#i could be getting the details wrong about what a hyde is but whatever thats the feel i got from it#like it was a fun experience but looking at it too deeply theres like these little things that kinda ruin it from being genuinely good#also what was up with the werewolf conversion thing#it feels like theyre trying to mild the werewolf allegory to fit a bunch of different things and then directly acknowledging that (like the#audience is too stupid to realize it) contradicts previous information#like is it a physical condition where she cannot transform even if she wants to?#or is it a gay allegory where she genuinely doesnt want it?#it tries to do both and maybe even some others im missing too#and then they wipe it all away by having her transform in the nick of time anyway to save wednesday like???#like that coulda been built up and explored waaaayy better#also LOL no cops reads out miranda rights they just dont#oh huh i guess i have a lot of complaints about this actually XD#also it felt like it was also building up to an... you know that one trope where the hinted-at ND character does something thats not by the#books and at first no one believes them but then it comes to light that their way is also a valid way of doing things?#i didnt feel like they wrapped that up at all#like why did we need a cop character did he even really do much of anything except for arrest some guys and be vaguely menacing to wednesday#and like also SPEAKING OF LIKE HE KNEW#HE KNEW TYLER WAS A HYDE OR WHATEVER#AND DID NOTHING ALL WHILE BEING PISSY ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE#and its like never acknowledged how shitty that is its just like 'oh how sad hes a sad grungly man whos sad over his kid' like i dont care#also just a pet peeve rather than a real critic but lET THE WEREWOLVES BE FURRIES#give them fucking tails you fucking cowards#oops theres a lot of typos in these tags O_O#god this is a messy rant lol dont even look at it
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whadya mean he didnt tell you he loves you??? his eyes literally went soft when he looked ur way...
#bg3#wyll ravengard#tav#wyll x tav#paladin#baldur's gate 3#voltaical ocs#bishop#wyllll baby you are my ANGEEEEELLLLL#this scene rips my heart out i replayed it a few times to figure out some dialog#AHHHH i just wanna wrap wyll in a blanket and tell him how much i love him ;_;#also its sooo interesting that you need to persuade him to kiss you. i didnt do that in my original playthrough#cause it felt out of character for bishop#but it rlly plays into the headspace wyll is in like he feels so undeserving of love and affection#that hes not even THINKING of having a romantic moment with you#youre the one who has to bring it up#also im so sorry about my shit handwriting i am too lazy to redownload all my fonts onto my new computer and am enjoying lettering by hand#even if its atrocious
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a little thought to ruin your day: After Piper broke up with Jason, he had to deal with his heartache all by himself, isolated in a mortal boarding school with nobody to comfort him. No family. No friends.
#I hope your day is ruined#bc mine is#This man gives me a heartache it's not even funny anymore. Like it's just one after the other for him tumbling down.#I can imagine Jason looking out the windowsill all sad :( omgg#He loved piper so much :(#He basically died for her even after they became exes#I just wanna wrap him in a fluffy blanket#It's kinda hard for me to not resent Piper for this sorry.#I mean#I'm glad she didnt cheat on him or smth and just broke up w him to not play w his feelings#But yeah. Still pretty upset. They'd been dating for a year at that point. So Jason must've had it pretty bad.#pjo#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo toa#toa#piper mclean#hazel levesque#leo valdez#annabeth chase#frank zhang
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Blood Blossom Au: before the nightingale sings
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for my batdad blood blossom au, the one where Vlad poisoned Danny with blood blossom extract and Danny ran away from him and ended up tumbling into the care of one Pre-Robin Battinson Batman :). A quick oneshot telling the tale of the tragic deaths of the Fentons
TW: Major Character Death Warning
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Not all deaths are created equal.
That is a valuable lesson in life to learn. One that Danny learns when he is eleven years old, standing in the pit of his parentsâ creation; the culmination of their lifeâs work. The portal to the other side, the realm of the dead. To the infinite.Â
He learns that when heâs eleven years old, in a hazmat suit that sags on him, and boots that clunk when he walks because the only ones that fit are his momâs, and even those are too big. In gloves that he has to clench his fists in because otherwise they fall off. In goggles that slide down his nose even when heâs tightened them the farthest they can go.Â
He learns that when heâs eleven years old, choking on giggles that harmonize with the laughter of his friendsâ who stand at the mouth of the tunnel. Samâs holding a polaroid in her hand. Theyâre just being kids.Â
Theyâre not laughing when Dannyâs hand hits the safety lock â the one with faulty wiring, the only one in the tunnel. The only one he could possibly hit. Theyâre not laughing when the portal buzzes to life, and the lights inside switch on row by row as the generator begins to rumble and hum.Â
Theyâre not laughing when Danny dies. Theyâre screaming. Theyâre not screaming when he comes back.
Not all deaths are created equal. Â
Some are poetic, beautiful. The satisfying close of a book as it comes to an end, of the hardback thumping soft against the pages like the sound of a door closing. A train run its course.
Some are violent; unsatisfying; unfair. The unexpected shattering of an egg as it rolls off the countertop when nobody is looking, the unmistakable crack as it falls to the floor. It is abrupt and messy.Â
But most are just⌠unremarkable. Unintentional. Clumsy.Â
Dannyâs family dies one night in late January. He is thirteen years old, barely a month away from fourteen. It is unforeseen. It is preventable. It happens.Â
It happens like this:Â
Their water heater breaks one Monday in January. Itâs old, sitting in the garage, and has dealt with nearly sixteen years of Fenton-grade chaos and shenanigans. Of parents tossing scraps and junk into the garage as brief storage to come back to later. Of illegal tune-ups on their vehicles that result in something exploding. Of little children running around and knocking things over, playing with poles and sticks they find on the ground, on the shelves. Of being lived and used. Â
Something had to give.Â
Jack Fenton notices it immediately when he comes upstairs that very afternoon â his children at school, his wife downstairs â to grab something from the garage. The very same scrap and used material they store like squirrels to use later.Â
He stops what heâs doing to fix it. Â
It wasnât supposed to be permanent.Â
Despite what many believe, Jack Fenton is not the idiot people make him out to be. He knows what heâs good at, he knows what heâs not. He knows he can be passionate and obsessive and single-minded about things. He knows that he is a scientist, an inventor; an engineer.Â
He knows that he is not a plumber. That fixing water heaters is not something he knows how to do, not safely. And he loves his family. What he does is only meant to be temporary â a fix meant to only last a few days until they can call someone in who can fix it for them.Â
So Jack Fenton futzes with the water heater, gives it a temporary stitch to last a short while, and reminds himself to call a plumber later that day to come in and fix it. He turns and leaves the garage with the part he came for â a sheet of metal for his wife to melt down â and disappears back downstairs.Â
He does not make that call; it slips from his mind.Â
It is not his fault.Â
One day passes, then two, then suddenly it is Thursday. The water heater has still not been fixed, the water heater has been forgotten. It is nobodyâs fault. Â
Danny asks his parents at breakfast if he can stay over at Tuckerâs house for the night. Just one night. Theyâre going to study for their math test and then play video games until midnight, but he only tells his parents that first half.Â
Heâs been doing well in school. Really well â better than he has in a while. Thereâs been a delightful lull in ghost appearances for the last few weeks. The living donât know why, but Danny does. The Winter Truce always calms the dead down for a while, something about how the Zone cleanses itself twice a mortal year and that fresh wave of ecto clears out the old and brings in the new.Â
This year Danny got to participate. Heâs feeling the effects of it too, and heâs been sleeping consistently well for the first time since the accident.Â
Itâll never happen again.Â
His parents agree under the condition that he doesnât stay up late, and Danny harmlessly lies through his teeth and agrees. He goes and throws overnight clothes into his school backpack, and when he leaves for school with Jazz his parents are already departed into the lab.Â
The last conversation he has with his sister is in her car on the drive to school. Inane, mindless conversation to fill the air and pass the time. Jazz comments on how relaxed heâs been lately; Danny tells her about the Winter Truce. She listens in rapt attention.Â
She tells him that sheâs glad to see him so well-rested. She thinks her little brotherâs been growing up too fast these days. She thinks heâs been too tense. Too caught up with the spinning of the world around him that he forgets about himself sometimes.Â
When they reach school, before Danny can get out of the car, Jazz looks to her little brother and says; âI love you.âÂ
Her little brotherâs cheeks turn an embarrassed shade of red. He makes a scrunched up, grossed-out face, but canât hide the smile pulling across it. âDonât be a sap, Jazz. Iâll see you later.â He tells her, yanking his hood up over his head. She hears the bashful, âlove you tooâ before he walks away.Â
That is the last conversation she ever has with her brother.Â
Thursday is unremarkable, passing by in its normality as it always does. Thereâs one, maybe two ghost sightings; shades lurking around in curious infancy that are easily spooked away by the presence of a greater being. Danny doesnât even have to go ghost.Â
Thursday evening is even less so. Danny goes to Tuckerâs house â Sam has a prior arrangement with her slam poetry club â and the two of them study for an hour before they toss their textbooks aside and reach for the game console.Â
Danny sleeps in Tuckerâs room with one of the extra blankets on his bed, curled across the room in one of the bean bag chairs. It shouldnât be comfortable, but to Danny it is. He sleeps throughout the night, the portal shut down by his parents before theyâd gone to bed.Â
Early Friday morning, before the sun has even risen yet, before itâs even so much as a concept to grace the horizon, the water heater breaks again. It was supposed to be fixed.Â
Carbon monoxide is a silent killer. Odorless and scentless, it kills within minutes. It fills the house like a shadow casting over the ground, creeping into the rooms.Â
Dannyâs family die in their sleep; painless and unaware.Â
Itâs not Jack Fentonâs fault. He didnât mean to. Â
Nobody wakes up with their alarms.Â
Danny wakes up to Tucker Foleyâs alarm on Friday morning, and he turns his head intangible and shoves it into the beanbag chair like an ostrich hiding its head in the sand. Tucker gets up before him, and throws a pillow at him as he reaches for the alarm.Â
Thereâs laughter, messing around. The both of them get dressed, and Danny has breakfast with the Foleys that morning. He takes the bus to school with Tucker, and they meet Sam by their lockers.Â
To him, everything is as normal as it should be. There are no ghosts for him to fight right now, school is as school does, and heâs on top of all his schoolwork.Â
He does not see Jazz at all that morning, he doesnât notice. Their schedules are so different, their routes on different paths, that itâs not uncommon for Danny to not see Jazz until he gets home some days. Thatâs if thereâs no ghost attacks.Â
At lunch, he gets approached by her friends. Worried creases between their brows, they ask him if heâs seen Jazz. She hasnât shown up to any of her classes. Sheâs not answering their texts. Itâs unprecedented of her; unheard of.Â
Danny doesnât admit to the concern that swells in his gut when they tell him this. He shrugs at them, and says he hasnât seen her either. But it was probably nothing to worry about; she might just be sick and sleeping it off.Â
He offers to text her and let them know if he gets a response, and that seems to ease her friends enough that they shuffle away in uncertainty. He keeps his word, and does exactly that. He pulls out his phone and opens her contact, and shoots her a message.
âWhere are you?âÂ
He doesnât get a response back, Danny is left on sent. He puts his phone in his pocket, and with a sense of unease creeping in the back of his mind, goes on with his day. He gets no response by the time the final bell rings; and he tries not to be worried.Â
The house is quiet when he opens the door. Unusually quiet. He drops his backpack to the floor, it lands with a hearty thunk, and begins to take off his jacket. âMom! Dad!â He yells. He hangs it up, and slips his shoes from his feet. âJazz skipped school today!â
A laughable untruth that would get his sister all riled up normally; she should be able to hear him from the front door if she was in her room. The house just stays dead silent.Â
He canât even hear the usual banging and crashing from the lab. His unease returns. He reaches for the intercom that leads directly down to the basement, and presses the button to turn it on. A burst of static, and then he speaks;
âMom? Dad?âÂ
Danny lets go, and waits for a response. He gets none back. That never happens, not when the house is this quiet. Not when he knows they shouldâve heard him.Â
Something sickly and fearful borns in the pit of his stomach, and begins to snake upward. He heads for the lab. The cool metal of the door is familiar in the grooves of his hand, and he doesnât even need to think about the code as he punches it in;Â he simply lets muscle memory guide him. Itâs been the same since he was little.Â
The door hisses as the pressure is released, and he swings the door open. He takes the stairs down two at a time. Something is wrong. His parents arenât answering him. His feet pound against the metal.Â
âMom? Dad?â He calls again, more worried, more frantic. More scared. His voice echoes down the stairwell, and he reaches the bottom before itâs fully faded. The lab is empty. The portal is still shut down.Â
It was four in the afternoon, they should still be down here.Â
Danny races back upstairs, fear-raised nausea coiling in his throat. âThis isnât funny you guys!â He yells when he reaches the top, shoving open the door with more force than necessary. His head swims, his voice cracked.Â
He checks the garage, the car is still there.Â
âMom!? Dad!â His voice bellows out throughout the first floor, loud enough that it bounces back at him and rings against his ears. Heâs never raised his voice this much â mom would scold him if she heard him. But she doesnât show up. âJazmine!âÂ
Finally, he goes upstairs, and he canât tell if what heâs feeling is anger or terror. Something is very, very wrong.Â
He swings the door of his parentsâ rooms open first, and there they are, with the lights still off and the curtains still drawn. As if they hadnât left their bed all day. Some of Dannyâs fear lifts from his shoulders just by the sight of them, but heâs still trembling. Something is still wrong â the room smells⌠off. Not good, not bad. Just⌠off.Â
He swallows dryly, his throat still thick, and steps into the room. âMom, dad?â They do not stir. âDidnât you guys hear me yelling?âÂ
There is only room static. Dannyâs heart shrivels in his chest with a tenfold return of terror, he feels ill. He remembers, just now, that theyâre not heavy sleepers, and his dad should be snoring like a freight house.Â
Danny reaches their bedside in seconds, hand outstretching for the covers, âMomma? Dad?â
Not all deaths are created equal.Â
But many of them are accidental. Unmeditated. Shocking.
Danny Fenton finds his family dead in his childhood home. He runs to his neighbors in hysterics, inconsolable, in tears. Nine-one-one is called, but there is nothing that can be done. They were dead for hours by the time Daniel Fenton returned home.Â
He sits on the front steps of the neighborâs house beside FentonWorks, his jeans slowly becoming wet from the snow that was unable to be scraped off, and watches the paramedics cart out his family beneath white sheets. There are police cars blocking off the street, yellow tape blocking off his house, red-blue lights lighting up the block, an ambulance on the scene. He is wrapped in a shock blanket, and he is missing his jacket and his shoes. His tears are freezing onto his face, he canât feel the chill.Â
Not all deaths are created equal
But all of them are unforgettable.Â
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc au#dpxdc fic#blood blossom au#dpxdc ficlet#starry's writing#tw character death#cw death#angst#hurt no comfort#carbon monoxide poisoning almost sounds like a plain way to go when compared to the other batkids. but then you think about it for more#than a second and then the inherent horror of it all creeps in. danny found his family dead. he found their corpses.#i didnt feel comfortable writing it - just a little bit too heavy even for me yet - but just know that danny shook his parents as if he was#trying to wake them up when he realized they were dead. he went into emotional shock and kinda mentally shutdown.#he yelled and screamed and tried to wake them. and then rushed to his sister's room only to find the same thing. rinse and repeat#more time passed between danny finding them and him going to his neighbor's than what i showed#no more than an hour because the house was still full of carbon monoxide but longer than five minutes. long enough that when he finally wen#over - in hysterics and missing his shoes and jacket - he was completely inconsolable. he was having a breakdown.#when i was writing the ending scene with the paramedics and police and stuff i was very much calling on how i imagine Bruce's own experienc#might have gone. different but similar. with a thousand yard stare and water in their ears#two boys wrapped in shock blankets surrounded by police lights and having just seen their families dead. teehee
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ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw
#they are.#been thinking a lot about t*rusai and k*bosai and all three of them together#(really long rant in these tags that shouldve been a rant post but im not changing it soz i got carried away LMAO->)#see the thing is that k*bosai is my absolute favorite ship ever. but i get genuinely pissed when people smack talk t*rusai#idk like i get why people wouldnt ship kbs and i really dont care. and i also get that a lot of people have differing opinions and-#wont ship trsai. i honestly cant wrap my head around why (other than people who just hate teruhashi and are misogynistic) but im okay with-#agreeing to disagree and i dont care yk??#but people so often make these long discussion posts just yapping and yapping and making up shit about how trsa 'wouldnt work'#and its always just... actual complete bullshit. like unreadable word vomit.#sorry. but its true.#thats why it gets me so mad#i cant think of a single reason why you would feel the need to do that#why cant you be normal and just. not like a ship. just dont like it. hate it even. but dont make up shit just to shit on it#its so dumb i have to force myself to just scroll past them every time i encounter one#usually on tiktok or tumblr#if i read them i wont be able to stop myself from making the most concerned and upset noises ever cuz what is actually wrong with you#theyre always the biggest dumbest stretches ever and they ignore their actual development and pretend it didnt happen#it just makes me wonder why people are so okay with making fun of that ship but get mad if anyone even dislikes theirs#and then they complain about people 'shitting on their opinion'#LIKE ?? NOBODY CARES THAT U HATE THE SHIP. I CERTAINLY DONT GAF.#but ur in the main tags advertising ur hatred for it and sounding stupid as shit for no reason? UR SHITTING ON PEOPLES SHIP ON PURPOSE#AND THEN GETTING MAD AT ANYONE WHO EVEN SAYS 'i disagree actually' IM LAUGHING SO HARD STOP IM KILLING MYSELF#the one time i ever talked in that much detail about why i disliked a ship was bevause somebody specifically asked me#and yk what ?? i have literally gotten death threats over it. im not allowed to hate that ship but everyone else can do whatever i guess#okay sorry. rant over.#is that controversial i cant tell. i dont really care and im not tagging anyway#meows post
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Orym growing his hair out while Dorians gone because he's not really taking care of himself makes for an EXCELLENT gay hair cutting fic
#silver sending stones#dorym#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#the thought is#theyre reunited and dorian#because orym is roughly hand height#dorian runs his hands through oryms hair âwithout thinkingâ#and says âyoure letting it grow? i thought you liked it short?â#and dorian wraps it in a fist and pulls a little bit#again âwithout thinkingâ (no for real dorian like playing with hair hense the long ass hair and he does not realize hes making oryn go RED)#and orym. through his blush. goes âi actually hate it. i just havent felt ... its been really ... it gets in my eyes? hard to look aroundâ#âoh? im sorry i wouldnt have-â âno its okay. i didnt say anythingâ#â...do you want ne to cut it? im pretty good with a pair of sheersâ âoh i ... normally just go at it until its short enoughâ#âoyrm. i mean this as kindly as i can. we can all tell. youre a handsome man. let me give you something thatll compliment your faceâ#lots of blushing. a lot of touching of the neck and throught the scalp#and depending on how I'm feeling#theyre probably not together#so orym is just sitting there radiating red while dorian is doing his best not to fuck up his hair#maybe a kiss at the end#maybe not#we'll see how desperate i am at episode 98#we're just on e32 rn
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mentioned before I havent felt any tangible significant benefit from meds yet which is fine bc it takes a while to kick in but one small good thing i have noticed so far is even when I get little sleep I feel less tired when I wake up
I don't feel completely incapacitated and in need of being in bed all day, fighting off the urge to nap, to recharge.
I also 1. actually get "Sleepy" now... instead of just feeling very hollowly "Tired" and like i Should be going to bed to try to sleep even though I don't feel like it, because it's about time to be doing that I guess, leading to tossing and turning for 3 hrs before finally succumbing to sleep.
and 2. I actually doze off. Instead of forcing self to try and initiate sleep...this has only ever happened during my rare Naps where im so tired that sleep puts me down by force. Never in actual night time sleep setting... im like dropping my phone and struggling to stay awake sometimes now. At night!!!
None of this is in any of the results I've seen for the medication so i dont even care if its some weird placebo somehow đ im jst glad its happening
#talkys#a week before i started taking it i had one day where i just never felt ''sleepy'' despite taking 2 melatonin#and feeling very Tired so i just didnt fall asleep. and then when night came again I still went to bed at 5 am and struggled to fall asleep#now we get to 3 am and my body is like ok start wrapping it up im sleepy i want to go to bed i want to go to bed#last nite i didnt fall asleep until 6 am but that was because I forced self to stay awake for comms + got engrossed in phone#time and also the dogs kept howling outside. i woke up at 12pm and did I feel tired? yeah#does the tiredness feel like extreme pain behind my eyes and a hollow aching empty head that keeps me from moving? it does not...!#its like in the very back of my mind...its present but not demanding all my time#in college i would go thru a daydream to fall asleep and i wouldnt even make it to the end before i dozed off#that hasnt worked in years and now its working again
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Do you prefer the phantom thieves or SEES?
Junpei can solo all of the phantom thieves minus Joker or Akechi
#jk i know you didnt mean this in the powerscaling way#personally i think SEES has better writing but the PTs are more entertaining to me#the problem is the PTs are written in such a way that their arcs wrap up after the palace or confidant#which means earlier characters have nothing to work with in later arcs. it makes the group feel more crowded#meanwhile SEES continues to develop through the entire story which means no one gets shafted. its consistent and investing#but the PTs personalities complement each other better and it helps that theyre all closer in age#okay tbh there's only one P5R character that exhibits the writing structure and style of P3 and it's Goro Akechi#he's the only one that has *more* to do and more room to grow as the story goes on instead of less#i discussed this w my friends before and we theorized that thats why we like him so much and why he fits so well into p3 fics#Basically akechi is a p3 character stuck in p5r. but thats a whole other post i might make some day#my post#phantom thieves#p3#p5r#p5r phantom thieves#p3 sees#junpei iori#p3 junpei
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me when i find the PERFECT mtt song (yamitsuki,,,,,,,, maretu my king how did you do it,,,,,,,,,,,,, literally HOW did you do it why is this song weirdly accurate wtf and its for a completely different character 2??? HOW DID YOU DO THIS??? THE ENTIRE FUCKING SONG FITS??? THE ENTIRE SONG COULD BE MADE TO HAVE CONNECTIONS WITH ONLY MILD REACHING??? HELLO??????) (this translation!!!) (the translation is not.linking i will be shooting myself. its the on on the vocaloid wiki NOTthe video....)
literally like. 1/3 is horror. 1/3 is dust. and then the last is killer. in that order. the first 2 verses talk about bloodshot pain (bloodshot EYES.... HORROR'S EYE) and a rotting fatal wound (THE FUCKING HEAD CRACK!!! HIS GODDAMN HEAD WOUND!!!!). commiting brutality. i dont think much else is needed. wrong/right and judging biases,,,,, jesus fuck wtf. AND THEN in the next verse there's a mention of "starving for necessary evil" HELLO!!!! HELLO!!!!!!! him starving himself while also feeding snowdin human which totally sucks,,,,,, horror sans,,,,,,???? chorus of shrill voices (duh snowdin. or also could be undyne and royale guard. i like snowdin more). and then the last line of the second verse mentions sadism. nothing more to say. horror sans i mayhaps perchance mightve just encountered you in a song. or maybe the translation is freakily accurate and the song itself isnt that specific (probably but hey i can dream)
and then th next 2 verses r dust except i dont really know about the first verse but also a line that says "this is the death of the conflict, come and see me" could be referring to the human's death which like. man. and then the next verse is just dust sans but in a single verse. give me more excellent pain could be interpreted as LV but also the mental pain that comes with yk..... killing all you love.LOVE. LV. he needs more LV... anyways. mad off the beaten track. MAD. MENTION OF MAD LIKE CRAZY LIKE MAD TIME LIKE DUST SANS!!!! echoes of a haughty voice resound,,,,, phantom paps,,,,, "severe punishment, 100 renouned sights, i long for pure pessimism" i cant explain this one well i think but just think about it okay. this time you get to be the one coming up with the ideas (Ď´â`)Ď
killer only has one verse that i can link this song 2 but i also think its th most freakily accurate. verse 1 is "through instantaneous joy, entertain me for my whole life, i'm cunningly"LUCKY". i get completely bored. give me pleasure without worry. and now, right away." and then "i'd rather head to eternal darkness. i'll abide by you always, emptily "HAPPY". i shed tears from my clear white eyes. come and show me your best smile!" HELP HELP HELP THEYRE SHOOTING ME HELP HELP!!!! THEY JUMPING ME (these lyrics) because WTFyhis isFREAKILY accurate. the entire first verse and its spiel on boredom and having someone else manage the entertainment/emotions,,,, and the cunningly lucky part is just. i think the word cunning is just really good to describe killer (sneaky little bastard) and then he's "lucky" emphasis on quotes because idk he got chosen for whatever the fuck his chara wants. what luck. really bad luck but whatever. and then MORE on the following another person and EMPTILY!!! EMPTY!!! KILLER FEEL NOTHING EMPTY!!!! fake happy too,,,, and killer has white eyelights sooo IM NOT REACHING!!! also he literally cries
in conclusion MARETU is a god amongst men and somehow this song managed to fit the mtt i have no idea how. next coming up: how NAMIDA fits horror. how thirst fits dust. how i'm high fits killer. idk if i already said this one probably did BUT JUST IN CASE maretu also has maegamist,,,,, maretu i knew i listened to you for a reason. so i could make totally irrational and unreasonable connections of your songs to the fucking murder time trio of all things. what joy
#me when i complain about not listening to music in english and then i see this GEM#yk what... its okay i'll never get to understand songs on the first listen#its OK that ill never get to have it easy when it comes to lyric translations...... ITS OK!#i might totally be upset that i cant just point to a song and be like this is mtt or something because i have to check the fucking wiki#this is your sign to listen to more vocaloid. you probably already do but like. LISTEN TO MORE#last years spotify wrapped for me was all pepoyo can i be considered a true fan now#everysong is murder time trio if you reach hard enough. if you just SQUINT..... you can see them in it#cannot believe ive been listening to this the entire time and i never checked the lyrics to see#see this is why!!! im missing out on mtt content if i dont check lyrics!!!!!!!!#and the songs a fucking banger too. i love how dramatic snd threatening it gets on the killer section#idk i just think the chanting in the background is cool. and so killer. thats him btw. he's waving wave back to him!!!!!#i cant WAIT for Spotify wrapped this year.... im so excited to see#i already know who's gonna be number 1 (my queen pepoyo) but still#i found lonePi later in this year so i wanna know if lonepi managed to beat maretu or not. probably not idk#theres a lot of songs i consider mtt related. theyre in a differently filed section of music in my head than everything else#tricule rant#days of not posting about mtt has my brain thinking about them in overtime#or these are just built up ideas from the past few days i didnt talk about. eitherway a person that thinks all the time#i dont feel like making more posts explaining those last few songs i mentioned in the last paragraph#if you read the lyrics on the wiki youll understand. if not you need to adapt my mindset
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Fully caught up on the manga (minus spoilers for the last chapter) and..... Ya know what maybe I am a villain stan because I just.... Don't trust that anything really changes in society. Everyone outside of heroes, when given speaking parts, seems to indicate that they'll step in or do something in order to protect themselves - not out of any sense of responsibility or community, but to safeguard their lives in case the other person ends up a villain. Or maybe I'm just pessimistic? But we've seen irl time and again that this ending attitude doesn't work. Doesn't have change. Certainly not long lasting change. I really really wanted to finish the series still liking Deku but throughout the fight, every cut back to someone other than Deku, talking about his heart and how good he was and how much he was doing to fight for the person - and the cut back is just "punch". He never responded to Shigaraki's words. He never engaged with the man himself. And at the end of the day, I feel more trust in Uraraka. More trust that she'll actually work on saving people's hearts. And she's back in construction work like her parents. And of course the camera dies and no one sees Toga's heart. Because how dare anyone think a villain could be a person (paraphrased that one interview guy).
I really really wanted to end this manga happy with it. I'm not stupid enough to conflate the reality of the story with fandom. I'm not. I really wanted to enjoy it for what it is. But when they directly ask "how do we fix villains being made" the answer is "you don't. We can't" and ???? That's supposed to be what the manga was working towards this whole time? I - .....
#the bee talks#idk. maybe im just too damaged to fit in society anymore myself. ha.... fuck.#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#i think deku still has a lot of growing up to do. i know blah blah his innocence is ruined and he's irrevocably changed but.#.... i think its more that we see other characters understand more than deku has. horikoshi can write it. he just.... didnt for the guy#we're supposed to have placed our hope and trust in.#mha#bnha#like i feel sick to my stomach because this is devasting but also guilty bc i wanted to like it i was hopeful.#i mean!!!! I STILL LIKE THE ENDING. IM GOOD WITH IT!! i just dont like how the underlying themes were finished.#im not even salty about the villains dying- i feel like being alive wouldve always left a way for horikoshi to be pressured to return to mha#like.... story plot wise im good with it! its just that the last few chapters are supposed to be feel good wrap up and im.... empty.#if i was the same person i was when i first started mha and even up until a few years ago i wouldve really really liked it all.#haaa... maybe I'm just too jaded. sorry yall i really tried my best and I'll enjoy whatever the last chapter holds! i will! i just...#need some time to emotionally remove myself from it i guess. (massive props to Horikoshi for making me care about all of the characters)
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Just wanted to plant an idea if you wanted a bit of fuel: Mahiru asking Yuno to come to her cell before everything goes down.
Edit: I forgot the ask didn't say it but this is part of Kyanako's incredible Order Of Attack AU!
Didn't mean for this to become a mini Mappi study but here we are ⨠Thank you for the request! I fully intended to write them hanging out, but it's more right before they hang out lol. Went a bit on-the-nose with foreshadowing, but isn't that the fun part? It has become Emotional Over Mahiru Hour...
I kept things vague, but TW for mentioning her boyfriend's state of potential self-harm
Mahiru tried not to act superstitious, she really did. As much as she loved the idea of little luck charms, or avoided easy signs of misfortune, it was easier to keep quiet about such ridiculous things.
Maybe catching a brideâs bouquet meant no guarantees; maybe there was no real harm in stepping underneath ladders, maybe a coin tossed into a fountain had no real magic to its wish. However, the one thing she knew for sure held power was a lucky presence. Being in the right place at the right time could alter everything. And today was the right time for something. There was this waiting in the air. The prison had been holding its breath. Mahiru knew it was time to release it all.
âYou must be so lonely, why donât you let big sis Mahiru keep you company?â She beamed at Amane.
She often recalled the good fortune that she and a certain young man had crossed paths on the university terrace. She used to laugh with him about the wonderful coincidence of bumping into each other outside of the bakery, then the convenience store.Â
Though sheâd never spoken about it to him, she was also grateful for many occasions where she walked in on him at the precise moment to talk him out of something reckless. She always told him that theyâd do everything together. He didnât need to be alone anymore.Â
âI wish to be alone. I need peace of mind to think.â Amane turned away from the cell door.
It was a good thing, too. Mahiruâs smile wasnât as convincing as she said, âo-oh. Of course.â
She made her way around the panopticon, hearing Fuuta pace his cell in anticipation. He must have felt it too, this holding of breath.Â
Or perhaps not. He turned down her offer for a bit of company, including a few more colorful words than Amane had. Mahiru just apologized for bothering him and headed back to her cell. She wasnât sure where Mikoto was at this hour, but she didnât feel like smiling through a third rejection.
She shook her head back and forth. She wished the motion could rattle the voices inside, she wished she could shake them all away. With her arms secured in place she could no longer cover her ears. She used to hum to keep them at bay, but lately theyâd been too loud to stifle. They just kept on talking.
Their words told her the two were right. Nobody needed her company. No â nobody wanted it. Being together hadnât helped her boyfriend. In fact, being together had been the very thing that got him killed. No wonder Amane and Fuuta wanted to avoid her.Â
So then, this was for the best. She would rather deal with the brief sting of refusal than stumble in one day to find them hurt⌠or worse. As much as she tried to avoid the superstition of it all, the voices reminded her that her very presence could mean life or death.Â
âMappi, are you alright?â Mahiru hadnât realized a tear had slipped down her cheek until she hurried to swipe it away in front of Yuno.Â
âHah, Iâm fine! Just fine.â It was impossible to fool her, Mahiru had learned, but that never stopped her from trying.Â
At least she always spoke tactfully. âRough morning?â
Mahiru shifted her arms in her uniform, making a small sound of agreement.
âCan I do anything to help? What if I stay with you for a bit? I can do your hair, andâŚâ
The voices were right. Amane and Fuuta knew it, too. Presences did hold power, and Mahiruâs was cursed.
But she would sound foolish admitting such a fear to Yuno. She'd heard plenty from the voices about how stupid and airheaded she was, there was no use in getting the same lecture from someone as grounded as her.
Mahiru managed a weak protest, unable to explain her real reasoning. Yuno was insistent. She didnât give much of a choice. Could she feel the strangeness of the prison, as well?Â
At last, Mahiru allowed her shoulders to sag. Yuno was lucky. And kind. Having her nearby would do her good. Amane and Fuuta would be alright. Mahiru had tried spending more time with them after verdicts were announced. Now, she made a mental note to pull back. If her love couldnât save anyone, at least she could spare them from her curse. They would be safe.Â
âYes. Please stay. The truth is... I don't want to be alone.â
#milgram#mahiru shiina#yuno kashiki#amane and fuuta mentioned#i dont know how well this all fits in with your vision of the au but i had a ton of fun with this lmao sorry đ#oh hey if anyone knows any japanese superstitions like those in the beginning lmk#i was trying to research them but i kept getting lucky symbols/words - not necessarily actions like that#anyway thank you so much for this!! it was a really interesting moment to capture >:0#drabbles that take me way too long to combine my three brain cells but im really pleased with the end result#i had a lot of Mahiru Thoughts but it took a bit of fiddling to make them fit together#the superstitiousness - the focus on one's presence - the parallels with his bf - what she's dealing with from the voices#im glad it came together semi-smoothly in the end asdfsd#i didnt mean for mahiru t break the fourth wall or anything --#i always saw her as a master at picking up on social changes/cues so she can tell when things are most tense/kotoko is fully prepared#but she doesnt consciously know it -- she just knows that things feel Off#not only do the attacks confirm mahirus fear that shes cursed - but yunos involvement confirms her belief that shes extra lucky#i wonder if shed still end up spending all her time with yuno now that she thought she was such a protective person...#i couldnt articulate it right since the end was wrapping up so nicely - but mahiru starts to wonder if most people are fine being left alon#and *shes* the odd one out for craving company#then she feels isolated because by getting what she wants shes dooming someone else#i mean... if everyone you try to get close to starts getting hurt... wouldnt you worry about the same...?#AHAHAHAHA hope you enjoyed đ#*posts this then retreats back into the void for a bit*#drabbles
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living in the inbetween hell where I dont hate or love ttpd enough to agree with anyone on the dash so im just sort of flinching whenever I see a post about it from any side
#barry.txt#taylor swift#im not disappointed bc i didnt have the highest expectations for ttpd#but im also not wowed#a lot of the songs are fun and interesting but the writing on most of these tracks structurally is hanging by a thread#a lot of the rhyme schemes are bizarre and awkward#in my least favorite taylor style where it feels like shes barely stringing them together into these sort of purple prose poems#where she really just wants to fit in words she likes to the detriment of the lyric itself#a lot of jacks production feels unfinished and unimpactful esp compared to waht we know he can do#it feels like a lot of interesting songs that only got like one or two drafts before getting recorded#and it just doesnt hook me#however i do like the songs other ppl hate#and i love that she gave a massive middle finger to the fandom even if its 100% not going to stick#and i love florence and a lot of the second album#i like i hate it here even if its weird and bad#i dont think its her most honest vulnerable or human album but it is her vent-iest like shes just letting it all out#idk#i hope she wraps up eras ant the TVs and then takes a looooong break and does intensive therapy and gets into TTRPGs and chills#anyway the black dog and the manuscript and clara bow best tracks. my final message#probably not bc j have so much to say but
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Yall bare with me. I watched a new show with gays in it.
#YES ITS STEVEN UNIVERSE#honestly i didnt watch it for so long bc the fandom from what i gathered was RANCID like the infighting i saw???? horrific#im just here for the fun gay relationship drama and hearttugging plot and pretty animation#anyways i finished the whole series and we started the new Future show and eh the new ones fine so far?#not disappointed but also like Why Are We Here#i wanted more but it got wrapped up pretty tightly#like...... so far the new one just feels like Hey Remember All This?????#i do!!! i just watched all of it!!!#again its not bad. but stories end for a reason ya know?
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