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"[...]escape EAPS angst[...]" I said in my post earlier, acting like I didnt have the motivation to make a contination of this post because of what Eclipse said to Henry in EAPS newest ep
[FAKE EAPS EP] "RETURNING THE FAVOR in VRChat"
No story for this (discarded), BUT I do have a letter written in Henry's POV to Eclipse under cut :3
(MAY BE OUT OF CHARACTER, SO I DO APOLOGIZE! PLEASE DO CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG. THANK YOU :D)
" To Eclipse,
I doubt you'd ever get this letter knowing what has happened, but I write this in case you ever were to be released from that prison once Ruin completes the cure. Hopefully that would be soon as your kids have been isolating themselves for weeks straight, not even bothering to play with Charlie or FC out of their sadness because of you. You being gone from their life.
( I wonder if this was what Charlie felt when she first became what she is now and I had refused to acknowledge her. Then again, the situations are different. )
Andrew has been acting more mature, same goes to Andy and Jake, and I don't know how to tell them that they don't have to be knowing you want them to be the kids they were again. I know you left letters for them but I can't seem to find a single one yet, but I hope it contains something that tells them they can be kids again even if you are gone.
On the contrary, Charlie and FC made them a plushie of you. FC may or may not have stolen a Sun plushie from a pizzeplex near here for the base... but all that really matters was that 1) he wasn't caught doing it, and 2) it was remade with love and care.
Today was the first time the three have gone out of their shared room, and they all took turns just holding that plushie for a bit. I haven't seen them even let go of that thing even when we ate dinner.
Did you know how much they would miss you, or did you think you didn't make much of an impact to them, Eclipse? Because from what I can see, you meant a lot to them.
Other than that success today, I have began making their bodies. You have nice blueprints, by the way—easy to understand, although your cursive writing made me pause a lot, but I managed either way.
The kids were interested in the thing when night came, so I had to stall for an hour or two just to get all of them to bed. Yours were pretty easy to get to sleep, but Charlie and FC? Not so much, but I managed. (Still, it was hard to. I know how to get Charlie to bed, but I struggled a lot with FC for some odd reason.)
Thank you, again, for putting your trust in me to take care of your kids. I never would've expected it until you said it to me directly. You're a good person, Eclipse, even if you can only view what you see in your shadow—the monster you were then and made to be now.
From your friend, Henry Emily. "
#the eclipse and puppet show#eclipse and puppet show#teaps#eaps#teaps fc#teaps charlie#teaps henry#teaps andrew#teaps andy#teaps jake#eaps fc#eaps charlie#eaps henry#eaps andrew#eaps andy#eaps jake#small mentions of sams/eaps eclipse#sams eclipse#eaps eclipse#teaps fanart#eaps fanart#angst is like the Ruin Virus#its hard to stop#like man would you just allow me to make fluff for a bit😔#then again#angst.#(also: I cannot tell if FC has a hook or not. One some eps he does and one some he doesnt. WHICH IS IT???)#Worse Case Outcome AU#WCOut AU#eaps au
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Tony is the man that made Kelsey realize she didn't like men
#ask me my opinions about kelsey tony hook up i have opinions that i have no grounds to have#i think tony and kelsey deeply care for each other but also cant stand each other and its the 50s so people thought they were together and#they were both questioning so they went might as well so they hooked up and kelsey went actually im good forever#i dont want them to get together but its so important to me that theyve hooked up and kelsey instantly regretted it#also its so funny to me if kelsey figures out she doesnt like men and tonys just like heh the old broad she loved it#dndads#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#tony collette#kelsey grammar
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so I finished side order recently
#splatoon#pearl houzuki#agent 8#marina ida#acht mizuta#my stuff#inktober piece 2 :)#shoutout to my brother who reminded me i could replay the credits whenever because i had to get some extra refs for eight's model#and saved me from having to slog up the tower again#now if only splatoon could do that for every cutscene eh. please#i want to relive a lot of cutscenes and youre killing me for it splatoon#anyway did you know splatoon's official art has. well it wildly varies from piece to piece#they all follow like a very loose guidelines but also they all split off into their own things half the time#me with seven tabs of art trying to figure out if i want to do lines to separate pearl's fingers: so this one has lines but this one doesnt#'this one isnt relevant to this issue all fingers are splayed'#so in the end i just did whatever i wanted. i think that's a core tenet of art. do whatever you want. forever#also spent an inordinate amount of time trying to figure out what was etched into marina's headphones#im 98% sure it is the off the hook logo. but nothing save from booting up splatoon and checking myself would say for sure#and i didnt wanna boot up splatoon cause if i did then id inevitably be down a couple hours because 'oh well im here already. one run maybe'#but regardless!! im proud of how this came out even if i was supposed to have finished two days ago to keep with my schedule#especially the bg :) i think i did really good on that.#and eight's little smile i think thats the charm point of the whole piece and it took me about ten drafts to get it properly#i think i did good on that too.#im so enamored with splatoon rn help
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congrats 2 henry peglar for being the only bitch confirmed as to be Fucking That Old Man
#the heron giveth#the terror#alright here come the funny tags#bridglar#briglar#people spell it both ways i think. ill do both hujst to be safe#henry peglar#john bridgens#uh um um. uh#peglar x bridgens#THIS FEELS WEIRD. TO TYPE#bridgens x peglar#alright im done good GRIEF#this isnt even that extreme compared to the shit people are putting on ao3 about these two. god.#anyways hi ive watched this show maybe 7 or 8 times? only just recently have i gotten hooked on them#the scripts make me go nuts too. ''they were lovers in their pasts'' shut the fuck up dont say that to me ill start crying#this is the most risque thing i have ever posted on here#getting out of the fandom game for a while rewired my brain i have to get weird again. and boy do they make me feel weird !#i have a number of terror mutuals who r gonna go nuts over this. fuck yes a little bowl of seeds for me style#this looks blurry posting it hopefully tumblr doesnt crunch the shit out of the quality anyways im done typing goodbye
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reading animorphs sequentially instead of in whatever random order you can get your hands on them is such a trip because you can see these kids getting progressively better at war and worse at being happy, you can see how traumatic events from one book echo into the next ones but never quite get dealt with because these kids have no real way to take care of their mental health, you can see their relationships deepening but simultaneously gaining friction and faultlines as they learn just how far they'd go for each other but also how far they'd go in general...
obviously this series was meant to be episodic in nature, and i actually think that might be the better way to first encounter it, but the arc of the series in publication order is extremely well-crafted
#though im having to take a break#i just read 16 and like. In the context of Jake's endgame it has me so fucked up#i mean it's a lot in itself especially since he doesnt really deal with any of what happened#but also like. him genuinely not knowing if he thinks fenestre killing hosts to get their yeerks is okay ot not?#its a bad turning point for him but also still so much better than where he ends up and im too sad#animorphs#tbh im very [miles studying beter meme] about this#its so good at establishing character and themes#and laying down plot hooks for later#in a format i really dont think about much#Semi-episodic book series arent really a thing anymore are they?
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Do you think you will ever check out Raincode? It's made by the same people who made DR but with a more focus on mystery. (It has the same vibes and stuff, I feel like you would like it a lot) another thing, the writing is so banger
Yes, I've already played Raincode!! Really enjoyed it, especially for the DR-like vibe and I actually made charms of the main cast:
I have sketches of Yomi and Yakou that I've been meaning to add to this set for ages but haven't been able to bring myself to refine them ;v; Makes me happy when people recognize the Raincode merch at cons tho! I'm really excited for Kodaka's new game too, I haven't played the demo yet!
#i think raincode just didnt have the same grip as DR for me#while i enjoyed it a lot and the general plot kept me hooked i think there were plot points that i wish had been explored more#and the ending was a bit predictable to me which doesnt necessarily make it bad but it set it up to be very shocking and then it was kinda#like yeah... saw that coming ages ago#i think there was a lot i wanted from the premise of the game that it just didnt provide which tbf happens quite often in DR too#but i think the biggest thing is that the characters in raincode feel a bit one dimensional and dont really get devloped as much as id like#now i played before the DLC content was released and have yet to play the DLC so ik that the charas get more fleshed out in that but the#game felt a little bit incomplete to me without that#i think dr appeals to me so well bc the main plot of the game allows for extremely strong archetypes of characters so even when theyre bein#comically over the top or die off early there's still a lot of room for personal headcanons and theories#but raincode misses the mark on that just a tiny bit#perhaps its also just that the cast is so small too#i like the dr murder mysteries bc whether im attached to the victim or murderer or hate their guts im personally invested in the trials#with raincode i didnt like that most of the mysteries felt so impersonal and the NPCs more often than not were generic#it def removed a layer of investment for me#ALL THAT TO SAY. I DONT DISLIKE RAINCODE#like i said i really enjoyed it and i think chapter 3?? Or whichever chapter they infiltrate the school in was my favorite specifically bc#it actually does kinda hit the mark with having NPC's with proper designs and also i really like desuhiko and his ability despite him being#the “pervert” archetype#all of this is mostly reflection on why it doesnt have as much of a vice grip as danganronpa has on me even after all these years#but as a game it was really fun to play and i did enjoy the overall storyline#i think yomi mightve been my next kokichi if his writing didnt flop so hard towards end game#he was so my type of character and then he just kinda. ended up doing nothing.#also i think makoto is ugly. no offense. send tweet#askibble#OH ONE MORE THING i really enjoyed the initial chapter and how the game opens up but im really mad that they didnt call back to the prologu#detectives at all#like i really thought maybe they'd at least haunt the narrative but nooppee#i really like that one girl pucci. or wahtegver her name was#ive been wanting to replay it recently tbh
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Me watching any media that takes place in the hospital and aggressively pointing out equipment I use and stuff I do. Bonus points is they're totally doing it wrong.
#I had to pause my fucking horror movie and rewind to admire the alaris IV pumps#my hospital got rid of mine and replaced it with a shit brand#I miss u alaris come home babey#also nothing rankles me more than seeing the emergency suction equipment not hooked up#like you put the sxn in the background and then didnt even connect it??#what if you have to urgently suction???#its just lazy and it irks me#adventures in nursing#I remember on my first day of nursing school they said 'nurse brain doesnt turn off'#she was right 😒
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#having a hashtag bad sub moment#where im almost certrainly going to hook up with someone next week#and we're negotiating edging/denial in the days leading up to it#but i know myself and i know that i dont trust their dominance enough to hand over full control#and if i start having worse anxiety attacks from not getting off (theres a correlation dont @ me)#i will absolutely just break the denial#should i feel guilty about breaking rules if theyre set by someone who doesnt actually have claim over me???#my traditionalist d/s mind says yes#but my casual modernist mind says no#anyway if anyone would like to weigh in in the replies please do im curious what you all think
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i think visty should win their team battle
#WAIT before i am dragged offstage with a hook. they quite literally need that win so bad both plotwise and characterwise#like i know there is so much stuff to be revealed for 1nm8 as well however. hear me out. if 1nm8 loses enough times i think kei will get#-frustrated and desperate and then get worse-*i am dragged offstage with a large hook*#paradox live#paralive#visty#visty posting#also just. its commonly agreed upon on here that visty doesnt have the best writing and that is bc they've gotten JACKSHIT in the plot#moving forward department. genuinely can the revengers team just win. please#i'll make a powerpoint for this in spring if i have to. i dont hae paratora so i need to lock in on propaganda
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nah fuck yall ive had it up to here at this point if you give sunlow shit because something something willow is boring and doesn't have much outside of sundew but dont show that same attitude toward shit like ripnami or jamapple when those are in very similar boats you can honestly just stay away from me. im tired
#And i dont just mean personal preferences or just Liking one more than the other thats not what I fucking mean#I mean beating Sunlow down for being poorly written while letting all the other poorly written ships in this series off the hook#Why is it just when its a lesbian ship that you suddenly cant excuse bad writing. Why is it JUST the lesbian ship that you want to shit on#Literally the ONLY interesting thing about Pineapple is his relationship with Jambu he is so Nothing outside of that. I like him. But he#doesnt get to Be anything outside of that relationship. His personality is Average RainWing number 294730372927#But its a problem when its sunlow#Fuck you guys this shit pisses me off so much#Your biases are showing HARD#peg speaks
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its just soooo like yeah we spent the last episode about how much buck misses eddie and the episodes before that about how much buck doesnt want eddie to leave and then when eddie is literally putting into the universe that he’ll come back buck still loves him so much that he tells him no. he needs to stick it out for him and for christopher. like sick in the fucking head. thats my babygirl. hes my everything. and hes so obviously spiraling right now about many things but he puts eddies needs before anything else because hes so fucking important to him and he knows that christopher (rightfully) trumps everything going on. like WAAHHHH theyre fucking soulmates thats all
#like!!!#in any of these phone calls buck could bring up the Tommy Of It All#like even just to mention they hooked up#but he doesnt want to make it about him…#he wants to support this growth journey and heal the bond with his son…#it makes me sick and fucking ill#mackenzie rambles
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And my thing STILL is that as carmen gets a stronger sense of her past and better connections with her friends and allies the need/desire for Gray in her life doesn't decrease and dissapate, it INCREASES and is refined. All while constantly being more sincerely layered in romantic tones as the show goes on.
#red crackle#red crackle thoughts#op watches#imo you actually cant dismiss it as (well thats all VILE propaganda)#when the show said (and those encounters + possible romantic realizations pushed gray to pull his care for her to the surface)#and carmen knew it was a date! never let her off the hook for that! she knew it was a date and yearned to join him at that table!#i dont think a show so proud of its check->czech joke overlooked that framing#+ minor note even how he goes from she's attractive-> much more serious contemplating on who she is and affection#just because gray would in fact never say 🥺um goodness is important doesnt mean you can wholesale throw out what is happening#during the arc#carmen yearns#and she becomes more and more open about it as she stabilizes#as the shows parallels about love/redemption/and desire for reconciliation get stonger too like#hmmm i hate this show#never am i gonna find this specific kind of absolutely wild that leaves me bewiltered that the show does not in fact work in parts shdjflfk#part 1 is complete onto-....oh wait...oh wait yeah netflix ...#....anyway it has to be them#it has to be the girl who left the isle and the boy who found someone he never expected to love this much
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sam hardly ever having sex and rejecting women who flirt with him is so so important to me
#like it's just a given that we all think dean hooks up with women in between episodes but with sam we're like nah he just doesnt have sex#AND HE STAYED A VIRGIN FROM S9 TO S11!!!!!!!!!!#hes so me......#sam
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it constantly irks me that mfers complain about the casting for ellie (still, in the year 2025), but are CONSTANTLY praising dina's casting as if they didnt completely erase her ethnic features.
#every time i see people say that the actress is the perfect casting or better casting than the game#i go 'hmmm'#like oh#i see#just say you hate women with hooked noses#i think bella got screwed over by the makeup and whoever is doing their hair <//33#just make the bangs area looser and//or tuck some strands behind their ears and itd fix a lot of people's issues#also mfers claiming dina in the game is 1 dimentional#im like MOST OF YALL HAVENT EVEN PLAYED#and if you have then youre erasing so much of her character#im sick of mfers claiming dina is just 'the pregnant character' as if she doesnt does anything#like bestie DID WE PLAY THE SAME THING???#like yeah obviously she gets sidestepped after a certain point bc SHES FUCKING PREGNANT#and even aside from that she literally saves ellie from abby like???#i saw somebody say that instead of making dina jewish they should make her catholic and i sat there like ????#bestie what#people only hate bella bc theyre not the upmost beauty standard#but they praise dina's actress for 'looking similiar'#mfer they HARDLY look similiar to me#her looking like she just walked out of a shampoo commercial doesnt help either#like wtf why is her hair ALWAYS wavy and perfect no matter what#at least put her hair up in a bun or ponytail#the dressing and makeup is lowkey ass this time#everybody is wayyy too perfect in hair clothes and makeup wtf#somebody said it perfectly in a discussion around this episode#and i agree#that dina's actress looks completely out of place and like she just walked out of an instagram post instead of the apocalypse#or like she stumbled onto the wrong set#hbo tlou#the last of us hbo
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the thing thats crazy is mathieu as the permanent thorn in mads' side when hes not even mathieus Main Thorn lol. which is also why its highly beautiful to me the idea of like. ok hawld on im going into the tags
#unreq wvdp as babies that wout is totally oblivious to but mads picks up on (bc its kind of obvious) so mads can errmm homophobically bully#mathieu a bit or AT LEAST bully him about the wout thing bc. Wout? really? and hes not even giving you the time of day except to hate you?#and like all the feelings from mads re: being overlooked and not personally fucking with mathieu but still having to admit that hes sth#special. and he can get away with being a bit faggy because he's still the best when it comes down to it#I MEAN THERES JUST A LOT TO THINK ABOUT ISNT THERE. HELLO IS ANYONE AWAKE.#The matjemads the matjaspogi the jaspogi (WHICH I DIDNT EVEN THINK TO EXPECT UNTIL IT CAME....> MY GOD)#the matjechristoph...... dont even fucking touch me#But anyway as i was saying. mads kind of mean hook up with mathieu around jrs/u23 age.#and it doesnt happen again (at least not for a while) but both of them know forever and every time mads sees him and is beat by him#he gets to think about that one weird time when they both went a little too far lolol#and EVEN IN THAT mads isnt mathieu's number one thorn. Smile.
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kitten
#mgs#revolver ocelot#more painting practice bc i cant sleep#him and his stupid triangle tanline#idk if i like the freckles as a permanent thing but you know he's not putting on as much sunscreen as he should#much to think about when you're under self hypnosis. for some reason#every day i think about how long it took before kaz noticed something was up#or if he knew he was doing it from the start or what#idk. idk. so much of that doesnt make sense to me but whatever. whatever!!#id in alt text#like i feel like he couldve just kept up the lie he did it for nine ye-- [i am dragged offstage by a cartoonishly large hook]#mgsv spoilers#for the tags. if anyone cares
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