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i am gradually turning into a BTS and Jung Kook fan. D:
#authorial rambles#i blame my mother#i did not need another fixation#but hnnnnngh#smooth like butter like a criminal undercover#i can't stop singing that
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wonderlust stuff :]
#jrwi fanart#jrwi wonderlust#jrwi wonderlust spoilers#jrwi spoilers#<- hopefully iâll remember to take those tags off later but for now it dropped yesterday so still spoiler territory prolly#three episodes in is usually when i start properly doodling for these so iâm right on schedule lmao#i think three or four episodes in was about when i started fixating on the suckening#might upload another version of the colored later! itâs just flats rn obviously but i need to color my shit more so hopefully iâll finish#that one later :)#the đ¤¨đ¤¨ is me projecting cause they did Not Notice but to be fair he says bullshit all the time so i wouldnât either lol#but i was like đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨ *vine boom* PAUSE#i love how they were making fun of how chat freaks out every time anything can be remotely considered sus but i know that means chat is#about to do it even more now lol#also real troy drawings this time lol not a fucked up hand drawn joke sprite
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Midnight at the Pera Palace has wormed its way into my soul and is now taking up considerable real estate in my brain.
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finished datv - this is pretty long, oops
[shoutout to bystander ghostzzy who witnessed the hit and run that was this game.]
well. the game felt without teeth, no bite. datv was wrought by a long dev-cycle, a slew of firings, and several rewrites, but i put cynicism aside because i genuinely wanted to give it a chance. unfortunately, it started going downhill pretty quickly from there.
i want to be fair, so i will start with my personal positives:
-robust character customization
-the locations were very beautiful, there were times where i just wanted to stop and soak up the visuals
-the actual gameplay was very fluid and quick, and the rhythm once you find it was funÂ
-i liked the solas memories, and some more insights into felassan
-i liked that your character could be explicitly trans, but it was so jarring to hear the words trans and non-binary in this setting. i think they did it so there would be no room for plausible deniability, but it still felt so out of place. we understood what it meant when dorian said he preferred the company of other men instead of using more modern terminology. also if someone misgendered me and started doing pushups i would feel so embarrassed for them.
-there were moments where i did feel endeared to characters, even if briefly
now onto the stickier points.
i can not get over the lack of worldstates. it also puts such a sour taste in my mouth that they waited so long to announce there wouldn't be any. it gives veilguard the feeling of being grafted on.
pacing was weird, companion quest beats were at times out of place. some moments did not feel adequately built up or often had us going "that's it?"
man, oh man, do i miss trevor morris' touch. years later i still listen to the dai ost for drawing or walking/biking, and i just do not feel the same compulsion for datv's score.
the chantry has always been a presence in these games, and they're just gone. they were practically breathing down your neck in games previous - where are they now?
i was expecting to be able to go to minrathous' "high town" so to speak. we don't see any slaves or any other magisters. we don't see the black divine. it feels like they were afraid to broach the subject. after years of talking up how corrupt and hard it is to navigate tevinter life, it's disappointing to not see it. additionally it was disappointing to not explore an actual rivaini city.
major lore reveals were treated with such a blase attitude. perhaps it is the ten years of anticipation, but the way it was presented was done so quickly and no one seemed to have much of a reaction.
i hated the waves of faceless enemies that were just evil for the sake of evil. the evanurisâ motivations just didnât feel compelling. power for the sake of power, and nothing else. was also deeply disappointed in the lack of dread wolf elven movement and the cutting of espionage plots. wish we saw more groups aligning themselves with him, even if he was only just using them. it would have been interesting interacting with an antagonistic group that wasn't outright evil.
choices (or lack thereof)
i sure wish we had the ability to make more difficult choices throughout the game and to have to carry the weight of them. seeing the ruined base and the aftermath of a dragon attack was neat, but the decision itself felt hollow. having to wait until the point of no return to get anymore just made the lack of meaningful decisions before then more obvious.
izzy asked one of the best questions ever. why is rook in charge?
the other protagonists of the dragon age games were very clearly thrust into their role. there's a blight, a betrayal, and the warden and alistair are the only ones who can do something about it. da2 didn't have world ending stakes, but we were clearly following hawke and their contained story. the inquisitor has the anchor and many eyes on them. i think they wanted rook to be just some guy, but it just feels so strange. can't get past the why them feeling.
the game tries to posture rook and solas as equals, a mirror unto the other, but i didn't feel it. other than the faction blurb we start off with, rook is not given any other difficult decisions in which sacrifice is incurred (minrathous/treviso doesn't feel earned to me). the narrative is constantly reminding us that solas got his hands dirty in the pursuit of a goal, doing whatever it takes by any means necessary to achieve it. you would think they would give us more opportunities to make more challenging decisions.
the factions could have been more morally dubious, instead of this weird conflict-free sheen they all have. they all get the sparkling-eyed-rebel retcon. it feels like theyâre trying to recapture the vibe of origins, but it shakes out differently. origins gives you the context of your characterâs place in the world, and veilguard doesn't. there is no meaningful change we could make within the factions themselves. they feel redundant.
i like decisions where you really have to chew on whatâs being offered to you. it doesnât have to be between being a perfect angel and the mustache-twirlingly evil option. i didn't mind the minrathous v. treviso decision in theory, but it felt too soon. too uneven.Â
that in turn makes the replayability factor questionable as well. where are the major differences in choices? games previous you could play fully-fleshed out characters with enough variance to be distinct from each other. rook is just rook. no matter how you shake it.Â
companions
the found-family dynamic feels inauthentic, more forced-family. many moments of sentimentality/opening up feel completely unearned. it takes the fun out of getting to know the companions when they are ready to spill their hearts out from jump. i do miss that we can't be blunt or just sometimes outright mean to our companions or the world at large.
grossly lacking in character reactivity. part of the fun of dragon age is being presented with a choice, and experiencing your companions' various povs. even those who you get along with may have wildly different ideas and philosophies than you do.Â
there is no way you could miss out on any companions, just refuse to recruit them, get them kicked out, or have them leave autonomously. no one challenges you or your world view, and you canât really do the same back. the companion quests got tedious after a certain point, and it quickly got exhausting when the bulk of them devolved into rook playing therapist. negatively impacting your companions isnât something you do by choice, itâs only something that occurs with inaction. which, in a what's-supposed-to-be a choice-driven rpg, is a pretty boring way to negatively affect your companionsâ stories.
maybe itâs misplaced nostalgia, but dao-dai companions were so human. sometimes their worldviews clashed with each other or your pc's, or they made terrible mistakes, and you had to decide whether or not you would stand by them or turn away from them. they had a choice to stand by or turn away from you.
in datv there is little friction. there is no human complexity. itâs impossible to get on anyone's bad side. they are seemingly always agreeable. they don't have uncomfortable or ugly facets to them. they don't feel like real people with their own sense of right and wrong. but we also don't have many situations where their values can be challenged. and what are the consequences? slower level ups?Â
taash's personal questline bothered me so bad. when a character's whole arc is about how they want to escape the binarism of gender, it comes off pretty condescending when, in practically the same breath, you enforce a binary choice on their culture. the choice between qun vs. rivaini comes off even more insidious when the qunari have been explicitly referred to as "islamic borg." it's implied that the non-qun choice is the "better" option. to have that juxtaposed side by side makes it that much more insulting. people have been critiquing the depiction of the qunari for over a decade at this point, so it's disheartening that they haven't paid attention to that criticism, to say the least.
lucanis. the world's softest beige-est pillow. he probably suffers the worst from flanderization - i started getting irritated with him and all his cafelitos. i expected spite to be a much more challenging character, but really it just felt like making sure the kid youâre babysitting doesnât run out into the street.Â
i think the climax of emmrich's questline was the first character specific decision i actually really liked. i liked that neither choice was the "wrong" choice, if that makes sense. it reminded me of the cole spirit/human decision in inquisition.
neve's character arc felt thrown together, kind of meandering around a crooked line. i really like how dry she is and how hesitant she is to let go of the worst case scenario. but she she feels like an afterthought to the devs. playing with a hardened neve did not feel particularly different than when we met her earlier.
with bellara i could feel my interest diminishing as soon as her baby brother was revealed to be alive. as soon as cyrian's reintroduced, it becomes more about him than her. would have been cool to see her struggle with the choice instead of him. i kept seeing ghosts of merrill whenever i had her around.
davrin was the character that felt most dragon age to me. additionally he was probably the only one that felt like we were hanging out and connecting vs. being the team's in house therapist. that being said, it did get tedious having to go walk his puppydogbird so often. i wish we had more chances to talk to him about him though. he went into weisshaupt fully ready to die, and the conversation following that felt so lackluster. like we had to hurry up and pivot back to assan.
harding feels like she regressed maturity-wise. i do like how we get some dwarf-specific content, and some more titan info, but overall it felt like something was missing. also at the back end of her questline, she shares titan-visions with the kal-sharok dwarves, and playing as a dwarven rook had me sitting there like. i would also like to see it. hello.
i think my overall issue with the companion quests this time round is how passive they feel. it feels weird that rook has the final say-so in their lives. many of their personal quests don't connect to the main issue at hand, which, when we are supposedly at the behest of a ticking clock, messes with the sense of urgency. i like the companions well enough, they just don't quite itch my brain. it could be a matter of needing more time to think on them, but this is based off first impressions.
the varric twist was goofy. we kept saying he should have died on those stairs and i guess he did but huh. he never left the room, and we immediately attributed it to bad writing instead of hinting towards a twist. we just assumed they only wanted to pay brian bloom for a day's work and didn't bother to record enough lines for him. easy to dismiss as a cheap nostalgia grab, especially when the other cameos (isabela, morrigan, dorian) illicted the same feeling of seeing those folks in cheap mascot suits.
my only real hope for this game was that it would tie up the story in a neat bow. that we would have satisfying closure before moving on - from dragon age altogether or perhaps to a different era in thedas. but with what we were given, i don't know. classic gnawing feeling of is that all? i did start off feeling very hopeful, and there were moments that did shine through to me, but eh. eh. /minor pet peeve but i don't like the trend of always upping the stakes for each installment (if i get into the executors i will simply pass away).
i don't know what would have fixed this game. it's clear from the info in the artbook that they really wanted to do more. and the waves of firings, and having to pivot so many times came at the expense of the quality of the story. headcanons can only carry you so far. when you have to fill in all of the empty gaps with your own load-bearing headcanons, there is a problem. itâs fun to extrapolate on whatâs there, but it feels hollow in this instance. i have always had nitpicks with certain details of the dragon age world, but this game really knocked the wind out of my sails. i'm not looking forward to what comes next. maybe i just need time to let it all marinate, but my gut says no.
i still have a lot of love in my heart for dragon age. but still.
overall disappointing.
#believe it or not i have trimmed the fat considerably off of these ramblings#why did my brain have to fixate on dragon age why couldn't i be obsessed with taxes or something smh#i could 'and another thing' this to death but i need to excise this. honey time for dragon age bloodletting. yes dear#genuinely still love dragon age. not packing the bindle yet. just pacing around#datv spoilers#veilguard critical#just in case ig
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A succubus and a demon! (The succubi don't have names but the demon is Kronos and the succubus is one of his bosses in Hell and he's not /fond/ of the succubi for many reasons but they all adore picking on him)
Also because I love them and like to point it out, the succubi act more as pleasure dealers in the sense of they offer up whatever a human wants most in exchange for their soul. It's rarely of a sexual nature since it's what they want MOST in life. And most people's ambitions are outside of a bedroom. (happy pride, asexuals are able to get affected by a succubus now without discrimination)
#my characters#did i make succubi in a plot that i could fall victim to as an asexual personally? yeah#kronos is just a petty lil baby with a younger brother who is very nice for a demon#kronos is responsible for being a dick to everyone in the plot and yet has the weirdest morals and its not fine#but hes gonna make that everyone elses problem not his#for instance he originally goes to earth bc a human has somehow just stolen all of the Devils attention and its annoying#why fixate on one human doomed to Hell just let the guy live and die then fixate#so he goes to kill the human but ends up saving the guy and then agonizes because even as a demon#its REALLY tacky to save someone and then kill them#so he doesnt kill him and instead demands to be a roommate until he returns to hell#and then they team up to kill demons and other creatures that seem obsessed with the human#and so they just kinda kill and banish demons back to hell and its fiiiine kronos is just causing problems for Hell#thats not even a new issue hes always doing that !#and then they meet a siren who refuses to talk and kronos is like oh time to be the biggest dick ever#and is like well if she wont talk and she needs a name i vote halibut#as a mean joke bc why would she want to be named after a fish#and she lights up and is SUPER happy and nods and beams and is so happy with her new name#and then the human is like well she needs more clothes than one outfit right#also shes barefoot and its cold i need to buy her shoes idk what tho#and kronos is like here buy her these rainboots and so the guy buys them and is like just wear these#until you can show me what you want bought ok and halibut is in love with her cute lil yellow rainboots#so basically everything kronos does out of spite to the weird mute siren (by choice) backfires#and she adores him and doesnt know hes trying to be mean to her#anyway the succubi collectively like to pick on the really silly and childish demons they outrank#like kronos! so he is constantly a target for them to mock which is why he isnt fond of them which fuels them more#the succubi are just really chill most of the time though ?#and its just. i love my succubi ok theyre wonderful#and that has been another story time in the tags bye
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good morning. thinking again of juve and her dog
#oreste garifalle save me. save me oreste garifalle (he cannot even save himself)#i just.. man its so over. by the time they encounter each other juve is the worst shes ever been & oreste doesnt yet know he could be better#so. sure. juve needs to gather the pieces of herself back up and double down on her coping mechanisms but not thinking at all about whats#happened to her/how she was affected by it and by instead fixating on someone elses problems. she needs to offer drive and direction to#another in order to feel more in control of herself#and luckily for her unluckily for himself. by the time she finds him. oreste is only Just stumbling out of a gothic pseudoincest nightmare#in which all of his own wants and desires have been very deliberately placed on a shelf higher than he can reach and hes all too eager#to accidentally replicate previous dynamics (dog) with someone new#so. tldr. juve needs to control/'fix' someone and oreste as of yet only knows how to be controlled/molded in anothers image#which would already be so bad except to top it off. juve is steadily fucking losing it. due to the repression crimes#and even as she tries to distance herself from the emotional aftermath of what she went through. it bleeds into the way she treats oreste#instead. like.#her base level dehumanization of him would already be bad but. as is. in the way it finds her.#juve completely lacks the finesse or grace or awareness to approach it as she normally would#so she instead traps them both in this horrible codependent situation where her 'fixing' oreste mostly involves her going oh! i know!#your problem is that youre not in touch with your anger right? you should be angry about what those guys did to you but youre not rigjt??#so!! easy fix!! lets just get you angry!!!#<- girl who is not entirely wrong but has also never processed any of her own anger a day in her life and Will be projecting#<- girl who will treat you both as a metaphor/extension of herself but Also as a recreation of the previous dynamic she was in with an#excessively angry individual#<- girl who decides the best way to put you in touch with your anger again is by. repeatedly triggering you until you protest#essentially bending your finger back and waiting to see which will come first. you letting it break or begging her to stop#and oreste is always too deeply traumatized and overwhelmed to do anything but let it break. so.#notnow#juve mizani#oreste garifalle#one of my favorite scenes i have planned for them is her making oreste relay what his abuser (kai) looked like. in detail.#as a skinshifter herself.#you see where this is going.#you should send me asks about them btw. if you want. also if you dont
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I am sooosooso normal about the death note musical do not ask me about it
#noodle talks#not art#lot of dn posts tonight from yours truly [<- why did I say that]. the fixation#many such cases#ive watched it 5 times. i am due for another rewatch it has been too long [two weeks]#i have to watch the jdrama too. i want to but unfortunately. the Tired#I've heard its good so hopefully it is when i get around to it#anyway. its almost 12:30am. i need to sleep so bad#i had another post in my head but i cannot for the love of anything remember what the hell it was#i forgot the fandom tag.#death note
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"Yup, I'm right here! See, you can touch me and everything!"
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Richard and Pascal friendship is something I didn't know I needed to write
#wips#richard windor#pascal#fan art#mine#brain decided 4 AM was a good time to resume the graces fixation and I've been going ever since#this is for the sequel to my long fic in which Richard has ANOTHER mental breakdown after something bad happens to Asbel and Sophie#Pascal cheers him up bc she's good at cheering people up. She's actually a very sweet and generous person beneath her carefree whimsy#Like that post battle scene where she tries to give Richard her staff bc she thinks he's jealous of it đ#In this fic she's been helping him this whole time from escorting him through the Wallbridge ruins to aiding w the valkines crisis#He's shocked that he never truly realized how much she's been there for him bc normally she's so hard to miss đ
#but his preoccupations w his other friends had been keeping him from making a new one until now#Richard needs someone to hold onto just as badly as Asbel needs someone to save#and here's Pascal radiating constant optimism and friendship just like Asbel did when they were kids#I hope I can write this as the beginnings of a beautiful friendship between them :)#I think Pascal could bring out his fun-loving side in a less trolling way than Malik and he can certainly support her endeavors#They're already swapping nicknames she's calling him 'Little Dickie' and he goes for 'Callie' in the moment đ#there's room for romantic readings I suppose but I prefer platonic
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so i have 9 hours so far on ZZZ
i downloaded it JUST TODAY. AT 1PM. thats not normal
#this is exactly like how when i first played ngs i immediately got 8 hours on it on the first day#the fixation hits hard#thought 'oh ive been wanting to play this and i also need something to cope rn'#oh boy did i cope#saw my husband for ONE FRAME and went INSANE#I LOVE YOU ANTON. MY HUSBAND. MY GIRLFRIEND. OH HOW I LOVE YOU#I NEED HIM SO BAD (literally i need to pull him in game) GIVE ME HIM NEEEOOOWWWW BEFORE I GET ANGRY!!?? GRRRR!!!!did not#mean to put those question marks#marks of inquiry#bruh this game has sexy ass gameplay. I SAW IT BEFORE BUT IT FEELS SO DIFFERENT WHEN YOU'RE ACTUALLY PLAYING IT#IT'S SO HEAVY AND UGHHDH IT REMINDS ME OF DMC A LITTLE#specifically dmc5#example: the Epic shots when you kill all the ethereals in an area#another example: anby's skill. that is literally a vergil combo#another thing that reminds me of ngs is how stuffy the game mechanics are#idk what i'm doing 90% of the time. i get an item. oh cool! where the hell did i get this from.#reading the descriptions of each item doesn't help because none of it sinks in đ it's like trying to read from 15 feet away#it's kinda like base game?? in the way that it feels like Everything has already happened and it's shoved in your face and you just kinda#have to figure out what to do#only this time i can't emote and pole dance with other people#oh to see anton pole dancing. /j#/hj :^3#....../srs :'^3 (i cry a tear)#i've been cooking up an s/i since the game was announced but i still have close to nothing. NO IDEA WHAT THEY WOULD LOOK LIKE.#huge ass weapon obviously. low hollow aptitude but they're such a good fighter that it didn't matter#i know my 'haha i've known this game since' shit is annoying but LET ME HAVE THIS!! I WILL FOREVER FLEX BEING A FAN FROM THE START HEHEHEH#anyway. anton. my pookiebear. my shnookums. Fucck yoyAAAAAAA I LOVE
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that was the worst trial of my life nobody look at me i need to go cry to feel better
#THE WHOLE TIME I WAS FIXATED ON LIKE.IT WAS A ONE HIT KILL BUT THE LADY HEARD TWO BANGS BUT THE GUN#IS SAID TO HAVE BEEN FIRED THREE TIMES#SO I KEPT TRYING TO BRING IT UP N LOSING MY DAMN POINTS TILL I NEEDED A GUIDE TO NOT REDO THE WHOLE TRIAL#N WHEN YOU FINALLY BRING UP THE GUN I THOUGHT ID FINALLY BRING THAT UP#n phoenix was just referring the killer was holding it in the left hand instead of the right nobody look at me#hire another lawyer edgy im not cut for this job#analiceoriginal.txt#i was born exclusively to point out miscellaneous details instead of following what the game is trying to hint at#i did it w 'a week before early september is just august' n ive done it again n i will continue to do it#dont get me started that damn bullet is still in the case.
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this fandom needs more former emos ;-;
truly it does!! I had a bit of an emo phase but I don't think mine really counts because it didn't involve a guy from new jersey
#like. I didn't listen to mcr at all in the height of my emo phase can you believe that#I did sit down and listen to mcr at some point and I like it I just never fixated for months on it#and that's how I really get into something. so. I need to give it another try bc mcr does slap#also another reason my emo phase doesn't really count is that it was music only#I didn't change my look really other than an atrocious side part. and I started dying it#anyway yes we do need more former emos here it's all swifties. which is fine but. well. could be better#<- said as a swiftie btw#ask#light-lanterne
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finally found the crunchy used hardcovers that i craved so now i guess i just have two pristine paperbacks to offer to the next person in my life who exhibits a trace of interest in alexander the great..?
#but for now i'm just an unhinged person with too many copies of these books lol#i bought another of her non-alexander books too bc i missed her prose a bit#didn't find the biography she wrote of him though but did visit the history basement of this used bookstore for the first time#funny what a fixation will lead you to#i didn't get any regular history books though bc i don't need a repeat of my sherlock holmes shelf#and also because i feel like. objectively at my level of history comprehension there is not THAT much more that i can learn lmao#and yes waver guards the alexander shelf. ofc.#levblogging
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⧠âşËł cw. fem! reader, praise, size kink, fÄąngering, dirty talk, oral fixation, mdni.
âeasy, easy,â sukuna groans, having you laid on his broad, empty lap. youâre straddling him, chewing on your bottom lip as heâs knuckles deep into your drooling cunt. already, a clear sheet of slick coats down a single finger of his and youâre twitching from his hold. a cocky grin paints against his lips as one of his free hands attach to your waist. âah, câmon. not that bad. âs just one finger, princess.â
ây- your fingers are s-so thick, âkuna,â you babble out in broken words, and it doesnât take long before your muscles tighten. indeed, he had much length to his fingers. he was easing you up because just moments ago, you insisted on how you could easily take him on the first try. of course, he decided to help you out anyway, finding amusement in how youâre already about to gush out from just a single digit. the stretch was immaculate, your tummy churns in a line of zig zags as you feel him slowly insert yet another finger inside. âfuck, âs long.â
with a breathy chortle, he makes you slump forward into his chest. âsuch a weak girl,â and his voice pitches against your ear â his breath, hot and fanning near the soft lobe of your ear. âif you can barely handle two fingers, what makes you think you can take two of my cocks, little one?â
your moans become more loud, echoing through the bouncy walls of his devilish, isolated chambers.
your body fails to remain still, grinding against his hand directly underneath you. âk- kunaaa,â you huff, your own jaw becoming loose and dangling itself agape.
it was so delicious . . the stretch, oh the stretch,
the way his two fingers curl into a salacious circular motion, rotating around the goopy insides of your sopping pussy. you were weak, so so weak.
he groans, hearing the slosh slosh squelches your own mess sings from the impact. âhah, âs good. i can take one more, please.â
chuckling, his lips press against your forehead. âhm, dunno. maybe i should take âem out..â
âs- sukuna,â you whimper, hearing him snickering at your desperate plea. your walls were more clingy than you were on a daily basis, sticking against the texture of his fingers like glue. with your face buried into the crook of his neck, you gasp once you feel the alleviated pressure arise furthermore. âpleaseplease, more. i can take another finger. need another finger.â
âgirl,â he snarls, a single fang baring and you jolt into his chest once he spanks your pussy once.
the brief sting that follows makes you throb and it scratches such a good itch in your brain. âwhat did i tell ya? you donât need, you want. repeat that sentence for me, pretty.â
âiâ i want another finger inside,â you correct yourself, your eye twitching at his familiar sass. sukuna remained seated on his notorious throne, sexily manspread with you on top of him also. your legs felt like mush practically, and the stimulation has you swooning for more. gasping, you bite down on the breaking skin of your lip once more. âwant it, ryo. want you.â
âgood grief, does fingering make ya forget manners too?â he slyly grins, ruby red eyes peering into the depths of your precious soul.
you sigh, knowing what that meant. as heâs still got two fingers tucked away deeply into your cunt, your arms sling over his tense shoulders. âp- please.â
âatta girllll,â he praises, another one of his hands tugging against the fabric of your blouse.
as you still make a cute attempt at rocking your hips against his lap. he slowly inserts another thick finger inside. tightening around each one individually, you whine before your entire body jitters.
sukuna chuckles deeply against your ear, feeling the claws of your nails seep into the flesh of his arm. âoooh, so three is the limit. i see,â and within three seconds, his digits pull out of your cunt. a slimey string of your filth sticks against his fingers. as he looks down with an utmost hungry gaze, he brings his fingers up to his mouth before sniffing them.
âmhm,â and with glossy eyes, you stare as the demon pops his three fingers right into his mouth. youâre still taking your seat on his lap, watching as his forked tongue devours your enchanted taste. slit eyebrows furrow in arousal before he takes it back out, bringing his fingers toward your quavering lips. âopen. taste it, girl,â and as your lips happily part, he slides two fingers inside your mouth, watching you suck against them. he groans, imagining you were putting your cute throat to use on his cockâ not his fingers. your pink tongue swishes around, curling against the digits and you taste the bitter taste of your own sweet. âmessy fuckinâ woman. taste how dirty you are for me? yeahhh, lick it all up âcause âm gonna put âem right back in. gotta train this weak cunt for the real thing.â
your head bobbles a bitâ every few seconds sukunaâs lengthy fingers would thrash back against your uvula, causing you to almost gag. as you lick them clean, tasting his own syrupy saliva in the process, he quickly pulls them out before stuffing them right back into your greedy cunt as promised.
sukuna raises a brow as your head lowers onto his chest. âeh,â and as your tongue playfully licks against his neglected nipples, his breath hitches. you catch him off guard and he grunts at the suddenly sensitivity. âfuck are ya doinâ brat. didnât tell you to s-suck on . . mhm, those.â
he doesnât exactly pull you away.
instead, he drags your head closer, looking down embarrassed as your mouth latches onto his thickset pecs like a leech.
it felt odd, strangely new.
youâre sucking against his swollen perky nipples, lolling your tongue around before thatâs when he abruptly pulls you off. with a new look of neediness in his eyes, sukuna watches as a trail of your own spit departs from his nipples. you leer back up at him with a teasing grin forming on your lips and he scoffs.
sukuna ryĹmen was flustered..
âyâer .. fuckinâ weird,â he grouses, and once he sees your growing simper, he uses a hand to make your head move back toward its former placement near his now dampened pecs.
âkeep .. doinâ that. never told ya to stop, little girl. phew, i- i liked that.â
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bites my cage
#i have been in this weird emotional parkour today & also. weirdly energized yet also struggling to do things like girl pick a struggle @ me#by emotional parkour i mean one second im fixating on one thing that has me distressed then in 0.5 seconds i suddenly switch to somethn jus#completely fucking unrelated sudden 180 in my emotional state to where im excitable & happy & whatever#& then suddenly make a 90 degree turn & then im furious over something. & then suddenly another turn & im in Anxiety Hell#& then suddenly everything at once or nothing entirely just completely numb. all this in the span of less than a few hrs or less than an hr#Its the BPD experience (tm) /lh no but seriously its just one of those. weird ass days ig.#also weird vulnerability hours??? ??? ??? idk somethn like that#vulnerability sentimental bullshit stuff under the surface that im not voicing bc my ass gets easily embarrassed ig sometimes#idk maybe if my filters drop more i'll say shit#i need to continue this one ramble though..........#also the day started out weird bc i had Sleep Paralysis from Hell hit me real hard & its. it was a. really fucked up sleep paralysis episod#...i saw her again. that one thing i usually see in my episodes that tries to do heinous shit to me ? yeah#i did manage to get naps later tho to make up for the lost sleep bc when i get sleep paralysis i. tend to avoid sleeping for a while sdlkfj
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Doting
Tags: jjk men as dads, tooth-rotting fluff, comfort drabbles
Synopsis: How the JJK men treat you while pregnant (spoiler warning- they dote on you.)
An: This is my formal apology for writing Nanami angst on the âBabyâs first wordsâ post đ it will never happen again (can we stop with the death threats now?)
SATORU ⢠SUGURU ⢠TOJI ⢠SUKUNA ⢠NANAMI
SATORU
Oh, your loving husband is all over you while youâre pregnant. He genuinely has such a cute fascination with all the changes your body is going through. He seriously thinks youâre so strong for carrying his heir.
He loves rubbing your bump. In fact, he will always be touching it in some form or fashion while you two are together. When heâs away on missions, he has you send him pictures and updates on your pregnancy as if anything major has changed in a couple of days.
You best believe he is ready to indulge you on your every craving, no matter how strange. Itâs three a.m and youâre crying because you need that specific brand of chicken wings and a can of whip cream? Heâs heading to the store immediately to fetch whatever you tell him to.
He genuinely worries about being a good dad. Many nights he lays his head on your bump and talks to you about how teaching didnât come naturally to him. He wasnât born knowing how to meet people where theyâre at. He use to expect people to be able to meet him on his level. He worries that he may inadvertently put a lot of pressure on his kid, and thatâs the last thing he wants due to how he was raised. He just wants his kid to be a kid.
Heâs the best, most loving and compassionate dad to your baby, more than you could ever hope for. Even if teaching didnât come to him naturally, being a father did.
SUGURU
Heâs such a âsit down and let me do it for youâ while youâre pregnant. He cooks, cleans, works, and tends to you completely throughout your pregnancy.
Suguru gets hyper fixated on your health during pregnancy. He only feeds you the yummiest and healthiest foods while youâre pregnant. He encourages for you to sit on the yoga ball and do (very) light exercises. He just wants the best for you and his baby.
Whenever I said he tends to you, I genuinely mean he tends to you. Heâll gently brush your hair at night time, rub your back when your belly is becoming heavy to carry around, serve your breakfast, lunch, and dinner in bed, carries around emesis bags and breath mints for if you get morning sickness while you two are out.
This man is the king of enforcing your boundaries to people when they donât listen. That really annoying family member that insists on being there for the birth even though youâve already explained to them that you want this to be an experience for just you and Geto? Yeah, heâs made it very clear to them that they will not be at the birth if they want to be in your kidâs life.
He is absolutely not afraid to hurt feelings if it means his wife and future child are safe and cared for. He really donât give a fuck who anyone else is. You and his child are first priority.
TOJI
Toji is definitely the type to express his love and devotion for you in other ways than the most conventional methods.
He is so incredibly gentle while youâre pregnant. He doesnât rile you up as much or play fight with you anymore. He constantly reminds himself that youâre carrying another life inside you and that you have enough on your plate.
This man⌠whew does he love seeing you pregnant. Tojiâs the type of man to feel so feral when he looks at you heavily pregnant with his kid.
He adores your body. Heâll rub lotion all over you and oils to help your skin accommodate to the stretch of carrying a kid. He massages your body and absolutely worships it while heâs rubbing the lotion and oil on you.
Your breasts are sore? Heâll gently massage them until they feel better. Your back hurts? Heâd be the type to lift your bump up and take the weight off you for as long as you ask him to so you can feel relaxed for a few minutes.
And look this is probably TMI but like, if you got a clogged milk duct due to breastfeeding, Toji would unfortunately be the type of man to fix that issue with his mouth. iâm sorry but he would.
Final thing is, you better believe that he doesnât allow anyone to get too close to you. He is so unbelievably protective over you while youâre pregnant. If he could, heâd lock you up at home to prevent anyone from getting close to you.
SUKUNA
On the outside, he acts very nonchalant and unbothered by your pregnancy. On the inside, he is constantly plagued by the thought that your body may not be able to carry his heir. The thought of losing you or his child haunts him.
He will secretly observe and take notes on your body and how it is changing. If he catches you expressing any sort of short windedness, he will immediately send you off to bed rest. Though, youâre usually able to convince him to take you off of it by the next day.
The only servant he trusts to tend to you is Uraume. No one else in his court is allowed to be anywhere near you unless he gives specific instructions. Still, he hates leaving you in the care of Uraume. He trusts them, but he wants to be the one to take care of you.
He loves holding your body close to him at night. All four arms are wrapped around you and holding you closely. Since he doesnât need much sleep, he will stay awake rubbing on your tummy all night long. One time, he felt the baby moving in your stomach while you were asleep. He was so intrigued that he woke you up and told you to âmake them do it againâ.
Now, he will randomly approach you at any given time while youâre heavily pregnant and hold his hand out so he can feel his baby moving around inside of you. It soothes his worry.
During birth, Sukuna was a complete mess. The amount of blood lost during birth fucking terrified him. He was panicking and yelling at anyone to do something to save you, even while everyone was assuring him that youâre okay and this was natural.
After 9 long excruciating months of extreme worry and constant fear, he finally feels peace when heâs cradling a newborn in his arm and a sleeping wife in the other arm. All of his hard work to protect you paid off he thinks.
NANAMI
Oh, to be pregnant by the king of domestic love himself.
Nanami is the type of man to immediately start working on a nursery for you as soon as you reveal to him that youâre pregnant. He immediately changes the guest bedroom into a nursery that you design for your little baby.
He reads up on all the parenting books and articles. Heâs constantly compiling things to either do or to not do during pregnancy and even while raising a kid.
Like Geto, he tends to your every need. He is a total house husband all while working 40 hours a week. When heâs at work, he is constantly calling and texting you to make sure that youâre okay and taking care of yourself, but letâs be fr he literally did everything for you before he even left for work (meal prepped for you, set out your clothes for you, put out all your self care items in case you want to bathe).
When you express concerns of your body getting bigger to him, he does everything in his power to show you that he loves and respects your body for creating life. He literally cherishes and worships your body for hours if you let him.
Like Toji, Nanami is protective over you. He constantly has an arm around you if you two are in public, and he watches everyone who dares to get close to you like a hawk. If he gets a bad vibe about anyone, heâs immediately stepping in front of you and taking over the conversation.
Nanami is the best partner to have during birth. His reading of articles during your pregnancy really paid off. He is supportive without being overbearing. He listens to your needs and tends to you without question. Constant praise and encouragement while youâre giving birth. The moment he gets to snuggle with you and the baby is the moment he realizes that he cultivated the life of his dreams. He has the family he always wanted.
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Simon Riley x Reader
Can You Ride?
Summary: Simon canât wait to get home
CW (MDNI): Established relationship, car sex, riding, unprotected PIV, messy, fingering, squirting, praise, lovey dovey sex, semi-public sex?
Word Count: 1,477
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Your fingers interlocked with Simonâs, smile adorned across your face as he led you back to the car. âYâ enjoy lunch?â He said, voice naturally gruff as he squeezed your hand.
âMhm, was good. Did you?â
He mumbled a âyeahâ as he opened the door for you, the hem of your dress riding up slightly, his gaze fixated on the exposure of your plush thigh. He coughed as he walked to the driverâs side.
It was a decent drive, around 45 minutes as Simonâs fingers fumbled with the CarPlay before you shushed him away and jabbed in your address.
âI had it,â he said, eyes darting to you as you laughed.
âIâm sure you did, baby.â
His hand fell on your thigh, thumb rubbing it soothingly as you stroked up his exposed arm, gently scratching with your nails. He liked that.
You were both quiet, but it was never awkward. You knew that Simon wasnât a massive talker, and you were both secure and comfortable enough to know that you didnât need to talk 24/7, even if you were together.
You pulled down a long road, trees aligned on both sides, minimal cars zapping across the other way as Simonâs eyes occasionally darted down to your exposed skin. He felt himself chub up slightly.
Did you wear a sundress on purpose? You know how he felt about them.
His fingers itched for more, trailing up your leg slightly, and if you realised, you didnât show it. His touch got more wanting, burning up your thigh as it slipped under your dress. You looked at him, eyebrow cocked as he shrugged, yet didnât hesitate to spread your thighs, an appreciative hum passing his lips.
Being around your boyfriend was difficult. Everything about him turned you on. His height, his build, his muscles, his tattoos, when he wore his mask, when he didnât, him being in the military and a Lieutenant and that. It was all too much, so it wasnât a surprise to him when he finally reached your panty-clad pussy, that there was a damp spot.
He let out a huff off a laugh, his eyes not leaving the road as another hand pushed your undies to the side, pussy now exposed as you lifted your legs up, spreading them. It was taboo, if a truck drove past you they would know what was going on but you think Simon liked that, knowing someone was watching how he was making you feel and only him.
You gasped, clutching his hand as you felt a rough finger pinch your clit before teasingly rubbing it in slow, small circles. Long middle finger dipped into your slit, running through your folds as he turned to you, cocky smile on his face as he felt your wetness.
You rolled your eyes at him before stuttering out a moan as a finger plunged in, massaging the gooey walls of your sex as soft pants fell from your lips.
His strokes were painfully slow, almost like he wanted you to break and tell him to hurry the fuck up. You gasped at the fullness when another finger breached your entrance, slowly pushing in as he somehow managed to focus on the tangling depths of the tar.
âS-stop teasing me,â you gasped out, breath jammed in your throat as he let out a laugh before his fingers began to work up their speed, hitting your spots deliciously as you moaned.
Your own finger came down to toy with your clit as you noticed his eyes flicker down to it, a groan leaving his lips.
âEyes on the road,â you teased as he shot you a dirty look.
Your breathing sped up, his fingers pumping in and out of you at the perfect pace, your walls contracting to the thick digits and squelching appreciatively at the sensation that was building.
It never took Simon long to make you cum but every time still took you by surprise. You could feel the slow build up beginning as you stuttered out a moan, your own finger rubbing desperately against your hardened bud as you dug your nails into his arm, hard enough to leave crescent shaped marks but not hard enough to draw blood.
You were a moaning mess as you gushed around his fingers, juices spluttering across his hand and onto the leather seat in-front of you as you whined at the sensation.
âJesus Christ,â Simon practically growled before he was pulling down a dodgy side road, dirt grumbling against the tires.
You looked at him as he lowered his seat down, veiny hands instantly tugging off his belt as he shoved his pants down to his ankles, cock leaking precum as it slapped against his stomach, a soft trail of hair leading down to his heavy set of balls.
âGet on,â he grunted as you looked at him, before you were ducking down to avoid hitting the ceiling. Car sex was difficult with Simon, his massive thighs barely giving you any room but somehow you managed, wedging your own next to his as he held the base of his cock upwards.
No matter how many times you guys had sex, it always took you a minute to grow accustomed to his cock, the sheer girth and length stretching you to the max.
You straddled his lap, tits flush against his face as he pulled the straps of your dress down, tongue flicking out to wrap his laps around a puckered nipple whilst you lowered yourself down his length slowly, hands reaching out to grab at his massive shoulders.
He watched your face scrunch up, both in pleasure and pain as you slid slowly down him.
âThatâs it baby, you can take it,â he encouraged, rubbing a small circle on your back as you whined at the fullness, his cock still not all the way in.
He pushed up slightly, bottoming out in side you as you let out a pornographic moan, his hands reaching out to grope at your tits while you sat there, growing comfortable with the staggering girth inside you.
You began to move, hips raising slightly before lowering, growing your confidence as he continued rubbing your back, mouth sucking at your chest like he was starving.
âGood girl, hm? Taking me so well.â
His words were like a fire inside you, taking over your entire body and setting it alight as your hips began to move faster, his cock disappearing and reappearing as your pussy swallowed it with each thrust.
The squelches and the slaps of your sex were obscene, the windows beginning to fog as Simon began to meet your thrusts, hitting against your g-spot as you cried out, wobbly legs barely able to take him as you tried to keep up with his demanding jabs inside you.
âFuck,â you swore, âI love you, Simon.â Your hands planted on his cheeks, foreheads merged together as you matched each otherâs pace.
âI love you,â he grunted, his hand pulling on the back of your neck into him as you kissed. There was no tongue, just gentle touches between your lips, savouring every breath you both shared, your bodies becoming one, being as close as you could possibly ever be to another person.
Your thrusts became more lazy, your stomach spiralling again into a bundle of blistering nerves ready to pop.
âIâm gonna- gonna cum, Si.â
âMe too, angel,â he panted, voice thick with both lust and love as you held onto him, your skin slapping against each other, his hands grabbing at every part of you before you staggered your movements, a loud moan passing your lips as your pussy convulsed, squeezing and throbbing around his length as you orgasmed, the muscles in your legs throbbing as they vibrated against his owns.
His pace became sloppy before he let out a guttural groan, hot pumps of semen seeping into your exhausted cunt, the remainder of your orgasm milking his length as you both moaned in unison.
You slumped against him, body sweaty as he kissed your forehead, whispering praises in your ear as he rubbed your back. Your legs wobbled as you tried to sit up, his hands reaching out to grope your tits once more before pulling your straps back up.
He placed a gentle kiss on your lips as you craned your neck to the side, laughing at the fogged up windows before his index finger reached out, drawing half a heart before you copied him, connecting the two.
He gave you a pat on the ass as he helped adjust you back to your seat, digging in the compartment for some wet wipes before gently wiping you and the seat down and placing it in the tiny bin he kept on the side of the door.
âYou okay?â He whispered, holding your hand.
âIâm perfect baby. Letâs go home.â
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