#i have been in this weird emotional parkour today & also. weirdly energized yet also struggling to do things like girl pick a struggle @ me
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#i have been in this weird emotional parkour today & also. weirdly energized yet also struggling to do things like girl pick a struggle @ me#by emotional parkour i mean one second im fixating on one thing that has me distressed then in 0.5 seconds i suddenly switch to somethn jus#completely fucking unrelated sudden 180 in my emotional state to where im excitable & happy & whatever#& then suddenly make a 90 degree turn & then im furious over something. & then suddenly another turn & im in Anxiety Hell#& then suddenly everything at once or nothing entirely just completely numb. all this in the span of less than a few hrs or less than an hr#Its the BPD experience (tm) /lh no but seriously its just one of those. weird ass days ig.#also weird vulnerability hours??? ??? ??? idk somethn like that#vulnerability sentimental bullshit stuff under the surface that im not voicing bc my ass gets easily embarrassed ig sometimes#idk maybe if my filters drop more i'll say shit#i need to continue this one ramble though..........#also the day started out weird bc i had Sleep Paralysis from Hell hit me real hard & its. it was a. really fucked up sleep paralysis episod#...i saw her again. that one thing i usually see in my episodes that tries to do heinous shit to me ? yeah#i did manage to get naps later tho to make up for the lost sleep bc when i get sleep paralysis i. tend to avoid sleeping for a while sdlkfj
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