#i cry over them all the time
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i was scared indigo but i wanted to
#had plans to do a bunch of manga panel redraws but i decided to do just this one because i'm lazy#csm#chainsaw man#aki hayakawa#denji#power csm#i cry over them all the time
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And to him, she was the most important thing in the entire world.
#i need them#when hes smitten#and shes independent#matthew crawley#lady mary crawley#mary and matthew crawley#kate sharma#anthony bridgerton#kanthony#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#i cry over them all the time
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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An “what if there’s a pizzaplex location in China” au
They're an Eclipse, but you can just call them Wu Dan
They are a theater bot from the Shanghai pizzaplex, they play the Wu Dan role (female warrior/fighter role) in Traditional Chinese opera. They can sing they can dance, they perform with a spear, and they do Bian Lian mask trick.
Most time they stay as Eclipse but if needed they can switch between Sun and Moon on command. As the picture shows, the red mask is Sun, the Blue mask is moon, the split face is when both are up but not in sync, they can’t stay like that for long it burns their battery, and the white face is Eclipse
Sun is more hot headed and extroverted, Moon is more ‘hohoho I’m evil’ and introverted, when split face, they’re mostly having a fight and they use their traits against each other, when Eclipse, their traits are combined creating an neutralized version of themselves
#will there be more?#maybe#I adore this idea#but at the same time every time I draw them I hands cry for mercy#I’m not one to draw complicated designs and it shows#my art#oc#dcaverse#I’m not tagging sun moon individually because how far away their design is#if I just say hey new oc and y’all are gonna believe me#Wu Dan#Ah also shout out to gitm and the server#opened me to possibility of plex locations all over the world
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I hope you find that. I think I have.
#OFMD#Our Flag Means Death#Stede Bonnet#Mary Bonnet#Edit#ofmdedit#ofmd gifs#ofmdblog#ofmdsource#tvedit#tv gifs#Me crying throwing up etc etc over this scene once again#Something about them both finding the loves they were looking for#And BOTH reaching a level of understanding with each other FINALLY#And closing a door that had been open for so long#Patching a wound that had been festering#And God Mary immediately being so supportive and happy for him...#I JUST#THE TELEVISION SHOW OF ALL TIME#ALSO i'm hugging stede like this btw. if u even care.
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i think that if kabru saw that “laios meeting falin for the first time” strip he’d be sobbing uncontrollably
#feels like it is SO fundamental to understanding laios on a deep level#idk something about not expecting ‘common sense’ from babies#something about how he is so deeply laios. maybe im just projecting#but that comic resonates with me SO hard#the lack of expression (taking her in) and the way he looks up for permission#and by that time his father already knows? that hes looking for permission to leave. he doesnt say it. he just looks.#and then! he runs to his kitty! and whispers like its a secret! hes a big brother now kitty!#and he whispers to the chickens! he’s got a little sister chickens! shes called falin doggies!#to see laios as an adult and to know he cares for his sister is par for the course#to see that he was enamored with her the second he met her and told all of his friends is just. fuck#they tell you many times in the series that these siblings care for each other above ALL ELSE#like knowing that all people die is separate from knowing there is no reality for either of them that doesnt contain their sibling#im going insane over the touden siblings#but i think kabru would go through these same motions and cry idk#dunmeshi#labru#if you squint#kabru of utaya#laios touden#falin touden#dungeon meshi#bumblysdumbly
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I love them! So much!
#detroit become human#kara ax400#luther tr400#i love them so much and have something planned for luther in the hes a 10 but series#i may have spent a lot more time on this than i planned (aka two! doodles!)#but you know what 100% worth it i love them and i love him supporting womens wrongs and and#i got so emotional the first time i saw his status updated to family im like crying over this family#also kara having the ability to not only die in almost all her chapters but also kill in almost all her chapters#like girl please i love you and i love that you are willing to be rational and not let luther kill a guy returning a glove#but also you are unhinged and i love you there is no downside to kara i love her#also she gets to not only be a blonde menace but she rocks brown and black and white hair??#truly a lady who can do anything is2g#this suggestion added a year to my life cause it was technically the first one received#even though its the second i drew - i got it first
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Old habits die hard
#jrwi riptide#just roll with it#just roll with it riptide#gillion tidestrider#gillion jrwi#jrwi spoilers#jrwi riptide spoilers#this is so messy forgive me#I would say I’ll clean it up but#no I won’t#ooooooo I want an undersea arc so baddddddd#whether or not there’s a whole war or a takeover has already happened#I wanna go under da watah#I wanna see the elders BURNNNN#I know that the dunjon arc happened but I feel like some personal hellscape growth would be challenged by seeing them face to face#anyway#catch me crying in the club over gill#at all times always#tv’s art
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#narureno#narumi gen#ichikawa reno#my art#kn8#I HAVENT FINISHED ART OF THEM IN SOOO LONG#omg i missed them i am also crying about how much i missed them ;;#when will i stop drawing them in the damn suits is the real question though why am i not giving myself a break from this ksjdfhs#my brain is so soft and squishy over the thought of narumi needing a moment and reno knowing this#and pulling him in close to hide him from everyone else ueueue#ANYWAYS THEY'RE IN LOVE#but also my vacation is ending so i'll be back to full time work next week :c#so my art output will probably slow down considerably ;;;;#BUT I WILL KEEP WORKING HARD WHENEVER I CAN FOR THEM !!!#i know only like 3 people out there care but still#i care for all 3 people who agree with my ship choices
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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Theory of FrUk. (in my crazyperson eyes)
#hetalia#fruk#hetalia england#hetalia france#arthur kirkland#francis bonnefoy#myart#bangs head with hammer#i hope my diagram is understandable.#I FUCKINGF> HATE THEMMMM (i think abt them eeveruminute of every day okay. okay.#fruk wedding... hahahahahahahahaaaa...#i think hetamyu had the right idea in that france would totally balk at the last second every single time.#they have had many failed marriage attempts.#france runs off (inevitably) or england is waiting to walk down the isle and he just cannot stop crying out of fear#awful wedding. they are so happy they look at eachother like they fell in love for the first time all over again. they want to die also.
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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡
#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain#but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again#they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also#can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves#i mean#just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again#i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#alex gifs#my gifs#lulu posts
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so. my laptop is Deceased, which means I don’t have half of my pdf library (because I wasn’t able to back it all up yet. weeping and wailing), and THAT means that I have a much smaller pool of texts to work off with and cite, so. this is a much more direct glimpse into my thoughts when I’m reading ancient sources and don’t have the poetry of scholars to direct my imagination
anyway, the tris homines alliance is also an informal club for people that had weird but formative relationships with sulla. like. a real Make Them Worse situation happened there. crassus becomes someone who is half shadowy rumor behind every dealing in the eyes of others, pompey and caesar drag rome back into civil war, sulla says that caesar resembles marius but it’s sulla’s playbook that caesar later runs. everyone dies in places where they do not expect to die.
Plutarch, Caesar
Plutarch, Pompey
Plutarch, Crassus
Rome, Blood & Power, Gareth C Sampson
Sulla: The Last Republican, Arthur Keaveney
The Defeat of Rome: Crassus, Carrhae and the Invasion of the East, Gareth C. Sampson
#I’m doing all of this on my iPad and I’m fucking dying#I’m like. I’m OLD I only use my iPad for art and work. Typing all of this out on a touch screen took out my lifespan#tris homines#roman republic tag#everyone clap for caesar#komiks tag#Can’t wait to do the comic where caesar has Crassus’ fingers in his mouth bc that has no citations. maybe one.#gotta. Pick myself up off the ground. I have spent enough time crying over lost PDFs. I will probably cry more.#but these three absolute nightmares are calling my name and I will heed the call. I can ALSO make them worse#shaking hands with sulla on that and on that ONLY#drawing tag#gnaeus pompeius magnus#marcus licinius crassus#gaius julius caesar
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Please check on your local the on1y one fans, they might not be okay 👍🏼
#the on1y one#screaming crying throwing up#i hate them#i don't have the time for this obsession#this is trapped all over again
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“jean will help you if you help him.”
also need to dissect this and think of all the ways kevin helped jean and jean helped kevin in return
#GOING INSANE OVER THEM#EVERY TIME I READ ABOUT JEAN IN AFTG NOW THE VOICES IN MY HEAD START JUMPING#god thinking about raven jean makes me cry so much#kevjean#jeaneil#jean moreau#neil josten#kevin day#all for the game#aftg#the king’s men
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Birds of a feather
‘I knew you in another life’
‘You had that same look in your eyes’
‘I love you, don’t act so surprised’
#byler#reddie#boreo#stranger things#IT chapter 1#IT chapter 2#the goldfinch#mike wheeler#will byers#richie tozier#eddie kaspbrak#boris pavlikovsky#theo decker#stranger things 3#stranger things season 4#stranger things season 5#byler endgame#reddie endgame#boreo endgame#Billie eilish#birds of a feather#every time I hear this song I cry#ITS BEEN 6 YEARS#6 YEARSSS#I’m actually not over them#AT ALL
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