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So High School | Kim Mingyu
pairing: fiancé!mingyu x pregnant!fem!reader
rating: fluff, mature
genre: non-idol au, slice of life, established relationship
summary: you and your fiancé haven't discussed the idea of you having children, but with your wedding approaching, the idea of starting a family with him has been on your mind.
warnings: please read ALL! contains smut! not much but a little! (!!!) some time skips, reader gets pregnant, planned pregnancy, reader's mom loves mingyu, reader deals with morning sickness (for my fellow emetophobics this may be triggering!), minwon coworkers mentioned, smut warnings: creampie, unprotected sex, multiple rounds mentioned, backshots, fingering.
word count: 3k
AHEM! go listen to so high school by taylor swift (perhaps while you read!)
author's note!: i listened to taylor waaaay too much while i was writing this, as you can probably tell by the title đ«Ł what can i say! guilty. my first time writing slice of life au! i had fun lowkey. AGHHH i just love writing cute mingyu esp when it involves future dad mingyu. the song lyrics are meant to be spacers for the time-skips btw! shoutout to @jenoslutie for also supporting my vision with this đ muah xo
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I feel so high school every time I look at you, I wanna find you in a crowd just to hide from you...
Mingyu was your dream man in many ways than one. The perfect boy to bring home to your parents, cooked delicious meals for you, and overall made you feel safe.Â
You two had been engaged for months now, and wedding planning was well underway, the date set for early into the new year. As if it wasnât stressful enough, your mom had already started questioning whether the two of you had wanted children, or planned to in the future. The answer was always the same,
âMom, I donât know⊠we havenât talked about it into a lot of detail⊠maybe later onâŠâ or âCâmon, weâre still young, Mom!âÂ
Mingyu didnât know any of this, and youâd probably never tell him, not wanting him to feel pressured by your badgering mother. You both knew you wanted children eventually, but you never talked that far into the future.
But⊠you also thought⊠maybe you would want to have children, if it was with Mingyu.Â
Mingyu would be the father to play dress up and makeovers with your daughter, have tea parties with her, or play with faux tools with your son and pretend to fix things, and play with plastic dinosaurs.
You couldn't picture anybody that would be more perfect to do it with than him.
Are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me? It's just a game, but really I'm bettin' on all three for us two...
Mingyu stands at the kitchen counter, cooking dinner like he usually does, and he usually insists since he gets home a little earlier from work than you do most days.Â
You come from the kitchen after changing out of your work clothes to see him chopping garlic as a pot is boiling on the stove.Â
âWhat are you making?â
âAgio e olio,â Mingyu responds, looking up to smile at you briefly. âI know itâs your favorite, and you said you were craving it.â
You smile, coming over to kiss him on the cheek quickly. âThank you, you make it so good anyway.â You chuckle as he playfully rolls his eyes.Â
He tosses the garlic in a pan on the stove, stirring it a little, then adds the pasta to the boiling water.
You decide now is the time to break your silence, and tell him whatâs been on your mind lately.
âGyu,â You speak up. â⊠I think we should talk about something.âÂ
âWhat?â Mingyuâs gaze turns to meet yours, a concerned look on his face, and you immediately want to kiss him and make it go away.
âWhy? Whatâs wrong?â
âIâve been thinkingâŠâ You pause, racking your brain on how to word what youâre about to tell him, also given that you didnât want to scare him. âWhat do you think about us⊠having a baby?âÂ
You look up at his undeniable surprised expression; after all you did come out of nowhere with that statement.
âI mean, I know we havenât really discussed it much, and weâre getting married in a few months⊠but I have been thinking about it a lot, and I want to, weâre at that age-â You break out into a nervous ramble before he cuts you off.
âIâve thought about it too. I thought it should be something that we shouldâŠyou know⊠talk about.â Mingyu says.
âI donât want to put any pressure on you, or I guess, on us.â You continue. âI know weâre not married officially yet, and our wedding isnât until a few more months, but I donât know, I think I want to.âÂ
Mingyu turns to you, smiling ear to ear in the adorable happy puppy way he typically does when heâs over the top excited about something. âI know, me too.â
âDoes this mean⊠weâre trying?â You canât even hide your smile, your cheeks hurt as you attempt to be the least bit nonchalant.
âYeah⊠fuck⊠câmere.â Mingyu pulls you closer to him, kissing you fervently.
You pull back, releasing his grip from your waist.
âHey, after dinner,â You smirk, giggling at his eagerness. âYouâre gonna burn your garlic.â
âMingyu⊠I canât, fuck-â You whine, your face nearly buried into the pillow underneath you.
âYeah you can babyâŠâ Mingyu grunts, his hand slides up your back to push you down even more. âTaking it all like a good girlâŠâ
You nearly collapse as you can barely hold yourself up anymore, and youâre being pushed forward almost to the headboard from the force of him behind you.
âIâm gonna come, âgyu.â You cry, your hand trailing down to rub tight circles on your clit, making your thighs tremble as you push yourself closer to the edge.Â
âGo on babyâŠâ Mingyu groans, feeling you get tighter around him. âCum all over my cock like a good girl.â
You cry his name again as he pushes you over the edge, white-knuckling the sheets as he keeps thrusting inside you, almost even harder.
âFuckâŠâ  He groans as he slows down, stilling before he comes inside you.
He pulls out, watching himself drip out of you briefly as he curses under his breath, before he pushes it back inside you with two fingers, making you whine.
âSorry, babyâŠâ Mingyu sweetly apologizes.
You flip over on your back, pulling him down to kiss him.
âI wanna go againâŠâ You say against his lips, pushing his sweaty long hair back.
âReally?â He asks sweetly, leaning down to kiss your neck a few times. âWasnât too much?â
âNeverâŠâ
Truth, dare, spin bottles, You know how to ball, I know Aristotle Brand new, full-throttle, Touch me while your bros play Grand Theft Auto...
The next few weeks were just the usual. Going into work during the day, shopping for the wedding with your sister, ⊠Mingyu practically never leaving you alone, but that you wouldnât complain about.
âWhat kind of flowers are you guys doing?â Your sister asks you. The two of you made plans to get coffee, and you guys typically talked about whatever. She always voiced her opinion on your life whether it was boyfriends, career moves, and now: your wedding.
âWhite lilies; one of my favorites. Mingyu said I could just pick what I wanted, heâs happy with whatever I choose.â You say.
âThatâs sweet,â She smiles, stirring her matcha latte. âEven though, he probably doesnât care.â She chuckles.
âYouâre probably right, I think he has other things on his mind other than flowers.â You laugh, only you know what you mean by that.Â
You never told her the both of you had been trying to have a baby.
âIâve always liked him, though, you know that.â She smiles. âIf thereâs anybody you marry and spend forever with, i'm glad itâs him. Heâs just right for you.â
You smile, glancing down as your gaze flickers on your sparkling engagement ring under the coffee shop lights.
Youâre definitely glad itâs him.
âDo you mind if we go into the grocery store down the street? I need to just run in and get a few things.â She asks you.
You nod. âYeah, thatâs fine. I could probably use a few things too.âÂ
âHow do you know if a watermelon is a really good one?â She asks you, as the fruit by the entrance catches her eye.
âYouâre asking me?â You laugh. âI have no idea, I have heard though if theyâre a dark green, itâs too watery.â
âYou were always good at picking them, I know Mom used to always say that.â She replies. âMaybe I wonât get one, are they even in season?â
âProbably not, itâs November. Anyway, what did you need here?â You say, grabbing a hand basket for yourself.
âJust usual stuff, yogurt⊠eggs, oat milk, some strawberries⊠whatever else I find that I think i need.â She says, placing strawberries and avocados in her cart. Already straying from the list.Â
You follow her, bagging up some apples, cucumbers, and brussel sprouts into your basket.Â
Youâre both wandering down the ice cream aisle, as youâre grabbing whatever pint of peanut butter ice cream you can find, when your sister speaks up.
âOh! Letâs go to the hygiene section, I need to get some tampons. That time of the month soon.â
You pause, ice cream in hand, suddenly racking your brain trying to remember when the last time your period was. A few weeks ago? Last month? Were you supposed to get it? Were you late?
âY/nâŠ? Whatâs wrong? Everything okay?â She asks, seemingly able to read your inner monologue going on in your head.Â
âY-yeahâŠâ You reply, placing the ice cream in your basket, all while your heart is still racing. Was it joy? Nervousness? âItâs just⊠I canât remember the last time I had my periodâŠâ
I'm watching American Pie with you on a Saturday night Your friends are around, so be quiet, I'm trying to stifle my sighs 'Cause I feel so high school, Every time I look at you...
âI feel bad doing this without him,â You say, staring down at the two blinking pregnancy tests on the counter. âMingyu should be hereâŠâ
âHeâll be home from work soon wonât he? Youâll tell him then. Câmon, heâll understand, practically sister code for me to be the first one to know.â She replies, checking the time on her phone.Â
Itâs true, you both always did tell each other everything before you told anybody else.Â
âItâs almost time.â
âI canât look.â You anxiously turn away. âItâs killing me.â
âHow did this happen?â She asks. âI mean⊠not to be noseyâŠ.â
âWell we talked about it, and weâve been kinda⊠sorta, trying to get pregnant.âÂ
âWhat?! How come you didnât tell me you were?â She exclaims, playfully shoving you.
âWe decided to about a little over a month ago. We talked about it, we decided it was something we both wanted,â You start, just as her phone timer goes off, you quickly turn around from the counter. âOh my god, oh my god, I canât look.â
âIâll do it first,â She says, shoving her way in front of you. âOh my god⊠y/nâŠâ You can hear the excitement and smile in her voice.
You turn around, facing the two tests.
You see it, âpregnantâ, displayed clearly on both.
âOh my god, I donât,â You almost stutter, lost for words. âI- I donât know what to say.â
âGood news?â She asks.
âYeah, yeah, of course.â You smile, suddenly becoming teary, feeling a bunch of emotions at once. Excitement. Nervousness.  âI just- fuck⊠I wish Mingyu was here. I didnât want to find out like this.â
âRelax, youâll tell him later,â She laughs. âEspecially âcause I know you wonât be able to keep this from him long.â
âNo, youâre absolutely right. Thereâs no way Iâm holding it in.â
And in a blink of a crinkling eye I'm sinking, our fingers entwined Cheeks pink in the twinkling lights Tell me 'bout the first time you saw me...
You spend the evening trying to decide elaborate ways that youâll tell him.Â
Putting a test in a gift bag as a present? Corny.
Hiding it somewhere and letting him find it? Too lame.
You decided to literally just come right out and tell him, especially because you didnât want to figure out some cliche way of getting it out.
Mingyu comes home from work, greeting you as he walks in the door, adorably kissing your forehead as he wraps his arms around you, perfectly engulfing you.
âHow was your day, honey?â He sweetly asks you, genuinely curious as heâs awaiting your answer.Â
âIt was good actually, I had coffee with my sister, then we went to the grocery store, doesnât sound like much but we had fun.â You lean up and kiss his lips, smiling.
âBut itâs better now that youâre here.âÂ
Mingyu smiles, kissing you again.
âIâm going to get changed really quick, okay?â Mingyu says.
You jokingly pout. âAw, but you look so nice in your slacks and button up shirt⊠at least let me savor it.â You reach up, undoing a few buttons on his shirt.
âEnjoying this?â Mingyu chuckles.
âYes, very.â You smile.
âWell I was gonna ask you, if you wanted to, Wonwoo and Seungcheol asked if we wanted to go out and get dinner with them, and hang out maybe get some drinks.â He continues, before he starts walking off to your shared bedroom to change, as you follow him. âWonwoo asked me before I left the office.âÂ
âI donât know⊠maybe?â You reply, hesitating a bit.
Meanwhile your mind works a mile a minute trying to think of how to break this news of yours to him.
âIt wouldnât be until a little later, if thatâs better. No rush.â Mingyu says, nonchalantly unbuttoning his shirt and slipping it off. What a distraction.Â
He slips on a white t-shirt , and gray sweatpants; his usual after work attire. Suddenly you wonder if whatever you have to tell him is really that important anyway, and you immediately consider just saying âforget itâ and fucking him right here in the early hours of the evening. Whatâd be the big deal? You were already pregnant, anyways.
No! You quickly shake that thought from your mind, refocusing.
âGyu,â You start, getting his full attention. âThereâs something⊠I have to tell you something.â
âWhat?âÂ
âIâm not even really sure how to tell you, um hang on,â You continue, leaving the room quickly to retrieve one of the pregnancy tests youâd left in the bathroom.Â
You come back, very obviously holding something behind your back.
âI guess I should say I kind of have a surprise to tell you.â
âWhat? What?â Mingyu asks, eager already by the way youâre already smirking, unable to contain yourself.
âItâs, um, thisâŠâ You start, pulling the test from behind your back. âI didnât know how to tell you, I was gonna plan something but I couldnât wait.â You laugh, smiling ear to ear.
Mingyu takes it from you, seemingly uncaring, or forgetting, that you literally peed on the thing. His mouth drops opened, in awe.
âOh my godâŠâ He speaks, beaming. âWhen did you find out?âÂ
âToday, actually.â You say. âI wound up taking a test, and⊠yeah.âÂ
You sigh. âI feel so weird about it, I know I was expecting it but I feel so excited and nervous at the same time.â
You glance up at Mingyu, and you see him still examining the test in his hand.
âAre you okay?â
âYeah, yeah,â Mingyu nods, his eyes meeting yours and you see heâs now smiling. âIâm just⊠happy, surprised..â
âI mean, cmon, what were we really expectingâŠâ You joke, blushing.
âYou know what I mean, itâs still crazy to me.â Mingyu comes closer to you, kissing you.Â
âYeah, it sure isâŠâ You smile up at him.Â
âItâs okay, honey,â Mingyu reassures you, speaking softly. âJust get it outâŠâ
Mingyu kneels behind you on the cold tile floor, holding your hair back as youâre hanging your head over the toilet as your stomach empties its contents.
âThere you goâŠâÂ
You wonder how he can even stand to be in the bathroom with you, if the roles were reversed, youâd be outside the door nearly gagging.
âAre you okay?â Mingyu asks, helping you sit up, as he wraps his arms around you to keep you steady.Â
You slowly nod as you flush, still feeling a touch of nausea. âYeah, can you just- just stay here for a little bit.âÂ
Mingyu sits on the tile floor as he leans against the bathtub, and he guides you back to sit in front of him.
You lean back into him, and he leans down and kisses your shoulder. You catch a glance at his watch on his wrist even in the dim light of the very early morning.
âOh my god, Gyu, is it really 5am?â You groggily ask, feeling sorry. âYou have to work in the morning, donât you?â
âShh, itâs okay, itâs not a big deal.â Mingyu reassures you. âI can always go in a little later, I wanna make sure youâre okay.âÂ
ââŠI think Iâm good now,â You say, starting to stand up slowly, as Mingyu helps you all the way. ââŠYou know, I have heard that the more nauseas you are, it probably means youâre having a girl. And if you have none at all, itâs probably a boy.â
Mingyu chuckles, âWhere do you come up with this? Is that even a thing?âÂ
âThe internet⊠you know, social media. Everythingâs on there.â You protest.
âYouâre delirious,â Mingyu playfully rolls his eyes. âCmon, letâs go back to bed.â
âGyu, we have to leave in like an hour,â You say, as youâre getting ready in the bathroom, finishing up your final touches on your hair. âI donât want to be late for dinner at my parents house.â
Mingyu stands in the doorway now, âThis okay?â He shows off a navy blue polo shirt and black jeans.Â
âYeah, honey, you look nice.â You smile. âBesides, you could wear anything around her, she adores you anyways.âÂ
It was true. Your mother would always be calling Mingyu to help around the house when your Father was away on a business trip. She needed help fixing something? Sheâd call Mingyu. She needs help building a side table? You bet sheâs calling Mingyu. His height was also a bonus, being able to reach things stored higher up.
Mingyu smiles at you adoringly, as his eyes trail down your body.
âWhat?â You ask when you notice him.
âYouâre starting to show a little,â He smiles. âYou look cute.â
You giggle, placing your hands on your stomach. âYeah I know, she wants to be seen now, sheâs done hiding.âÂ
âWell, are my girls ready to go?â Mingyu smiles, kissing you.Â
âYeah,â You giggle, smiling as you kiss him again. âLetâs go.âÂ
It's true, swear, scouts honor You knew what you wanted and boy, you got her.
tags: @jenoslutie @wonuwrites @aaniag @cosmojinyoung
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I'm glad people asking this question because THE đ PEOPLE đ NEED đ TO đ KNOWđ
Ok, so the frame that I posted (the one with the engagement ring) is in the episode "CEO of Rizz", the timestamp around 3:38. Here's proof:
For context: it's the scene where SMG3 explains that Boopkins needs the perfect gift to wow your date, "Something daring yet endearing", which ultimately was the "I crave cheddar" statue (keep that in mind).
As for SMG4's suitcase, here's the "I crave cheddar" statue (3:41) in the same episode and the bomb in "The Inspection" (0:31):
ALSO those timestamps.... they can't keep getting away with it!
and YEAH FOUR, I'M STILL ON TO YOU /silly
should i make an SMG34 essay...?
so random thought from my silly mind palace uh...
Are they ever going to explain why tf 3 has this or do they want us to go insane?
like 3, why the hell do you have it all set ready to go AND in a blue case no less? were you planning to go on a date with 4 or something?
well buddy, it seems that way cuz 4 kept the "I crave cheddar" statue in "CEO of Rizz" and the bomb from "The Inspection" in his suitcase for the "Mario's Plane Trip" episode. and NO, don't think I haven't forgotten the locket 4, you ain't off the hook.
what, do you want us to not think they are dating behind the scenes? what's next, matching engagement rings merch?
hey, SMG4 Team...
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THIS?!?!?!?! /silly
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so I just read a post from @everythingiloveblog andâfirst of all go check it out it has incredible insights and constructive criticismâ I feel OP has made an incredible point which brings me to something that bothers me from episode 10:
Okay. I understand Jack and Joke have aâŠvery unusual relationship. I know theyâve been through hell and back, together and apart, and their bond is stronger than ever.
And, ever since the beginning, they show us a dynamic that doesnât promise to be all âlovey-doveyâ or cute or anything like that.
Thatâs fine. Weâre all here for it. Every relationship is different, and actors Yin and War have made it clear Jack and Jokeâs dynamic was going to be different.
But, and this is a big, big but, there are things I do not agree with, and Iâll start by casting light on this moment right here where they say âI love youâ for the first time.
Emphasis on the first time.
That was not a first time âI love youâ. Thatâs not how you say I love you for the first time to your lover with whom youâve been through hell and back.
I mean yes, theyâve shown it plenty, but still. This moment was, and Iâm very sorry if I ruffle some feathers, to me, very bro-coded (thereâs nothing wrong with that, itâs just not very engaging for me)
And as much as I love their dynamic, as much as I love their characters, it felt incredibly underwhelming and lacking of a tenderness I was desperately craving after such a long slow burn. I know I may be coming from a more âromanticâ point of view, but whatâs wrong with a little romance?
I really would have loved them to be a bit sweeter, or more tender about it.
Another thing is the closing scene at the hospital; sure, Joke later tells Jack he was the one who betrayed, but Jack didnât know that right away, and the first thing he saw was the man he loves in shambles, bawling his eyes out, visibly in need to be held, and he didnât take him into his arms nor made any move to get at least physically closer to him.
That put me off, if Iâm being honest. Arenât they supposed to be in love and care for one another? Jack did say âIâll only focus on youâ and, yeah, heâs angry and confused about Save and worried about his daughter but it would have been very human of him to at least seek and give comfort to the person he loves.
They do have their moments, their chemistry is top tier, and thatâs undeniable. But there are certain little actions that would be very realistic for them to partake in, and it leaves me a tad unsatisfied when they donât.
Of course, Iâm still eating this up, Iâll take anything. Yin and War did an incredible job with this show, and this is just a bit of criticism, done in my most humble, respectful opinion.
Thanks for reading! I know some will not agree and thatâs fine! Letâs just all be respectful about it! âšđ«¶đœ
(post from OP)
#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker series#jack and joker the series#jack and joker#jack & joker#jackjoke#jackjoker#yin anan wong#yin anan#war wanarat#yinwar#my meta#meta post#metapost#analysis#bl characters#thai bl#thailand#bl series#bl drama#thai bl drama#thai drama
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hiyaa! I was wondering if you could write something about not having seen carlos for weeks and when you finally join him for whatever tournament he cannot behave, not even in public so let alone in your hotel room đ€đ€. If thatâs okay with youđđŒ
A/N: hi anon ! ooo, this is gonna be so good. iâm assuming you want some spiceeee. so i got you đ€ this is my first time ever writing something like this. so hopefully i could give you what you wanted. let me know what you think ! mwah
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CRAVE YOU - C. ALCARAZ
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Pairing: Carlos Alcaraz x Fem!Reader
Word count: 2.8k
Warnings: [18+] mature content, has sexual themes, romantic undertones, and explicit scenes.
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Weeks had passed since weâd last seen each otherâweeks of training, tournaments, and distance. The anticipation of finally joining Carlos at his latest tournament had my heart racing. Heâd been teasing me with late-night messages and playful words, but it wasnât the same as being near him.
Text after text kept popping up on my phone, each one adding to the heat between us. âI miss you so much, amorâ and âCanât wait to see you,â heâd say, teasingly followed by, âI donât think Iâll be able to control myself when I see you, cariño.â
I reread each message, the anticipation growing with every word. My lips parted slightly, and I bit down, a smile tugging at the corners of my mouth. It had been so long since we were together, and I could already feel the heat of his presence, knowing when we finally came face-to-face, he wouldnât hold back.
Carlos had personally invited me to this social event, a gathering filled with players, their partners, sponsors, media personalities, and other important figures from the tennis world. It was an opportunity for everyone to unwind, network, and celebrate the tournament in a more relaxed atmosphere. While the event was bustling with conversation and laughter, all I could think about was the chance to finally be with Carlos after weeks of distanceâaway from the courts, the cameras, and the constant pressure of the sport. The exhaustion of our grueling schedules made it nearly impossible for us to find time to be together, but tonight, we finally had this moment.
As I entered the eventâs venue, our eyes locked across the crowd. His smile was everything I needed, but it was the way he studied me, the intensity of his gaze, that sent shivers down my spine. The buzz of conversations and soft clinking of glasses surrounded us, but his attention was solely on me. Despite the noise and movement around us, it was as if we were in a world of our own, and that magnetic pull between us only grew stronger. The distance between us was too far but still close enough to make my pulse race.
I made my way through the crowd, and in an instant, he was by my side. He pulled me into a warm embrace, mindful of the public setting, his lips brushing softly against my cheek. The moment was brief, but his whisper in my earâsoftly telling me how much he missed meâsent a rush of warmth through me. He was careful, but there was no hiding the intensity behind his touch and the longing in his eyes.
As we mingled among the crowd, I found myself engaging in light conversation with other players and their partners. The WAGs were a welcoming group, sharing laughs and stories about their experiences on tour. We talked about everything from life on the road to the latest gossip in the tennis world, all while sipping on drinks and enjoying the elegant setting.
The entire evening, Carlos was subtleâ trying to hold back, or at least, he tried. His hands were on me at every chance he gotâresting on my back, grazing my waist, and brushing against my arm, each touch a silent promise of the tension building between us. As we mingled with other guests, the sound of laughter and clinking glasses filled the air, but it was hard to focus on anything else but the heat between us. Carlos was talking to a few sponsors, his attention divided, but I could feel his gaze lingering on me from across the room.
And as time went on, his patience began to slip. The lingering touches grew more urgent, more demanding, like he couldnât keep himself in check any longer. It was clearâhe was on the edge, and so was I. The room buzzed with conversations, but it felt as though we were in a world of our own, every shared glance and fleeting touch intensifying the magnetic pull between us.
He would press behind me, his chest lightly brushing my back, and I could feel himâhis heat, his desire. My stomach erupted with butterflies, each movement sending a wave of anticipation through me. His lips lingered on my shoulder, and as his breath danced across my skin, I shivered, both from the warmth of his touch and the depth of the connection between us. Around us, the party continued with people chatting and the hum of music playing softly in the background, but none of it mattered. âYou smell so good,â he whispered low, his voice sending a rush of heat through me once more.
âBehave, Carlosâ I warned, my voice a mix of amusement and desire. But I wasnât really trying to stop him. He knew it, too, just a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. The guests around us were oblivious, absorbed in their conversations, but it didnât matter to Carlosâhe was all in.
I tried to ignore the heat building in my chest. Carlos leaned in closer, his lips brushing against my ear, and whispered, âDame un beso⊠[Give me a kiss].â His breath was hot against my skin, making my pulse race, and I felt the space between us close even further. I could feel the pressure building, not just in my body, but in the air around us.
I hesitated for a split second, the pull between us undeniable, before I leaned in, capturing his lips in a slow, teasing kiss. His hands roamed, one resting firmly on my waist, pulling me closer as the kiss deepened. Each touch, each whisper, was a promise of what was to come, and I couldnât help but lose myself in it.
Every now and then, Iâd catch him tugging at the strap of my dress, his fingers grazing my skin, ensuring I felt the tension building between us. His fingers brushed the strap of my dress, letting it slip off my shoulder. The playful edge in his touch made my heart race even faster, but we couldnât stay in the moment for long. Other people were nearby, oblivious to the tension between us, but we knewâthis wasnât over.
Later, as we sat next to each other, Carlosâ team and a few close friends nearby, he got even bolder. His hand rested on my thigh, gently at first, before it started inching higher, just barely brushing the top of my thigh. I shifted slightly, aware of his proximity, and whispered under my breath, âYou should behave, Carlos.â His eyes darkened with a mix of challenge and desire, but he didnât stop. He was enjoying the game. The subtle game of patience he was playingâand I was losing.
When the day finally came to a close, and the two of us were alone in the hotel room, the tension between us finally broke. Carlos wasted no time closing the door behind him, his hands on me the moment we were inside. No more subtle touchesâhe was feral, unable to control himself after so long apart. He tightened his grip, pulling me closer, his breath warm against my ear. âYouâre mine now,â he murmured, voice laced with possession. âNo mĂĄs [No more]. No more waiting.â
Carlosâ lips found mine almost instantly, urgent and hungry, as if he were making up for lost time. He kissed me deeply, the kind of kiss that made the air between us thicken with desire. Pulling back just slightly, his breath hot against my ear, he muttered, âTe he echado tanto de menos⊠[I missed you so much] you have no idea what Iâve been thinking about,â his hands now gripping my waist as he pulled me closer.
I let out a shaky breath, a small smile tugging at my lips as my hands ran through his hair. âI think I have an ideaâŠâ
He smirked, his eyes wild with longing. âYou have no clue, amor⊠Iâm going to make sure you feel it.â
Carlos captured my lips again, the kiss deeper this time, a silent promise of what was to come. Slowly, we moved together, his hands guiding me toward the bed, the back of my knees brushing the edge of it as he pulled me closer, not breaking the kiss, both of us consumed by the heat building between us.
I pulled away slightly, my eyes glinting with a playful challenge. âYouâve been misbehaving all evening, Carlos,â I teased, my voice low and mischievous. I ran my fingers through his hair, tugging him closer. âI warned you, didnât I? That youâd have to pay for all that teasing.â My eyes never left his as I sank slowly onto the bed, my fingertips trailing down to his belt buckle. Carlosâ breath hitched at the touch, his chest rising and falling, as he looked down at me.
Spreading my legs just enough, I whispered, âGet on your knees, Carlos.â
His gaze darkened at the sound of my request, a smirk playing on his lips as he sank to his knees. âYou donât know what youâre getting yourself into, cariño,â he muttered, his voice thick with desire. His large hands found my thighs, spreading them further as his gaze intensified. âBut Iâll make sure you remember every second.â
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a/n: part 2 ??????? đ€
with love always,
kendra
#carlos alcaraz#carlos alcaraz x reader#carlos alcaraz imagine#carlos alcaraz fanfiction#tennis#tennis imagines#carlos alcaraz smut#smut#hopingthereisnomistakethistime
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ok the first section of the pally!wyll fic is drafted!!
#one tenet of devotion down four to go#thinking about releasing the fic in chapters rather than as a long one-shot...#i crave....... engagement...............................
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My Horus Heresy Blackshields army (Fangs of the Emperor) is complete! 1250pts ready to go for a local event happening tomorrow. For once I wasn't awake till 3am the night before the event painting a tank. It's clearly cause I dissented and became a Loyalist. For the Emperor, lol. It's a doubles event so my army is very skewed but it compliments my partner's well.
Everything's WYSIWYG, but the short and simple of my list:
Master of Signals with a heavy support squad (lascannons)
Dread with melta and graviton in the fist
Seekers, magna combi (melta), with augury scanner and infravisor
Veterans with nemesis bolters, augury scanner and infravisor
Destroyer Assault, thunder hammer for bonking and 2 toxiferran flamers
Squint's bringing Sisters of Silence and together we are "Oops!! All pinning!" so wish us luck. Do NOT wish the Emperor to protect us, we don't worship him as a god in HH because there are no gods only man.
#horus heresy#Horus Heresy: Age of Darkness#The Horus Heresy#warhammer 30k#warhammer#mini painting#my art#DEEP SIGH.......#warhammer 40k#warhammer 40000#it's not 40k its 30k but I crave engagement#that's not a joke 30k is a real thing and it SLAPS#last photo is when I accidentally THE CLAW'd my own models and photobombed with my hand#this is your regular reminder I LOVE these funky fucked up little guys so much
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Hey my friends think ur pregnant how does that make u feel
#i can't get pregnant#nor have I recently enough engaged in any activity to facilitate this#my chocolate cravings are SOLELY because i am a fat ass#swanseasks#ooc tags:#swansea mouthwashing#mouthwashing
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that one twitter redraw pic but i have to show you the vision
#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#yunaka#panette#i think people should consider them more#yunette....#see the vision see the vision--#we love to see two girls falling in love(especially the ones craving for violence)
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*fully sweating bullets and thousand yard staring into space as the king of hearts starts to talk about losing the person you love and what you'd be willing to do to get them back* this better not be fUCKING thematic foreshadowing for what this story is meant to head towards eventually (I say, with little hope and great trepidation). we're just going to be thematically microdosing on that in the main krew right folks. no one's going to be lost forever. right??!?!
(though I must admit that the idea of some of them dying and being brough back because that is someone else's heart's desire -- because 'what would even be the point of being given anything else, if you aren't here with me' -- would render me fully incapable of being normal ever again and forever goodnight)
#I swear to GOD if I have to deal with permanent or even only semi-permanent coalecroux grieving widower arc#I will surrender myself to the ocean and float aimlessly around gazing up at the stars unblinkingly forever#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#I don't necessarily trust the king of hearts or the purity of his motivations as of now#but this seems to be a thematic underpinning nikkie is building up here#(which from what little I have gleaned is not actually that present or important in the original module? I just read the tvtropes tho lol)#this is one of the things about actual plays I'm worse at parsing -- they work differently than conventional written fiction#and my writer's brain still craves that structure and engages in the pattern recognition it would around conventional fiction haha#when of course the strength (and tbf sometimes weakness) of the medium is its unpredictability and capacity for curveballs#I am as they say. perhaps. a little bit of a control freak that way. I do not. how do you say. 'go with the flow' easily#but honestly if I trust this in the hands of anyone it's this group they've built up some really nice Themes through this thing
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i still want to write but it's so much harder to justify the time spent doing it when a drawing with an equal or even lesser amount of time behind it will get literally 100x the interaction in just one hour. idk
#like it's just a fact it's easier to get people to connect with pictures than text#because it's less of a commitment on the audiences part#but i crave the interaction and engagement even when i know this. so i inevitably end up disappointed
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looking for more character-driven horror podcasts like malevolent. tag with suggestions please raaaa
#malevolent#audio dramas#axolspeaks#eyeoftheaxolotl#some prior experiences stuff:#i loved tma although it started very slow#i love tmagp#wtnv was enjoyable but i dropped off at ep 79 bc it just. doesnt have the kind of character interactions i crave#and i got bored#i mean tbf idk in what universe i was gonna catch up on -checks notes- twelve (?!) years of ongoing(?!) podcast and be 1000% engaged the#whole time#i started listening to The Beautiful Liar today and i like it so far but there's only like 7 episodes with no word on when s2 is coming out#for nearly 4 years now so like. i dont wanna get /too/ invested /too/ fast#anyway#suggest!! please!!
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them in their early 20s vs. their 30s
#ts4#the sims 4#i remade an old sim!#cause lately ive been craving for some normal gameplay#well not so normal cause she got engaged to a GOTH lol#and she came from a long line of witches so#she only uses practical magic tho
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My Murder Drones stuff
And below are some shitposts (slight crude nsfw)
#murder drones#murder drones n#n murder drones#murder drones v#v murder drones#murder drones j#j murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation v#serial designation j#doll murder drones#murder drones doll#nori murder drones#murder drones nori#murder drones fanart#using this many tags feels exploitative but I desperately crave the engagement
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idk if it's gender envy or what but you know I need to cut this guy off because I want to be his friend so bad I fleetingly genuinely thought "are my jokes too gay I should tone it down and not talk about this stuff as much so he finds me funny" and that's the most horrifying impulse I've had in my life. I need to block him what the fuck man
#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com#idk how to befriend guys man and this is genuinely so. ugh#the horror#i have more self respect than to engage#you can say fuck men and be the biggest misandrist on the planet but the craving for male validation truly never fully leaves huh
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Finished Revelation and sped through lots of supports! So here's a list of my feelings on the cast.
Couldn't get through all of the supports, though. While I love Fates oh so dearly, its cast size makes reading through supports extremely exhausting and overwhelming. It's a legitimate knock I have against the game, where the sheer amount of characters and the fact that each member of Gen 1 has to have so many supports in order to make the Gen 2 cast possible, there's just so, so many that even well written ones I probably ended up skimming rather than give a thorough read through.
Please for FE games in the future, keep it at a nice 40 character cap. I don't expect to go back to characters who, at most, have 3 supports, so at least keep the overall cast size low so my brain doesn't shift into overdrive every other day. Engage was pretty much my personal ideal in that regard, just make the actual support raising process quicker, eh?
As a whole, IMO, Fates has an overall fantastic, if uneven cast, that hits very high peaks but also succumbs to noticeable valleys. But the highs make up for the lows in my eyes. And it gave me Corrin and the royal sibs and they're ALL great, so it's a win!
#fire emblem fates#fire emblem#corrin fire emblem#fe fates#fe14#speaking of engage though#i have a craving to play it again lol#i might do that again when I have another break
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i once saw someone call teppu "the claymore of sports manga" and i haven't recovered since
#like i don't necessarily disagree but still...#however if the aspect of claymore that you like the most is that you have a lot of female characters engaging in fights#THEN FOR THE LOVE OF GOD READ TEPPU#(also if you craved the muscles that claymore sadly lacked)#claymore#claymore manga#teppu#teppu manga
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