#i could not feel my ankles

[vera-keller]

in other news i was in a&e for 12 hours but that's not even the best bit the best bit is the nhs has been assfucked so hard by rishi sunak that on thursday night 10pm i went in and was there until 4am and all they managed to do was a single test and then told me i needed to wait another 4 hours for results because they were so shortstaffed they literally could not do it any sooner so i went home (i live 5 minutes away from the hospital) when people who had been waiting there for even longer than me started clashing with security over how long they were stuck in the waiting room for and then i went back the next morning friday 10am and at long fucking last had a catheter stuck in my arm at 2:30pm after a blood test to prepare for dialysis then wasn't seen again until two hours with a thick ass tube in my arm just fucking about in the waiting room before they decided i do not in fact require dialysis after all and rather i should be presented with a multicoloured corsage of antibiotics to make sure my girlfailure kidneys behave as kidneys should. england is broken without repair and the gods gave our king cancer after he doubled his wages in media res of the cost of living crisis. thank you thank you thank you @memphisbelle and @legobrickcow for bringing me breakfast and visiting me twice when i was at my grimmest i adore you both

[ghost-proofbaby]

the fanfic writing experience is writing lines that give you butterflies and knowing others probably will gloss right over it.

[puppyeared]

learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way

[marragurl]

Not the first to say it, but damn can’t believe Galladay really went from toxic yaoi to doomed tragic yaoi.

Alright fellow Galladay trash, where’s the modern AU fix-it fics?

I need to see Gallagher single dad with Misha plus their dog/cat Sleepie falling for entertainment company CEO Sunday. Don’t ask me how they met, fuck it, throw in bodyguard AU Gallagher who works part-time at a bar, boom there that’s how they meet, idk I’m making this up on 3 hours of sleep.

You’ve heard of slow burns, now get ready for Galladay blaze it.

They’re speedrunning the relationship from hate -> annoyance -> mild disgruntlement -> weirdly vibing -> ok wow never knew I needed that in my life -> Sunday is way too ok with spoiling Misha -> ok so we got married -> alright we’re dismantling the government now -> Sunday went to jail for 5 minutes for attempting “peaceful” world domination, don’t worry we (Gallagher) forgave him -> Sunday’s stepping down as CEO to run a coffeeshop idk look someone get him some therapy -> Robin is president now while she still goes on tours -> Misha won an engineering competition while this was all going on

Bottom line: Robin is out living her best life while Sunday is in the back somehow having the most insane week of his life. I have no other notes for her here except that she is happy, and successful, and is Sunday’s last remaining brain cell. She and Misha are having some fun Aunt/Nephew bonding times while Galladay are accidentally-on-purpose committing multiple war crimes.

No, we don’t have time to unpack 2.2 and all its trauma, we cope with modern AU :)

[clonedchaos]

He wants to be held too, Audrey :(

Allison: “Okay. We need to do something clever. Something unprecedented. Something Wilson’s goons won’t see coming…”

Audrey:

“Never let them know your next move, Allison.” 😤😤 *proceeds to immediately drop him and faceplant*

Ink: 👁️👄👁️

[sysig]

By the skin of your teeth (Patreon)

[seagullcharmer]

well, so far, momocon is huge. my feet hurt. so much. kirk thornton was lovely. my horns broke right before the homestuck photoshoot, which channelled 2017 me at my first con where, again, i did not have terezi's horns. hopefully the xenoblade and owl house shoots will go better tomorrow.

[lizaaardstuff]

There are not enough ice packs and ibuprofen in the world to justify how much gluten I’ve eaten these past few weeks.

I always forget about that mild intolerance until I feel like I’m 80 years old. My wrists, my knees, my ankles, my back 😭 end me now.

But I still want my muffin my step mom got me for breakfast tomorrow 🥲 it’s blueberry, I think I might just have to go for it.

[danielnelsen]

there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

[zappedbyzabka]

I get too much anxiety going through my dash/for you, so if ANY of yall (even if we haven’t spoken before) ever want to send me something you’d think I’d like, or something I missed, do it!! I appreciate it🙏 Seriously don’t be worried about me finding you weird, I am the weird one lol

[cahootings]

um not to brag but I just walked a full half mile to a bus stop in under 15 minutes without limping and fairly symmetrical gait 💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️💥💥💥

[semiotomatics]

😭 once again i come out of therapy feeling 20 (psychological) pounds lighter

[sysig]

I somehow forgot how fun Spider Bites is to draw ♥ (Patreon)

[scullys]

it is so fucked how i'm a grown ass adult w a job and going to college and stuff, stopped actively using tumblr a while ago and STILL get the urge to make gifs out of everything all the time

[angrypedestrian]

Goddammit Patrick you did it again.

[raimi]

the problem with nice pretty pain scales is that sometimes you are slowly coming to the realization that you don't properly know what "not pain" feels like in the first place