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Guess what time it is ya'll? Time to appreciate my boyfriend!!!
As I'm sure you all know, me and @the-woild-is-y-erster have been together for seven months. That is 30 weeks/213 days, and there is no one in the whole world I'd rather spend that time with
If you haven't gotten to know Eel, then you are truly missing out. I have never met someone so wonderful, so kind, and so patient. For a long time, I thought that I wasn't deserving of love or care or attention, but every single day he shows me that I am worth so much more than I think.
My love, you have shown me that life is so much more than I ever ever dreamed it could be, happy anniversary <333
#i could get so much more sappy#but I'll save that for his eyes only#but I truly am so lucky#my angel on earth
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#i refuse to elaborate#you can reasonably guess what im thinking 🙏#something something *******#anyways this brings about more timeswap au ideas in my head#aaahhhhh could you imagine their rookie selves meeting each other???#or their wdc era selves meeting esch other?????#<- actually that one I think abt soooo muvh and i will draw it at some point#i think a lot abt how much they parallel and mirror each other#but at different points yknow? their storylines are just marginally shifted from each other#so what would it be like if they met one another while both in the same 'plot point'#i.e. 2006 nando and 2011 seb. 2012 nando and 2017 seb. etc etc.#sorry this is getting too sappy and deep for a [redacted] joke poet#*post#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso
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in a world soaked in orange sunlight, you shone so bright the backlight paled in comparison ☼
#LUCY#Band LUCY#LUCY fanart#Cho Wonsang#Jo Wonsang#kitkatart#this turned out kind of weird and not really how i pictured it but. it's fine#happy wonsang day!!#i really really really REALLY love him#i'm in love with all of the new album but especially villain#i was so taken with the 'if i open my heart there will be a field filled with flowers' line#along with the imagery of a world drenched in orange sunlight!#i know this isn't amazing but i really wanted to do at least something for wonsang day!!#he really stole my entire heart at the concerts and hasn't given it back since#we are so lucky that he makes music like this and chooses to share it with us#it really is such a privilege to love the lucys and get to listen to their music#anyway! i could say so much more about how amazing and wonderful wonsang is but this is already sappy enough :)#also if anyone ever wants to talk about Lucy hmu because I’m forever in search of walwals to gush about Lucy with! ◡̈
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Usopp briefly needing a high vantage point, so Sanji launches him into the air with "Armée de L'air: Darling Shoot!"
Usopp is not pleased with the name because it doesn't sound tough enough. (Also maybe this is something they've practiced a few times on the ship. It's uniquely suited to them because Usopp is long ranged and trusts Sanji to catch him after. Also, Sanji is very used to catching, launching, and kicking Usopp, so he knows what works and what doesn't)
(this doesn't work with the others consistently because either they don't want to/fighting style doesn't fit with it, they know Sanji won't bother catching them, and/or Sanji himself does not want to launch them if he doesn't absolutely have to [Zoro; he is fine with that])
(alternatively, this works just fine with the others, but Sanji wants it to be his and Usopp's 'thing' unless absolutely necessary)
#one piece#nemotime#sanuso#usopp#sanji#Usopp bans Sanji from crawling into his hammock for a couple nights the first time Sanji says the name in battle#he pouts and sulks about it. Usopp i mean. Sanji is being sad and pathetic about his punishment too but in a different flavour#can't decide if Sanji should just keep the name and have this be a recurring cycle with them every time they use it#or if Sanji should try new names each time that are progressively more sappy and get him even more time in the dog house#both are funny so it's a hard choice hmmm#oh Usopp's suggestions aren't good either btw. they sound cool to him (and Luffy and Chopper who were his brainstorming buddies for it) but#they are very lame. in a cute way. Sanji refuses to use any of them though#he definitely kicks Usopp's shins a bit if he starts insisting on something too much#Usopp will get all dramatic and whine about it but Sanji is basically just tapping him. its barely a kick. Usopp will still say he should#get recompense in the form of sole naming rights. Sanji kicks him noticeably harder for that#hmm. i could move this from the tags to the post but. nah
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sorry if you've already mentioned but what (re?)ignited your love of comics/x-men/cherik? curious because there are so many different adaptations of them
i think im gonna speak for a few (or a lot of) people when i say that TL;DR the wolverine x deadpool movie that came out this summer is what pulled me back into comics and i COULD leave it there but i will go into excruciating and unnecessary detail instead because i love an origin story and i love oversharing.
under the cut tho because im nice sometimes (there's also wxdp doodles in here. if you want to see that)
ironically (and probably commonly), growing up i was more of an avengers kid. Kinda. Loosely <- binge watched the cartoons and movies and read copious amounts of comics and fics and i am hoarding fanart in my old dresser as we speak ok 'loosely' is a modest lie.
embarrassingly i remember getting into discus cause of captain america LMAO so yeah needless to say i was a Humble Fan- me joining my school's comic class/club didnt help either (shoutout to my teach from that she was the realest one out there for. A Multitude of reasons). she definitely is was inspires me to even draw still and make comics and i often think bout the tips i learned from her class tbh she was great
back to the movies t and comics tho, i got into em because my brother would offer to take me and that's how we'd hang out (i rarely saw movies in theaters and i even more rarely went anywhere as a teenager. still kinda like that today tbh ooops) and yk. it just snowballed after that.
my brother and i have always liked comics- he just more than me for a while (though he still very much loves comics and As We Know From My Posts we still talk about them whenever i see him To An Exhausting Degree)
durin then i was really into stony and i have a few surviving doodles i made but those are between me and god. and anyone who asks tbh LOL
'snap can you make this related to x-men again this is long' ok so fast forward to This Summer again I Still Don't Really See Movies but my brother offered to take me and this was the first time i'd actually seen an x-men movie in full
as a kid i only remember seeing the 'perfection' scene between erik and raven in first class while i was channel surfing. pretty sure i changed the channel after seeing mystique naked cause i was scared my parents would get mad at me if they caught me watching it LOL
BUT MOVING ON As A Kid i think it's also natural you'll sometimes watch 92 if it's on And I Did though evidently it didn't stick too hard (i do remember really liking beast and gambit though.... still do really): my knowledge of x-men was. INCREDIBLY sparse. like diabolically so so i didnt have too much expectations (aside from the fact i vaguely liked deadpool beforehand).
tbh i dont know why my bro never took me to see any of the x-men movies. it's not like he doesn't Also like x-men (90% sure nightcrawler's his favorite but my brother will be caught dead saying he has absolute favorites like that)- he owns a bitch load of deadpool comics/omnibus sets too (of which ive read over the years and reread this year) but Shrug moving on
Much Like Most Of The Internet i fell down the rabbit hole that way. i have some doodles i made a couple days after seeing WxDP that i now have an excuse to throw at all of you Look And Perceive
and so. As I Do. i got curious and told myself i'd binge watch all the x-men movies the week before i went back to school And Then I Did ft. My Brother Sometimes and then i said i'd binge watch all of '92 and And I Did That ft. My Brother Sometimes But Less So and now we're here. currently watching Evolution...
once i got to school i realized i lived near a comic shop and started getting into the comics that way (the first ones i got since going down this rabbit hole was Magneto Was Right!, The Resurrection of Magneto, and The Trial of Magneto. if you were curious !!!!! clearly i didnt care too much about context i just needed to see My Guy jelvejlkvj i have no regrets and Evidently ive read more since)
i'm pretty sure what dragged me into cherik specifically was the fact i saw a clip of The Famous ending to 92 where erik's aghast at the notion jean even has to question his love for charles. i think that was what officially had me refocus my lens on them: not a single poolverine thought after that LOL (all the cherik posting i saw on twitter definitely helped too but that was the nail in the coffin for any other interests i had: i was locked into cherik and x-men in general now)
that clip specifically, i was surprised at the fact they- frequently even- have the x-men franchise say erik loves charles and vice versa so bluntly. even if it's not meant to be romantic, i fear im just a fan of how casually the word's thrown around with them two and i got tender bout it all. Then Yk. i just live for the drama. the hilarity even. the sincerity .... they make me sick if i think of them too long so im gonna end it here
before i go tho ironically enough, the first x-men issue i owned was This one (story a this is that while stuck in some wacko dimension charles accidentally gets himself trapped in logan's mind while utilizing his astral projection. if you were curious). pretty sure i got it for free with another comic set i got years ago since our old comic shop loved to do that, but it's poetic aint it. maybe ill doodle something referencing it..
i should probably look into finishing this arc someday im Dummy curious to even know how it started and how it ends.....
#snap chats#usually this onea them posts i ramble bout in the tags but i have photos and this is Long long so .. i use the main body for once ...#sorry i gave a biography but i never talk to people and i also love typing. im one of those party can-of-worms i fear#i feel like i could talk about this forever because x-men itself has never been super prominent in my childhood#it was just kinda there in the background BUT comics themselves have always been with me. theyre a keystone to me i think#but yeah. x-men definitely sticks a lot harder than avengers does now OOPS this is not me taking shots i am just SAYING#i have a lot of old marvel doodles tbh .. i found an old deadpool one i remember drawing with my bro during a car ride#kinda funny how much my bro and i bond i dont think of it much but I Guess thats another reason why comics are special to me#we dont bond much- i dont bond with my fam in general tbh we're kinda. Isolated in a way LOL so its cool we're tight at least#if you wanna go deeper bout Comics And My Family my dad really liked comics growing up- more dc tho maybe#apparently he used to draw hulk a lot but if he did those drawings are loooong gone.. at least i know who to blame for me drawing#he loves superman tho. i remember id get embarrassed watching superhero cartoons and superman was on screen when he was around#for some reason i thought id get in trouble if he caught me watching superman but when he did once he was real happy so. tf wrong with me#he loves to say hes superman a lot and id be like Dad... Stop... LMAO but in the cheesiest way possible he do be my hero so. accurate ig#but yeah thats my origin story for why i like comics again thank you for reading if you actually read all that#and sorry it got all sappy Unfortunately i be like that sometimes. i am very emotionally constipated and i over explain a lot#ok i fr gonna end it here im gonna keep going by accident if i thinka any longer and i have stuff i still have to do
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all eyes on you almost 400 kudos ?????
#the numbers aren’t important and tbh are comparatively low. I’m just blown away that people are actually reading what I write#and liked it enough to give it a little heart#NOT TO GET SAPPY but i don’t think ya’ll understand just how much it means to me that people genuinely like my writing.#it’s my favorite thing to do in the world and i paid a lot of money for a piece of paper that says I’m specifically Good at stories#but. the Horrors. I forgot how to write and how to even have fun reading. it became work and for the first time in my life it was Hard.#it really felt like grief and mental illness took everything from me.#TPN and AEOY are sosososo special to me bc they helped me unearth and begin repairing parts of myself i thought I’d lost forever.#and. yeah. No Wonder i got attached to the girl who fought so hard only to forget herself and doesn’t know how to be that person again.#anyway anyway that’s enough of that!! thank you to everyone who has shown AEOY love you are more precious to me than you could ever know
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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......... who's gonna tell him ... .. ill do it @markiplier
#IM KIDDING ALKJNFGADFBG IM SORRY MARK BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO NAMED THIS PLAYLISTTTTTT#actually you know what on the slim to none chance i submit this at Just the right time and it gets a bunch of notes#and he somehow does actually see this post#(hi sappy/backstory tm incoming feel free to continue scrolling lmao>>)#mark you helped my mom so much#she was sick for 5 years and in that time as she got weaker and more tired what she had an abundance of was Time#and as someone who since losing her has now also become extremely depressed i underrstand Even More how horrible that kind of Time can be#to have and go through and be frustrated and devastated and bored out of your mind#but some of my friends started me in watching your videos#and she was my best friend#i shared everything with her#so of course i shared your videos too#and we would watch a lot of them together but you also have so many on your channel from so far back in addition to the new ones#that she had plenty to go back through and watch on her own while i was at school#we always felt like your humor and mentality fit right in with the rest of the household like you were a longtime friend#or neighbor from just down the road who we spoke with regularly or smth idk it was just so easy for your videos to be engaging and upliftin#she could have a playlist on to fall asleep to and be distracted from everything coming up...and that means more#than i could ever begin to thank you for#i think fnaf had been one of the things id been introduced to you through..and then tiny box tim we loved tiny box tim#back when you were first getting into making shorts and improving equipment/editing quality i always thought it would be so cool#if we somehow ran into one another on the street somewhere and i could offer to help#because i was watching those videos too! i want to make them as cool as possible and im going to school for it i know tips and tricks#and by now im sure youve probably surpassed what i know haha the INSANELY awesome and frankly gorgeous cinematography and impressive#but anyway... i know she had those videos to fill the Time when i was at school#and sometimes when i wasnt but when i was too exhausted#and i know you made her laugh and smile through it all#and that means everythingto me#ok well thhat got sappy fast sorry everyone christ#ive thought so many times over the years about trying to write something in the comments on a video or send an email or something and like#i feel bad same time cos i know soooo many people have similar stories or treat youtubers/celebrities like theyre actual saviors and angels
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I think my brain is stretching out "school is in four days" cause I heard a teacher or someone say "see you monday" to someone else and it was like. OH. MONDAY???? THAT SOON???
Hope yall don't miss my shitposting too much for some hours out of the day /half joking
#i honestly have so much to say about my schedule that I got that it's like. It would be a mountain of text#it's like so much i wish i could leave it as one really big voice message cause i wanna get it out at a speed i can't type at#and I'm not a particularly slow typer or anything. i mean I'm not FAST but im not slow yknow#but anyway. to make it super super super short and simplified. It's not perfect but it is very very very much a relieving outcome that-#-assures me i wont be through my personal Hell again. or at least a far more tamer version of it#Also im loving the privledge of free periods#theres one thing that they said they might be able to fix ajd I'm hoping thry can. but if they can't it just means i have a sappy letter to-#-write far sooner. Yes i leave letters to my fave teachers. That's a whole story in itself
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I has gift!
Quick little doodle sketch for you! For the beloved mutual! <333
hahahahhahahahahaha >:3c
Gliiitzyyyyyyy! ✨✨✨✨💞💞 I expect a reference of *your* character in our messages sent to me pronto!! (No reason or anything! c:< )
(But in all seriousness this is 100% accurate. First thing this morning ^ This made my entire day and I'm so sorry I didn't say something sooner! I had work today and knew I wanted to thank you properly with some sort of befitting silly lil comic! I cannot thank you enough for being so, so sweet?? To see Bunny in your style is just... I... I cannot words. 💞💞💞💞💞✨✨)
#//i could literally go on and on but i actually have to go to sleeeeep fjfjfjfjf#//i could *not* stop looking at this all day and just wanted to get home and have time to thank you proper!! <3333333#//its truly a ginormous compliment to see her in your *amazing* style#//the fact you took time to do so I- ??#//sorry im super dang sappy with my feelings#//KAY I GOTTA TO SLEEP NOW BUT THANK YOU SO *SO* MUCH AHh i wanna spam you with more loveeee#//ALSO THAT LIL DOODLE U DID OF US??? <33333333#//for real u better send a pic of your character right now <3333 I wasn’t jokin fjfjfjfjdk#<3333333333#sillyposts#bunart#dca#dca fandom#dca community#glitzybunny
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i do think being unconditionally loved is an experience that can be so so healing actually. it cant ever fix anything alone but to feel loved and valued and considered is something that makes carrying burdens just that little bit easier. to trust that youre someone they think about when youre not around, because they tell you. to feel like youre someone important to them because they tell you. to feel safe in knowing youre not being too intense, too annoying, too much, because everything you offer is offered right back without a seconds hesitation. this isnt something i ever thought id get to have, but i found it when i wasnt even looking. and no, it still isnt easy. it doesn't change most things. but it gives you a reason to try.
#not to get sappy or anything#nyxtalks#feelings warning ahead#i don't know i guess im all up in my feelings but. just knowing someone thinks about me when im not around has been kinda life changing#it seems so silly. to put so much weight on just 'hey youre not here but i wanted to tell you this'#but i genuinely mean it when i say that i didnt think id ever have it. that i thought it was asking too much to expect people to remember#i exist when im not actively forcing my presence on them. but she makes it feel like the easiest thing in the world to do#and it makes me want to believe that i deserve that because shes one of the most wonderful people ive ever had the pleasure of knowing#and if /she/ can see that in /me/ then who am i to tell her shes wrong?#i do still worry about so much. i do still think horrible things about myself. those things dont just go away#just because of a little consideration. but i want to see the person she sees. i want to be worthy of the love she shows me#i wish i could tell the person sobbing on their bathroom floor in January about how she doesnt stop. how she manages to be everything#you could possibly want without ever even asking.#i dont want to misrepresent how hard it still is. its not changed. but i think i value myself just a fraction more now#talking to her has also helped my understand myself a lot. introspect on so many things#maybe its not the healthiest take to want to be doing better for somebody elses sake but.#is wanting to do her proud really so bad?
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not only do i have to thank cellbit for unintentionally teaching me portuguese but i also have to thank him for making me realise i love black coffee enough for it to become my everyday default drink. And also that im asexual
#there is also more personal stuff but im nawt getting into that here#love this guy. started watching him at literally the exact point i needed to in my life it all lined up so perfectly#his cubito and i are scarily similar in every regard its like TERRIFYING how much our lives and personalities and such match up#he means soooo much to me. what he represents as a character#sorry to get sappy i just fawking love qcellbit more than anything and relate to him more than anyone could ever know#mine
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It’s my middle child’s 3rd birthday today 🥺
3 years ago my partner was deployed overseas and couldn’t come home for the birth because the military didn’t want to spend so much time quarantining their soldiers. Fortunately I had help as my parents were watching my son (at the time just a month shy of 2) for a few days before my due date and we had moved across the street from my partner’s parents when we found out about the deployment. So I had his mom with me at the hospital holding up her phone while we got to have a rare video call with my partner as we welcomed our daughter into the world after a very quick labor. I then had two months with our two very little kids by myself before he came home. It was an incredibly hectic time and I’m still not quite sure how I was able to get through all of that but here we are with the sweetest little 3 year old (let’s call her C) we could have asked for 🥰
C loves to play dress up and she has specific characters she’ll play as where you can’t refer to her as her name or she’ll get mad. She’s not C she’s Dr C or Baby or Baby Kitty or Princess Bucket (this was her first character and yes she does put a bucket on her head as a crown). Her favorite game to play is hide and seek and she loves dance parties and drawing and she’s obsessed with her 1 year old sister. We love C so much and I’m so excited to see how she grows and changes and learns over this next year ❤️
#personal#tonight her and her little sister are sleeping in their beds in their very own room for the first time#they’ve had their beds in my bedroom since we moved in and very often just ended up in our bed#but I’ve spent the past few days getting the room we’ve used for storage ready for them#and they’re doing really well so far#I’m sure they’ll end up in my bed again at some point but this is at least a step in the right direction#our crib that we’ve used for all 3 babies turns into a toddler bed and as I was taking it apart and putting it back together in the new room#my son started crying because he didn’t want his sisters to be big girls in their own room#he wanted me to put everything back and make the 1 year old 0 again so she could keep being a baby#I should point out that he is also obsessed with his baby sister#I told him that’s not quite how it works and kids are meant to grow up#and then he asked yet again for a baby brother because he loves babies so much and then he’d have a brother just like him 😅#he’s very sweet but also…. that’s not happening lol#I’m slowly becoming a person again and being able to focus more time on hobbies#and my partner and I now have our room back#all of that would be reset again with another baby not to mention another year of nursing and diapers and sleepless nights…. pass lol#I’m emotional about my babies growing up but I’m also so excited to learn who they’ll become as time goes on#sorry for rambling I get sappy on their birthdays
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#pls feel free to disregard this is gonna get sappy for just a sec#i've just been thinking about december 31st last year#went to visit some family i hadn't seen in a long time and i had been actively applying for jobs for like six months#i was miserable everything about it was miserable#and these relatives in particular have always been so supportive of my dreams like. pursuing an english degree#working in publishing working with books#and i remember one of them saying how it had been six months and it may be time to look into something else just to get something#keep trying for publishing but also you need a job so maybe take something you don't want in the meantime#and how deep that cut being from someone who had so strongly supported me for years like#maybe i just needed to pack it up and give in and do something i didn't want because i needed the money#at that moment i was interviewing for my current job and working on an edit test#and a couple weeks later i got an offer#and it has been a year of ups and downs but i love my work literally so much#i have the kindest boss and work with a wonderful team of women and it's just. it's everything i could have ever asked for#even when it's stressful and difficult#and idk that feels significant to me#right as i was about to give up i got exactly what i wanted and so much more#2023 was a lot in so many ways but i will always be so grateful for this year and everything it's given/taught me
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for the first time in my life, i have the gift of consciousness while my parent tries to have a baby with his partners. and like. there's something so very profound about it. there's a person coming! my family! they aren't here yet, and they won't even be on their way for a long time more, but i'm picking up tiny mittens and sewing baby blankets. can you even imagine, being so loved before you even existed? can you imagine holding someone on your lap and telling them that you've loved them since before they were even born, before they were even them, and their genetics rolled the dice? it's so incredibly immense and i can't wait to watch them become.
#augh#i got. a teeny tiny pair of mittens#that shrunk in the wash at my work and my boss said i could have#and. ough#it's so much#a pair of mittens that dont have hands to go on yet#a blanket that won't have anyone to warm for a year or two more#it's. augh. im sappy and feverish and i can't believe i get to watch a whole person grow up from start to end#well. okay hopefully not to end#im 20 years older than theyll be#but still!
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happy birthday to choi yeonjun, the light of my life <3
#ok im gonna get sappy in the tags#he was my first bias and is my forever ult i could talk about him for hours#he brings me so much comfort and is always going to be my safe place#whenever i'm going through a hard time just seeing him makes me feel better :( i love myself a little more because of him#he's so kind and talented and pretty and sweet and and and#just perfect. i love him so much#jjunie i hope u have the best day ever and that the rest of ur life is amazing !! bc u deserve the entire world#and i am so lucky and so so grateful that i have got to grow up alongside you#im so proud of u and um. ily. happy birthday jjunie <3#— starring luka ☆
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