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excuse me???? your writing is so brilliant omg?? i've been following your blog for a while now, and your writing somehow keeps getting even better over time.
obsessed with this part:
"I didn't want you to suffer."
"No, you didn't want to see me suffer, and there's a chasm of a difference between them."
you're making us suffer at this point :'(
Thank you so much for this comment, oh my god it made me beam!!! I’m so happy it’s getting better (and you noticed it😍) AND the little gremlin inside me is delighted, knocking over furniture and setting things on fire because a quote stuck with you
I have been making a conscious effort to improve over the last two months cause I want this to be my job, so I have been reading more and injecting my writing here with more oomph that I use in my poetry and contemporary writing and I’ve noticed the difference it’s made, there’s still a long way to go, but thank you for this encouragement and time to drop this comment🥺🥺 it really inspires me further🫶🫰🙏
#THANK YOU FOR THIS#I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH#this really pushes me to do better#and make you suffer more#with love of course#and also#whump ;)#but to hear the effect it has#I am so proud#thank you so much for this#my writer brain is purring like a cat rn#and my heart#and my chest#i could be having a heart attack#but i’ll take it as pride#thank you so much#i can’t say it enough#holy fuck#anon ask#thank you again
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I see you disabled people who don't know your family medical history because your family members couldn't/wouldn't/weren't allowed to go to the doctor and never got diagnosed, or don't know your family.
I see you disabled people who didn't know you were disabled growing up, physically or mentally, maybe because your parents didn't have insurance and couldn't afford it/wouldn't take you seriously/didn't think it was a problem because they had it/doctors couldn't figure it out.
I see you disabled people who have bouts of an issue that you grew up with, that are/were infrequent enough that you never really thought about it and dealt with it on your own, and when you have one in front of people who weren't medically neglected, you wonder why they look so horrified as you describe it.
I see you disabled people who didn't/haven't had any amount of care or accommodation for their disability since it started, because you couldn't get diagnosed.
I see you disabled people who grew up thinking everyone had the same problem as you and that it was normal and so you accepted it, because you didn't understand how the human body worked and had no real frame of reference nor the language to ask for help, or the people around you saw it and just ignored it.
I see you disabled people only now understanding that what you experience is abnormal, and that there are things that can be done to help it, make it easier, or at least help you understand yourself better.
I see you disabled people that will never be able to get diagnosed or get the help you need, whether from being poor, lacking insurance, or any number of reasons.
This shit is hard, and there are people who will never quite understand your struggles. It doesn't seem to get talked about as much, but I wish it was. Please know I love you, and you aren't alone.
#Disability#Disabled#Cpunk#Mental illness#Medical neglect#Living with people who grew up going to the doctors is wild. Turns out most people don't have heart attack-type symptoms 1-3 times a year#Or blisters. Or random moments where a body part is in pain. Or any number of my health issues I may never come to understand#There would be a higher national statistic of people who are disabled if people could be diagnosed#And I swear by this.#Healthcare
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Tango: We got a little procrastination going on here?
Doc: Well I have two more embers to go, but -- I wanna, you know, I wanna go in the morning when I'm rested well and such
Cleo: [cackling]
Tango: Every bit helps, yeah
[...]
Doc: I might've drunk half a bottle of wine at the moment--
[Laughter from all the hermits in the lobby]
Cleo: Only half?! Lightweight!
Doc, defensively: I had to share!!
God I love these idiots.
#hermitcraft#decked out 2#docm77#tangotek#zombiecleo#pulled from bdub's most recent livestream#Decked Out Until I Drop! around the 1hr mark#ive done nothing but cackle through the entire stream#also @ Doc as a chronic wine drinker and intermittent lightweight: same dude XD#could you imagine running decked out tipsy??#youd have a goddamn heart attack#or have giggling fits#either or
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you’re on death row and for your last meal you shall eat my ass
#is me!!#i am sad this had to be reposted ;(#i could not find it anywhere so YEAH. here have my butt again#i took my meds with coffee on an empty stomach and I’ve scared myself into thinking I’ve had a mini heart attack#but i threw up and feel much better now :)#so I’m sure it’s nothing. I’m fine 🙂↕️ I’m ok#i have a PHAT ass#(positive affirmations)
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Broadchurch | S2EP3 | Alec Hardy’s Wettest Moments (Part 52)
#sorry bro im actually scared that if i get in ur car i’ll have a heart attack and you’ll report me to my boss and i’ll lose my job#it's ma job!! it's ma CAREER!!!#so imma just hobble past and glare at grass while fighting for my life if u could mind ur own fucking business#broadchurch#broadchurch gifs#alec hardy#di hardy#wet hardy#my gifs
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logan on that plane when the divorcees started arguing had to have been AT LEAST one of his top 20 worst moments in life if not at least one of the most awkward like imagine not liking flying in the first place and then the plane starts being crumpled like tin foil once the metallokinetic gets frustrated and now we're all nosediving towards the middle of the ocean
#xmen#xmen dofp#xmen days of future past#erik lehnsherr#magneto#wolverine#logan howlett#snap chats#logan gotta act cool bout it all 'so youve always been an asshole' boy i know youre like three seconds away from a heart attack#man said he was the wrong guy for this but frankly if he could sit through all of that and keep going i think he's fine enough really#i wouldve checked out after that but im just not built for that kinda stress !!!#like in THREE MOVIES IM P SURE we've seen this mate be a lil nauseous at the idea of flyin for one reason or another#bro just does not have good luck with planes PLEAASSE#also side note. the stray hank caught during erik's rant i cANT LEAVE HIM ALONE#LIKE FAIR ENOUGH BUT STIIIILLLL LET HIM FLY THE PLANE VLKEJLKAJ#thank you hank for grounding erik so we all didnt have to fish the plane out of the sea
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Final Showdown pt 1
Final Showdown pt 2.
So the key to becoming a lil more chill with the patch 0 Orpheus ending is realizing what I can get away with off camera. Brain fell down and nobody saw how we landed? No Emps in sight? Who knows long it took to regroup? One reasonable patch 0 ending where everyone lives coming up.
and I would've been content with this ending too if it weren't for those meddling patches.
Felt validated about the artifact solution though when the epilogue came out. As if Greygold wouldn't keep that lil doo-hickey after all this, practically a bag of holding for people.
Had to jump some logic hoops for Orph though. Don't think Greygold would be willing to risk any potential confrontation with Orpheus about Emps after this. Try and pull their first Squid Trick on him. But uh. Turns out! Orph Buddy's got mad wisdom. Dude has probably seen every Squid Trick in the book. Although. Not so silly as Greygold's attempts.
#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#greygold#lae'zel#the emperor bg3#bg3 orpheus#squid greygold#If I don't have everyone at least say mfer once what is the point#funny story I couldn't put my heart into drawing: Lae'zel's last attack missed. Greygold had to land the finishing blow.#but I like to think Greygold made it look like Lae'zel killed the brain. tiny arrow. nobody saw nuthin'. Team effort. No kill steal here.#Was I tempted to have Greygold levitate-catch Emps like the beginning of the game? yes.#But the cutscene of 'em scramble-falling off the brain told me that. I think they forgot they could levitate for a hot minute.#So. Awkward catch it is!#never found out what that netherbrain energy ball did in that fight. but uh.#let's just say thank gods the boss was defeated in time because NOBODY WAS DODGING IT aldkjksdjf#Most romantic fight between Greygold and Lae'zel hands down y'all
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"Oh? You're approaching me?"
celeste memes i made a few years back lmao
#theres another where badeline says 'you could spice up our panic attacks with a harmonica'#when i first played celeste 4 years ago#i blasted straight through the main story + core + farewell#and gave up where it stops you if you dont have enough hearts#bc until that point i had never attempted any of the b or c sides#and for some reason used an old playstation controller plugged into my pc bc the controls felt ''easier''#now im starting fresh with a new save file#and relearning the game with keyboard controls!#celeste#meme#celeste game#madeline celeste#badeline celeste#soph's art
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I've been playing a lot of fire emblem recently, and one character's casual wear (Pandreo's) just. reminded me of ace lol
so here's some self-indulgent drawings - Ace can be a fire emblem mage/priest. as a treat
(wips under read-moree)
#twst#twisted wonderland#ram's art#art#ace trappola#*head in hands* how do i tag this DO i tag this???#...#anyways shout out to the two people who'll like this post lmao#i have verrry good reasoning - trust me#Pandreo's top is RED it has a HEART on it he's got ORANGE hair - it was enough to make me think 'ace' lmao#the actual guy is. nothing like ace though lmao (he's. also become one of my best units--)#guy casts ONE(1) fire spell and DELETES a whole enemy unit----#love the guy#since ace is one of my best fire attacking units in twst - its extra fitting lmao#if only ace could get 100% evasion like pandreo... pls twst let the enemy miss ME for once
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when you're watching House and the patient has your diagnosis:
#house md#s7e18#s7e18 the dig#patient has ehlers-danlos syndrome#not sure if it's the best portrayal of EDS. they didn't specify the type but im assuming classical#i don't have classical EDS i have hypermobile but there was no mention of some of the common EDS symptoms like skin stuff#she had a heart attack (which i guess could mean vascular EDS? they didn't specify) and several miscarriages but that was all they said#i think they missed the opportunity to have a big reveal of atrophic scarring#or a “house thinks you're all stupid” scene where he's the only one to notice piezogenic papules on her feet#but idk i'm nitpicky#good episode#and the return of 13 was amazing and so emotional i love her i love house i love their father-daughter bonding i love him defending her#gregory house#robert chase#hatecrimes md#james wilson#lisa cuddy#greg house#hate crimes md#hilson#dr chase#remy hadley#remy thirteen hadley#thirteen hadley#martha masters#eric foreman#chris taub
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#thoughts of dante#phan#dan and phil#i could never leave the phandom#never#the fans are so much more entertaining than dan and phil themselves#dan tweeted a single heart emoji and these motherfuckers are having 911 level panic attacks#incredible#see yall again this june 🧡
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#the owl house#toh memes#raine whispers#darius deamonne#lilith clawthorne#Raine and Darius have the world's funniest working relationship bar none#you could have talked to them instead of giving Eda (and the audience) a two-month long heart attack over what happened to Raine#I love him#I love them#all these characters are amazing and hilarious#yes I did edit that bottom screenshot#midnight thoughts
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btw for those that missed the roasting of tubbo his friends basically called him a horny party animal with zero consideration for the time of day who would/has shagged everyone remotely male looking that breathes in his area
#tubbo#Personally I felt the roasts were a bit mid#Chat could have done better#But no one else in chat was saying that#If even an ounce of what was said was accurate 2020 uwu tubbo fans would die of a heart attack#I hope it’s true#It would be funny
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twitter is recommending me a lot of hc of this two, so what else can i do than draw more fenqging
also incorporate the fact that donghua fy and nf just look like their childrens
and that feng xin probably have a heart attack each he see them
#my english it's so bad#but i forgot how to speak in spanish sometimes too so#fengqing#those bad boys can fit so many hc#digital#sketch#tgcf#mxtx fanart#mxtx tgcf#mu qing#feng xin#fu yao#but donghua fu yao who looks like could be their child#nan feng#who also look like he could be their child#feng xin having a heart attack#mu qing being soft#parent au#myart
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i feel like one of the gayest things light ever did was tell rem (through misa) to kill L, and rem was like "yeah sure why not i don't give a fuck about you or L, i can kill him right now," and light was like Wait What No
#one of my favorite lawlight scenes genuinely#rem is like okay so when should i kill him. and light is like uhhh. well. sooner the better but uhhhhh. give me some time to think about it#they didnt even KNOW at this point that kira could kill w/o a heart attack it would have been SO EASY
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dp x dc prompt: snow white au
danny pulls away from his friends and family due to an incident where a ghost coming to challenge him for the throne almost killed jazz. he flees to the ghost zone and spends his time ruling the ghost zone - which is suprisingly chill, considering ghosts are used to ruling themselves. he could do without the paperwork - and helping clockwork set the timeline right when it is necessary. he is only ever out in his human form when he is travelling back in time.
on one occasion, he is about to go back to the ghost zone after handling an issue with the timestream in [insert distant time period there] in another dimension when he is stabbed in the back while he is in his human form. close to death, he freezes himself with his ice so he can be safe while he heals, waiting for clockwork to take him back. but the ghost of time never does what's expected of him: he puts danny in a time out and hides him from view.
eons later, a team of superheroes find a young man trapped in glowing ice with a green sticky note stuck next to his face saying it is time for the ghost king to wake up.
#tw corpse#dp x dc au#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc#ghost king au#this could be either the teen titans#or the young justice team#and there can be any pairing really but i think either dick x danny or tim x danny would work well#constantine is about to have a heart attack
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