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curse my need to make species distinct <-(can't fucking find that post they made listing all the pikmin humanoid species they have figured out)
#Rambles Into The Void#fuuuuck .#hocotate. koppai. giya. nijo. whatever the place yonny and dingo come from is called. flukuey. siguray. wherever twyla and chowder are from#i cant remember if there were more rn#but i remember those ones even if i cant remember their fucking planets' names#OHRI#THAT'S RHE GAYBOY PLANET. OHRI
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#mine#missing roadtrips rn more than ever i NEED summer to get here#i cant remember what state i was in during these so im gonna assume the midwest per usual#probably indiana if were being honest#also throw back to taking these on my now no longer working handycam i miss that thing so much :(#regional gothic#american gothic#americana#gothic americana#midwest#midwest gothic#midwestern gothic#midwestern usa#sony handycam#camcorder#digital camcorder#digicam#digital camera
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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my cds (and cassette tape) finally arrived in the mail today!!
#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS#was getting 10 cds and a cassette tape at once maybe a bit overkill? possibly#but i saw the bogo free sale banner and my brain lept at the chance to get more cds for half the price lol#i feel like my collection might be growing a bit too fast esp considering i only started collecting them this fall#but also I HAVE A WHOLE PILE OF CDS NOW LOOK AT IT THERE'S SO MANY AND THEY'RE MY FAVORITE ALBUMS TOO#it's like seeing blorbo from your music in real life in your home#just looking at a cd and being like !!! i literally listen to you every day i didn't know you were also Real#the difference between having something only on your phone even if you still see/listen to it a lot and having a Physical Thing is massive#just. i haven't even opened these up yet they look so pretty im just staring at them in awe while typing this rn#ykw 10 cds is a lot to unbox all at once and if they have extra stuff on the inside too i don't think I'd be able to fully appreciate it#i think im gonna save some of the unwrapping for later as a lil treat maybe for when im having a bad day#so i can come home and unwrap it and look inside and get that serotonin boost#just a lil something i can look forward to in the future :3#they said money can't buy happiness but it turns out i just did and my happiness comes in the form of physical media lol#and ykw i think this is a pretty sweet deal like if i had to choose any hobby to spend money on this would be a great choice#it's cheap you get to support your favorite musicians and you get infinite dopamine out of it (well as long as the cd lasts ig)#just. im still looking at them i cant believe the pictures and sounds from my phone are Real and i can touch them now#...it's probably gonna take a while for me to get over the awe and actually open them up and start looking inside for goodies and stuff#ive been meaning to take pictures of the cool stuff from the precious cds that i got but i still haven't gotten around to it lol#just. the emotions are too big. even just looking at it brings me so much joy that if i opened it up to find more stuff inside#it'd be too much for my brain to handle and it would just explode or something lol#anyway i think that wall of text is long enough so im gonna go admire my cds some more now#mine#cd#cds#cassette tape#music#reminder#for later#<- and that is so i actually remember to open them up and look inside instead of just admiring it like a painting
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is it just me or is mckimson in particular always putting those guys in gay situations
#when i was watching all the shorts for the first time i rly disliked mckimson's art style for some reason (ive since come around 👍)#so i would skip a lot of them but later when i went back an watched them i was like damn i been missing out#theres a lot of dafpork material in here#an i started rewatching them lately an im like DAMN THERES REALLY A LOT like more than i remember#the more cartoons i watch an rewatch the more i cant believe i disliked any director#like i would watch my dvds an a mckimson credit would pop up an i would literally skip it askjdfhajsg thats crazy. charlie what were u doin#plus mckimson made my two favorite gophers. i may be the only gopherhead on earth but 👍#none of this is like super serious cartoon commentary or anything im just rambling#looney tunes /#dafpork /#sry i dont wanna clog up the tags alkjhg maybe if i finish something ive properly written ill put it in the tags but#rn i am just doing silly little casual viewer observations 👍#charlie words
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#omfg i feel so completely melodramatic for typing this out rn but i have so many feelings and i need to get them out!!! DX#anyways so since just before the sunshine court came out i have yet again gone down an aftg rabbit hole#and what im here to specifically cry about is kevin#when i first read aftg my opinions on the characters were so different to what they were now#i cant completely remember how i felt about kevin. part of me thinks i felt that he was treated way too harshly by the others considering#the trauma he went through but part of me thinks maybe? i didnt care too much for him back then because i was taking the book at face value#and just going with how neil viewed him which is that hes The Best at exy but sort of annoying and harsh and needs to stick for himself more#idk idk but as of recent ive just been having a lot of emotions thinking about him. and especially wymack and him.#like he was just robbed of so much. and hes honestly so brave despite what people may think? hes soso flawed but thats what makes me love#him even more. he's just trying. so hard. to undo everything thats been engrained in him. and i just wanna cry and cry and cry!!!#because hes come so far! and hes amazing. and i wish i could properly express everything thats running through my mind rn but thats all i#got. back to reading fic centering kevin and wymack now 😭#le text post
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It took me, ugh, MONTHS (2), to get to cleaning the two shrimp tanks I have... I had IRL issues going on that would have made it extremely difficult to do a water change especially while injured, and I just had to keep putting it off. It's just shrimp, so it wasn't like, the worst situation, especially since I have established plants and the tanks are a couple years old. There was just a lot of algae build-up on the glass, and, well... Let me just say it was not contributing to my mental health and well-being while the tanks were in that state.
I tested the water before I started cleaning and the parameters were fine (like, I could have left the tanks even longer if I would be okay with selling my soul to the Algae Collective), and the plants and shrimp look fine, too (I mean, I've obviously been keeping an eye on the tanks bc I sit right next to them). Actually, I'd wager to say that the plants are looking really great (the lilies haven't died off [yet? This is the longest period of time I've seen them stay... foliage... fol... foliated? Idk.] and the cryptocoryne in the 10gal is fucking huge and needs to be rearranged, just not right now). That fucking algae was a motherfucker to get off the 10gal (it's a plastic tank and I think that makes the algae grip harder than the glass 5gal).
[Also, fyi, depending on the tank's needs and stability, recommended water changes are a small one every week or every other week. My parameters don't seem to do anything dramatic, so I usually aim for a 20-30% water change every third week (just depends on how much vacuuming needs to be done and how cooperative the shrimp are with moving aside). So 2 months is still a lot. I still did the normal 30% ish amount, since doing more will risk the shrimp's well-being if there's a sudden change in everything, and my water parameters indicated a change was unnecessary - but I don't test for more than the minimum freshwater tests, so there could be a buildup of some mineral I'm not testing for, which is why the change IS actually necessary regardless of what my test kit says - because these tanks were evaporating a lot in summer, it condenses the minerals added with each water addition, even tho I usually top up with R.O. water.]
My back is fucking killing me lol. It has been killing me since spring when it 'went out' for the first time, and I'm not getting any relief, it sucks. But this had to be done.
The 5gal is looking pretty cloudy still, since the filter was super gunked up and I accidentally spilled gunk back in, so I may need to retest the 5gal parameters tomorrow just to make sure I don't have to do another water change, but it'll probably be fine, right? Shrimp love mulm and detritus. I did give both tanks a big ole algae tab for their trouble, tho. (I need a fuckening dish for the big tank. I really wanna clean off that white quartz rock again, but being white means it's an algae magnet, and it's just gonna go green again after a month or two.)
Anyway, shrimp tax:
I lov thees widdle oange bebies.
Wish I could take better pictures rn, but I am. Like. Dying. My recommendation: never live in an A-frame style room if you have the option. The wall above my tanks is slanted, and NOT fun for my back to bend underneath the wall for maintenance. (My only flat wall in the room is for my TV/PC.) Also, treat your back nicely, in general. I unfortunately have not had the option to treat my back nicely since spring (fall now), because 'when it rains it pours,' and heavy shit that needs to be moved will not move itself. Once I get a few more things in my room in order, I will hopefully be done with the IRL chaos, bc I have Halloween socks to knit, and I'm not putting that off for another year. (I'm still mad that I couldn't make the ones I planned last year. And I found more Halloween yarn I forgot I bought, so I'm gonna try to make multiple socks.) And I just really need to fucking chill and knit and stop having panic attacks and meltdowns.
#me earlier today: oh i should bleach my hair since i havent been able to shower for 2 days it wont damage it as much#me now: i dont know if i can even stand long enough to shower after this#anyway im gonna try to eat something and then shower and pass tf out.#maybe i shouldve taken a before picture to show how much i did...#...but i do Not want to remember 'that one time i didnt do a water change for 2 months' the algae was gross lol i couldnt even get it all#but honestly idc ab the back wall having algae as long as the front and most of the sides are clear#seriously the algae was textured like sandpaper tho. does algae do pearling? if it does then its calcium buildup too#edit while typing bc i looked it up. yes algae pearls. so the bubbles it was making were drying enough to cause calcium deposits#oH also lmao i found the tiniest pinch of hornwort left in the 10gal. idk why the hornwort doesnt like that tank but its hilarious that...#...that one little fingernail sized piece is still alive floating in there. i stuck it next to the lily but the shrimp will prob dislodge it#the hornwort in the 5gal is just freefloating i cant get that shit to stick#the shrimp love that stuff and they look like little birds in a pine tree#im in so much pain im procrastinating food lmao 'order pizza' crossed my mind but my jaw wont let me eat pizza so fml#anyway. just wanted to show an accomplishment even if its not a praise worthy one since i didnt go the extra 10 miles to water change sooner#awwww tho i love seeing them glide around the tank and now i can see them clearly its so chill#shrimp#aquariums#crustaceans#bugs#Cori.exe#Post.exe#Image.exe#also my therapist started cracking up this morning when i said like 'i can finally rest now tht i dont have a Saw trap bathroom to navigate'#seriously tho it was bad and then another issue in the bathroom came up 2 days ago but theyre both fixed now. my br is normal now.#im not normal tho (normal for myself i mean) and unfortunately thats not gonna be an easy fix but im trying#man can i ever make a post where i dont type a million words lmao. inability to focus and then i start typing more stuff#oh ab the hair bleach man my roots are so dark i just trimmed off the last of the bleach from last time so i got 2tone hair rn#idk when ill get to that. dependsnon my back. i already wasnt in a great state of being when i did the aquariums but i needed to clean them#ok i rly need to try n make food and shower before i start growing algae on myself
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top five films?
i have to confess i dont watch films that often, when a meme describing yourself with media was trending on twitter i cheated and changed films to games.. whatever, i'll try. NO PARTICULAR ORDER
the winter soldier... i've seen it so many times it has to be on the list i'm so sorry.. i had a phase as a teen. although i liked the first movie more
sucker punch. i watched it in the beginning of this year for the first time but i loved it
a man called ove
fuck im running out of ideas howl's moving castle?? idk. does it even count as a film?
what we do in the shadows
#i wish i had a list of every film ive ever seen i dont remember anything 😭#i dont remember LOVING a film i think i simply like em at most. i liked stalker. i liked the green night. i adored the antiviral visually#the message it sent i dont partially relate to tho#ove is actually the only one i remember that really made me feel something recently#watched van helsing with friends on halloween liked it too#half ironically loved i love you phillip morris i think the casting is hilariously great i love that its gay that the love is doomed and#that devotchka made the soundtrack. but i cant say its a top 5 film for me#there were probably more but thats all i can think of rn#interstellar probably deserves a mention idk.#actually you can send film recs please make me love love something#ask
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dude my family has GOT to acknowledge their problems. if you get into an argument and then pretend it never happened it‘s not making SHIT better. im so sick of this
#felix babbles#MY DAD IS THE PROBLEM#he needs to acknowledge that NOBODY gives a fuck that he‘s an adult. you still can be wrong. you ARE wrong. a Lot.#the things he‘s said. jesus#he‘s not even a bad guy#he‘s a nice person. he‘s certainly not abusive and cares for us#but he does do some very fucked up shit and for some reason im never allowed to address it or i get in trouble#shock of the century: ur kid didnt really like it when you said [specific minority] doesnt care as much about their education not because t#ats how they were raised or they have more important things or Nope. because theyre in that minority. or that‘s at least what he made it so#nd like. and countless other things#also you cannot just say „i dont do this thing anymore so you cant be mad at me“ DUDE ARE YOU JOKING RN. i literally flinch when someone ge#s close to me. and i refuse to even walk by you when you’re mad. because you taught me when iwas little that i might get fucking hit#and he doesnt do that anymore. which is awesome. and im glad. but he didnt apologise. and if he did it wasnt enough if i dont remember it#im still. scared of him. and it‘s fucked up that im not allowed to be#swagever. at least that ddint happen today#vent#anyway
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#biggest regret rn not going to the emaiIs i cant send tour LMFAO#i did also forget general sale was at 10am today but whatever#the prices are not great :DDD so :DDD oh well :DDD not that invested in going to concerts anyway :DDD#i really am like ... not all that invested but it is .... a tiny bit annoying to me personally LMFAO#that she has all these new fans who like nonsense and feather and espresso and pls pls pls (and more ik but i'm being petty) and i'm like#WHITE FLAG <333 DON'T WANT IT BACK <333 RUN AND HIDEEEEEE#i am feeling gatekeepy 😀#where's my ticket just for the fact that i sat there learning the lyrics to white flag and your love's like#and sang them all the fucking time i literally remember this i was on a trip in china learning those lyrics singing those songs#in the shower in the car everywhere#anyway it's fine she wouldn't play those anyway hahaha so#i'll just listen to evolution and be mildly disappointed#lol i rly like don't even care about concerts That much i obviously did not try that hard#and i'm like fine w not going#just in an ideal world#i would be seeing CONAN AND MAISIE THAT WEEKEND WHICH I AMMMMMMMM#and sabrina later that week lol#but . at least i seeing conan and maisie :DDDDDD bc i do have a friend who's better at getting concert tickets than me LOL#the tickets were like $60 or smth like bro and all the sabrina tickets left now are like $200 and more 😭😭😭#sooooo ya i Could get sabrina tickets they're there they're not sold out for my show but no lmaoooooooo#i feel like emails would've been in that conan price range :\#anyway yay i'm not seeing sabrina wooo lol#jeanne talks
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Hi I know it's been a hot minute since I've done this but woe au be upon ye because I've been listening to a slowed version of the disappearance of Hatsune Miku and yeah.
The vocas finding a fucked up very corrupted Piko because as a result of the discontinuation a lot of them were deleted, and they just decide to adopt him because they feel bad.
Slice of life anime except your roommate is a glitchy shell of a person who is very stressed and just wants a hug but can't communicate that because their voicebank is shitfucked and they're barely legible.
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OHH there is so many things that could be done w/ this idea. poor poor piko 😭😭
ik u said slice of life anime which implies some more wholesome moments & comedy, and sure there is potential for that as well but. ofc the first thing my mind jumps to is angst 😭 pikoooooooo
#ask#SORRY FOR GETTING TO THIS LATE i wanted to draw at least smthn to go w/ it. even if this is kinda shitty but wah#it is so late rn i NEED TO WAKE UP IN A FEW HOURS BUT SHKJGHKJSNDGK 😭😭 LISTEN when you brainrot u brainrot#the doodle is sorta related to other misc thoughts cause this actually kinda reminds me of a separate thoughts w/ piko#similar vibes in a way? not exactly. its too much to get into rn but ohoho i have a lot of thoughts considering his relationships w/ others#how did you do the effects on him uahsjhgkj my art program cant do that 😭 or at least i havent figured out an equivalent.#i need to figure some stuff out at some point. also ughh the more i look at that doodle the more i dont like it but its 1am here so bruh#you cant see it w/ the angle but len is very much sobbing uncontrollably#also also eyy zatsune miku we thought u were dead. good to see you /j#no but seriously i remember all the slowed/pitched covers uploaded as fanloid covers. oh the times...#star anon ollie
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btw im feeling a lot today bc my neighbor is having a bbq and i really wanna go but i had to lie and say i was working bc everyone there is a hardcore party goer and theres too many covid cases rn so even in an outdoor setting i would need to mask and that crowd would be super weirded out by my n95 and also it would suck bc i wouldnt even be able to eat. anyway. being at risk is like living in purgatory while 99% of the population literally doesnt care.
#I WANNA DO DRUG WITH MY NEIGHBOR AND INSTEAD I HAVE LONG COVID#i think the universe is spitting on me#the levels of restraint i need to have to remind myself that its not worth it#i kinda have to keep thinking about the infection and the bad relapses#even though its super traumatizing lol#bc if i dont force myself to remember i would just go bar crawling like tonight ngl#but then i remember being too weak to moan#and how terrifying those hours were#i remember the days where ive been too weak to move in my bed too weak to breathe without effort#and it kinda kills the urge lol#but it sucks!!! that i have to think about this all the time!!#i wanna forget those horrible times fr but the pandemic is ongoing#the mental fortitude i need to survive this fr.#just bitching#medical cw#i live alone rn i cant have a big PEM im not doing another survival week unable to feed or clean myself#im NOT lol#last year was harrowing and this time around i am more prepared and i WILL not end up at the bottom of the hole again#sorry i need to give myself this pep talk bc i hear the music outside and fuck i wanna drink and smoke weed 😔😔😔😔😔😔
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Love when certain smells remind you of certain times in you life but especially when you can actually pinpoint the corresponding memories
#usually its just smells i cant name reminding me of times i cant quite put my finger on but still fill me with strong feelings o familiarity#but rn i was making hot chocolate and it reminded me of when i went to see the new years fireworks a couple years ago and they're were#people handing out free hot chocolate and cookies to people walking there in the cold#i think this is more me proud of actually remembering something since my memory of anything more than a year ago becomes very fuzzy#and my childhood at large i forget almost everything#psii.txt
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Re: my last reblog i kept trying to Not Ramble in the tags and failing bc im incapable of shutting up so. Venty ramble in these tags instead of my mutuals lol
#i didnt expect to get a cuddly laika but am so fucking glad that i did#moving away from cali was rough in that regard#my little brothers were always there for me to hug or just lean on as we did our own thing or talked or watched something#or worst case scenario my mother#but Kit got me through the move#and then she left.#and i had no one really to get that physical affection from#idk rn im just. aggressively more aware of how touch starved i am#most of my life ive had friends i could just lay in a pile with like cats but i havent really the past however many years#since i stopped talking to jules ig#i like to think of myself as independant and able to live on my own without anyone else#but i actually get very sad without my few favorite people and someone to hug#its annoying and depressing and very hard to remind myself that humans are a social species and i am in fact a human so#anyways#sometimes i think its better to just. live in deprivation without reprieve so i cant remember how depressed i am LMAO#that sounds terrible huh#its fine tho. ill be fine. i have my cuddly boy and i shall survive#maybe find friends i can lean on and hug who arent a bajillion miles away
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idk if thisll take off but im curious so im gonna try it
#danganronpa devilman and ygo get their own bc those were the most prominent art eras for me i think#im guessing most of you are from ygo though#i also briefly had some su hxh and sonic eras. and a couple other things i cant remember off the top of my dome rn#if youve been here since the devilman era thats woag. i should make more devilman art tbh#percy chirps
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hoyo youve taken EVERYTHING from me
#im so mad rn. LEAK WARNING#like ive just seen wriothesley. as expected hes breathtaking even tho theres no chains like we were told#wheres the chainssss 💔💔💔💔💔#BUT yeah. standard............. WHY#i cant deal with more of my dps being standard like i am in the fucking trenches when it comes to the abyss#and ofc he was supposed to be THE character finally for my c6r5 account#remember when i had to give up choosing nari for that account??? precisely bc nari was going in standard??????#omg. wriotheslay standard. neuv1llette 4*. i am in actual shambles#the only thing i can hope for that somehow this leak is misinfo#like. furina you are my only hope now oh my godddddd
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