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sp00kysk3lly · 1 year ago

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This chain reaction will never end... No matter how much therapy I have. No matter who I have therapy with. There will be always something or someone that will cause the chain reaction to carry on.

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skunkes · 9 months ago

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#a doodley #i cant draw his hair shine anymore without thinking abt the ask saying it was so Rooster #so trueeeee my rooster boyyy *sobbing*#also always torn bc i like drawing haggard talon with big ears but i think fed talon wld have bigger ones ykwim #like when kittens have huge ears to grow into #also while im rambling here i wanna restructure his whole history again #vampirism being the result of a curse and negatively affecting him in a way he'll have to carry for the rest of his long immortal life #as well as forgoing feeding to Age and him physically feeling the ails of aging isn't enough...#im trying to conjure up smthng else that wldve happened to him in one of the worst times in his life but thats hard bc i cant explore it to #much bc the subject matter makes me sad LOL and also dont want to seem like those ppl who throw in stuff like that gratuitously

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drzone · 11 months ago

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guys i promised you id draw them again didnt i

#wes art #this also goes out to the ask i got forever ago that said sarge should carry fillmore #i cant find it anymore but i hope u see this #pixar cars #sarge #fillmore #sargemore

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comfortyart · 6 months ago

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#lowkey posting this so i can vent in the tags #at the lowest ive been in years if not ever #I feel so alone Im at my limit and just cant fucking handle this anymore #thanks bg3 for improving my life for 5 months it might not be enough to carry me through the rest of this #Thank you for all the love on my art Ive been so thankful since rejoining fandom a year ago I still cant believe how positive its been #Im just so tired and overwhelmed #heres hoping it passes #bg3 #astarion fanart #baldur's gate 3 #astarion ancunin #astarion bg3 #art tag

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wish-i-were-heather · 28 days ago

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HOLY FUCKING SHIT

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s0fter-sin · 11 months ago

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sometimes i think about how much of a waste it was to just have cas ignoring sam’s prayers in s6 instead of him actually not being able to hear him bc he was soulless and his prayers didn’t work

#there should have been more side effects of literally not having a soul other than sam just being a sociopath #the whole point of the season was how souls themselves are power right #so its not a leap to asume any supernatural anything a human is able to do or conjure would be powered by the soul #so why not make it that the soul is what powers prayers #or powers exorcisms and summonings and rites #imagine if sam couldnt make holy water anymore #or exorcise demons which he doesnt care about bc hed just use the knife anyway #but it would make things difficult for him #just this added hassle of having to buy holy water and needing the cambels to do rites for him that he just cant #i know cas ignores him for guilt reasons but imagine if that first prayer from dean is how he realises he brought sam back soulless #maybe he just thought sam was ignoring him and had gone on to live the normal life he always wanted #then that guilt of thinking he saved him just to realise how badly he fucked up along with the guilt of working with crowley??#huge missed opportunity #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #carry on my wayward son #sam winchester #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #supernatural #spn

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justaz · 5 months ago

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- i tap the mic and cause feedback to whine through the room

- i swallow thickly, the mic picking up the sound of my saliva traveling down my esophagus

“george x mordred?”

- i am booed off the stage, rotten tomatoes exploding as they are thrown at my body

- i hide out back and cry

- a masked figure bashes my head in

- i die alone, in tears, and dishonored

#bbc merlin #mordred #george #???#morge #LMFAO #geordred #mordred x george #crack ship #the perfect servant gets assigned to arthur favorite- cough he doesnt have favorites i meant his youngest knight #george is flustered and all of a sudden cant perform his duries anymore #he drops everything his carries #he tries to joke about brass #somehow ends up calling mordred’s mother a cow #mordred watches george slink off in shame and turns to merlin who watched the whole exchange with a horrified and disgusted expression #‘lol he kinda acts like u do around arthur’#merlin is truing to explode mordred with his mind #the knights are dying in the background #arthur is…Confused

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dannyphannypack · 10 months ago

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i’m very sorry, but you guys have got to properly label your ao3 fics because “bad parents jack and maddie fenton” is starting to really get on my nerves.

and if, in the middle of the fic, you decide to add a tag like that: PLEASE communicate that you’ve done so in the chapter notes. because i don’t recheck the tags after i’ve bookmarked something.

please. i don’t think it’s that big of an ask.

#did we watch the same show ???#this is the woman that carried danny on her back across the forest #the ones that went around town blaring announcements of ‘cutest sweetest boy in the world’ when he went missing #the people that accepted him without question not once #not TWICE #but THREE TIMES.#and if it was the odd fic here and there i wouldnt be frustrated #but suddenly its ALL OF THEM.#PLEASE TAG YOUR FICS PROPERLY.#danny phantom #power to you and your artistic vision i guess but im begging over here.#im getting old im 22 i cant take these surprises anymore #its not even bad anymore its just abusive #and more than half the time it has nothing to do with the plot. it’s just a device to get danny somewhere or make him sad #im sorry im getting mad again i’ll stop #tag your fics end of story

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splatoon-edits · 8 months ago

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@actvdepart HOW ARE YOU BOOPING ME SO FAST I JUST GOT LIKE 50 NOTIFICATIONS IN LIKE 6 SECONDS

#mod shiver #mod speaks #i mean its so funny #but also you booped me so may time i legit cant see any other notifs anymore lmao #not that i dislike it or anything #carry on being gods silliest sldier

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redeemed-wren · 14 days ago

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There's something weirdly bitter sweet about realising half way through the day it's the first of November and I haven't even thought about Nano

#wren rambles #writing #nano #like dang nano carried me through my teens #i used to get so excited #buy snacks and stock up and develop a story #and be so excited to sit down and write on november 1 as soon as i could #but today i saw a facebook memory and felt an odd nostelgic ACHE that i hadnt been able to get excited about writing a new story this year #i hope its just a this year thing #i dont care for nano itself anymore #but november will ALWAYS be writing month for me #and i so desperately want to be in a place where i can open a new document on november first and start writing #who knows if thats ever possible again though #life just isnt good working full time and i cant Not do that so. 🤪

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gay-artificer · 7 months ago

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I've seen people be like downpour ruined how people see five pebbles and im gonna be honest if you were here for any number of years pre-downpour the fandom was always god-awful with the nuance in his character. thats not a downpour thing thats a fandom thing

#niche comparison but if any of you know angela from lobotomy corporation/library of ruina #in the years prior to LOR angela was probably one of the most demonized characters ive ever seen in my goddamn LIFE #NO ONE was going to bat for this girl as anything other than a absolute villain and bitch #i was and im sure some others were too but the vast vast majority fucking hated her #because she spends most of the game being mean to you and then betrays you at the end #and you had to read between the lines to get to “wait a minute whats happening to her is kinda immensely fucked up”#and this is someone betraying you at the end of a very /very/ hard game to 100% and beat proper #then LOR came out and fully explored the depths of her trauma and anger at the situation she was put into #how desperate she was too take something for herself and how little she cared about how the effected others because she was not given that #and suddenly it clicked for everyone!#suddenly she wasnt a heartless bitch anymore! but of course now you had the #'literal infant' crowd because it also explored some ideas of parental trauma/lack of experience with the world #but god it was way more refreshing to see people actually move on from 'theyre an evil bitch' even if it came with 'so shes like a kid?'#and i feel that way about pebbles tbh #i dont get super super into the iterator lore so i cant speak much for the quality across downpour #and its higher focus on them and their stuff #im sure it carries plenty of issues as many things will #but god people sucking at reading the room on the iterators is not new lmao #actually five pebbles and angela are shockingly similar....#huh?

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moruboru · 26 days ago

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having the time of my life rn

#im just gonna dump this here bc i srsly cant go with this anywhere else cause my veins are about to pop #going on bsky really making me realize that my art simply got carried by the algorithm and not bc ppl actually like it i feel lol #i crawl back to twt bc im so addicted to the notification pop up there at least there i can feel like i actually matter #everyone has been getting serotonin from bsky but for me it was the exact opposite most friends also dont care for bsky so im just alone #maybe its also just the realization that perhaps there is nothing left for me on this earth #i put so much of my selfworth into the stupid numbers online and now im paying the price for it #my mental health is so bad rn i cant go a single day without feeling like i wanna end it today or i wont live past my 30s nor that i even #WANT TO live past my 30s my passions are gone dont have goals in life anymore like whats even the point maybe this really is the final #nail in the coffin for me lol i dont even think anyone cares for me beyond a personal surface level not even my family im so done with lif #im so eaten up by jealousy in every aspect of my life and i have had to bottle it up for so long bc nobody actually gives a shit even if i #openly talked about it to whoever how its making me miserable but its always the “just think about the good in life :)” there is none #i honestly wished for several years i shouldve been dead or at least not exist physically anymore and it was only the clout online that kep #me alive for better or worse but now im starting to believe this was all jsut lies too lol ngl i just wanna crawl into a hole and never ge #back out of it anymore i dont think anyone would even miss me anyways lol

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lilyflower52 · 1 month ago

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I'm still thinking about the scream from ggbb.

I don't think enough people talk about it.

"I carry the scream for both of us" is such an intriguing concept. It really puts the image of "feminine rage" into my mind.

#a good girls guide to murder #pippa fitz amobi #agggtm #im thinking about it #i cant stop thinking about it #I feel like things like this happen more than people think. Maybe it's just me but its quite often my friends will talk about a problem #and ill carry the rage for them. they dont care about it anymore but i do and I won't stop thinking about it until it is solves

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rakkuntoast · 1 year ago

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i swear if qforever doesnt get a nice and healing reunion with richas and tallulah i am exploding that server myself

#txt post #cw caps #a shit ton of caps in the tags #HOW HARD IS IT TO WISH THIS CUBITO SOME FUCKING HAPPINESS #EVERY TIME I REMEMBER ABT FOREVER CUBITO I FEEL AWFUL MY LITTLE GUY HASNT HAD A BREAK IN SO LONG #MOSTLY CUZ PEOPLE CONSTANTLY GIVE HIM SHIT AND ISOLATE HIM SINCE HE'S THE FUCKING PRESIDENT NOW AND DONT EVEN TREAT HIM AS MUCH OF A FRIEND #ANYMORE AND JUST HOLD HIM AT ARMS REACH. HE FEELS ALONE AND HOPELESS #LITERALLY THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT STILL TREAT HIM LIKE THEY TREATED HIM BEFORE THE WHOLE PRESIDENT THING BULLSHIT IS HIS DAMN FAMILY AND PHIL #AND MAYBE BAGHS TOO I CANT REMEMBER #man feels like no one trusts him anymore cuz hes “part of the feds” when he's not actually as involved as people make it seem #literally the only official mission he has ever done for the feds was the whole go to the nether get lost lmao L bozo #his position in the federation can literally just be reduced to the one who represents the islanders as a whole in the eyes of the feds #like god every time someone refers to him by his actually name instead of “the president” an angel regains its wings #cuz yeah he has to carry the burden of his position but that doesnt mean im not allowed to complain that everyone is pushing him away for i #like fuck. phil telling him that he trusts him and cares about him before forever went to the nether meant the fucking world to him #“phil nailed it down in the minute what was happening. im glad i can rely on him” <- not verbatim but like. cmon

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tamagotchikgs · 4 months ago

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i think for the first time ever in my life i have a Place where i belong, where im safe n maybe actually cared for & that should just make me happy (and it does, oh,h, sosos much) but also. scared. soso scared i am scared i am terrifed

#i feel so safe n comfortable but then .#im going to fuck it all up arent i #and if i dont #that thing thats always followed me is gonna strike #ive never been allowed to be happy before #it's always ended in something awful happening almost immediately and its all my fault i have to carry it on me #and i am so terrified that im just . the longer i get to feel safe & happy the worse the punishment will be #im so scared the person i love will get hurt and im scared that being scared of that is going 2 solidify it #like im proving how much i care #i know i have to punish myself to prevent it but i dont know how anymore . nothing feels enough #i know its illogical and for awhile had fully convinced myself of that but then. this feels too big to leave up to chance. what if im wrong #i cant live with it always clawing at me on the back of my mind #telling me bad things are going to happen and i can prevent it if i just make myself miserable enough #just watching it happen knowing i couldve done more

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harumeowz · 6 months ago

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I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

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