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sp00kysk3lly · 2 years ago

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This chain reaction will never end... No matter how much therapy I have. No matter who I have therapy with. There will be always something or someone that will cause the chain reaction to carry on.

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skunkes · 11 months ago

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#a doodley #i cant draw his hair shine anymore without thinking abt the ask saying it was so Rooster #so trueeeee my rooster boyyy *sobbing*#also always torn bc i like drawing haggard talon with big ears but i think fed talon wld have bigger ones ykwim #like when kittens have huge ears to grow into #also while im rambling here i wanna restructure his whole history again #vampirism being the result of a curse and negatively affecting him in a way he'll have to carry for the rest of his long immortal life #as well as forgoing feeding to Age and him physically feeling the ails of aging isn't enough...#im trying to conjure up smthng else that wldve happened to him in one of the worst times in his life but thats hard bc i cant explore it to #much bc the subject matter makes me sad LOL and also dont want to seem like those ppl who throw in stuff like that gratuitously

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drzone · 1 year ago

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guys i promised you id draw them again didnt i

#wes art #this also goes out to the ask i got forever ago that said sarge should carry fillmore #i cant find it anymore but i hope u see this #pixar cars #sarge #fillmore #sargemore

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comfortyart · 9 months ago

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#lowkey posting this so i can vent in the tags #at the lowest ive been in years if not ever #I feel so alone Im at my limit and just cant fucking handle this anymore #thanks bg3 for improving my life for 5 months it might not be enough to carry me through the rest of this #Thank you for all the love on my art Ive been so thankful since rejoining fandom a year ago I still cant believe how positive its been #Im just so tired and overwhelmed #heres hoping it passes #bg3 #astarion fanart #baldur's gate 3 #astarion ancunin #astarion bg3 #art tag

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wish-i-were-heather · 4 months ago

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HOLY FUCKING SHIT

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s0fter-sin · 1 year ago

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sometimes i think about how much of a waste it was to just have cas ignoring sam’s prayers in s6 instead of him actually not being able to hear him bc he was soulless and his prayers didn’t work

#there should have been more side effects of literally not having a soul other than sam just being a sociopath #the whole point of the season was how souls themselves are power right #so its not a leap to asume any supernatural anything a human is able to do or conjure would be powered by the soul #so why not make it that the soul is what powers prayers #or powers exorcisms and summonings and rites #imagine if sam couldnt make holy water anymore #or exorcise demons which he doesnt care about bc hed just use the knife anyway #but it would make things difficult for him #just this added hassle of having to buy holy water and needing the cambels to do rites for him that he just cant #i know cas ignores him for guilt reasons but imagine if that first prayer from dean is how he realises he brought sam back soulless #maybe he just thought sam was ignoring him and had gone on to live the normal life he always wanted #then that guilt of thinking he saved him just to realise how badly he fucked up along with the guilt of working with crowley??#huge missed opportunity #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #carry on my wayward son #sam winchester #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #supernatural #spn

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meowpy · 2 months ago

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super quick thing cause i feel like shit lately but uhhhh hahahha yeahhhh. tars...............

#selfship #interstellar #tars #hes carrying me btw #because im selfish and i love him #tars become real i cant take it anymore #this sucks so bad but life sucks rn and i just need this year to be over so im allowed to fantasize about my wife carrying me #tars fuckers rise up #ik its case in this scene let me live #my art

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hollow-vok · 9 days ago

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Random sketches of Solya :3

I need him, but in a non-romantic way, I can't explain it...I just want to grab his sleeve like Agnieszka did in one chapter...its ridiculous how much I love him

#uprooted naomi novik #solya #sketch #mmmm my history book in the background..history..solya would probably love history #i call him “my man” but in a non-romantic way. i just dont see him the way i see other characters. for example diego brando #its a very different feeling. solya is just...solya yk he is more special than the other characters i like 😓#but special in a different way. i dont WANT him like i would say i “want” another character. i do want Solya but i want him in a way that i #just want to admire him..like. i just want to see him. from afar yk well not too far away but yeah #whenever i say i love him others think im in love with him or something but its not like that xD #also is this a safe space to say Decode by Paramore reminds me of SolyaMarek...#i cant even read fanfics in peace anymore. im reading one of a different ship and i forget its not SolyaMarek cause the other characters -#remind me of them 💀#i was drawing marek and a friend asked me about it and i got a bit carried away saying the fandom is almost dead and im one of the-#few people talking about him (marek) but also about solya. like. can it get an adaptation so it gets more fans pls #solya my man my guy my everything and marek...he is just there I guess (im actually obssesed with him too but whatever)#saying how much i love solya can be embarrassing at times but..i really do love him tho

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justaz · 8 months ago

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- i tap the mic and cause feedback to whine through the room

- i swallow thickly, the mic picking up the sound of my saliva traveling down my esophagus

“george x mordred?”

- i am booed off the stage, rotten tomatoes exploding as they are thrown at my body

- i hide out back and cry

- a masked figure bashes my head in

- i die alone, in tears, and dishonored

#bbc merlin #mordred #george #???#morge #LMFAO #geordred #mordred x george #crack ship #the perfect servant gets assigned to arthur favorite- cough he doesnt have favorites i meant his youngest knight #george is flustered and all of a sudden cant perform his duries anymore #he drops everything his carries #he tries to joke about brass #somehow ends up calling mordred’s mother a cow #mordred watches george slink off in shame and turns to merlin who watched the whole exchange with a horrified and disgusted expression #‘lol he kinda acts like u do around arthur’#merlin is truing to explode mordred with his mind #the knights are dying in the background #arthur is…Confused

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autopsytableromance · 4 months ago

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Evan kelmp man that you are ……………..

#the psychosis metaphor. the guard dog nature. it’s not a wound it’s just healed badly. i realize this thing is just here to hurt people and #I think man I know that song and I keep kicking. telling stories that are normal to you to get a worried looks and ppl asking if you’re okay #literally brennans explanation of how evan felt fighting that salamander was so.#this character was created in a lab to make me specifically crazy. and boy oh boy is it working !#I can’t get over aabria referring to his arm as ‘not a wound just healed badly’ and that the only way to fix it is to break it again and k #being so convinced they can help it’s so. I can’t put into words buts it’s so. that’s their whole everything.#evan isn’t broken he’s just healed wrong and people around him can’t or won’t accept that. and it’s coming from a good place (sometimes)#but it has the same effect in the long run which is the reinforcement that he is wrong and bad and needs to change but he CANT bc he HAS #healed. he isn’t carrying around an open wound he has worked on that but that shit never goes away. it’s there forever and it looks wrong an #scary to people and it probably always will but it works #he said it’s different metrics of success I kept the arm and then k tries to fix and he loses the arm. do you understand me.#do you you see. can anyone fucking hear me.#it’s about being so scary to the people you love that your success is still cause for concern and they don’t understand that you’re doing #better !! you are doing good !! I’m not sad anymore he said and it’s. oh god.#anyway mismag makes me feel ill if I think about it too long so I have to stop now #prsnl #mismag #🐦‍⬛

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dannyphannypack · 1 year ago

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i’m very sorry, but you guys have got to properly label your ao3 fics because “bad parents jack and maddie fenton” is starting to really get on my nerves.

and if, in the middle of the fic, you decide to add a tag like that: PLEASE communicate that you’ve done so in the chapter notes. because i don’t recheck the tags after i’ve bookmarked something.

please. i don’t think it’s that big of an ask.

#did we watch the same show ???#this is the woman that carried danny on her back across the forest #the ones that went around town blaring announcements of ‘cutest sweetest boy in the world’ when he went missing #the people that accepted him without question not once #not TWICE #but THREE TIMES.#and if it was the odd fic here and there i wouldnt be frustrated #but suddenly its ALL OF THEM.#PLEASE TAG YOUR FICS PROPERLY.#danny phantom #power to you and your artistic vision i guess but im begging over here.#im getting old im 22 i cant take these surprises anymore #its not even bad anymore its just abusive #and more than half the time it has nothing to do with the plot. it’s just a device to get danny somewhere or make him sad #im sorry im getting mad again i’ll stop #tag your fics end of story

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gay-artificer · 10 months ago

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I've seen people be like downpour ruined how people see five pebbles and im gonna be honest if you were here for any number of years pre-downpour the fandom was always god-awful with the nuance in his character. thats not a downpour thing thats a fandom thing

#niche comparison but if any of you know angela from lobotomy corporation/library of ruina #in the years prior to LOR angela was probably one of the most demonized characters ive ever seen in my goddamn LIFE #NO ONE was going to bat for this girl as anything other than a absolute villain and bitch #i was and im sure some others were too but the vast vast majority fucking hated her #because she spends most of the game being mean to you and then betrays you at the end #and you had to read between the lines to get to “wait a minute whats happening to her is kinda immensely fucked up”#and this is someone betraying you at the end of a very /very/ hard game to 100% and beat proper #then LOR came out and fully explored the depths of her trauma and anger at the situation she was put into #how desperate she was too take something for herself and how little she cared about how the effected others because she was not given that #and suddenly it clicked for everyone!#suddenly she wasnt a heartless bitch anymore! but of course now you had the #'literal infant' crowd because it also explored some ideas of parental trauma/lack of experience with the world #but god it was way more refreshing to see people actually move on from 'theyre an evil bitch' even if it came with 'so shes like a kid?'#and i feel that way about pebbles tbh #i dont get super super into the iterator lore so i cant speak much for the quality across downpour #and its higher focus on them and their stuff #im sure it carries plenty of issues as many things will #but god people sucking at reading the room on the iterators is not new lmao #actually five pebbles and angela are shockingly similar....#huh?

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splatoon-edits · 10 months ago

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@actvdepart HOW ARE YOU BOOPING ME SO FAST I JUST GOT LIKE 50 NOTIFICATIONS IN LIKE 6 SECONDS

#mod shiver #mod speaks #i mean its so funny #but also you booped me so may time i legit cant see any other notifs anymore lmao #not that i dislike it or anything #carry on being gods silliest sldier

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redeemed-wren · 3 months ago

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There's something weirdly bitter sweet about realising half way through the day it's the first of November and I haven't even thought about Nano

#wren rambles #writing #nano #like dang nano carried me through my teens #i used to get so excited #buy snacks and stock up and develop a story #and be so excited to sit down and write on november 1 as soon as i could #but today i saw a facebook memory and felt an odd nostelgic ACHE that i hadnt been able to get excited about writing a new story this year #i hope its just a this year thing #i dont care for nano itself anymore #but november will ALWAYS be writing month for me #and i so desperately want to be in a place where i can open a new document on november first and start writing #who knows if thats ever possible again though #life just isnt good working full time and i cant Not do that so. 🤪

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landofgay · 2 days ago

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I hope today was the worst day of my year. because today sucked. but I think it's gonna get better now

#hes gonna get better #we're gonna get better #we're gonna pay off our credit cards #and start going on road trips to the next city over again #and actually be able to start saving and looking for ways to move out and start our life together #need to get out of the habit of saying boyfriend tbh hes my partner. he is. the only reason hes not my husband is cause we cant move out yet #as soon as we dont live with his parents anymore we're gonna get married. its basically agreed upon #we've wanted it for awhile now too but agreed then that it would be very cringe to get married while still living with his parents #no offense if u did that. we just dont want that #anyways. i cried a lot today. and thank god for my SIL and her bf cause if they werent with me #i wouldve checked myself into the er with a panic attack so i could get some Ativan lmao #only times ive ever genuinely wanted/used ativan are when hes in severe pain/im scared for him during surgery/when my cat died #and i only used it that one time when we had to call an ambulance and i had to hear him yelling in pain as they carried him up the stairs #god. hearing that sound come from him and hearing the wailing sobs he had when mona passed are like.#its stuck in my head forever. whenever i imagine it again its so clear in my mind and i wanna throw up and cry #im so happy he never has to feel that way again #i was so scared

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lilyflower52 · 4 months ago

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I'm still thinking about the scream from ggbb.

I don't think enough people talk about it.

"I carry the scream for both of us" is such an intriguing concept. It really puts the image of "feminine rage" into my mind.

#a good girls guide to murder #pippa fitz amobi #agggtm #im thinking about it #i cant stop thinking about it #I feel like things like this happen more than people think. Maybe it's just me but its quite often my friends will talk about a problem #and ill carry the rage for them. they dont care about it anymore but i do and I won't stop thinking about it until it is solves

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