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woe-is-tuli · 6 months ago

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My fave songs: MBLAQ(엠블랙) - STAY

#mblaq #kpop #my fave songs #its 2024 but you can still find me here #mir my beloved #엠블랙 #seungho #g.o #mir #joon #thunder #yang seungho #jung byunghee #bang cheolyong #lee joon #lee changsun #park sanghyun #kpop throwback #i cannot sleep so here i am

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littlecrittereli · 10 months ago

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I don't usually post my sketches but I really like how this one turned out.

What's the point of angst without some good aftermath healing?

#reprogrammed au #wk reprogrammed au #wild kratts #chris kratt #martin kratt #littlecrittereli #wild kratts fanart #I guess spoilers for the fic but not rlly?#I am projecting chronic nightmares from PTSD onto Chris fr #but it's okay cause Martin is here :)#Small headcanon they have actual rooms in the Tortuga #u cannot convince me they actually just sleep in hammocks every night #they probably share a room too to save space bc it is like a giant turtle and they got shit to do so #POV you're a very tidy person being forced to share a small living space with your messy as hell brother #but thats a story for another day

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xxplastic-cubexx · 6 days ago

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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent

#xmen #xmen comic #krakoa #cherik #snap chats #until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny #how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind #ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM #i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were #fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something #and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone #and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly #ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious #sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder #and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room #GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom #im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building #obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3 #in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral #ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am #im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day

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napping-sapphic · 5 months ago

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yeah, my life can just get so tough😔 (constantly in the mood to flirt but too shy and easily embarrassed to flirt with anyone)

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sqwdkllr · 4 months ago

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I like cleaning not bc it makes my house clean or bc I’m scared of messiness but of a very convoluted situation that if I were to explain to someone I will definitely get stared at

#personal #ocd #my doodle #do not worry folks I am slowly getting out of my debilitating anxiety rut #sorry for those I cannot message frequently I sometimes get so scared of existing but we ball #I have art just sitting here but I am slowly getting to that stage of being so scared to post bc I recognize usernames from years ago #why? I don’t have a clue loll #maybe other havers get what I mean #ok now I sleep !#also new tag !

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rapidhighway · 9 days ago

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Knuckles... i miss him.. i literally just saw him, in fanfic

#need more of him #it is now 5 am i cannot sleep idk why #i mean i kinda know why my brain is fucked but #whateverrr just let me sleep ive been sleeping soooo good lately #i was doing sooo fucking good #istg if i clean here and am able to soeep #sleep then im blaming all my recent problems on SOMEONE who moved my trash bin #i havent been able to move it which sounds silly but whteverrrrr i had it in a strategic place i ginally moved it after like. three months #skdndjdndkdjekfjdjdj whatevrrrr now i feel determined to sleep so i will clean i guess and try to fuckign sleep #still i cant sleep mainly because im having the thoughts

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daisychainsandbowties · 2 months ago

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autobiography of red V.I.I CHANGE, anne carson

#anne carson #always thinking about this stretching what language can do #anne carson really said “all time is now” & that’s narrative to me it doesn’t matter when. eppur si muove #‘they recognised each other like italics’ i remember reading this years ago & thinking will i ever match any of it. one sentence even #also LOVE the girl in myc class who read like one of my poems & handed me this book like “i think you need this. there’s gender in here”#autobiography of red #i cannot sleep so i am thinking about this again🫠🙏🫠

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moonchild-in-blue · 10 months ago

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Sleep Token on Royal Albert Hall with a live orchestra. Ascensionism starts with a beautiful string section. The cellos take over with some really soft, high violin tremolos, and a beautiful viola base.

#I wish i was a better violinist so I could make this happen a little bit #I am committing to double down on my violin practice so this will come to fruition #please tell me we have more string players here please that would be so yummy. cellos i am calling out #(this is very much inspired by BMTH Royal Albert Hall concert yes. I am listening to Ascensionism and this arrangement just came to mind)#I cannot stress how much I need this to be a real thing #string players save me. string players. save me string players #sleep token

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leileitts · 4 months ago

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She so cute

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qpjianghu · 1 year ago

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Mysterious Lotus Casebook ~ ep. 31

All these years, he's always been alone. You are the only friend I've ever seen him with.

#mysterious lotus casebook #li lianua #feng duobing #this scene wrecked me six ways from sunday #because llh continues to lie to him CONSTANTLY #but fdb understands that it's who llh is #how llh MUST be in order to LIVE with himself #and fdb is willing to put up with a llh who lies through his teeth rather than a lxy who is honest about himself #because then at least he'll be with a LLH who is ALIVE #and whenever llh talks about lxy being dead he means it #he cannot phyiscally live with the reality of who his past self was and what he did #so fdb expressing here that he doesn't need to know every inch of llh #is the greatest expression of love and acceptance I've ever seen #it's a devastating and bittersweet inverse of #the mortifying ordeal of being known #and I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now #(PS llh's heartbreaking little smile at the end is maybe the most sincere expression of happiness we've ever seen from him and I AM NOT OK)

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demigod-of-the-agni · 3 months ago

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Forgive me, forgive me. I ask, I beg, I pray, but it never comes.

You know I find it incredibly bewildering to see just how much kalki reflects myself in him like YEAH Duh of course he does, he’s my little guy it’s like his full time job. But at the same time he is a fully functional facet of my being and he is at the mercy of my whimsies, and whatever he discovers in his arduous journey of self realisation is ultimately a reflection of what I discover in the real world. It’s also incredibly funny because ffxiv lore for dark knights is really baked into the idea of (re)discovering yourself amongst the bloodshed and continuing to live and love and thrive despite the world working against us. who would have thought such a raw message could come from an mmorpg side quest about edgy emo boys of all places

also adamantite armour of fending i would lay down my LIFE for u

variant + phone bg version + ID below the cut

tch as if you guys are actually going to use artwork of my little guy as your phone background. i know. how dumb. let a girl dream. i should make an alternate version but it's of Fray and Myste

[START ID: A picture with a red background focusing on the character's bust that is placed to the left of the image's centre. He is coloured with a dark blue overlay, contrasting with the red background. He has brown skin, long black hair that falls over his shoulders, and is wearing blue and gold armour and earrings. He is looking at the viewer, right eye dark brown and the left an glowing unnatural red, with an expression that looks determined and angry and yet bitter and forlorn. In the foreground and on the right side of the piece, a miniature version of the character stands coloured in a light blue overlay and wearing the same blue and gold armour, looking as if he is glowing. He is facing towards the left of the piece, or perhaps at the character bust, his expression unreadable. Above the miniature character's head is the symbol representing the FFXIV dark knight, coloured in gold. END ID.]

#the burst of creativity that shot through me is indescribable. i can only hope this is a sign that i am FINALLY out of art block #but OF COURSE my creativity comes back right when gamsat is around the corner. it's always a fucking exam. i fucking hate myself #maybe this piece is supposed to be vent art at how I CANNOT MANAGE MY SHIT AND I AM JUST. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT !!#and i tell myself it's fine but maybe it's NOT fine? i told myself i'd work on it but nothing is getting worked on #nothing productive at all. not even for uni nor for myself. nothing is happening at all. it's just going through the days #waking up. wishing i'd slept more. stare at my laptop for hours. youtube. watch 10mins of lectures. then a nap. then the laptop. then sleep #but i dont and it pisses me off because nothing is working. i'm like if linguini lost his rat and i'm staring at the kitchen catching fire #maybe go to class if it's on for that day. scrambling notes together. pretending i DO have my shit together #i COULD put out the fire. but i'm not. i could and i can but im not. the extinguisher is in my hand. fire's not going out. i'm still here.#maybe. maybe that's why drk resonates with me so much. at the end of the day. maybe i am just a stupid bastard #-who can't get their act together. who actively shoots themselves in the foot and bleeds all over the place trying to make something happen #only this time- this time the perpetrator isn't someone i can point at and demand answers from. it's me hi i'm the problem it's me #and i can- i SHOULD find a way to make this all work. to make this whole Living My Life business work. but the extinguisher's in my hand #wow okay that was really heavy anyway uhhhhh TAGS TAGS TAGS TAGSSSSS #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivwol #ffxiv wol kalki #ffxiv dark knight #artoftheagni #and the fire keeps going #tw eyestrain #cw bright colors #idk the red is really bright and it;s nice for my eyes but idk for anyone else

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06strawberrylemonade28 · 2 months ago

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guys i think im nocturnal

#its 4 am #i cant sleep #because i slept in until noon #and then napped from 4 pm to 7 pm #and had one meal of pizza #so now i am hungry but cannot order food at 4 AM LMFAO #and... i have class in 6 hours #but im sitting here alternating between reading #check the pipes for frost #and writing my essay for class due tmrw #600/900 words done.#im almost there guys

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suntails · 2 years ago

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eepy lil guy

#i cannot put into words the amount of love and affection i have for him. u do not understand. he is my SON im giving him a QUILT #the first character i think in my whole life that i have loved so deeply i wish he were real so i could tell him. i want adoption papers #i feel so bad i wish he didnt hafta suffer with the tired eepy. i want to get him uncursed i want him cured i want him to be free from sleep #the absolutely crushing guilt of how much he misses from being tired all the time sounds miserable i want to #i dont even know. i want to help. i am just a stupid lil lady on my phone how can i possibly help him from here. it sucks. im stuck behind t #he screen and theres nothing i can do. it KILLS me. like haha if i invite him to my guest room 1000 times maybe itll help. sobs #twisted wonderland #twst #twst silver #silver vanrouge #suntails

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lafresnaya · 2 months ago

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what if I reached through the page of my kindle and strangled him

#orv #orv chapter 516 #omniscient reader's viewpoint #what the fuck #It's nearly midnight so I gotta stop here but WHAT THE FUCK #I binged the last 20 chapters in a single sitting bc I was so absorbed but like #huhhhhhh #tag spam/rant #orv spoilers #I finally get the 51/49 reference but at what cost 😭😭#I cannot believe that I read 40% of this thing in a single week holy shit #I went from not understanding wtf stories were (thanks manhwa for its pretty visuals tho) to Getting it and bc I binged it the #Realization happened in real time #uhhhhhh #how am I meant to go to sleep like nothing happened #gonna be seeing orv references in everything for the next month #wtfff #I can't wait to see 999 uriel in the manhwa actually #next cosplan fr #gonna delete some of these tags later btw I just need to rant #aaaaaaaaaa #losing my mind

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rubber-glovs · 15 days ago

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Hypothetically, if ur sister were to invite ur cousin over for a sleepover in your bedroom without even asking you first if we could then when it's like 2am they're loud as fuck and won't shut up and when you try to ask them to be quiet they get angry at u so then u sleep downstairs on thr couch, MIND YOU THEY ARE IN YOUR BEDROOM STILL MESSING ABOUT. YOUR BEDROOM. So you go downstairs and sleep there. The next day they don't apologise or see anything wrong SO THEY DO IT AGAIN. They ask if ur cousin can sleep over again IN YOUR BEDROOM. WITHOUT ASKING. And now you're currently downstairs on the couch while your sister and cousin are in your room

#currently sat on the couch🫶��#i genuinely hate it here #i wanna sleep in my bedroom for one like come on mate #i want to rip my own foot off and beat them with it #also im being so fucking serious rn like i am actually in my living room rn on my couch and they're upstairs in my room #THEY DONT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH WHAY THEY'RE DOING EITHER #THRY THINK THEYRE IN THE RIGHT #i cannot do this anymore guys i hate this #i just wanna sleep in my bedroom in my bed alone #kadens yap session #more like angry rant but who cares BC THESE BITCHES OBVIOUSLY DONT

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nohomobutactuallyyes · 1 year ago

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When you’re kissing and then one of you pulls the other in closer and kisses a little bit fuller ahhhhhhh

#screaming into my pillow #god I want to hug and kiss my girlfriend ahhhhhhh #i want her to be here right now augh #yes it is 3 am- I cannot sleep it was a bad day so I am thinking of my gf and watching the fosters #wlw #lesbian #sapphic #lgbt #yearning #gay

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