#deedoo thoughts

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Gaaah I have like seven different WIPs going rn, and I keep staring at all of them, working on little nibbles of one, then putting it down and nibbling on another. I wish something would click on any of them so I could get 'em done and posted! Very frustrating.

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The entirety of "We Are TroubleD" is actually an AU of a series that I'm writing. Tris and Dair were just so whumpable that they needed their own series. My poor boys...

Yeah I love my ocs so much I made a whole cluster-fuck-of-an-AU just to whump them in.

May they never know peace! (/s)

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

me, living my life, minding my own business, almost 24 years old: doot deedoo im an adult im married and pay bills my shitheel brain: remember that time you wrote borderline-erotic fanfiction about your teacher when you were sixteen? me, snapping the pen i'm holding in half: nope. my shitheel brain: sure you do! remember, you thought you lost it but days later you found it in the back of the classroom graded in his handwriting with a plea to write more age-appropriate stories? me, hovering over a pool with a plugged in toaster: i don't recall

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Okay, stupid whump confession time.

When I was first getting into whumplr and figuring out the terminology the fandom used, I saw "environmental whump" and thought it was the strangest, silliest thing ever. Y'know why?

I had no idea what it was.

For some reason, I thought "environmental whump" meant one of two things:

A whumper who loves to actively destroy the planet IE: their whole thing is polluting the environment, cutting down trees, poisoning the water, littering, etc and getting their jollies from that. Think any cartoonish, irredeemable evil business tycoon from a 90's save-the-planet kids movie, but like, on steroids. I thought that nature was the whumpee.

Nature comes alive and is the whumper. I'm talking trees growing limbs and smacking people around, ensnaring people with vines, sentient forest fires making calculated decisions on whose homes to burn, mountains ordering rock slides to take out hikers, etc

Now I realize that environmental whump is more along the lines of "I left my coat at home and got trapped outside during a snowstorm" or "Man, I got water in my shoe and now I'm uncomfortable" and that makes a LOT more sense.

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D has told me his name, and I've been sitting on it for a while (probably over two months at this point) instead of just going with it because someone else has a well-loved Whumblr character with that same first name and I don't wanna confuse people or unintentionally step on toes. It's a small community, after all.

Idk if I should keep the name, or if I should continue trying to find a different name that fits D (I have a few alternatives, but they don't feel as "right". They could still work though I guess?)?

I feel like I should add that this is a normal human name, not some unique fantasy name or anything. I know that people don't own names or anything, but still, I'm trying to be considerate since I like this person and their character/work!

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I'm curious...

I've been posting up entries for "We Are TroubleD" out of order, since I write and post them as inspiration and motivation strikes/I complete a whump event prompt. Clearly the story has a chronological order, and I've been updating the master list to slot in the entries where they go in the timeline, but what do you, my readers, think about the chaotic way I've been doing things?

Please note that I'm not gonna start posting things in order regardless of how the results in this poll play out... if I did, you guys would have to wait like seven zillion years for the story to trickle out, because my brain simply won't let me write the story from beginning to end in order. I have to jump around. Dunno why, but that's my style!

Is anyone else that way? I get too excited when I complete a little bit, and wanna share it right away! Hopefully things make sense when they're being read through via the master post, though. I have a whole thing planned out, I just like to pogo stick around!

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Oh!! I didn't even realize that I had gone beyond 50 followers (or that I had 50 followers in the first place!)! This is a lovely little milestone! Thank you all for being here and for following me! <3 I hope that you all are doing well and that you have a nice day!

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God I love whump so much

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Me: *taking a nap*

My brain: You could torture and humiliate D by shaving his hair off.

Me:

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Remember how I said I was gonna post the next entry today? Well uhhhh now it's late at night so idk if I should :') Maybe... tomorrow when more folks are awake?

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Experiencing that happy feeling when you get into the groove and start to feel like the thing youʻre writing is beginning to work out and fall into place

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I was a fool to try to do another whump event before writing and posting my canon whump fic. 😅 I have so many ideas for things to write for the prompts, but they'd be spoilers for the canon fic and just aaahhhHHHH! Can't do that!!

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What if... what if I just...

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Sorry if anyone on the tag list just got dinged for tomorrow's entry early. I was editing it on mobile, and Tumblr loves to default to "publish" instead of just automatically saving it to the drafts again, so I panic deleted it.

You'll see it in a bit! Just not right now. I have to proofread it still. Dumb site.

And if you somehow managed to click on it and read it in the minute and a half that it was up... Shhhh no you didn't! Forget what you saw! *waves hands frantically*

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Womp womp (or should I say "whump whump"?), I'm not gonna be able to finish all of my entries for WoW's Birthday Whump Event! within the month. Bummer!

But rest assured that I do plan to finish it all in general, even though my entry posting is gonna spill into May. Lots of entries in the works atm!

Another entry is coming soon (within the next day or so), so stay tuned for that, y'all! Things will really be heating up. (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)

If you're not already on the tag list and want to be, comment here and I'll make sure to tag ya when the next bit is posted! <3

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Hoping to have the next WoW's Birthday Whump event entry up in the next day or two! Been staring at the thing for the last few days, but something wasn't clicking. I shuffled around a few paragraphs and I think it's flowing much better now, so yay!

Been busy with irl stuff too, but almost able to be back to it in earnest, which is good because I still have several entries to write before the month is out! Ah!