#i cannot say.. how excite i am
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couple doodles from a bunch of magmas. mostly emmets. I don't think it's obvious but I quite like emmet
#insert the “came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my cat” about emmet and elesa#I had a little comic planned out for it but shrug. they call me. not someone who draws comics often nor how to panel them#scratches head. I don't have anything else to say#I like emmet#spenxer lou art#submas#subway bosses#pokemon submas#submas emmet#subway master emmet#subway boss emmet#WHY ARE ALL THE RECCOMENDED TAGS ABOUT INGO. I AM AN EMMET POSTER. WHAT THE HELL#subway master ingo#submas ingo#subway boss ingo#WHATEVER. I guess he can have some tags since he appears in one of these. mwahhh kissing ingo's little brain damaged head#ALSO. twirls my hair kicks my feet. I'm not a hoh/deaf emmet truther. but I do believe in their beliefs#elesa is the hoh one in nimbasa trio 2 me. she lost her hearing sometime after getting to unova. emmet just has really bad tinnitus#also also. btw. not uhh. what is it conductorshipping? they are best friends to me. simply not my thang. their platonic bond is sickening#but I cannot stop you doing whatever you want forever so. do whatever you want forever#I need to draw emmet seizing again
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i am trying so so so hard to wait and watch nimona with my friends but i keep seeing gifs and. idk if i can willingly let myself cry that hard in front of other people
#nimona is like. like words can’t describe how formative that comic was to me.#i found it in my local fucking library when i was like. maybe 12 years old. and it is the thing that made me start writing seriously.#it made me realize that my art could tell stories. that i could say what i wanted to say using the thing i loved doing so much#it was one of the first queer stories i ever read and loved.#dear god i am going to cry so hard. from the opening of the movie i know i am going to be in tears#nate stevenson words cannot describe what your art has done for me. i am so so so excited to see this movie#anyways 😁 when i finally release my own comics i hope they are able to do for someone else what nimona did for me fr#personal
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EVIE !!!!!
I SAW U USE MY ART AS UR THEME SO I WANNA DO A REMAKE !!! mostly cause the other one was full of mistaks hurrrrr orz
keeping the color palette the same so itd still fit + use softer shading so convey how soft u are + moze is now IN UR HAND !!!! >:3
oh nick :’)
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 inbox.#彡 nick!#AAAJSNSNS i did my makeup in record time because i had to respond to this asap !! T T i have 25 tags left and so much to say so let’s see#how efficiently i can use my words to convey my gratitude !! T T im actually losing my mind at the addition of moze’s little hands .. i#i will get into that later …. i cannot believe u revamped it for me!!!! thank you nick ?!?! 🥹 i went to gaze 🔎 at the two!! though i think#both are so lovely — i love the curl to my hair !!! i sleep with my hair in those heatless curl rods — so they always tend to be wavier at#the bottom since the top comes loose — THOUGH ITS A RANDOM DETAIL AHAJJ I THOUGHT it looked so accurate !! >< U DID THE BOW EARRINGS UUURGH#i love drop earrings !!!!! and the bow matches with the big one — i noticed the bow & headband is a bit different!! I LOVE BOTH — omg and t#god im going to run out of tags - AND THE SLEEVE!!! ok i shouldn’t point out every difference akajjajaj i am just so excited looking at bot#of them!! I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW ME IM SO?? CAN I SAY THAT??? the little sparkle is spot on because !!! i am showing off mini moze!! to everyo#everyone* T T !!! HE IS SO PRECIOUS AHAHAJSN his gigantic hood … and his signature (ᓀ ᓀ) oh but he is so cute …. T T NICK YOU MAKE HIM LOOK#SO SQUISHABLE URK ITS SO SPOT ON . HIS SQUISHABLE-NESS REALLY SHINES IN YOUR AWESOME ART STYLE (i don’t think i have ever reblogged somethi#something* from you without mentioning your art style) HES SO TINY AAASJSN MY HEART FELT SO HAPPY SEEING HIS LITTLE HANDS …. HIS HANDS ARE#FHE SIZE OF MY EARRING 😭😭😭😭 oh my god i just noticed you gave him a little blush and i want to lock myself underground /pos HE IS SO CUTE#IN YOUR STYLE IUUUAGGHHHH IM IN SUCH AGONY /pos :’) oh i don’t think i will get over his little hands ISNSKDKX im feeling so violently#affectionate staring at it — THE WAY HE IS DRAPED OVER MY HAND IS SO SJSNDNCJ he is my …. most treasured little crow …. that i am showing#everyone with the happiest smile ever …. THANK YOU NICK ))): and the fact that you kept the colors for my theme is so ?!?! you are so thou#UGH TUMBLR — you are so thoughtful with all of your gifts towards your friends!! noting all the details and such ): oh i adore you ): u sai#softer shading to convey how soft i am but i have quite literally melted into a puddle of goo so now am i soft ?! i believe i am just a#puddle in the corner over there in the nick museum -> waiting to be mopped -> OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SOB THANK YOU ))): i was about to say#that i don’t even know what to say to convey my gratitude — but i have said something! just not enough to get out my feelings ^^; never eno#ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DID MY LASHES AAHHHNXNX )): my eyes !!! your style !!! oh i am really in such agony /POS URGH AND I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS#LITTLE HANDS AND WANTING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUNDLE OF VIOLENT AFFECTION I GET FROM IT T T HES SO TINY AJANSDto ruffle his hair with#the very tip of my pinkie … trembling trying not to knock him over ……. i must make him a little spot in my purse …. with little blankets to#keep him nice and cozy …. nick words cannot express my gratitude — thank you!!! both versions are so stunning 🥹 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (<-#severe understatement) (the most severe understatement) your art is always so stunning#when im home i must come back and add some good reaction photos !!!! THANJ YOU SNIFFLE YOU ARE TOO KIND )))))):#similar to the first time u visited my inbox …. if I ever spot a kofianywhere 🔎🔎🔎🔎🔎👁️!!
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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TAKE ME BEOMGYU WHAT THE FUCK I VOLUNTEER PLEASE ??!! LETS GO ON A VINYL STORE DATE ☹️‼️💗💗🤞
Also his adams apple wtf he looks so good crying why’s he so cute fine his hair looks so floofy
#ive been saying this as a date idea w beomgyu forever TAKE ME OUT BEOMGYU 😍😍#I LOVE HIM#not them clicking and whistling lmfao#HUENING KAI LMAO#I cannot whistle 😪💔#not them saying the concept photos are no joke…#I’m genuienly scared#ONE OF THEM LOOK THEY WERE SHIRTLESS#also beomgyu saying this might be his favourite album since debut#guys you actually don’t understand how excited I am like I KNOW THIS ALBUM IS GOING TO BE MAD CRAZY#THEY WAY THEYRE HYPING IT UP LIKE NO TOHER ONE LIKE THIS ALBUM IS GONNA BE SO FUCKING GOOD OMG IM SO EXCITEDDHDNFJ
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if anyone was wondering, i’m currently reading published RPF about F. Scott Fitzgerald for *checks notes* my job, so that’s how my life is going.
#i’m not getting PAID to do it unfortunately#but i am getting an absolutely insane emotional experience#and i’m only three chapters in so i’m sure there’s plenty more excitement to come!#the author CANNOT write dialogue for shit… he cannot emulate how real people speak and puts exposition dumps IN the dialogue#and his descriptions are clunky and could have used some more polishing#he���s not great at showing instead of telling#or like. he IS - but he’ll show and then IMMEDIATELY tell#which is just SO disrespectful to the audience imo#and/or the sign of a lack of confidence in the writer#so bad either way#and literally the reason i was annoyed about that one movie earlier#so like. 🤷🤷#at least the movie had better dialogue#but i think that’s mainly because [redacted] just says whatever the fuck he wants#i know this because i do programs the same way - i can spot a fellow vibes-based speaker easily#it’s good but also MASSIVELY distracting because it reminds me of myself so i get self-conscious 😂😂
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Ohmglygoood I had no idea my Halsin art took off so quickly, I've been greeted with such a wonderful landslide of notes, reblogs and likes for me to absorb, I'm so happy thankyou everybody
#i couldent sleep last night because i was so excited to post him#and its like waking up to a beautiful sunrise of praise and unholy shrieking of cutness#i cannot express how just like brimming with happiness i am from you all saying such wonderful things
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just a reminder for black friday, please be kind to everyone you come across.
do not yell at them. do not berate them. do not blame them.
remember that most of these workers are paid minimum wage and they are doing the best they can, under the pressure of you shopping for gifts. if something is not in stock, it is not their fault. if something cannot be ordered, it is not their fault.
none of them get paid enough to deal with you yelling at them and berating them for something that is not their fault.
be kind to every worker you come across tomorrow, whether you're out shopping, going out to eat, or going to an attraction.
love, your friendly neighborhood, former, retail worker.
#just saying#this is my first time NOT working a black friday and i cannot tell you how excited i am to NOT be working#i'm very excited to NOT add terrible customer stories to my already long list
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hey just a reminder that sometimes you have to accept that you’re going to have to have feelings without a filter, and you’re going to have to tell people that you care about them, and you’re going to have to start saying i love you. if you want affection and love and adoration you cannot close yourself off forever and ever. keep up your walls as you must to protect yourself but not forever. and if you feel like you can’t ever let them down then i’m sorry. i hope you find someone that makes you feel safe enough to start saying and feeling these things.
#lolaa.txt#little thing about emotions.#i’m not affectionate. not really.#im a deflector and i laugh off affection and love a lot#and all it has ever done for me is push away people who want to help me so so badly.#and it’s a slow change. slowwwww. the tiniest steps .#and i go back so often.#today my boyfriend said he missed me and that i was pretty when i woke up and i told him i was going to never speak to him again#because i cannot accept these things and it so so hard to say that i appreciate it#but i know i know he needs to hear it and he needs to feel appreciated yknow?#and im working on it im trying so hard#especially when you have been fucked over for saying your feelings in the past. it’s hard. it’s so hard. and i’m sorry#just. tell your friends you love them. tell people when you’re excited or happy.#smile when you get to do fun things. laugh at jokes! scream and yell and cry and hit things and grin and be out there#numbness will not fix what problems you have. it won’t.#it’s comfortable but you can’t have love without discomfort sometimes#sorry about all this i’m just . i’m having a bad day and it’s really hard today to be open to everyone#so this is my try#i am upset. and i miss my friends. and i love my mom and i am also mad at her because i am frustrated with the world right now.#and i am tired but because its tiring to force myself to exist and feel#i need to relearn how to be a child about it#and that’s okay#that’s all ; sorry for the long tags. thank you for being here
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I'm 26 today!! 🥳🎂🎉🎈
#and I almost cried abt it lmfao#not really my age but I was joking that I wasn't supposed to live past 18 and for some reason it hurt me so bad saying that#so I was laughing but then I was tearing up and I couldn't tell what I was crying abt lmao#but we good now#my mom got me tickets to see the Hadestown tour at the beach next month!! I'm so fucking excited abt that#like I cannot explain just how excited I am to see it in person live. myself. in the flesh#one little thing to keep living for
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"you'll be fine at school you just need to answer people when they talk to you!" yeah sorry its always my fault somehow isn't it
#mole talks#i do answer people#if i dont answer somebody then that means:#a) they did not make it clear they were talking to me#b) they were being mean towards me#c) i could not physically answer them at the time#d) they never fucking talked to me in the first place#and honestly. most of the time its reason D. most of the time people don't say ANYTHING to me and then expect me to answer them#like i'm some sort of mind reader#hahaha i'm so excited to go back to a school where nobody respects what i am#i'm so excited to be called the R slur! i'm so excited to lock myself in a bathroom stall and cut myself! i love school!#i'm so excited to not be able to hear a word the teacher says because all of my classmates won't stop talking#seriously how can i understand anything if i can't hear it being explained to me#and when i ask for help nothing changes#oh thats another thing. so excited to see the school counseller#and just lie to her#i don't evem want to lie to her. oh my fucking god dude#school is a good concept. i love to learn and i want to learn#but i just cannot do this#theres no way#why does it have to be like this#:[#i just need to draw gay cats and listen to music#that will cure me
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(smiling evilly) i have plans for october that you will all be pleased with
#you cannot imagine how fucking happy i was to see that selfcest is a prompt this year. and medical play omg#and my favs are coming back but i won’t tell u which ones they are. it’s a surprise.#and monsterfucking on my birthday too. i am so pleased#and omg we have feederism 🥺🥺#there’s so many good things omg i’m so excited. i’m gonna finish near’s bday stuff and after that. i’m going full-on kinktober#mode and nobody can stop me. i can’t remember how many days i got last year (wait just checked my folder i did like 20ish) but this#year. well i was going to say i wanted to do every day but i actually don’t think i’ll be able to but i will fucking try#i’m probably gonna want to double up some days bc some of those. some of those days are like all my favorite things#like day 10 and 20 and 29 are all perfect days i don’t think i could choose just one prompt#everyone say thank you evan twinknote for running dnkinktober aka the highlight of my year
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@walleeli posting this as a little treat for u to see whenever ur Friendpilled Visitmaxxed plane lands
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i did not survive the bloomfes meiko untrained incident
#OUR HAPPY ENDING TOO. COLOPALE DO YOU WANT ME DEAD TOO.#i'm so excited for bloomfes untraineds tbf more than for the traineds#BECAUSE IT MEANS LITTLE WXS REVISITING THEIR MEMORIES (PROBABLY)#AND I AM NOT SANE ABOUT IT#how i look sitting there knowing that since tsukasa got his colorfes last i'll probably wait a long time before he gets it but#hopefully not.... 🫶🫶🫶#ri says the less serious things. the tag#i'm working on more serious posts i promise. it's just so hot in here. i feel my brain melting. i cannot think.#wait no after a moment of thinking it might actually be fes emu story which is even worse.#but the first look at the clothes got me thinking oh it's our happy ending#well i mean meiko was featured in both of them so.#either way ksjwjssj emu otori stop being like that... stop...
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help I can't stop thinking about furniture. it's keeping me from thinking about the other way more important things I need to be thinking about (Jenkins, Dan Fielding, etc.)
#I could have just said John Larroquette but. I didn't#but anyway kitchens are expensive furniture is expensive paint is expensive#if we were rich I would be having the best time of my life. I'd love moving to a new place.#I'm having the best time playing with my 3d model of the apartment like it's a doll house#BUT actually buying things in real life is hell and it makes me so sad#god. imagine all the furniture I could assemble if I had money... sigh#trying to think about my guys to fall asleep but the furniture won't let me. ugh. I love furniture so much.#I know we're going to ikea next week and it's so bad how stupidly excited I am about it#ikea was probably my first hyperfixation as a kid and I haven't liked anything else for this long (it's been like. 27 years lol)#I cannot be normal about it#I will get to build shelves. and put things in shelves. organise things. build our wardrobe (for the third time in three years)#whenever we buy the kitchen I'll get to build most of that and then organise it too#I'm soooo excited!! and this time I'm only like... slightly chronically ill! and I won't have two surgeries right after we move (I hope....)#so maybe I'll have enough energy that it won't be awful this time!#anyway#need to sleep it's 6:30 and I'm so tired but my brain won't shut up#also my cat. he is yelling at me. I don't know what he's trying to say but he's very upset apparently#personal
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eugh not a fan of my ex boyfriend excitedly going to tell our group that he has a crush on someone
#i so desperately need to know who it is so i have more information to be desperately insecure about#just me rambling again#being actively in a friend group with your ex where many of your friends will avidly flirt back and forth with him also isn't. the most fun#especially bc the main 2 friends that flirt back and fourth with him are the two that know the most about how#badly the relationship fucked me up#so. fun :]#it makes me incredibly uncomfortable but also our group has a very flirtatious energy so i have no right to be#i just have to get over it i am making this post so that i dont say anything because that would be bitchy#also i literally cannot say anything about the main part of this post bothering me bc i literally have told the group i have a crush#but alsooooo i need my ex boyfriend to tell me who he likes immediately so that i can turn around and violently compare myself#and like take note of all the ways that they're more interesting than me#y'know#but like we're friends obviously he has full right to?? tell us Abt a life update he's excited about#hence... tumblr dot com vent post so i don't become a bitch in person and i can continue to ignore any negative feelings i have
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