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I am going to say this as gracefully as possible.
There are new people in this fandom everyday, people who have never experienced fandom before, and are not aware of the courtesies surrounding fan-created work. Creative overlap totally happens within these spaces, and I have a lot of grace with those boundaries. I do believe in giving people the benefit of the doubt, particularly when they lack experience. That being said:
- Borrowing strangely specific developmental plot elements unique to a story to build your own without permission is stealing.
- Taking a sentence or metaphor from a fic and marginally warping it to pass as your own is also not ok and the original author can almost always identify it.
I could go on, or be less kind, or share screenshots, but I'm not going to (at this time). The effort I've put into the Darkgarden is immeasurable. I have dedicated 13 months and close to 1000 hours crafting this story via literal tears and 4am sessions. My voice as a writer is, well, strange- and quite distinct. This is a VERY popular story within a relatively small fandom community. If someone borrows original elements from it, it is going to be brought to my attention.
A couple of close ACOTAR writer friends have also experienced plagiarism over the last few months and it really just isn't ok, no matter the degree.
I can't explain what it feels like to see ideas + expressions I've toiled over being blatantly taken and used elsewhere. The feeling is completely arresting, gut-wrenching, and quite frankly, hurts me.
I find peace at night knowing that I crafted this story raw from my heart. It reflects in the writing.
Can you say the same?
Have a great weekend.
#acotar#fandom bs#writing is vulnerable#how does it feel to steal that vulnerability?#i cannot imagine#elriel fanfiction
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To the people mad they made Viktor ugly:
1) I'm so sorry the terminally ill disabled man is no longer the correct amount of disheveled to get you all twisted in a good way. This is actually an active example of people treating disabled ppl with visible disabilities less than human like how can you miss the point so strongly I'm actually losing my mind
2) you are actually also wrong he's literally running around with a staff and a cloak and nothing else he's serving so much cunt he's infecting other people with it literally what more could they do -
#I've seen like five people say they ruined his arc bc he's ugly now#like I'm sorry you're wrong and also terrible??? idk???#arcane#arcane spoilers#I'm saving my peace and just blocking ppl but like#I cannot imagine#just waking up and thinking someone is ugly just bc he's physically disabled and purple now
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this country is so violent. goddammit we are going to teach kids that murdering other kids is wrong by... putting a 14 year old to death. awesome, that definitely will do the trick.
edit: man I totally misunderstood the article I was reading, I don't think he can be given the death sentence but he will probably be getting life without parole.
#please dont get me wrong i absolutely will not cry for this pos kid but the death penalty is wrong period full stop#it is not a deterrent#it is not going to serve justice#it is just revenge#thats all#and im sorry but if a kid does this shit then something went wrong and thats on community and society#obviously there needs to be SERIOUS consequences#but consequences do not mean THE DEATH PENALTY#fucking christ i hate this country#also go the fuck after the parents what the fuck#the fbi shows up to question him and the dad LAST YEAR because there was a credible threat and he still accessed fucking guns???#i just saw an interview with a sweet baby kid who witnessed it#i cannot imagine#we have FAILED these kids#gun violence#school shootings
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honestly suing is not enough the dpr crew need to beat scott with a baseball bat
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still on dragon keeper. i NEED the liveship crew to find out the fools deal at some point. imagine finding out that your friend who was a kind of odd woman who was a very good ship's carpenter who sometimes spoke cryptically who you presume left the country to go marry her lover in the six duchies is actually a prophet, not human, probably at least over a hundred years old give or take, a notable religious figure, formerly the jester of the late king of the six duchies turned war hero, singly tasked with ensuring the skies are graced with dragons so as to delay the apocalypse, which was the only reason he was on your ship at all, who left the country to go continue delaying the apocalypse with the chosen prophesied one, the one true king of the six duchies, who is also his soulmate, who rejected him on the grounds of him being a man, married him anyways, and then brought him back from the dead. how does one react.
#jek got mad at not being told and all she knew she wasnt being told was about her alter ego and her love life#i cannot IMAGINE#rote liveblog#estarriol mute this
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wait im sorry can we go back to u admitting u can’t drive?
if you wanna
i've only ever lived in big cities so having a car is a waste of money and time
also i can't even walk in a straight line let alone drive
like i am such a hazard, i can't imagine putting me in charge of a piece of machinery flying through space
#soph rambles#i also don't understand how poor people drive#like where do yall get the funds#i cannot imagine#the gas#the repairs#the like actual car#how do you buy a car#that seems crazy to me
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Coping by writing some slightly overwrought missing scene fic for the magicians 1x4 and like not to navel gaze BUT if magic WERE real and someone put me in a fake world they wouldn't even have to try particularly hard and I would never leave I am at all times prepared to fully and entirely believe in the reality I'm currently perceiving. this means I have some Wild and Vivid dreams and also that I fully cannot relate to fictional characters in that situation. like if I went to magic school and then I woke up one day in the mental ward with a doctor telling me 'oh boy we're back on the hallucinations again huh' I would just be like "yeah sure that makes sense I'll take the haliperidol please" any time a character is like "hm this isn't quite adding up" or "this is too good to be real" I'm like couldn't be me dog I'm like 'huh weird' and then move on with my life I can't do anything about anything anyway so like might as well just hit what's pitched. might as well be a brain in a jar I have to live like this anyway
#the CONFIDENCE required to look at your perception of reality and go 'nah this ain't it'#I cannot IMAGINE#when bryn was like 'well then you can never trust that you're actually in reality' abt that ep of rqg can't relate#whatever I got might as well be what's happening#I'm pretty sure I do occasionally get auditory hallucinations except I can never REALLY be sure#because they're always late at night when I have my earplugs in#and my reaction is always 'ugh shut up I'm trying to sleep'#the point is I'm used to my perception of reality being Suspect At Best but like nothin I can do about it so#anyway sorry for All This I am dealing with depression by getting crossfaded and watching the magicians
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y’all ever see people who are able to share art from five or even TEN years ago in a way where they still like it like?? “i’m still proud of this!” how????
i look at my stuff from even 2 years ago i pass away
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That one Cillian Murphy & Tom Hardy interview where the interviewer calls Cillian british and he’s immediately like « no I’m Irish. » 😂😂
I mean yeah, you wouldn't want to be called British if you're Irish 😆
#lovely anons#i cannot imagine#just cause two countries are close and use the same language#well more or less
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I can't imagine being charlies parents at that dinner party 😭
#heartstopper posting#heartstopper 2 spoilers#like truly the secondhand embarrassment#i cannot imagine#being in yhe room once everyone has left
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been tucking those little toe warmer and finger warmer packets into my boots and gloves while riding because the arena isn't heated and it's, yknow, winter in the midwest so it's freezing. they're supposed to stay hot 'up to 6 hours' but they've been hot for more like 10 hours most weeks, so after I get home I just rotate them around all my sore muscles and shit joints like heat packs, and I think this is actually doing significant good. and I was being all pleased with myself for discovering a self-care... and then I remembered that my occupational therapist has been prescribing regular heat for my myriad joint issues for like 3 years and my adhd brain managed to just wholesale forget it.
#like good job 'discovering' this you were supposed to be doing this all along#anyway win win situation bc now I have warm fingers AND a built in time for heat packs#I want to know how people with functional joints feel#do you just feel nice all the time#are you just... not in pain???#I cannot imagine
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I feel like social media is completely different for some people
do y’all remember before direct messages tumblr had a dumbass ask limit of 10 per hour and communication was impossible until they introduced dumbass fan mail and we were basically sending telegraphs back in forth trying to communicate those were…dark times
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It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.
#also has made it increasingly difficult to relate to those early into their transition honestly#like not in a bitter way it’s just like hard to express how diff the experience is#of being like a year on T vs 5 😭#ETA I muted this post ages ago now but fwiw seeing transphobes pop up in the notes on occasion just to say cruel reactionary shit#you are clowns I cannot imagine seeing a post that is ONLY about discussing with folks about the reality of a medication#and choosing to make that your moment to get a schoolyard bully jab in about how you find it gross or something.#you are less well adjusted than most children. may the universe be kinder to you than you are to others.
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why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?
#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins#don’t say it (I’m gonna say it)#The Child is The Price#but i mean come on#as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck#i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in#its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity#time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him#and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent#not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions#regardless of whether there is a god#for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name#atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of#and all on his and your behalf#you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too#and what's more dangerous than that?
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Hey @mortalmab
WTF
ordered pizza from a small local place and they didnt actually cut it so i've chosen to revert to a wild animal and begin ripping it apart instead of just using a knife to portion slices
#like wtf#why#???#but also#Im kinda jealous la#I think I could do this alone but with someone else???#I cannot imagine
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Sometimes you just have one of those moments where the progress we've made as a culture get thrown into stark relief. You look at something and go "Holy shit, that would never have happened when I was a kid."
Today, I had one of those moments when I realized that the teenage boys I'm working with are just. genuinely, openly enthusiastic about going to Build-a-Bear for their outing.
These are sixteen and seventeen year old boys! They just had a whole conversation about what to name their "cute", mostly new squishmallows! They're genuinely excited that they're going to Build-a-Bear this weekend and asking other kids to pick up specific accessories for them!!
Holy shit, that never would've happened when I was 16. None of the boys would have dared to be visibly interested - and neither would most of the girls! There would have been a million gay jokes and "Haha, you're a girl" jokes and "What are you, a baby?" jokes. Teenagers weren't even supposed to care about anything back then!
Less than 15 years later, and I'm watching three 17 year old boys treat all that as not even worthy of comment.
So let's call that a reason for hope. Even when the kids aren't alright, in some ways apparently they are alright. Go Gen Z, honestly. It's so lovely to watch you guys just openly doing and saying stuff that, when I was a teen, would've been a social death sentence.
#obligatory disclaimer that this really really obviously is not universal#I do live in a major progressive city#there's definitely a level of a liberal bubble effect here#but it's still really powerful to see it#because even in a major liberal enclave there were so many limits on the gender roles and homophobia etc. etc. fronts#and also the limits of the oppressive weight of obligatory teen apathy lol#seriously go gen z. so glad you guys decided cringe is dead. I love you for that so much#and I love it for you#not news#life#hope#homophobia#sexism#teens#teenagers#progress#gen z#btw if it wasn't clear I'm a#millennial#plush toy#plushie#squishmallows#build a bear#stuffed animal#like the idea of almost any teenager much less teenage boys#saying IN FRONT OF THEIR PEERS#that they are excited about their STUFFED ANIMALS#when I was a teenager#?????#cannot imagine that ever happening.
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