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axehits · 2 years ago

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|| NO I HAVE TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE FOR MY POSTS TO SHOW UP IN TAGS AGAIN

#ooc.#tide talks.#tbd.#i cannot handle this any longer #idk wtf to do #do i just make another blog and hope it shows up in tags??#sobs

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springcatalyst · 5 months ago

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allow me to be a hater for ONE moment can i just say. im sorry to my beloved mutuals who enjoy it but bg3 looks bad. like sure stills of it look fine its got Pores In The Skin quality but the movement is so stilted??? the rigging is messy and they move like action figures. rip to your vampire man but he looks bad in motion

#IM SORRYYYYYYYY I CANNOT STAY SILENT ANY LONGER #i see screenshots and im like yeah i get how u can be obsessed with that guy (<-this is about wyll)#but then gifsets or videos is like. oh well he moves bad. the movement is so unnatural!!!!!! i cant live like this!!!!#i KNOW [game company] has the money and manpower to do better!!! i KNOW they do!!!!#but they wont. because its not the motion people care about visuals its the Can I See Each Individual Hair On This Guy #its soooo sad. anyway im glad yall are having fun but i cant handle the plastic t rex ass movement #peace and love on planet earth<3<3<3<3

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alxclaremont · 7 months ago

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had an absolute shit day at work, got off of work, remembered lando and oscar’s beef, almost started crying, went on twitter, saw that they ate mcdonalds and played monopoly on the plane back to monaco, almost started crying again, no longer feel like shit thank you and goodnight

#no bc my day at work was lowkey terribleeeee 😍😍😍😍#had TWO people call and yell at me and the first one was literally so bad that my bosses and everyone else that works there was APPALLED #when they read the transcript of the call and said it was one of the worst calls they’ve ever seen #i’ve worked here for literally five days and three of those werent even me actually working and answering calls #so anyway that was cute but they all said i handled the situation well so there’s THAT #which. realized how much i actually cannot handle praise because i still feel a bit weird about that #anyway #got off work and then had literally twenty minutes to myself where i actually could be alone with my thoughts #and OBVIOUSLY ended up thinking of landoscar like any normal person would #and then got incredibly sad and felt a pit of despair in my chest #and then went on twitter and saw the article saying that they’re fine #so like. i no longer feel like actually blowing my brains out #at least until i think about landos radios and then i want to die again but what can you do #anyway. i have to be up at 8:30am so i will very much be going to sleep soon because i am Tired #and i really hope i don’t uave to deal with that entire situation again at work tomorrow because there’s a chance i will lol #lacey talks

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 3 months ago

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what if i cancel my graduation and add a second major rn and just completely fuck up my plans and decide to suffer through more school but w a different major for like another 3 years

#this would be for a number of reasons. 1 bc the thought of doing psychological work that is not specifically sexology makes me feel sick #and 2 bc i technically get paid to go here every semester and i will not get paid to go to grad school. and 3 i have no idea what i want to #do w my life and i hate school but also i crave learning and what if like for funsies i just went for a second bachelors. prolly in geology #like i mean if i don’t think i can handle another few years of this if i have it set as a double major i can just like. graduate any time #w my psych degree yeah? and give up on the other one? like it might be too late bc i already applied for graduation but im p sure i can #have that cancelled. but also if i go to school for longer i might die forever. but also idk if continuing w psychology is like what i want #but whatever whatever i cannot be making decisions rn but like. it is An Option #idk i am just feeling kinda tortured again as as fun as it would be to actually get to do experiments and stuff i like. idk. i just wanna d #research but i Know i’ll have to get like probably a doctorate and have to work at a school for funding n shit and like idk if i’m ready to #like Commit to sexology. and also i like getting paid by my school and i don’t wanna go into debt fr for a degree i’m not 100% sure of #or my other option is to become a professional clown #but it’s whatever. it’s swagever even. *slinks off into the darkness*

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cobra-creampuff · 11 months ago

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i think a lot of people have never been in a truly desperate situation but think they have, and this causes them to pass really harsh judgment on people who made bad choices when either irrational or having no good choices to pick instead, and i really wish people could get some fucking self-perception and work on their compassion skills and not fucking do that as much anymore

#jack facts #people be banging on about empathy this empathy that #and like sure maybe people have a measurable capacity for it but i can tell you what #that sure as fuck don't mean any fucking one of them ever bothers to make use of it when it matters lol #and i mean on the other hand it's hard to conceptualize how you would feel going through something you've never experienced before #i just wish people would be AWARE of the fact they don't know!#or like that there's a difference between ''i can't afford anything but instant ramen'' and ''i can't get any food or water''#or a difference between being freaked out by spiders and having clinical arachnophobia #or a difference between ''my loved one is sick and i'm really worried about them'' and ''my loved one is dying in front of me''#etc etc etc etc etc #anyway the longer i live the more i'm convinced that empathy is a garbage concept #and actually a more reliable way to act with true compassion is through at least some capacity for relative objectivity #the ability to say ''i don't know how that feels and i cannot understand it through comparison'' and to be able AND WILLING #to take people's self reports on their feelings thought processes or lackthereof in good faith and with sympathy #and also the ability to acknowledge that doing a bad thing for good reasons does not negate the bad thing being bad #but also should and does change what consequences are appropriate and/or most effective #and also like............... things people do in desperation or other irrational states do not represent Who They Are As A Person #or what it's like to hang out with them in a day to day situation #another thing i keep getting more and more aware of is like. if y'all can't even handle an irrational or impulsive choice that does harm #done by an otherwise ''good'' person under short term desperate situations #that they then do their best to reduce the harm of after the situation is over #i can not even imagine how absolutely unforgiving you must be of anyone who has delusions #and i mean real delusions and real psychosis not the hyperbolic babytalk version lol #like i don't think most of you even know what the fuck a delusion even is the way you act about things as simple & straightforward as like #fear. hunger. pain.#absolutely fucking exhausting

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roundaboutnow · 3 months ago

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do you ever like. owe someone an apology but you dont feel sorry because you did everything you were supposed to and nothing more (and they were totally being dicks about it), but you do also feel bad for how things went down

#im sorry i left you at the bus stop when i didnt have gas to take you all the way to your dorm #but the bus is free and i showed you how to use it #the bus stop is on campus so i did what i was suppsoed to do (take you to the field placement and get you back to campus)#even if you didnt like it it WAS on the campus #and i use it all the time so i know you can use it too #i got on the bus and told you you could get on the bus too #but you called someone else to pick you up #i dont understand #is it that youre stubborn or is it that you dont give a shit about my boundaries and what i can and cannot do?#im out of gas and im out of money driving any longer i would be past the point of no return #i needed to get home #& you wanted me to use the last of my gas to get you to a dorm you could have walked to and had public transportation to get you to as well #how fucking inconsiderate do you have to be #yeah i left you at the fucking bus stop #i should have been dropping you off at the bus stop all semester #im sorry i didnt set my boundaries sooner #im sorry you spent all summer on campus and never learned how to use the bus i really wonder how you managed before i got here #but im not sorry for what i did. im just sorry that you didn't have the independence to handle it from there

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gregkinz · 2 years ago

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AAAAAAAAAUUGHSAAHJJAAAAYGGHHHGAAAAYYGHHAUUUGH <- thought about the intricate rituals

#fellas is it gay to do coke off your boss’s hand #succession season 4 #succession spoilers #tomgreg #WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!#we’re so back #tom getting territorial over greg #greg asking about tom making sure he’s okay #greg calming tom down like in the old days #SHIV AND GREG FIGHT!!!!!#i’m sick!!!!#i’m sick i’m crazy i cannot handle this any longer!!!!!!

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binders-and-beanies · 10 months ago

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#cops tw #bro I cannot handle one more thing happening istg #got pulled over on my way home after a 13 hour day #was already scared to drive at night and that just confirmed that I’m right to be scared #it was for running a red light n it was one of those situations of just not having time to stop on yellow #I was fully aware as it was happening that I was either going to slam on my brakes in the intersection or run a red and I could see the cop #so I knew I was getting pulled over either way I just hoped the yellow would be longer than .5 seconds. not so lucky #except I also Am so lucky bc he let me off with a warning #ig bc I don’t have any sort of serious history + with it being 420 once he saw I was sober he prob went easier #it’s the second time I’ve been pulled over in my life tho and it’s scary bc this is the first time since the accident #which maybe that was also ok bc it wasn’t my fault #I just know every warning or unlucky moment costs u more in the future if u happen to get unlucky again #like I know I got out of that bc I’m white. it was still a scary moment bc there were multiple cop cars #so it’s like is this guy abt to ruin my life am I gonna lose my license for being at the wrong place wrong time #when I’m already salty to be driving this late involuntarily #so it’s like I got unlucky And very very lucky #I just hate the confirmation that u can get pulled over at any given moment #I constantly rehearse every possible convo w cops in my head bc if u come off disabled u can die #or get arrested or whatever #and then they like don’t follow the script and u didn’t expect this to happen to u today anyway and I get flustered #anyway my point is. I’m fucking exhausted and too many things keep happening #it’s long day after long day w no end in sight rn and I’m like half asleep every day #I just want to sleep. without feeling like I’m already tired tomorrow #it’s too much. just all of it #and on top of it all. it’s 420 so the whole dorm building is basically a cloud of weed #happy u guys are having fun but u are physically harming me in my home #mine #txt #vent post #personal

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fish-bowl-2 · 2 years ago

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If I can get this fic done by tonight...

#at this point I despreretly need to #just for my mental well-being I need to revise it (easy) and then MOVE ONNN #I am going on vacation tomorrow and not bringing a laptop #and while I can technically still do revisions and upload while on the trip #having it all done would be a LOT off my back #at this point I'm just ranting with nothing 2 show for it sorry I need to let this out #I just cannot handle seeing the cp under the tag any longer!#squack

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captain-space-kin · 2 years ago

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Hey! Because I keep being forced to see things I do not want to see while trying to find cool ideas for my practice, I’m making a quick guide on what (**IN MY OPINION**) should and shouldn’t be tagged as witchcraft/witchblr:

SHOULDN’T:

Aesthetic images

Moodboards

Sexy pictures of yourself

Screencaps of movies, tv shows, etc

Inspirational quotes or images

Art of witches or the “witch aesthetic”

Screencaps of Twitter that have nothing to do with witchcraft or spirituality

Terf rhetoric

Untagged owl house finale spoilers claiming that it promotes satanism and vilifies christianity

Please please put these in the witchcore or witch aesthetic tags (well except for the terf and the weird owl house stuff duh). Tagging these things as witchcraft/witchblr makes it harder for practitioners to find what they’re looking for. Speaking of:

SHOULD:

Literally anything that has to do with actual witchcraft. Like if you could find it in a grimoire it belongs in the tag

Guides, how to’s, resources, personal experiences, even pages from your own grimoire are exactly what SHOULD be in the tag

#witchcraft #witchblr #Captains Hot Cakes #I know this probably technically counts as something that shouldn’t be in the tag #but I have to say something I cannot handle this any longer #like if I see anymore of this shit I am going to explode #GET OUT OF THE TAGS #Feel free to add to or disagree with this #I just needed to get my thoughts out #Fun fact! The witchcraft tag is why I have the d//d//l//g// tag blocked!#I am not having a good time

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hickeygender · 2 years ago

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so my heart is (probably?) fine. my pancreas is normal. but during all of these scans they discovered that my uterus is likely bicornate. i genuinely don't give a shit if i can have kids biologically bc yknow, the dysphoria lol, but if this affects my ability to go on t in july or forces me to get more invasive examinations before i've medically transitioned i think i might explode

#like i'm handling the possible infertility v well but that isn't the big issue here tbh. i cannot stand to wait any longer than absolutely #necessary to start HRT. i've been doing really badly with dysphoria and misgendering lately so my approachig consultation is the only thing #keeping me going at any level of functionality atm. if i have to cancel that i don't know what i'll do.#len speaks

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louhearted · 2 years ago

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not so ironically considering deferring my master to next year. like i really really do not want to and deep down i know i’ll regret it but also i cannot for the life of me concentrate on anything and my one prof keeps mentioning the option to defer at the end of every email and like. stop dangling it in front of my face. i can DO THIS. i can. I CAN.

#my thoughts #i don't even know the specifics of deferring or how that would work #and if i have to pay more student fees then #and also how my scholarship would fit into that #because i literally cannot afford to stay in cork longer. rent is WAY too high.#and just. i hate it all.#and i can't fully freak out about any of it #because everyone in my family is currently going THRU it #so like.... no one wants to bother anyone #which is soooo obvious.#but what the fuck are we supposed to DO #within 3 weeks we got the following 3 news #my grandma has breast cancer my mum has jaw surgery in 4 days because they discovered a growth #that they cannot pinpoint #and then theres me. with a fucking lump in my breast that needs to be removed before it turns malignant #because fun fact. when this type of lump turns bad it cannot be treated endocrinally anymore or with chemo OR with radiation #so out it go it must #and like i know how lucky i am that it is still benign for now #and that it was caught early and blablabla #but god. honestly. no idea how to handle any of it.

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iruiion · 4 months ago

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i dont want to be insane at other people on the internet & be a jttw purist but i absolutely am and literally am 🤏🤏🤏🤏thiiiiiis close to Erm Actually..!!🤓👆ing every single jttwrelated post i find in hastag dbz sorrted most recent

#LISTENNN listen okayim not going to stoppp people from making silly crossovers. Its cute im glad youre enjoying it (through gritted teeth)#the issue with DBZvsJTTW is that ok. db is inspired from jttwyes. undeniable. its satirical and sort of reference-y its obviously not supp #osed to be a faithful adaptation whatsoever.And later db is completely separated from it wholly. Which is why it pisses me off so bad when #i see ppl trying to force later characters into their jtt/w AU and this guy absolutelyyyy does NOT correspond to. this other guy #YOU ARE PUTTING TRIANGLES IN SQUARE HOLESS!! ! like i guess Okay i understand where this headcanon is coming from based off of #OTHER adaptaions of jtt/w but your understanding of the original work is like the end result of a game of Telephone dude. You couldnt #be more wrong...#this is 100% vagueing im so sorry. I have seen this happen like three times over the last few months. i can no longer be quiet .#oh boy i hope this doesnt show up in db or jtt/w tags .#Anyway at this point db and jtt/w i consider as completely different works. Like you cannot tell me gokuu and SWK share any traits anymore #and the roles characters play in jtt/w are much more metaphorical than db... it's hard to assign one character to another without making #huge implications of what happens to xyz character in your au #so in conclusion i present my own opinions on a db jtt/w au: the furthest i can mentally handle is dressing up db characters in cute #costumes. anything beyond this will make me overthink and look like that humorous pepe silvia/its always sunny jpeg

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transmulier · 5 months ago

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skyb0zo · 10 months ago

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being overstimulated is like being trapped in a box with no breathing holes. Oh and you're also being tortured by incessant noise.

#I cannot handle my brother any longer #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #*ban #*bangs head against wall*#I just want to cry

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lip-scrub · 1 year ago

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my stomach when i eat food ive eaten a billion times: self destruction has been activated

#lindsay talks #LET ME HAVE A NORMAL STOMACH BIOME PLEASE GOD!!!#I CANNOT HANDLE IBS ANY LONGER!!!!!!

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