#i can't lay down and rest

[citrine-elephant]

after being rudely side eyed by search engine,

whump/vague chreon idea where chris gets to witness leon having his throat slashed because wompwomp, chris failed the qte in hostage negotiation. (and leon might have squirmed a nanometer too far)

you can just imagine chris taking on this huge, immense guilt. terror. grief. rage. he blames himself, if only they hadn't done this or that, if only there was more time. you know how it goes.

just imagine his horror, after he kills the guy who did it, and as he's holding leon, in a moment of panic he's frozen at those sounds. it's different when it's your friend/crush/fwb wheezing and gurgling and choking on their own blood.

you may also imagine chris saving leon's life by managing to close up that nasty wound for long enough to get him medical aid. but. but. chris doesn't realize that. he thinks leon's dead.

and hell, maybe, he does die. resuscitated, but he's fine. not really. but he's back! yay

and chris is not allowed in the room, of course. and, y'know, leon's handlers maybe kinda force chris out. tell him to fuck off and call back later. so instead of following his instincts and beating his way inside, he's just. nothing.

nothing but a void of grief-

we mentally torturing captain redfield <3

(bonus: hunnigan just straight up kills one of leon's handlers so chris can visit (she gets three free passes a year))

capcom please give leon more scars i want to draw scars please

[peacockrulz]

Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf

[actual-corpse]

Doing chores with AuDHD is wild like....

Do Big Task

Lay down

Do other Big Task

Lay down

Accidentally fall asleep

Do Task

Get annoyed with Executive Dysfunction bc now you have biohazards that you can't deal with due to the limited water tank space

Prioritize cat

Lay down

Get up to do task

Sit down

Open laptop

Think "one short game won't hurt"

It's night

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

[clvudii-launch42]

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Sammy watching Yaz compete, wishing her good luck <33

Yasammy fanart, wishing we get to see it in Chaos Theory. I mean, Sammy watching Yaz compete, if that was unclear 👀

I really didn't bother doing the background cool. I never have the patience to draw a background, I usually just have a color or two covering the white background. So, it looks weird, and that's how it is

[caprine-bees]

Such a nice, well behaved animal.

[sovonight]

honestly a shame that radri never recruits eldoth bc then she never gets to see xan telling that man to go die in a ditch

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

i am so sick and fucking tired of having to lay down it isn't even funny

[okaydays22]

itchy throat and cold sores... finally we met again, my devoted companions. cold (in both meanings) season has officially begun

[revvetha]

really struggling with work atm. not in the sense that I have a lot to do or it's stressful or my colleagues suck. It's just having to somehow go a full 9h without laying down that really gets me.

[beebfreeb]

Who wwants to Throw coffee mugs at each other's heads until something funny happens?

[darkmagicmirror]

I could write an essay (literally) on why I think dark magic being inherently evil would be boring and uncreative and how I think that coming to a conclusion of "dark magic should never be done, ever, and should cease to happen" would be a huge waste of an opportunity to expand on the themes of healing from history by adjusting misunderstandings and moving forward with forgiveness and the openness to learn that things taught from a young age are not necessarily correct -- but do I really have the spoons for that?

[toxifoxx]

when the major depressive disorder is major! 😲

[hazbintales]

all chewsdays asks have been sent. now i am gonna attempt to do some other small things. if ya didn't get an ask and you liked for one, tumblr ate it and please let me know and i will resend. anyways off to look at what i wanna do...

[thethingything]

so for whatever reason if there are multiple people co-fronting and we're experiencing physical symptoms that fuck us up particularly badly, one person will typically feel way worse while the other ends up helping take care of them and that ends up being how we get any actual self care done.

the person that's effected seems to be picked at random but up until a few months ago it was usually 🍬 since he gets worn out quicker from fronting all the time, but now 🦋 keeps getting frontstuck so much it's closer to being 50/50 in terms of who ends up feeling worse.

the system as a whole has issues with accepting help from other people, and both of them get very stubborn and end up being like "but you shouldn't have to look after me" and try to refuse help when they're the one feeling shit but lately I keep occasionally hearing them go "wait you said you like helping me so I should let you do that" and the other being like "thank you for letting me take care of you".

I just think it's very sweet that the way we're apparently getting better at accepting help is through these two repeatedly going "no I like helping you please let me help you" and the other going "I would do anything for my boyfriend and that apparently means I have to let him take care of me sometimes"

[froginninjago]

Doing an anatomy study on each of the ninja. Up first: Nya

Alright, I have a good bit to say so I'm putting it under the cut.

I think that Nya is the most visibly buff on the team. I don't think she's the strongest, like she can't lift the most weight. But I think that her element would let her gain muscle and weight normally.

Nya's been shown to be pretty fit throughout the seasons, and I headcanon that she- unlike the other ninja- doesn't let herself go on breaks that often.

Most of the time that the ninja go on break, it's because they feel like they've earned it. They prevent a mass disaster, or deal with the aftermath, and stop training so rigorously because they don't think they need to. I feel like Nya - in comparison- would feel like she has to always be working, because she hasn't been in as many disasters. When she was Samurai X she was definitely buff- robotic or not, supporting that much metal would have gained some muscle. But I feel like after that, when she got her powers, she probably would have felt like she didn't play as much a role as the other ninja, so she'd train harder, to be "better"

It definitely didn't help how often the media referred to her as just *The Girl Ninja", "Kai's sister" or later on "Jay's girlfriend ". So she'd work harder to prove that she's a ninja because she earned it, not because the team wanted a girl for publicitys sake, because the little sister wanted in, or because she was dating a member.

[t-t-p-d]

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