#i can't lay down and rest
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Doing chores with AuDHD is wild like....
Do Big Task
Lay down
Do other Big Task
Lay down
Accidentally fall asleep
Do Task
Get annoyed with Executive Dysfunction bc now you have biohazards that you can't deal with due to the limited water tank space
Prioritize cat
Lay down
Get up to do task
Sit down
Open laptop
Think "one short game won't hurt"
It's night
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
#the first iteration of lay down is simply because I have nowhere else to rest my body as my dishes dry#and not all the dishes are done!#there's a dish in the fridge that is probably moldy but I can't do anything about it bc i NEEDED to clean the cat fountain#so it will stay in the SEALED fridge in order to minimize air damage#my tank is almost full now (bc of the cat fountain) and I LITERALLY CANNOT do anything about it bc I don't have the tools#and it is relatively inconsequential to not have the tools so whatever#audhd#executive dysfunction#AAARRRGGHH
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Sammy watching Yaz compete, wishing her good luck <33
Yasammy fanart, wishing we get to see it in Chaos Theory. I mean, Sammy watching Yaz compete, if that was unclear 👀
I really didn't bother doing the background cool. I never have the patience to draw a background, I usually just have a color or two covering the white background. So, it looks weird, and that's how it is
#jwcc#yasmina fadoula#sammy gutierrez#camp cretaceous#jurassic world camp cretaceous#I've seen people having cool “*name* draws” or “*name* drawing” and i don't have a cool name on here to tj it is i guess#yasammy#jurassic world chaos theory#Jwcc fanart#Tj drawing#ooooh cool I'll tag all my fanart posts with that#My first tag with “I've seen people having bla bla bla” moved up itself and not i can't take it down#it's supposed to be under my “oooooh cool I'll tag bla bla bla”#ugh I'm having a bad day today#now I'll lay under a rock the rest of the day#oh right i can't#i have a novel due today i need to do#end my life for a min now plz#but for NOW#yasammy <33
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Such a nice, well behaved animal.
#goatposting#my goats#she's so bad#when they get like this you can't let them get away with it or they'll do it every time#I have some older does that will just#lay down#any time they don't like what you're doing#oh you grabbed my collar when you were taking me out of the pen?#I'll just lay in the doorway because I'm mad about it#trying to trim my feet?#flops on side#goats#she walked the rest of the walk like a peach she was just being bratty
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honestly a shame that radri never recruits eldoth bc then she never gets to see xan telling that man to go die in a ditch
#''xan is so noble and dignified :)'' radri no wait you have to see this first#tbh though even if radri recruited eldoth she'd probably drop him the moment xan showed an ounce of dislike towards him#bc she avoids intraparty conflict like there's no tomorrow. especially if it involves her specialest most favorite boy#sidenote but y'know that small post-rest event where xan will ask to rest again (double rest!) bc he needs more sleep--i mean reverie#i always imagine radri going 'of course!!! go back to bed take your time ☺️'#then silently shooting everyone looks like 'stay quiet so as not to disturb his rest Or Else'#meanwhile xan is laying down like 'it's so eerily quiet at camp now that i Can't enter reverie'
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unable to escape a violent newfound lust for chicken salads
#I'm gonna be fixated on chicken salads for months aren't I#heart-attack buffalo chicken salads. tasteful oil and vinegar chicken salads. I can't escape it#lay me down to rest on a 50/50 mix of mixed greens and baby spinach
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itchy throat and cold sores... finally we met again, my devoted companions. cold (in both meanings) season has officially begun
#yay#honestly... for the past few weeks i've been dreaming of being sick w a cold#just laying down feverish coughing and sweating and struggling with throbbing headache#you know why?#cuz i'm burnt out and tired of working all the time#and also living tbh#and being a workaholic as i am sickness seems to be the only escape cuz i can't let myself rest properly#and the funny this is that i'll probably continue working no matter how bad i feel#it's so fucked up isn't it...
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Who wwants to Throw coffee mugs at each other's heads until something funny happens?
#Augh why can't I sleep lately? <- guy with recurrent bouts of sleeping problems#funny talking tag#''Even just laying down with your eyes closed gets you some rest'' but I'm borrrrrreeedddddd
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I could write an essay (literally) on why I think dark magic being inherently evil would be boring and uncreative and how I think that coming to a conclusion of "dark magic should never be done, ever, and should cease to happen" would be a huge waste of an opportunity to expand on the themes of healing from history by adjusting misunderstandings and moving forward with forgiveness and the openness to learn that things taught from a young age are not necessarily correct -- but do I really have the spoons for that?
#the answer is no#also I'm entirely drained of energy and burnt out and have had the most stressful few weeks-#so this post may be worded horribly for the point I'd like to make#but I literally can't tell and don't have the mental energy to try to think about all the ways my words could be misconstrued#I just have SO many thoughts on why acceptance of some level of dark magic feels like it is the right move#based on how things in the rest of the show are#and it's interesting that 'you can get so corrupted you look less human' is considered a bad thing#when the majority of the cast isn't human ???#but right now I just want to lay in a dark room and do absolutely nothing so I can't really elaborate#my posts#pls canon don't let me down we have two seasons left to see#dark magic
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when the major depressive disorder is major! 😲
#toxi.txt#who could have seen that coming#idk man i thought i was over this shit#but i feel like i did when i was in middle school#dreading waking up in the morning. knowing the days will tick on and nothing will change.#knowing i will still be forced to move even though all i want to do is lay down#maybe for days. maybe weeks. but i can't. ill never be able to#no amount of rest is good enough anyways#i just go. mechanical. like clockwork. like i might as well not exist#there is no resting there's never any resting until you fucking die#i am poked along because if i am not i will die. i dont want to die. but i dont want to keep going.
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all chewsdays asks have been sent. now i am gonna attempt to do some other small things. if ya didn't get an ask and you liked for one, tumblr ate it and please let me know and i will resend. anyways off to look at what i wanna do...
#out of tales ⸻ ooc#i'm still not feeling good but can't rest just yet#soon i will go lay down though...
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so for whatever reason if there are multiple people co-fronting and we're experiencing physical symptoms that fuck us up particularly badly, one person will typically feel way worse while the other ends up helping take care of them and that ends up being how we get any actual self care done.
the person that's effected seems to be picked at random but up until a few months ago it was usually 🍬 since he gets worn out quicker from fronting all the time, but now 🦋 keeps getting frontstuck so much it's closer to being 50/50 in terms of who ends up feeling worse.
the system as a whole has issues with accepting help from other people, and both of them get very stubborn and end up being like "but you shouldn't have to look after me" and try to refuse help when they're the one feeling shit but lately I keep occasionally hearing them go "wait you said you like helping me so I should let you do that" and the other being like "thank you for letting me take care of you".
I just think it's very sweet that the way we're apparently getting better at accepting help is through these two repeatedly going "no I like helping you please let me help you" and the other going "I would do anything for my boyfriend and that apparently means I have to let him take care of me sometimes"
#personal#thoughts#Lucy post#happy posting#I'm pretty sure the reason they're both frontstuck pretty much constantly is that stuff like this happens#they also both feel better when they spend time with each other#I regularly watch both of them go ''oh my god I can't believe he's actually my boyfriend. holy shit this is incredible''#they're also both way better at paying attention to each others needs than their own needs#but if one of them wants to do something the other will usually be like ''yes absolutely I'd do anything for you please do what you want''#and this has been used many many times to get one of them to actually lay down and rest or do self care or whatever#when they're reluctant to do that stuff otherwise for whatever reason#I love the way they interact with each other and how much they end up helping each other
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Doing an anatomy study on each of the ninja. Up first: Nya
Alright, I have a good bit to say so I'm putting it under the cut.
I think that Nya is the most visibly buff on the team. I don't think she's the strongest, like she can't lift the most weight. But I think that her element would let her gain muscle and weight normally.
Nya's been shown to be pretty fit throughout the seasons, and I headcanon that she- unlike the other ninja- doesn't let herself go on breaks that often.
Most of the time that the ninja go on break, it's because they feel like they've earned it. They prevent a mass disaster, or deal with the aftermath, and stop training so rigorously because they don't think they need to. I feel like Nya - in comparison- would feel like she has to always be working, because she hasn't been in as many disasters. When she was Samurai X she was definitely buff- robotic or not, supporting that much metal would have gained some muscle. But I feel like after that, when she got her powers, she probably would have felt like she didn't play as much a role as the other ninja, so she'd train harder, to be "better"
It definitely didn't help how often the media referred to her as just *The Girl Ninja", "Kai's sister" or later on "Jay's girlfriend ". So she'd work harder to prove that she's a ninja because she earned it, not because the team wanted a girl for publicitys sake, because the little sister wanted in, or because she was dating a member.
#lego ninjago#ninjago headcanon#ninjago nya#nya ninjago#you can't tell me that being called the girl ninja didn't make her work hard#with her character?#she wouldn't take that laying down#she'd work hard#maybe to an unhealthy point#to be seen as an 'actual' ninja#so i imagine that she wouldn't rest much#and her element#unlike the others#would probably let her gain weight and muscle like an average person#so she'd be mostly muscle#visible muscle as well#she has less fat than usual because water is heavy#and so it would burn a ton of calories having to constantly support it and move it#(and by waters heavy i mean in excess amounts whixh is what she'd mostly be moving)#and she probably wouldn't need to eat as much as the other ninja#nya smith
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this new web event where you help Baizhu make medicine for everyone in Liyue is, first of all, SO HECKING CUTE ASDF;LKS DON'T MIND ME WHILE I CRY OVER HIS ADORABLE LIL CHIBI ASKDJFJ THE WAY HE CLAPS WHEN YOU MAKE A PRESCRIPTION RIGHT PLZ MY HEART
but also 👀👀👀 it's full of all kinds of info about medicinal ingredients and their uses, the types of medicine he's made to treat various ailments, who his patients are, extra fun tidbits...👌👌👌
not me frantically taking screenshots and notes from what's supposed to be a quick and fun lil flash game asjdfldj
#《���✩⭒ || the sleepless speaks (ooc) 》#wanderer: baizhu (to be tagged)#also you DEFINITELY don't see me sobbing over baizhu trying to make medicine for xiao#even tho he KNOWS human medicine won't work for him#HE'S SO SWEET I CAN'T TAKE IT#plus him doing all that extra work on his own bc he sent gui home to rest??#(LAYS FACE-DOWN ON FLOOR AND CRIES INTO CARPET)#changsheng being sensitive to vibrations is also adorable too#rip baizhu not being able to go to xinyan's concerts but i doubt he'd be into that kind of music anyway
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I opened all of the living room & kitchen windows. It's already 24°C (75°F) in the living room and it's not even 9AM yet 🥴 ..
#did a 30 minute power clean downstairs. i can't do anything the rest of the day. this weather is terrible#the damp pressure in the air is making me dizzy. it's supposed to cool down a couple degrees over the next few days#today's the last 30°C (86°F) day. i'm just gonna lay on the sofa and move as little as possible tbh lol
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౨ৎ satoru hates the idea of cock-warming. he thinks it's pointless, getting the opportunity to be in you, and not even bothering to make the most of it.
his idea of making the most, well, it would consist only of fucking you so hard, you won't be able to move the next day. that's what good boyfriends do, right?
"good boyfriends do whatever their girlfriend asks them to do," you counter.
satoru whines in response, looking up at you. all pretty, you're seated in his lap, as he lays on the bed. strands of white hair fall into his eyes, and you brush them away.
he pouts, "i am a good boyfriend." satoru's getting impatient, wanting to just feel your snug cunt around him. his throbbing cock sits hard on his stomach, red-tipped and leaky.
"then, please?" drawing out the syllables, you give him the best you can: puppy eyes. he caves. instantly.
grumbling, "fine. i guess you can put her in you. willingly choose not to move, too, or whatever."
you clap your hands, emerging victorious. you're not willing to test your luck, though, not commenting on the fact that you've told him multiple times not to refer to his penis with she/her pronouns.
he groans as you sink onto him, his thick length pushing past your spongey walls. there's a filthy squelching that fills the room, paired with your quiet whimpers.
satoru's hands grip your hips, fingers digging into the flesh. "shit, pretty girl, tight 'n' wet f'me. taking me s'good." his words slur into one another, lost in the depths of arousal.
there's always a certain amount of self-control it takes, to not immediately cum the second he's all the way in. "'toru," you murmur, accidentally clenching around him.
"fuck," he mutters, "you can't do that, squeeze your little pussy like that, if you aren't gonna do anything about it."
"sorry," you say, sheepish. his eyes flutter shut, a hum dismissing the apology.
"now, what? just... stay like that?" satoru tilts his head at you, questioningly. sassy, if you may add. he just really can't believe you'd rather be doing this.
shifting above him, you lean down, resting your head on his bare chest. "yeah. isn't it nice?"
his arms wrap come up, to wrap around your waist. there's a beat of silence from him. begrudgingly, your rigid boyfriend shrugs, "maybe."
you're too content to roll your eyes. he wouldn't admit it, but satoru was filled with love, in this moment. his shoulders relax, and his entire body seems to ease, a breath of satisfaction leaving him. he feels at peace. he's always at peace, when he's with you, but this is different.
more real. more raw.
it's incredibly intimate. he feels like he's a part of you, like there's nothing keeping you separated. satoru inhales your scent, holding you just a little tighter.
"baby, i love you," he whispers, voice thick with emotion.
you smile against him, "i love you, too, 'toru."
to say the least, cock-warming is his new favorite thing. there is no sitting beside him on the couch anymore, not when you're alone. no laying next to each other on bed, either.
if he was clingy before, he's a monster now. if you're near, he wants to be inside you. not to have sex, but just to rest. it's not like you're complaining, anyways. at the end of the day, you're down bad for him, just as much as he is for you.
#gojo satoru smut#gojo x reader#gojo x you#satoru smut#gojo x y/n#satoru x reader#satoru x y/n#satoru gojo smut#satoru x you#gojo smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen x reader#smut#gojo satoru
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hey that post about shinigami eyes seems really wack. i dont know if its true but saying shit like “it’s run by trans inclusive radical feminists who hate all trans men for being trans men” with absolutely no sources or screenshots or even bringing up an example is sus as fuck. it makes me sad i saw it on my dash because it’s completely indistinguishable from a witch hunt based solely on trans misogyny yknow, and so that’s. yknow. the function it’s serving
yeah like i can't confirm it myself bc i haven't been on my desktop tumblr in forever (various reasons including being really busy with work, recovering with work, and my pc is so busted it took 45 mins to boot up properly one time) so i saw that post and my partner had to give me a rundown of what happened
i would normally definitely try to find some sources for you bc yeah i'd like to see those sources for myself too but i'm currently trying to let my blood go back to where it should be
if anyone can like reblog this with sources/extra information, i would really really appreciate it
#idk how people who work 35+ hours keep up with the news#i get home and start laying down#it's christmas the store is closed i should have the day off but my family wants me over so i can't actually have a full day of rest today#regardless! open invitation for someone to share information pls because i just do not have the resources to dig for information#and i'm trying not to call myself lazy for being exhausted#anonymous#ask
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