#i can’t really complain tho
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never in my life did i think i’d be upset about getting a constellation for a character, but here we are
all i wanted was c6 kujuo sara bc i was only at c4, and with 30 pulls and 0 pity I thought surely, that will happen? no. i got three chevreuses, one thoma, and another raiden shogun. those were also my pulls saved for mavuika so i thought if i didnt get sara then at least id be “pity building”… oh well. at least i have c1 shogun now.
#saylor’s thoughts#guess i’m maining her now#i can’t really complain tho#standard banner plz give me kujuo sara#genshin impact#raiden shogun#raiden shogun x reader
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hi. sorry for not being active. again. life has not been my friend lately so it’s really rough out here :/ but yeah anyways that’s about it
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being physically disabled means the weather gets mildly cold and you lose the ability to stand and none of your joints stay in place
#i live in CA so it’s not even really cold#i can’t drive either so its expensive public transport or walking#i’m still gonna complain tho#disabled#cripple punk#spoonie#disability#chronic pain#chronic illness
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Me getting this at a gas station for fun
Also me, wondering what silly little dc tattoo I’d get.
this being the tattoo:
I’m so mad rn…
#IT’S MARVEL#dc#dc universe#dc comics#dc characters#jl#justice league#the avengers#marvel#It was only like 0.79 cents tho so I can’t really complain
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I wish Yoruichi and her brother didn’t look so pink in Wahrwelt. Chad doesn’t look pink and Lille didn’t either so why do they? Giffers, attack!
#didi speaks#text#bleach#tho so far it doesn’t seem like ppl are fixing it 😅#might open photoshop and just edit a cap or something for the hell of it#don’t gif much at all anymore but can’t really complain when i could try myself#edit: did one in the reblogs
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just hit 2.0k words on the cringefail pegging harvey fic. and I’m STILL not at the freaky deaky part.
it’s so over
#it’s so over or it’s never over???#IM COOKED#jfc I really might get to 3.0k words…..#insanity#been having fun with it tho can’t complain too much#low key sad tho bc I wanted to post it sometime tomorrow 💔💔💔#still might be able to but still 😔#sdv harvey
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Bringing back this fantastic g/t dream I had forever ago because I’m thinking about Inventor and Apprentice again…
(I had one last night but it wasn’t good enough to beat this one, and unless I get a lucid g/t dream it will probably stay my fave)
A g/t dream that happened suspiciously soon after seeing the Antman Quantumainia movie:
The dream started out with two lovers, a guy and girl, both scientists and inventors. Though none of their insane inventions actually worked/were given funding, they gathered enough money to buy a countryside cottage house far away from their problems and start a new life. They were married and worked on funky lil projects together. Their inventions progressively kept getting crazier until one day they cracked the code for inter-molecular travel. (This could cure any number of viral diseases by going in and fighting them head on, and even genetic ones by potentially re-organizing cell reproduction to skip over harmful strands of DNA)
They celebrate their victory and the husband suddenly starts crying. His partner asks what’s wrong and he says ‘nothing! I- I’m glad we figured this out in time!’ Apparently he has cancer and isn’t going to be around nearly as long as he thought. However, before they test the machine to try and save him, a Kang-the-Conqueror-type villain appears out of the new machine and tries to take over. The husband and him duke it out while the wife desperately tries to fix the machine to send him back.
Husband manages to cut the villain’s suit (which he needs to breathe in such a new world, like a space suit) and the villain dies. Shortly afterwards Husband falls to the ground having been given a fatal injury in the fight. There isn’t a hospital for miles around, and even then it would be too late. Her husband dies in her arms.
(timeskip)
A few years later, a new person moves to town. She’s a young inventor wannabe herself and heard rumors of the secluded widow that was once a brilliant mind. She finds her tinkering with stupid machines (like the unserious ones from the funnier mad scientists in Honey I Shrunk the Kids, Back to the Future, Epic, etc), and gets barred from entering by some crazy device.
As an aspiring inventor, she reverse-engineers the device that’s stopping her from getting inside and tries to talk with the woman. At first she keeps giving no answers and telling her to leave, but the newcomer is persistent and keeps coming back to help. Eventually the two come to some friendship. The younger one becomes her apprentice, but also teaches her a few things herself being only a few years younger than the older inventor.
One day Apprentice finds the old inter-molecular travel machine and (being science-y and studying it for a moment) realizes what it’s for. She excitedly asks if it works — if it’s possible — but gets immediately shut down and the machine is yanked from her hands and hidden away again. Inventor tells her it’s not safe and she should never touch it again. Of course, where would our story be if she listened to that?
Apprentice secretly takes the machine home and works on it herself, getting it to run after working on it for some time. In her spare time (and possibly by stealing parts from Inventor) she builds a small spaceship-looking vessel that can take her down where the machine goes. She boots up the thing in her front yard (the ship is too big to be in the house and the backyard is too wooded) and goes on her own. Wow! So many cool things! She’s having an awesome time and doesn’t understand why Inventor was so scared of it.
(we zoom back out to the normal front yard)
Apprentice put her small dog behind a locked dog door to keep him from messing around in the yard while she does her thing. Unfortunately, the mailman comes up to the porch to deliver a package, stepping past the machine with nothing but a confused look. The little dog goes nuts the moment the mailman steps onto the porch and bursts through the flimsy plastic to chase him. He runs off the front porch and trips over the machine, damaging it before quickly speeding away.
The machine is rapidly dying and the ship can sense it, sending out an alarm. Apprentice rushes back to the surface before the connection is cut, but doesn’t make it in time. She’s stuck at about half a centimeter tall. Some weird cells/microscopic creatures grow with her too and she sees them all spasm and die in front of her through the ship’s windshield, simultaneously realizing that if she were to step outside, the air would be too large to breathe and she would die too. Thankfully, both the suit and the craft have the ability to synthesize smaller air from the larger normal one. However, she’s still trapped at a ridiculously small size.
A day later, Inventor comes looking for her because she didn’t show up to the house. She becomes terrified as she looks into the front yard and sees the dead machine. Had a similar fight occurred to the one she witnessed? Was her friend lying dead somewhere, and the conquering person wandering around ready to take the world?
Thankfully not; the now much smaller Apprentice made camp by the machine and Inventor spots it while assessing damages to it, figuring out what must’ve happened in her head. Her friend isn’t in the camp (off scavenging to survive) and she fears that they died. Inventor calls to Apprentice in a normal voice, which would be like shouting through a megaphone to their very tiny friend. Apprentice rushes back to camp, waving her arms wildly, so so relieved that they were found before the inevitable happened. Inventor tells her to get in the ship (which is reinforced to go through the entry and exit phases) and brings it carefully inside to a counter where she can see her better.
Thankfully, there’s an intercom on the ship for talking between the person out in the suit and the people on the ship (just like any space suit). Inventor reprograms it and is able to hear their friend through the intercom. Apprentice starts crying, apologizing to Inventor over and over again, saying that she was right, it was dangerous and she should’ve listened to her but now it’s too late. Inventor gently calms her down.
Though she’s angry that her friend used the machine after she warned her about it, she’s clearly learned her lesson, and worse. Apprentice gets scared and sad (as anyone in her situation would be) telling Inventor that she’s ruined her life and will be stuck like that forever. See, if you stop the process halfway through, whatever height you stop at becomes your new true biological height. Trying to pull her back up with the machine won’t work because the systems wouldn’t see that as bringing her back to normal height. She was already brought back up. That is her normal height now.
After the initial terrifying few days of organizing things and getting used to simply being around someone so vastly different in scale, Inventor comes up with an idea to create a machine that basically does the opposite of what the old one did. It could be used to vastly grow someone instead of vastly shrink them. Apprentice dejectedly points out that she thought of that already, and did the math. The process will multiply anything’s mass instead of dividing it, simple as that. At a normal human size, that would multiply two big numbers together and make them absolutely massive. At her size, the number would be much smaller. At best she’d be about 15 centimeters tall — giant-sized for someone who’s half a centimeter, but not so much for someone who isn’t.
Inventor nods, having done the math themselves, and asks her ‘surely you’d rather be the length of my hand than the length of a pen tip, right?’ Apprentice agrees and they set to work. Time goes by and their relationship grows ever closer as they learn to live together and trust eachother at such a dramatic difference in scale.
At last, the machine is done. Apprentice steps in and grows to — as calculated — about 15 centimeters tall. At last she doesn’t need the suit to talk and breathe; she doesn’t need to hide away from everything, even the sun itself, which was a lot hotter as half a centimeter tall; she doesn’t need to constantly be surrounded by food and heat in her little ship, lest she quickly freeze or starve to death. Overjoyed, the two share an awkward little g/t embrace. Both celebrating the fact that they can easily walk around and talk to the other without fear.
Time goes by and they become even closer through various little g/t scenarios — closer than either expected. After a while, they decide to destroy both machines and any records of them permanently. They’re way too dangerous to be kept around. Apprentice can’t go through the growing one twice (cells would stretch to decay) and Inventor is too afraid to mess with the shrinking one to try and make her height more accommodating to Apprentice.
This duel destruction causes an unforeseen explosion that drags tiny Apprentice into it. Inventor rushes to the blast site, and is met with quite the shocking scene.
The blast actually negated all previous effects of both machines, and Apprentice is there covered in ash, back to normal size. The two happily share a true embrace for the first time in years. A bit of romance/drama stuff ensues as both struggle with their feelings for the other, which grew from friendship to love while they were living together. Eventually, Apprentice tells Inventor that she loves her and Inventor gets even more conflicted because they love her too but.. her husband.
Idk what happens in between (there was a very poorly timed timeskip, but because of the ending I know they end up together)
So I imagine Inventor learns to let go and move on. I remember watching a Studio Ghibli looking montage of pretty hand-drawn backgrounds (since the thing is animated in my dream) of them doing things that lovers do. There was a heartwarming ending scene where they add their first true invention they made together to the little memorial that Inventor and her husband made of their first one.
The end I think. I woke up after that. Honestly my favorite g/t dream to date, despite not being in it myself.
#*maybe* I’ll write this one?#Idk but my subconscious was absolutely cooking that night#I love when my dreams give me coherent plots instead of nonsense#Trying to be able to grow into a giant whenever I lucid dream but so far no luck#Just winged flight#That’s still really cool to have so ig I can’t complain#I HAVE had a hyperrealistic g/t dream which is a very close second favorite to this one tho#g/t#giant/tiny
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it’s honestly funny how many people are still like “ughh the first trailer SUCKED, it was so controversial, it was a disaster, everyone hated it and they would have been driven away completely if not for the gameplay footage” like. skill issue lmao. dragon age has always been a little silly. take my hand.
#i can’t tell who is in the echo chamber here#me with all of my mutuals who have been here for years during the hiatus#or the casual fans who are returning after 9 years who all agree This Is What A Game Should Look Lile#like honestly i don’t understand it because it all felt. entirely natural for the way the series already is?????????#maybe it’s an issue of like. Video Game Fan expectations. idk much about wider game culture bc i basically only play these on loop#the art style is uhhhh completely unremarkable to me? yeah it’s new but did you really think they would keep the same one#when it’s been a decade. and inquisition was already vastly different from the other two#(i will concede that dao and da2 look very similar tho)#is the problem really just that people want it to be grimdark serious all the time. i literally just see people blanket complaining#‘the disastrous first trailer’ etc. feels like they’re just looking to be negative and like#listen i’m a known hater of some of the shit in this franchise#but you know you can simply choose to leave right#personal.txt
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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I’m going insane I actually can’t believe them !!!!
#dora daily#she always sides with my sister#why ? Bc I raised my voice at that spoiled brat to tell her to keep her name out of my mouth AND SHE TELLS ME TO SHUSH ONE HUNDRED TIMES#like a girl eight years younger telling me to shush ? are you freaking kidding me b#and then I raised my voice at her a little more mind you I wasn’t screaming#and I told her she’s so stupid because she can see I’m so distressed and upset yet she’s the victim#SHES THE VICTIM bnbdnskwosksa#she’s always the victim#I’m always the villain with them#I hate her#I hate herrrrrrrrr#she always gets away with everything I always have to suck up to that spoiled brat eight years my junior and be nice to her and all that#it’s not fair why must I cater to her cruelty#and she is cruel even tho she’s so much younger than me#she’s so cruel and rude and mean and she actually hits me really hard and I just have to sit there and take it#and everything’s always my fault#my mum started siding with me briefly acting like the two sides thing for like a year#then she’s back to how she was before#like this girl gets away with things because apparently she’s a baby she’s almost TWELVE#I can’t do this anymore#I never could’ve ever gotten away with these things even if I wanted to#like I’m so numb to her to all of them when they say those things I just accept the fact that it’ll always be like this#but logically speaking it’s NOT FAIR#my mum can say I’m her favourite all she wants but she’s a liar and she doesn’t even know it herself#or she does and she’s lying#oh why am I even complaining at this point#why haven’t I given up already on her on both of them#my sister is scary because she gets everything#if only my mum aborted her too along with the other two#please I’d have such a better life with so much less trauma
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Getting excited to see a ship fic for Dean with literally any other character only for it to turn out that the character is now inexplicably abusive and Cas has to come in and save Dean from them
#I just wanted to read about denny… why is that fucking angel here#GET OUT-#making me mad at character I like even tho it’s not their fault#and I can’t just filter out d3stiel cause a lot of people cross tag and I’ll miss out on fics that only feature past or one sided des#btw only writing d3stiel weirdly just for sake of tumblr tags#I really dont mind the ship this post is just clearly not meant for that audience and I dont wanna clog their tag#tho I can’t say they’ve ever done me that service- BUT ANYWAYS#yapping#video#forgot about this part of being in a fandom… ough… not once have I ever missed it#ranting#<- adding this so you can filter my complaining out
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before#but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know#but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we#i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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jesus christ i’m so tired of seeing posts making fun of my psychical features
#drew posts#i know i don’t really have a right to complain#because those features (blond hair#blueish eyes)#are conventionally attractive#but damn. i’ve been told my eyes are creepy my entire life and i go on tumblr and i get made fun of their#and while i’ve never been made fun of for being blond#it just feels shitty to be made fun of for something i can’t control even tho i wish i could
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Gonna try to work on the fifteen pages preview to release them later. I’m not even halfway through writing this chapter man
But on the bright side- we are almost 50% through the story!
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that felt like the longest day in my life
the lectures. hour long per each one. it’s only 5 and I’m ready to go to bed
#that plus some guys were being transphobic to my friend#or me?? I honestly can’t really tell sometimes ppl do think I’m a girl#and I did have my nails done#I just feel bad for him bc he didn’t hear it n he’s only been out a few months#I really hope it doesn’t discourage him or make him want to hide#anyways. day 1 update#might draw some more ; might lay in bed and rot#it was actually fun tho. and I learned a lot#i just like complaining
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now i have to drag jesminder’s pregnancy out until MARCH??
#oh well#not really complaining#it’s not like i post consistently anyway i just don’t have that much time to play#so honestly yeah that seems abt right lol#i am v excited tho i can’t wait to play w lil babes
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