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yknow the fact that my tiny doodle of edward elric got so many notes is actually pretty great because it turns out he is very fun to draw
#evie rambles#sorry i have pretty much not been on here at all#ive just been really tired lately i suppose#no energy to tumblr alas#i blame my cold#which is getting better haha#also i got a bloody nose in the middle of the night for some reason#so that was weird#idk why im posting this help#i need sleep but i already slept#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh#i need to keysmash verbally rn
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HOYOFAIR : The engines are heated, and we have our racers, technicians, and a... poet!? 2 days left, stay tuned to HoYoFair2024!
#genshin impact#hoyofair#kaveh#albedo#tighnari#venti#WHEN I TELL YOU MY JAW LITERALLY DROPPED#LKKE ACTUALLY#he's so modest he went to the back because he shines so brightly anyways#stop okay I wasn't the only one affected I don't need to blame it on how sick I am this cold kills me ughhh#but not as much as he kills me wth 😭#even albedos VA was simping on twitter I was dying HAHA#gi kaveh#gi venti#gi albedo#gi tighnari#genshin#official art#genshin official art#teehee I increased the quality of the pics#genshin icons#gi icons
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the weight of family and the pull of gravity
#those are song lyrics listen im running out of dramatic one liners to use as captions HGFJKD#i like the DRAMA!! the DEVASTATION!!!! if it doesnt feel fitting to the emotional weight i feel then i will DISINTEGRATE ON THE SPOT#the pic looks more saturated as i post it than it does in photoshop so hmmmgh not sure how the balance will be? c'est la vie it's j for me#u can rip those fuckign birds from my cold dead hands. i wont give them up. sleepie made fun of me for my bird motifs BUT I LIKE THEM#I NEEDED THEM FOR THE COMP IT GGRGAGAHAHHH#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#twst spoilers#ch 7 spoilers#oh yea i wanna make an animatic to that song once ch7 is done. maybe.. i fucking HATE making animatics but its SOOOOO SILVER#blame lettie its her fault#suntails
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hear me out: you, me, dennis, and god all know he looks good in lingerie, but maybe he's a little bit unsure what mac "the problem is you're into all that early 80s glam rock femme shit; definitely had masc4masc in his grindr profile" mcdonald will think of it
#macdennis#macdennis fanart#still probably ooc but i don't care lol#this was mostly just an early bday/christmas present to myself but hopefully you can enjoy it as well~#the time for lingerie dennis has finally come#the softest i've drawn them so far lol#the headcanon is that dennis just springs shit that he wants on mac instead of talking about it#that way if it backfires he can blame it all on mac being an idiot#but not this time reynolds------#i have a very confident victoria torturing mac comic in the works to make up for this don't worry#rob can pry mac calling him “den” out of my cold dead little paws#machinegoods#suggestive
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god wait kaito saying that maki isn't a cold blooded killer after her talent got exposed wasn't even like him wanting to see the best in everyone.
the first motive was literally carte blanche to kill someone with no repercussions. maki easily could've found someone alone or hell could've just killed someone right at the strategy meeting in chapter 1 and left if she wanted to. but even with a lack of repercussions and the possibility of returning to the orphanage she still didn't want to kill anyone
#it is a little bit funny how everyones like oh my god she was planning to Jeff The Kill us!!#when both previous murders had been committed by Not Her.#like if she really was some stone cold murderer with a disregard for human life she'd be outta here by now#of course i dont blame them for freaking out over the Ultimate Assassin being part of their group#it's just a little funny#kaito momota#maki harukawa
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Why do you think the tides have slightly turned from "Elia deserves better than Rhaegar" to shipping her and Rhaegar together? Like what is the psychology behind these people because I've seen some of them like/reblog anti Rhaegar posts while also shipping Rhaegar x Elia at the same time.
hey anon! my thoughts are a bit messy, but i’ve done my best to explain them coherently :)
so, rhaegar was the best man anyone could have when elia was alive, and most people want the best for their favs. he was considered the most handsome, didn’t have a bad personality, and he was crown prince—meaning elia was almost queen, which is often seen as the greatest role a woman can have. the narrative also treats rhaegar as a beautiful, tragic, haunting figure, and elia actually had this very aesthetically pleasing man all to herself at one point! she was married to him, had children with him, and her life was so close to perfect! but rhaegar just had to go and ruin it. 😠
for many elia stans, if rhaegar hadn’t fallen in love with another woman (they want him to have been a completely different character), then everything would’ve been perfect, and elia would’ve had the best, most desirable life. however, that’s not what happened—elia met a very tragic end, and as a result, these stans feel double the bitterness. because of this bitterness, they blame rhaegar for everything (even though it’s not logical to do so), but he’s just too ‘perfect’ to let go of. so, for years these stans have made rhaegar revolve around elia, filling his tag with posts about her out of bitterness. so, i do believe that this obsession with rhaegar x elia has always been there, but i think it’s become a more favorable stance on the elia stan side of the fandom because of a mix of reasons.
plus, rhaegar is one of the few canon relationships we know elia had, since she’s not much of a character. because of this, and the fact that most people don’t like to stray too far from canon, most elia stans are forced to focus on rhaegar, which has created an echo chamber. basically, if a sentiment about elia and rhaegar’s relationship becomes popular, then the whole elia stan side of the fandom will likely regurgitate the sentiment. (also, this desire to stick close to canon is likely why the elia x arthur ship was so popular. while it’s a total crack ship, it had good aesthetics, and since elia and arthur at least knew each other, it allowed the stans to create their perfect fanfiction whilst sticking it to rhaegar. but remember, elia was actually married to rhaegar and had children with him, so while arthur is cool, rhaegar was always ‘top dog,’ meaning arthur would never be able to match up to rhaegar to most elia stans. also, the arthur x elia crack ship is likely her second most popular ship, which just shows how little elia stans have to work with, so they’re always forced to eventually return back to rhaegar for a lot of things.)
however, even if the elia x rhaegar ship gains more popularity, these stans will never stop hating rhaegar because he wasn’t ‘perfect’—and he wasn’t perfect because he didn’t love elia. plus, rhaegar loving another woman and supposedly kidnapping her is what began the war that led to elia’s tragic death. that’s bitterness times 1000. and while i don’t actually blame rhaegar for the war, i do think that this is how an elia stan sees it. i also don’t view rhaegar’s complex relationship with elia as a bad thing—it’s actually a very realistic take on an arranged marriage between two decent people. but most elia stans will never be able to get over the fact that they almost had everything, which is why many have it out for lyanna, as they consider her a thief who ruined their ‘perfection.’
tbh, that might be why so many elia stans are so obsessed with the idea that rhaegar only got with lyanna because of the prophecy—they don’t want to believe that rhaegar actually loved a different woman and not their perfect self insert elia. that’s a bit mean of me… but i don’t know what else one would call the ‘elia’ elia stans have created.
now that i’ve laid all those thoughts out, i’ll try to explain why the tides seem to be turning… i think it may have something to do with the ‘targaryens are all evil and bad’ sentiment losing popularity. i think this shift has occurred due to a mix of factors, such as years of fandom fights and fandom cycles leading to the targs being more liked now than before. it helps that canon doesn’t actually condemn the targs/favors them quite a bit, and the influx of new targ fans from HOTD has also contributed. this combination of reasons seems to have shifted the way the mainstream fandom discusses all the targaryen characters, including rhaegar. so, with this shift, it’s only natural that some elia stans/elia x rhaegar shippers—who’ve always been there—are using this opportunity to push their agenda. while these stans still hate rhaegar and see him as the bad guy, they just can’t let go of him. and as the mainstream fandom moves away from the anti targaryen sentiment, these smaller corners of the fandom, which tend to be echo chambers, are also affected, which has therefore led to a rise in rhaegar x elia shippers and the ‘shifting tide’ that you’ve also noticed.
#‘if only rhaegar did this’ is a very common sentiment amongst elia stans#most stans have always had the ‘if only’ mindset#‘if only elia survived’ easily leads to ‘if only rhaegar didn’t run off with his whore’ as the targs become less hated#it’s kinda a pipeline? rhaegar anti plus elia stan leads to rhaegar x elia shipper who still hates rhaegar#another reason that a lot of this happens is because elia and the martells plus dorne are the good ‘others’ a person can like#while the targaryens are the ‘bad others’ one can safely hate as they’re white & have a bit of demon symbolism + come from an ‘evil’ empire#the targs also ruled over everyone so a lot of fans like pushing all the blame onto them for all the problems#however the targs are cool and they’re hot af and being royalty is the best! so they’re the ‘bad others’ one can safely hate#but people still want their aesthetic and want their favs to have what the targs had. all the cool magic + the aesthetic + danys monikers#so people can convince themselves that it’s okay and logical and right to hate the targs but most ppl will still connect their favs to them#of course… things have been shifting in the fandom which i’m very happy about#and all of these sentiments are combined and compressed when it comes to rhaegar and elias relationship#so any big shift on how the fandom views the targs will always affect the way rhaegar and elias relationship is viewed#it just so happens that the targs aren’t the evil dragon nazis anymore so it’s kinda okay for elia stans to ship him with her#i’m not gonna go through my tags and make sure they make sense so i’m simply hoping for the best#anyways… i hope i didn’t digress too much. i just found this shift so interesting so i couldn’t help myself#asoiaf fandom critical#anti elia stans#rhaegar targaryen#anti rhaegar x elia#house targaryen#valyrianscrolls#pro rhaelya#lyanna stark#rhaegar x lyanna#anon ask#thanks anon this was a fun topic to cover#i recently found a really old post about both elia and lyanna and boy… it was quite discusting to read#elia stans kinda cycle from ‘elia deserved better x crack ship with shallow aesthetic’ back to elia x rhaegar while shitting on rhaelya#just know that rhaegar is always the bad guy to them! the sentiment on lyanna will go from hot to cold but rhaelya is always bad as well!
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not people on that godforsaken ex-bird app having a mass hysteria over the existence of rpf fics... god is this how ancient civilizations felt before dying out?
#i wholeheartedly blame tiktok and pandemic for everything that happened with fandom spaces#how i miss the times when the word “fanfic” was a sacred knowledge#i need a time machine#and a gun probably#you can pry my silly little rpf ships from my cold dead hands#ao3#lestappen#minsung#hyunlix#yoonmin#rpf
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reminding myself that Nurm is actually just a cluster of cubes and not this silly goober I imagined 😖😖
#He looks so much warmer 😞#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm nurm#nurm mcsm#mcsm fanart#Lemme just say I was fighting for my LIFE drawing him accurately#I can't do cubes y'all#Also I'm convinced the colours are wrong no way is he that cold and dead looking#Blaming the render I colour picked from 🫵#What do you mean my design isn't cannon aha yeah it is that's Nurm#He told me himself guys trust me 🤞#By the way I just wanna tell y'all#I love rambling in hashtags so much#Why isn't this a big thing on other social medias I'm on#On tiktok we don't even get spaces!!! No spaces#I have to tag stuff like “mcsmnurm”#???#That's so impractical#Born to be a yapper forced to use tiktok
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it's really a little devastating to me. like i thought about it earlier, and it's so devastating that when the demons, all of these demons, die - nothing is left of them. they disappear. entirely. to become stars, rain and snow. there's nothing to bury. their loved one has nothing to hold as they pass, only an armful of faint memory of the feel.
zhuyan, ying lei, lilun, qing geng, fei... all of them.
at the same time, what broke my heart the most about bai jiu's death was that his body remained. the fact that we were seeing the little kid's dead, motionless body. the fact that there was a body to carry, to bury. and because of, bai jiu's death was the most terrible one for me, i could barely handle it. it was just . .. heartbreaking.
it's just.
thoughts.
so many thoughts.
#fangs of fortune#honestly i can blame these on the cold#its winter and its triggering my feelings about fof
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S3 WIP I finally finished THANK GOD- ‼️anyway let Wukong and MK hug with both arms‼️
#the style and brush change half way through the video lmao#don’t blame me it’s been months#it’s a miracle I finished this smh#you can pry their shifu tudi relationship from my cold dead hands#qi xiaotian#lmk sun wukong#lego monkie kid#my art
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Too tired to write a deep analysis post rn but do you think there’s some significance in EC carving EC on his sea chest (maybe/possibly at the beginning of the voyage) -> “Hickey” carving Hickey and CH on the Hickey knife (maybe/possibly sometime in mutiny camp/after the walkout)?? Like he carves his old name/initials on stuff when he’s becoming someone new or starting a new chapter. Carves EC into his sea chest as they set off -> casts off EC’s identity to become Cornelius Hickey. Carves Hickey onto his knife once he’s in mutiny camp -> casts off any name/identity to (attempt and obviously fail to) become Tuunbaq’s shaman. Reconfigure reinvent rearrange etc etc. Does this make any sense or is this just a bunch of words thrown together
#bc we know he carves ec onto his seachest#and the knife he’s using is supposed to be the hickey knife artifact#(famous for having. well. ‘hickey’ carved into it)#and the show establishes him taking the knife from terror’s silverware chest before carnivale. so it’s not like he took it from OG hickey#maybe he just. likes to carve his initials into stuff. i mean it seems fun i can’t blame him#anyways going back to bed now gonna try and force myself to stop thinking about my cold blorbos. no easy feat! :-)#cornelius hickey#the terror
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The cape wrapping was too much for me I have to leave
#silver sending stones#cr spoilers#cr 3 e 108#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#he probably watched the loom and was like “this is what i signed up for. forever.”#dorym#i do not know how to feel#because this came at the end of such a harsh moment from orym?#he killed fearnes dad which will eat him alive for the rest of his life#he just yelled at everyone because theyre still not understanding that the gods leaving is not going to leave exandria as it was.#he is literally so spent.#hes so tired#and so guilty#(oh i have to update my list of things orym blames hinself for)#and as hes yelling. as hes pleading with his friends to see the calamity that will happen if the gods are gone.#he floats over to dorian.#arguably his biggest opposition#and when hes done. when hes tired himself out. he leans on dorian.#he leans on dorian probably with no expectations of reciprocation. he just. needs dorian in that moment.#and dorian. who has been fighting to get rid of the gods since they took opal and killed hia brother. who wants them gone more than anything#wraps orym in his cloak. a protective wing around him. a warm. same place for him to lean. to rest. even running his hands through his hair.#they have been fighting since dorian came back. theyve been on the opposite sides of each discussion. each argument. and yet#orym still finds comfort in dorian. and dorians still affectionate towards orym.#id like to believe they slept in the same bed that night. after weeks of... finding reasons not to.#theyre clean and newly dry and slightly cold and maybe Orym finds a bed and curls up alone because fearne isnt there. but she hasnt been#for a while. and he doesnt take up the whole bed. he cant. but he doesnt expect someone to join him.#and then when the lights are off and the crickets are chirping and the faint screaming of a new bush to lull him to sleep. his door opens.#he doesnt get up because he knows hes safe in the manor. despite how scary it is. hes fearnes friend and has a deal with nana.#so he doesnt move. he feels cool. soft skin on his back and arms wrapping around him. to protect him. to comfort him
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guess who's spending christmas w us this yr
#blame my brother#!!!!!#whenever im like 'ouhh i wanna do this... 2 bad i cant'#hes like 'yes u can. js do it bruh'#hes annoying but hes nice sumtimes like that :3#n e wayz now we have rc on da tree#keeping us warm this cold cold christmas....#weezer#rivers cuomo
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idk man
somethin somethin cannibalism being used as a metaphor for love somethin somethin
solar loving sun so much and so intensely that he couldnt stop himself from tearing sun apart and eating him. hes so hungry and he hates himself so much but sun is just so pretty covered in his own oil and his wires ripped apart. solar needs to devour sun whole and leave nothing left but a trail of black oil. he wants to show sun how much he loves him by ripping him apart. he cant stop his own hunger and he wishes he could stop but once he started he just couldnt resist. a hateful mix of telling sun that itll be okay, to just hold on a bit longer and let him eat a bit more, and wanting to rip suns battery out so his pain goes away faster. at the very end he just curls up inside suns empty frame, hugging himself and wanting to rip out his own wires for wut horrible things hes just done. just all he hopes is that someone puts him out of his misery bc he knows hes already done the worst he couldve done
#birdcage rambles#sun and moon show#sams#the sun and moon show#tsams#tw cannibalism#tw gore#more described than anything#tw violence#solar x sun#sun x solar#u can pry them out of my cold dead hands#xero i blame u btw#i went a bit insane
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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"
ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️
#rye.txt#I'll be fine lol#the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad#so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow#god. what the hell did I even eat#leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad#(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that#hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad#otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food#BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg#ough. why can't I be normallllll#I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person#and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague#but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone#I don't knowwww i don't know#I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies#ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE#(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working#and I didn't have a physical key to use#so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head#and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family#which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them#anyway. today was sort of shitty#but mostly I only have myself to blame#did not structure my day well enough
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It's 2am and I have a thought.
What if Tommy "my attention?" Kinard, knew that he wasn't Bucks one and only because he knows who Buck was truly jealous with back in Buck, Bothered and Bewildered?
What if he knows that once Buck figures it out, he won't be able to compete against Eddie "I put you in my will" Diaz.
WHAT IF he really was protecting his heart because he knows that Bucks already belongs to someone else!!??
(I might be delulu but who isn't on this god forsaken app)
#if buddie doesnt happen i might quit fandom#or tumblr#ima go cold turkey#the withdrawls will be insane but at least ill get my sanity back#i do blame tumblr for introducing me to 911#im sending yall my therapy bill#buddie#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 spoilers#buck x eddie
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