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*cracks knuckles*
My beta, our beloved mer, is at her finals guys, so it the mean while...
Remember this on Chapter 7 of TLRA? (The wedding chap). This is not a willy nilly name I put; it is a reference to furina’s constellation 5
This constellation is refrencing a line "Conosco il nome dello straniero! Il suo nome è..." taken from a play called "Turandot."
"Turandot" is a play whose origin of name derives from the Persian word "Turandokht" (توراندخت, 'daughter of Turan'). Turan is region, once part of the Persian empire; so I have taken it upon myself to make the play refrencable in genshin– taking the etymology of the name and apply it to tevyat.
Thus, the name of the play becomes "daughter of Avidya," refrencing a region in sumeru.
Avidya in itself means ignorance. The play "Turandot" is about a Chinese princess with suitors; so... guess who is the "princess turandot" in TLRA?
#☁️ - preachings of the priestess#☁️◝ the holy codice: the laws regarding attraction#i am very proud of myself yeah
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Very silly idea I had a couple months ago + good pose practice 😜🦆
#DuckTales#Lena Sabrewing#Violet Sabrewing#Sabrewing sisters#my art#my comics#breaking the fourth wall#duckblr#for the record Vi's book is a “Top (however many) book of spices” XD#and their clothes are inspired by some of my own personal favs!#Lena's is kinda an Artemis/shuttle twist on my NASA shirt (that I totally cut the sleeves off to make a muscle tank :))#(also: Lena's little Webby bow phone charm!! 🥹💝)#Vi's shirt is based off of a shirt my bro gave me as a birthday gift#mine's of the Earth and the Moon dancing together (it's literally an Astro Dance and it makes me so happy! 😄🥰)#I gave Vi the Sun! :D#and her shorts are a very simple version of a pair of red shorts that I have that are arguably my fav pair and I call them “lava shorts”#in other happenings I ran 5.04 miles today for the first time and I am SORE but also so proud of myself bc yeah I did that! 😊❤️#anyway enjoy the sillies! XD
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"From triumph to failure is but one step."
+ the usual
I love when I can include paper sketches in the process gif. It's very satisfying to see it progress from a very vague imagining of what was in my head to the finished project.
+ version without text
My favorite sketch was definitely the one where I actually put in words what it's supposed to convey. I wouldn't usually write that down, cause it's all in my head, but it was useful to do so when sending it to other people. I'll go into it more but here it is just as a teaser:
Lmao first of all, I like how I was teasing "Spanish GP" art, but as per usual, it's just thinly veiled au art. IM SORRY, I'M NOT INTERESTED IN MAKING GENERAL POSTERS, THAT'S NO FUN! So instead you will get weirdly relevant matador au art. I like it a lot though, I was really shocked I was able to draw 3 different Fernandos, I mean even drawing one figure takes a lot out of me, but this was weirdly easy?? I think it's just the effect of not being burnt out anymore, and actually being able to draw with more ease makes me feel like a god.
Okay, so the text: "Fight or Flight?" I'll be honest, I don't even remember why I chose it, literally came to me in a vision 😭 But I think it's fitting with the narrative of this piece. Is it better to keep going on, keep fighting, or better to finally give up, and flee? Not that I even remotely think he should give up, but I feel like sometimes I can sense him pondering this very question. That was the big fear before he announced that he re-signed. Keep fighting and maybe, just maybe, you'll get the chance to finally go up against the bull again. Or accept it's an uphill battle and the fighting is going to keep getting more and more strenous, and maybe it's time to put down the sword. SORRY THIS IS SO ANGSTY FOR WHAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE "yayyyy home race!!!" Please forgive me <3
I. Renault
At some point, someone pointed out to me that I had drawn all other iterations of matador Fernando with a sword, except for Renault Fernando, and that ended up feeling very poignant to me. In a bull fighting match, they really only pull out the sword at the last minute to deliver the killing blow. So I think it's important to never draw this Fernando with a sword, because it shows the unfailing confidence and stability he has at that point. He only needs to pull out the sword at the end, as a formality almost, there's no reason for him to keep his guard up at all times.
II. Ferrari
Meanwhile this Fernando, he's considering his sword like he hasn't had to in the past. He's checking the sharpness, making sure in advance he can do what needs to be done. He's on guard, he feels like he needs to keep up his defenses at all times because he doesn't have that same amount of trust and stability anymore. He knows though he will be up against the (red) bull, at least that's never in question. At least there's the assurance he'll get the chance to fight.
III. Aston
Oh, Aston Fernando....He doesn't know whether to take up his sword or finally put it down for the last time. While at least Ferrari Fernando knows he's on constant guard against the bull, this Fernando doesn't even have that assurance anymore. He feels like he can never put down the sword, just in case he gets the chance to strike the killing blow on the bull, which feels like it's growing more and more unlikely.
Spanish flag: ? Lmao this was meant to be something to celebrate Fernando's home race and it turned very introspective whoops. Also got the Napoleon quote in there hahaha, can't escape it!! Shame though there is no French gp anymore, if so I'd probably draw an unhinged thing for it :,(
#woooo yeah totally a spanish gp poster sure sure.....#idk i cant pretend to be relevant. i just wanted to draw matadors bcs it was spain gp wknd#maybe next year ill draw him as the prince of asturias#very proud of the narrative of this though#I do think it's very relavant to the story of his career and his relationship to the spanish gp#see i even downloaded a special font! sdjkglr#also do let me know which is your fav Nando on this poster!!!! <3#even tho the aston nando is lowkey the reason behind this whole poster. im super smitten with renault nando#i wonder which fernando would be 'freeze'#also i swear one day im gonna accidentally stab myself with the big ass sword i use to take ref pics for matador au#HOPE THIS ISNT TOO SAD EVEN THO I KNOW IT IS!!!#i mean it was never really supposed to be triumphant. more just *heavy thoughts*#but the lacklustre results and the fact that i feel like i havent even seen nando that much this wknd fueled the depressing read more#i am not immune to being overly dramatic and angsty </3#hey you never know man maybe this will work as reverse psychology and he'll do well in a couple hours!! we'll see...#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#matador au#2024 spanish gp#fa14
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Dean Winchester – Somebody To Love - [ on Youtube ]
A mini character study of my favorite canonical bisexual; a look at his "potential for love in all places" and the people he lost; and a tribute to the greatest love story of all time.
In five minutes :)
#supernatural amv#spn amv#bisexual dean winchester#bi dean winchester#destiel amv#bi dean amv#destiel#deancas#supernatural video edit#spn video edit#dean winchester is bi#how many ways can I say this and how many tags can I use? I'm not sorry#I taught myself how to video edit because I needed this video to exist. I am very proud of it okay#dean is bi#in canon! in the real life! wow I love him#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#char makes videos#except I might retire after having just done this one because it took so long lmfaaooo. (I mean yeah right but I'm at least taking a break)#anyway. some thoughts: the transition between deanbenny and drowley is my pride and joy#so is the 'I just gotta get out of this prison cell' etc sequence#and the match cut with sam and dean younger and older in the impala#and of course lining up the urban cowboy clips!#thank you for watching and pls feel free to reblog because I would like many people to get to enjoy this <3#I might (maybe. possibly.) have vague plans to do an spn and spnwin mirroring edit at some point... perhaps.............#also if I ever did a Cas character study video I know what it would be. but I don't hate myself enough to go through all that work. YET.#woooo new magnum opus
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-
(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)
(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)
(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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just wanted to leave my watercolor koala oscar portrait here :)
#formula 1#f1#oscar piastri#op81#mclaren#oscar my beloved#look i am in NO WAY good at arts#i’m 100% a stem girly who almost failed my last hs art class (over a decade ago)#BUT i find coloring a very good hobby for my anxious brain#and this one lady on tiktok inspired me to try some watercolor#so yeah here we are#i’m pretty proud of it/myself ngl#i just realized i basically never made art unless it was mandatory#so its a great improvement#fanart#???? i guess
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Try, try, try to understand he's a magic man 🔮🎸
#this is wiggly and messy but!! i am actually very proud of this!!!!#it looks like jake!!!#only one sketch layer!!#i am trying to get better at being kind to myself bout my art this year so YEAH#the stomach especially.....hes got a hot bod jake ily hiii#gvf#greta van fleet#jake kiszka#myart#greta van art
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insecure about a part of your body? just imagine ghost, soap, gaz, whoever fits the bill, pressing their lips to the flesh without a second thought. imagine them groaning into your skin as though they can't believe that this is theirs, that you're with them.
try to imagine how it would feel as they sink their teeth into the skin, as though trying to consume you because simply touching you is no longer enough. listening to how they whisper praise in awe and reverence, quiet enough you know it's not for you, loud enough to know that your body is such a marvel to them that they cannot help but voice it.
they worship you, regardless of your own opinion. not a moment goes by where they don't find you sexy, where they don't look at you and melt. in every scenario, they will always find a way to make you feel loved, cherished, and seen.
and on the days you really can't face yourself, on those days where the cruel whispers creep on your subconscious and grip your mind like a vice, they'll be there. steadfast and constant, they will be there.
#☁︎⋅writing#me vs writing things to bring me comfort#all my insecure bitches say YEAH!#all my insecure bitches say ''I am worthy of respect and love - not just from others - but from myself''#all my beautiful insecure loves who are trying so hard but feel trapped in a cycle say:#''just because it isn't working right now does not make me a failure - and does not mean that it will never work''#this shit's rough#but it will not last forever#as my beloved hozier says#all things end#just because it feels impossible right now does not mean you will never succeed#you're doing incredibly#and im very proud of you <33#simon ghost riley#ghost mw2#soap mactavish#soap mw2#könig cod#konig#gaz mw2#kyle gaz garrick#captain john price
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Little Dreamer Boy 💤
#joseph king of dreams#yosef#the old testament#???#idrk how to tag this#probably my most dramatic shifts in fixations so far-#(The wheat feilds inspired by Van Gough and his painting of wheat feilds)#Like A Christmas Carol then the Bible#I dont know if they have any correlation but i'm not against it#spent way too long on this#But I am very proud of myself!#anyways yeah lil dreamer in the wheat feilds love him#bible fanart#my art
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the funniest thing that always happens to me is that every time we have a customer who doesn't speak polish and they ask me if i speak english i'm like "no, i don't think i do" only to realize a few minutes later that i do, in fact, speak english
#maybe it's because i'm just always super anxious about my skills#or maybe it's the fact that it barely happens so i don't have many opportunities to talk to people in english#so when somebody asks me about it i'm always like “um i do speak english but just a little”#and yet here i am running a fucking blog where i write a lot of shitposts every single day#all of them in english#it's so funny to me cause obviously no one knows this#and i had a customer today and he bought diamond earrings for his girlfriend and our entire conversation was in english#and he even complimented me at the end which was very nice#and my manager was like “oh you speak english? i only understood him when he said bye bye” LMAO#YES LOOKS LIKE I DO SPEAK ENGLISH AFTER ALL#jdsfjewhif i'm sorry i never really talk about this but today i feel like i want to#like every single time i have a conversation in english i'm so fucking proud of myself for being brave enough to speak another language#in front of a stranger#i know i make a lot of mistakes but still#i'm always so fucking proud of myself. for no reason. i just am#anyway the guy was really nice and i guess it's safe to say he made my day#which doesn't happen very often i usually hate my customers#so yeah#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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End of summer 🤍
#for the mems#journals#my face#been feeling a mix of emotions lately but mostly v grateful happy & excited#being 26 has been good for me#I don’t think i’ve ever been this comfortable being by myself as I currently am#which really pinpoints how much i’ve grown in the past year (more specifically the past six months)#i’m like rediscovering who I am?? it’s so strange but also so fun#very proud of myself#so yeah—done oversharing haha
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i’m sure tomorrow will be a downright horrific day in turn bc i ate like complete shit today AND didn’t get groceries for the weekend. but i just want to treasure feeling like i’ve achieved something…
#been really struggling (in general lol but specifically) w like lasting senses of achievement?#it felt like each fic i posted i got less and less of a period of wow im so proud of myself i Did That after#similar vibes w work but it’s so much worse w anything i do for me. for fun.#and now we’ve spiraled down the point where literally nothing was giving me a sense of success and in turn i’m not#doing anything/finishing anything that would give me that sense of success bc it all felt fucked#so . trying to luxuriate . in this sense of . yeah i did something that used to be easy and is now hard no matter how small#bc it was hard. and i did it.#this is all very silly but now i am in bed and it is a Reward.. and i am sleepy as fuck
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happy birthday! I just wanted to let you know that I came across this account after seeing this sick horror piece of old time churches, decinding to follow the page, and then realising that it was the same artist who'd written that sick comic on time travelling werewolves and vampires which I'd lost. and they're both t4t too ! effervescent
thank you!
Honestly it is an extremely unfamiliar reality that someone could know me from multiple different things... Not sure what to do with that but I'm glad to have impacted you in small ways and I hope to continue to do so! So thanks for being here, I'm glad that fate brought us back together haha
#honestly I never know what to say to things like this#its so kind...#there's also some kind of. there's a lot of feelings around it#the goal of an artist is to touch peoples lives in small ways. imperceptible ways really...#and I guess I never think of myself as doing that. I just think of myself as intending to do that#because thinking of myself as someone who IS feels like a great level of responsibility that I'm not sure I'm quite ready or qualified for#but I am! I've been making comics for years and I've like indisputably influenced the lives of thousands of people#and I take that extremely seriously. even though its a silly little comic its very dear to me and I am very proud of what I do#and so. thank you for sharing this#I'm being very dramatic. I'm aware LMAO#idk! just like woag my stuff is out there...#people remember it... man... thats just unreal#dickensians#asks#just another reminder of why I work so hard to make something 'good'#to me it's about making something that is worth the love people are giving it#because you're all so so so important#and you deserve something wonderful#and so I'm just doing my best to make something that feels wonderful. as much as I'm capable of haha#so. yeah...#just reminds me how important it is and why I do what I do.#thank you
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ive had an. Intersting relationship with my aromanticism honestly.
#like i have KNOWN im asexual ever since 5th grade#literally i learned what the term meant and went Oh yeah thats me#i deadass didnt even know what the word lesbian meant at the time#i just knew that described me#but also. i thought at the time that it meant romantic attraction#i was young and didnt rlly understand what the difference was (and i know its very nuanced and hard to distinguish to begin with)#but ever since then i havent even questioned my asexuality. Im sure about that#but ive been soo back and forth on being aro#even to this day i question if i like people platonically or romantically#i start to doubt myself a lot and feel like im faking it and then i hear an allo person talk about what crushes feel like and i realize im#aro again though LOLL#i dont know. My stepmom doesnt think aroace people are real so i am very proud of myself out of spite#especially not aros#im just yapping here. I love being aro and the older i get the more i love it#i am in a romantic relationship with another aroace person and both of us are so confused and i think thats awesome actually#i dont care that i dont feel what people always described as romantic feelings toward others because i can love people in so many other way#if any other confused aros are reading this i love you. we are so cool :)
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this is so random but im like......much more gayer / queerer / dykeyer than i was like 2 years ago like it's crazy
#*#and im like......so much more comfortable with myself#in the sense that yeah i was comfortable being a lesbian and nonbinary but i had SUCHH imposter syndrome like#i was like 'damn am i faking it wtf' and now im like....nah im a fag ERFGFHNGFHGRGFH like it's such a difference#this is also what taking classes on queer culture does to a mf like i use to be one of those 'no leather at pride!!!' mfs#and after learning why and more about queer culture and the ppl who came before me ive just...idk im just gay and im very PROUD <33333#idk why puppy dan has made me reflect on my journey as a they lesbian but......yeah idk esrtfytfdghj#what dangender does to a mf
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Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:
Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#lok malina#still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now#and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that#don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before#to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021#because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing#but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence#anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he#*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character#for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop#I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like#I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her#if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet#okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself#lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer#about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long#this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh#I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out#*surprising#less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know#anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous#her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this#and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning#I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭#I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb#okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary:#she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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