#i am still sobbing
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Sooo who was going to tell me there was new DSMP lore? No one?
(will be posting my thoughts when I'll have calmed down)
#dsmp#dream smp#jack manifold#tommyinnit#i sobbed#i am still sobbing#fym the epilogue.#they makes me so sad#TOMMY WAS ALONE THE ENTIRE TIME WITH ONLY A SHEEP#jack gambling nonstop for like years is so real though#im sobbing#im going insane#oh my god#wow
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I don't blame Aziraphale for his decision (he is an angel, of course he wants to do good and make heaven a better place), but man do I feel bad for Crowley.
Imagine trying to work up the courage to tell someone how you feel for 6000+ years, and when you finally do it you get rejected, despite knowing they feel the same.
He must be hurting, and I just want to give him a hug.
#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens s2#ineffable husbands#aziraphale x crowley#aziraphale#crowley#i am still sobbing#there better be another season
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thank you for being so wonderful and accepting of a now canon fact HAHAHAH. expect something in return soon :) -🍊
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I feel threatened....😓😥
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@matriiiarch said : “if one of us is going to survive... i'd rather it be you!”
vertigo thumps her, ravaging the usually well-prepared addams. a weight on her chest as she carefully watches the imposter. she thought she had it all figured out, every move, like when she used to play tic tac toe with pugsley, all probabilities had been taken into account and wednesday always won – the prize consisting in torturing the loser for an indefinite amount of time. somewhere among the lines, wednesday’s probabilities became flawed and it all came up to this very moment.
there’s a lump in her throat which makes it hard to breathe. she’s used to torture and near death experiences are ordinary in the household. but not this time. this was real. and the knife twisting her insides was nothing but wednesday’s fault. she fancied it when debbie attempted to murder them all – it was an honorable death in mass, one which would’ve gone down in history. laurel gates was now threatening wednesday and with whom else but her mother. gates hit a nerve and it was displayed in her posture. fingers shaking, breathing accelerated, eyes watering.
the most detrimental situation a villain could find themselves into is to stand in front of a raging addams. unpredictableness is what defines wednesday, fueled with each passing moment with more wrath. she’s plagued but what is plague doing? it either kills or it’s killed. time stands still for a little while, wednesday throwing one more glance at her mother. regret glinting within those dark hues of hers. wednesday’s face twitches and twists to form a smile. genuine. the scene morbid as it is, albeit wednesday’s visage was the scariest scene of them all. she doesn’t smile often, if ever – fact is, she could count on her fingers the amount of times she smiled at anyone. but this was directed for morticia. despite petty differences and a need to be anything but her mother, wednesday would’ve died for her.
the grinning psychopath releases herself from the handcuffs earlier put on her, bolting in front of her mother, facing away from gates whose sword pierced wednesday. she hadn’t shed a tear since her beloved scorpion died. until now. one tear rolls down her cheek, grin still intact. “si l'un de nous doit survivre... je préfère que ce soit toi, mère.” trembling voice exclaims, if one of us is going to survive… it’d rather it be you, mother. she doesn’t know what’s going to happen next, but standing there, looking at her mother, admiring her, dying for her. it’s worth it. the weight on her chest has faded, she’s feeling liberated. no one died because of her yet another day. her fate wasn’t as terrible as she thought it was – she died protecting what she loved, who she loved the most.
#matriiiarch#♱ wednesday + morticia ⸻ i'm not you mother.#i was sobbing#i am still sobbing#wednesday loves tish no one can tell me otherwise
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As somebody who has struggled with mental health all of their life and still does, Jinx's romance with Ekko means the world to me.
I'm sick and tired of people considering mentally ill people just "not interested in love" or, on the other side, "not healthy enough to be loved". Which is utterly stupid. Ekko falling for Powder but clearly showing signs of wanting to learn more about Jinx and on his way to love her too, realizing that her damaged past and issues do change her but she's still his girl. It's brilliant writing.
He can't be a savior to her, because there's nothing to save. There's nothing to fix. The whole message Jayce gives with "there's beauty in imperfections" goes hand in hand with Powder's "sometimes taking a leap forward means leaving a few things behind". Ekko goes from wanting to save her to wanting to see more of her and leaving Powder behind to know about Jinx. With Ekko loving Jinx nevertheless it shows that mentally ill people can be loved. And with Powder reciprocating and Jinx making amends with Ekko (with the romantic context behind already seen) it's breaking the whole stereotype of her being this "insane maniac with no remorse and unable to show love".
So I guess what I want to say is that their relationship would've worked in another universe, but I want to believe it could've worked in this one (with time), too.
#i'm using powder/jinx as a metaphor for better/worse mental health and trauma and how i percieve the character#powder and jinx are the same person and jinx is still her but she's different and we also have to acknowledge that. ekko too#when he's about to call her powder but changes it to jinx i am sobbing here ewjkjfbwejkefbewk#just saying this as someone who genuinely usde to believe they couldn't be loved or even love for who they were and their mental issues#jinx and ekko mean everything to me fr#arcane#timebomb#ekko arcane#jinx arcane
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two mimir.. 🤲🏼🤲🏼
#i'm so fucking unwell about them this isn't fair i don't need more tragic yaoi in my life LET ME LIVE FML#they deserved so much better#fuck the “who would top who would bottom” argument bc they're minors we should be asking who would big spoon and little spoon 😔#kinda wild how we had a sleepover with yusuke and almost ryuji but not akechi ����#atlus discriminating between boyfriends i see#not even complaining i still think yusuke should've lived with us i started violently sobbing when he said he was moving back into the dorms#that was so homophobic of the devs i was gonna ask him to share the bed next night 💔#ANYWAY#persona 5#p5#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws#its two am on a school night i need to sleep bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#no school day after tmr bc the juniors and sophmores are taking the sat tho 😼‼️
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I'm gonna fucking bawl, actually.
He had to out himself in February under horrific circumstances, but now he gets to actually just. Say it. With pride. Voluntarily. :')
#qsmp#cellbit#qsmp cellbit#still sobbing that hes ace the exact same way i am. not necessarily repulsed. just not interested#Isa's QSMP Shitposts
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Forever thinking about this gif in particular.
It’s Echo confused and rambling while he’s still plugged into the Techno Union computer. How he’s still stuck in that moment in the Citadel.
It’s how Rex’s helmet is off so Echo can see his face for the first time in who knows how long. So there isn’t a barrier between them. So he can be as open and vulnerable as possible for Echo.
It’s Rex’s face, his guilt and shame passing over his expression. There’s no doubt in my mind that he’s remembering exactly what happened that day at the Citadel when he lost Echo. It’s the sorrow there. It’s how fucking upsetting this must be for him.
It’s the way he grabs the back of Echo’s head to keep him from hurting himself. It’s his other hand as a grounding presence. It’s the way he looks like he’s trying to hold Echo together with his touch alone.
It’s all the history between them. It’s the shared loss of Fives. The grief. The pain. It’s the endless hours spent knowing and understanding each other. It’s the reminder that Rex met a shiny on the Rishi moon and watched him grow into a capable soldier and an ARC trooper. The same shiny he watched die at the Citadel. The one he can’t help but see even in this moment, after he’s been tortured and experimented on.
It’s how Echo puts all of his faith in Rex and always will. He’s never found a reason to doubt him even after everything he’s been through.
It’s the way Rex so very clearly loves Echo. The way he lets go so Echo can join the batch and learn who he is now. The way their trust transcends everything. It is woven through every story thread, every scene, every line said between them.
It’s a connection that can’t be severed because they’ve never stopped fighting for it.
#space chatter#arc trooper echo#tbb echo#captain rex#the clone wars#Rex and Echo#i can’t help but wax poetic about them#time moves on but I’m still stuck in this moment with this gif#I’m still staring at it#you can’t deny how much care and affection there is on Rex’s face#i might full on sob over this rn i am not even kidding#anyway i am so sorry that i went on and on and on about this i am very passionate about it
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#needed an example of a human for the commission sheet im making so thought I'd give socks some more art :]👍#sorry for lack of tf2 content i still dearly love these freaks of nature I am just fixating on other fandoms :sob:#tf2#scout tf2#tf2 scout#tf2 oc#scout oc#oc#socks
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his magic is so PINK and FLUFFY and PRETTY! I love it!
I'm ready to process the Diasomnias now, buckle up
#art#unique magic posters#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#meanwhile at the super awesome kalim dream base#anyway I KNEW IT! I KNEW HE WAS A DREAMWALKER!#VALIDATION#love me a unique magic that is only really useful in one extremely specific and exceedingly unlikely situation#sure was lucky that silver was on the island huh!#okay everybody i am about to be even more embarrassing than usual over anime characters. hold on.#but i am ALL OVER silver right now. just really really enjoying him!#i love that his reaction to all of this is anger. i love that his reaction to malleus is basically 'how DARE you'#my boy is full of righteous fury and he is going to make it everyone else's problem#his deeply-ingrained respect for mal and lilia is such a big part of his character that it's just.#always such a nice character moment when that breaks!#like when he yelled at lilia during endless halloween night! granted it was lower stakes then but. still.#it'sgoodstorytelling.jpg#meanwhile sebek is over in a corner sobbing and going 'what is HAPPENING' which is its own brand of deliciousness#god. this game really does just slam its fists down onto all of my personal 'I LIKE THIS' buttons.#and now they give me silver's beautiful pink fluffy cloud dream palace. find me a chef to kiss because MWAH#i can't believe they cut it off RIGHT before we were about to learn his backstory. i mean i absolutely can. but you know what i mean.#i have to know the meaning of the shitty acorn bracelet. twst. twst please.
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they're so francis forever coded i'm gonna throw up
#dead poets society#anderperry#neil perry#todd anderson#mitski#francis forever#BRB SOBBING#why am i still not over the twinks from that poetry movie#I DON'T THINK I COULD STAND TO BE WHERE YOU DON'T SEE ME
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#Dragon Age#Solas#DA4 spoilers#Veilguard spoilers#I made this in a day long haze of disbelief that he actually doesn’t die in any ending and he gets to be happy#I don’t even know man#I still am so bewildered and happy that love lives#this version of Lost Elf I sobbed#Lavellan#otp: ar lasa mala revas#the most beautiful man who ever lived
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ROSÉ ໒ྀི SIGNED TO ATLANTIC RECORDS
#rosé#idolady#kgoddesses#ggnet#ksoloists#femaleidol#femaleidolsedit#femadolsedit#blackpink#roseanne park#bp#blackpink rosé#rosé instagram#rosé edits#park chaeyoung#bp edits#blackpinkedit#*edits#OH WERE IN ROSIE ERA LOCK DOWN#bye this wasn’t a huge suprise but I still GASPED#I AM NOT SOBBING LIKE AN IDIOT
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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this livestream really felt like a celebration of everything dan and phil have built together. i mean… the domestic photos. the reading from tabinof. the singing songs from their tours. the reaction to the first dil video. to think that all of that has lead to this moment of celebration and using what they have built together to raise money for palestine. and ending the stream talking about what is next to come… im so proud of them and this community
#i am still SOBBING for those wondering#phan#dan and phil#dnp#dan and phil games#danisnotonfire#daniel howell#amazingphil
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whatever happens, please don’t break
#god not a fucking DAY goes by where i don’t think of that one interview and this quote#does anybody have it word for word? please? i’ll pay you#literally every single time i think about how kunikida as w character was MADE for dazai. specifically to share his suffering#i actually sob into my hands because that means they were both destined for tragedy together and the long dark road they will walk#will at least not be lonely. because they have each other. they are each other’s light in the darkness.#DO YOU UNDERSTAND#bro the fact that kunikida is painfully aware of the imperfection of the world and how he still continues to fight for his ideals#paralleling dazai who finds humanity beautiful but cannot become attached bc he feels alienated from emotion#THE WAY THEY COULD HELP EACH OTHER????? SICK SICK SICK I AM SICK#i love kunikidazai sm i wish more ppl could see the potential#but some of you aren’t ready for the sheer perfection of their dynamic#also i’ve noticed that i am only capable of drawing dazai properly when it’s with kunikida what’s up with that 💀#and sorreyy i know their height difference isn’t THAT big but i didn’t realize until i was halfway into the coloring 😔💔#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#lotus draws
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