#i am so well i’m bored

[boyczar]

[myokk]

a collection of fast scribbles of Eloise💘

[hallowclave]

Small but knowing wxs

[cowardlykrow]

Owen → Cringe gays [affectionate] → Wife

[cowboy au]

[simcardiac-arrested]

wait, that elias?

[ciderjacks]

Wip

[your-unfriendlyghost]

it feels so…… weird… seeing a cishet dude be so chill with queer themes lmao your soda-in-drag moment, the stevepop of it all, even guys with queers in their friend circles can’t bring themselves to partake sometimes lmao 😭 but it’s cool !! refreshing even sjksksndks this is a /pos statement I promise

Thanks lol! I think it’s cos I’m fairly secure. Sorta. (I’m still prone to compensating for things and being a stupid teen boy, but like, I’m aware of it, at least when I stop to think. Yk I’ll still join in on dick measuring contests, but deep down I’ll know it’s dumb and performative.)

I guess I feel a kinship to queerness. I go to art school where I’m sometimes the only guy in a class of girls, and I’ve been the token straight guy in every friend group I’ve been in since freshman year of high school. Beyond that, growing up I was frequently mistook for a girl- I had long-ish hair (post bowl-cut era 😭) and I’m part Asian, I was pretty androgynous lol. People irl have thought I’m gay, or a trans man on testosterone (I mean fine, I guess I am pretty short and hang with a lot of trans guys.) Hell, I did drag on a dare once, back when I was even more secure. (And I was hot asf in drag lemme tell ya. It felt lousy and it’s definitely not my thing, but man if I had a clone who was a girl-) All this to say, I say I’m straight, but honestly I don’t really know. I like girls a lot, but I have seen a buddy of mine in drag, and lemme tell ya I felt something but I’m not gonna examine that rn lol. Straight just feels comfortable, safe, and it’s good for interacting with folks who ain’t so progressive, so it’s what I’m sticking with…but I’ll admit there’s a gray area.

I relate a lot to the guys in the Outsiders, and irl I like to present myself as a tough, cool, Very Masculine guy. Hell, sometimes I play dumb about stuff because it’s “feminine” and a guy like me shouldn’t know about it. I act a lot like how I write Steve Randle, he’s my guy I like to project on lol. Honestly, I’ve got a fair amount of internalized toxic masculinity. But I think because I know how silly it all is deep down, I can interact with queer themes in art without feeling like I’m not “man enough”. Idk, I suppose it’s an outlet in some ways. Who knows maybe in 2027 I’ll come out as bi or something, but don’t wait up.

idk, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like exploring queer themes, not because they’re queer necessarily, but because they’re human and I relate to them. And that’s hard not to partake in, y’know?

[exactlysizzlingdonut]

Oh no

So I downloaded Love and Deepspace yesterday for Sylus the plot and safe to say, I’m addicted! Absolutely brainrotten! Beyond help!

IT’S SO FUN THOUGH??? All the memory upgrade stuff kind of confuses me because I don’t know what’s the best way of doing things but 😏😏😏 the men got me GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET 😝

I have a feeling that I’m going to start spending money on it soon. Complete relapse of IDV gambling.

Rafayel is such a silly and sassy man. Zayne’s stories are so mf slow I’m sorry. But he checks up on me and leaves actual phone notifs so thanks king ❤️. Xavier lowk irritating so I keep leaving him on read 🤣. But he cute. Don’t know much about Caleb but from what I’ve seen on TT he’s a bit insane and yk what. Maybe I like that.

SYLUS MY MAN THO 😜 IM GONNA HOARD EVERYTHJNV. I AM LOYAL TO HIM. I AM KITTEN FOR U ONLY 💕💕💕😍😍🥰😘

Also can I just say the way they text is so funny. Absolutely no apostrophes so it kind of irks me but it’s so fine because it’s them 🤚

They’re so gentlemanly too during combat, like yasss I’ll get behind you 😛 next time maybe get behind me and give me backshots! Just an idea ❤️

No irl crushes on the roster rn so we back into simping for fictional men yeaahhhh!!!! When I said 2025 is for the girlies, maybe this is what I meant 💜

[tetzoro]

hiya friendz !! happy monday lovelies !! i’m buzzing in to wish you all the best week ahead and giving you guys big big hugs !! i will be on a hiatus for a little while. see you soon 🤍 take care of yourselves & each other ! ✨

[why-the-heck-not]

writes with python ”ugh I wanna write javascript” -> writes with javascript ”ugh I wanna write c++” -> writes with c++ ”I have made a horrible mistake”

[reamed]

can someone plz cry with me

[myokk]

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

[the-meme-monarch]

if scc deltarune weren’t supposed to be siblings then there should’ve been more present sibling characters and relationships

[ratcandy]

hey guys I’m writing to you from an aerplayne in the Sky . I am gonna be up here for another 14 hours or so. Bought the internet because I may as well . So hi everyone

[cowboycunt]

someone give me quick easy no stress answer to all of life’s problems