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Alrighty Tik Tok edit posting over 🙏🏻🙏🏻
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i watched last life a few days ago from bdubs' pov and please take this drawing from my hands. they are insane. they're both cold blooded murderers. they love each other so much. i can't think about them too long or i'll perish
#gremnda art#trafficshipping#hermitshipping#trafficblr#last life#ethubs#bdubs#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#i am so not normal about these two#i wish i had the time to make this drawing more defined but i genuinely dont have any time#i'm juggling 5 drawings at once rn#it's a bit insane in the grem land atm but it's fine#back to boring tags#mcyt#bdubs fanart#etho fanart#guh... are those even the right tags.. i dont know anhmore
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have you ever felt the warmth of a god's happiness?
#cyrian lutare#anaris#dragon age#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#datv#freshly minted#something very insanity inducing to me about this line in the game about the depths of a god's regret but we can't get into all that rn.#it's so. it's soooo. like hear me out ok imagine being bellara. losing her brother to a forgotten one manipulating her brother thru empathy#and then losing rook a friend/lover to solas manipulating them through empathy. making them feel his regret. do you understand#pacing around in a circle. a being so powerful not being above emotion but instead feeling so much deeper and more intensely.#i am the regret of a god you-#ok banning myself from drawing for the next couple days bc this was not nice to my wrist LOLLL toxic yaoi will do that to you.
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happy new year to neil josten who didnt sign it. he gave me a contract but i didnt sign it. he couldnt make me. this doesnt mean anything. im still a fox.
#aftg#all for the game#palmetto state foxes#the raven king#exy#neil josten#screaming in my car about them on my 15#happy new year#happy new year neil josten#im actually so insanely normal about this#guys you dont understand#how am i supposed to go back into work and act like everything is fine???#like wdym#wdym my coworkers arent also thinking about neil josten rn??#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#how am i supposed to function after this???
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they are doing sturgery i think.....
#fishman thoughts#fishman fish tag#i am so full of sturgeon pictures rn mmmmmm#sturgeon#starry sturgeon#i forgor the other species i may try to identify later 😢 there were about thred different guys in there. insane
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Feuċ, súile Dé go fuireaċ air
#bloodborne#father gascoigne#* taps sign * FATHER. remember that guys.#decadentart#caption is from notmal McLeod’s translation of psalms#specifically this is a part of psalms 33 18#interprt my message . muahahahhahahs#I think his relationship with his faith is .. complicated#in my headcanon hes actually really gentle. he is a priest after all. not reallt a violent man#but to kill beasts is sacred and holy. but its still killing#i think to an extent he can realize hes changing . mentally And physically. but he cant stop now#siiighhhh. they made a priest kill people and now he has to justify it to himself#and also he has to contend witb turning into what he can only consider a demon#do you think he wonders why hes being ‘punished’? what he did wrong in the eyes of God to deserve this?#fears for how much hes changed..?#Idk im insane and very hungry. i have like an entire essays worth of thinfs to say abt him. and i made it all up#i am very hungry rn. ggrueuaggghhhhhhhh#i could put my ramblings into a lot more sense like. not in tumblr tags#trust me. truusstt mmeee#also i know the cross isnt really used in bloodborne#however#shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up#hes not from yharnam and im not going over the slug jesus injoke rn. Okay#Also shorthand so YOU understand what this is abt :) yay
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🎭 VTM OC ASK GAME🩸
Hello I’ve decided to make a VTM OC ask game! Feel free to reblog and put your OCs name in the tags hehe
1. What clan is your OC?
2. What faction is your OC? Do they conform to a group or are they independent?
3. Are they more “traditional” or do they break barriers?
4. What generation are they?
5. Who is their sire?
6. What was their relationship to their sire? Were they close in any way or mere strangers?
7. How did their sire treat them?
8. Was their sire with them after their embrace?
9. Do they have a childer?
10. What is their relationship to that childe if they do have one?
11. When was their embrace?
12. What happened that lead up to their embrace?
13. Was their embrace painful? (Either emotionally or physically)
14. How did they initially feel after being embraced? Did they like being reborn into something knew or did it take them a while to cope with their new reality?
15. Are they presumed to be dead or are they still acting as though they are alive to the general public?
16. How good are they at acting “alive”?
17. What are their thoughts on the Camarilla?
18. What are their thoughts on thinbloods?
19. What are their thoughts on the Sabbat?
20. What are their thoughts on the Anarchs?
21. What is their predator type?
22. What are their thoughts on other predator types?
23. How often do they kill those they drain blood of?
24. Do they easily dispose of bodies?
25. How often do they cause a masquerade breach?
26. Do they want to become human again or are they fine as a kindred?
27. Do they have a clan they don’t particularly like?
28. Where do they live now as a kindred?
29. Do they frequently change locations or do they have a fixed location where they live?
30. Do they have a clan that they do particularly like?
31. Do they have a ghoul?
32. Do they like their ghoul if they do have one?
33. Would they like to have a ghoul if they don’t have one?
34. What are their thoughts on blood dolls?
35. How old is your OC up until their death?
36. How old are they now, continuing through their embrace?
37. What age are they? (Childer, Neonate, Ancilla, etc.)
38. Do they care about the taste of blood?
39. Could they easily decipher what a Malkavian is saying?
40. Would they ever commit diablerie if given the chance?
41. Would your OC switch their clan if given the chance? Why or why not?
42. Suppose they weren’t embraced by their clan, which other clan would they thrive in?
43. What are their best attributes?
44. What are their best skills?
45. What are their disciplines?
46. What are their ambition(s) if any?
47. What are their desire(s) if any?
48. Detail things about your OC you spent a lot of time on!
49. Detail your OC’s backstory!
50. Wild card! Sender asks a specific question in regards to your OC
I hope you guys have fun :3
cr; divider by @.anitalenia / divider by @.cold--carnage
tagging some of my mutuals who might be interested (u guys are now gonna get bothered by me no take backs) (unless you ask to stop which i will dont worry dont worry im just being silly): @thewhumpcaretaker @babayagaiscomingforya @informaltorching @casperatu @styxnbones @porcelainseashore @childofmalkavians @knownsome @findingtarshish
#so so sorry if i leave something out :(((#see im new to vtm and like#im just really fucking insane over vtm rn#i just had my first session and i am FERAL#i am brimming with life it feels like i just drank my first sip of blood as a newly made kindred#vampire the masquerade#vtm#world of darkness#vtm oc#vtm ocs#vampire the masquerade bloodlines#vtmb#vtm bloodlines#oc ask game#ask game#vampire#vampire ask game
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bro ur telling me some ppl saw the shooting scene, saw buck scream and crawl under a ladder truck and drag eddie out from under it, and thought "they arent meant to be together". ur telling me ppl saw the LIGHTNING STRIKE scene, where eddie climbs up the ladder screaming for buck, tries to DEFY GRAVITY and LIFT BUCK UP, and ends up PUSHING BOBBY OUT OF THE WAY to get to buck, told the doctors to do more than their best, and then counted and remembered exactly how much time, to the second, that he had to live in a world without buck, and they THINK THAT BUCK AND EDDIE DONT BELONG TOGETHER. LITERALLY YOUVE GOT TO BE WATCHING SELECTIVELY
#LIKE I FEEL INSANE RN AM I WRONG????????#like honestly its one of the reasons i cant understand multishippers specifiically for buddie bc HOW.#HOW ARE THEY MEANT TO BE WITH ANYONE BUT EACH OTHER????#like im sick its 1am i got work in the morning bros its actually so over#im going to die rightt now#this was fueled by a buddie edit i saw on twitter to adams ribs by jensen mcrae twitter user kynedits#broke me good...#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard#buddiemaxxing
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。Anemoia 。
#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#yashiro nene#aoi akane#minamoto teru#hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#done after chapter 112 if I remember correctly?#tbhk fanart#jshk fanart#my art#already posted on twitter but I still kinda like it yay#there are some errors but I am too lazy to fix rn#I wanna call this arc like this for now bc it sounds cool but ig the official term will be like new timeline arc??#tumblr is so so empty it's insane#honestly if there were more people it would be my 100% place to go#Twitter is toxic af and Instagram is Instagraming (Twitter is bad since X too tbh)#so welp
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felix you bad bad man
#twf#twf fanart#felix kranken#ed and molly walten#i am so obsessed w the concept of wonderland rn its insane#like... pls martin show us more soon
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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)
Sure has been a year.
#terri#niart#got my wisdom toofies out#well 2 out of 4#still got stitches#idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless#also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash#i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet#I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for#the difference is like night and day#old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day#new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day#i am sobbing#the right people are out there#don't lose hope#i've never felt this platonically loved honestly#also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd#just#a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out#this piece was such a strain and i just#don't have patience for art rn#this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers#i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh#ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH#i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now#Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man
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HELLOOOOOOO i got super into vocaloid (GIANT EXPLOSION)
#sorry for disappearing!!!!! i had some personal stuff going on#and wasnt feeling good at all :( but i am back now B) hello#the last one is a redraw of a symphony keychain i want it soooo bad#IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTO VOCALOID BUT NOT LIKE. TO AN INSANE DEGREE LIKE I AM RN#AUUUUAAAUUUHGHGHG#i love gumi btw ive been listening to a lot of gumi and luka songs THEYRE AWESOME#hoping that my brainrot lasts a long time LOL#i want to be sick in the head over an interest again + theres so much to vocaloid#liek ill be here for forever#EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO LOVE ANATOMIA BTW#BUT ANYWAY YEA THATS ABOUT IT OK BYEREEEEE#vocaloid#kasane teto#megurine luka#gumi megpoid#kaito#kagamine len#hatsune miku#初音ミク#巡音ルカ#鏡音レン#カイト#重音テト#felix art
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Missing Limbs - Espera, Vessel and the crowd 🥺🩷💙
The girls look so so beautiful here and LISTEN TO THEM. Vessel sobs HARD at the end 🥺💔
#ignore me singing ignore the glitches etc etc#this is probably my most favourite video of last night (from the ones i took)#they were incredible. Espera are so amazing it's unreal. Their voices simply carry over the arena with such a beautiful grace#and Vessel? well#it's extremely hard to put into words just how that much more in love with that man i am#he was so! idk guys. it was surreal#if he sounds amazing here imagine irl. it really is a completely different experience#i am so so thankful and proud of that guy it's insane.#he really puts 1000% of himself there and it SHOWS and you can tell and it's just amazing#and the crowd. guys. it was beautiful 🥺💖#i kinda have no words rn to fully explain it. i'm simply in awe. my heart was real tight the whole time 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#AAAAAAAAAAA i love him so much and i love you guys and the girls and the rest of band SO SO MUCH and the crew and aaaaaaaa#yeah 🥹💖#sleep token#sleep token vessel#espera#sleep token tog tour#london ritual
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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not to get dramatic but one of copia’s dissociative translations in his troubled head was seeing sister imperator’s saucer of pills as a mug of tea and biscuits. he’s clearly an unreliable narrator who sees things we can’t trust to be true; going off of this, can we trust that the mug of tea he was handed before the encore was actually that? who’s got time to down a whole mug of hot tea when you’ve still got three songs to perform? isn’t it a strange beverage to give him out of all the other options? don't get me wrong i'm absolutely not being serious here (also not insinuating that copia is ill like seestor, i'm going down the psychological route) but what i'm saying is he could have been handed medication he didn't want to acknowledge
#what i'm saying is he has some issues#so treatment for that was also replaced by something innocent and nice#i'm nervous of posting stuff like this because i always worry people will misunderstand my intent (<- autism) so just to be clear#i am NOT saying that i think this could have been an intentional choice in the film#i'm just being silly#'the curtains are red' moment#i'm acting like a girl who did 3 months of a film studies qualification then had to drop it and get serious about stem#sorry this is another consequence of the insane temperatures in this country rn#i feel out of it#the band ghost#rite here rite now#papa emeritus iv#alsooo i know those shots are not strictly from his pov unlike those where he sees the normal chair / cat tree / tea & biscuits#again. not serious#cheers#posting post-friday-night-drinks or i will end up deleting this
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> open up twitter
> be told there’s a dsmp renaissance happening
> ask if it’s a dsmp renaissance or a c!sbi renaissance
> twitter doesn’t understand
> pulls out illustrated diagram explaining what is dsmp and what is just c!sbi
> twitter laughs and says “it’s a good renaissance sir”
> scroll down my timeline
> it’s a c!sbi renaissance
#icarus speaks#neg#sorry due to stuff going on in my personal life rn#i am in a Hater Mood#i ain’t expecting it until i see 300 tweets about catmaid h on my desk#chop chop bitches#to clarify i don’t think ppl posting about just ctommy phil and techno#are in the wrong#but acting like we’re so back when i’ve barely even seen CTUBBO posting over there is insane
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