#i am so incredibly grateful for this show!
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onlyangel4 Ā· 10 hours ago
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team papaya. op81. smau.
norris!reader x oscar piastri
when lando's actress sister attends her first race weekend fans can't help but notice that she is close to a particular australian
faceclaim: ella purnell
y/nnorris
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y/nnorris: filming just wrapped, what am i suppossed to do with my life now
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landonorris: you could always come watch your fav sibling race
y/nnorris: flo is doing a horse race?
user1: y/n is fucking brutal
oscarpiastri: monaco is next weekend....
y/nnorris: i am picking up what you are putting down mister piastri
alexandrasaintmleux: please please please come to monaco, you can meet leo
y/nnorris: now you have sold me
user2: y/n norris is ready to steal all the wags
user3: i really hope we get y/n race content
y/nnorris posted a story
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written: am i one of the cute insta girlies yet
y/nnorris posted a story tagging landonorris
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written: i surprise lando by showing up in monaco he comes over takes a picture with me like i'm some fan before realising "Oh shit that's my sister" fucksake
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ln4updates: after confusing his sister for a fan lando norris has brought y/n norris to the monaco grand prix. this is y/n's first race due to her very busy acting schedule. i am so happy to finally see her in the paddock!
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user4: i am forever forgetting that they are related
user5: i hope we get y/n in the paddock more
user6: she is so cute omg
y/nnorris posted a story
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written: i'm a proper mclaren girlie now
landonorris replied to your story: who took this picture, did you bully one of the interns
y/nnorris: oscar did
landonorris: hmmm...
y/nnorris: what does that mean?
landonorris: hmmm...
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y/nnorris: maybe i should come to more races, that was rather fun
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landonorris: it took me years to convince you to come to races and now you won't leave
y/nnorris: what can i say, i changed my mind....
oscarpiastri: i will always be happy to see your face in the garage
y/nnorris: that's it i'm convinced
landonorris: i don't know what this is but i know i don't like it
user7: oscar and y/n flirting on main omg
user8: please come to every race, your bts content is the best
oscarpiastri posted a story
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written: boy have i missed the water
y/nnorris posted a story
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written: am i a real monaco girlie now
landonorris replied to this story: who's boat is that
y/nnorris: i think you know
landonorris: i hate you
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ln4updates: lowkey considering changing this account into a y/n norris fanpage because this girl is the best, i might just be her biggest fan. she has been to monaco, canada and spain, she slays every single time and gives us the best f1 content ever.
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user9: as an oscar fan i am so grateful for all the oscar content she gives us
user10: fr she posts him more than her own brother
user11: you can't be y/n's biggest fan, that is oscar jack piastri
user12: finally someone who understands. y/n is the best norris
y/nnorris posted a story
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written: the fit for hungary
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mclarenupdates: oscar and y/n entered the paddock together today. lando later met up with them in the mclaren garage but it seems like these two are really close...
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user13: i have been convinced that they are together since monaco
user14: they would be such a hot couple
user15: i know they probably aren't together but they should be
user16: pookies
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y/nnorris: so incredibly proud of you
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oscarpiastri: couldn't have done it without your support
y/nnorris: yeah me crying in the pits deffo made you go faster
landonorris: i told you i supported your relationship but did you really need to kiss in front of me, ew
y/nnorris: grow up
mclaren: our papaya girl
user17: i would pay good money to have gotten to see lando's reaction to them
user18: i am so in love with them
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hunieday Ā· 3 days ago
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Momo - 16PRODUCERS Rabbit Chat
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Please note that I am not a professional translator and I'm only doing this to share the side materials to those who cannot access them, if you notice any mistakes please let me know nicely. Enjoy!
Yuki: Thanks for your hard work
Yuki: Anyone here?
Okazaki Rinto: Youā€™re early, Yuki-kun!? Iā€™m here!
Yuki: Okarin, youā€™re online. Yuki here
Okazaki Rinto: Yeah, I know. Thereā€™s still time before the interview though...
Yuki: Thatā€™s true, but todayā€™s an important interview day and I finished composing, so I thought Iā€™d camp here early.
Okazaki Rinto: How wonderful. Momo-kun will be thrilled when he reads this!
Yuki: Yeah, whoā€™s the star of the show today after all? Are you at the recording booth with him?
Okazaki Rinto: Actually, the recording ran longer than scheduled so Momo-kun should be back to the dressing room right around the interview time!
Yuki: Is that so. So itā€™s just the two of us for now.
Yuki: So what should we talk about until heā€™s back. Shall we have a competition to list what we find the cutest about Momo?
Okazaki Rinto: Thereā€™s no way Iā€™m winning that. Letā€™s talk about what we like about you instead!
Yuki: Are you doing a bit
Okazaki Rinto: Momo-kun himself actually suggested it. He said "Thereā€™s a chance Iā€™m gonna be late, you two can just talk about how super handsome Yuki is!"
Yuki: We thought the same thing.
Okazaki Rinto: Iā€™ll start with my opinion! You used to say you werenā€™t good with people, but now youā€™re so approachable itā€™s amazing!
Yuki: Thanks. Do I have to say something too?
Yuki: I can write music
Okazaki Rinto: Next! I also think youā€™re an incredible actor. I feel so proud seeing you soar even beyond the idol world!
Yuki: Thank you. More new rivals keep popping up, so I canā€™t slack off anymore.
Yuki: Nowā€™s my turn
Yuki: Now Iā€™m out
Okazaki Rinto: Thatā€™s it!?
Yuki: Thatā€™s it
Momo: You barely scratched the surface!?!?!?
Yuki: Here comes Momo
Momo: Here comes Momo-chan!! Sorry for making you two wait šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ I couldnā€™t stop smiling reading all the rabbichat notifications šŸ„°
Momo: But really, just three or four points donā€™t even compare in the sea of Yukiā€™s charm!?!?!?!? Like, his beauty mark is beyond handsome, the way he looks at me with such intensity makes me fall in love all over again. Heā€™s so beautiful from the tip of his fingers to every strand of his hair?!?!?!?
Momo: And the way he calls me his ā€œprecious partnerā€ is just too handsomeā€¦!!!
Yuki: You type really fast, Momo.
Momo: Lightning fast!!!!!
Yuki: I appreciate you saying all that, but today is all about you, Momo.
Momo: Thatā€™s trueee~
Momo: Youā€™re gonna share,,,, what feelings you poured into producing my project right,,,,,,,,
Momo: aaaaaaaaaghhh can my heart even handle this ā€¼ Yuki, Okarin, please take it easy on me ā€¼
Yuki: Iā€™ll be gentle.
Okazaki Rinto: Letā€™s get started! As requested, weā€™re aiming for a casual, relaxed vibe for this interview, as if youā€™re not even working. So we decided to do it over rabbichat!
Okazaki Rinto: First off, Momo-kun! Please tell us how you felt when you found out Yuki-kunā€™s gonna produce your song!
Momo: Hmm...he usually composes for Re:vale as a whole, but he did it just for me this time. To think that he created not just the song but also the lyrics, costumes, and the whole concept...I feel so lucky itā€™s almost too much to believe.
Momo: The person Iā€™ve admired for so long brings me so much happiness now. I want to take that a hundred, a thousand times and deliver it back to all my fans.
Momo: Wait a sec is this real? Iā€™m not dreaming, right?
Okazaki Rinto: Donā€™t pinch your cheeks so hard, Momo-kun!
Yuki: Itā€™s real, Momo.
Momo: It is...
Momo: This is so special to me that it always felt like a dream! I mean, just singing with Yuki already makes me so happy, but I didnā€™t know there was even a possibility to ascend to another level of happiness.
Yuki: Iā€™m just as grateful for the opportunity to focus on a project entirely for you, Momo.
Momo: Yukiiiiii~
Momo: Wait a sec, how come my darling is the most handsome guy in the world !?!? šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Yuki: I know. So what did you think when you heard the song?
Momo: It was so cool... I thought itā€™d be more cutesy
Momo: But it was completely different! And it has this super stylish dance number, I could picture us dancing together the moment I listened to the airy melody.
Momo: Even though we sing in a high pitch, the deep bass was so powerful, I love it soooooooo muchā€¦
Yuki: Iā€™m happy
Yuki: I wanted to capture all your different sides
Okazaki Rinto: Interestingā€¦! Iā€™d love to hear more about your creative process!
Yuki: You could say itā€™s about Momoā€™s ā€œswitchesā€, in a way. A switch for when heā€™s singing, when heā€™s performing.
Yuki: A switch for when heā€™s pressing close to my side, thinking about lyrics to write. Working earnestly and wholeheartedly.
Yuki: Theyā€™re all different switches within Momo. It all shifts. The gap between them all is intriguing.
Momo: My ā€œswitchesā€ huh... So thatā€™s how you see me.Ā 
Momo: Youā€™re right though, I do change depending on the person or situation without even realizing. The gap between the melody and the high pitch reflect that.
Momo: And the electronic sounds are supposed to represent little switches, right? Thatā€™s just like you, itā€™s fascinating!!!!
Yuki: Thank you. It was challenging since I wasnā€™t allowed to compose the entire thing myself, but it was worth it.
Momo: And the lyrics moved me deeply. I could feel your message of wanting to face the future together, and to keep singing for an eternity and beyond.
Yuki: Thatā€™s right. This song is for you, who pulled me forward and shone your light upon me that day.
Momo: Thatā€™s because
Momo: Yukiā€™s music gave me the push I needed back then
Momo: So thatā€™s why I
Yuki: Momo. You always say youā€™re thankful to me but
Yuki: "Beneath the countless stars, I can reach anywhere as long as Iā€™m with you." Being with you lets me sing anywhere, Momo.
Yuki: Just like that day we sang together on the sandy beach of a deserted island, the place where you and I sing, the place where Re:vale is, will always be the best stage ever. (1)
Okazaki Rinto: Momo-kunā€™s crying.
Yuki: Donā€™t shed tears when I canā€™t be with you to wipe them.
Momo: Wh
Momo: Whoa stop stop stop stop hold up wasnā€™t that way too smooth?!?! That line was so hot my tears stopped on their own!?
Yuki: Hello, itā€™s me, the handsome Yuki.
Momo: Kyaaaa!! Please look my wayyy!! šŸ¤©āœØ
Yuki: Yep. Iā€™m looking straight at my phone.
Momo: lolololol thanks! I totally feel your eyes on me šŸ¤©āœØ
Okazaki Rinto: Alright, Iā€™m sorry but letā€™s get back on track. Iā€™d love to hear about the concept behind your outfits and promo shoots!
Momo: Iā€™m so excited to hear about it! I was hyped the moment I walked into the room for the photoshoot! It looked exactly like a gaming room šŸŽ®
Yuki: The song doesnā€™t fit an outdoor setting. I felt like even indoors would still be too bright, so I went for a moody, neon-lit setup the moment I found out something like that existed.
Yuki: It was perfect for Momo since he loves gaming, but the gentle neon light reflecting in the dark felt especially very Momo-like to me
Momo: Iā€™m so happy!!!! I really do love those kinds of lights toooo~~ I see how it is, hehe~~~~
Okazaki Rinto: Yuki-kun, your idea of what ā€œfeels Momo-likeā€ is always very diverse.
Yuki: Is it? I think itā€™s normal
Momo: And donā€™t forget the outfits, I loved them so much >u< Yuki doesnā€™t usually wear clothes in that style so I snapped a ton of photos of him!
Yuki: I thought we might as well embrace the Momo vibe for this shoot too. We even took tons of pictures together.
Momo: Yup! We were dressed like Player 1 and Player 2! šŸŖ„
Yuki: It's been fun trying a style I donā€™t normally wear
Momo: You looked amazing!! šŸ˜ šŸ’š Why donā€™t you start wearing clothes like that more often?!
Yuki: Then how about we try some different combinations next time? (2)Ā 
Momo: Huh?! W-w-ww-w-ww-we donā€™t have to go that far!!!!!!!!!???
Yuki: Why not? Matching outfits always have a wide variety
Momo: Huh!!!!!!!!!! Okarin !!!!!!!! What do I do !!!!!!!! Work is one thing, but a private setting is totally different?!?!?!?!?!
Okazaki Rinto: I find it funny that youā€™re typing what youā€™re muttering in real life, LOL.
Yuki: How nice. I wanna be there too
Momo: You have work after this right? so Momo-chan will wait for you to finish!!
Yuki: Yeah. Thank you
Okazaki Rinto: The request was to make this a more relaxed conversation, but you might be a bit too relaxed right now, or maybe youā€™re just acting like you always areā€¦.
Yuki: Is that a problem? Itā€™s fine, right, Momo?
Momo: Right, Yuki! šŸ«¶
Okazaki Rinto: Thatā€™s right! Itā€™s totally fine! And finally, please share a message for the fans!
Yuki: This new direction may surprise some fans, but from where I stand, Momo is strong, gentle, and full of warmth. Just like a sunrise that blends the dark and light, heā€™s a mix of many wonderful qualities.
Yuki: Thatā€™s why the song plays tricks with a variety of rhythms, melodies and singing tones. They reflect Momoā€™s ever-changing expressions. I hope you enjoy ā€œGet in the Groove.ā€
Momo: I always spend every day thinking about how happy I am ever since Yuki and I became Re:vale. Sometimes so much so that I wish time could stop.
Momo: But you know, listening to ā€œGet in the Grooveā€ made me feel even happier! I know this project was born all thanks to our fansā€™ unwavering support. Thank you so much!!! I feel like the happiest person alive right now!
Momo: And thatā€™s why I want everyone who supports us to feel as happy as I do, always and forever! I hope that you never get your feelings hurt! And if sadness ever comes your way, I hope our songs will be able to heal you!
Momo: Re:vale will always be a warm light, shining on everyone like the sun that rises each morning. Now and forever, with Yuki by my side!
Momo: Thatā€™s all I got!
Okazaki Rinto: Thank you both! This was Re:vale in full force!
Momo: Yup! I feel Yukiā€™s love overflowing more than usual šŸ„¹ā¤
Yuki: Really? Iā€™m not really good with words
Momo: Well no, youā€™ve gotten dangerously much better at that recently!!??!!!
Okazaki Rinto: Itā€™s hard to believe you once had to practice saying stuff like this.
Yuki: Yeah, that sure did happen.
Yuki: Momo, promise me youā€™ll keep smiling by my side now and forever
Momo: Yeah. I promise!!
For those who are confused, the sandy beach of a deserted island refers to a specific plot point in part 5 of the main story.
I. am frankly not entirely sure how to interpret this. Because judging by Momoā€™s reaction I believe Yuki was Most Definitely Not insinuating an actual change of color combinations but. A Different Kind of ā€œcombinationsā€.Ā 
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piratecaptainscaptainpirates Ā· 11 months ago
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OFMD is so fucking earnest and that's still my favorite thing about it I think.
So often nowadays, whenever a piece of art dares to be weird, it has to be all quippy and self-referential about it. If you look at any MCU movie it's just full of characters being like "wow that was weird" because they're too scared to let it stand on its own.
And OFMD doesn't bother with any of that shit. Ed sees Stede as a mermaid and it's fucking beautiful. They kiss under the moonlight and hold hands like teenagers and play sweet little thumb wars and it works perfectly because it never tries to dilute it with humor where it doesn't fit. Ed and Stede get to cry and lean on each other for support and be their weird, goofy, cringey selves, and that's never presented as anything other than wonderful and beautiful. OFMD gives us everything with all it's got and it never flinches away from being heartachingly earnest.
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hinamie Ā· 7 months ago
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surprise it's yuri!!!in 2024
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heymacy Ā· 8 months ago
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
ā•°ā”ˆāž¤ ā€œAt times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if youā€™re living with this illness and functioning at all, itā€™s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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the-eclectic-wonderer Ā· 15 days ago
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I've been trying to make a post about the OMITB finale but I'm just. Overwhelmed. It was too good. I was in tears as soon as the episode started and I kept tearing up all the way through. I suppose it starts with finding your hero. I can't do it, Sazz. Oh, I can't do it by myself / That's why I'm here. Sazz was kind to everyone. He's gonna get you, my... number... one. You know, I appreciate this movie in a whole different way now; I mean, Sazz wrote this. It's just so, so special to have an amazing show like this that's centered on platonic bonds and the love between friends. I loved the wedding, of course, but the true relationship at the core of this show is the one between the trio, and the true relationship at the core of this season was the one between Charles and Sazz, and the way they went about it was everything to me.
I love you, OMITB. You're the most wonderful funky little comfort show ever. Never change.
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cupid-circus Ā· 10 months ago
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Your boy finished the drawing for the gary mousepad!!!!!
I will show it properly soon, and hopefully get the actual mousepads soon
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the-hilda-librarians-wife Ā· 1 year ago
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Girls when the end of Sketchbook Week fills them with a melancholic yet unimaginable gratefulness and a contradictory nostalgia for the present moment. Girls when the feeling of community that was already there was enhanced by an event and they're emotional over people on their phone
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lhrry Ā· 2 years ago
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#ive had an amazing year in this fandom#i saw louis and harry for the first time in seven years - the first time since my otra show#i somehow got so close to louis in berlin that he kept making eye contact with me and it was the first time i was surrounded by so many#pride flags apart from pride and i definitely felt safer than at pride there#i started rainbows for lights up which i will forever cherish and im forever grateful that you encouraged me because the entire hslot europ#was something absolutely amazing and magical#and in many ways it was obvious harry knew and then we did the Prague project for lights up and harry knew about it and did a double take#for the flag before the song even began#HE KNEW he LOVED IT and we had another rainbow project and a loml project and i stood so close he saw me#and thereā€™s this interaction during which he definitely saw me and i saw the video the other day and am still gatekeeping it but#i had that#and it was one of the best days of my life and one of my best achievements and#seeing harry do what he does the way he does reminded me what i want to do in my life and who i want to be and was key in me taking the job#that i did a few weeks later that changed my life#i saw louis in freaking malaga at his own festival where i travelled by myself and it was a nightmare for many reasons but i DID IT and it#was an incredible show and we did an absolutely incredible rainbow project that was acknowledged by louis there#and that was acknowledged even afterwards when they registered copy the day after#i still canā€™t believe we pulled that off and he kept pointing to us like that and so many people said it was such an important moment#i made and met some of my best friends in this fandom to date this year#liz Petra Lisa raine hope im looking at you guys and i love you#i discovered and saw otp thanks to louis (and Petra)#i got to be here for harry and louisā€™ new albums and achievements and world tours and it was INCREDIBLE and im so proud and it brought me#so much joy and happiness to be here and they really were with me during a majorly defining period of my life once again#so i am grateful and filled with love for the projects for the friends for the music for the memories for the shows i went to and am going#to next year (my teenage self absolutely cannot believe) and im excited for whatā€™s to come#but right now with everything thatā€™s going on im taking a short break from the fandom for the sake of my mental health and to consider how#i engage with the fandom and some matters in the future#iā€™ll be back after new years probably and i hope you have an amazing start to the new year and spend calm holidays with those you love!!!!#love you guys!
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daddy-socrates Ā· 1 year ago
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so glad i have therapy tonight im. Ready to talk about scary things
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thebirdandhersong Ā· 2 years ago
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songbird's season of general sadness/first real grief/sorrow is coming to an end: (in chronological/journeying order) songs and poetry that helped my heart a lot these past few months :)
Always Good, Andrew Peterson / Marjorie, Andrew Osenga / Ask Polly article I read on a whim: 'My Boyfriend Refuses to Change' / You're On Your Own, Kid, Taylor Swift / One Foot in Front of the Other, Griff / Heavy, Mary Oliver / Monday by @madamescarlette / The Letter, Linda Gregg / Summer's Retrospective by @madamescarlette / Ode to Some Lyric Poets, Gregory Orr
(bonus--from the scraps of writing that came out of this chapter of life, which are slowly being assembled into a more coherent story:)
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#yknow i felt so alone at so many points but i really really wasn't#i had such good friends (here and in my church community) who held my hand so gently#and God used the things i understood best to show me His incredible love at just the right moments#still an ongoing journey but i am so so grateful for the secondhand heart-strength given to me and the tenderness that was extended when i#when i was really at my lowest and saddest and most oversensitive and easily provoked to impatience or anger or depressive spirals#anyway i can't remember who sent me marjorie but thank you so much for that it was such a comfort. it continues to be#and thank you eden for sharing your beautiful poetry!!!! it continues to refresh and encourage my soul#mmmm it's hard to put into words what everything (and by everything i mean: the songs here and on my playlists#and the poetry here and the books i've read during the summer and into the autumn#from cyrano de bergerac to tolstoy to rilke's poems and dorothy sayers and dostoevsky and st therese & st teresa and madeleine l'engle#not to mention the night walks and morning prayers and the wonderful times i've had with the other dorm girls!#suddenly quite overwhelmed by the abundance of love and blessing#immensely immensely grateful for everything. i can be such a little wretch sometimes and wallow awfully for days#or act like a little human machine and try to Rid Myself of all emotional surges. or just focus on all the negative things with astonishing#tunnel vision (you wouldn't BELIEVE). but God has been so gracious despite songbird being a silly goose#and every once in a while having mental breakdowns and having to learn the same lesson (surrender and humility) a bajillion times#anyway!! my heart doesn't hurt anymore!!#and i am learning to take it one day at a time and to Rejoice in all circumstances#slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in year 21#which really is so much harder than i thought at times!!!! but that makes it even more important to do so i think
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shutupptara Ā· 1 year ago
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Somebody tell 12 year old tara that in 6 years sheā€™ll meet her favorite band, and her favorite member will tell her heā€™s glad sheā€™s there and so glad to meet her when she tells him they saved her life. Somebody tell 12 year old tara that in 17 years sheā€™ll still be seeing that band perform live and sobbing to albl exactly as she always has šŸ„ŗ somebody tell her her entire world changes but through it all sheā€™s got the jonas brothers
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huccimermaidshirts Ā· 2 years ago
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therosevest Ā· 1 year ago
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i mean itā€™s just kinda crazy cause. and forgive me if i sound somewhat spoiled here but. this trip im doing to take more credits and get experience and make connections etc is obviously expensive and i talked abt it with my parents. a lot before trying to do it. and somehow my dad didnā€™t understand that yk we would have to pay for it. ??? and is putting me in this spot of ā€˜figuring out what weā€™re gonna do about itā€™ and itā€™s like dude. i mean iā€™m going i paid for my fucking flights you know iā€™m. regardless iā€™ll be there. and i make $10/hr i have not been able to work consistently and when you donā€™t have thousands and thousands of dollars just sitting there accumulating more interest it doesnā€™t fucking last. like what exactly do you want me to say? iā€™ll drain all my accounts and give what little i have to you? tldr my main point here is the only way this man truly shows any kind of affection is through money and since he fucked me up im glad to take advantage of that lol like why wouldnā€™t i. so to have it thrown back in my face is just um an awful feeling. like im not even worth this to you. this is just too much. it truly does feel like someone put a number on love and im just not up there
#itā€™s not like we ever took trips or vacations or had super nice things or even. you know. like fucking furniture#and to be clear even when he does help me out with stuff itā€™s held over my head so itā€™s truly not even a good way of showing. love.#if you want to say that. like of course iā€™m grateful that i havenā€™t had to struggle to make ends meet in the way many people do because i#have his money and iā€™m not trying to pretend i donā€™t but like. iā€™ve also had fucking anxiety attacks thinking about spending money and#basically how much i would owe him for my whole life. like how do i buy myself out of obligation here.#and i never could rn i donā€™t have Money money#but he truly pulls the same shit he does on my mom like ā€˜well where does it all go???ā€™#dad. i donā€™t have piles of money sitting around. oh i made 2000 at my summer job? wowzers incredible that goes so fucking fast#when iā€™ve had to pay to break my lease and something else for school and bills and groceries#and yeah ok letā€™s not pretend i donā€™t sometimes go out with people. and everythingā€™s so expensive now. but even so i have a heart attack#any time i spend more than like 20 dollars so. i usually donā€™t.#itā€™s just soooā€¦ šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« like. damn yeah i do wish i had parents that just Took Care of things and i didnā€™t have to worry. but itā€™s like. i do ta#money from him and then iā€™m just expected to grovel forever and ever#which is why i do need to be more financially independent from him i literally canā€™t wait for that day i need to make actual money at some#point but i am just not someone who can work full time and go to school and the only way i qualify for my scholarships is if i go full time#and graduate on time so. here we are šŸ‘#abby talks#aaaaand post. lmfao
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oldhabitsdiescrming Ā· 17 days ago
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tempted to enter the ticket battle for indy n1
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backtodecembertv Ā· 5 months ago
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well now that iā€™ve delivered my very altruistic forgiveness (sort of) to punk boy via drunk text, i am officially declaring no contact ever again except for basic pleasantries if i have to see him at events. going to focus on the important things in life (finding a hot girl to rail me)
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