#i am playing. with my touys.

[cryptidwithacopiccollection]

[bacchuschucklefuck]

couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

[cr-arnival]

ough uhhhh (unrelated to my hiatus) my laptop broke so take some colored pencil drawings in the meanwhile

expect more soon bc i can't do anything else really

[somesecretpie]

[delta-orionis]

It's TSAC Thursday!!! Go check out my ask blog for Three Stars Above Clouds!

Ask them things, introduce them to your OCs, discuss lore, tell them jokes they probably won't understand, etc... TSAC would love to hear from you. :]

[medicalunprofessional]

juggalo nemesis (…evil augustus) and horror punk butcher. Very important i think

[bisexualriza]

we know that Berthold was a pretty shitty father to Riza, and we know it's all because of his alchemy research. but because i'm currently in a pre-canon headspace, i've been speculating reasons for his neglect outside of just his obsession for alchemy.

incomprehensible brainrot below.

what if he straight up did not want a daughter. maybe he wanted a son instead, and his wife passed away before they could try for another child. it would partially explain why he showed more favor to Roy during his apprenticeship; Roy was the son he never had.

sexism aside, that can even be simplified to Berthold wanting a child who can perform alchemy. we don't know if Riza never showed an interest in it, or just wasnt able to grasp it, but she definitely isn't an alchemist in canon. (however. fanon secret alchemist Riza, i love u) it also explains his favoritism towards Roy as the prodigy child alchemist he also never had.

hell it could be a combination of both. Riza just wasnt good enough for him :(

on some darker notes, what if he didn't like Riza because, in however many ways, she reminded him of his late wife?

we dont get much information about Mrs Hawkeye, only the fact that she "died a long time ago", said by teenaged Riza in front of her father's grave. i emphasize teenaged because it means that, somewhere in her early childhood was when her mother died, and it's unclear if she remembers her mother, or even knew her at all.

we know that Berthold has been researching flame alchemy for decades, possibly before Riza was born, possibly before he even got married. whether or not that was a happy marriage is up for debate, but it clearly it was....substantial enough to produce Riza. maybe with his wife present, Berthold wasnt so deep into his research. maybe for a short period of time, he was actually a loving husband and father.

but then his wife did die. all he had left was his daughter. instead of the logical thing and, ya know, being appreciative of the only family he had left, he buries himself in his work as a result of his grief. distancing from his very young daughter, neglecting her in the process. why would he do this? because she reminds him too much of his wife.

Riza probably gets her blonde hair from him, sure, but her Big Beautiful Brown Eyes had to come from somewhere else, that being her mom. maybe even some parts her personality, outside of her reclusiveness, are just like her mom, like her sense of humor. he didnt cherish the fact that some parts of his wife were left behind in their daughter. the memories were too painful.

this would be even more emphasized if Mrs Hawkeye died tragically, like in an accident that could've been prevented, or even in childbirth (honestly Riza being "responsible" for her mother's passing would make this even more messed up.....Berthold blaming her for losing his wife, Riza never getting to meet her mother at all....)

anyways those are brain thoughts i've been circulating that i dont know what to do with. save yourselves, i'm too far gone in the pre-canon royai rabbit hole.

[ciircuitdragon]

I got him a snack

[bathylychnops]

please can you info dump about them please

ican i absolutely can i havnt been saying much abt my ocs because theres alot aboutthem so ivebeen trying to do it in chunks

'supernormal' is a 1-page tabletop game about superpowers by 'Ursidice' that murphy introduced me to and we played a oneshot a year ago and it had, normal and nonconsequential effects on us. we got really attached tothe characters we made and started playing this (really, REALLY SIMPLE mechanics) game as a like campaign and made a bunch more characters, i even made a combat mechanics addition for it once we needed one, and it just kept going. we had to make a tag for OUR supernormal ocs and game world bc 'supernormal' is a very common tag, so ours is 'murph an joanies supernormal'

unfortunately this is a very sustainable hyperfixation for me (me an murphy can just keep adding and adding and making new scenarios the skys the limit) so its goingto stick around for a long, long time ithink.

ihave been thinking about doing one of those "ask my oc something' things, to give some insight how they speak and such, but also ive been reallyyy wanting todo more animations too

just anything that can showcase dynamics and character behavior,

until i open the ask my oc thing, peopleare free to ask me about mycharacters please ido not mind please youguys shaking you by the shoulders

@wigglybug is mywife and shares these characters with me youcould look over at her blog too

[dualcontrol]

i actually hate them a little bit

[pankomako]

ok fine. this is probably the most baseline way i can put it. what do we think

[libelelle]

IM INSANEEEEE IM CRAZY

[windupaidoneus]

mr mistoffelees performed by lachesis (as rum tum tugger) & hades (as mr mistoffelees) is that anything. can anyone hear me

[trollwizard]

hi. please dont do this.

[ittybittybumblebee]

uim just a kid stuck in this fuck ass world what is it trying to Do to me its trying to hit me over the head with a hand shovel thats what it is trying to do