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Got some more hollyhock dye going, got a bunch more flowers this time than last (and now I know they need to be in sealed jars, which should help)
Also finished reducing the hibiscus. Gonna strain it and give it a shot soon. I want to try it on copper and alum mordanted wool both, and while I already have alum mordanted wool I don't have any copper mordanted bc I usually mordant copper in the same step as dyeing (ive never noticed a difference in pre mordanting with copper), so I need to get that going first.
Also picked a bunch of blackberries with my sister. Gonna do blackberry blini tonight and then maybe later in the week some blackberry tvarog pirozhki.
#i am now so tired forever.#have never found a good way to use my cane while foraging. bc you really need both hands to pick stuff#so also my knees are very very unhappy.#glad i did it tho#been going blackberry foraging every summer literally my whole life#foraging#natural dye#hollyhock#hibiscus
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My art got stolen, edited and used for commercial purposes
This store claims to be "official" Grian merch shop and oH BOI they are clearly not. The amount of stolen art on this store is simply owherwhelming. This is just an example.
They took my art, made 5 designs and slapped it on everything they could mass produce, resulting in more than 55 merchandise pieces with art they have no right on. And I am not even counting Grian Official (like TRUE OFFICIAL) mech, and some other artist I don't know, but clearly they haven't given their consent to this. Examples below.
Official Grian merch that was limited edition btw:
Artist I don't know, please help me find them:
This one is by TheElliPelli on twitter, here is the link
And if you think that i was kidding about erased signature... HA
I already contacted them, and asked to take down absolutely everything that includes my art, and also I emailed Grian himself, i don't know does he bother or not, but worth a try.
PLEASE SPREAD THIS POST
Thank you all uwu
#my art#hermitcraft#grian#mumbo jumbo#docm77#goodtimeswithscar#I am so tired#that was a FUUUUUNNNNN night#All thanks to a person who let me know about this situation#bless your soul#I decided to slap a huge ugly watermark on all art few month ago#when my art got reposted again#but now... I have a big temptation to reedit all my art and add my watermark there as well#I hope they will get crushed by a dreadful unbearable guilt of understanding whet they did so strong their hands will shake forever
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Every time someone in this godforsaken fandom says "I think we've talked about misogyny enough" I want to hit them with a hammer. No we haven't.
We haven't even talked about the deep "Ruikasa&Akitoya Vs. literally everyone else" imbalance enough but imagine all of the people that get pressured into writing specifically for male/male ships simply because otherwise they won't get any appreciation.
Yes it's a cowardly thing but when you see Ruikasa having over 4000 fics and Ichisaki having like 5 in total obviously you're going to be discouraged. Obviously you'll be biased into creating Ruikasa instead of other ships.
And as someone who depends on appreciation in particular to do any work at all obviously that's going to have a lasting consequence. Some people spend 4 hours crying in front of a screen just for 3 people to like their work and leave, it's understandable if they lose passion for creating at all, you guys killed them.
It's even in how we handle m/m ships. You go into a fic that's tagged Rui&Tsukasa(platonic), someone in the comments always goes "okay but when do they kiss". You go to an action-packed longfic, someone always ends up going "okay but when do they kiss".
Fuck you guys. Actually. This is a silly piano tiles game about Hatsune Miku, we should be one of the MOST CREATIVE fandoms in history and somehow people still get mad over two boys not kissing immediately after getting introduced. It's so fucking difficult being a content creator in this fandom because you always end up having to take the same route. They meet they tease they kiss. End of story. "Oh you're doing something "lame" instead? -1 kudo. Bring me my yaoi next🖕"
#mine ☜#project sekai#pjsk#pjsekai#prsk#to the people that made 90% of the content of a specific ship. you guys are doing god's work. thank you guys.#every time someone posts a mmj or a l/n fic without including other units an angel grows their wings back.#this is about me btw. this is me taking my fucking anger out because Ruikasa has made me have writers block 2 times now.#FOR MONTHS. “oh this is a cool idea it would showcase their dynamic well and be a good character analysis to match�� “kiss scene whennn”#“*flips table and leaves*”#guys i wish i could be stronger but this is it for me. i am so fucking tired.#obviously Ruikasa is a good ship obviously you can like whatever you want you're free to write and read about boys kissing and being sweet#I won't stop you you can do what you want forever. but god fucking dammit.
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“say, you think you could play that song I like again?”
#churro art#my art#fanart#illustration#digital art#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#james kirk#james t kirk#spirk#OHHHH MY IPAD HATES ME SHE HATESSS ME#this should not have taken me forever to finish up but I’m stubborn so now it’s 4 am and I’m tired 😭😭😭😭#anyways I’m queuing this. again…….#U ALREADY KNOW WHAT IM GONNA SAY. I JUST WANTED TO DRAW THEM TOGETHERRRR HEHEHEE#i like the look Jim gives Spock#when hes doing literally anything at all#so this is just like. Artists Interpretation of such occurrences VSHJSVUHAV#i just wanted something sweet and easy but NO technology is HRAD.#oh but what ever it’s okay….. I’m really happy with how Spock looks heeereeee!!#Especilly after my last drawings I feel like I finally got both their faces down LOL#my first sketch of them is okay but I’m so glad I got better at it cus omg.#i look at those first sketched and I’m like WHO IS THATTT THATS NOT MY SPOCK😭#Jim’s hair almost gave me a stroke tho cus it looks so. silly in side profile#so I couldn’t tell if I’m just bad at drawing him side profile or if like. that’s how it is 😭
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Don’t think I ever quite said what my LGBTQ+ headcanons are for the boys, so these are my current thoughts! Always changing of course but this is what I feel most strongly right now.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rise donnie#rise leo#rise mikey#rise raph#donnie and leo’s sexualities being practically swapped was unintentional but it works way too well#same with mikey and raph tbh it was a happy accident#anyway I kinda hc raph as the type who doesn’t care about physical appearance just if you fight lol#Mikey’s more than happy with friends and family#Donnie is a BIG romantic but he needs time to sus a person out fully before he gets the hots for them#leo meanwhile isn’t keen on romance unless it’s with someone he grows to really really REALLY trust#I could go on and probably will later (knowing me) but it is late and I am tired haha#turtle art tag#curious as to what everyone else headcanons#the only one of these I’ll defend forever is Bi (female-leaning) donnie and trans leo#all the others can change over time but I really like where they’re sitting right now#I hope these are the right flags too because it was kinda hard to find them#went looking for transmasc flag in particular but I couldn’t find a solid agreed upon version 😭#ngl a big part of why I hc mikey as aro is because of a pun#my phone often misspells aromantic as aromatic and- and you get it- because aromatic herbs and- and Mikey is a chef do YOU GET IT#note that while I hc leo as bisexual (male-leaning) I still think he’s prob closer to demi in that as well just not as far into the spectrum#if that makes sense#headcanons are fun and hard to narrow down at the same time alas#I made this in like an hour can you tell djjdjd#I drew them all from memory so if there’s anything wrong…shhh#and if you’re wondering for April and Splinter#Both are Bisexual (female-leaning) but April is also Panromantic#I almost wanna make Splinter demiromantic too so Big Mama’s betrayal hits just a bit harder
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ugh, don't you just hate it when you're on a date with your partner and your boss won't stop calling to chat? 🙄
click for quality!
Curtwen for @starkidobsessedgiantgremlin, featuring a grumpy Agent Mega who doesn't like having to share attention.
#im sorry this took so long to finish lol. i was having some difficulties w/ this one AND THEN i got sick 🤧😵💫#glad i was able to finish it today but i am So Tired now and my brain is mush#jack jabbers#curtwen#spies are forever#saf#tcb spies are forever#tin can bros#tcb#saf fanart#spies are forever fanart#owen carvour#agent curt mega#artists on tumblr#digital art#clip studio paint#csp
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take a bite! 🩸(close-up under the cut ↓)
#never understood people saying 'tumblr screwed up the quality' before but uh. i definitely do now!#toga himiko#himiko toga#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha fanart#my hero academia fanart#bnha fanart#boku no hero academia fanart#adding all the tags cos i just can#caption is from beabadoobee's song 'take a bite'#this took a bit! i haven't drawn in like forever#lot of fun figuring out the shading and stuff#i'm really proud of the shading on the skirt and bow thing :D#and... less proud of the blood on her hands lmao#← i was STRUGGLING trying to draw them#initially she wasn't even meant to be sitting down but i gave up on trying to draw her standing up cos i was tired and this seemed easier#apologies if the pose is seen as sexual!!! i am a minor and did not intend for her who is also a minor to be seen that way!!!!#← so i'm rlly sorry if it looks that way!!! was not the intention at all#drawing her sleeves was so difficult bro. it was CRAZY#← should NOT have been that difficult lmao#moral's murals#fanart
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it is pretty late and i had the most exhausting day so i may be totally overanalysing BUT
Holmes' "you never heard me talk about Victor Trevor?" as a statement of how important both of them were/are to him? A disguised "taken how often Victor comes to my mind, how come I never mentioned him" and "I want you to know what made me into what I am now. I want you to see me as I was before I became the man you know", and I think it's beautiful
#geez i hope i am not writing some nonsensical gibberish#i am literally so tired i feel dizzy and i am going to bed RIGHT NOW#but i had to share this thought or i'd keep rotating it in my mind forever and not fall asleep at all#yeah anyway if this is nonsensical gibberish please ignore i am not fully in my right mind#sherlock holmes#john watson#victor trevor#acd holmes#gloria scott
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TIL "Lay On Hands" is a paladin healing skill and I am blessed by this knowledge.
#moe talks a lot#oops i fell in love#cleric!right is forever funny to me because yeah its incredibly fitting for him to crave the power to heal#since he personally is so damaged and refuses to hurt others even in a game#but also he has such a foul mouth and you cannot remove that part of him ever#hes going to yell obscenities before he heals someone#like the joke of YOU HAVE UNO IT CAME WITH YOUR XBOX#is now YOU HAVE HEALING IT COMES WITH THE PALADIN#and then he just goes and heals karen while paul is like hey thats mean what if i want to bond with you :c#why wont you ever heal ME right i wanna be healed by you ! shes missing like 2hp what about healing my 10hp#again i have zero dnd exp and i am only learning from asking buddies who play it cause google sucks#i say that bc i tried googling something about clerics and it gave answers i didnt want to questions i didnt ask#anyway time to go perish personally im in so much pain and im v tired#for the record bc i know some people have expressed concerns in the past that im pushing myself too much to draw daily#its mostly my legs n feet that hurt constantly after work#my hand is still fine and while i do have some weird bruising on my arms (a mystery!) bc i bruise easily#its not me pushing through the hand pain or something bad like that its just i ache a lot
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Chapters: 22/31 Fandom: Avatar: The Last Airbender Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Aang/Katara (Avatar), others to be tagged later - Relationship Characters: Sokka (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Jet (Avatar), Suki (Avatar), Kyoshi Warriors (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Jee (Avatar), Hakoda (Avatar), Bato (Avatar), A bunch of OCs, Long Feng, Joo Dee (Avatar), Azula (Avatar), Mai (Avatar), Ty Lee (Avatar), Ozai (Avatar), General Fong (Avatar) Additional Tags: Violence, Blood and Injury, War, Minor Character Death, Rape/Non-con Elements, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Attempted Sexual Assault, Major Character Injury, Amputation, Implied/Referenced Suicide, possible major character death, themes similar to the first two books, Sexism, Racism (like has already been written in first two books), dark themes, Human Trafficking, Slavery, Just a lot of dark war-like themes, there will be a battle, Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Injury Recovery, Healing, Underage Sex, Underage Drinking, Animal Death, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Warnings each chapter, Hopefully some healing for Zuko finally, no promises, but that’s the goal, Reunions, hopefully a happy ending, Sokka gets some healing too, Non-Consensual Drug Use Series: Part 3 of Leaving It All Behind Summary:
-This is the last book of the series LIAB, please go read the other two books before this, or you will be very confused-
Zuko has been taken by the Earth Kingdom army to who-knows-where, and Sokka is determined to get him back.
But he can’t do it alone.
With Suki and the Kyoshi Warriors by his side, Sokka is headed to Ba Sing Se to find Katara and Aang so they can go rescue his fire bender.
Things aren’t as easy as he had hoped. Corruption, lies, and unknown horrors await them inside the city’s walls. None of this is helping Sokka’s mental well-being.
Hakoda and his men face a problem of their own as Azula approaches with the intentions of making it rain fire.
Sokka and Zuko will both find themselves having to reintegrate back into a life they thought they left behind, with people they hardly remember. It isn’t easy for anyone, especially when they don’t recognize the person standing in front of them.
#DID SOMEONE ASK FOR A MIRACLE!!?!?!#jk its not that serious haha#this chapter certainly isn’t that serious#its called healing hands mwahahah#sorry my authors notes are so chill and crabby I’m tired haha#I KNOW ITS BEEN FOREVER BUT I AM STILL HERE#I hope you guys enjoy this chapter#I kind of like it and I usually don’t like my chapters much haha#BUT HERE IT IS#Into the fucking fire lets goooo#In all seriousness there’s a chapter count now ahhh countdown begins#leaving it all behind#zukka#zuko#sokka
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I am exhausted, good heavens.
#hey watch this neat trick I can do [cries]#love that for me#BUT#BUT- the actual EFFORT I put these days to not make a suicide jokes is *chefs kiss* phenomenal#actively shitting bricks as I physically have to stop myself from saying I want a car to hit me for the 50th time that day#I am not progressing any more than I am downgressing or whatever the opposite word is. but girlies#and boysies and peepsies#my lipgloss is popping and my eyebags are gucci- and so I shall prevail#MAN this tiredness is BONE DEEP man- it's like it's engraved into my goddamn clavicles#sorry that was like the only bone name I could remember- I don't even know what a clavicle is#anyways- I need to fall asleep forever and never wake up. But not in like a dying way#I just need to stop waking up tired and being tired and going to sleep tired and living tired like GIRL#WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN SLEEP STOPS SLEEPING#I JUST SLEPT 10 HOURS HOW ARE YOU STILL TIRED#I am so tired that i stopped liking shit- like that SUCKS my dudes#I sometimes Don't Like art now and that is WILD to me because that was lowkey the One Thing that got me going#I used to actually LIKE english class! and reading Shakespear and shit!!!! and history class!! Now I don't!! Where did the spark go??????#Now everything feels like a chooooooore and it sucks major dick#and my graaaades are slipping because I stopped giving a damn but I NEED. TO. GIVE. A. DAMN#because those are like highkey lowkey and every-other-key my grades and I need them to go into uni so I don't die <333#I need to spite little mini me who said I wasn't going to live past 13 because BITCH- guess how old I'm turning next week????????#THAT'S RIGHT- 17 YEARS OLD- FUCK YEAH BABY I'M STILL NOT DEAD#SUCK MY BIG ASS SHLONG MINI-ME#and then I have a big biology exam the day after so- funnnnn!!#anywho- should I tag this as vent? this probably counts as vent right? like among us? impostor and shit?#sorry I think my brain is actively rotting out of my ears right now#vent post#personal vent#tw vent#tw sui talk
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btw sorry for not answering asks or anything!! im on a trip with a couple of my besties and the last few days have been sooo hectic (in a very fun way, but you know) and i literally haven't touched my laptop in days djgdkgf but probably tomorrow or the day after ill get to em!!!
#could i hypothetically answer via mobile? yeah#am i going to? no i hate typing on my phone when i can avoid it and also my inbox doesn't have a big ol notification bloop on it#so i see the ask in my activity feed and then it's gone forever after it gets buried under the next few things there. bc adhd memory bad#and like now i did remember i have a couple things in there but im So Tired like you would not believe. therefore. goodnight#but yeah! not ignoring anyone or anything like that. simply running around being silly with pals#rimi talks
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yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.
#personal#rant below#begining of the month docs said dad had less than a month. Hes still around but declining#been taking care of him and my mom#along with working full time#and my boyfriend doing his damndest to keep me busy when Im not helping with dad#which is great except Im so tired#but also I havent been able to sleep much#and I've lost my appetite which apparently is a grief thing I didn't know about#So I've managed to get all the physical grief symptoms and it is taking a fucking toll#so your girl is sleeping in tomorrow and spending the day doing my own little crafts and avoiding people as much as I can#a girl just wants some sleep and a fulfilling snack but all she is being given are slight naps and unappealing food. send help.#anyways after this experience Ive decided that I no longer give any fucks because you only live once so Im just gonna do what I want foreve#and actually live life instead of being constrained by societal standards#after all this is over of course. gotta take care of dad first#also I got to paint the door because he was sick of staring at the porch. so its a lake view now#woooo#yeah so thats my life update for you all#also I saw a girl for the first time in 9 years today who completely changed the tradgetory of my life and didn't know it. so that was fun.#exhausing but fun#also idgaf about spelling right now I am running on caffeine and pure will power atm
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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been ...very... slowly finishing this between work (_ _)。゜zzZ
a parody of a rather infamous archie cover ;p i thought "gee i really do ship sally with a lot of people huh" and so here we are
original cover (and its first draft) under the cut ⬇
#Sonic the Hedgehog#Archie Sonic#Sally Acorn#Princess Sally Acorn#Nicole the Holo Lynx#Mina Mongoose#Fiona Fox#i was going to try to replicate spaz' shading style but ohmygosh my brain could not figure that one out#going to sleep forever now snzzz i am so tired#papier's art
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I made it back I made it home I made it back to her
#heart of the void#selfshipping#love: final memoriate (zero)#selfship: in a land forever strange (zero/lorenza)#self‑insert: void‑kissed princess (lorenza)#of shards and crystal (final fantasy)#void plays FFXIV#I'm *back*#(to provide some context: this area is zero's domain. it's a zone exclusive to the post-endwalker story quests. you can't come back here)#(so after I got past this point in my original save file.. I ended up swapping lorenza and clio using fantasias and name changes)#(so now clio is in dawntrail and lorenza was back before here. but now she's where I want her to be from now on forever)#(because zero is here and I am here and we are home together at last)#i've been so excited about this for so long and now I'm *actually here again*#the last picture is of us together inside zero's home/hideout by the way =3#i will pose things more properly soon I think i'm just tired right now#the image of lorenza on her(?) own is from a tiny bit before this but in the actual screenshot from this scene she's scowling#and I didn't want that
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