#i am now 28 years old
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It's my 11 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
#11 year tumblrversary#tumblr milestone#I've had the same profile pic and header for like 8 years#i can't believe its been a decade already#i started this blog in my first year at university#i am now 28 years old#i may have aged like bread#I survived the great tumblr purge of 2020#or was it 2019?#doesn't matter#keep calm and live on my doods
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"chilchuck is that one 'she is 10000-year-old dragon' trope but he is guy so no one ever think it is weird" "people who thirst over him is a pedo" Do. You. Even. Read. The. Manga.
#I HATE ALL OF YOU I HATE ALL OF YOU FOR SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT#THE WHOLE POINT OF HIS RACE IS THAT THEY ARE INFANTILIZED FOR THE WAY THEY LOOK#and he hates being treated like a child!!!#he also dislike how his fellow halflings infantilize themselves to other races#ok so the problem with the “she is 1000 year old” dragon trope is that alot of these characters act like a child#for example that one dragon girl from you know what show#she is explicitly stated to be a child and acts like one#and her age is equivalent of a 10 year old#but the creator constantly sexualizing her#while chilchuck is anything but that. how many times i had to say this. he is 28 which is middle age for his race#and has 3 adult children#im sick of this discourse please let it end already!!#adult characters who happened to be youthful looking =/= sexualizing children#im sorry for the long tags. i am pissed off right now!!!! i want to explode!!!#dungeon meshi#chilchuk tims#clione ramblings#tw pedophila mention
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I JUST CAUGHT MY FIRST EVER SHINY IN POKÉMON, OH MY SWEET BABIES!!!
She’s beautiful and I love her TTATT
#Pokémon#shiny pokemon#exeggutor#alolan exeggutor#jmp16#I am 28 years old#I have only ever played Pokémon casually#I am SO HYPE about this#I’ve been playing these games for TWENTY YEARS#and only now get a shiny with full odds#she’s tall and she’s beautiful and she’s a model
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with dav coming out y'all need to learn how to draw people over 30 right now
#i've seen my third '40 year old' inky that looks 28 MAXIMUM and i can't do this. it's literally not that hard#you're just afraid of making them look ugly#and that as an artist is something you need to fix right the fuck now#i'm talking to artists who are VERY much at the skill level to notice these things#taking my own advice too btw i am not immune to beauty industry propaganda#sometimes i forgor
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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it's my birthday! aka annual demand for cat photos time! if you know a cat Please show it to me
#i am never going to stop doing this btw. every year as soon as it becomes may 2nd for the rest of my life. SHOW ME CATS#gay belligerence#i came so close to impulse buying myself a theremin yesterday but restraint won out. for now#bought some sage green side plates at tesco instead#Fun For 28-Year Olds
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quilting is so good for my mental health. what better way to work out your anger at the world than slicing fabric with razors
#i cried and took a nap and now i'm normal again#i really am a toddler in a 28 year old's body#m.txt
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People who have me added on airbuds get to just regularly see me listening to edgy alt rock bands they haven't even thought of since 2006.
#txt#I've said this before but every time Snow White's Poison Bite plays on my shuffle I get flashbacks to dying of alcohol poisoning facedown#in a ditch at the age of 14 an hour walk down the road from my house at a “party” thrown by adults at an abandoned house that everyone#always referred to as “the Pimp Plaza” and I'm like. How did I even survive. How am I a 28 year old adult now.#17-18 year olds used to just give me everclear and laugh. what the hell was that.
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Delighted by the thought that 8 years from now I could be a totally different person and I can't possibly predict how I will turn out
#i know like a lot of people have very specific desires for their futures (me too) and therefore are terrified of the idea#that shit is bound to happen to us that is entirely beyond our control or comprehension#but its not so scary to me because i know 12 year old me would be so proud of who i am today#so much is going on right now that i am very grateful for that i didnt think woud ever be possible#even as i was living through the past 8 years i didnt ever think i could have the life i am living right now#but its happening!#and its not perfect but its a huge improvement from my life at fucking 12 lol#so maybe that's how i'll feel about now when i am 28
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might fuck around and change my tumblr url
#have had this one since i was seventeen ...#it's actually just a question of what do i change it TO#i'll always be fond of this one ofc but like. 17-year-old alex picked it out. i am 28-year-old Alex now <3#personal
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I hope all sanists kill themselves
#huge sanist argued with me because i told them it was bad they commented an I Am In Your Walls joke on a schizophrenia positivity post#and then proceeded to belittle and infantalize me when they realized they had no argument to defend their behavior#im so fed up with sanists#ive lost my patience! no more arguing im just gonna hope they die from now on <3 i cant deal with their shit anymore#honestly them bullying schizophrenic people on the internet at 28 years old? embarassing. get a life.
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They had no damn business making a potential tyrannical dictator that damn FINE
#they fucking knew what they were doing#it’s hollywoods fault#and now we are all on our knees for that man#“but he killed finnick’’ I KNOW 😭#I AM TRYING TO HATE THIS MAN AND I CANT#THE WAY HE KISSED LUCY GRAY????#kissed her like she was oxygen and he was dying#kiss ME like that fr damn#kiss of life in-fucking-deed#to be fair tho#Tom Blyth is hot asf#currently stalking his instagram now#and the interviews?????#he’s literally perfect#they could’ve picked any actor#ANY ACTOR#and they picked a 28 year old british man who looks good with a cigarette and floppy hair#and his EYES#they are so intense and captive#i think we were all done for#overall#TBOSAS was amazing#loved how they kept it mostly accurate to the book and the songs were beautiful#rachel zegler is literally stunning and talented#coriolanus snow
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almost cried when chatting to a customer today who said they'd recently started T, and I think that's probably a sign I need to get myself on T like yesterday pls
#for real though it's on my wishlist for this year but I am v nervous about talking to the people who make it happen#don't want to enter my 30s without some bit of medical transition going on#but also im having to actively work through the internalised terf rhetoric of oh no what if going on T is bad#like damn it can't be worse than not being on T for me and even the 'bad' bits like acne would feel affirming#ready to live my best gross teenage boy life at 28#and also! I've wanted to go on T for ages but it's only over the past couple years I allowed myself to want ut#because it felt unachievable so best to kill the agent of desire as jenny holzer said#but now I'm like nope I'm too old not to live my truth#anyway#Nic stuff
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#to translate this post: someone liked this post i made (on the upper left) on AUGUST 28 having a moment of self awareness that i was running#away from my whole life and not moving or learni ng to drive or anything. it is now march 8. it has been almost 7 months. and i have made#basically zero progress. and there is nothing stopping me but me. i could read the drivers manual and whatever whenever i want. but i am not#doing anything. and i don’t know how to get myself to start.#purrs#i know it’s a cop out excuse but i truly do think it’s covid. i think being in lockdown for a year and a half made me just let go of any#sense of progress. made me scared to take steps forward. and i mean i did bc i lived on campus for a while after that but it’s like.. EVERY#part of my life is stagnant rn it seems. and it’s not just me it’s my siblings too. we’re all getting older but none of us is trying to move#out or gain our independence in any way and my brother isn’t even looking for jobs even though he needs one. we’re all just getting older#but we’ve lost (or maybe had knocked out of us by covid and our mom being so strict) any sense of moving ipward and spreading our wings.#forgotten we have wings at all. and ive done important things like going on a house tour or traveling with my besties (<3). but i have only#made it to page 8 of the drivers manual and i truly do not want to read the rest of it. i have only been on one house tour and im longing to#move out but how much am i really because i can’t bring myself to schedule another tour and start searching for a new home in earnest.#i just come home every day UTTERLY exhausted and spend all my free time trying to process or rest. and im not making room for myself to use#my wings. and it’s truly terrible. why are we all okay with living like this. my younger self would be HORRIFIED if she saw how much i had a#atrophied since graduating and moving back home. my brighton self would be HORRIFIED. i told myself i wouldn’t and then it’s exactly what i#did. and ik im being harsh and ive spread my wings in some important ways during this time but… these are so obvious. such low hanging#fruit in some ways. bc any 16 year old can take this test and pass it so why can’t i at 24? why won’t i let myself? dont i want a nice cozy#home i make my own where i can eat what i want and sleep when i want and have control over sounds? then why am i not running for it?#delete later#i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 my one precious life 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃#also LMFAOOOOO the next tag on that aug 28 post was that i need to get a new campus id card… guess who hasn’t done that either ♥️
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not to be the middle child but families are so hard
#every now and then we have gatherings that play out almost exactly how our childhoods played out#same fights same arguments same beats#it’s exhausting and i am 28 years old
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A good thing about getting older is that creepy men will approach you less and less
#like when i was a teenage or in my early twenties 30-40 year old creepy ass men would seek me out constantly#over the last few years its gotten less and less and i am so greatful for that#i guess i am too old for them now at 28 lol#it's so disgusting and creepy that these men only approach very young and naive girls and there is so much to unpack#shut up anna
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