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Would you be the meat of a blossomcest sandwich?
this is an interesting questions because when i hear blossomcest my mind goes to cheryl/jason twincest, but really but it could really be any combo of the blossoms.
if we're gong cheryl/jason blossomcest sandwich. well i am a lesbian, BUT i am so wildly in love with my #1 insane girl cheryl that i would overcome my lesbianism to have any chance in any context. so yes. would.
however the IDEAL scenario is cheryl/penelope blossomcest sandwich. beloved cheryl AND milf penelope??? smash instantly and with such intensity i die, probably. this could really work with penelope in her lesbian nun era. in any other era i would be concerned they would just start arguing and within minutes our beautiful blossomcest sandwich would devolve into chaos and the insults being thrown around would have me deeper in the dictionary than in the blossom women. sorry for saying that.
#incest cw#also it turns out the person who i assumed sent this did not#and considering i haven't been particularly vocal about blossomcest or riverincest of any kind#i am kind of honoured you came to me for this ask anon#was it because of my love for cheryl or is it just some vibe i'm radiating?? plz respond i love you#asks#anon#the blossoms
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do you mind doing inumaki’s gf’s insta? i really love your insta collection, no matter bsd or jjk! (also ranpo needs to learn that life is NOT fair he deserves the ban)
-with support,
anon
Insta as Inumaki's GF
a/n : Hey love! Thank you so much for your request and your kind words!! Hope you'll like it <3
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Yn_ : some get hot pic of their bf, this is what I get
InuMAKI : i'm hot
↳ Yn_ : not in the pic you send me
↳ InuMAKI : as my gf, you're suppose to find me attractive
↳ Yn_ : make an effort
↳ InuMAKI : ain't gonna make any effort if you don't appreciate me
↳ Yn_ : fuck off
↳ Maki_yum : we can feel the love between you
↳ InuMAKI : really ?
↳ Maki_yum : no
↳ PANDAA : men teens theses days can't even be romantic
↳ Yn_ : talk to your stupid friend
↳ InuMAKI : who's stupid ?
↳ Yn_ : you ?
↳ InuMAKI : you ain't sure apparently
↳ Yn_ : i'm done talking w u
↳ InuMAKI : so am i
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Maki_yum : we fight we make up
PANDAA : Katy Perry always got the best lyrics
↳ Maki_yum : ik
Yn_ : YOU don't post me without my consent
↳ InuMAKI : privacy means something to you ?
↳ Maki_yum : you post me ALL OF THE TIME so don't bother me
↳ Yn_ : well I can't say you're wrong BUT STILL
↳ Maki_yum : don't say anything at all
↳ InuMAKI : you talk better to her
↳ Yn_ : go away I can defend myself
↳ InuMAKI : FUCK IT I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE
↳ Yn_ : TRY SOMEWHERE ELSE
↳ Megumi_F : how did you two even ended up together ?
↳ Yn_ : he was so in love w me
↳ InuMAKI : YOU were in love, I just did you the honour of returning your feelings
↳ Yn_ : AN HONOUR ??? YOU CONFESS FIRST
↳ InuMAKI : MAYBE BUT YOU WERE CLEARLY ALREADY IN LOVE
↳ Yn_ : SO WERE YOU
↳ InuMAKI : I made the first step because you were TOO SHY TO EVEN ASK ME
↳ Yn_ : IF I KNEW YOU WERE SUCH AN IDIOT I WOULD HAVE NEVER ACCEPTED
↳ InuMAKI : I LOVE YOU
↳ Yn_ : I LOVE YOU TOO
↳ Maki_yum : I can't understand you
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Yn_ : meet Tonton
Maki_yum : SO THAT THE NOISES FROM THIS MORNING
↳ Yn_ : what did you thought it was ?
↳ Maki_yum : I prefer to stay silent
Megumi_F : did you just adopt a....... pig ?
↳ InuMAKI : it's not JUST a pig, it's TONTON
↳ Megumi_F : where did that name came from ??
↳ InuMAKI : Naruto, Tsunade's pig
↳ Megumi_F : your life don't have to evolve around anime you know ?
↳ InuMAKI : it brings me joy
↳ Satoru_thegoat : well well well what do we have here
↳ Yn_ : PLEASE LET US KEEP HIM
↳ Geto_OG : You know you don't have the right to keep animals ?
↳ Yn_ : AND PANDA ? IS A PANDA
↳ Geto_OG : You know this is not the same thing
↳ InuMAKI : BUT HE'S SO CUTE!!!!! DARE TO TELL ME YOU DON'T FIND HIM ADORABLE ????
↳ Geto_OG : Finding him adorable isn't the problem, how are you going to take care of him when you're in class or on missions ? An animal is not an object
↳ Yn_ : we know that and Shoko agreed to keep him when we can't, we promise he will receive the love he deserve
↳ Geto_OG : Shoko really said that ?
↳ InuMAKI : YES SHE DID SO SO SO ??????????? WE CAN KEEP HIM
↳ Satoru_thegoat : yes kids you can
↳ Yn_ : LETS GOOOOOO
↳ Geto_OG : well Satoru you're the one in charge of Yaga because I'M SURE he won't be happy
↳ Satoru_thegoat : the old man already have his little plush, he won't be mad
↳ Geto_OG : if you say so
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Yn_ : all mine
Yuuuta : I'm away for 2 weeks and I hear that you've adopted a pig???
↳ InuMAKI : you'll understand when you see him
↳ Yuuuta : I don't doubt it but I CAN'T leave you two alone seriously
↳ Yn_ : meet Tonton and you won't have the same speech
InuMAKI : I don't belong to anybody expect for Armin
↳ Yn_ : your fucking Armin is not real so SHUT UP
↳ Yuuuta : who's Armin ?
↳ InuMAKI : I SWEAR I'LL FORCE YOU ALL TO WATCH ATTACK ON TITAN
↳ Yn_ : STOP FORCING PEOPLE TO WATCH ANIME FOR GOJO SAKE
↳ InuMAKI : AND YOU STOP SAYING GOJO INSTEAD OF GOD
↳ Maki_yum : can the children CALM DOWN FOR TWO DAMN MINUTE
↳ Yn_ : sorry Maki
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PANDAA : he can't stay away from his pc
Yn_ : he's such an ipad kid
↳ InuMAKI : stop shaming me
↳ Yn_ : i'm not
↳ InuMAKI : I was searching gifts for your bithday but I guess it's cancelled now
↳ Yn_ : WHAT
↳ InuMAKi : EXACTLY SO NOW LET ME FIND YOU PRESENTS IN PEACE
↳ Yn_ : you're mean
↳ InuMAKI : I love you
↳ Yn_ : change the attitude
↳ InuMAKI : I love you my dear and sweet and adorable and nice and gorgeous and amazing love
↳ Yn_ : me too
↳ InuMAKI : NOW YOU'RE THE ONE BEING MEAN
Hey! Hope you liked it ? I love Toge with my WHOLE heart but I couldn't find a way of making this post by keeping his language soooo can we imagine that by text he can speak normally ? Thank you again for your request and your kind words!
with love <3
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Mr bildad the shuhite, I need some advice. What do I do when that familiar overwhelming sadness washes over me? Ive been feeling horribly depressed lately, even though I have no real reason to be. I do talk to my friends abt this, but I dont want to talk abt my mental state ONLY and drive them away, so I refrain from talking abt it too much even tho it feels like it will drown me, because I am too afraid of seeming clingy.
Its been getting worse lately, and all I can do is distract myself from it. Ive been excessively sleeping just to not.. feel. I dont know what to do, nor do I know how to not feel this way
I made myself a nice breakfast, and it felt good. And then the feeling came back, like a drip drip drip from the leaking faucet of my mental health I cant control. I am scared. I am so scared
Sorry if this ask wasnt what u were expecting, or if u cant help me either, thats completely fine. I just needed to share somehow how scared I am. Of myself, what I feel I dont know
I dont know. I just dont know
Best wishes,
Anon❤️
*shows up one month late carrying six shots of espresso in a big cup to answer this ask*
It's taken me a while to respond to this because 1) I've been going through a bit of the same thing myself and 2) I haven't figured out a solution yet.
I do have some ideas, though.
You were on the right track, making yourself a nice breakfast. Little things like that make a bigger difference than you think. In fact, I think we should all try to live in the little moments as much as we can. Sometimes, when you're feeling depressed but can't point at a reason in your own life, it's because you're reacting to large scale problems that, while very real, are out of your control--and you know this, and so you feel depressed and scared because there's nothing you can do.
But there is something you can do.
Do at least one thing nice for yourself everyday as part, even if it's something really small. Especially something really small. Listen to your favourite song. Eat a piece of chocolate, just because. Play with a pet, if you have one.
And, if you're up to it, do at least one nice thing for someone else, too. Help your parents with the chores. Call a grandparent and brighten their day. Send a kind message to a friend.
Because you should keep on talking to your friends. The right friends will be honoured you've opened up to them. Listen to your friends, too. They might be going through things to, and being a comfort to them might in turn make you feel better, as well. Being part of a community, even if it's just a small group of friends--or even a group of two--can really help. Having you a sense of purpose, belonging, and importance is part of what makes people people.
Sleeping a lot isn't necessarily bad. Ive done that myself (for totally normal amounts of time, definitly not entire century or anything) Sometimes, your body and your mind just needs the rest. But if you feel like you're sleeping too much, then you probably need something exciting to be awake for.
It might be time to try out a new hobby, start a new TV show or book, take a class, or set a new goal that you can work towards a little bit every day. The mind craves new experiences and challenges. If everything's been the same for a while, depression can set in simply due to boredom.
However, there could just as easily be other causes, which are worth looking into with a therapist and a psychiatrist, if you want to try the medical route--and it is worth a try with persistent depression.
It sounds to me like you also have some anxiety about having depression, since it scares you (and rightfully so, it is scary) that you can feel it coming on and that you can't control it. For that, in addition to what I've already mentioned above, I'd suggest thinking about it differently. Instead of leaking faucet you're desperately trying to shut off, let yourself feel whatever emotions you're feeling*
(*safely and within reason--don't harm yourself or others)
Cry, scream, punch a pillow. Let it out.
Sometimes, the sadness we fear feeling ends up not being as bad as the fear of it. You might feel relieved, once you're no longer bottling everything up and sleeping/distracting yourself to avoid feeling sad. As cliche as a it is, the only way out is through.
Have an ox rib (platonic) for the journey. You can do it.
#bildaddy answers (eventually)#life advice from bildaddy#results may vary#bildaddy#bildad the shuhite#bildad nation#bildad brainrot#bildaddy answers#have an ox rib (platonic)#bildad the shuhite army#oh bildad the shuhite we're really in it now#oh bildad we're really in it now#bildad my beloved#depression#anxiety#trying to start answering asks again but I make no promises about how quickly (not that I ever did a good job answering quickly)
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Day 3 - A Man's Best Friend
For anon - a larry fic featuring Clifford
"Cliff, where are you, bud?" Louis called as he entered the house, frowning at the lack of curls greeting him at the front door. Normally, when he came home, he'd be greeted by his two boys, Clifford waiting by the door and Harry popping out from the living room with another hideous Christmas Jumper he'd bought.
But today, the house was silent.
After toeing off his shoes and hanging up his coat, he trudged further into the house, whistling softly in hopes of gaining Clifford's attention. But he got no response, and his worry increased.
"Harry?" He called next, hoping that at least one of his boys would notice him and relieve his nerves.
"Bedroom!" He heard Harry call back and he sighed in relief, heading up the stairs and turning the corner to find-
"Harry?" Louis whispered, bringing a hand to cover his mouth as he took in the scene in front of him.
The floor of their bedroom was covered in rose petals, LED candles softly illuminating the room as his boyfriend crouched in the doorway, gently stroking their dog.
"Louis..." Harry began, lowering himself down to the floor so he was on one knee. "Ever since we met at the coffee shop all those years ago, I knew you were the one for me. You're funny and kind and an absolutely amazing human being, and I am so, so lucky to be able to call you mine. Falling in love with you was as easy as breathing, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. If you'll have me, that is?"
Harry whispered something softly to Clifford, and the dog softly padded to Louis and sat at his feet. As Louis went to stroke him, a glint caught his eye and he leaned down to inspect Clifford's collar.
"I bought it the day you asked me to move in with you," Harry said softly, still in his position from earlier.
Louis carefully untied the item from Clifford's collar and felt tears pooling in his eyes. A simple gold band had sat just underneath Clifford's tag, tints of green and blue wrapping round it, and the engraving in the middle enough to make the tears fall.
I'll make this feel like home ~ L&H
"Will you do me the honour of marrying me, Lou?" Harry whispered to him, emotion thick in his voice as Louis looked up at him.
"Yes," Louis breathed, wiping at the tears as he moved around Clifford and launched himself at Louis. "Absolutely, yes."
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Hi!
(A mild panic on the topic of: This is not a question, oh god, this is NOT a question. This is a recommendation of a fandom at BEST.)
So I was reading a fic one day and my brain went very quickly in succession:
a) /Oh/, this is the good stuff
b) No wonder you think so, remember spydoc telepathy edition (And you, Taka, are like an ambassador of that land in my mind)
c) Actually many fics from this fandom are like this
d) Do we think…?
So I had two facts:
1. This is a thing someone I have a great respect for would probably enjoy.
2. There was no indication Taka has seen or engaged in the fandom of Pacific Rim. Despite its notoriety in this neck of the woods due to the concept of drifting in particular.
And what I am doing with those facts is telling you this. I think you are great and I think you would like the fics of Pacific Rim. So if you feel like checking it out, it’s very low effort on entrance. Only one movie to see. Or two. Depends who you ask.
Here are two excerpts to judge for yourself. (Is this a spoiler? I know people for whom this would be a spoiler. For me it’s a tester.)
1) What’s a Little B&E Between Friends? By VoiceOfNurse (Part 20, Chapter 1)
No need to reach for the void, when he was so complete, nestled up against the part of Them that was Hermann.
…safe…
Newt was aware, in as much as Hermann was aware. It was difficult to separate himself out, when Hermann’s mind was locked around him like a steel trap made of numbers and chalk dust and spite. They were one organism in two parts- four lungs, drawing breath, two hearts beating in time. There was cold, and there was pain, but it was far away.
There is no room for (masters-monsters-precursors) here. They are (insects-vermin-insignificant) when faced with (memory-language-connection). We are (brilliant-unstoppable-rockstars). We are (music-logic-science). We are (Newt-and-Hermann) and they are nothing.
2) What’s a Little B&E Between Friends? By VoiceOfNurse (Part 20, Chapter 2)
They were Drifting. Tendo couldn’t quite work out the whys and hows of it, especially now that he was being bitten to within an inch of his fucking life, but he was certain. He’d hurt Hermann by moving too fast, probably jostled the guy’s leg, actually, which was folded weirdly under him with Newt on top, but the closest set of teeth bit him. Newt wasn’t even conscious in the traditional sense of the word, but Hermann was. Hermann was, and apparently Newt’s teeth were available to rectify the situation. Newt’s urges, too, because Tendo didn’t really picture Hermann as a biter.
HELLO MY FRIEND oh my days I'm SO sorry but I'm laughing so much because this probably happened because tumblr search function is useless but 'no indication' sksksksk, oh my sweet summer child: here's the pacific rim tag on my blog LMAO - or, even better, the entire pacrim au I came up with for s12 of doctor who one time. Also. Also. Buddy. This is so funny, I love you so much. Are you aware that I'm obsessed with the works of one of the biggest Pacific Rim fanfic writers ever? I did, to be fair, literally take their name off my blog description yesterday to replace it with Bloodywood instead, and I'm more on the Stargate Universe side of things these days - but cleanwhiteroom is one of my favourite authors, and I read Designations Congruent with Things before I touched any of their Stargate material. If, my dear anon, you've not heard of cwr, then I really highly recommend their stuff, but I'll add a link below and see if I can dig up the other fic that I really loved from back in the day. Thank you for the fic rec though!! Those excerpts look excellent haha, I shall check that fic out when I get chance because you're absolutely right I love that kind of thing.
(also, absolutely DELIGHTED that you read this sort of stuff and thought of me - that is SUCH an honour oh my days! Like...rancid spydoc telepathy ambassador....what a title, I'm dead chuffed at this haha bless you!)
I think this is just so funny to me because - you couldn't possibly know this, of course, but like you know where I got this from? This love for writing weird, messed up mental connections between people?
Pacific Rim fanfiction HAHAHAHAHA
(and, later SGU - but I mean, mostly just cleanwhiteroom tbh. I was 16yo and I imprinted okay. But there were also other fics too, and they had an influence. Guh, Newt/Hermann post-drift fics are PEAK man)
Okay but actually let me tell you the story of how I got into pacrim because I think it's hilarious. So most people get into fandoms by like, yknow. Watching the film, reading the book, seeing the show, etc. I mean, how else would you do it? I'll tell you how. I was pottering about on deviantArt, back in the the grand old year of - oh, it must have been 2014. 2015? Something like that. Anyway, I stumbled across some Newt and Hermann fanart, and I didn't know the fandom but I was intrigued and REALLY liked the artstyle (I think the artist was feriowind?) - anyway I went on their profile and was MORE intrigued when I found they'd done some gorgeous cover art for THIS FIC, which got me so curious that I decided to read it. Without having watched the film. What I did was: read the plot summary on wikipedia, watched a couple of newt and hermann fanvids/clips (LIKE THIS ONE) so I could see them/hear their voices right, and then just blitz on through the fic with google images open in another tab so I could google thing like 'the shatterdome' and 'the LOCCENT pacific rim' and stuff like that for visual reference SKKSSK. Damn this is a throwback, I'm having a great time. ANYWAY. Read the fic. Loved it. Read the sequel. LOVED IT. Started looking for more fanart and stuff like that - and found a bunch of people kept on mentioning this fic called Designations Congruent with Things. Searched it up, found it on ao3, read the first 6 chapters and it almost melted my brain LMAO so I stopped. Then I couldn't stop thinking about it and I came back to it and oh my days. Oh my days. It fully rewrote my brain and DAMN I was obsessed. By this point I was vibrating in place at the mere thought of actually SEEING THE FILM, YKNOW. The film I'd read hundreds of thousands of words of fanfic about. Anyway, my friend who got secret santa for me that year literally had the easiest job on the planet HAHAHAHA so I watched it on Christmas Day and it was so so funny because like. You probably are aware of how much damn lore this film has. Like I knew the names of most of the jaegers that aren't even mentioned in the movie, I knew about Caitlin Lightcap and Sergio D'onofrio, but I had NO IDEA what was extended canon and what was fanon and what was actually. Y'know. In the film. So when I watched it I was like BUT WHERE'S LIGHTCAP for most of it HAHAHAH, but yeah it was great. SO GREAT. Guh I love the concept of the drift SO SO MUCH it's absolutely fascinating and just. AHH!! So so good.
Anyway. Absolutely losing it, bless. Sorry this is all over the place, I'm very tired but my goodness. Yes. Talk to me about drift bonds any day of the week, I'm here for it. If you want cleanwhiteroom fics, you can find them here. I linked the other one above, but there were a couple of others I read too...like I read a LOT of fics, and this was before I had an ao3 account rip so I don't have it in my fic reading history. There was one called Occam's Razor that I read a lot of, but I don't think I finished it. OH but I also liked this one (that i thought I found but it turned out to be the wrong one, am looking again now lol), from after Pacific Rim 2!! Which, as a film, I mostly consider to just be like. A fanfic with an exceptionally high budget ksksksks so yknow. I don't hate it because I don't consider it canon as much as I consider anything outside the original film canon. ANYWAY LOVE YOU
#SKSKSKSK I'M JUST LAUGHING SO MUCH I'M CRYING#BLESS YOUR HEART#i mean you're not wrong!! you are in fact absolutely right!!!#i definitely would enjoy this fandom!!!#taka replies#anon#pacific rim#<- here's my tag if you need it on mobile#cwr#cleanwhiteroom#cwr influenced so much of my writing style it's unreal#literally had a comment today mentioning that exactly phenomenon which ALSO made me cackle#bless you guys hahahaha#needed this today#thank you for bringing me a lot of joy#i love remembering old hyperfixations#fic#fic rec#long post
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Hello!! I've been following you for years and I've always loved your work! I haven't been in my Saiki K phase for a loooong time, but I was interested in how you would continue the series. People shouldn't mind the editing of the stories. They are your works that you publish for free and I'm happy you found faith you feel comfortable in.
I would like to ask: will the new rewrite of the fic be sort of religious? Not in the sense of slow burn and not doing things before marriage, but the main character being religious and it being a recurrent theme in the story? I'm interested bc I consider myself agnostic and would not resonate with the character, but it's completely fine if that's what you have in mind!!
I'm sure the rewrite fic would be amazing! Your writing is incredible and I hold it very dearly bc it was one of the first works I've ever read in english when I was initially learning it. Pining and slow burns fics are actually more fun to me than smut will ever be so I'm sure in your hands will be a joy to read. Also, non-psychic saiki is a cool concept!
Regardless of your decision, I hope you know you are a great writer and should be fully supported in your choices regarding your work and personal beliefs! Hateful anons will sadly be a part of it, but every work has its audience and other people will find comfort in your words.
(I'm sorry if this is an awkward ask, I've never talked out of anon to anybody lol <3)
You came off anon to say all this? 😭 truly I’m touched, thank you so much this is so sweet, also your kind words mean the world thank you so much,
To answer your question of will the reader be religious? Absolutely not, I make it a habit to make the reader more relatable and to mention family of reader as little as possible because not every reader will have the same circumstances, and I feel it’s no longer an x reader but a self insert if I include too much detail about the reader (like mentioning hair, body type, and so on, or introducing ocs that are friends of readers or relatives and so on) so no religiousness here don’t worry, itll be very light editing and not much of the story will be changed just because I know a lot of people who’ve read my work like it as is, so for the most part I’ll just be getting rid of swear words, any dirty thoughts reader has and so on, and fixing grammar mistakes or adding more description where need be like explaining the setting or an expression on a character and stuff so I hope you’ll like it and if you enjoyed my story before then it’ll be the same amount of relatability if not more (I don’t think it’s fair just because I think a certain way and have different values that the reader has to think exactly like me, I might as well write a self indulgent insert at that point, that and it’ll pull whoever reads the story, out of the story if I go into too much detail about readers characteristics and so on I’ve read too many x readers that were just self inserts and I don’t think you guys should suffer through that 😭🤣)
I can’t believe my stories mean that much to you ;-;, you have no idea how happy it makes me that not only can I write but I can write well enough that people think back to my works, I am very very honoured thank you again 😭
I adore you, thank you so much for your support honestly 😭🩷🩷🩷
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Why don’t you have your pronouns in your bio? I want to interact with your account but as a trans person it makes me feels unsafe if an account doesn’t have pronouns listed. (Genuine question, not trying to attack or anything)
Hello hi :D
I generally take a long time to reply (I choose to take a while so I am not rushing my responses), but I want you to feel safe so I will try and respond quickly
***I tried to respond as a private ask but I think I can't, so my response to anon is under the cut. It is way too long, but I don't want to trim it down and keep friend waiting
^^tone indicators for all of my response is positive and genuine- I am curious and sincere
Thank you for sending this- I love that you are brave enough to ask and I hear you. I'm honoured that you like my account and would love for you to interact with it! I want you to feel safe tho, let's figure it out
Could I ask for advice? I am not yet completely understanding of tumblr or how everything works. I'm not certain what a bio is or where to put it.
I have so far avoided posting a pinned post, or having personal information in my blog description (<is that bio?). I have preferred just having posts- I am also not very comfortable reblogging things yet. I'm not certain how to explain why, but that is the form my anxiety has taken in managing my account appearance. Is it ok to leave it as is?
As far as changes I am slow on that as well, and might take a bit- but again I will try to hurry because I never want you to feel unsafe. You are worth any extent of kindness
So if I may ask- what is a blog bio, and where would I be supposed to put my pronouns? I think others have explained a bit on this but sometimes I don't understand immediately. Is this something that will make people feel unsafe? And may I ask why? I understand if this is uncomfortable, but I always want to be honest and genuine, and learn rather than pretending I know everything. I am autistic and often take a long time to understand things socially. Could not having pronouns be seen as a rejection of my trans friends?
I also have believed they/them to be the sort of default- as a sign of respect for my trans people I say they/them if I am uncertain. I want to help people feel validated with they/them, rather than assume and say something that is not who they are
My pronouns are she/her! :D but I am ok with they/them as normal which is another reason I hadn't put them.
I have several friends I plan on asking for advice on this as well, but I would love advice from your perspective. I want to make sure your concerns specifically are cared for since you asked. If you are ok to go off of anon, could you dm me or talk in replies? I want to learn. Or you could send me asks in anon- but I do not want to seem like I’m telling you what to do, or demand you talk openly if it makes you uncomfortable.
Friend :)
If I have accidentally said something very offensive I am so sorry and please help me understand- I have a heart for you even if words get in the way. I hope I am not defensive- learning and growing and changing are the best parts of life
If anything I said came across as rude or blunt I am sorry- I tell you that is not what I mean and I want to be friendly and light. I struggle with language sometimes (sometimes) which is why I normally take long to respond.
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Hi friend! I think you are very cool and you've made me happy- now I can learn more :D if I was too intense or seemed demanding I am sorry- I got slightly panicked. I want you to feel heard and safe :)))
I feel secure in my gender identity and would not be adverse to being trans. I have spent so much time searching tho- I enjoy bragging about always having skirts with the best pockets.
I know this post is way too long and I repeated myself- I ramble lol but want to help you feel loved quickly
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Edit: hate to add more, but hi anon! Many of my friends have come to help me understand more. Thank you for asking- I did not know and love to learn. I've added pronouns, and want to always make changes so people can feel safe. You don't have to go off of anon if you don't want, but if there's anything else I can do let me know. You are so so cool :)))
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I am currently talking to the Sunny anon on Discord and they have called me shy, I am unsure how to react because I have never been called shy, closed off, sure, but never shy. They have made me blush and I don’t know how to take it haha. They had also called me cute and wholesome as I have explained to them that before I had my name, Meister, on here, I did act different when I sent asks but now that I do have a name, I got shy because I am talking to an artist I look up to that is willing to interact with me, so I guess it makes sense to be called shy.
Other than that little thing, I have finished everything! I finished my lifeguarding lessons and passed, I had an award ceremony for my school today and got Principals Honour roll which is a student who keeps a 90% and above average, and I have fire cadets soon which I am looking forward too. So soon enough I will maybe be talking a lot more, unless I am working, of course.
I find your Ratchet and Drift animation very thrilling! The whole time I was looking in awe as each scene came as it showed such emotion and flow that I was amazed. I hope one day I will be able to move people how you have moved me with it. It reminds me of the song ‘I Do Adore’ by Mindy Gledhill, and I absolutely love that song with a passion, I always think of Prowl and Jazz for it or Sunstreaker and Sideswipe. The part where Drift, or Deadlock, was holding Ratchets spark I believe, made my heart melt and squeal, I found it adorable as Deadlock looked like he was cradling it so gently and softly, as if it’s something to be treasured.
I always never know what to say at the end of these rambling, I could go on and on about your art but I am never sure what to say other than I am always pleased to write to you, like a pen pal, and hope someday I’ll be confident enough to reveal myself and my account to you, whenever that will be. I hope you have a wonderful day/night, Shi-Shi, I will talk soon.
-Meister
Ah, my anons are making friends, how nice ^J^ It's kind of funny how people always seem to act differently when they're anonymous vs when they're identified, even if it's just an anon tag. There's something very freeing about anonymity, especially when talking to someone you find interesting. (It does make me curious which asks were yours pre-Meister tag, but I'm not going to pry hehe)
Congratulations on doing so well on your school! I was so proud for you when I read your ask late last night that I had to pause and smile to myself for a bit. Good job on passing your lifeguarding lessons as well~
I'm happy that you liked my animatic. It had been sort of niggling at the back of my brain for a bit before I committed to doing a short version. The whole Deadlock/Drift and Ratchet relationship has intrigued me since I first heard of it so I wanted to do it justice even if it was a tiny project. Deadlock cradling the memory of Ratchet at the end was the hardest pose to draw(curse robot back armor -_-). I am beyond embarassed (but pleased) that you found it moving, thank you very much for your kind words.
It's always a pleasure Meister, I hope you have a lovely day/night.❤️
#meister anon#I feel kind of bad for bullying drift/deadlock so thoroughly#but it was kind of fun at the same time hehe#drift#deadlock#ratchet#dratchet#I know “I do Adore” actually#it is a very sweet song good for those two groups I agree#thank you for your ask
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Flattery- Thomas Thorne
Pairing: Thomas Thorne x Reader
Characters: Thomas Thorne
Warnings: N/A
Request: Anon- Can I please request an imagine for Thomas Thorne (BBC Ghosts) where he writes a romantic poem for the reader as he declares his love for them, please? thank you so much!
Word Count: 418
Author: Charlotte
When Button House came into your possession, you never imagined that you would end up finding it already occupied with several ghosts and you certainly never imagined that one of them would fall for you. Once you got your head around the fact that many dead people lived in your home and they all came around on the idea that you would be inhabiting their forever home, you got along with them rather well.
Thomas made his presence known the most. He didn’t hold back on the fact that he was in love with you, and you feared that you felt something for him in return. He was charming and kind, he also doted on you unconditionally; in nearly every way he was perfect, and it would have been an honour to be in a relationship with him but there was one main issue- he was a ghost. Maybe one day if you were dead in the house, the two of you could have an eternity as ghosts but until then, you weren’t sure of the logistics
You tried not to think of the negatives though; Thomas made that easy. Even if he was on a different plain of existence, he made sure you felt his affection in anyway he could, often through his writing.
Over the last couple of days, you hadn’t seen him nearly as much as normal, but when he arrived with the news that he had written you a poem, it made more sense. He didn’t pause to ask if you wanted to hear the poetry, instead starting to eloquently flatter you, complimenting everything aspect of you in flowery language. As he rounded out the poem, his hands fidgeted with the hem of his shirt, trying to distract his mind from whatever you would have to say.
Your cheeks were warm and hands almost clammy from the onslaught of compliments.
“That was beautiful,” you smiled fondly. “I truly do not understand how you could see me in such a way, but I appreciate it greatly.”
“It is a great honour to have a muse as effervescent as you.”
“If I could hug you, I would,” you said. “I am flattered.”
You could see the joy in his face grow as he struggled to stand still on his spot.
“I would quite like a hug,” he grinned.
“Are you sure?” You said, cocking an eyebrow at him.
He nodded his head violently, until you leaned in to hug around the air in which he stood.
#Flattery#Anon#Request#Thomas Thorne#Thomas Thorne Imagine#Thomas Thorne One Shot#Ghosts#Ghosts Imagine#Ghosts One Shot#Charlotte
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Taiora - Hugging them from behind.
Is it ok to ask for Sora to be the one hugging Taichi?
+ smirking in a way that suggests more requested by @xnananko
Thank you for the request Anon, and for letting me know that you wanted Sora to be the one to initiate the hug. Though I'll be honest, when I first saw the notification of the ask, I could only read the first part and I'd already decided that Sora would be the one hugging so I'm glad our thoughts matched up 💖
This fic is set in a post adventure canon divergent au aka no 02/tri/kizuna/epilogue etc 😌
Hope you guys like reading it, posting something Taiora related after 7 months 😅
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Taichi would be lying to himself if he said that he had remembered Sora’s birthday correctly.
In fact, in the week leading up to it, he kept thinking he was forgetting something important but couldn’t put a finger on it. Until he arrived at school that morning and passed by Sora’s classroom, almost doing a double take noticing the crowd that had gathered inside. He’d always known that she was the kind of girl who made friends with people easily, but it was when he saw seniors and juniors alike handing her little packages and wishing her enthusiastically did Taichi realise, that maybe he didn’t know Sora all that well after all. He’d quickly made his way back to his own classroom, a little grateful that they weren’t in the same class this year and he could take this time to think about how he was going to make it up to her.
A distant memory of a failed gift from his childhood appeared in Taichi’s mind, how when he’d assumed what was better for Sora without asking her how she felt, it left her feeling upset with him during a crucial Digimon attack. He reminded himself to not make a mistake like that again, lest a wormhole opened up above their school and dropped more evil Digimon which Sora might refuse to fight against together with him.
All jokes aside, Taichi knew that he had to act and act fast. He texted Koushiro casually, asking him if he’d gotten anything for Sora at school, trying to make it seem like that he just wanted to check whether it was better to hand over the gift later, outside of school. His friend replied almost instantly, stating that he’d handed his gift to the birthday girl right at the school entrance this morning. Taichi tried his best not to curse under his breath, he’d seen a glimpse of Mimi’s pastel hair in Sora’s classroom, so he knew there was no point in asking the chirpy brunette. So as a last resort, he turned in his seat and came face to face with his best friend.
“You forgot Sora’s birthday,” Yamato muttered dryly, not looking up from the book he was reading, as if this conversation didn’t deserve that honour.
“Yeah.” Taichi accepted his fault, knowing that there was no point in trying to hide the truth from someone as observant as Yamato.
“And?” Yamato turned the page of the book he was reading and still did not seem as invested enough in this problem as Taichi would like him to be.
“Did you get her anything?”
“I’m dating her best friend, Taichi, so of course we got her a gift. As a matter of fact, we handed it over to her yesterday itself.” Yamato stated this as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, and it was Taichi’s fault that he hadn’t figured it out yet.
“And you didn’t think of reminding me?” Taichi asked, exasperated by his best friend’s cold behaviour.
“What am I? Your assistant?”
“No, I’d like to think you’re my best friend, but apparently not.” Taichi gritted his teeth and turned away from Yamato, letting his head drop on his desk with a loud thud that scared some of his classmates seated around him.
“Just go to the convenience store during lunch and buy her some chocolates.” Yamato offered in a much softer tone than before, maybe the best friend comment seemed to get to him.
“It’s Sora! I can’t just buy her cheap chocolates for her birthday.”
As much as he wanted to hide his guilt and frustration with himself, it was hard to keep the emotions in when he felt so helpless. With his current track record of gifting stupid stuff to Sora, he wanted to make sure that this time around he’d get her something she would truly like. Of course, to do that he should’ve strived to remember her birthday correctly in the first place. However, Taichi still felt that if he had time on his side, he could make up for this blunder and walk up to Sora with the perfect gift in his hand. Maybe Yamato had figured his intentions out too, because he heard his friend sigh loudly behind him.
“I’ll help you in avoiding her today,” Yamato said.“Just make sure you go buy a gift after school and hand it over to her in the evening.”
“You’d do that for me?” Taichi raised his head and looked at Yamato with shining eyes.
“Yes. I am your best friend right?” Yamato smirked as he turned his attention back to his book.
It seemed that Yamato and Mimi were addicted to texting each other in between classes, which is how his best friend was able to figure out Sora’s schedule for the day, and that made hiding from her a very simple task for Taichi. He managed to keep his profile low the entire day, only stepping out from the comfort of his classroom when it was time for his afternoon soccer practice. But he wasn’t worried about getting caught then since most of the school would’ve emptied by the time his practice was over and Yamato had mentioned something about Sora making plans with Mimi for the evening.
And that’s why, as practice went on and Taichi completely immersed himself in the sport, he let his guard down, ruining all the effort he’d put into staying under the radar during school hours.
He stood gulping down water from his sipper at the edge of the soccer field. Their Coach had wrapped up practice with a few words of advice and while most of his teammates were heading back to the locker room, he considered if he should stay back for about thirty minutes to work on his weak points. He’d already figured out what he would buy for Sora, so he knew he wouldn’t take too much time in getting the gift to her, which should free up some extra time for soccer right now. The sun had only just begun to set and Taichi viewed the orange hue that had started to spread across the skyline with a hint of confusion.
Before he could reach a decision, however, he felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist.
Taichi felt his whole body tremble as a familiar and sweet, flowery scent reached him along with the warmth that spread across his back as someone pressed themselves against it. He was frozen to the spot and colour rushed into his cheeks when he looked down and noticed the slender arms that now rested comfortably around his waist. The dimmed rays of sunlight made the beige coloured skin shine like bronze, making his fingers twitch with an ache to trace his name slowly across her arm.
“Gotcha!” A soft giggle reached his ears as he felt a chin rest upon his shoulder.
Taichi tried his best to not jump as an electric sensation ran across his body through his ears, the part where Sora’s breath had tickled against his skin still buzzing. His heart began to beat fast when the fact that Sora’s chest was now touching his back registered in his panic stricken mind.
Deep down he didn’t mind the proximity, especially when Sora had been the one to initiate it.
He was used to letting his hand brush past hers or bumping his shoulder with hers when they walked side by side. He didn’t try to hold himself back when he sat next to her, letting his knee rest by hers, letting his head fall onto her shoulder for a quick nap. He never hesitated to take her hand into his own when they walked through crowded streets or ran to get to school on time. However, Sora had never done anything like this before, sure she played along with him when he tried it, but in those few moments when he expected this of her, she’d shy away by averting her gaze or moving further apart.
Something about today must really be different for Sora to suddenly hug him from behind like this.
With all the willpower he could muster, Taichi pried her hands away from his body carefully and took a few step forwards, so he could turn around and face her with a nervous smile.
“Happy Birthday.”
“Thank you.” She returned his smile in full, cherry eyes filled with excitement as she looked at him.
“You’re quite the popular girl today, huh?” Taichi joked, an attempt to hide the anxiousness of being caught before he had the time to get her a gift.
“Is that why you didn’t come to see me all day today?” Sora folded her arms across her chest, tilting her head as she passed him a confused look.
“Yeah.” He lied, swallowing the nervous gulp in his throat with great difficulty, “Almost couldn’t find you, what with your ladies in waiting forming a wall around you.”
Sora narrowed her eyes at him, he could see the gears in her mind turning as she dissected his words and behaviour. He squirmed under her gaze, finding it difficult to hold his ground, he looked up at the sky instead and started to whistle in a low tune. If Sora hadn’t figured out he was trying to hide something from her till now, he knew that this would’ve definitely given him away. As expected, in the next moment she shook her head and sighed tiredly.
“You forgot it was my birthday today, didn’t you?”
“No, I did not! I totally remembered, you just looked so busy-”
“Oh, Taichi please don’t lie to me today.” She interrupted him with a raised hand and he hated how disappointed she sounded. This was the exact opposite of how he’d expected their conversation to go once he finally decided to face her today.
“Just admit that you forgot, I won’t be mad at you,” Sora said, letting her hands drop to her side so she could fidget with the hem of her uniform skirt.
“I didn’t forget.” Taichi reasserted, though he had no idea from where he was getting the guts to lie so confidently. “I...I even- I even prepared an amazing gift for you.”
Since he’d already dug a hole for himself with the first lie, Taichi decided that he might as well dig a little deeper. Looking at the sudden spark of interest that spread across Sora’s face, he felt more motivated to keep going with the plan he’d just come up with a few seconds ago, despite how utterly crazy and reckless it was.
“Really?” She asked him, eyes wide with hope as she stared at him.
“Yeah. I spent a lot of time thinking about what I should get you this year.” Taichi cleared his throat and took a step forward, reducing the distance between them slightly, “But nothing I saw seemed like the perfect gift that I know you deserve, so I came up with something else. Something...something I couldn’t have given you in front of everyone else.”
The sun had pretty much disappeared against the tall skyscrapers of Tokyo, which left the sky drenched in deep shades of purples and oranges. The violet hues danced off of Sora’s auburn hair, surrounding her with a reddish glow that made it hard for Taichi to look away from. Her bright eyes were fixed on him, anticipation bubbling through them as a pink tint spread across her cheeks. What he was about to do next scared him slightly, but looking at her right now, when she was surrounded by a mesmerising radiance that beckoned Taichi to come closer, he knew that he was taking the right step.
This might not be the gift he’d originally thought of, but it was still a perfect gift nonetheless.
With that thought, Taichi took another step forward to close the distance between them.
He cupped Sora’s chin in his hand and tilted her face upwards, pressing his lips to hers gently. He smiled against her lips when he felt both her hands clutch onto his t-shirt as he leaned deeper into the kiss. A soft moan reached his ears when he used his tongue to caress her lips, tasting her orange-flavoured lip balm. He raised his other hand and traced his fingers across her cheek, feeling her soft skin at his fingertips just so he could remind himself that this wasn’t a dream, but he really was standing on the school soccer field and kissing Sora.
The thought jolted awake his rational side and Taichi pulled away from the kiss abruptly, darting his head around to check if they were being watched. He sighed with relief when he noticed that the lights were out in the school building and the field was completely deserted as well. When he turned his attention back to Sora, he saw that she was still clinging to his chest as pouted up at him.
“So..uh..yeah, happy birthday,” Taichi murmured as he avoided looking at her eyes, feeling the repercussion of his bold move flood to his cheeks in the form of a hot flush.
“Hm. I wouldn’t consider it a happy birthday yet,” Sora said as her lips curved upwards and she let her gaze drop to his lips.
“Uh, I don’t understand-”
“Come on, Taichi,” Sora smirked at him as she stood on her toes so she could lean closer towards him. A mischievous glint danced across her dark, rosy eyes as her smile and low tone suggested more than what her innocent words let on, “You can still give me a better gift than that, right?”
Taichi held his breath for a moment, waiting to see if Sora would laugh and push him away, claiming that she was just joking. But when her eyes stayed fixed on his face and her hands continued to hold onto his chest tightly, he allowed himself to grin as he snaked one arm around her waist and pulled her closer to him.
“The birthday girl’s wish is my command.”
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#taiora#taichi yagami#sora takenouchi#digimon#digimon adventure#digimon fanfiction#answered#writealot#mimato in the bg being best couple 🫶🏻#writing requests#well i can still write them#so that's a relief phew#digiwriting
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for the fic writees ask, 49? (im reading a galling yoke so i hope youll talk about the next chapter 😂😂) and also 15 33 and 41 bc im curios
What’s your favourite AU that you’ve written?
My best AUs are for Philinda lol. My favourite is Committed to the Cause, a POTUS/USSS one with Coulson as the president and May as his head of security.
If you write chaptered fics, what’s your ideal chapter length to write? Is it different from your ideal chapter length to read?
My ideal chapter length to write is 4–7k, which is also about my ideal chapter length to read. Maybe my reading ideal is on the shorter end, so more like 3–5k, but gfhjsgdhs that’s not too big a difference.
Link a fic that made you think, “Wow, I want to write like that.”
There are a few that come to mind. The main ones are literally anything by @indilwenofmirkwood (but especially What Makes Her Tick, which can be read here on AO3 and here on FFN) and Kismet by @midnightlovestories (can be read here on AO3) for how they developed plot/romance, analysed my comfort character, and got some whumpy goodness snuck in there. The former is for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. while the latter is for The Addams Family.
Feel for You by @parksanddownton603 (can be read here on AO3) made me fall in love with a specific tone of AU and gave me the motivation to try my hand at writing an AU like they did (also for Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.). On the flipside, Defensive Wounds by @rebecca-in-blue (can be read here on FFN) is an in-universe fic but I greatly admire the characterisation in it and would love to know and honour my blorbos as well as they do. It’s for NCIS.
Another one for the Addamses, Human by @unhappychildhavingfun (can be read here on AO3) packs the kind of emotional, meaningful punch that I want my writing to throw. Though I also aspire to churn out numerous one-shots that just put my guys in situations the way @suallenparker does (if I must name particulars, the ones that affect me the most in this way have been Bulletproof, Lifeline, Safe and Sound, Liar, Mayism, Second Chances, and Being Someone Else, all for Philinda hfjsgdhhd).
And can’t play dead by @widespindriftgaze (can be read here on AO3) is…simply some of the best creative writing I’ve ever read. I love how they dabble in various, sometimes small/short-lived fandoms; I long to do that.
Welp, that was more than a few.
I hope the authors don’t mind being tagged—I wanted anyone who reads this post to be able to click onto your blog directly, but if you’d rather I not tag you, let me know and I’ll neutralise the ping right away. Sorry!!
(And of course, the one you’ve been waiting for, anon—)
What are you currently working on? Share a few lines if you’re up for it!
I am currently working (well, focusing) on A Galling Yoke, my Sherlock Holmes x Reader exes-/friends-to-lovers casefic. (It was actually supposed to be enemies-to-lovers lolol.) I’m like a third or so into Part 12, and I’ve got like seventeen chapters planned total plus an epilogue. Exciting stuff!!
And hey, you want a few lines? >:P
“No.”
“Mr Holmes, I cannot impose—”
“It shall not happen!”
You straightened in your seat, shoulders tensing. Sherlock groaned and dragged a hand down his face.
“I meant not to be…domineering,” he said. “But […] am I not to assume that you came here…for a reason?”
He and you looked at each other for a long, open moment.
I grabbed that out of the middle of a conversation for Maximum Suspense. I cut out […] because what I have written there currently is a bit of a placeholder. There was another part I wanted to share because it’s got a long quote from Arthur Conan Doyle’s “The Adventure of Charles Augustus Milverton”, but I figured that excerpt was a tad too spoilery. I’m sure you guys will prefer this romantic tension anyway. ;P
Thank you, and please feel free to send in more!
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fic author interview
tagged by @killerandhealerqueen (thank you!!!)
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
374 total, as of right now. a good 200 of those are pacific rim fanfics, of which at least 70% are promptfills, because i used to be a fairly heavy promptfic writer.
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
currently, exactly 1,309,300 words, but this will definitely grow—i tend to write between 150k-250k per year, depending on how things go (last year i hit an all-time high at 300k). i've written more total, but that's the amount that i've written since 2017 and not deleted.
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
let's see..... 1. strike it through (start again) (938) 2. do you feel the hunger (does it howl inside?) (634) 3. a love that echoes through the distance (484) 4. strokes of love (449) 5. The Trials and Tribulations of One Hermann Gottlieb, PhD (407) honestly i am a little annoyed with my top four fics because they've been in my top four since, like, 2022 when i posted them, and i have written so many better fics since then!!!! unfortunately my better fics are also for tiny fandoms so they stay there at the top </3
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
always! even if it's just a simple "thanks for the comment, i'm glad you liked it!" because comments mean so much to me and i want commenters to know that.
5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
I loved, I loved (I lost) i think? it's funny, because i love writing angst, but i rarely write things with a solidly unhappy ending—i almost always at least leave something on a hopeful note. no idea how this fic holds up because i wrote it ages ago now and my writing skills have definitely improved.
6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
what qualifies as "happiest"? i think this really varies from person to person. that said, my personal favourite ending of things i've written recently would have to be in nie huaisang and the no good, very bad day, which ends with 1. jin guangshan's head being cut off, and 2. poor huaisang fainting, just because i think it's hilarious as hell.
7. Do you write crossovers?
not really—i used to, but these days, i tend to write fusions more. i just don't particularly feel the drive for characters from different media to meet each other, and prefer to blend settings or worldbuilding instead. that said, i would like to write a zmyx/dmbj crossover, because i think a dmbj door would be wicked.
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
not as much since i switched to mainly posting on ao3, but i used to, yeah. most of it was very repetitive and boring and unimaginative, but a while back someone called me a f*g hag for writing an entirely sfw fic and accused me of getting off to gay male sex and i was just sat there like goddamn. none of what you said is even close to the mark. i deleted it (it was anon on ffnet, and thankfully i had my settings configured to let me delete anon comments), but i do have a screenshot saved somewhere, i think, just because it was so absurd.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
ehhhhh? not really?? this is complicated because like, i have written a few fics with smut, but i wouldn't really say i write smut. when i have written it it's almost always been very vague, for a variety of reasons, and in service of the narrative. i'm just not particularly interested in smut, and don't read it, either.
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not to my knowledge, but i would hope that if it were to happen, my readers would let me know. i have a specific line in my ao3 bio that states that if my works are found anywhere but on my ao3, tumblr, or ffnet, then it's stolen and reposted without my permission to cover my bases.
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
i had someone ask if they could translate a fic of mine years ago, but as far as i'm aware nothing came of it—i was very honoured, though!
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
i have! only one traditionally co-written, but it was an interesting experience. i'm not certain i could do it again, just because it requires a lot of coordination and effort.
13. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
pingpangxie/tiesanjiao (romantic)...............they have set up an entire shopping mall in my mind, and i adore them deeply.
14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
i don't think i have any wips on ao3 that i really want to complete, but i guess if we consider all my wips, the sun telling the same lies about how beautiful the world is, which is my sunrise sha hai parallel. i've been tinkering with the outline for a bit now, but i have yet to actually start writing it, but i care about it so much and want it to be written so badly, because there's so many fun things in both worldbuilding and canon changes that i've got prepared.
15. What are your writing strengths?
i'm a very descriptive writer! people have told me that my writing is very immersive because of this, and it makes me very happy, because i love describing things. also, not something most people comment on, but i love putting layers of meaning into every writing choice i make—especially lately, my writing is all blue curtains, as it were.
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
i have been known to love a massive paragraph, alas. my record so far is a 500+ word paragraph. i only would say it's a weakness because sometimes it can get hard to remember the point of the paragraph, but i'm skilled enough that i usually do fine.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
depends; if i speak the language, then maybe, but usually, i write dialogue in english......................but that said, all the dialogue i write for cdramas/cnovels is technically written in chinese in my mind and then translated into english in my writing, which is why sometimes i'll make references to the phrasing that only works when you consider the chinese version of what is said.
18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
on ao3, warriors! this is probably the first fandom i ever write anything for, actually, but anything i wrote pre-2016 either only exists in hard copy, or has been deleted.
19. What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to?
i have so many baihe ships i want to write for but i have yet to finish a single goddamn novel so unfortunately i can't actually do that. however i am planning on doing a baihe writing challenge for march since it's my birth month, so hopefully i'll get at least some writing done in that vein (it'll probably be yunze chuan and shuang jing heavy since those are the things i've actually finished, but i'd like to write something for fgep, ruzhui, etc).
20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written
not a fanfic, but a series: sunrise ‘verse! if i had to choose an individual fic i'd probably struggle a lot, i like so many of them! so i'm putting a series here :) this is my proudest achievement and my favourite world i've come up with. i have so much lore behind this and so many things i want to do with this, and it's a series i've done a lot of experimental things with and plan to do more experimental things in the future, and i think it's really pushed me as a writer.
@mhaccunoval @xueyang @mejomonster @mispronouncing-michaelangelo @vaynglories and anyone else who wants to! (no pressure!!)
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I'm the anon who made the request with the FF16 Girls. Unfortunately there aren't many wholsome scenes in the game that I missed exactly those kind of moments. But you wrote the drabble so well, as if it came from the game itself!!! 💕 Seriously, you are our FF16 writing queen and I love everything you've written now. When I have a bad day I always come back to your blog and reread your stuff because your writing always cheers me up. Thank you for existing and for enriching us with your writing!! ❤️
And also thank you for writing my request. That means so much to me! I was afraid to ask because it was very specific but I am so glad that I did. I just loved everything about it ❤️ and the last scene with Joshua made me feel so many emotions 😩❤️❤️
Aww, anon ❤️ This is such a sweet message - thank you so much. And to see that you reread my stuff is such an honour - you've put a smile on my face!
I'm so glad you liked it. Please don't be afraid to send requests - I really love receiving them. I've got a bit of a backlog in my ask box so it might take me a while, I've got some that I'm really excited to get into cos the prompts are so good (like yours!)
Thank you again so much xx
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your knight in shining armour reporting for duty o7
ok, question time….obviously i know you do art as a hobby (chefs kiss btw), but what other things do you like to do in your free time?
(also, it wasn’t lame, it was adorable. YOURE adorable.)
-shy anon
hiiii shy anon :3 glad to know my little knight came back victorious (and in one piece) from such an honourable imagination battle lol
there's a lot of things I love that I haven't been able to do in years, and even now I'm only juuust getting back into art as a hobby instead of another academic grind (design school/uni + 2 jobs and burnout's a bitch like that)
I'd love to pick up a lot of the more crafty creative activities I had to put down. Embroidery, printmaking (linocut my beloved), plush making/general fiber arts—things like that. I love working with my hands and making neat little things :)
Aside from that, I like open world survival games; Minecraft and The Long Dark are my faves, because I can just explore and collect the little trinkets I find. Also baking! Not to brag, but my brownie recipe is really damn good ^P^ I'd love to try woodworking and screen printing eventually, but they'll have to sit on the backburner for a bit lol
Now I want to know a bit more about you, darling anon: what are you interested in? What kinds of things do you love to fill your days with?
Also, as a side note, I'm a tad curious as to how you know me. Not asking for any identifying details, nor am I trying to figure out who you are. I'm just not sure how familiar you are with me/how much you've seen of me, so a frame of reference would be handy (I don't wanna bore you with the basics if you already know them lol). Up to you; don't feel pressured to say anything, or even directly respond to this in your next ask!
#getting a little bolder now are we? wonder how long “shy” anon is gonna last at this rate#not that i'm complaining ofc#definitely not complaining heh#i'm a dweeb who draws little music men as cats. get as comfy as you want here—i don't bite (much >w<)#askkiel#anon.ask#shy anon.ask
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Tumblr please behave and send this ask and the following nicely please please thank you 🙏🏻
Great, now that the Tumblr Gods have hopefully been appeased, let me get onto this message by wildly applauding you for writing 6k words!! Super super good given how much of a headache writing has been for you recently 🏆
Also [my most frequently used word in my messages to you I get the impression lmao] excuse me Nav but the answer to my question? The snippet of text you posted? The sheer richness in images of that text? I love love love it, i love it when language conjures up a scenery in your head and dang you did that artfully there 😍 I wonder- do you tinker around on those parts of writing and reshape what you've writing or is it a free-flowing process for you where you don't revise much?
And if you could have dinner with a person or two, who would you pick and what would you cook/order? Unless this is too personal a question of course <<
AND OMG NAV you- your last message about ILHDYS was so kind and your offer of sharing the progress too omg. First and foremost, I'm honoured shhshrhskaldjdj 😭 and i do love ILHDYS a lot. It combines many factors that, in a fic, are spot on for me and that i love to read. I did mention this in an earlier ask I think but i so ardently love reading drama as well as hurt/comfort in a fic and the way you placed that in ILHDYS is simply so satisfying for me to read. Even its conflict based on miscommunication isn't sth that makes my eyes roll into the back of my head here like it often does when it's used as a tool to create negative friction. It creates just the right amount of argument that it works in this setting. And it did become one of my go to comfort fics over time that i keep returning to regularly. I get what you describe, that feeling of looking at one's old fics and seeing ways to possibly recreate parts of it. And i am curious what you'd change if you could (if this is at all sth you'd indulge in talking about of course). But looking at my old fic, for me, also means i can see the progress I've made even though I'm not actively writing these days.
I'm hoping you're doing okay! I'm sending kisses back :)
- cabin anon ✨
im crying YOUR PRAYER WORKED!!! and thank you so much hehe!! im pretty happy i managed to hit 6k, too. especially given how hard it is to a) write and b) find time to write TTT
thank you my darling!! i think that's a line that just came to me and i wrote it out and liked it just as is. sometimes, you do have to go back and tinker with a line because you know it could pack more of a punch/could be more succinct but other times, the line just comes to you and you're happy with it as is. this was def one of those times!! thank you so much for your kind words crying emoji x 1000000
i would love to have dinner with you kekekeke hmm, you'll have to tell me if you have any allergies and then we can order in whatever your fav food is! i'm a medicore cook so i wouldn't put you through the ordeal of my cooking hjdsbsj
i absolutely agree! i think you can definitely see the progress you've made and it's nice to see your writing improve. i think with ilhdys, it could be a tighter fic, like some of the scenes are over-indulgent and run too long but then i think, the readers really love the fluff lololol i think the other thing i'd change is i'd want the stakes to be higher or at the very least, i'd want to jeongguk and jimin to maybe be a little nastier to each other cause i think in real life, people are. but at the same time, i understand that ilhdys is a comfort read and the way it's set up, it's meant to be low stakes. i'm so very glad that you love ilhdys so much and that it can be a comfort read to you. honestly, i feel like you've single-handedly given me back a lot of my confidence with writing. when i doubt myself these days i'm like...it's okay cabin anonie ✨ believes in you. i am so so so so so very grateful to you. thank you so much 💛💛💛💛💛💛 and the offer very much still stands! if you ever want to read the fic, let me know! if you want to stay anon, we can figure out some way to keep it that way.
makes a heart over my head pls take care of yourself! and sending you lots of love chu~
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Reader who's an esteemed researcher in snezsnaya was helping dottore in the new project assigned by the tsaritsa.
The two have the same level of intelligence but so does their ego so they argue a lot, but this one particular day, it got so worse, both of them trying to prove themselves correct they ended up hate fucking on his office.
Not really a big fan of hate fucking so at the middle of it they realize they admire each other's intelligence and skill it's just that their ego is too big for them to admit it.
In the end they do actually like each other 🤭
❦ Tfw ego gets in your way ❦
A/N : Anon your genius! Sorry for the delay I had some practicals going on. Also since you mentioned them being on-par, I made them have quite the self control (i.e. no cockdrunk reader).
Warnings : MINORS BEGONE | Fem-Bodied Reader, Explicit sex, Rough sex, Blowjobs, Edging, Orgasm Denial, Anal and No lube because it's Dottore, There's no Dom/Sub, Y'all being mean to each other, Mentions of questionable research, Dialogue heavy, Swearing
What could possibly go wrong, you had asked yourself. Turns out everything. You had been working on a project that required the subject to be kept in very specific conditions. Well, they escaped due to the negligence of your assistants. Added to that was the arrogance if your research partner, Dottore.
You were renowned for being a hard working researcher, having many years of experience in the Fatui. But you always were in the shadow of your senior- and the harbinger- Il Dottore. It pissed you off in every way possible and you couldn't help but always be criticising his work.
And he returned your kindness. He'd mock you for not being upto his standards or not being able to be a harbinger yet.
And speaking of the man, you came face to face as you were striding down the hallways with a frown on his face. He was talking to a Pyroslinger, pointing a funny looking test tube in his hand. When Dottore noticed you, he dismissed the guy and kept the testtube back in his pocket.
"Ah, Doctor Y/N, successful with your experiment yet?" He asked.
You gave him the sweetest smile possible and replied, "They wanted to feel the snow of Snezhnaya I suppose, so my underlings let them out on a trip."
Dottore grinned, his shark teeth showing. Oh how you wished he bit his tongue off someday.
"Well, Doctor, I need your help. Care to join me?"
You didn't really enjoy him mockingly calling you Doctor. He came up with that joke ever since people started remarking how you had caught up to his genius.
But you obliged. You needed to get your mind off the mishap, otherwise your assistants might no longer see the next day. You couldn't really afford that, sometimes the Fatui was stingy with their research funds.
After reaching the lab, he closed the door behind you two. He had that strange practice, being used to people trying to escape his presence. You didn't care though. You could probably take him. ... In a fight, you've never tried the other one.
He showed you an automaton and remarked, "I've been trying to incorporate human consciousness into an inanimate being. Your speciality is Neurology, hence I need your help."
You toyed around with the mechanism, trying to understand how it functions. You immediately came up with some possible hypothesis , but refrained from telling him any.
"How much am I getting paid?" You asked
"Paid?" He laughed, "You should be honoured working with me."
"Then excuse me I'm leaving."
You were almost at the door, thinking yourself to be witty, when he retorted, "You are replaceable, Y/N, don't think so highly of yourself."
And something in you snapped.
You walked up to him, poking your face closer to his, "Watch your tongue, Doctor ."
"You're funny, what makes you think I should even try to respect you?"
You were getting furious. First of all, simply him existing annoyed you, and secondly, he was straight up insulting you. You grabbed a fistful of his shirt and snorted.
"What will make you respect me?"
Dottore 's smile made you shiver. It was calculated, he knew what he wanted to do and say. He grabbed your chin, lifting your head to meet his masked eyes.
"Beg me to respect you." He broke into maniacal laughter. "Maybe I'll tape it and display it to every Fatui. No matter how esteemed of a researcher you are, you would still succumb to ME!!"
There were ... Strange feelings inside you. The poison in his words were distant, you could only focus on his proud face. You noticed he was in a slightly compromised position, having been pushed against a table with your weight. And in that split second you took the decision.
You pulled him closer, shutting up his laughter by smashing your lips onto his. You felt hin stiffen, and you pulled away.
"Shut up." You murmured, wiping your mouth on the back of your hand. You saw his confidence falter, slowly registering what you had done. You saw him out the pieces together and he finally grinned, lips stretched ear to ear.
You were unsure what he was thinking, but his grasp on you got tighter, his hands now grabbing your hips.
"You're filthy." He said, before leaning into your ear and whispering, "Just how I like it."
"Don't get too ahead of yourself." Now you were improvising, having no idea where the impulse of kissing him came from. You fidgeted in his grasp for a moment, before concluding you had only wandered deeper into the spider's web.
You huffed when his hands started travelling up your spine, right up to your neck. He pressed into your throat, cutting of your air. You clenched your jaw, not willing to give into his shenanigans. In return, you grabbed a fistful of his hair, trying to pull it out of his scalp.
"Fuck." He moaned, "That's hot."
"You're messed up." You said, lightly amused.
He was stronger- which was proven when he overpowered you to slam you onto the table.
"What, do you say-" he pressed his body on top of you, notably his crotch on your ass- "we prove our worth to each other."
You rolled your eyes, quickly using his distraction as an advantage to flip your positions and pin him down.
"Why don't I show my talents in neurology to you huh? Gonna stimulate those nerve endings for you?" You chuckled, keeping eye contact as you unbuttoned his shirt.
Dottore made an 'oh' sound, and he allowed you to strip him. His own hands were tugging on your shirt, frown on his face because he couldn't figure out the workings of your dress. So he simply ripped it off.
His bare torso was laid out for you to ogle. His skin had a light shine from the sweat; clearly his body was feeling it despite the winter. You were top-naked too, though Dottore's hands provided some coverage. He groped your tits, a dark laugh leaving his lips.
"Whore."
"Then I suppose I should help with this." You palmed his crotch, feeling his dick strain against the fabric of his pants. A part of you wondered whether it was a living or mechanical being behind the skin but the rest of you was anticipating being dicked down.
"Please." He was almost begging. Pride bloomed in your heart, knowing that the Doctor was weak for you.
You got to work taking off his trousers, hurriedly freeing the poor organ. It sprung out and you almost comically flinched from it's size.
You looked up at his face, trying to understand what he was feeling. The mask was in your way. You tried to ask him about it, and he immediately replied,
"The mask stays on during sex."
You huffed and put your attention back to his dick. You stroked it gently, Dottore patiently waiting for you to give him his release. Quickly stealing a glance at him, you pressed your lips on it.
"FUCK." A moan tore out from the man's lips.
"Sensitive. Noted."
You gave little licks along the length, his fingers digging into your scalp. Your motions were teasing, trying to find every single spot that would stimulate him the most.
"Get to the main part you whore or I'll have to do it myself." Dottore said through gritted teeth.
You obliged, taking his full length into your mouth. Dottore gasped from the sensation, and couldn't help but admire how adorable you looked with his cock filling out your cheeks.
You bobbed your head up and down, feeling the veins harden with every contact. How long will he last, you wondered.
Within seconds his grip on your scalp had tightened, him now forcing your head up and down to set his own pace. You whined in protest, though being ignored by him. Your hands were resting on his thighs for support, and you thought it's be a funny idea to pinch him.
"Brat." He breathed out as he pulled out of your mouth to release his cum all over your chest. You sat there for a few seconds, registering what just happened.
"That was great, Y/N, but I approach my subjects more directly." He said, now lifting you up and slamming you back on the table. He got close to your ear and whispered, "I like them marked too."
Saying that he dug his teeth into your collarbone, with you screaming out his name. You felt warm blood trickle down your skin.
"Get it? I'm less kind. That's what makes me successful."
You own trousers were now off, your ass exposed to his administrations.
"I get it, Mr. Sadism, now will you fuck me or not?" You huffed out impatiently.
"So eager..." He sighed, smacking your ass hard. You yelped, grabbing the sides of the table for support.
You heard him spit on his dick, and you realised what was about to happen.
"Oh no, oh no, shouldn't have rushed you-"
And with that he plunged straight in. Your voice got stuck in your throat because your body was more concerned with trying to fit your walls around his length and size. He pulled out almost immediately, before plunging right back in.
He gave you no time to either complain or appreciate, he was set on a brutal pace probably meant to rearrange everything inside you. You were repeating something over and over, but your ears were ringing with so much pleasure that you could barely hear yourself.
And just like that it all stopped suddenly. You were feeling hot and stuffed, but Dottore had pulled out leaving you just at the tip of your release.
"I had said it once before. Beg me for it, y/n." He said, his voice oh-so-cocky.
You regretted not pulling the denial trick when you were sucking on his cock.
But this denial wasn't one sided. He was close to his release too and all he wanted was your sweet sweet voice to cry for him. Seeing you not respond to him, he thumbed your clit, drawing more moans out of you.
"Say. It. Whore."
You almost laughed. If you controlled yourself right now, you could cause him the most minor inconvenience in his life. But in the end, you couldn't.
"Dottore... make me cum, please."
He did. His thumb bullying your clit while he plunged right back to your depths pushed you over the edge. You came all over his fingers, and he leaned in to give you reassuring kissing on your spine. He too climaxed, hot seed spilling into your intestines.
The two of you were breathing heavily, and Dottore laid down beside you on the table.
"Do you think anyone heard us?"
You ignored him, your eyes fixed on his face. He filled you with so many feelings, hate, jealousy, annoyance, but somehow in the end you trusted him. You two have worked countless times together and everytime you recall those memories the first image that pops into your mind his his proud face examining his work.
Maybe... you liked him.
And he did too. Otherwise the Second Harbinger would have not spared a second thought at assassinating someone who annoyed him.
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