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cr3 is gonna end and the pc’s still feel like the same people to me :|
(crcritical content in the tags feel free to skip)
#cr spoilers#cr critical#the pacing of this campaign was shot to shit from the start and i really hope mercer learns from this and takes it into account for cr4#i actually think they need to do mini seasons like d20 does. not in the way that they’re all completely separate from one another but#the way the unsleeping city had multiple seasons or a crown of candy or fantasy high. connected arcs in a bigger story#it would give mercer more time to plan and pace things and would give both cast and crew more time to prepare things#bc this campaign was. frantic. just full speed ahead with no breathing room. it’s a marathon sprint#i still feel like the initial assault on the key was like. maybe a few months ago#IT WAS A YEAR!!!!#what do you MEAN this campaign took place over five months!!! these people don’t know each other!!!! I don’t know them!!!!!!#VM knew each other for YEARS TM9 traveled for a YEAR together#CR3 viewers have been talking about a time skip happening as though it’s a guarantee!!! TM9 didn’t end with a time skip and guess what!!#It was a good ending!!! Maybe a few loose threads but they were easily touched upon later with no issues#like idk ppl are allowed to like or even love cr3 i have no issue with that. i just think that from a storytelling perspective it’s just#so poorly paced and i think both fans and players deserve better than to be thrown into world ending stakes immediately#the initial assault on the malleus key felt like an endgame event and it was like fifty episodes in. Tm9 got to xhorhas around episode 50#characters deserve time to marinate. cr3 is a pressure cooker#don’t even get me started on braius’ inclusion. sam i’m sure your character is cool and complicated but he’s been here for like 20 eps#i dont know this man#also i feel like shorter seasons/separate arcs woven together would account more for people’s personal lives and any medical issues#like what happened with sam. ppl were hounding him asking for his return meanwhile he was being treated for CANCER like I can’t imagine#dealing with that kind of pressure. players deserve privacy however they can get it.#(also fgc’s death is to me the only narratively satisfying thing to happen in cr3 i’m not kidding#fucking perfect setup and execution. exquisitely done on mr riegel’s part#laudna has also had some great story beats along with imogen but i think matt fucked up making delilah come back i really do)#anyway all the love to the cr crew and cast if you see this ily and your stories i just think pacing needs to be taken into account#“they’re just friends sitting at a table playing dnd” i don’t think they are anymore actually#obviously they’re still friends playing dnd but like. cr3 feels so produced and i dont mean that in a good way :[ it feels so corporate#off topic i am SO FUCKING EXCITED for the switch to daggerheart! I think it’ll really breathe some new light and life into exandria!!!
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You all have no idea how much self control it takes for me NOT to turn this place into half a baseball blog every October
Gifs between every art piece
But I've never had a bot/spam problem with this fandom blog and I don't feel like inviting general blog problems 😂
#Margot talks about Nothing#American baseball is my most favorite thing#I've been living with the gifs from these playoffs and I am beyond excited for the world series#the playoffs help power me through October as I watch them while drawing#I recently changed dang television services so I could more easily watch them#I have a detailed rant as to where I'd put every canon Earthmate on a baseball diamond#AAAAAAAA I JUST WANT TO SCREAM#I've found more RF people to talk to. Pls. If you're out there and you like American baseball. Poke me#Signed this silly lonely little Nationals fan listening to her morning sports talk radio#but ye bot accounts and spam messages are why my dead main is dead#and why I didn't bother just creating a whole entire new account when I made RFN and instead made RFN a sideblog#so no baseball. you all are spared
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Not going to lie, I've been unsure how to feel about a lot of things writing, but I just made myself cry writing a character death that I've had planned since I plotted this novel out and that is reassuring to me for some reason.
#sorry all my posts are about this#i'm not saying i wrote it so well that i cried#maybe that'll come in editing lol the good writing part#but like i have gotten very attached to these characters#even minor side characters who are kind of awful#when i say i felt nothing over this character death while outlining i am not exaggerating#i was like 'okay for this to happen x character has to die' and it just makes sense#BUT NOW I'M SAD ABOUT IT#easily one of the most fun things i have written in this project though#i also have another really devastating scene to write before i can call this book finished and i am SO excited for that#writing is weird you guys#personal
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Gosh I love your art!
But uh whats your favorite deltarune ships?
Thank you so much!! Oh gosh, you really caught me off guard with this one hah!
Well, uh I think it should be pretty obvious which ships I like by now...
It's clearly-
It-
It's obviously...
THOSE GUYS!
#i mean look at them#theyre so adorable together#i mean geez cmon theyre h*lding h*nds what isnt there to love#literally relationship goals fr#ok in all seriousness though there are a couple other dynamics i enjoy besides the royal guards#im just gonna go ramble in the tags hoping i wont get crucified for my takes heh#i think it should come as no surprise that i enjoy the dynamic of a certain reindeer and a certain purple dino-like monster#i am really excited to see where this will go in the next couple of chapters#im pretty laid back as far as other ship dynamics go; i enjoy seeing em even when my brain doesnt immediately go “i ship it” right away#theyre still cute and i am very easily swayed into shipping things so who knows how well this post will age#ok nvm actually i also lowkey ship asgore and rudy ngl i reread the undertale alarm clock dialogue and it was just a little cute ok??#there are a ton of dynamics i enjoy as friendships tho; such as susie/kris; berdly/noelle; susie/lancer; catti/jockington and ralsei/kris#i am aware ralsei and kris had the boat ride thingy together but i am still waiting to see what happens next#since the game isnt finished yet some things i mentioned here might change after i get the whole picture#i mean there are like 5 more chapters to go so a lot of stuff might happen and grow into something else who knows lol#lupucs spam over#ask#anon#lupucs chats
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Happy Baltimore Pride, the parade starts in 3 and a half hours and I'm already exhausted
#am i excited to be in the parade for the first time ever? yes. am i as an audhd disaster already overwhelmed? yuh.#also like. for all the team/the pres and the few sober members are trying to make it safe for us pride just isnt sober/recovery friendly#like on the grand scheme big picture culturally i mean. yes you can easily avoid alcohol during daytime hours at the streetfair etc#but ive only seen one event very clearly advertise no alcohol. the rest is very much the shots shots rail liquor sponsored by x booze etc#and thats not to say it shouldn't be im not trying to ruin the fun for everyone else thats not what this is.#its more an observation of - damn. im four months into recovery with alcohol as an autistic bipolar person. this might suck.#like this might be really hard and not be as fun as I'd hoped and I'm grieving the fact i never got the experience the pride others did#the free unhinged party that my teammates have been constantly talking about in the chat for the last week#they're already cracking open beers im sure and the grilling starts at 11am at our parade spot so that they can start drinking and save $#im used to being on the outside of the glass but its always a smidge uncomfortable. it helps having sober teammates with me#but a part of me worries about this weekend i guess.#just... not feeling great in our body. bones feel wrong. everything feels tired and heavy. poor monster doesn't want to be seen.
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It is so cold on this goddamn bus. Please. Help
#there is NO reason it should be 65 degrees in here….#I’m wearing a short sleeve dress bc it was so hot this morning because. you know. Florida in the summer#but then it rained and now it’s cool and breezy outside#and I was going to take my scooter home and enjoy the weather but I decided to take the bus last minute bc I was worried it might rain again#BUT IT’S STILL NOY RAINING#AND I WOULD’VE BEEN HOME BY NOW BC THE BUS TAKES SO LONG#AND#I AM SO COLD 😭#this post is sooo light hearted btw I love the bus. thank you bus#I love to sit and write my silly fan fiction instead of doing cardio#but I just get cold so easily. and I didn’t bring a jacket today of all days. and for some reason TODAY every building has been so cold 😭😭😭😭#anuway I’m excited to get home and eat my new snacks 👍 and play vidya game#also I just had therapy! it was good :) I didn’t really have anything to talk about but I think it went well regardless#I kept apologizing for talking too much and also. everything. and she was like ‘let’s reframe that shall we’ 🥲😅😅😅#ellyposting
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mornie mornie mornie!! ⊂( ˆᵕˆ )⊃ i put my big girl pants on & FINALLY made an appointment to get the tires aligned on my car ٩(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )و & i didn’t even cry!! woo!! its the lil wins im tellin you :’3 happy thurs to you & you & you & everybun!! <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#me on ft w my boyfie ‘but what if they…they try & sell me something else 𐔌՞⸝⸝ʚ̴̶̷̷ · ʚ̴̶̷̷⸝⸝ ՞𐦯’ im so easily swayed as a customer i hate it#& like idk anyth ab cars so if they tell me i need my car tubes redone or whatever who am i to say no ?? im just a girl!! ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა#anyways i got me a lil gameplan & im gonna STICK TO IT!! (⁎˃ᴗ˂⁎) im excited!!#& if all goes well i might go & see mr chlobun bc he has a rainday today :’< so he can’t wrk but he isn’t too far so i can def visit!! :3#fingies crossed everyth goes smoothly or i will!!!! IMPLODE!!!! ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ hehee ily ily ilyyy!!!
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mmmmrrrrggghhhhhhh slow day
#catfish speaks#i did not get nearly half the things i wanted to accomplish done#part of it is cos i need more fabric for the bottom half of this coat#and that's not a hard find but it does mean i have to wait until nexy week when i get paid to buy it#and so i couldn't do rhe bottom but tbh the top half has SO much to it#and then i just. took forever to get anything done#also got groceries today which probably didn't help#but fuck i did not accomplish very much#and im scared im going to be crunching#i haven't even gotten halfway on the owlbear#and in my head i can whiz through all the steps and figure it out easily but oh boy#actually doing it is. different#i am just. very tired#god i want to get these cosplays done so badly#and ideally not have to crunch too hard#hrghhhh we will see#have a cup of tea and rest#then get back to what i can do today#and hey i have a lot of sick leave. i could. take a day off to jusy try and catch up#we'll see.#the good thing is thay i do currently have the leave to go to pax and will be able to get more from here on#so im good there#it's organised its just a bit tight#and of course im very tired this week and have a million things on so naturally i agree to go to a party on friday#im excited but aurhjisjajai man i love cramming my schedule don't i#reminds me i need to finish that present
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i literally cannot wait until there is actually other life sim games like the sims that are actually publicly available to play!!! like Tiny Life is out now and i do definitely want to play it but... come 2024 we might have Life by You and perhaps Vivaland in our hands... also i am Really Really awaiting Paralives as well i am PRAYING for a release date to be announced. like i will exercise as much patience as i can but tbh ts4 is depriving me (i only have base game + my first pet stuff + desert luxe kit so i dont have 95% of the gameplay i want .) and i would love to just be able to have something else to play too??
#blaire.txt#lby is coming in march 2024 i think and i am EXCITED i hope it is good when it comes out... i am tempted#and i dont. know much about vivaland but MULTIPLAYER LIFE SIM??? IM INTRIGUED#finally . my friends can watch me build square houses in real time#i am still incredibly interested in Tiny Life tbh... i played the demo and its really cute 🥺#it really is tiny life... wow...#and its moddable!!!! plus since its pixel art i could probably pretty easily mod in custom clothes and hairs and stuff#life sims being moddable is so important btw like actually. i genuinely think since like#life sims are so open-ended and customizable by design that NOT having mod support is genuinely a HUGE downside#though of course ts4 also. doesnt have official mod support or modding tools which is a bummer but i mean#ive simply accepted that the sims series just. will never have official modding support#especially with the new one supposedly being f2p 😰#THIS IS NOT A SIMS 4 HATE POST I SWEAR its just . i really wish it was just a 40-60$ game#and all the dlc content was just INCLUDED in the base game for that price#i genuinely would be 100% okay with that price!!! sure its a bit expensive but like#COMPARED TO 1000+ USD FOR THE FULL GAME + DLC EXPERIENCE ITS . A LOT BETTER#like ill happily pay for ur game!!!! but i will Not get out a literal Loan to be able to afford it#sigh. anyways i am really looking forward to the new life sims coming out!!!#i think lby will probably come out first so im excited to get my hands on it hehe
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i do not know if i ever sent this to you. i have posted it. i hope you like it Princess.
#uhhhhhm no you HAVE NOT SENT THIS TO ME BEFORE?!?!#I literally am speechless#I’m not super talky right now#but even if I was I feel like I’d still be fucking speechless#like I already said I love your writing 🩷#and it fucking BLOWS ME AWAY when people write about me or use me as an inspiration#like????????? what??????? me???????????!#I’m going to keep this close to my heart and look at it whenever I’m feeling down#I don’t remember if I said that already but it’s true#I need to get a journal or a cute box to put things like this in so I can just grab it and look through them when I’m feeling shitty#one thing I needed to say is the fact that you shared this with me now of all times??? is kinda crazy to me#idk if it’s a coincidence or if the universe/God/whoever/whatever is trying to tell me to go back into music and singing#not going to go into it too much but I’ve been looking at my life a lot lately#and I’m realizing I’m not getting any younger…. I know I’m still young but if I don’t do something soon -#my life is going to completely pass before my eyes and I really really don’t want that#I’m *finally* going to get mental help soon (long story but I have to wait a few weeks)#and once I’m actually mentally stable I can focus on what I want to do with my life#so I’ve been thinking a lot about my performing arts background and then randomly a get an email from a choir director I know#asking if I could please join the choir for their Easter performance cause they could really use my high notes#and she just kept complimenting me and it felt really nice ☺️#then when I went to the first rehearsal I sat next to this girl and we were singing a part and the first sopranos go up to a high A#and I can hit it easily but most of them couldn’t so it felt like I was going this mini solo lol#but she asks me what my range is and I told her that back when I trained I could sing queen of the night which I think goes up to an F6#and she was talking about how impressive that is#and it made me think about if I actually trained and got back into it how good I actually could get#I don’t mean this to be like ‘look at me look at me I’m so good’#it just feels nice to have a little bit of a direction again#who knows if I’ll actually go down the music path again but it does sound damn exciting#I miss it with all my heart - I miss singing and performing and acting… I even miss music theory#anyway rant over and i ran out of space but thank you so much I seriously can’t thank you enough 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
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to the anon who asked me about extremely old lore: it's not an important nor interesting part of the story, and definitely isn't relevant here. i appreciate your curiosity and am glad you asked me, and i hope i don't scare you off with this, but it really doesn't matter.
#i don't intend to sound mean but i do intend to sound firm. there's a reason it's not easily findable.#there's a reason you won't see many people discussing it. the situation. or them.#i know its in our nature. especially as phannies. to be curious. so you'll want to go looking. don't. it won't be worth your time.#cause there's less pieces around than you'll want. and the answer isn't very exciting.#sometimes all the info you need is in the question you ask: they just did.#i am more than happy to talk about literally almost anything else. as are other people.#although i think i'm well within my rights to be sounding stand-offish when *thats* your first question as a newbie#if it's genuine and innocent then my apologies. but it smells like a fish.#dnp#c.text#answered
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every day I wish I started moffat's run without looking online first and absorbing all the hate he gets bc I do not know what is my opinion that I would've came to on my own and what I've simply seen others say that stuck with me and clouded my perception going in
#ofc I'm sure that for the most part my opinions are still my own#but I'll admit that I'm easily influenced so part of me wonders#because I know as much as I hate it I definitely went into his run skeptical and wary and hostile#mostly I seriously wonder what I would've picked up on my own#I'm not very media literate. like. at all#I like to pretend I am but I'm really REALLY not... it's just not how I engage with things#so I wonder if I would've liked it more if I was able to turn off my brain and just watch like how I did with rtd's run#(tho in all honesty? I like moffat's run overall more than I do rtd's. I never rewatch s3-4 nor like half of s2 I just don't enjoy them)#(even if yes I agree wholeheartedly rtd is such a better character writer...#but then again would I have come to that conclusion on my own? or am I parroting?)#mind you I don't hate moffat's run as much as I like to dog on it#in fact s8-10 are my favorites of the whole show other than s1#but still...#and I've done it again with chibnall! I have seen NOTHING but only heard bad things and as excited as I am I'm... wary. and skeptical.#it sucks#doctor who
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I'm going to draw wktd fanart (to cope with a highly specific situation) while I still have the time for it (looming employment) and that is a promise to myself (I probably have something else I said I'd work on but whatever)
#I strt at the end of the month and I'm#I'm not even gonna say I'm scared I'm not I'm just not quite excited either? I'll pull through#and hopefully eat better and be able to buy fun things thaNK FUCK#however also taxes. I am not looking forward to taxes#like it's literally an ideal position if I don't manage it for whatever reason that'll be uh. something big for me to find out limits wise#but it's whatever I'm curious and I gotta try#and like I said god I'll be so happy to be able to afford hyper specific autism approved food that's gonna make everything so much easier#oh also the hyper specific situation? don't worry about it. just know I'm going to cry into whatever I draw for that game atm#I mentioned it in the post I made about it these days I literally skimmed through lines of one of the endings and immediately cried a single#Annoying tear. I feel like I don't cry about life things as much as would be healthy to and when I do I don't cry right#so I just get so annoyed at these sudden single tear moments when I'm not even putting effort into anything they just leak out#because something on a screen hit too close to home in an instant but I can't even properly Feel it because I'm focused on something else#and the thing in question has well been Acknowledged and rendered Irrelevant#it's not satisfying like crying for being engrossed on a story and/or characters and I absolutely hate how idk picturesque? it feels#people criticize drawing crying with a pretty single tear all the time it feels so fake and forced to fit the medium in a way that's still#appealing and consumable but I'm just a person with depersonalization issues. reverse derealization. everything's real except me#anyways I wasn't spiraling I will continue to not spiral about that at this moment but that's constantly there in my brain#and I'm going to draw the body horror lesbian polycule about it#Void fala aí#oh yeah I promised field sib content uh I can easily do that as a warm-up on a work day obviously pfft#''end of the month'' she's so pretentious you mean next week
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are u hyped for the next madoka magica movie
YES
#i didn’t feel like blogging today so my insanity was hidden from the public eye. until now#IT LOOKS FUCKING CRAZY i have full faith in the team bc the main series + rebellion are sooooooo good#but am also frightened by the idea of them potentially introducing twists for the sake of twists and derailing the story#and people mentioning magia record which apparently fucking sucks 😭#NOT TO BE DEBBY DOWNER but the core story of madoka thus far is so dear to me so if they’re reviving it after over a decade…#i want it to be a fitting and fulfilling conclusion and not leave us all more confused and such… another open ended cliffhanger of sorts#Unless they’re planning on more content after this movie#but a part of me would also love if the main cast’s story finally got concluded and they could just rest 💀#TLDR i feel like this series very easily has the potential/ability to be never ending and i don’t want that. bc it’s not fulfilling#BUT ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE (overall i am extremely excited btw and it looks amazing from the promos)#IF IT TURNS OUT HOMURA/THE QUINTET ARE A PART OF WALPURGIS AND THEY WERE FIGHTING THEMSELVES IN A LOOP ALL ALONG I WILL GO CRAZY#<- EX LITTLE NIGHTMARES#THANK YOY FOR THE ASK!!!! ❤️
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IT’S FISH DAY IT’S FISH DAY IT’S FISH DAY
#Seven.txt#fish stuff#vibrating with excitement#and also nervous energy and sleep deprivation but it’s fine cause ITS FISH DAY BABEY#i’m sitting outside waiting on them and i /had/ another package with snails coming today as well#and i was typing up a post like ‘let’s see which one gets here first. the snails or the fish?’#cause they’re coming from two different carriers y’know#but the snails literally got here while i was typing that post so uh. the snails won the race lmao#anyways i am exhausted and anxious out of my mind cause the stakes are pretty high with these fish#and i’ve averaged about 4hrs of sleep this week#and you’d know how bad that is if u knew that my depressed ass can easily sleep for 12-16 hrs if i’m allowed to#not that that’s good either but. 4hrs is NOT enough for me friends#i am. running on pure distilled nervous energy rn#but i’m still excited don’t get me wrong. i just hope everything goes well and they aren’t too stressed or beat up from the shipping#wish me well that i don’t fuck things up!!!#i have like. a number of years of experience to fall back on but i am still always learning and i’m nervous every time i get new fish#anyways. the guilt of all the messages and comments i’ve gotten lately that i haven’t replied to is eating me alive :)#and it makes me feel bad for posting things on my socials whenever i have any un-replied to messages#cause i don’t want people to think i’m ignoring them!!! i’m just so busy rn!!! and it’s less effort to type out a lil post like this#versus sitting down and thinking of the good genuine thoughtful responses that i wanna give to people#especially when i like. can’t think straight rn. about anything other than keeping these fish alive#so. that will be my full day today but once things calm down and everyone’s hopefully settled in tomorrow#i can finally start working on replying to everything#okay enough rambling. back to staring at the fields and waiting#at least the weather’s nice. and i’m sitting in the golf cart so i’m in the shade#which is good cause i’m wearing a hoodie over a shirt and long pants#and i’ve got a coffee and music playing. now if i could just chill out everything would be great#but knowing myself I Will Not
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"Understanding and demonstrating respect for the real-world histories and culture being referenced" okay then get rid of the racist lore for Blue Mage then and get our names out of your mouths
#BLU is so fucking racist it'd need an ENTIRE lore rework down to the source of the magic#no fucking way they'll do that#they've said this shit in the past then cover their ears and go ''lalalalalala'' when real-world cultures criticize them#I won't forget the ''Far Northern'' set and how the Saami were pretty much told their cultures are allowed to be sold freely#all they asked was for the racist outfits to be taken off the store and consult them for any cultural inspiration#the ''Far Eastern'' school sets literally aren't sold in Korea because of the Japanese occupation roots#Stormblood is am amalgamation of other Asian cultures and legends mishmashed into like 3 heavily Japanese ones#I'm talking the Chinese versions of the four lords legends among other things#they can't undo this damage and I'll be watching with popcorn as the easily disarmed get upset again in the future#you can have hope but for fuck's sake don't pat them on the back and accept breadcrumbs of stereotypes for representation#y'all are better than this and deserve more than this#I will proceed to ignore every single ''let people have fun and be excited'' comment because I'm not stopping you#just side-eyeing the ones willing to listen to shallow words and immediately be disarmed despite the history of them being unreliable
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