#i am in love with my earbuds fr

[anecdotal-acorn]

genuinely one of the best things in life is earbuds that put different characters' voices in different ears when you're listening to a cast recording

[sorapricots]

Soothing Heaven

Summary: While the nightmare kept trailing behind each of his step keeping him wide awake and tied down to the reminder that his the last of his people, you always accept him with warm smile and open arms.

Pair: Aventurine x Reader

Genre: Hurt/comfort

Warnings: Everyone is sad here :(

A/N: I got aventurine in soft pity AND I won my 50/50 TWICE (Yes my Aventurine is E1 I am so proud) can y’all believe that? Not to mention I got his light cone on 10 pulls with 0 pity… he wanted me fr fr.  Aventurine story quest really kills me. He just want a peaceful life yet the fate say no n make him suffering more than he already suffered :( that man just need some hug fr.

Wc:  1,1k

“You’re a child blessed by Gaiathra Triclops and can lead the clan to happiness. So always remember to protect yourself and never resent the pain and poverty you’re going through… All right?”

Aventurine gasped as he opened his eyes. Beeping from the alarm beside his table can be heard. He pushed the alarm off as he blankly stared the ceiling above him. His sister’s words keep echoing in his head. He exhaled softly as he pushed his body from the bed.

As he started to get ready he start to imagine what and how his trip to penacony will be. Will his mission from the IPC will go smoothly or will he encounter enemies he can’t face?

Whatever the result is he surely does not excited to leave. He grabbed his phone as he walked out from his bedroom. Quickly searching for your name in his contact list and call your number.

One, two, and three rings you finally pick up his call.

“Hello! Good morning my love.” Your smooth voice made him smile softly as he opened the fridge.

“Good morning my lucky charm.” He can hear you giggle from the phone which only make his smile harder. Suddenly he feel the tattoo on his neck pulsed. Which make him grunt a bit. Making his lover stop talking.

“Are you okay my love?” you asked voice laced with worries. Aventurine let out a small hum to show that he’s okay when in reality his clutching his neck pretty hard.

“I don’t feel so good about this my love… are you sure you are okay and will go to penacony?” Aventurine can’t help but smile with how worried and how caring his lover to his well being.

“Don’t worry sunshine, I will be alright. You know I always be alright.” Aventurine can hear you sniffled. Aventurine cooed at the thought of you wiping your tears.

“I’ll go to your place now hm? Let’s have some time together before I left with Topas. I’ll see you in 10, love. I love you my lucky charm.” You let out a choke hum before bid him goodbye and hear a beep from your phone.

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10 minutes never feel so long in your life as you sit on the counter with your earbuds on trying to drown bad thoughts in your head. Your finger turning red as you keep picking the skin.

You blinked when you see a harm gloved fingers carefully pull your fingers apart. Suddenly the world is quiet.

Aventurine carefully cup your cheeks with his hands. Treating you like a glass he got from an auction with highest price. Carefully he wiped aways those tears that won’t stop streaming down. And end it with a soft kiss on each of your eyes.

“I’m here. And always be here no matter how far we are.” He said with a whisper. Your eyelids rapidly blink away the tears before you pull him to a hug. Inhaling his scent and absorbing his warmth.

“Be safe, Kakavasha.” Your tone wavering. Aventurine smile softly at the way you call him by his real name. A privilege that is reserve for you and you only.

“I will, precious.” His hands softly rub your back as you hug him harder.

“Let me drop you off at the office.” You spoke softly as you pull yourself a bit to see your lover face. Aventurine smile and nodded.

You both go to IPC office, hands entangled to one and another refusing to let go. The closer you are to the office the tighter your grip on his hand. And all he can do is just pulling you closer to his side.

“Well looks like someone is not willing to say their goodbye.” Topaz welcome both of you with Numby on her shoulder squeaking. You smile at her before Aventurine pull you a bit far away to talk.

“I will go now…” there’s a heavy atmosphere enveloping around both of you.

“I will wait here…” your voice crack as your vision blurry. Hands carefully play with one of his rings.

Aventurine lean in carefully. Cupping your cheeks as his forehead touch yours. His multi-coloured eyes stare at your glossy ones. Thumbs carefully wiping the fallen tears before he kissed you.

Slowly Aventurine pull away. You watch as one of your hand hold the other half set of earing that you have with Aventurine. Carefully playing with the crystal as your eyes watch Aventurine get into the car with Topaz and left.

Empty start to engulfing you as you walk home alone.

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Anxious.

One feeling that have been haunted you for the past 3 days. The news spread like a wildfire about what happened with IPC especially Aventurine in Penacony.

If it’s not because how hard it was to be able to step a foot on Penacony and the responsibility you have at home you would go to Aventurine as soon as you can. But fate decided the other thing and all you can do is just wait.

Your eyes keep moving back to your phone as your fingers typing stuff at the laptop on your lap. The sky getting dark and yet there’s no ongoing news about what happened with your lover. Not even from Topaz herself.

Suddenly there’s a jingle of keychains. Your finger immediately stopped typing as you try to confirm yourself if you hear something. You can feel your chest beating.

The door creaked as it opened slowly. Showing a figure with clothing style that you so familiar with. In a hurry you put everything aside and you run to welcome him.

There he was. Your Aventurine. Looks so dishevelled. His skin looks paler than he already is. There’s no glint of light in his multi-coloured eyes. He looks like he’s about to collapsed anytime soon.

You open your arms. No words to be said as your eyes mirror his. Slowly he walked towards you before he let his body fall limp into your arms.

No sobs to be heard from him, but the way you can feel your shirt getting damp tell a story that don’t need to be untold. Carefully both of you fall to the floor. With Aventurine still in your arms and your arms carefully rub his back.

Suddenly you feel him circling his arms around you. Tight enough for you to unable to let go. You hug him equally tight. Sway your body from side to side. Aiding his inner turmoil. Telling him without words that you will be there.

“Welcome back, Kakavasha.” you said with the softest tone you can give. Sobs suddenly break out from him as you try to calm his trembling body by playing his hair.

Maybe, maybe this is what the emanator of nihility meant when she told him to go back. His soothing heaven is waiting for him after all.

[thus-spoke-lo]

He’s a Real Picnic // linecook!Sanji x reader // SFW

Written for @bastardblvd’s Wet Hot Slimeball Collab CW: gn!reader, some gendered pet name (ex. ma chérie), crack-ish. Sanji-typical shenanigans. WC: ~800

“Did you know that this wine takes seven summers to create, my sweet?”

You glance at the green bottle that Sanji holds in his hands. “No, I can’t say that I did.”

“Here, darling.” Sanji pours you a glass and hands it to you. “You see, what I’ve learned is that the best things in life take time and persistence, and this wine is no exception.”

“Huh.” You raise an eyebrow and take a swig from the glass; it tastes like wine, alright. “How interesting.”

“Isn’t it?” He brushes his blonde hair out of his eye, smooths out the picnic blanket that covers the patchy grass of the park. He takes multiple small containers out of the grand, hand-woven basket that sits in the middle, and begins to arrange their contents neatly on the plates in front of you—real plates, not the cheap paper kind that you’re used to hauling along for afternoon picnics, with intricate designs painted along the edges. “Do you know where I got these plates, my dear?”

You sigh. “Let me guess. When you were working under Chef Zeff in Fr—”

“When I worked under Chef Zeff in France that one summer,” he drones, not even hearing your response. “Now here, why don’t you try this? I special-ordered this baguette from a bakery out of town, just for today.”

You sputter as he shoves a piece of bread in your mouth. “Sanji—”

“I know, ma chérie, I spoil you too much.” He sighs and grasps your chin between his thumb and forefinger, directing your gaze to him. “But you deserve it. I see how hard you work every day, how you put up with the disgusting flirtations of our customers with a smile. It’s vile what they put you through, truly awful.”

“Sanji, listen—”

“Darling, we don’t need words,” he says, pressing his long finger to your lips to silence you. “Our love is one that only needs lingering glances over glasses of wine, a shared laugh over the gentle grazing of our hands as we both reach for the last piece of Brie—”

“Sanji! For the last goddamned time, I am on a date!”

“Of course you are, lovely,” he laughs, sitting back on his heels. “You’re on a date with me, just like I’ve always dreamed of.”

“Not with you.” You point to the sad-eyed man sitting next to you. “With him.”

Yuuta quietly waves at Sanji and smiles, leaning down to take a cracker from the plate on front of you; Sanji smacks Yuuta’s hand and shakes his head slowly. “Those are not for you, sac à merde, and you have no business interrupting my afternoon with my delicate flower.”

“Oh, should I go?” Yuuta asks, looking at you with an expression that made him look utterly and irresistibly soggy.

“What? Jesus, Yuuta, no, you don’t need to go, he’s just”—you pause and breathe deeply, grumbling as you exhale. “Let me handle this.”

Yuuta shrugs in response and pulls out his phone, popping in earbuds as if to give you privacy for whatever was about to happen.

“Sanji,” you start, taking both his his remarkably soft hands in yours, “you need to go, my guy. You crashed my date.”

“But my sweet, summer blossom, I put so much of my love for you into this experience! I brought all your favorite foods, and I got up early just to make sure everything looked perfect!” Sanji places his hands on each side of your face, his expression becoming more panicked as he spoke. “Do you know how hard it is to find someone to work the overnight shift? I owe Dabi so much money now!”

You carefully pry Sanji’s hands from your cheeks and close your eyes. A groan escapes your lips, and you know you’ll probably regret the next words you say. “Look. Maybe another time, okay? Just…not now.”

“You—you mean it?” His pupils practically turn heart-shaped at the suggestion.

“Yeah. Sure. Why not.” You could do worse.

“Well, then my apologies, let me clean this up and I’ll be out of your way.” He winks at you, like you now share a secret you’d rather not have between you, and he begins to pack up the picnic basket.

“Hey, Sanji,” you coo, tugging at the hem of his shirt as he starts to put away the bunny-shaped apple slices.

“Yes, my darling?” he grins, practically salivating at the sound of your voice.

“Can you, uh… can you leave the food at least?”

“…fine. But he can’t have any.” He leans over, until he’s mere inches from Yuuta’s face. “And I’ll know if you do.”

Sanji lights a cigarette and takes a long drag from it while he glares at the two of you, blowing the smoke in Yuuta’s face, then stands and shoves his hands in his pockets as he wanders off. You sigh and turn to Yuuta, who is quietly watching Power and Denji’s latest video, chuckling to himself while he shoves a slice of apple in his mouth.

Somehow, this is still the best summer you’ve had so far.

[theyluvlyss]

𝐅𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐲

《 ♡ 》 headcanon/rant

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𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭 :

this is basically like my personal version of marvel's 'what if...?', I'm so geeked, dude. what if... freddy freeman was never given the powers of shazam? a take from @anon-2019, expanded on by me.

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 :

none

𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐞 :

non-specified - alternate universe

𝐓𝐖/𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 :

cussing - me and anon's endless thoughts - freddy being the best at everything he does because he's that guy fr🤷🏽‍♀️.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ...𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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𝐨𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝. . .

I want you to know how mad I am at the fact tumblr, once again, fucked me over and wouldn't let me edit your original ask as a draft so I had to delete it...

and as you can see, I screenshotted it all before doing so, so I deeply apologize for not being able to just answer the ask directly...

but omg I adore the creativity of this, holy shit dude !!!! personally, I've always resonated with freddy being on the more creative side of things (much like the other job ideas you listed), so flight attendant never crossed my mind ! on that note...

you can't tell me freddy wouldn't be absolutely charming and rizzing up all of his passengers and co-workers😙🤭. and he likes to make a show of doing the whole 'make sure you fasten your seat belts, and this is how to work your oxegyn masks' thing, you know what I'm talking about?

and handing out snacks would be this whole other ordeal, he'd be launching them bitches across the isle if he missed someone or would be settling small disputes with his horribly timed comedy. and babies? yeah, they don't cry on his flights, he's making sure of it, making faces and entertaining them (other attendants are constantly trying to work shifts with him because of this). he gives older kids tours of what he's allowed to show them, telling elderly folk they don't look a day over twenty, all of that shit.

and don't let him work first class !! he's absolutely clapping back at all of the snobby folk (it's a wonder he still has his job), and then on the occasions where they're the nice rich type, bro is popping wine bottles with them, indulging in their life stories, cracking an immense amount of jokes and making MASSIVE tips cuz freddy freeman is likeable in EVERY universe, including yours, idc, I said what I said...

plus, he's flying. he's doing what he always dreamed to do; he's in the sky, free and seeing all of the tiny people, places, and things below him. night, day, clear skies, rainy clouds, it doesn't matter. the shakiness of the turbulence and the sound of a jet engine can be drowned out with earbuds, he can kick back and relax after a long shift, it. does. not. matter. the downs are worth it because he's up.

freddy is flying, and he's happier than a mf doing it, and and and- *starts crying*.

I love him, so much, my soulmate🥹💙.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ...𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ...𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭

𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 :

@anon-2019

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 :

429 words

𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 :

none :(

[mcheung]

your new icon is SO SLAY ACTUALLY where is it from!!!!! And send pluto all my love 💕💕💕, you go pluto!!!!!!!!!!!! And none for elyn BYE also we need to add mean girls to our watchlist 📋 speaking of have you watched the mean girls musical? I’ve seen mixed reviews and some clips of Renee rapp and while she slays so hard idk it doesn’t feel as sinister as the og regina george? But then again this is a musical so hmmmm not sure if I should watch it (also I finished umbrella academy and the next (and FINAL 😭😭😭) season doesn’t come out till August what am I supposed to do until then??? Have a LIFE????? god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers etc etc fr 😔) wow this ask/life update went so many different directions LOL

^^me rn w my headphones cuz GUESS WHO ALSO LOST HER EARBUDS LOLLLLLL (I think I’ll find it when I clean my room why is it always so messy :(((( —> girl who liveblogs every second of every day)

HIIIIIIIII it’s from fallen angels!!!! i’m so obsessed with wong kar wai’s films we HAVE to watch at least one together soon 😌 nooo my love pluto gimme back my moots >:’(( dont worry tho he’s receiving every single one of your kisses <33

no i have not seen mean girls the musical the movie LOL renee does indeed seem like she slays so hard but if i know anything it’s that movie adaptations of musicals SUCK i might give it a chance tho!!!! or i’ll watch a bootleg of the original musical LMAO

SO FAST????? WOWWWWWW HAAHAHAHA guess you’ll just have to listen to my movie recs now heheheehehehehe

[sparkles-rule-4eva]

🐸, 🦉, 🎧 and 🎵

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

Huh! I'd say... something like a sunshine, ocean, outdoorsy, flower kind of vibe. Pastel colors and music and green fields.

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

DEFINITELYYY a night owl! I used to be a morning person when I was younger, but nowadays I stay up till like 1-2 am whenever I can and HATE getting up early. 🤣 I get most of my creative spurts late at night.

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

Headphones fr!! I used to prefer earbuds, but nowadays they just make my ears sore and usually they fall out pretty easily. I love the feel of headphones and the sound quality is >>>

🎵 Last song you listened to?

"Kids in the Dark" by All Time Low! I've been formulating a playlist for my au, and last night I realized it fit part of it really well, so I listened to it like 5 times in a row late last night 🤣

[kozumesphone]

HI CUTIE PATOOTIE!!!!!!! i'm gonna gossip in your inbox like we're hanging out at the mall. (Actually lemme set the scene *AHEM*)

♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡

We're sitting on a round table in the food court, noises from both young and old buzzing around. Babies laughing and adults chattering, the sounds of food being fried and orders being yelled. It smelled like a cacophony of meals, each one melting into a Valhalla of food. We were huddled close, sharing earbuds as we listened to some Chappell Roan and gossiped like silly schoolgirls.

"So, I am trying to get my friend to find me a boy at her school because the boys at my school suck." I explained, munching on some fries as I spoke, "Because like all the boys at my school are either ugly, taken, or have the world's worst personality. And it's not like I could date a girl from my school since they're like all straight."

I took a sip of my milkshake, dipping my french fry in the drink. The salty-sweet combo is amazing and should be tried by everyone.

"Like there is this one boy in my Spanish class who probably has a crush on me." I grimaced as I continued, "But I could go on a whole rant about him. He is awful."

HELLO GORGEOUSSSS <3333 mhm ofc ofc 🤭🫶

'each one melting into a valhalla of food' FIC THIS UP OMG it sounds so cool 🤭 AND OMG????? CHAPPELL ROAN????????? could our day out at the mall get any better fr? <33

okok let's get this day into place <3

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა --

"oh my god?? because, SAME. it's so sad that the guys are like that, and that the girls are straight," I said. I sipped my soda, nodding at your words, and smiling at your fries-and-milkshake combo.

"I didn't know you took spanish oh my god?? I'm a french student hehe, our languages go so well together! and yeah! it's so weird how it was one of the most awful person in my class had a tiny crush on me too," I said, my mind flashing back to those traumatic events. "Not only was his personality absolutely trash, but no offence to him, he looked like he got mutilated by a baby wolf."

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that's so relatable bc my friends are all going to different sixth forms after finals and I specifically told them "keep an eye out for good guys okay?? AND GIRLS TOO-" 😭 it's even funnier because ALL my friends are in relationships already 💀

OKAY OMG MORI this was so fun 🤭 can't wait to hear more about this STUNNING and GORGEOUS kid in your spanish class 😌 lmao jkjk, hoping you find someone perfect enough to deserve you fr 🫶🫶

LOVE YOUUUU, AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK; i'm expecting so many updates on this situation tho 😌✊

[crackedpumpkin]

“Chicken and croffles” I had flashbacks at that man. There’s this person I watch and they were telling their story of trying to rizz someone through food, and by rizz I mean they tried to impress an attractive waiter, but fumbled a bit and ordered chicken and waffles. He got so nervous they ordered the first thing he saw, which was chicken and waffles. How attractive was this waiter? So attractive that his friends literally had to warn them and also tried to clean him up a bit to look more presentable LMAO

Really liked this chapter!!! Love the sceneries and how Miles and “Ray Paynt” interacted!!!! Something about how you write feels real, like even in the little things with Miles’ “It’s a choice.” And when dragging him along to the cafe at an unexpected notice. Stop writing food so deliciously it’s nearly 8am for me and I’m wanting some nice fruit-ade or something!!! 😭/pos

From one Michael to another, MICHAEL STAHP WITH THE TOUCHING YOU’RE GONNA GET YOUR WILLYIAM CHOPPED OFF FR

omfg i felt that fr im not even kidding. what i would give to be on the receiving end of that starstruckness.... okay in all honesty I'd probably be that very dude dropping my utensils.

WAIT OKAY STORY TIME BECAUSE IVE GOT ONE OF MY OWN:

So i recently went to korea in june and i went with 2 other friends who went to queue up at the NIKE store in the morning for their customization stuff right? So I wake up later and i go grab a coffee first at this store my friend recommended because it's cheap + rly good.

As such, I casually stroll along the street with my earbuds in bc im cool and swag and feeling myself right? I finally find this coffee shop and step up to the counter to order, except what do i see?

A GORGEOUS, STUNNING GIRL MANNING THE CASHIER.

At this point i am in full blown panic. I have never met anyone so pretty in my life. Her hair was silky smooth and dyed a light platinum-ish shade, and her makeup was flawless. her skin? dewy like a morning glory in bloom. Her entire figure and being? goddesslike.

at this point i am sweating buckets just from the thought of talking to her. but it's fine, right? its just a cup of coffee. i can do this.

i then proceed to ABSOLUTELY FUMBLE MY WORDS.

I just wanted this pretty drink called a franobe guys. thats all i wanted. but i got so shy and she couldnt hear me saying franobe so she kept going 'ah, latte?' and guys. i almost died on the spot.

I repeated it like 2x before she got what i was trying to say. Quick PSA that i am not fluent in korean at all, and understand more than i can speak. she asks me something in korean and i just go 'ne?' with wideass eyes like id just seen my newborn child or some shit.

anyway i finally manage to pay and get my drink and i walk away with my head practically in my hands. up till this day i am paranoid she thinks im an idiot. this is my chicken and croffles story for all you guys out there.

also im straight but this is one of the rare exceptions i lost my composure fr. what can i say? im w e ak.

im really glad you liked this chapter !! if it's one trait i could've given my characters or reader oc its the endless funds to go cafe hopping. cafe hopping is so, so fun, but so, so expensive like goddamn let me live my main character life in peace fr....

it's euphoric to hear that you liked the little moments !! i enjoyed thinking through those and just going like ah yes, he would say this! i really love writing or thinking about the small moments that lead up to the big picture. (also @buthowboutno-spamming gave me such great advice regarding this, and i wouldnt have been able to flesh out my fic and vision if not for his advice)

michael deserves to get his dick chopped off fr. but it's okay!! I plan for all my characters to go through developmental arcs lmfao, ive gotten too attached to the two idiots to let go of their potential now :)

Go get some fruit-ade or make some yourself bro it's super easy super good. lmk if you want a recipe and im more than happy to provide~

[kwonhochi]

hii for the ask game! 💛🐰🍪🐶🎧

nana hii!!!!!! <3

💛 - do you have any piercings?

just the standard two (one in each ear) rn </3 but i have been wanting more piercings for Ages i’d love to get some in my upper ear cartilage + another set in my earlobes + maybe a lumbar piercing if we’re getting crazy… maybe a nose piercing if we’re getting even crazier :3 i think piercings r so cool and i’d love to explore it more. very gender…

🐰- what do you think says the most about a person?

hmmm… im not sure honestly! ive never understood what this question meant 😭 i cant really come up w an answer for this fhskfh people are… not something i pay that much attention to? if that. makes sense? not in a self obsessed way just i dont really analyze people around me i just sorta exist alongside them. tho when the topic of anything vaguely political comes up i feel like a lot gets revealed really quickly. someones kindness and compassion when interacting with people is an importwnt trait 👍 to me. trying to cover all my bases here hopefully i answered Something..!

🍪 - if you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

a sugar cookie w either strawberry or lemon icing ^_^! but specifically from this one shop my parents would take me when i was little i have very vivid memories of it - my sibling and i used to beggg for some cookies from there anytime we went to the target across the street from it. they sold these minisized sugar cookies that were maybe the width of a pingpong ball? and they were so good the cookies were all soft and the icing was a fat dollop on top that would cling to ur upper lip or the tip of your nose when you bit into it. the taste of my childhood fr those things were the most prized treat one could receive. the shop closed a long time ago and i havent had them in so many years but thats what i would be i would be one of the mini lemon/strawberry sugar cookies from there…!

🐶 - are you more of a dog or a cat person?

definitely more cat person (the crowd pretends to be shocked) HFKDHD i have worked so hard to make liking cats my 1 personality trait like i love thoise. creatures…. i really hope in my next life im reincarnated as a cat thats my ideal existence :3 i dont mind dogs at all !! just sometimes theyre overwhelming and loud and wriggly.:( loses points for team dog unfortunately… tho something i will never understand is how so many dog ppl hold such a strong and unrooted hatred for cats ? i have run into so many people who fr think cats are the devil incarnate and need to be burned at the stake or whatever like……Ermm.. its a cat . they purr whenyou cuddle them and u can feel it echo through your chest…. i think thats great

🎧- headphones or earbuds?

earbuds ! headphones have always fit around my head weird and smushed my ears which i dont really enjoy </3 plus when i wear earbuds i can pretend i am putting the music inside of me ^_^

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[ithinkabouttzu]

Hi! I'm in love with your BoB ships❤can I ask one too?

She/her, 6'0. Long, wavy strawberry blonde hair, green eyes, slender body type. I'd say i'm playing the role of a "tough b*tch" with strict sense of duty and like to pretend that I can quickly overcome my feelings. But that's just a parade, deep down i'm a lonely, melancholic, lost little girl. I like to help people, care for them, but I don't open up easily. I have only a few friends. Sometimes i'm a little bit sarcastic and I loooove a challenge.

I like working out, hiking, exploring new places, or just chill on my own with Lana Del Rey music in the background.

Wow this sounds so bad but this is how I am. Anyways, thank you so much if you consider writing! ❤ and now i'm binge reading your blog (forgive me for my English, it isn't my first language).

Hi of course thank you for requesting lovely 💗!!

I ship you with…

Dick Winters!

- Okay you guys just go together, like reading your description, Dick immediately popped into my head. Like you guys just make sense, y’all give the same exact vibe and it would be a crime NOT to ship you with him

- Okay his first impression of you was, “Wow” just wow because you literally took all of the breath out of his lungs.

- But in all seriousness, you are beautiful to him, he absolutely admires your pretty long hair and soft eyes. My man’s is fully enamored with you and has no problem with that whatsoever

- When you guys first become friends, he tries his absolute hardest to be professional around you, he doesn’t want to make it uncomfortable relationship for you for making any moves, but at the same time he feels like if he doesn’t, he might not ever get the chance to again.

- So he takes you out on a walk during the prettiest sunset ever, and with a leap of faith and just confesses flat out to you that he does like you, he thinks you’re just a wonderful girl and that he would love to take you out sometime

- After completely falling for your looks, he falls even harder in love when he gets to know your personality, he loves how kind you are and how you just take control of a situation when it gets out of hand, literally just every little aspect of you he loves so much

- Usually when you’re with Dick, your tough and strong persona kinda just wears off, it’s not that you can’t handle certain things, but it’s nice to let someone else take the reins every once in a while

- Also it’s more of a trust thing too, when you’re with him you can be calm and peaceful, you don’t have to worry about anything really, he makes it comfortable for you to just be you around him and that is the sweetest thing literally ever

- TRUST ME when I tell you dating him would be so nice, like he would treat you like an absolute princess, we would spoil you with whatever you wanted, not with just materialistic things, but also mentally to, you guys know how to fill each other’s cup emotionally

- And with that being said, you can also take care of Dick so well, sometimes being a leader is STRESSFUL but you always try your best to care for him and show him that he can just be him around you

- For you to!! He can just sense when you’re sad or something’s up, but instead of asking you about it (unless you wanna talk about it then he’s totally down for talking) I think he’ll probably just try to comfort you with his actions

- okay I could see you guys just walking on a trail, like hiking, and you just have your earbuds in literally swaying to some lana music (same tbh) and he’s just over there like 🤨 “why are you dancing like that” and then you give him one of your earbuds and he completely understands (bc lana’s music is swaying music fr)

- But hiking or just exploring out nature with each other is so fun! You guys can always just be peaceful when you’re out there with no one to bother one another except for you two.

- ALSO, let me tell you how fun dates would be with you two, like Dick is such a romantic (or maybe I just get those vibes idk) and he would make the most special and unique little date nights planned, he would always leave you speechless with how thoughtful he is when it comes to date nights 🥹

- okay okay btw, i forgot to mention how much this man LOVES your hair, he thinks it’s so soft and pretty and he adores playing with it, like if he just rubs his fingers through your hair it’s almost certain that he’s gonna fall asleep

- usually you like chilling on your own (which is so relatable tbh) but when you start dating Dick, chilling with him is just so much better, you both can just relax with each other and do what both of you guys need to get done in peace (with some lana on in the back ofc)

- GIRL- the first time he sees you working out he is just in awe, he didn’t mean to disturb you or anything, he didn’t even notice you were working out til he heard your panting from the other room. he doesn’t mean to be turned on by it but he just can’t help it, he’s just sitting there like 😵‍💫

- He’ll try to just let you be and workout in peace, but you can’t help but get butterflies when you see him leaned up against the side of the door, looking at you like a whole SNACK

- When you’re sarcastic it’s either he loves the deadpan humor and he enjoys it, or he’s on the other side of that sarcasm and is silently praying for you to die down from it 😭 but he honestly enjoys your sarcastic humor unless you guys are in an argument

- But this man loves you actually like so much, almost too much, and just know that you guys will have each-others back regardless, you and him can always lean on one another and you guys make hanging out so soft and comfy for one another 🤗🥹 (YALL ARE SO CUTE OMG)

Thank you for requesting lovely!! I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading my blog!! :) 💖💖

[endoyamato]

filling out the ask game

cuz i feel like it. source

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

fanart of Dottore hugging his own animal version

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

depends on the cheese, depends on the chocolate. white bubble hocolate trumps all cheese but gouda cheese trumps dark chocolate.

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

sooo many lol: Nate, Neo, Shir, Fox... all my names are nicknames honestly

🎵 Last song you listened to?

Kyoto by Phoebe Bridgers!

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

yes! very rarely though

😏 Are you on discord?

yeah but i barely use it

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

no, i wish

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

how they react when they're angry at their friends. if you're the type to freak out and block someone, insult them in public and drag their name through the mud for anything that upsets you no matter how small and no matter how long the friendship has lasted then you're likely to do that to anyone else and i don't trust you. (<im counting myself among the people who have done this in the past btw but i've worked hard to rectify my behavior)

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

i don't know!!! hopefully a lemon shortbread cookie....

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

i think i'm more of a dog person because i understand dog behaviors better! but equal.

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

both is fine!

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

me to my bf "do you think i know any weird facts?" LMAOOO re: the next question

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

cucumbers are a fruit!!!

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

a night owl for sure

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

in my bed BUT i used to love napping in the breakroom at work under my coat... best sleep ive ever had fr

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

i sure am

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

creative, loud, temperamental

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

sweats all the way

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

white chocolate frappuccino with lactose-free milk and whipper cream. i also really like other fraps with no coffee!

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

most shades of purple lol and any muddy colors

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

i have manyyyy but, some letters from fav authors and my fav mangaka are up there!!! and a book of calligraphy that my fiance made me.

☕ Coffee or tea?

teaaaa

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

Parasaurolophus !!!!! the interpretations of them look sooo cute

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

over 15 years i think

🌴 Desert island item?

phone with internet connection. im getting rescued!!!!!! or working angel wings for the same reason

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

neon pink, cute, short shorts, summery (although i hate summer!), lots of bright colors, neon city lights, walks through the city at night, a snowstorm in the city, angels, angel wings, foxes..

🔮 What’s your dream job?

making money off my writing

💙 Relationship status?

engaged!!

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

i have photos!

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

there's no song i can just start singing out of nowhere but i know all the words to 111 Winchester by I The Mighty and Snow by Ricky Montgomery

🤎 What color is your hair?

dark brown/auburn

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

yep

💄 Do you wear makeup?

nope

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

any compliment that's about my writing!

[pianocat939]

Saw moot do this so I will too- cuz fun fun-

Lockscreen:

THE STRUGGLE AS A NORTHERNER IS REAL-

I HAVE TO SAY- CHEESE. IT WAS HARD. BUT CHEESE OVER CHOCO.

Nicknames: (these are all from my mom help) Se-chan. Seriko. Seri. Celery. (Asian mom moment)

Last song I listened to: Uh that one song by Queenbee (Oshi no ko ending song)

I am- the person to go to for cursed fanfics fr.

discord: I am…but I haven’t talked to anyone in a while-

No piercings. I don’t care for them and my mom banned me from all of them except the initial ear piercings. But I probably won’t bother with my ears either.

I think their way of talking says a lot about a person. Whether they’re sad, mad or a total meanie.

Raspberry jam. Because I think my hair colour is almost the colour of Raspberry jam. (The cookies with the jam in the middle)

Dog. I do like cats, but I haven’t interacted with any personally in like 3 years.

I don’t really care for either headphones or earbuds. Literally if I can to listen to music I’m fine with it.

Last thing said out loud: fuck.

Random fact: Oranges 10,000 years ago were actually a green-colour but genetically mutated over time.

Night owl. But I can wake up early, I’m just more productive at night.

Bed. I cannot sleep if I can’t lay down. My body just won’t let me.

I am an avid pansexual, but I really label myself as nothing. I don’t have any specific likings or boundaries. I’m just a homo.

Narcissistic. Imaginative. Weakened.

Sweatpants cuz I can move around easy. But I don’t mind jeans. I only wear jeans for public dignity. I would wear sweatpants all the time if I could.

…I don’t go to Starbucks like annually. But- when I do get coffee it’s just a simple latte.

Yellow. Yellow does NOT look good on me.

My piano. I love that thing to death. I even named him Victor.

Tea. I can drink a whole ass jug easily in one day if I actually remembered to drink.

Dodo. Dodo birds are so fucking silly.

I’ve had an account since I was 12 so…3 years? Only started writing for a year tho.

A water filter…? If we’re talking stranded on an island…?

My aesthetic is classical music and baroque era shit.

Honestly- something in music. But that doesn’t pay well at all- so I’m planning to become a pharmaceutical engineer instead since I have a mild interest in chemistry.

Hermit.

My favourite outfit…A black turtleneck with a half(?) top over it (it’s not a crop top) and some loose black pants of whatever-

…One day more from Les miserables. Only because it was my favourite.

Uhh…Mahogany…? But it turns red/ginger when I’m in bright light or in the sun.

ALL THE TIME- I TALK LIKE IM SOME STREAMER OR YOUTUBER ISTG

In Japan, yes. In America, too fucking embarrassed to. (Hm maybe I might actually try this year lmao)

“You are going to get into any school you wish. If you can memorize Bach so easily, then I won’t doubt you can use your academics for success.”

Uhh…

(MY MUTAL JUST CHANGED THEIR USERNAME FUCK-

ANDREL WAS IT??

IDK

ITS YOU HOE)

~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

[snufflepup]

Yeah i hate exams, they suck so bad. Not that i have trouble staying still or in one place forever, but i cant listen to music when im in the testing room. Every time that makes me wanna kms fr. I love music so so so much, i cant go a day without it. It sucks recently i lost a 100$ pair of earbuds that i loved to death. They had such good sound quality and were just perfect :(. But they were stolen from the store lol, its not like i actually paid for them. Thanks for telling me what to look for^^ i bet your accent sounds cute. Accents dont really affect me much, apart from maybe a light southern one? Idrk. Some British accents are kinda hot, but idk, as attracted to voices as I am, I can't really find accents hot. I'm touched you dreamed about me, although with others. What did I look like to you? Ik you may not remember much, but just if you remember lol.

-ike<3

I suppose I can understand why they wouldn't allow you too, but I still think they should. I can understand how you feel, I listen to music a lot as well ^–^ What's your favourite song ? Who's your favourite singer ? I broke a pair of earbuds just the other week actually, they were ones that still have the wire, and it was the wire that broke ! I'm sorry they broke though :( I would tell you what it is but . It would make it pretty clear obvious to where I live ! It's a little hard to explain but . because I don't know what you look like, you didn't really. . . look like anything ? I just knew it was you, if that makes a lot of sense . I don't really know why my brain does that, but, it does !! If anything it was more like a shawdow-y sort of figure ? kind of ? That could change shape, and something to do with the color blue ?? I want to say nobody was really . human like, but I remember holding or taking your hand at some point during it !! I'm sorry if this . wasn't the answer you were looking for, or if this makes no sense, often times my dreams are quite strange . Did you dream of anything ?

[lostacelonnie]

Thats entirely fair i don't think anyone trusts tumblr to work correctly tbh. Ive just been feeling the seasonal blues a bit. Ah heck why do teachers always do that instead of letting up on the workload. I do have a bit of chill time coming up thankfully which will be great because i need rest & to holiday shop. Oh heck i cant imagine that like. Americans are a mixed bag of overly friendly & minders of their own business but a place where its all overly friendly would be a culture shock to me. That feels like the universal experience with talking to native spanish speakers just. Yeah we can guess kinda what's bein said through context & gesticulating. Finding a few recipes you can do & rolling from there is just how it goes i imagine. But ive been cooking for many years so i had to branch out to keep some variety otherwise meals would be boring. I have wireless earbuds but only because like. People talk to me often when im not expecting it & it bothers me a lil because the mental illnesses so its easier to listen to stuff & use that as my reason for not hearing them. Australia truly is the land of wild shit. Its got that category on lock. Wow thats like. Complete spectrum opposite teachers? Almost? Maybe? Though how does a math teacher not know counting was she just tired one day or is that common? Thats entirely fair i don't think anyone trusts tumblr to work correctly tbh. Ive just been feeling the seasonal blues a bit. Ah heck why do teachers always do that instead of letting up on the workload. I do have a bit of chill time coming up thankfully which will be great because i need rest & to holiday shop. Oh heck i cant imagine that like. Americans are a mixed bag of overly friendly & minders of their own business but a place where its all overly friendly would be a culture shock to me. That feels like the universal experience with talking to native spanish speakers just. Yeah we can guess kinda what's bein said through context & gesticulating. Finding a few recipes you can do & rolling from there is just how it goes i imagine. But ive been cooking for many years so i had to branch out to keep some variety otherwise meals would be boring. I have wireless earbuds but only because like. People talk to me often when im not expecting it & it bothers me a lil because the mental illnesses so its easier to listen to stuff & use that as my reason for not hearing them. Australia truly is the land of wild shit. Its got that category on lock. Wow thats like. Opposite spectrum of teachers maybe? Though how does she not know counting was she just tired one day? Noted for sure ill pay closer attention to the honkai meta. Yknow i hope what a herscherr is gets explained because i still dont know. Oh thats cool to know i will make a note of that polish phrase to try & remember linguistics can be fun. Ah yeah for sure they actually put effort into like. Making neuvillette have a story & be interesting & it shows. Only genshin male i care for probably. Oh hey stigmatism gang. Im farsighted with a stigmatism also so same hat. I always forget about talents & weapon leveling but it works out its all good. A 7 am as well jeesh are you good? This arc is very good & i cant wait to see where it goes wataoshi owns my attention now. Oh yeah i saw you mention noita how is it? Damn. Thats a lot of lore shoutout to himeko the mvp. Love her. What exactly is a honkai anyways are they like. The antimatter legion from star rail. Or well are the legion like the honkai beasts? Also do you have any seele lore? Also also glad you saw the polish post i had hope you would

this website will forever be scuffed JSJDSKDJF. and dont worry me too. its Getting Bad Again but soon its gonna be the winter solstice and i always start feeling better when the days get longer again. and god yeah fr...... we literally have so many grades already CAN THEY CHILL. luckily i got sick again so i didnt have to go to school today and im guessing im not gonna have many lessons to catch up on since its our last Proper day before the holidays and we have pretty easy subjects on wednesday so. we chillen. yeah same thank GOD for the holidays. tho im gonna have to deal with my family for like an entire week which. auuugh. dont wanna. but oh well ill get through it Somehow. AND GOD YEAH with being polish is much more noticable bc ppl here just really will avoid any unnecessary interaction with strangers [which is perfectly fine by me i like not being bothered]. but yeah the gesticulation Does help a lot in communicating. at the end of the day, as long as the message gets conveyed, it doesnt really matter How that was accomplished. i usually order takeout to my school since we have a program like that so i dont really have to cook that much, but yeah i should also probably branch out SJDKGK i dont know howw much longer i can survive on scrambled eggs every time i cant eat at school. yeah fair, i use my headphones to avoid conversations as well, tho luckily i have friends that are generally chill about the fact i will just. Not talk sometimes so i dont even have to do that a lot. and yeah we actually joke about how exactly opposite they are JSKFJG and its. a common occurence. but then again my school is just Not that great so nobody is surprised. good luck with the meta!!! its hellish at first but gets a bit easier with every built valkyrie so just trust the process. AH IM SORRY i unfortunately have a bad habit of using honkai specific terms as if theyre common knowledge. my bad. but essentially, the honkai itself is like. a force, i guess is the best word? that, despite being non-sentient, has one goal: destroying humanity. it grows along with human progress. the antimatter legion is not a bad comparison, actually! and a herrscher is a person thats been, in a way, possessed by the honkai to obtain incredible amounts of power to try and carry out the honkais objective of destruction. herrschers have different. specialties, you could say? some of them are more obvious [like the herrscher or wind, thunder, fire, ice etc] and some are more abstract [the herrscher of the void, origin, domination, for example]. in the current era, with enough willpower and self control, those powers can be used by a herrscher without them losing their humanity. it gets a bit more complicated than that but thats the basic rundown. ANYWAY COMING BACK linguistics will always be fascinating to me....... especially etymology. i love etymology. AND YEAH SAME i thought the day would never come in which i would care about a genshin guy and yet. also hey were matching......... i used to also always forget to level up talents but since traces are a bit more accentuated in the star rail tut it kinda carried over to genshin for me i guess. 7 am classes have caused me to go through all stages of grief but, just like those, i have reached Acceptance. at least theres less people on the bus so i can sit down. AND YEAH YEAH YEAH THE LOVE SCALE ARC HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY FAVORITE....... i love manaria. terrible wingwoman. very charming and handsome. and about noita yes ive been playing it. a Lot recently. roguelikes are fun theyre surprisingly making me More patient than i was instead of destroying my psyche like everyone said they would. and since noita is a finnish game im genuinely having a lot of fun learning the pronunciation of a lot of the enemy names. HIMEKO REALLY IS THE MVP FOREVER AND ALWAYS. I LOVE HER. i do in fact have seele lore and as previously i shall put it under the cut!! and im actually designed to sense and reblog all polish posts o7

as with himeko, i wouldnt consider myself an Expert on seele lore [if you have any further questions and/or want a more in-depth analysis of her, i would redirect you to tumblr user crowties] BUT i do know it. decently well. it goes without saying that this is also gonna contain massive spoilers.

so, seele's [as well as bronya's!] backstory is mainly showcased in the azure waters manga [although, do be warned that it features themes such as: physical and psychological abuse, child soldiers, pedophilia, and [minor on minor] attempted sa]. but moving on from all that.

seele grew up in cocolia's orphanage, in siberia, where she also met bronya after she was picked up by cocolia. she was also born with a certain condition, being a natural stigma [stigmata in the honkaiverse are manifestations of honkai energy which people are very rarely born with, but schicksal for example uses artificial ones to boost valkyries' combat capabilities]. that very stigma belonged to the herrscher of death in the previous era and is fully sentient! im gonna call her veliona so that its harder to mix them up but do know that theyre both referred to as seele in the game [and its actually a pretty important part of their identity that theyre both seele]. now the thing about seele and veliona is that you think theyre gonna be a terrible did stereotype and then theyre. Not. as in veli, at first, does act like "the evil alter" but shes actually just pretty mean but wants to protect seele. since seele is just. Very fragile due to being, you know, a timid 12 y/o.

in the orphanage, another one of the kids was sin mal! she exists solely to be a terrible person but i heard that wasnt the case in guns girl z so i defend her anyway. sin was jealous over the fact that bronya and seele became so close despite seele being weak, so she PUSHED BRONYA DOWN THE FUCKING STAIRS AND BROKE HER LEGS???? shes that kind of person i guess. seele actually saw it happen but she was too scared to do anything. which, understandable! sin is extremely volatile.

seele then gets Kidnapped by child sex traffickers but bronya singlehandedly finds her and murders everyone responsible. seele is pretty horrified because 1. bronya [also 12] just killed a bunch of people in front of her and 2. she saw a manifestation of veliona that made her feel Happy that this is happening. veli is not very good at communication and also genuinely considers herself a terrible person at that point in time so that doesnt help with the evil alter allegations but oh well.

then. cocolia, at the request of anti entropy [allegedly?] starts carrying out child experiments, meant to make people achieve 100% honkai resistance. the people selected are bronya and sin, but seele volunteers in bronyas place since theyre pretty dangerous. right before that, however, sin attempts to assault seele, which veliona does Not let slide, so she rips out sins tooth and then traps her consciousness in an illusion in which she pushes her down the stairs and then slices off her fingers. good riddance.

however, the x-10 experiment Fails and seele falls into the sea of quanta, going missing. tho right as its about to happen, veliona actually uses a lot of her power to let seele see the sea, because she made a promise with bronya that they would go together someday. right as shes about to reach bronya, her power runs out and they completely disappear into the sea.

when bronya finds out about about this, she wants to take the x-10 test herself to try and find seele. cocolia doesnt want to let her go so that SHE DOESNT LOSE MORE CHILDREN, but bronya shows that shes gonna kill herself if cocolia doesnt agree and so she goes. during her test, she. actually manages to reconnect with seele for a while! they kiss and make a promise that theyll see each other again. however, due to bronyas legs still not being fully healed, she actually gets pretty badly hurt [with her legs needing prosthetics, as well as damage to her emotive circuits] during the test and is forcefully disconnected. seele manages to manifest bronya a robot project bunny. somehow. it helps her move and is also a giant cannon.

after this, seele and veliona float in the sea of quanta for 4 years. they grow quite close to each other during this, tho still maintain some distance because veli is just. not very sociable. veliona also makes a deal with an entity called the serpent [which i believe was confirmed to be kevin? but dont quote me on that] because he promises that hell get them out of the sea if they help him escape as well. veli is fully aware hes taking advantage of her but she has to try everything. when bronya jumps into the soq during the herrscher of reason arc, she manages to find seele! at first, velis deal with the serpent forces her to fight bronya, but during cyberangel seele and bronya end up working together. seele is also the one who makes bronya survive contact with the core of reason. as theyre escaping from the sea, bronya almost gets left behind, so seele and veliona achieve full unity during dual ego [IM INSANE ABOUT THEM. I AM INSANE] and they leave the sea.

after that, seele is admittedly Not that present in the main story [tho she does appear a couple of times!] until the moon arc and later the salt snow holy city arc, which is also the best part of the game because i said so and i am always right. SERIOUSLY THO SALT SNOW ARC IS MY FAVORITE IT IS SO GOOD IT IS SO-

anyway. seele and veliona are the protagonists in this one! i would so happily tell you the story but im also unfortunately too tired to give a detailed description of THE ENTIRE ARC so ill keep things short. when dispatched for a mission in nagazora, seele [and susannah! susannah is in this arc. i love her] gets dragged into a bubble universe by misteln [who, due to some events in the moon arc, veliona has extreme beef with]. but its actually a pretty bad thing because, due to the unique structure of the universe [that being, its actually two universes overlapping, one acting as the normal world and the other as the afterlife], seele and veli get separated. this causes significant mental distress to both of them. however, eventually they manage to reconnect! which also accidentally makes them the sage of the universe [a special role, usually reserved for one person] since they fulfill the criteria of being able to traverse between life and death. the problem is, theres..... already a sage....... and the universe starts collapsing. after a fight, the previous sage gives up her powers and seele gets sealed in her tower to act her role. it turns out that her becoming the sage wasnt what actually triggered the collapse, and so the team [consisting of seele, veli, susannah, kira, niggurath, senti, misteln, prometheus, vita, and schrodinger] works together to try and prevent it in another way. a Bunch Of Shit happens which i love very deeply but would also take way too long to explain, and seele gets separated from veliona, eventually becoming the herrscher of death [but, vita decides that seele is a far too gentle person to be called that, and so she becomes the herrscher of rebirth]. they manage to save the universes, and also free vita from being a pawn to sa, the force destroying the universe. they get to return home after that :)

i am extremely normal about seele and veliona [they give me mental illness]

[hyunverse]

JEEZZZ i would’ve been a little offended 😭 let us be delusional in peace 😩😩😩 i get a roommate next year and i’m HOPING they also like kpop bc it’s like the one consistent thing in my life that brings me joy but we shall see !

i thought it was too bae 😔 turns out it comes that way and is super expensive <////3 tbh he probably does use it when painting bc like …. it’s sm easier to wear smth that already has paint on it SO I BELIEVE UR RIGHT

i agree i feel like the orange washed him out so much 😭 it’s chan tho so he still looked wicked cute and i want to eat his face off regardless 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇. he’s suchhhhh a chase atlantic bf and would 100% hold ur thigh while driving oh yessss (pls feed my delusions this is the one thing that brings me joy)

JEEZ 10 hours that’s insane !! i hope you get lots and lots of rest <33 u deserve it. i’ve already had such an awful past week and it’s getting sm worse <//3 so nothing planned so far BUTTTT i’m excited to see skz u.s concert content 😋 i’m now breathing the same (disgusting) u.s air as them !!!!! wahhhhhh we’re pretty much besties now !!!!!

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PLS I WASNT OFFENDED CS LIKE... HYUNE TRULY IS LIVING ON MY WALLS LMAOO. every time i sit on my desk i get to look at his cute face ^__^ good luck angel i am PRAYING for u, MANIFESTING for u. a kpop stan roomie equals to getting to decorate ur silly little room with silly little posters and being able to blast your silly little favourite songs. which means!!! happiness!!! u cant stress too much when ur faves r plastered on ur walls yk?? just staring at u. its motivation!!!! i wanna decorate some more then imma post pics <3

i showed pics of him during the bday live and my mum did tell me that the brand is super expensive </3 i mean... its hyune. mans is loaded. need him to marry me rn i need money!!!

EAT HIS FACE OFF LMFAOO ME WHEN JEONGIN!! jeongin's face just looks so nom nom-able. especially when he stuffs food into his mouth and his cheeks are all puffy T__T i have to hold back my cuteness aggression every time fr. just wanna BITE him.

mm i feel like chan is the chase atlantic bf, and hyunjin is the nbhd bf. am i making sense??? the vibes are just there. don't tell me hyune wouldn't listen to stargazing by the nbhd. he definitely would!!! the type to listen to music together on a train, one earbud in his ear and another in yours. jeongin wud 100% be the laufey vibes bf. matching clothes, and mirror selfies... 💭

I DID GET LOTS OF REST!! am energized rn ^__^ it might be from coffee but like... 😋pls keep the skz air into a plastic bag and send it to malaysia. i will inhale it.

hope ur sleep was good my love, and have a very very very very good day!!!!!! sending u so much kissies!!!!

[feralforfrank]

── LOVE CONFESSIONS IN THE DARK.

BRADLEY "ROOSTER" BRADSHAW X FEM!READER

summary you've been tasked to grab your clean clothes from the laundry room during a storm. little do you know, a certain someone has a similar task.

cw ANGST, but it's the last time. FLUFF. kind of bad writing. storms, thunder, the dark. feelings!!! miscommunication fr, definitely not how the navy operates, but idc. NON-DESCRPTIVE READER. TELL ME IF I MISSED ANYTHING.

note THE LONG AWAITED LAST PT3 IS HEREEEE. im feeling kind of...weird about the ending. i like it, but i dont love it. i hope you peeps enjoy it, though!! sorry for taking so long to write and post it :/

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Sunday noon came around quicker than you wanted it. You'd slept until eleven and elected to stay in bed until it was time to eat. When that time came, you ate Penny's homemade burritos that Nix had sneaked in without the boys seeing.

The two of you ate in your bed and then laid back down. Phoenix was literally on top of you, her hands supporting her head. If Hangman were to walk in now, he'd never let her live this down. Badass Nix with messy bed hair, practically cuddling her heartbroken friend. It was a rare sight.

"I'm exhausted, Nix. I wish I'd never opened my goddamn mouth." You sighed, rubbing your temples.

You were tired. After your confession, you raced back here, flopped under the covers and cried, much like the night before. You wanted to take everything back—every word, movement and facial expression. Rooster hated you, and that was the only way you could get close to him—the hatred—but now you've shattered that wall. 

He doesn't like me. I ruined whatever connection we had. Fuck that stupid mouth of mine. Why did I have to react so poorly both times? He's not mine. I want him to be mine. No. Yes. Fucking hell, this headache. Can't we go back to normal—our normal? That has been your train of thoughts for God knows how long, and it was seriously tiring you out.

"Everything will work out for you. Rooster is full of surprises," Phoenix responded reassuringly.

You looked at her weirdly. "What kind of fucking riddle is that? Have you lost your mind?"

She just laughed, sitting up. "Shut up. I know what I'm saying."

You were about to reply when the screech of the bunkroom door caught your attention. "Oh my God!" Fanboy shouted, closing the door again. "Am I interrupting something?" 

You snorted. "Have you never heard of knocking?" You yelled back.

"What are you doing on top of each other, man?" He sounded traumatised. You giggled.

"None of your business!"

"Whatever, man. I came in to tell you it's going to storm real hard soon. Prepare for a blackout."

"Okay, thanks!" You hear the shuffling of feet moving away from your door and groan.

Phoenix makes a move to stand up. As if she knows what you're thinking, she speaks up. "I'm not going."

"Oh, please, Nix! You know how much I hate it down there! Especially if it's storming out," you whine but to no avail.

"You're in the Navy, for Christ's sake. And it's a quick job. Go in, grab the clothes, and come back. I already put them in the dryer. You only have to fetch them."

You groan but get up as well, blindly searching for your phone and earbuds. If you were going in that dark, scary laundry room, you'd at least do it your way. And who's a better companion than Taylor Swift?

It was early in the evening when all lights shut off. The heater in your room stopped groaning, and you concluded that the expected blackout was happening now. Nix was sleeping in her bunk above you, and you sighed. You'd put off going to the laundry room in hopes of Natasha changing her mind, but there was no way you were getting out of it now.

You really didn't want to face Bradshaw, and there was a big chance you would in the hallways. Unfortunately for you, no one has invented time travel yet, so you're destined to bump into him at some point. You work together, for fuck's sake. It's impossible to ignore him forever.

So, you gather yourself, put a hoodie over your t-shirt with the nearest civilian shoes, and plug your earphones before pressing play on Taylor Swift and blindly find the door. The backup generator is up and running, for the hallway lights are on. 

A few people are conversing and leaning on their bedroom doors. Some greet you with a nod and a smile, and you shoot them one back, ducking your head so as not to be spotted by your friends—who are likely hanging out with Rooster.

You arrive at the laundry room and immediately get to work. There's no one else in here, and it's cold. You feel like a child, shivering in fear as if a ghost will pop up from a corner. The music is blasting, and you're grateful, for the eeriness of this place makes you jumpy. Fuck, it's so dark.

Unbeknownst to you, Bradley was also on laundry duty. He'd put it off as much as he could, even paying Hangman to do it once. He hated the silence in that freezing room and how far away it was from everyone.

So, here he was, trying to walk as quietly as possible; so no admiral ghosts pop up to scare him. Lucky for him, he only had to put them in the bin, press a few buttons and be out of there in seconds.

He's startled when he sees you. Well, he spots your back, but he knows it's you. The unmistakable Taylor Swift tune reaches his ears. Bradley leans against the doorframe, watching as you bop your head and slightly move your hips while you hum the lyrics. 

He chuckles. Your undying love for the singer was the cause for your callsign, although not many people knew that. You made up a story about how quick you're in the air—that's why people call you that. But he knows.

And he loves his knowledge over that little detail about you because it's so significant. Bradley loves memorising things about you—from how you struggle to french braid your hair to how you like Heineken beer more than Corona because you don't like the stupid connection it has to Fast and Furious.

I miss you. The words are on the tip of Rooster's lips, but he doesn't dare say them. He wanted to give you space and time to rethink your words because—surprise, surprise—he's been in love with you for God-knows-how long. And he wants you to love him back, truly, but he doesn't want to freak you out. So, he'll gladly settle with watching you dance to Taylor while trying to hide the fond smile taking over his features.

A loud crack of thunder startles the both of you. The place goes completely black. Bradley moves off the doorframe, but you drop the half-filled basket with a gasp. A soft fuck escapes your lips, and Bradley decides to close the distance between you and help.

His hands look for your waist, wanting to help you up. He hadn't thought about how isolated you were from the world. You don't have time to move away from the hands circling around you, and a yelp escapes your lips when you hit something solid. One earbud falls off in the process.

You fight to move away and swat the person—God, please let it be a person and not an actual fucking ghost—with a shirt. You cry for it to get away, but the arms find your waist again while the person hushes you.

Bradley. It's Bradley. He's holding you tightly, shushing you, and you gulp deep breaths, trying to calm down. Your heart beat fast from what has happened, and because holy shit, Bradley Bradshaw is holding you.

You have to move away—your skin is on fucking fire. So much for ignoring him.

You push him, turning on your phone's torch. "What the fuck, Bradshaw? I almost had a heart attack." You hit him with the shirt you're still holding.

"I didn't mean to scare you. I was here to do my laundry, but the lights went out." He leaves out the part where he watched you dance. "I heard your basket fall, and I wanted to help."

And suddenly, oxygen is no longer making its way to your lungs, and your whole body is tense. Bradley is right here, in front of you, staring at you with his hands on his hips. And he also knows how you really feel about him. He has to go now.

"You, uh, you can go do your thing," you stutter, pushing your hair out of your face, your eyes never finding his. "I'll finish this on my own."

"No." It's nothing but a statement. "I'm not leaving you all alone down here."

Your heart warms, and the corner of your mouth lifts oh-so-slightly.

"Aren't you doing your laundry?"

"Fuck that. I'll do it tomorrow."

"Alright." You get back to picking your clothes out of the bin.

The silence between you lies somewhere between tense and comfortable. You feel at ease with Rooster here, knowing that no harm will come to you before him, but you can't help but feel awkward since he knows about your feelings now. The lights turn back on, and you have to make your blush disappear before he notices.

You ignore how your stomach turns—butterflies and anxiety—and close the washing machine bin's door when you finish. Well, you at least try to. The door won't latch, making you look like an idiot pushing the washing machine for no reason.

"Here, let me help." Oh my fucking God.

Rooster is hovering above you now, his hand replacing yours. He pushes the machine's door hard, and you hear the satisfying click. 

You can feel his breath down your shoulder, but you try not to tense. Your head spins to him involuntarily, and your eyes meet his. Your eyes fall from his eyes to his lips, and he does the same. Oh my God. Does he want to kiss you?

Your question is answered three long seconds later by him crushing his soft lips onto yours. It's like how all those novels and poets describe it. Instant fireworks. Your body tingles, and your heart pounds so hard that you think it'll rip off your chest. His hand encircles your waist, and you tighten your hold around a random shirt.

He's doing this out of pity. And just like that, the dream you've had for God knows how long is shattered by your own thoughts. You have to pull away.

"W-We can't do this, Rooster."

Your eyes meet his as you touch your lips. They're tingling, scratch that, your whole body feels like it's been electrocuted. He looks hurt and confused as he pants a few feet away from you.

"Why?" It sounds so sad.

"B-Because you don't like me, Rooster. I know you hate me, but I don't want something I've dreamed of for so long to get destroyed because of your silly antics." You sound even sadder.

"Is that what you think?"

"It's not a thought, Bradshaw. I know it. I've seen it with my own eyes." Tears have gathered in your eyes. Fuck, those mood swings.

Bradley exhales deeply. "I don't hate you, Swift. Never in my life have I felt what I feel when I'm around you. I feel all hot and tingly when you walk past me. My cheeks burn like a kid when your comments involve my love life, because deep down, I want you to be the protagonist of my fantasies, not some random girl I met at the Hard Deck.

Your jokes and your talent, your wit and your beauty—I love them. Your charm and ability to persuade everyone into doing chores for you are my favourite. I love listening to you talk, sarcastically or not, because you always have something to say.

Do you know how many times I've eavesdropped on you and Phoenix so I could learn more about you? I know about your hatred for Fast and Furious movies, your obvious Taylor Swift adoration, and the one time you got hammered and thought you were talking to her. 

I love knowing all those details about you, and it's not because I can use them against you. They're what make you...well, you! You're nothing like the girls I've met in my life. You're extraordinary, and I..."

He hesitates.

"Is this...Did Natasha put you up to this? I swear I don't want your pity and fake love confessions, Bradley. You don't have to pretend to be in love with me—"

"But I am! I am madly in love with you. The kind of love that is so dangerous and—and so crushing. I want to be with you every second of the day, annoy you, and make you smile. It's all I've ever wanted for years now."

Your eyes are wide and glossy, eyebrows raised in shock and confusion, and so many emotions. 

"I love you, Swift," he confirms.

"Prove it." Your words are merely a whisper.

Despite the hard rain and thundering outside, your voice is the only melody in Bradley's ears. And he doesn't hesitate. He crushes his lips against yours again, this time with hunger, passion, frustration and love. You kiss back with just as much force, but before you know it, you're pulling back, gasping for breath.

Bradley's hands are cupping your cheeks, and his forehead is touching yours. Your breaths mingle as you stare up at him. Your fingers grip his shirt tightly. 

"Is that enough proof for you?" He whispers.

You lightly shrug. "I still haven't forgiven you for almost calling me a slut." That's a lie—you have. You forgave him as soon as your head hit the pillow yesterday. He didn't mean it.

He sighs a long, sad sigh. "Please, let me make it up to you. I was a—a jerk. A complete and utter idiot. I don't deserve your love, but please, I need it. Give me a chance to prove how much I love you." Your heart clenches, and a smile tugs at your lips. 

"You can make it up to me as long as you want, Bradley Bradshaw."

He smiles back, and you think; this is it. This is heaven on earth. Bradley Bradshaw—the man you've longed for so long—smiling at you with nothing but adoration. You're heart feels light and free.

You don't want the moment to end.