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He’s back

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I need to get back on this but writers block is a bitch I never can escape.

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Summary:In the quiet town of Valencia, Bucky's life is marked by routine until a mysterious cloaked woman, later revealed as Princess Y/n, disrupts his ordinary existence. During a chance meeting at the tavern, Y/n's enigmatic presence intrigues Bucky, leading him to follow her into the forest where she confides in him about her imminent, unwanted marriage to King John of Eldoria. As they navigate the dark woods, Y/n reveals the suffocating constraints of her royal life, and Bucky empathizes with her plight, feeling the stark contrast between his simple life and her gilded cage.  Bucky learns of the growing unease in town about the potential union with Eldoria, a kingdom known for its harsh laws. Y/n faces the grim reality of her impending marriage amid public scrutiny and the oppressive presence of King John. As she struggles with her fears and the restrictive future ahead, Bucky's concern for her deepens, leading him to offer solace and a brief escape from her troubles. Their connection intensifies as Bucky becomes more determined to support her, even as he grapples with the limitations of his own role in her turbulent world.

A/n: Guess who's back.... Hey guy I've missed you, I've also had a chance to go back and read one of my old fan fictions and cringe myself to almost death that I said lets jump back in and do it again, Love y'all and missed you hope you are excited as I am for this come back. Might remodel the page soon as well, we will see! The Tagglist is opened, for this officially as I post this. Feed back is always appreciated!

(Commoner/Farmer!Bucky x Princess!Reader medieval Au! Also Homelander is King John Your welcome for whatever warnings that comes with in the future, he is the bad guy so no empathy here)

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Yellow: Part One

A/N: I’m planning on updating this by random probably once a week, or every few weeks we will see what happens, but we’ll see what happens, if you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open feed back is always appreciated!

Wordcount: 2,267

Warnings: Angst, Forced Marriage/Arranged Marriages, I think that is all, but if I missed something please tell me.

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Bucky lived in no way an out of ordinary life for a common folk in Valencia, currently he sat in the town tavern and drank as fools got into fights and arguments, and mistresses of the night bargained with men and women alike. He didn’t pay much attention to these people, he was alone and he preferred it that way, when a cloaked figure came up and sat next to him, he tried to hide his annoyance. A pint was put in front of the person who began to drink from the glass. Bucky kept his gaze forward, pretending not to notice the stranger. He gripped his mug tighter, weighing whether or not to say something when the figure spoke first, their voice low and calm, the feminine tone of the stranger's voice caught him off guard. His eyes flickered toward the hooded figure, though he still didn’t turn fully to face them. A woman? Usually a respectable woman wouldn’t find herself in such a place. 

“Don’t worry, I’m not looking for conversation. Just passing through.” She spoke passively. Bucky nodded, the woman peeked his intrigue, her presence lingered in his thoughts as he drained the last of his drink.

As the barmaid decided it was closing time Bucky was one of the first to leave as was the cloaked woman. She seemed to run in the direction of the forest near the castle, Bucky liked his casual life but this woman felt magnetic in so many ways Bucky was gonna do the first out of the ordinary thing in his life, follow her. 

Her legs moved knowing if she got caught the reprimanding would never end, it wasn’t until she was in the forest she knew she was being followed, she did the only thing she could think of and that was hide in the tree line, as she watched for who was following her. It was the man from the Tavern? He stopped, catching his breath, and then spotted her. She was half-hidden behind a tree, watching him. “Who are you?”

“You shouldn’t be here.” She ignored his question. 

Bucky stepped closer. “Nore should you.” He scoffed. 

“I know where and where not to be.” She spoke with confidence. 

“Maybe. But I’ve seen enough to know something’s not right. If you’re in trouble, I’m not just going to walk away.” He shot back at her, a serious look in his blue eye shone brightly. 

She looked at the dark sky and she sighed, the distant sound of rustling, almost like footsteps, caught their attention. Her expression hardened again, and she took a step closer to him, her voice dropping to a whisper. “We need to keep moving. If they find us here, it won’t end well…I’ll explain what I can.” He followed her as she moved swiftly through the dense forest, the shadows of the trees swallowing them up. The woman glanced back at Bucky, her face barely visible beneath the hood. “Stick close.” she instructed, her voice a low murmur. “And try not to make any noise.”

He matched her pace, his eyes scanning the dark woods for any sign of danger. “So, what’s this all about? Why are we running?”

She sighed. “I snuck out.” The woman said, confusing Bucky more. 

His pace stopped making her slow down. “From where?” Now he didn’t know if he was traveling with a criminal or something of the sort. 

Y/n signed and spun on her heel. “The castle, now come on, I have to get back before the sun comes out, if you want an explanation then I suggest you keep moving with me.”

Bucky’s hesitation was still evident. “Why would you sneak out of the castle unless your a prisoner or something.” 

She was getting annoyed by the man's questions. “I’m the princess okay, now follow me. Or you’ll be taken to the dungeons by them.”

Bucky’s eyes widened in surprise, his steps faltering for a moment. “The princess? You’re telling me you’re royalty?”

“Not what's important right now.” She got him to follow her, once she was sure they lost them, they stopped and rested, she answered Bucky’s questions.

Bucky looked around, trying to make sense of the situation. “Why are you running from the castle?”

“I’m not running away, as I said I have to go back before the sun rises, I just snuck out for a few drinks, and to get away.” Y/n now removed the cloak hiding her, Bucky now could see she was young and stunning. 

Y/n’s eyes met Bucky’s, and she could see the confusion and concern etched on his face. The moonlight highlighted the delicate features of her face, making her look even more ethereal. Bucky’s gaze lingered on her, trying to reconcile the image of a royal princess with the woman who had been sitting next to him in a tavern.

“So.” Bucky began, still processing her words. “You’re telling me you’re a princess who just wanted a night off from all the royal stuff?”

“If I could I would forever be off from royal stuff. It's not as great as you’d think.” She sighed. “I know I'm lucky, it’s just, let me just ask you, if you were to marry someone you don’t know would you be okay with it?”

Bucky’s eyes widened slightly at her question, the gravity of her words sinking in. He looked around, as if the forest could offer some clarity. “Marry someone I don’t know? That sounds like a nightmare. Who’d want to spend their life with a stranger?”

Y/n’s shoulders relaxed a bit, a trace of relief in her eyes. “Exactly, and I’ve been arranging to marry this person since I was child, that’s why I'm enjoying as much time as I can till that happens.” 

Bucky’s expression softened with empathy. “I can’t imagine what that must be like. To have your whole future decided for you before you even had a say in it. It sounds like a prison of a different kind.”

As they spoke the sky began to turn into a crip blue. “I have to go now.” Y/n said standing from beside him, on the forest floor. 

Bucky offered her a reassuring smile. “If you ever need anything or if you just want to talk, you know where to find me.”

“Thank you…” She led on not knowing the man's name yet. 

“Bucky, uh James.” He corrected. 

“Y/n.” She smiled, feeling a warmth in the brief connection they shared. As she made her way back to the castle, Bucky headed towards town.

Y/n found her secret way of getting out and into the castle wall. “You're late.” Natasha, her lady in waiting, had her arms folded over her chest.

Y/n sighed, then a sweet smile pulled onto her lips. “I know, but it was the greatest night by far.”

Bucky shut the door of his home he shared with Sam and his wife Monica, Sam was a royal guard, and Monica had a shop in town to sell things that came from their farm that Bucky kept. “Didn’t Hela close up hours ago?” Sam asked, getting ready to leave for the castle.

“Yeah, I went for a long walk.” Bucky lied easily knowing that Sam’s job might have obliged him to tell the king. 

“Sure you did, what's with the dopey look then? You met someone!” Sam smirked, and had his mouth hanging in shock. “I’ve told you a hundred times you could have any maiden you want in town, the fall over you.” Sam jabbed. “So you gonna tell me?Is it Doloras? Or what about Yelena?” 

Bucky’s mind was pulled back to his time with Y/n. “I didn’t meet anyone, I just went for a walk. Now if you mind I'm gonna get a bit of rest before I take care of the animals, and fields.” Sam’s lips pierced, he was gonna tell Steve of Bucky’s update, maybe he’d know?

Y/n and Natasha made it to her chambers. “We have to start getting you ready, did you even sleep?”  Natasha fussed over her, Y/n’s father wasn’t known to be a kind man to the staff of the castle nor his own family, don’t even begin on how he was as a king. “I told you to be back-” “Before sunrise the sun isn’t even up yet.” Y/n sighed. Y/n moved to her dressing table as Natasha began working on her hair and makeup. The castle was already waking up, and the sounds of servants and courtiers preparing for the day filled the halls. Y/n’s mind drifted back to her conversation with Bucky. The brief respite from her royal duties had been refreshing, but now she had to face the reality of her impending marriage.

Natasha worked in silence for a moment before speaking, “Your father will be meeting the King’s emissaries today. The wedding plans are moving forward rapidly.”

“I’m aware,” she said, her voice laced with resignation. “The entire court is buzzing about it.�� Natasha’s hands paused for a moment. “You seem more troubled than usual. Is it just the wedding, or is there something else on your mind?”

Y/n glanced at her reflection, the weight of her responsibilities and her recent night out clashing in her thoughts. “It’s not just the wedding,” she admitted quietly. “Last night was... a reminder of what I’m missing. I spoke with someone who made me feel like there’s more to life than what’s laid out for me.”

Natasha's face fell. “Y/n.” Natasha’s voice was a warning almost, she hadn’t ever supported the marriage due to Y/n being her friend, but Natasha also warned Y/n not to be seen or caught, knowing if someone caught word of the princess leaving all signs would point to Natasha helping her. “You know I’ve always wanted the best for you. But you must be careful. If word gets out about last night, or if anyone suspects me of helping you…we both know the consequences.”

“I know it was risky but he followed me into the forest when I was returning to come back.” Y/n sighed, looking at her hands more thoughts of the night spent with Bucky, she couldn't tell Natasha that he knew she was princess, she’d lose her mind. 

Natasha’s eyes widened slightly at the mention of being followed into the forest. “He followed you? That’s risky. You should have been more cautious.”

“I was careful.” Y/n said quickly, her voice edged with frustration.

Natasha softened, her tone empathetic. “I know it’s hard. But you have to keep your focus. There will be time to address your own desires later. Right now, you need to play your part and keep your head down.”

Y/n sighed, glancing once more at her reflection. “I’ll do what I have to. But I can’t help but wonder if there’s a way out of this... a way to find something for myself.”

Bucky awoke, he began to get ready to head out and begin his work for the day and as he did the night before played in his mind of the princess and her confessions, and how genuinely good she seemed. It was different and hard to fully understand the woman talk about her life, being royalty seemed to have been nice until he had spoken with her now hearing the other side that comes with it, Bucky felt lucky, as he stood tending to crops. As Bucky worked in the fields, the weight of his encounter with Y/n lingered in his thoughts. He found himself contemplating the stark contrast between his modest, uncomplicated life and the gilded cage that Y/n described. The notion of having one’s entire future predetermined seemed almost alien to him, and he couldn’t help but feel a pang of sympathy for her.

Soon Bucky made his way into town to see Maria, at her store, as he did he noticed the crowds lining the streets, this confused him till he saw the blue and gold carriage rolling through the main path to the gate of the castle, this was a usual thing for the town when a wealthy or highstates person came they would show respect to the person by gathering. “Who is that?” Bucky asked as Maria came to his side on the path where everyone stood. 

“A King, I assume for the Princess.” Maria shrugged, Bucky’s eyes widened as the realization dawned on him. Last night had been a rare moment of freedom for Y/n, and it might have been her last. The weight of that understanding settled heavily on him.

As they spoke, other townsfolk nearby chimed in, their voices a blend of speculation and excitement. “We’ll be united with the kingdom of Eldoria if this wedding comes to pass.” One man said, his tone edged with fear. The thought of joining Eldoria, with its strict laws and militaristic culture, was unsettling for many. 

“You don’t think the king would allow it right?” her voice shaking with apprehension. Eldoria's rigid patriarchal norms were a far cry from the values of Valencia, where women had greater rights and freedoms. The idea of such a union highlighted the stark contrast between the two realms and fueled fears.

The more Bucky listened, the more his stomach tightened with unease. The thought of Y/n marrying into such a repressive society was troubling. Eldoria's brutal legal system and its emphasis on male dominance painted a grim picture of what Y/n’s future might hold.

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Yellow Masterlist

Summary:In the quiet town of Valencia, Bucky's life is marked by routine until a mysterious cloaked woman, later revealed as Princess Y/n, disrupts his ordinary existence. During a chance meeting at the tavern, Y/n's enigmatic presence intrigues Bucky, leading him to follow her into the forest where she confides in him about her imminent, unwanted marriage to King John of Eldoria. As they navigate the dark woods, Y/n reveals the suffocating constraints of her royal life, and Bucky empathizes with her plight, feeling the stark contrast between his simple life and her gilded cage.  Bucky learns of the growing unease in town about the potential union with Eldoria, a kingdom known for its harsh laws. Y/n faces the grim reality of her impending marriage amid public scrutiny and the oppressive presence of King John. As she struggles with her fears and the restrictive future ahead, Bucky's concern for her deepens, leading him to offer solace and a brief escape from her troubles. Their connection intensifies as Bucky becomes more determined to support her, even as he grapples with the limitations of his own role in her turbulent world.

A/n: Guess who's back.... Hey guy I've missed you, I've also had a chance to go back and read one of my old fan fictions and cringe myself to almost death that I said lets jump back in and do it again, Love y'all and missed you hope you are excited as I am for this come back. Might remodel the page soon as well, we will see! The Tagglist is opened, for this officially as I post this. Feed back is always appreciated!

(Commoner/Farmer!Bucky x Princess!Reader medieval Au! Also Homelander is King John Your welcome for whatever warnings that comes with in the future, he is the bad guy so no empathy here)

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Throw back, season 4 was uggg

Umbrella Academy S2 Spoilers

Okay so if your not new to my page I know that this isn’t my normal content.

Okay so like did anyone else cry at the Dave and Klaus scenes in the second season? because bobo I know I did :’( that shit hurt!

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And this

One-Shots:

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🖤  Family

🖤   We love you to the moon and back❤️ 

🖤  The Soldier 

🖤 ‘Do you see me for me or the fantasy you want me to be?’ ( Request )

🖤 Sleeping Bag ( Request )

🖤 Wrapped Around His Finger

🖤  The Sheriff’s Daughter (Arvin Russell x Reader)

🖤 Mavka (Royal au)

🖤 Captian Hydra ( Request )

🖤 Do what you want ( Request )

🖤 Mavka 2 (Royal au)

🖤 The Unknown 

🖤 Baby Love

🖤 The Best Friend (Request)

🖤 Always Forever (Sorry no matter how hard I try I can't write any more than that that one part)

🖤 Bad Day's Turned Into Good (Request)

🖤 WITH A TWIST

🖤 She’s Like A Rainbow (18+) might turn into a series

🖤Baby Egg Experiment- { TWO } ( Request )

🖤 Dada

🖤 Sunshine (Request)

🖤 All I Want For Christmas-Holiday Special- (Request Mob AU)

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🖤 If This Is What It Takes -(Request Mob AU)

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🖤 Pease

🖤 Bucky's Love - (Request Bucky x Chubby Country!Reader)

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Been a while just back to reblog this.

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So here are the basics yall need to know, if I can’t tag you, I will try and message you, about the issue, and If I can’t message you, I will streek out your name like shown.

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Series:

The King And His Queen / Think About Touching Her I Dare You: (Complete)

Little feet pattered across the hard floor of the apartment that you owed for the past couple of years, there was a lightweight on the bed you peeked your eyes opened to see bright blue ones, “Hey baby.” you mumbled.

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A Beautiful, Terrible Thing: (Complete)

“Luckly we’ve found a King from the north who would be willing to take you.”

“I will not, and you say that as though I’m a burden.” The Princess hissed.

The Queen looked down at the girl “Oh don’t act as though you aren’t, you are to be ready for your journey by tomorrow.”

“I won’t go, I will see what Anthony thinks.” Y/n fought.

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He Rescues Her Right Back (Pretty Woman Au): (Complete)

You want me to be honest?” He asked, you nodded in response. “I mean this with no offense, but yeah, I care for you but you need to work on learning how to work and love someone.” 

“Meaning there’s possibly no way for me to actually find love.” You sighed.

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Cheer Up Love: (Complete)

Y/n and Bucky remain in the idealized town of Westview, an experimental town that homes the men who work, while the wives get to tip into the beauty, luxurious and debauchery of their apparently ideal paradise. However, when cracks in Y/n’s  idyllic life begin to appear, exposing flashes of something sinister lurking under the surface, Y/n can no longer assist the question of exactly what she’s doing in Westview.

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Where Do We Go from Here:(Complete)

You and Bucky had grown up together, and attended school together until high school. During high school Bucky starts to push you away because his father starts to press him into proposing to Y/n once the both of you graduate. When both of you graduate you become a respected lawyer, while Bucky takes over for his father becoming the head of a Mafia, one of the most powerful in New York, but will Bucky listen to his hated father if it comes down to protecting you.

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Lost in The Shadows:

(Complete)

Y/n was a whisper on everyone in New York’s lips, she practically ran the state, for the most part. She was only twenty-five and getting ready to find her third husband, she sat behind the desk where her father, and then her second husband sat once, and now she did.

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Lost in The Shadows Seventeen

A/N: This is my last post possibly ever or in a while, hope you like it, If you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.

Wordcount: 1,240

Warnings:  Angst, maybe Guns, happy ending ish?, If forgot anything let me know please!

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Y/n had gone home, she’d gone to her room finding, Autumn and Aiden curled up underneath her large blanket, she slipped into a t-shirt and shorts, soon joining her kids. As she lay awake she had to act as though nothing changed, but everything changed, Bucky wasn’t killed in Romania, he was out there or back with Brock’s goons, and now she was here with their kids alone in the compound. She got up looking out the window, Steve had told her not to go looking for Bucky, they didn’t know if this is what Brock wanted to happen, and they also didn’t know if Brock now had a back up, all they did know is Brock is locked up and Bucky is out there. 

She huffed making her way down stairs, sleep would be useless tonight and if she’d tried to sleep it would result in  agitation, as she made her way down to the kitchen in the darkness of night, she flicked on the lights when she got to her destination, finding Bucky. “Why are you here?” She asked, looking at him standing her ground, she wasn’t about to let her kids find her dead at their fathers hands in their kitchen. 

“I don’t know.” He said still emotionless. 

“Are you going to kill me? I kinda gave you your chance.” She folds her arms over her chest. 

“No.” He shakes his head. 

“Okay, why are you here?” She asked again.

“I don’t understand why I cared when you told me about your kids. Rumlow warned me you’d use manipulation to get me to falter. So I’m here I guess to see if you were lying?” He didn’t look like Y/n’s husband, or Brock’s assassin in that moment to her, he looked like the man she had been cold to the one who despite his best efforts to warm her up and get under her walls she wouldn’t let him, he was the mechanic from all those years ago, and she wanted to melt like butter to the floor and sob.

But she didn’t, she kept her cool demeanor still not fully sure of where his mind sat. “If you try anything, I don’t care if I loved you once, you hurt those kids I will kill you first.” She warned before leading him upstairs. When reaching her room, she moved to sit near them, he stared in awe.“I’m not a liar or a manipulator, Bucky, all that I have done to Brock has been for you because up until two hours ago you were dead.” She could see a little of him in his eyes, but there was still a Numbness to him, she huffed because patients weren't anything she was ever known for. “I called you James for the first year of our marriage basically, you witnessed me kill my first love, you heard all of my stories about my father and Henry and how they treated me! And all that time I didn’t know-Didn’t think about what I wanted or needed, until you! All I want is you, all I need is you and your love! I helped you through losing your memory once I will help you again. I helped you get used to using that prosthetic. But I need you to know, that if you walk out my door tonight, I don’t want you coming back, I want you to leave New York, I can prent your dead if I never see you again. But either way I want you to know if you stay or not I’m going to be happy.”

Bucky nodded at what she said, understanding it knowing she’d already been through so much. An ache pulled in his chest, his decision could make or break and he didn’t know where he’d go. But he knew what would be best for Y/n and the kids, after all of this, he turned to the bedroom door. “I’m Sorry.” Was the last thing from his lips that night, Y/n’s eyes welled with tears, she stared down at her babies, knowing she’d be able to keep it together for them once they woke up. 

It wasn’t hard getting something on Brock, especially after Bucky offered a DNA sample to Steve, the drug altered his DNA changing him physically it was like a super steroid. 

Steve stopped by a few days later, getting the door answered by Wanda. “Where’s Y/n?” “Up stairs.” She let him in, he knew this house he’d been to many times in the last four years. 

Up stairs meant her room usually, which is where he found her. “Brock is going to trial.” Steve told her, she sat on her bed invested in her work. She hummed, not amused she should have just killed him she thought, it would be easier and guaranteed no escape. “I get if you're pissed, he told me he left you.”

“I’m sure you were really happy, Captain Rogers.” She hissed, not bothering to show him the past respect. 

“Y/n, he's going back to Indiana. I told him about his house still there.” He told her. 

She snapped her laptop closed, looking at him. “I don’t want to know that, he is dead in my mind, I told him to leave New York, I told him that if he chose to leave that night he would be dead to me and my kids, he made his choice, now Rogers, if you wanna go back to being the hero again, and stop pretending to be friend with me that would be much appreciated.” She glared at him standing chest to chest with him, in her t-shirt and sweatpants, with bare feet she amounted to nothing in height, but her demeanor was in the mood to fight, he shook his head relenting, knowing she’d need time, he’d be back to help if she needed it. 

The day of Rumlows trial it was all over the news he’d gone missing every one thinking he pulled a Capone, this wasn’t the case. Y/n had him broken out just so she could get her revenge, she had him talent to the lowest level of the compound, she and her men had taken their time in beating him before sunrise. As the sun did Y/n came up and slit his throat, her eyes sparkled almost as she watched the blood slide down where the straight line was. 

Fourteen Years Later 

Autumn and Aiden were eighteen, and were taking a spontaneous trip with Y/n, they planned it and hid their true location they were headed. When landing at the airport, Y/n’s demeanor changed when the intercom said ‘Welcome to Indiana’. As they got into the rental a black 1973 Plymouth ’Cuda. “What is this? What are you two playing at?” Y/n asked her children with arched brows. 

“Be patient mom, I promise you’ll like it.” Aiden said as they pulled around a corner into a neighborhood, it was an average suburban area. 

Bucky stood in the garage of his house, while music blasted from behind the Red 1968 Dodge charger his hands were covered in grease from the car in front of him. He didn’t notice the car pulling up in front of his home, he heard the light tap of heels on the pavement of his driveway, they slowly  and slightly echoed as they moved into the garage. The music dissipated. “James.” He turned looking into her hazel eyes. 

“Y/n.” 

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Lost in The Shadows Sixteen

A/N: Hey I'm back, this is a little bitter sweet I will post the final part of this series soon, but that maybe my last post depending on later feelings, I'll always keep this account up however just very little interaction, Tumbler hasn't been what it was when I started using it like 4-5 years ago, when I was a freshmen in High School, it was a lot more fun and had a lot more interesting stories being posted at that time, I haven't found myself coming on here intentionally more out of boredom, and even then I don't see anything I'm interested in anymore. But this also could be a hiatus that last a few months to a year I don't know, my app will still be on my phone so don't be afraid to interact or ask me things, I still have another project I was working on and then stopped, I've also been so busy with my Job, that I just haven't had the energy to Wright like I used to be able to.

Wordcount: 1,404

Warnings:  Angst, Guns, then obviously Brock, kid’s, possible torturer, , If forgot anything let me know please!

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Four Years Ago

After coming back from being gone for months verging a year, Steve seemed to show up out of nowhere looking for Bucky. When Y/n answered and saw the policeman, her already pissed demeanor seemed to intensify, as her eyes shot looking at him that he knew he should already be ten feet into the earth with, he. “What do you want, Rogers?” She hissed. “You couldn’t give a mourning widow and Pregnant woman her space?” 

“Mourning Widow?” He asked, making her eyes widen with realization. 

“Uh, I’m sorry, you didn’t know, Bucky and I were attacked in Romania, where he was shot… twice.” Her fingers knocked themselves around each other. At this moment, Steve was seeing the woman, and not the crime syndicate boss. 

“Y/n, I’m sorry.” He said softly, not really knowing what else to say, he left to process what he’d been told.

A week later he came back. “I want all the information on Brock, Y/n, I want to help you finish this.”

_______

Y/n learned as much as she could about this new chest piece Brock had added to the puzzle, he had insane abilities that matched nothing anyone she had, Y/n wasn’t ever going to send her men, nor Natasha into an unfair fight. So she  decided that tonight, she would end this war that had taken her babies father away, and a good portion of her time away from them as well. They were young, so Y/n knew if she died now, when they were older hopefully they’d forget. As she busted her way through the doors of the warehouse, allowing only the moon’s light into the dark building she could barely see anything. She had her gun ready to go off as soon as she saw anyone. “You came alone.” Brock's voice echoed. 

“I’ve seen what your guy can do. I wasn't going to risk any of my men.” Her voice was cold looking for where the man could be.

Brock’s laugh echoed through the building. “I’m the one who sent Romanoff the tip, I let him be seen by her, Y/n, I’m the one who gave you those videos. I wanted you here.” Brock’s voice turned dark. “I wanted you to see him, come out.” The tall brooding man stepped out of a shadowed corner, moving forward in the darkness, Y/n was only able to see the outline of his foreboding frame, when her arm came into contact with cool metal, the shiver it sent down her spine was one of memories, of being on the sandy beach of the Island in Romania and Bucky’s prosthetic running down her bikini clad back, or when it was nice and cozy that one whiter night and Bucky’s hand reached to pull her impossibly closer. 

By the time her brain caught up with her body she was thrown on the dirt looking up into a cold blue eye that held the moon's rays in them. “Bu-Bucky.” It came out in almost a sob of fear, relief, and sadness. In his eyes however all they held was nothing, maybe confusion, but mostly nothing. “This isn’t you.” 

Four Years Ago

It happened so fast Bucky hadn’t been thinking, as Brock lifted his gun at Y/n, Bucky swiftly moved so that she wouldn’t have gotten hit, as the gun went off once then twice, and the brutalizing pain that went through Bucky’s stomach and chest was worse than when getting his arm amputated, then again that had been done when he was partially in a coma and by professionals, but as he saw Y/n’s wide eyes he realized that for her and for his unborn baby he’d do it again for either one. “Get out! Leave Y/n!” She began running on instinct. 

“Grab him!” Brock’s voice of frustration was the last thing he heard.  Before waking up to himself being operated on by Brock's guys getting the bullets out, he tried to fight them off but quickly found his arm was strapped down and his prosthetic missing. 

“Don’t worry Barnes, you’re gonna be very useful in the downfall of your wife.” Brock Spoke from somewhere out of Bucky’s view. “Give it to him.” 

A blue liquid began to be put through two IV’s and Bucky felt everything in him burn.

_______

“That isn’t going to work Carter, he doesn't know you anymore, we put his mind into a blender.” Brock spoke passively, fueling Y/n’s anger. She only needed to get him, she didn’t want to hurt Bucky, if it wasn’t necessary.

She looked around for an out, so instead She let a low pitched whistle through her lips, making Brock arch a brow, The door’s she had just burst through, came in Steve and a squad of feds. “So you work with cops now?” He recoils into the shadows for his escape. “Ascetic, atack.” And as if a wire was plugged into a TV Bucky’s eyes seemed to darken, as he began to stock towards Y/n.

Steve ran to follow Brock, before he could witness what was about to happen, and all of the feds followed him choosing this time to rade the building, all while she was there facing him alone, he quickly got a hold of her forcing her to the ground, she swiftly jabbed his side. “Bucky, stop this, you need to come home, we have two beautiful babies waiting for us at home, Autumn and Aiden, and they would love to meet you.” She spoke softly, leading him outside as she moved backwards towards the doors. 

“Stop acting like you know me.” His voice held virtually nothing in it.

“I’m not gonna hurt you.” She shook her head. “So you can kill me now, and leave Our kids orphans, or you can return with me.” He faltered taking a step back when Y/n offered to immediately be killed, it was shocking, but he felt a twinge of something when she mentioned the kid’s being orphans, why did he care? He thought.  She could see it in his eyes. “Death and I have shaken hands a few times, I’m not scared, and I’ve made my peace, so if you're going to kill me get it over with.” 

He knew he couldn’t he knew what this would result in when he’d go back, they’d beat him for not completing this, this is what he was made for this is what they told him that he would have to do no matter what, and sure he could and had killed people before but this was different. “You don’t have to go back with him either, you can come with me.” She spoke softly, as the moon shone down on them and made her eyes sparkle, he just shook his head before bolting away into the night. Y/n on fast feet, chased him, she wasn’t about to let him go again, but she only got so far until she felt as if her lungs were going to give up and her legs felt as if any more movement would cause her to collapse, the red, blue, and white, of a cop car was flashing nearby, she fell to her knees, as Steve came and found her his hand went to her shoulder. “We’ve got Brock.” He spoke looking for any sign of Bucky in the shadows, but there would be none, he was so fast he had to be at least a mile away by now. 

She nodded, getting up and composing herself, before getting into Steve's car. He turned to her with a look of concern as he drove. “What is it Steve?” She huffed.

“Are you alright, when you chased Bucky, Y/n you both ran ten miles in thirty minutes.” Steve told her, making her brows furrow, it hadn't felt that far or short for the distance, but her vision had gone into tunnel as she followed Bucky back there. 

She just brushed it off, shrugging, but her thoughts began to stir thinking of Bucky’s strength at the where house, when he tried to force her to the ground there was no possible way to fight back, and his speed he was a decent amount a head of her though still in view, she had no clue what Brock had done to him and she didn’t know if she wanted to. 

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Lost in The Shadows Fifteen

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Four Years Later

The war between Y/n and Brock had evaluated until, the two of them were the last standing, The Carter, and Rumlow names were the last that stood for the mob families. Brock began getting avantages, on killing each family head one by one. Most who had been friends with Y/n however and who still wanted to live decided to just hand it all to her and that was the same thing as what Thomas had to do for himself and his own family. 

She stared at her computer, flicking through some security footage by the doc as to watch out for Brock's shipment. The large office door began to open with a small whine, her eyes flicked up wards to see who was entering. A mop of brown hair walked through the office, making its way behind the desk, and crawled on to Y/n’s lap. “Hey, baby.” Y/n combed through her daughter's hair with her fingers lightly, her voice filled with exhaustion. “Where's your brother?” 

“Probably, sleep.” She mumbled out, Y/n hummed listening but still flicking through more cameras. “Whats you doing?” 

“Working baby, and then mama is going to sleep, which you should already be.” Y/n looked at her knowingly. 

“Can’ts sleep.” She shakes her head.

Y/n sighed. “Give mama a bit, and then we'll get hot chocolate, I promise Autumn.” The little girl nodded contently.

 Y/n stayed there with the little girl who had slowly fallen to sleep for hours. Nothing came up on the Camera, eventually she called off her guys. Eventually lightly waking up Autumn. “Hey sweetheart, you want hot chocolate now?” Though still tired she perked up, getting off Y/n’s lap and leading the way down to the kitchen. 

Aiden soon joined his mom and sister in the large kitchen, with a grumpy look on his face, his nose screwed up, he was Bucky’s perfect mini-me. “What got your face all screwed up?” Y/n laughed lightly.

“Mama and Autumn, too loud.” He complained. 

“I’m sorry little man, but mama, and Autumn kinda pulled an all nighter, and are about to go back to bed with some hot chocolate, you want some?” Aiden nodded along quickly. “And then Mr. Grumpy, we'll all go to bed for whatever is left of the night.”   

After taking both of her four year olds up stairs with her to her grand room, and finally being able to relax, her eyes shut. 

Four Years Earlier

Soon after getting back, Y/n called Natasha and Wanda for support through the rest of her Pregnancy, and soon after getting back she was again forced to step out as head and put on bed rest, because she found out she was having twins. 

When Y/n, Natasha and Wanda were having a movie night, watching the Princess Diaries was the Choice, soon after having Natasha and Wanda come to help, Y/n found out that Andy put them up to a mission of making her feel at least a little bit better after Bucky. So she tried to go along with it at least a little. While watching the movie just sitting in bed, her water broke. “Uh guy’s.”

_______

Y/n woke up to nothing. Autumn and Aiden weren't there, her brows furrowed. “Autumn Aiden?” She called out once she got to the staircase when she got no reply, that’s when she panicked, repeatedly calling their names and looking through every room in the house, until Natasha stopped her down a hallway. “Do you have to be so fast in this big of a house?” 

“First off it's a compound, and next is do you know where Autumn and Aiden are?” She asked as she tried not to panic.

 Natasha nodded, then led her to the kitchen. “Maybe don’t freak out so bad next time?” She offered. 

“Not funny.” Y/n shook her head. 

“I wasn’t laughing.” Natasha shook her head. “We got something.” Natasha went from Bartender to one of Y/n’s best assassins. 

“What?” She asked.

“I’ll show you after breakfast.” Natasha said before opening the door to the kitchen, where Wanda was making Pancakes, and the kits sat at the island. 

“Late shift?” Wanda smiles. 

“Late everything, and apparently my closest friends know more than me?” Y/n arched a brow as she leaned against the counter.

Natasha rolled her eyes slightly in seriousness but there was more of a light hatredness behind it than anything. “Can’t ever be patient can you Y/n? Even when the kids are around?” 

Y/n gave Natasha a stern look. “If my kids will do an overnight with me I can be impatient around them.” 

Natasha sighed, walking over to the small kitchen table in the corner by a window looking into the back yard, grabbing something out of her purse, before walking over and placing the folder on the counter in front of  Y/n, who opened it to skim the photos inside. “It seems that Brock has his own new assassin, he’s been on my radar for the last three years.” 

Y/n looked at Natasha with a glint of something resembling anger or betrayal. “Why didn’t I know about this?” She tilted her head. 

“Because, I didn’t want you freaking out about it, and besides, I didn’t know until now that he was even Brock’s.” Natash informed me. “I wanted to be sure before I brought it to your attention.” 

“I’ll look more into it after breakfast.” Y/n  sighed as she looked at the long haired man, but no one could make out who it was. The person's face was covered.

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Lost In The Shadows Fourteen

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Brock was pissed, it had been almost a year and there still had been no sign of Y/n nor James anywhere, and while Andy now seemingly was in control of her business, he couldn’t hold New York by the balls the way Y/n used to, so Brock turned his anger into an advantage. His substance had been selling like crazy around New York and it was only a matter of time when Y/n would find out he’d began spreading it on to her territory, and it was also only a matter of time for her to find out, he was so close to finding her and James, he just had to wait a little longer.

Meanwhile, Y/n and Bucky, had been living in Romania, Bucky’s memory had been coming back little by little. As for Y/n she was still the control freak as ever, still controlled what she could from a computer, halfway across the world, even with her patrooting stomach that made it annoyingly hard to use her computer. She rested her head against the couch cushion, with a sigh of slight irritation. Bucky came up from behind, telling from the way her face was scratched something was wrong. “What's going on?” He asked me to sit beside her. 

“First lil’ bean is driving me insane, they're moving a lot and I can barely see over my stomach, and work stuff, Brock is dealing on my streets, and he is still looking for me.” She stressed. 

“We’re fine and safe, shouldn’t that be all that matters?” He tilts his head. 

Y/n’s lips pulled up slightly. “If only it were that simple, I don’t just take care of only you I and our kids with what I do, I take care of my men’s families, I take care of all of the people in my territory, and if I let whatever shit get out, then look what happens, shure New York’s filled with druggies, and people on the stress, but when theres and out break it gets ten times worse for both populations.” She explained what other extra duties she had as a leader in the mob. “That’s why they respect me and fear me, because I could take it all away in a knight from someone, but I also made things better after Henry died, I helped a lot of people, get better, from pills and other crap.”

Bucky nodded, now understanding the importance of what she had done back home. “All I can say is don’t stress too much.” He put his hand over hers that was resting on her stomach, he smiled softly, she closed the laptop.

Bucky and Y/n both stood in the kitchen listening to music that fit both of their tastes, the made a meal fit for kings, or a mechanic and his pregnant mob boss wife. Bucky could tell the difference between now and the begging of their relationship, now she was comfortable enough to wear tank tops and really anything that showed any scar she’d gained in the past, sometimes, Bucky would ask about who she got each one, she could recite the story as if it happened yesterday, yet no emotion held in her voice, and then she’d acted as if she never said anything. He couldn’t understand how she did it.

As they both laid in bed, Bucky’s arms naturally found a way on Y/n. “If you stay relaxed, the sooner bean will be here, and the sooner bean is here, the sooner we get to make another little mean and another.” He smiled, as he held her closely to him. 

“I’ll try but no promises.” She smiled to herself, as her eyes closed, Bucky soon followed suit, shutting off the lamp that was on his night stand.

Bucky rolled around to find his wife once again in the night as he slept, but soon was awoken by the cold silky sheets. He shot up, looking around the room, finding no sign of her he got up to find her. 

Y/n paced in the office that used to be Bucky’s dads, when he was a kid. She spoke in a demanding harsh whisper, at whatever unfortunate soul. “We’ve got to figure this out, I-we can’t move places at the moment Andy.” She huffed, clearly her anxiety raised, along with anger. “Why? That’s not your business at the moment, I don’t know if he has the phone tapped. Throw him off or something. He can’t find us not right now, bye Andy.” She slumped into the chair behind the desk, sweat appearing on her forehead, her breath picked up slightly. 

Bucky came up, taking her hand in his. “It’s gonna be alright.”

“Brock knows where we are, and I don’t think that we can leave at the moment because I am nine months pregnant, and soon enough I could give birth.” Y/n explained. 

“He can’t access the island with anything other than a boat, we're fine.” Bucky reassured her. She nodded, knowing she could be overthinking this. “Let’s get back to bed.”

As a week passed, and then half of another, she started to think that she had been wrong. As they both had been getting ready for bed, the power cut out, Y/n and Bucky looked around in confusion as they stood in the bathroom, Y/n put her tooth brush back in the holder, and she moved into their room, Bucky was right with her. “Maybe a line went out.” 

“Nope, just me.” Y/n’s eyes whipped to the corner by the closet, Brock stood in the shadows, his hands in front of him with a pistol in one. Bucky tries to flick on the lights, when they turn on, they know someone else is there, all of them looking at each other, Brock’s jaw clenches visibly, when he finally takes in all of Y/n. “You could have had a good life with your husband and kid, why are you causing more trouble than it’s worth.” 

“Because you would kill more than you would ever help with whatever that shit is.” She hissed at him. 

Brock lifted his gun focusing on her chest, she had no way to defend herself, ironically the one time she didn’t carry her gun, so what else could she do but welcome death as an old friend hoping Bucky could at least leave. As the gun went off she prepared for the bullet, but it didn’t come so she opened her eyes looking around. “Get out!” She looked to where the voice came from, Bucky who was lying on the floor with a bullet in his chest and stomach. “Leave Y/n!” He said the best he could. 

Her leg’s moved before her mind, all she could see was Bucky there on the floor bleeding out, the pair of guards that stayed on the island met her down stairs. “Where’s Mr. Barnes?” One of them asked, she just shook her head. “Take her to the mainland. I’m going to go up there.”

The second guard came up to her, leading her out to the doc, she struggled to collect herself as they ran, when they got to the doc with a boat at the end, the guard helped Y/n on. “Y/n!” Brock Yelled form not too far from them. 

“Go, get to the Airport, and go home, or somewhere safe.” The guard told her, as he Started the boat before getting off quickly. The boat moved quickly on the water, Y/n waited to doc on the mainland, her face wet from tears as she docked and then got a taxi. She had no clue what was supposed to happen after this, she should have died.

When Y/n got on the first plane to New York, she immediately messaged Andy, wanting to have someone go back and get Bucky, maybe even they’d be able to save him. When she got back to New York, Andy had replied that he was right on it. As she took a private car back to her house, she felt empty like part of herself was missing. As she walked the path she had so many times, she slowly realized that this wasn’t home, at all. She walked into the house that gave her a pit in her stomach. Andy stood along with all of her men, all meant respect but she wanted to be alone, her jaw clenched, she still wore a nightgown that made her stomach stand out.  “Everyone except Andy, leave.” Her voice turned cold and stern. 

Andy stayed behind like told as all the other men filtered out. “See what you meant by you didn’t want to leave, now.” 

“Is he okay?” Her voice sounded desperate, and had a yearning interlaced. 

Andy’s shoulders tensed. “He, along with Brock and his men, weren’t there when they got to the island, Y/n, I’m sorry.”

She just nodded. “Go figure out what's next, I'm staying in New York, until this finishes up.” 

“What if-”

“I don’t care I’ll kill Brock Rumlow if that’s the last thing I do, even with my baby in my stomach, he killed my husband, I’m taking every part of his legacy possible, by the time this finishes, no one will even remember his name.” She spoke with passionate rage. “Go get me my information Andy.” She stood giving him a stern look, before he left.

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Lost In The Shadows: Part Thirteen

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Pairs was next, Y/n had a friend who could help them get off the radar there. So the day of arriving, both of them had to change, for a party of sorts. As Y/n and Bucky walked side by side, Bucky couldn’t help but take her in her dress that went to her thigh, it reminded him of when he bumped into her at inferno, along with her heels calling for attention as they hit the uneven cobble road. Right before walking in she stopped, sighing she looked at him.

“Bucky.”  He hummed and looked her in the eyes. “I want to warn you before we go in, there are dangerous people here, so don’t talk to anyone unless I say, so, I don’t want anything happening.” 

Bucky nodded with what she said, before walking in with her as they walked through he noticed people dancing on large platforms in the air that were designed to look like chandeliers, and lights flashed around. Y/n walked through unbothered, however Bucky couldn’t help but look around he’d never had been to an underground party. Y/n walked up a set of stairs making her way to a blond woman, whose lips pulled up when she saw her. “Y/n.” The woman greeted me.

“Yelena, I hope Natasha warned you I was coming.” Y/n said before sitting down, with Bucky not far behind. 

“Who's this?” Yelena’s eyes seemed to almost eat Bucky whole. 

Y/n wrapped a hand around his bicep protectively. “My husband.” Her overly kind smile seemed wolfish as jealousy consumed her almost wole. 

Yelena caught on to the difference, nodding. “Natasha says you wanna disappear.” Yelena begins to explain why they were actually there.

“I have a hit on my head, who wouldn’t want to disappear after that?” Y/n hisses in irritation the last few weeks had been a lot, and she just wanted a break. 

“What’s gotten you in this situation? I thought you changed how things ran in New York, and everyone feared ‘The Queen’ who did it.” Yelena almost taunted, the two’s relationship had always been a tense one. 

“Are you going to help me or not?” Y/n asked, getting ready to pull her gun out. 

Yelena held her hands up in fain defeat. “I’m not someone stupid enough to be an enemy of yours, I may not like you, but I'm no idiot.” 

“That’s why I’m glad you're in this business, now can we get this wrapped up? You never know who's around.”  Y/n looked over the edge of the balcony behind her, to make sure no one was paying too much attention to something they didn’t need to be seeing. 

“I’ll help you since you are a friend of my sisters.” Yelena nods, as she begins pulling out papers and new identifications for them. 

“Thanks Yelena.” Y/n said before both her and Bucky got out of the booth, Yelena nodded, then acted as if Y/n hadn’t been there. Y/n and Bucky back tracked their way out, she was looking over her shoulder. “We’ve gotta hurry.” 

When they were back at the hotel, Y/n sat on the edge of the bed, flipping through the passports, ID’s and other documents. Bucky spotted her as he walked out of the bathroom from showering. He could see the worry weighing her down at the moment he came up and sat next to her. “What's wrong?” He asked looking at her hands that neetend up the documents. 

“Nothing.” She sighed rolling her shoulders back, she placed the stack into the nightstand. Bucky looked down at her, asking for the truth. “I just hate this, being on the run, you should have had time to recover.”

“After tonight let’s go to my family’s island, know one knows about it but my family.” He placed his hand on her shoulder to comfort her, Y/n leaned into his touch, she leaned forward, slowly catching his lips.

Bucky followed what she did leaning himself into the kiss, her tongue begged to be let in, he allowed her access in, she slowly pushed him down onto the bed, she untucked the towel around his waist her y/e/c eyes looked at him, showing him her dominance over the situation, showing him that this was something she wanted. Her lips kissed his pelvis as her lips slowly moved up his well toned chest, as Bucky began to unzip the back of her dress, she still had on, as it was slowly removed, she was revealed to have only panties on that were quickly ripen off and thrown to the floor. Y/n slowly sheathed herself on him, she began to move slowly as pleasure took over both of them, the rough skin of his right hand moved over her body. 

Y/n began to slowly slide up and down at a torturous speed making Bucky groane out, which had Y/n’s lips pulling up in a mischievous smirk, her hand slowly slid up his chest gaining closet to his neck, begging to slowly cut off air making bucky groan again along with bucking his hips against her, making her moan out as her head lulled backwards. Bucky’s metal arm moved to slowly circle around her little bud of nerves, causing her to spassim in pleasure as she rocked faster back and forth, as her mouth kissed at anny skin it could get to. Bucky’s head soon fell against the pillow as he let out a deep grumbling groan as she felt him fill her up. She got up as if nothing had happened. “W-what the hell?” Bucky’s brows pulled together. 

“Hmm?” Y/n hummed as she began cleaning off her thighs that ached slightly. “Come here.” Bucky sounded slightly out of breath, Y/n’s brows furrowed as she padded into the room, Bucky looked as confused as she was. 

Her hands here on her bair hips as she stood wanting to know what was going on. “What?” Y/n’s head tilted, Bucky stood moving up standing right infront of her. 

Bucky kissed her, like she had before, but instead of lingering he led her to the bed, where he kneeled down in front of her and he did one small lap with his tongue across her pussy, causing Y/n’s head to lull back and letting a moan escape through her lips. “Bucky.” Y/n said his name as a praise as she pulled him closer to her begging for more now.

 Bucky began to take every ounce of Y/n he could get, as she held his head as close to her sex as she could by his hair, he lapped over and over again before he moved to sucking on her clit as air began to almost escape him. Just as he began to feel light headed, Y/n’s grip released on his head as she fell back, and her cum hit his lightly stubbled jaw, he looked up seeing her chest moved quickly up and down as the wave worked its way through her for a moment. 

Bucky couldn’t help but smile to himself in victory. So that’s how he woke Y/n up the next morning, and that’s what they did on the private jet ride to Romania. 

Y/n laid on the large bed in the master bedroom and a smile of pure bliss pulled her lips up. She was genuinely happy with Bucky, though the situation wasn’t ideal-at the moment-this had to have been the happiest she had been in soon to be six years.

[sebastianstansqueen]

He’s where I live I want to meet him so bad 😭😩😭😩😭

“i've actually had people tell me to smile more. they think my resting face is like, "i wanna kill you" face”.

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Lost In The Shadows: Part Twelve

A/N: This one is short, sorry, also have began writing my next series, my stuff about that will be up once i'm finished posting this story, hoe you like it, If you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.

Wordcount: 1,159

Warnings: angst, Guns, Bucky being unaware, Wayne, and Brock if I forgot anything let me know please!

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After the stress of being at the hospital worried sick everyday, Y/n had to admit being at her villa in Italy was a nice change from the compound back home. It was also nice that she was able to get Bucky an arm with the thought of mind that money was no object, so she got the best of the best. The best part was it was just her and Bucky, since everyone  back home wanted to keep it hush hush that they were leaving, there wasn’t a security staff always lurking nor did she have any professionals roaming the house like cleaners, and kitchen staff, it felt normal, and she almost didn’t dare say she liked it. 

Currently she sat by the pool, while Bucky was swimming laps, she softly smiled to herself as she thought about it. Tonight they were going to roam the city, starting with an art gallery and then dinner. A lot of this felt so domestic to her and she couldn’t fully hate it. “You okay?” Bucky asked, her eyes opened as she looked at him. “I know you’ve been stressed.” And there was also that, if Bucky remembered he would probably understand the why, because technically you were both in hiding. 

“Bucky, if anything I’m for once not stressed.” She lied through her teeth, she was more stressed than ever before, because they were stuck in a foreign country Bucky had no memory of the Mafia, and for the first time since taking her family business back she wasn’t the one in control of everything, and she hated that. “If anything, I’m excited about tonight, it’s gonna be romantic.” 

As the two of them walked around looking at different paintings, sculpture and other pieces of work. It was nice until a bullet hit one of the paintings, Y/n’s eyes widened. “Get down!” She yelled, she pulled out her own gun that had been tucked away in a secret pouch in her overly big purse, as more bullets came through breaking the glass.

“What the hell is going on?” Bucky asked with wide eyes. 

Y/n looked at him. “Believe me Bucky in another life you’d understand, but for now follow what I do.” She aimed her own gun at the glass ceiling of the building, where she couldn’t see even an outline of a person, she took a deep breath in irritation. “Okay, we’ve gotta get on that roof.” 

“That’s where the bullets came from.” Bucky hissed out. 

Y/n nodded. “I know.” She got up moving, Bucky moved her as she had told him. As people who weren’t dead ran around in panic and fear, and red lights went off with an annoying alarm and people who had gotten shot in the spray of bullets moments earlier laid on the ground crying or dead.  She moved around until she found a roof entrance, she began running up the stairs, when both of them made it up to the roof Y/n found who she was looking for meaning whoever it was wanting to kill her had an open air shot to get her. As Y/n saw it was two people, Sharon and Wayne, Y/n scoffed, wind caused her hair to blow everywhere. “You two have got to be shitting me! You're working together?” 

They both looked at her with wide eyes. “She betrayed Brock, so I'm here for both of you!” Wayne was the first to speak. 

Y/n began to actually laugh. “That’s a good one Wayne, you're working for Rumlow, you're not even stupid enough to do that.” 

“You're the one who’s gonna lose out, Y/n, you are the one who lost doing business with him, and you're gonna die for it.” Wayne smiled wickedly, Y/n noticed he looked different; he'd been bulked up or something. 

“Are you on that fucking staroids he wants to sell on the streets?” She scoffed able to tell, by the obvious side effects. 

“It’s called ‘the serum’.” He said aggressively. 

“Oh, please, all those blue crystals are gonna do for you is kill you eventually.” Y/n was taunting him. 

“Okay that's enough.” Sharron stopped her from continuing. “I’m killing you, and then taking everything you’ve built.” The blond held up a gun at Y/n, making her do the same. 

Y/n, wasn’t aiming for her sister but Wayne, as her finger pressed the trigger Sharons did the same and she ducked down, with Bucky as she watched Wayne fall off the building with blood spreading on his shirt. 

Sharon watched and hurried to follow where he fell, jumping off knowing Y/n was giving her one more chance to get her. Y/n liked a game especially with her sister, so she was willing to play it, if Sharon killed her next time she’d win, only getting one more chance to try again, before Y/n would kill her. Y/n looked at Bucky making sure he was alright, he looked shaken up but no wounds, she helped him up. “Are you okay?” She asked, and he nodded. “Okay come on.” 

When they got back to the villa she began packing everything they had brought, moving as fast as she could.  “Y/n what the hell was that!” Bucky yelled, making her freeze up, stopping what she was doing.

Y/n whipped around. “You're not gonna talk to me like that!” She yelled back. “You're the one who doesn't remember anything, and doesn't know what is going on so you're not gonna yell at me, I’m doing this for your safety, because I care about you.” 

“Explain what’s going on then.” He said with irritation. 

“My sister, who is a skilled assassin, and a guy I refused to do business with are trying to kill me and possibly you, and that’s how we ended up in the hospital I’m assuming, and your don’t remember this because of what you got in the accident, Bucky I’m a mafia boss and so is your brother, but we’ve gotta go if you want to live.” She spoke with pure urgency, she moved up to him, placing her hand in his, she slowly moved in closer to him, kissing him softly. “Bucky, I love you, and I don’t want anything bad to happen to you, if you come with me I’ll make sure you don’t die.” 

Bucky pulled her closer to him. “I’ll go with you, but be honest with me from now on.” 

Y/n looked at him and nodded. “Okay, for now pack, I’ll figure out where to next.”

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Brock shook his head, as Wayne's feed and tracker turned red, he slammed his hand on the desk, a mix of anger and joy. Wayne had been helpful but soon became a pest on his shoulder, he huffed knowing he needed to know Y/n’s next move. He had to be the one to finish her off. 

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Lost In The Shadows: Part Eleven

A/N: I’m gonna try and be more frequent, start giving me Ideas for what type of series you want to see next, i’m curious and finished writing this one so lets see if I can start getting parts out more frequently, If you want to be Tagged, either send an ask or comment on this or click on Taglist open.

Wordcount: 1,749

Warnings: angst, and hospital stuff, some sadness i guess, I don't want to spoil unless yall figured it out, if I forgot anything let me know please!

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As Bucky’s eyes began to open he realized that there were too many bright lights that made it so he didn’t want to open them, he heard a woman and a man talking seriously. Slowly he began squinting them open. He looked at both people, one sounded like Y/n, and the other was someone he didn’t know, his brows pinch together and as he takes in the room he slowly realizes that it was the bedroom, this is when his eyes fully open he realized that this was a hospital room. “We’ll talk more about this another time.” Y/n’s voice sounded irritated as she told the man that, before he left. When she turned around her eyes widened, at seeing Bucky awake. 

“Bucky, are you okay?” She rushed up to him, worrying, filling her eyes as she looked at him. 

He nodded. “I’m fine, I think, who was that guy?” His head tilts as he looks at Y/n with confusion.

Y/n’s brows furrow. “Andy, you know Andy, remember he brought me home when I got really drunk and then we had to kick Wayane out.” She remembered, but Bucky was pulling a blank still so he shook his head. “He was literally at our wedding.” Y/n’s brows furrowed. “Okay, I’m going to grab a doctor to make sure you're alright.” Y/n was confused, Bucky knew Andy so why didn’t he remember him? Her brows were furrowed until she got back to the room. The doctor did a physical, explaining to Bucky what had happened to his left arm. “You seem fine, but if something odd does come up one of you let me know.” Y/n didn’t want to say anything about the Andy thing, yes it was odd but nothing she thought needed immense worry. 

When the doctor left Y/n turned to Bucky, she could see the shock written on his face when the doctor showed him his arm, and when he explained the accident, and it still was there. “Are you okay?” Her voice didn’t show as much worry as much more sympathy. 

He nodded. “Uh, yeah I think?” He said in thought. 

“I know it’s a lot to take in especially when you've just woken up, do you want time alone?” She would have understood if he did. 

He shook his head. “No, I want you here.” He squeezed her hand softly. 

She sighed nodding. “I need to tell you something that I think we should do, and so do our family and friends.”

Bucky’s brows furrowed. “Okay, What is it?” 

“It’s why Andy was here, they think we should leave the states for a bit because of what happened, there hasn’t been an attack on a family head in years.” She explained to him, but the more she went on, the more he seemed confused. “What is that look for?” 

“What are you talking about, family head, attack, and why the hell would we need to leave for a car accident?” He asked with pure confusion. 

“Bucky, what the hell are you talking about? You know this, your family even is a part of this, you were supposed to take over before you handed it over to Thomas, you told me that.”  Y/n spoke with worry once again.

“I don’t know what you're talking about either?” He was continuing to be confused. 

Y/n moved closer, looking around to see if anyone else could hear. “The mafia.” She whispered with gritted teeth. 

“The what!?” Bucky yelled. 

Y/n stood up and walked out of the room, shock and worry fully consuming her. “Don’t say a word till I get back.” Y/n was going to find a doctor, this was definitely odd. She explained what she could to him. “There are certain blankes in his memory.” She paused thinking for a second. “I think I need to contact my personal doctor for the rest of his care.” She wouldn't be able to talk to this doctor about what was actually wrong. 

“Mrs.Barnes, I don’t think that is the best Idea, now if you explained to me what it is, I can possibly help, what is this specific memory?” The man asked.

Y/n made sure her demeanor turned Ice cold to this man, her posture fully changed and so did the look on her face. “I want my personal doctor for this situation, otherwise, we’re going to have a problem, I think you don’t want that.” Her voice completely sounded different when it changed to her stern tone. 

“I-I’ll see what I can do.” He stuttered. 

 She nodded. “Good.” She turns, pulling out her phone, calling Bruce, when he answers she explains everything that is going on, he agrees to come and see Bucky and to help diagnose him. Then she texts Bucky’s family, and Steve to let them know he was awake, then she waits for them so she can explain. 

Steve and Sharon were the first to arrive. “Steve, I need to talk to you alone about this, without my sister.” 

Steve nodded, about to follow Y/n, Steve was stopped by Sharon. “Y/n, whatever you're going to tell him you know you can tell me.”  

Y/n became quickly irritated by that. “It’s to do with my husband so I can tell whoever I want, come on, Steve this is very important.” She began leading him away once again but was stopped by him, planting his feet. “What now?” She looked at both blonds.

“You can do it infront of her too.” The blond says with slight defensiveness.

Y/n huffs. “Fine, you can be left in the dark about your best friend.” Her jaw clenched as she when into the room, wanting to get away from Steve and Sharon. 

When Bucky’s family came, they went into the room first finding Y/n, and Bucky. “James.” Winnifred spoke softly Y/n saw tears welling in her eyes, as she hugged her son happy he was okay. 

Y/n and George looked at eachother,she stood up and he along with Thomas followed her. “What’s going on?” Thomas asked. 

Y/n looked at both men. “James doesn't remember anything about ‘the business’, not even the fact that I’m the head of a family, he doesn't remember that he doesn't remember Andy, I don’t know what’s going on, I’m waiting on Banner to say anything to a doctor, because I don’t want to say anything to anyone here.” She explained, beginning to ramble out of stress. 

“Okay, you're doing exactly what you should so far.” Thomas told her, wanting to calm her down. “Did Andy tell you what we were thinking?” 

Y/n nodded. “But I don’t know if it's a good idea if James is suffering from brain trauma.” 

“It’s not safe for you in the states right now, someone did this on purpose probably thinking you would be driving that car because what everyone suspects is that it was placed on the drivers side in the trunk.” Thomas argued. “I’m doing what I think is best for James and you Y/n, I wouldn’t have made this option if it weren’t what was best. “

“I’m still thinking about it.” Y/n admitted. “Maybe, I don’t know yet.”

“Well make a decision before he is discharged.” George told her before going back into the room, with Thomas following him. Y/n’s shoulders fell limp as she stood there, she shook her head as she looked at the ground, she didn’t know what to do.

______

Brock looked pissed, as he looked at the woman. “Thank you for your help Power Broker, though it went wrong.” He sounded bitter about it, though she knew it was a fifty-fifty chance of Bucky or Y/n Driving the car. “It seems you’ve made my plan easier to complete.”

“What do you mean?” Sharon’s brows furrowed looking at the man. 

Brock smirked. “Y/n, has no protection now, and as soon as I find out where she is I’ll send someone to kill her, and then she won't be an issue anymore.” 

Sharon smirked. “Whatever you say, I’ll uh see you another time.” She turned to leave as she opened the door. “Oh and Brock, I’m the only person who knows where Y/n is that can get in a twenty mile radius of any of her business.” Just like that she was running to leave and out to her car before Brock could have done anything. 

Brock knew Sharon was right about not being able to get near anything Y/n owned, but Sharon didn’t have the upper hand like she hoped. Wayne came in after hearing what happened, along with seeing the woman rush out. “You're not going to do anything!” Wayne yelled in anger. 

Brock looked at Wayne like he was stupid. “Don’t forget who gives you, your fix, Wayne I’d shut the fuck up before you questioning my leader ship.” Then he pulled a device out. “I placed a tracker on Sharon as soon as I decided to ‘trust’ her, if I have to come to where every one of you two are going to kill Y/n myself, I’m going to kill you first. Got it?” Wayne noded, making Brock smirk. “Good.”

_____

When Bruce did get there, and everything had been explained, and he did the test he needed he determined Bucky had 

Dissociative amnesia. Y/n came to a conclusion that day, and it was to leave with Bucky, if he didn’t remember anything about the mob, and being associated through marriage to her could be life threatening and that wasn’t fair to him, so she agreed. When they got to the paine Bucky asked. “Where are we going?” It reminded her of their honeymoon. 

“Venise.” She answered quickly. 

Bucky’s brows furrowed. “Why are we leaving?” This didn’t make sense why they were going to Venice right after he got out of the hospital. 

“Don’t worry about it, at the moment I’ll tell you if you need to know.” She said it softly as she looked at him. “I just need you to trust me at the moment, Bucky, please.” 

He sighed, going to give in, knowing that he currently had amnesia, he didn’t fully trust what he thought or knew. “Okay, I’ll trust you, but if anything major comes up you need to tell me.” Y/n nodded with his requirements before boarding the plane, with Bucky following her.