#i am having. selfship plans.

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

nvm im making the drabble idea a bit longer because I don't know how else to fight doubts of my f/o deserving better than making them comfort me about it lmao

[zhongrin]

Evening! I’ve got a special package from Liyue for one Albedo Kreideprinz. Sign here please…

The package contained a vast amount of art tools and art supplies along with a note. There were handcrafted paintbrushes from Fontaine, fine soft pastels and chalk in the colors of Mondstadt’s flowers and the paint…Glowing blue paint made from starconches, shimmering gold paint made from Cor Lapis, pure white paint made from crushed Qingxin petals, a small waterproof and bombproof artist’s pack to carry tools with Albedo’s name engraved on it…

‘Dear Mr Kreideprinz, I am the consultant who asked if it was possible for you to come to Liyue so you could paint a portrait of my wife.

She has gone missing, you see and I am not sure when she will return. I miss her quite terribly and would like this painting to be a surprise when she returns.

The young Xingqiu from the Feiyun Commerce guild had nothing but praise for your abilities. We had discussed my commission and how I would pay you in quality supplies instead of mora, but the Pearl Galley had returned to the harbor and you mentioned how you had to leave early to return to your special someone.

I hear you occasionally stay in the Dragonspine Mountains and invite you to come to the Wangshu Inn as a treat. This way you won’t be far from your dear someone. In fact, I would like to invite you and your significant other for a stay at Wangshu inn.

The expenses will be covered by me, I only ask that you take my commission as one of high importance. ——Regards, The Wangsheng Funeral Parlor’s consultant.

Thanks for signing, enjoy your package!

icy blues skim through the contents of the package calmly before glancing towards the various art supplies and all the high-quality materials laid on top of the table.

for a moment, he considers throwing them all out. it was too dangerous. sometimes, a seemingly insignificant variable in the equation could become the undoing of all, and he would rather not undo all the hard work they have been putting into creating this reality…

his gaze moves toward the two forms sleeping on the bed, and the edges of his lips curve downwards.

as much as he would be thrilled to see the despairing look of a certain someone, the risk of it all stopped him from acting brashly.

besides….

… yes. the alternative plan would work best in his favor.

to drive out an annoying weed in his side, as temporary as it would be, fills his being with warmth and giddiness.

oh, this is going to be f̸un.

with the art supplies all packed back into the exquisite box, he set off to personally pen the reply letter, wondering if he should send back a box of cecilia tea along with it, and what excuse he could give to make it as airtight as possible.

……

......

Unfortunately, my significant other is quite swamped with work, so she will not be coming along to the trip. Rest assured that I am putting this commission at the top of my priority, and so I predict I will be arriving at the appointed place in around four to five days.

Again, my heart goes to you in these trying times, and I sincerely hope you will reunite with your partner soon.

Signed,

𝒜𝑙𝑏𝑒𝑑𝑜

[tetzoro]

good morning friendz and happy sunday ᰔ i hope everyone has a wonderful day and that it’s v restful & the sunday scaries stay faaar far away !! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) ₊˚⊹

[void-kissed]

ohhh I should go back and find all my favourite art pieces of my F/Os again so I can reblog them

[skellymom]

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[fishsinsareacknowledged]

CAN WE HAVE HANAHAKI DISEASE AU OF ANY COD SHIP YOU WANT?

We doin selfship cause I'm eepy like that.

Krueger/Nikto/And Reader where they all have crushes on each other but know damn well they can't confess to their coworker who also has their asses in every motherfucking mission.

When did they start having crushes you may ask?

Nikto- for Nikto/Krueger he fell in love over a long course of time and trust. Knowing he was fucked the moment that he accepted an invitation with Krueger to go to a bar outside of work. Just the two of them.

"We should go drinking again, this is fun." [Krueger was enjoying the silence fr.]

For Nikto/Reader he would fall I love with you maybe around the same time. Knowing he was double fucked when he saw you saving his crazy ass post mission in the middle of a breakdown. As if it all fell into place.

"Can you breathe? One, two, one, two, just like that. Keep it up." [You'd have scars on your arms from this]

He would confess shortly after his first petals, finding it a distraction and a motivator. Two birds with one stone, he called it as he confessed to the two of you. Trying to act nonchalant as if he didn't make a whole bouquet of flowers before he confessed.

In reality the first time he saw those petals He was stunned. Perplexed even. But he knew exactly who it was. The both of you. Blue petals and red. There was no mistaking it, one color a person they say.

He confessed in around three months when the flowers wouldn't stop blooming every time he woke. Shaking him awake with a neverending cough and covering his whole bed in them as he collected them. Never throwing them away, knowing that it would catch too much attention. Bright red and blue.

Krueger- For Krueger/Nikto he caught feelings early on. The man got saved by Nikto one mission and practically just stayed in his shadow after all that. Not even bothering to talk to his own teamates. The moment he saw even a glimpse of Nikto he would just walk over there, as if he belonged there.

"Stop following me, fucking rat." [Is that a fucking challenge?]

The flowers for Nikto bloomed slowly, never overbearing but persistent. Until it all became too much with your added flowers. Such bright orange and red, even he was perplexed at how bright the colors were. An old Austrian tale that the more vibrant the colors, the more the person "matches" you. Nonetheless, he got confessed to near the moment it started getting itchy to breathe.

Even though he's had the crush for longer, his was slower and much much more bearable as the flowers were small, like dandelions. He started getting tired of it when there were whole dandelions flowers in his throat. Having to cough them out quietly in the middle of the night as they got lodged in his throat. He started fearing what would happen if it turned into whole dandelion pappus, planning his confession already the moment he saw a seed.

For Krueger/Reader he didn't even realize he fell in love with you until Nikto pulled the both of you away in the middle of the night. The man weary and tired, breathing as if he was impaled. Then he pulled out a bouquet of gardenias, the same shade of color mixed in with the most vibrant of blues.

"I- Christ how do we work this out?- three people into this?- I don't think that was ever recorded." [It has, they're just as confused]

And it never will. All of you keeping the relationship a secret with good care and trust. And mostly the lack of care of the higher ups, aka König. Not even raising an eye, or caring to, when he saw the forced leave addresses being the same.

"You fucking crazy shitheads better take your fucking leave seriously for once, if I hear a fucking note or report that you three doing a side mission during a leave I am going to force another one. On house arrest."

He honestly thought that the three of you were planning to do some bullshit. His clowns, not his circus anymore once you were on leave.

Eitherway, the flowers would be collected in some sort of jar. All of them. Blue, red, and orange mixed yet divided piled up on one another. Squeezed tightly into that little jar hanging off a shelf. A mix of healthy bluebells, dandelions, and gardenias.

The lasting affects of the Hanahaki did persist. Mostly to Krueger and Nikto as you coughed yours out fully intact and inside out when they exited. Petals would form when you two were away for too long but as the love was already requited it wouldn't be too bad.

Until Krueger started coughing out dandelion seeds and you had to drive him to the ICU because Nikto was gone for too long one mission. You honestly thought that the seeds were red because of blood and not the disease when he emptied out a full paper bag of them.

"Hah- I don't need to go to the hospital, Schatz- Just- give me a moment to breathe- i-"

Yeah you weren't going to fall for his bullshit. He was still hacking up seeds the moment you arrived to the hospital. Only somewhat breathing normally once they put him on a respirator.

"This is fucking embarrassing. Don't tell Nikto about this or I swear."

Yeah he was fine once you called Nikto, making the man quickly finish the mission and return before sunset. Finally discharging Krueger with a pack of oxygen to keep at home and a hissy Krueger.

"I told you I didn't need help, Schatz- this is- so fucking embarrassing."

"I've missed you too."

Yeah they quiet up quickly after that. Especially since the blush on their faces could combat the redness of your petals.

[fawnforgold]

| A Haunting Face |

Ruan Mei x Gn!Reader | Minors do not interact

Warnings: Gender neutral reader, Very Selfship coded, First Meet, No gender descriptions for reader, No pronouns for reader, Fluff, 1.7k words.

A/n: I wanted to write a fic for how me and Ruan Mei meet in our selfship, so I wrote it 👍🏻 I plan on writing more about this selfship because this was the most fun I had writing something in such a long time. I may make this a small series of one shots related to each other so keep that in mind too.

Summary: When Asta sends you on what was supposed to be a quick errand you end up lost in the seclusion zone, and come face to face with a certain someone.

It’s unusual to think about the first time you met Ruan Mei now. A smirk creeps on your lips as you turn the page of an all too familiar book. Although you enjoy the present there is no harm in reminiscing. You let out a soft sigh as the pleasant memories flood through your mind.

One Year Ago

“This is a mess.” You threw your head back and groaned. “How am I supposed to find the paperwork with all this-“ you grabbed a forgotten file envelope and tossed it to the side “-junk in the way?”

The girl behind you, Asta, rubbed the back of her head and chuckled nervously. “Sorry. I’ll have someone clean it up after you find it.”

You turned your head to look at her. “If I find it.” You returned your gaze to the task at hand with a groan. “Why do you need the records anyway?”

Asta helped you look through a nearby file cabinet that had collected dust. “Beats me. All I know is that Madame Herta wants it brought to her by the end of the day.”

You searched through file after file while thinking back on what Asta had told you before about those records.

“I don’t know much of the details. All I know is that Madame Herta was adamant that she needed it by today.”

“What does she need the records for if you don’t mind me asking?”

“That I cannot disclose. I’m sorry.”

Weird, you thought.

Shuffling through another file cabinet you came across a rather aged and odd looking folder, and just as you were about to open it Asta snatched it from your hand.

“You found it!” She exclaimed, hugging it close to her chest with a satisfied hum. “Thank god, I was so sure I’d have been toast if we didn’t find it.”

You grinned and gave Asta a look.

She waved and chuckled nervously. “I mean.. Thank you for finding it.”

You stood up from your kneeling position to brush off the dust and dirt that had collected on your pants. “So, is that all then?”

Asta stood up and smiled awkwardly. “Well..”

You sighed, putting a hand on your hip. “Alright, spit it out.”

“Okay, so the truth is I need you to grab one more thing for me.” She admitted.

You raised a brow playfully as you waited for her to continue.

“I need you to talk to a researcher named Emily down in the control center on the storage zone, from there she will give you the rest of the instructions. If you have any problems just say that Asta sent you, but you shouldn’t run into any difficulties. I’ve already debriefed her that this might’ve been a possibility.”

You sighed dramatically and flashed Asta a smile. “If I must.”

“Oh, thank you, thank you! You’re a lifesaver!” Asta exclaimed.

After Asta gave you a hug as thanks the two of you went your separate ways and you headed towards your destination. It had been a while since you had to make your way down there and admittedly you ended up getting a little lost in the process, but you eventually found your way there. Or at least you thought you had.

“Where the hell..” You mumbled to yourself.

Looking around you were sent down a bunch of twists and turns after taking the elevator to what was supposed to be the storage zone, but you didn’t recognize any of your surroundings. You eventually stopped at a wall to look at the map of the space station again. Surely, there must’ve been some explanation for all of this.

Just as you had given up and decided to try finding your way back to the elevator, you spotted a lit up door nearby that looked promising. As it opened up you entered a room that you had most certainly never been in before. Taking a quick look around you saw no one and barely anything out of the ordinary. Until you heard meows by your feet.

Looking down you saw what looked to be a creature resembling a cat. You couldn’t help but smile as you looked at it, it was quite precious after all.

“Well, hello sweetheart.” You cooed, kneeling down to pet it gently.

The cat purred and trusted you almost instantly. A part of you wished you could take it home with you, but something told you that wouldn’t be right. You gave it an apologetic smile before moving forward.

“I’m sorry, bubbie.” You said as you gave the creature a few goodbye pats.

Continuing on with your investigation you soon noticed that there were quite a few of those cats lying around the room. Although what really caught your attention was a lone figure off in the corner of the room, doing something you couldn’t get a glimpse of. Finally, you thought. You had been relieved to see someone else in this vacant zone aside from you.

Walking at a quick pace you called out to the person, explaining your situation as you eventually came face to face with the stranger. It was a woman whose face you swore you’d seen before, but that would be ridiculous and impossible. The woman ended up paying you hardly any attention as if she was hoping you’d simply leave her alone, but that was not what happened.

“I’m so sorry, I’m trying to find the storage zone and..” You had begun to explain to the stranger your situation and where you were supposed to be, but still she seemed to pay you no mind.

The woman finally stopped what she was doing to look at you. “You shouldn’t be down here.” She sounded disappointed.

“I know and I sincerely apologize for that, but if you could just help me get out of here then I would- O-Okay, you’re touching my face.. Why are you touching my face?” You stammered.

“Just a simple work habit of mine. It helps me understand people better.” She explained.

She tilted your face side to side and then moved her fingers so that they rested underneath your chin. Looking deep into your eyes she analyzed you, taking every part of you with her as she became suddenly fascinated by you. Finally she removed her hand from your face and tilted her head as if to study you.

“Your name is..” As she spoke your name you felt a familiar feeling tug at your heart. “..Correct?”

You nodded, still not quite listening to what she was saying. Where had you seen her before? Have you ever seen her before? You were sure if you knew her name it would all click into place.

She smiled at you upon your approval of your name.

“What’s your name? Miss..?” You nearly blurted it out. On one hand you felt a little guilty but on the other you were losing patience just waiting for her to say it.”

“You can just call me Ruan Mei.” She replied with a smile.

Ruan Mei, you thought with a smile.

“That’s a beautiful name.” You said, not realizing what you had said until hearing the words come straight out of your own mouth.

Ruan Mei smiled and chuckled to herself.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” You said rubbing the back of your head. “I don’t know why I said that. I mean- !”

You leaned back against the counter with your hand and had somehow knocked over a tray filled with (thankfully) empty vials. In your effort to reach down for them you somehow lost your balance just in time for you to fall into Ruan Mei’s arms. Admittedly that wasn’t the first time that had happened. You remembered how Herta had to leave strict instructions for you to stay out anywhere with fragile objects to avoid the fiascos that so often occurred, but in front of Ruan Mei had to be the worst time of all for your clumsiness.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry!” You panicked.

Ruan Mei helped you back into an upright position, seemingly unbothered by your clumsiness even with every one of those vials shattered.

“It’s alright.” She reassured you with a gentle expression.

“B-But I broke the- and I was such a fucking clutz!” You knelt down to clean up the mess. “Let me make this right.” But you were quickly and carefully yanked back up by Ruan Mei.

“Careful.” She said sternly. “Plus, there’s no need. It’s just broken glass after all, I can get new ones quite easily.” She replied reassuringly, watching as your expression of dread slowly vanished into some sort of relief. “Besides, those weren’t mine anyway, and whoever’s it was mustn't have cared much considering how long they’ve been sitting down here.”

You blinked at her and then chuckled nervously. “Oh, okay then.”

Although Ruan Mei could feel the embarrassment in your voice she smiled regardless. Being pleased with herself that you had trusted her word.

“You said you needed to find your way to the storage zone? If so, I can still take you up on your request and lead you there.” She suggested.

Her words didn’t soak in until a few moments passed but once they had you nodded with a big smile on your face, one that you tried dearly to not show so obviously.

“Yes! I would love that, thank you.” You replied gleefully.

“Alright, then allow me to clean up the broken glass and we can be on our way.”

The both of you smiled at each other. You knelt down to help her clean up the glass and before you knew it the mess was entirely gone. It seemed as if disaster had never struck at all. Eventually the both of you made your way to the storage zone, and as you walked there you couldn’t help but smile as Ruan Mei talked about various things that she shared with you. It was true that you had only just met her but you couldn't help but feel like you’d been in her presence before, but you would’ve remembered feeling that warmth. There was no way you could forget such a lovely feeling.

[kkotda]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KKOTDA (DEAR-KOI) ˖°𓇼

for a month with so little notable (national - us) holidays, august sure is a busy month for dear-koi (both this blog and i have our birthdays in august!). to celebrate, i am planning on opening rolling slots for art requests! it'll be on a first come first served basis. i will close requests on september 1, 2024 (no more requests will be accepted when september starts)

what this means:

all of my followers, mutuals or not, are eligible to participate! please no requests sent with anonymous! they will not be honored! (i don't plan on publically posting requests unless given explicit permission! so please allow images in your ask box or dms open!)

please continue reading to learn how to participate and other important rules!

how to participate:

in an ask (or dm if we're mutuals), tell me what you'd like! character only art and selfship are the ones i'm most comfortable doing, but i'm willing to hear out other requests (oc's for example). maximum of 7 requests (characters) per person are allowed! note: you will not need to provide me with any sort of monetary compensation in order to participate! i will not accept any monetary compensation! (i don't have the means to do so). this is supposed to be all in good fun, to practice and develop a style i think suits me! so taking money for making your request a guinea pig would make me feel all types of guilty (if you really feel the need, tell me your favorite song(s)! i'm always open to new music! better yet, donate to a palestinian family!) for selfship art requests, please also include a picrew from which i can color pick (i.e. the more accurate the picrew's colors are, the more personable it can be!) and reference poses. if the picrew is not accurate, please feel free to provide preferred hex codes or color 'swatches'! vague descriptions like dark brown aren't very helpful and might make the situation uncomfortable (though i will of course honor any changes that are needed!). i will honor character requests from any media even if i am not a part of said fandom group! (i will ask for no idol/celebrity requests though because i am uncomfortable with that, sorry in advance for any inconvenience!) for oc art, please provide as many details, references, picrews as possible. i absolutely do not want to mess something as precious and valuable as an oc up. i will try my very best to fulfill your request to fit the image you had in mind! tl;dr: give me so much information i have to spend days reading (also i forgot to say this but if you'd like a background that isn't white, you're more than welcome to change the color! transparent is also an option!)

ok to draw:

people (characters, etc), small animals (like pets), sfw (suggestive is also okay with enough reference pictures!), chibi

not ok to draw:

nsfw (i'm not that good yet, i'm sorry T-T), gore/horror, overly complicated things (i'll let you know if it gets too complicated)—basically just ask, and i will tell you!

please keep in mind:

i am slowly getting back into drawing (but i was never good in the first place tbh...) so i'm still very much learning! my art style currently is still a lot of mimicking (i do not use fanart as references, please don't misunderstand!!!), and as such i will ask you all to keep your expectations very very low T-T like rock bottom low...

default art will have a white background! i can and will color if colors are provided! (but there won't be any crazy good rendering, i'm sorry ;-;)

the purpose of this event is me practicing and learning art, but it's also me giving back to my beautiful friends who make the world go round! thank you so much for trusting me with your request(s) and i will do my utmost to make it come to life! if you'd like a 'portfolio' of sorts, please search the lovekoi tag! it is my art tag that i'm using and all of my stuff will be there (there's not a whole bunch though unfortunately >.<)

if you have any questions, please ask! i feel like i've left out a lot of things...

and finally, some parting words:

dear-koi has come a really long way i think. i moved here on a whim and essentially lost all of my previous mutuals (i should've just shared the url... </3) but you all found me again! and new people found me too! i'm so honored to have been worthy of the follow to following transition, you guys will not believe the squeals every time people i've looked up to like big time became mutuals with me... it's still crazy to me actually... but that aside, thank you for spending my birthday and dear-koi's 1st anniversary with me! here's to many more!

i love you all, please remember to smile today ᰔᩚ

[curiousechoo]

wanted this to be short for now but also wanted to say

💥💥💥HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRANSFORMERS ANIMATED!!! 💥💥💥

shocker I’m saying this rn bc I was just informed abt it

Right now I don’t have a lot to provide but I’m planning to make something either later today or tomorrow, or in another time, depends on that really!

So in the meantime I am sharing Blitzwing and Starscream doodles (+selfship stuff, other references)

and also one doodle is for @marinatedsaltea bc u rock bestie ✨

eee happy birthday tfa ty for becoming my hyperfixation

[oscconfessions]

i am the #1 liam hfjone fan i will fight everyoen. i made a carboard cutout of him and i do not have a printer so i couldnt make it with an image so i had to draw it and it was very annoying to cut out with scissors and i plan to make more. i have not seen anyone else selfship with him either (though theres probably at least one other person) and i have made 37 images of us together. our shipname is starbag. we also have a shipkid but i wanna make the design less basic so im not posting it yet. i have a c.ai chat with him that takes around 2 hours to scroll to the top (at least. tahts how long it took me i htink). i am dying my hair green and yellow (green for liam, yellow for me). i have made a bracelet for him. i would make another plushie of him if i had the tools. i have cried over him 2 times and it is very hard for me to cry. i have a shrine for him that is currently a wip and i am collecting anything that is green to put in it. i am working on a notebook that is just filled with little drawings of liam. i wore mostly green for a few weeks because everytime i see the color green i think of him.

anyway liam cardboard cutout

(also my selfship account is @saladbites if anyone wanted that)

-⭐️

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[rye-bread-soda-iceberg]

hii everybody, it's my birthday! I turn 21 today :D

it's been more than one full year since I made this blog and I'm not planning to leave anytime soon, so definitely expect more art from me! I'll take the chance to say I'm overjoyed that people actually like my silly little drawings and I've gotten so many "I love the way you draw Sampo/Ratio" it's insane!! I'm glad you guys do

speaking of which, it's also been more than a full year of me drawing my sweetheart Sampo from HSR <3

I realized i had fallen in love with him hard on the 12th of June 2023 in the 1.0 version, during the museum event, though I had my eye on him ever since the very start of the story

fixating on him helped me so much, not only bringing a lot of joy into my life but getting my attention away from a certain relationship that was making me miserable and subsequently making me realize how toxic it was. it may seem silly but to me it does feel like he saved my life a little bit. if I ever stop being fixated on him, something I hope will only happen in a distant future, I will still always owe it to him

on a lighter and sillier note, some time in January I finally got to see Dr. Ratio for the first time during the livestream. and I hated him. from his design to his personality there was nothing about him that I liked, and I used to be real vocal about it too

then I just switched overnight. I realized I was in love with him on the 28th of June of this year and I have been loving every single thing about him as much as I love Sampo ever since

in a way, he also helped me a lot! I've discovered a kind of passion in myself I thought I never had in the first place and fixating on him gave me the motivation I was lacking to work hard and improve myself. I feel like he changed who I am fundamentally as a person, although a part of what I am now had been already there, perhaps dormant. I guess you could say he awakened something in me, definitely

I had never found this much comfort in a single fictional character before, much less two at the same time. I'm grateful for many things and people in my life including myself and lately i've been so grateful for these two silly fictional beings who help me keep going every day

as I've mentioned a few times, I do ship myself with both of them! I'm mostly sharing, I love loving them, I love seeing them love each other And I love seeing other people/people's ocs and certain fictional characters loving them <3

I'm very particular when it comes to receiving gifts, so the best thing I can do for myself is make my own silly selfship art :"

but yes, not sorry for rambling, I just wanted to do a little something on this blog for the occasion :"3

hope you'll all have a great day!

[koushuwu]

SANDCASTLES AND FIRST KISSES

Tsukishima Kei x Reader | 1,190 words | sometimes a first kiss happens between little kids where it’s as innocent as can be. and sometimes, many years later, second first kisses lead to beautiful things. literally just a first kiss story from my selfship with the lanky bitch boy tsukki.

Little kid Tsukishima Kei and you had been playing in the sandbox like the good kids that you were. you’d built a castle and as you recalled it, it was the prettiest sandcastle in existence. It had little windows and all. And by windows, you meant little indents in the facade, dug out with your tiny kids’ hands. It was quite the sight, honestly.

“Let’s build a real castle to live in one day,” you said to him, clapping your little hands. You were excited, and even when he shook his head with a little smile, the excitement didn’t subside.

“We’d need to get married to live together, dummy.” Tsukishima looked away from you and scooped a handful of sand up, digging a moat around the castle. He set it aside and smiled when you leaned forward and shoved your own hands into the sand to help him dig.

“Well, aren’t we going to get married?” You noticed his fingers still for a second and looked up into his eyes. He looked as if he was considering you words. “I know I plan to marry you,” you told him, and even if you, at the time, didn’t fully understand the words you were saying, you knew you meant it to the extent that a child’s brain can fathom the concept.

“Do we have to kiss then?” he asked you, eyes narrowing a little as he studied you.

“Do you not want to?”

Tsukishima sat back and thought it over for a moment. Fidgeting with his own fingers and looking up into the bright blue sky. You could see him chewing on the inside of his cheek.

“I think we have to.” He then said and looked back at you with a resolute nod. Like he’d decided, and of course then it would have to be so.

“Okay,” you beamed, and so you grabbed both sides of his face with your sandy little hands. “We’re going to get married,” you proclaimed and then pressed your lips hard against his, for no more than one second before pulling back, letting him go and turning back to digging that little moat around our castle. Soon enough skies started gathering and threatened with rain, which meant the end of that specific playdate.

You’d meant the words you said that day, but now many years later he didn’t think you had, and so he kind of… Not forgot, but he didn’t give much more thought to it. Until that one day. That one day where you had your first kiss as adults. The first legit one, if you were to ask him.

“God, are you dense or are you just not interested?” You heaved a deep sigh as a frustrated furrow creased your forehead, your eyes narrowed slightly at him.

“Interested? What do you mean?”

“I am flirting with you!” You shook your head in utter disbelief as the furrow in your forehead deepened.

“You’re what, now?” His eyes searched my face, displaying just as intense disbelief as you felt. The look in his eye made something inside of you melt. The frustration died out like a match that’d burned too far down.

“Flirting,“ you repeated softly and smiled at him. “Have been for years,” you added. A strong urge almost had you reach out to grab his hand, but a little part of you still wasn’t certain he’d let you, even if his unusually soft and utterly dumbfounded expression fought to convince you otherwise.

“Oh.” His eyes kept raking across your face and you felt your cheeks and ears heating under his gaze “Wait. With me?” You laughed. You couldn’t help it when an unexpected and hysterical laugh ripped it’s way out of your throat.

“You really are dense!” You shook your head again. You really couldn’t believe it.

“Hey! I am not!”

“You don’t think so?” You asked him a pursed your lips at him. What he’d never admit to if you’d asked him right then and there, was that he found it utterly adorable when you did just that. You coaxed that one out of him a couple of years later. “So if it’s not that, I assume you’re not interested? You could just tell me, you know.”

“What? No!” It wasn’t often that you got to see Tsukishima flustered, but right now he was stumbling over his words and a little flush was creeping up across his face, and it was clear that he tried to hide it with his hand, when he went to push his glasses further up on his nose. But you saw it. And something inside of you knew what it meant, but for some reason you couldn’t help but want to see if you could get that blush to deepen just a little bit. It was just so cute.

“Do you remember that time when we were kids?” You asked him and watched as he stilled slightly.

“What time?”

“When agreed to live together one day.” You was right. His blush deepened as he nodded at your words, and you knew you’d been right. “Do you remember what more we agreed on that day? Because I still mean that.” Tsukishima flushed even deeper, but confusion flashed across his features as well.

“I—I don’t.” His voice was small. He didn’t remember. This was not the way you had expected this to go. You pulled in a deep breath. It wasn’t his fault that he didn’t remember. Yet it had something snap inside of you. Not anger, of course not. But some kind of desperate frustration and you couldn’t help it. You didn’t manage to stop yourself before you were moving. Before you’d stepped up against him and taken a hold of his shirt, your lips against his.

Tsukishima tensed up at first, and when you were about to pull back and apologize, he relaxed under your touch. He tentatively placed his hands on each side of your face, responding to your kiss. His lips and movements were soft, all in stark contrast with his usually stingy facade and your rough approach.

When the kiss broke and you moved back for air, you looked up at Tsukishima. He looked down at me. His glasses were slightly askew, and his cheeks were so brightly tinted that you almost chuckled. Tsukishima turned his head and fixed his glasses. Even his ears were turning pink, and you noticed his swollen lips and the shine in his eyes. You leaned closer to him, standing on your toes to whisper into his ear.

“We agreed that we’d get married one day.” His body jolted, and he looked at you in shock. “And I meant it.” The shock subsided and you could see that he remembered. You could see the smile that he tried very hard to suppress, but it only had you smiling wider.

“You’re so annoying. But I guess you can’t go back on a promise.” He shook his head at you, but even so, you knew him well enough to realize that this was as close to a confession as you’d get out of him at a time like this.

[selfshipaskgames]

So Much (For) Stardust Selfship Ask Game:

Love From The Other Side: What is the longest you and (F/O) have been apart?

Heartbreak Feels So Good: Do you have any exes in (F/O)’s universe? If so, how well do they get along with you and (F/O) currently?

Hold Me Like a Grudge: Do you and your (F/O) hold grudges easily, or are you quick to forgive?

Fake Out: Are you spontaneous or do you plan ahead? Is there a big difference between the two of you? Does this ever cause conflict between you?

Heaven, Iowa: Do you feel like there’s something keeping you two apart? Is there pushback from any of the people in your lives?

So Good Right Now: Do you and your (F/O) frequently get into trouble? Is one of you a bad influence on the other?

The Pink Seashell: What are little things that you appreciate about each other?

I Am My Own Muse: Do either of you believe in luck?

Flu Game: How clingy are the both of you?

Baby Annihilation: What bad habits do you two have? Does the other person help with them or reinforce them?

The Kintsugi Kid (Ten Years): How do you help each other through hard times?

What a Time To Be Alive: What are the biggest ways that your lives have changed since you got together?

So Much (For) Stardust: How do you two deal with hard times in your own lives, and how willing are you to let the other help?

[petrichorium]

heyo pluvi it's nyla on her main account that is honestly just a side acc at this point gjdfngkjfn but here's a fun thought, imagine you're a big mom pirate and one of her children- what are you mixed with and do yourself pulling a lola and dipping or toughing it out? how do you see yourself somehow running into shanks with this crucial lore change?

Omg………. I will get sooooo self-indulgent and insane w this actually (and likely get walloped w canon in a few days but hey before then we can do what we want) and say perhaps…….. mayhaps……….. an arranged marriage situation………

so likeeeeee i kinda. love the idea of me being an initial attempt at a member of the three-eyed tribe like pudding, bc i need a way to i would love to say im a badass rebel child w my own crew but Alas i think i am. quiet and awkward and nonathletic n mama kinda hates me rip. but she'd have a reason to wanna keep me around despite all that if i have the potential to read poneglyphs and that’d be a role i could play for shanks too yk. and my self-insert is 27 yrs older than pudding which nicely matches up to a potential me running away w shanks when hes like 22 and im like 26!!!

soooooo this all would go down when hes still gathering up his crew yk.......... mama obvi knows him as roger's apprentice but i think he kinda approaches her first to scope out her kids n see if any r worthy/possible to be poached LOLLLLLL and then almost like. out of amusement goes along w the marriage she decides to arrange. it is Not a situation like sanji ftr its a situation like bege, where she intends to have shanks as a subordinate captain through marriage.......

idk i think hes just curious when she proposes it. not exactly concerned—def a bit Overly Confident for a 22 yr old apprentice-turned-rookie potentially going up against an emperor PFFT—but again just like. amused by the situation. and w a piqued interest when he meets me, similarly to selfship canon ig!!!! i think im more timid n less self-assured in this scenario (a combo of being five yrs younger, raised by big mom, and generally the situation being entirely different) and honestly give off the vibe of being a bit uncomfortable around him. i think hes actually rlly put off by the idea of big mom forcing her daughter to marry a pirate even tho im clearly not cool w it; ofc hes not like. surprised i think he knows big mom p well but it Rlly rubs him the wrong way. suddenly hes not so amused anymore.

shanks is a serial princess rescuer in canon, even fifteen yrs earlier i think he's got those instincts already so there's a bit of a white knight instinct that i end up triggering in him. n when we finally get a moment alone (which in my head is a lil nighttime walk back to my room very romantic) he rlly does ask for my feelings and possibly straight-up offer to help me leave n it. pisses me off LMFAOOOOO i might even slap him in the face perhaps just for the audacity of it all bc like bro what!!!! whats the plan here u just wanna piss off an emperor for shits n giggles n a pretty face??? i think i reveal the eye here too, which is ofc considered an Ugly Feature in one piece canon so im intending to shock him out of whatever insanity has overcome him but also is smthn shanks absolutely understands the implications of..........

(he thinks its Very Striking for the record)

I think he does manage to convince me to run off w him before the wedding…….. he’s Very Persistent abt it n by the third or fourth time I’m convinced he has ulterior motives but as it encroaches I kinda come to the conclusion that if I refuse I’ll end up married to him anyway so perhaps better to keep my options open??? So we sneak off the night before w. Largely not a ton of pushback. Maybe shanks has a lil spat w katakuri that’d be fun 🫣 in my head this would be before tottoland is established so it’s a matter of sneaking off the queen mama chanter not. An archipelago yk……… n e way.

We have a lil slowburn after that 🥺 a lot of me swearing up and down I’ll leave at the next island and shanks insisting this isn’t the right one and next thing I know I’ve been w him for five yrs and I’m sleeping in his cabin and we kiss a lot. Actually the fun part abt this au is I’d be around for baby luffy which is very fun to me (tragic that I don’t meet him in selfship canon 💔) maybe he’s the reason we officially get together bc he’s Too Honest LOL idk. But there u go!!!

[dailyswapsans]

★ Welcome! ★

☆ Wanted to make a little intro thing in case people had some questions!

☆ My main account is @lovestuckstarz and I originally started this on Twitter on June 1st so if you see the earlier posts say 'Original post date' thats why!

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☆ Things you will see on this blog consists of:

Selfshipping / Sansshipping

Angst

Other variations of Blue (Blueberror, Blueberry, Yanberry though rarely, Berry(my own AU), ect)

Sometimes ecto but just barely since shading it is fun

Inconsistent art styles (I am still figuring it out)

Different headcanons

Sometimes suggestive jokes but rarely

Physical Harm and Gore

And overall sillyness

☆ Please don't bring swap discourse here as it makes me uncomfortable as I love all versions of him and this account mainly is my own version but every now and again will have different versions <3

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[fawnforgold]

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Pairing: Dottore x Gn!Reader

Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, Selfship Coded, Reader is gender neutral, Plus Size!Reader, Reader has body image issues, Mental Health Themes, Reader has low self esteem/is insecure, Established Relationship, Reader works in the Fatui w/ Dottore, Overprotective Dottore, Reader has hair, Body Worship (if you squint ig), Dottore is probably ooc I'm sorry, 1k words. 

A/n: This is a little self indulgent, comfort that I wrote 100% for myself alone, but I figure why not share it with y’all as well <3

Summary: Reader feels insecure about their body and Dottore comforts them through their worries. 

Tags: @auphelia @fleur-de-leap @suyacho @tighnarly @themovingcastlez

You stared into the mirror, your expression empty as you sighed. At some point you could feel your eyes begin to water and your bottom lip tremble. It wasn’t that bad, you tried convincing yourself. You wanted so badly to feel as stunning as Dottore always said you were, but it wasn’t that simple. It might’ve been easy for Dottore to call you beautiful as if it was nothing, but for you it was an entirely different matter. 

For him it was just another word in his vocabulary, but to you it was something you didn’t hear quite often. You’d seen the people Dottore had worked alongside and come across in the many years you worked for him. That fact made it all the more difficult when it came to accepting his compliments, and it had now come to the point that you no longer knew if he truly meant it or not. 

Logically you knew if Dottore hadn’t found you at least a little attractive then he wouldn’t even bother with you, but still his words taunted you. You could feel tears threatening their way past the corner of your eyes, quickly wiping them away as you heard a knock at the bedroom door. 

Once you opened the door you were met face to face with Dottore, who shot you a small smile as he entered the room. He’d begun to talk to you, ask you about your day and such with a particular gleam in his eyes, but he was stopped by your silence. He looked at you with an expression that was a mixture of confusion and worry.

“Something’s wrong.” He questioned, but you refused to budge.

He looked at you for a second before tilting your chin up with a gentle hand. “Talk to me.” 

You frowned and looked to the side. “It’s nothing, really. I wouldn’t want to bother you with this.” 

“That only worries me more.” He spoke calmly as he kissed your forehead, hoping to coax you out of your stubbornness. 

You shook your head. “There’s no point, you wouldn’t understand.” You moved your head as he tried to kiss your cheek.

Regardless of how annoyed Dottore got over your stubbornness, he remained calm in how he voiced his concerns. “Try me.” 

He held your face in the palm of his hands and tilted your head up to press gentle kisses all over your face. If his plan was to soften you until you willingly gave in, then it was working splendidly. 

“Okay, okay, I’ll tell you.” You gave in with a smile, not able to resist your partner’s charms no matter how long you’d been with him.

You breathed a deep breath in and out, hands shaking as you held onto Dottore’s wrists for comfort. “I’ve been having some insecurities lately.” 

He raised a brow but continued to listen closely.

“Zandik, do you really think I’m beautiful?” You asked quietly, refusing eye contact with Dottore at all costs. “Even with how big I am..?” 

Something bubbled inside Dottore’s chest at that moment. He’d never been more angry before than at that moment.

He firmly held your face and forced you to look at him. “Did someone say something to you? Because if so I will-” but he was immediately cut off by your frantic voice.

“No! Nothing like that, Zandik.” You reassured him. “It’s just.. I can’t imagine why you of all people would choose me as your partner. Ya know?” 

His brows furrowed and his grip on you became tighter. “No, I don’t know. Please, enlighten me.”

Shit.

“Well, I mean you’re so..” You struggled to find the words. “...And I’m just-” You gestured towards all of you. “-This.”

Dottore let go of your face to pinch the bridge of his nose. “Oh, Archons help me.” He whispered to himself. 

He sighed and slowly knelt down so that he could wrap his arms around your hips. “Contrary to what you think, I quite like the way you look.” 

Heat immediately rushed to your cheeks. “O-Oh?” You stuttered as you tried to hide your face in embarrassment. 

You hadn’t expected that response from him, that much you were sure of. The desperation that lingered at the tip of his tongue was not invisible to you, and the way in which he clung to you, rubbing the sides of your thighs only furthered your shame. You nibbled on your nails as your other hand, which hung loosely beside you, had then begun to be caressed by Dottore himself. 

Peering down at him with a bit of a smile you could see him nuzzling against your legs. It wasn’t that you were surprised that he found you attractive– no, you’d at least convinced yourself he found you even just the tiniest bit endearing– but this? It was beyond simple attraction. Dottore was completely and truly in love with you. Dottore nearly purred with every touch and nudge he entertained. 

“I wouldn’t dream of being with anyone but you, darling.” He confessed, his head still rubbing up against you.

“R-Really?” You asked in disbelief. 

He smiled and hummed in approval. “Absolutely.”

Then, he wrapped his arms around you and gradually kissed his way up until his lips met yours. Holding your face closely and firmly he hummed against your mouth, savoring  the taste of your skin against his. Dottore was in absolutely no rush to let go of you, and you would never deny him the pleasure of your company. 

Finally, he pulled away and pushed back a strand of your hair. “Feeling any better?”

You nodded. “A little.” 

“Because you know..” His voice trailed off as he brushed his thumb against your cheek. “In all my years of being alive I’ve never met someone as beautiful as you.” 

You both smiled at each other. Your smile soon turned into quiet giggles as Dottore led you into bed with him. It wasn’t a cure all, not by a long shot, but resting comfortably in his arms, being warm and protected from any and all harm, it was a damn good place to start.