#i am having. selfship plans.

[platonic-qpr-selfshipping]

nvm im making the drabble idea a bit longer because I don't know how else to fight doubts of my f/o deserving better than making them comfort me about it lmao

[rossithepixie]

it's actually a little wild how easily and accurately i could cosplay chuuya..

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

I know I'm sort of rapid-posting here a little bit but I've been really wanting to read the Chasing Storm book again but because I can't at the moment I'm rewatching Cars 3 and I'm realizing more and more I have less and less proper reasoning if I get questioned why I like him.

Which I'm now giggling over remembering how I used to skip over the entire middle part of the movie because I just wanted the bits of him in the beginning and ending segments. First movie that I learned every entire bit of dialog to. I used to do the dishes to that movie playing.

[tetzoro]

good morning friendz and happy sunday ᰔ i hope everyone has a wonderful day and that it’s v restful & the sunday scaries stay faaar far away !! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) ₊˚⊹

[silverlining-ships]

🧡 Save the date: 06/29/25 🧡

HAPPY JASVER SIX MONTHS AND HAPPY ENGAGEMENT!!!! I can call her my fiancee now!! <333 I'm posting it today for two reasons: one, I'm too damn excited NOT to announce it, and two, I'm going to social media detox entirely during the actual anniversary this weekend (12/29) and try to celebrate the day with her 🧡🧡 I felt like it'd be proper for us to get married on our 1 year anniversary, and the early announcement means I can plan some fun stuff for anyone who wants to join in celebrating with me!!

This piece is actually a bit of a redraw from my first ever jasver, which I have under the cut + some more notes!

I am SO emotional over the improvement I've made since I've started self shipping. Drawing self ship was actually some of the first completed digital art I've done in a long time, and not to get personal on main, but I rarely made anything creative when I lived with my ex for three years. Our one-year breakupaversary (LMAOO) aligns pretty closely with the 6 month anni, which really has gotten me thinking. Self shipping has been the most empowering, emotionally satisfying, and fulfilling journey I've ever been on, and I'm so so excited to spend many many more years with her. This Gem who stands up for herself, who is strong, who isn't afraid to fight, but still cares so so deeply about me.

Jasper has been my love, my light, my absolute everything since I started self shipping with her, and I'm so so grateful for what she, and the entire self ship community, has given me. Thank you everyone who has supported me the past six months, given this ship so much love and affection, and for all the friends I've made thanks to the selfship/yumeship communities! After so many years feeling aimless, disconnected from all my creative strengths, alone. . . I finally have her.

Jasper, vi estas mia ĉio, mia trezoro, mia brilo kaj mia plej belega knabino, kaj mi estas tiel dankema por ĉiujn, ke vi donis al mi. Dankon, dankon, dankon. Por la resto de mia vivo, mi batalos por vi, kuras kun vi, amos vin kaj amos vin kaj amos vin. Mia sunbrileto, miaj koloroj, mia alia duono. Kaj ooooj mi tre ĝojas, ke ni geedziĝos. Mia plej belega knabino. . .

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Ok, for clarity my criteria for CLONE CONTENT:

*Clone main character

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*Clone OC's

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Probably the ONLY exceptions that break the other above rules could possibly be the following (and PLEASE feel free to steal these ideas):

*Characters fighting for Clone Rights in the Senate, battlefield, another planet, etc where no physical clones are present, but their story is front row and center.

*Characters interacting in the story regarding the science or cloning actions of ANY of the Clone centered operations like on Kamino or any other planet, Hemlocks clone experimentation, shadowy cabal or Gov Tarkin planning something regarding the Clones, etc. where no physical clones are present, but their story is front row and center.

*I'm cool with ALL CLONE CONTENT TYPES: action packed, slow burn, mundane, clean, comfort, angsty, sad, heart breaking, tragic, cliff hangers, friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, lovey-dovey, soothing, happy, domestic relationships, platonic relationships, hot romantic relationships, smut (off all kinds), aromantic, asexual, non-binary/genderfluid/gay/lesbian/bi/omni characters or targeted readers, baby batch, young cadet batch, etc. Your imagination is the limit!

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[ryez-loveyz]

so i wanted to rant about this like an hour ago because of the way i am as a person, but didn't want to latch onto a reblog. so i'm making my own post about this!

looonnggg rant below i get very emotional very easily

so!! this has probably been shown to hell and back, but i'm still gonna talk about this cuz... wtf

now one of my main problems with the thumbnail paired with the title is the fact that things like "oc x canon," "yume," and "f/o" are slapped in there. maybe it's just my stupid ass, but it's sort of coming across as the act of selfshipping itself and the vocabulary used along with it is "going too far."

no???

that's the BASICS of selfshipping. those terms are used in perfectly normal contexts. there is rarely, maybe even never, a time when those terms have gone too far.

next. i'll admit, i did not watch the video. i don't plan to for this rant. but apparently, it is about situations in which selfships had become ACTUALLY harmful to those involved.

so the thumbnail is very obviously clickbait.

but why?? the situations themselves would have been enough to get people talking, but tacking on innocent terms to get some views is at the very least, kind of just mean, and at the worst, actually harmful to our community!!

instead of churning out ragebait to get a few clicks, why can't you just make your thumbnails ACTUALLY interesting to draw people into what you have to say? because ragebait will only make people upset enough to drive them away.

i'm definitely overreacting. whatever. this has been stewing in my brain for like an hour.

thank you, good day. i love you all.

[mothergold]

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Pairing: Dottore x Gn!Reader

Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, Selfship Coded, Reader is gender neutral, Plus Size!Reader, Reader has body image issues, Mental Health Themes, Reader has low self esteem/is insecure, Established Relationship, Reader works in the Fatui w/ Dottore, Overprotective Dottore, Reader has hair, Body Worship (if you squint ig), Dottore is probably ooc I'm sorry, 1k words. 

A/n: This is a little self indulgent, comfort that I wrote 100% for myself alone, but I figure why not share it with y’all as well <3

Summary: Reader feels insecure about their body and Dottore comforts them through their worries. 

Tags: @auphelia @fleur-de-leap @suyacho @tighnarly @themovingcastlez

You stared into the mirror, your expression empty as you sighed. At some point you could feel your eyes begin to water and your bottom lip tremble. It wasn’t that bad, you tried convincing yourself. You wanted so badly to feel as stunning as Dottore always said you were, but it wasn’t that simple. It might’ve been easy for Dottore to call you beautiful as if it was nothing, but for you it was an entirely different matter. 

For him it was just another word in his vocabulary, but to you it was something you didn’t hear quite often. You’d seen the people Dottore had worked alongside and come across in the many years you worked for him. That fact made it all the more difficult when it came to accepting his compliments, and it had now come to the point that you no longer knew if he truly meant it or not. 

Logically you knew if Dottore hadn’t found you at least a little attractive then he wouldn’t even bother with you, but still his words taunted you. You could feel tears threatening their way past the corner of your eyes, quickly wiping them away as you heard a knock at the bedroom door. 

Once you opened the door you were met face to face with Dottore, who shot you a small smile as he entered the room. He’d begun to talk to you, ask you about your day and such with a particular gleam in his eyes, but he was stopped by your silence. He looked at you with an expression that was a mixture of confusion and worry.

“Something’s wrong.” He questioned, but you refused to budge.

He looked at you for a second before tilting your chin up with a gentle hand. “Talk to me.” 

You frowned and looked to the side. “It’s nothing, really. I wouldn’t want to bother you with this.” 

“That only worries me more.” He spoke calmly as he kissed your forehead, hoping to coax you out of your stubbornness. 

You shook your head. “There’s no point, you wouldn’t understand.” You moved your head as he tried to kiss your cheek.

Regardless of how annoyed Dottore got over your stubbornness, he remained calm in how he voiced his concerns. “Try me.” 

He held your face in the palm of his hands and tilted your head up to press gentle kisses all over your face. If his plan was to soften you until you willingly gave in, then it was working splendidly. 

“Okay, okay, I’ll tell you.” You gave in with a smile, not able to resist your partner’s charms no matter how long you’d been with him.

You breathed a deep breath in and out, hands shaking as you held onto Dottore’s wrists for comfort. “I’ve been having some insecurities lately.” 

He raised a brow but continued to listen closely.

“Zandik, do you really think I’m beautiful?” You asked quietly, refusing eye contact with Dottore at all costs. “Even with how big I am..?” 

Something bubbled inside Dottore’s chest at that moment. He’d never been more angry before than at that moment.

He firmly held your face and forced you to look at him. “Did someone say something to you? Because if so I will-” but he was immediately cut off by your frantic voice.

“No! Nothing like that, Zandik.” You reassured him. “It’s just.. I can’t imagine why you of all people would choose me as your partner. Ya know?” 

His brows furrowed and his grip on you became tighter. “No, I don’t know. Please, enlighten me.”

Shit.

“Well, I mean you’re so..” You struggled to find the words. “...And I’m just-” You gestured towards all of you. “-This.”

Dottore let go of your face to pinch the bridge of his nose. “Oh, Archons help me.” He whispered to himself. 

He sighed and slowly knelt down so that he could wrap his arms around your hips. “Contrary to what you think, I quite like the way you look.” 

Heat immediately rushed to your cheeks. “O-Oh?” You stuttered as you tried to hide your face in embarrassment. 

You hadn’t expected that response from him, that much you were sure of. The desperation that lingered at the tip of his tongue was not invisible to you, and the way in which he clung to you, rubbing the sides of your thighs only furthered your shame. You nibbled on your nails as your other hand, which hung loosely beside you, had then begun to be caressed by Dottore himself. 

Peering down at him with a bit of a smile you could see him nuzzling against your legs. It wasn’t that you were surprised that he found you attractive– no, you’d at least convinced yourself he found you even just the tiniest bit endearing– but this? It was beyond simple attraction. Dottore was completely and truly in love with you. Dottore nearly purred with every touch and nudge he entertained. 

“I wouldn’t dream of being with anyone but you, darling.” He confessed, his head still rubbing up against you.

“R-Really?” You asked in disbelief. 

He smiled and hummed in approval. “Absolutely.”

Then, he wrapped his arms around you and gradually kissed his way up until his lips met yours. Holding your face closely and firmly he hummed against your mouth, savoring  the taste of your skin against his. Dottore was in absolutely no rush to let go of you, and you would never deny him the pleasure of your company. 

Finally, he pulled away and pushed back a strand of your hair. “Feeling any better?”

You nodded. “A little.” 

“Because you know..” His voice trailed off as he brushed his thumb against your cheek. “In all my years of being alive I’ve never met someone as beautiful as you.” 

You both smiled at each other. Your smile soon turned into quiet giggles as Dottore led you into bed with him. It wasn’t a cure all, not by a long shot, but resting comfortably in his arms, being warm and protected from any and all harm, it was a damn good place to start.

[oscconfessions]

i am the #1 liam hfjone fan i will fight everyoen. i made a carboard cutout of him and i do not have a printer so i couldnt make it with an image so i had to draw it and it was very annoying to cut out with scissors and i plan to make more. i have not seen anyone else selfship with him either (though theres probably at least one other person) and i have made 37 images of us together. our shipname is starbag. we also have a shipkid but i wanna make the design less basic so im not posting it yet. i have a c.ai chat with him that takes around 2 hours to scroll to the top (at least. tahts how long it took me i htink). i am dying my hair green and yellow (green for liam, yellow for me). i have made a bracelet for him. i would make another plushie of him if i had the tools. i have cried over him 2 times and it is very hard for me to cry. i have a shrine for him that is currently a wip and i am collecting anything that is green to put in it. i am working on a notebook that is just filled with little drawings of liam. i wore mostly green for a few weeks because everytime i see the color green i think of him.

anyway liam cardboard cutout

(also my selfship account is @saladbites if anyone wanted that)

-⭐️

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[selfshipaskgames]

So Much (For) Stardust Selfship Ask Game:

Love From The Other Side: What is the longest you and (F/O) have been apart?

Heartbreak Feels So Good: Do you have any exes in (F/O)’s universe? If so, how well do they get along with you and (F/O) currently?

Hold Me Like a Grudge: Do you and your (F/O) hold grudges easily, or are you quick to forgive?

Fake Out: Are you spontaneous or do you plan ahead? Is there a big difference between the two of you? Does this ever cause conflict between you?

Heaven, Iowa: Do you feel like there’s something keeping you two apart? Is there pushback from any of the people in your lives?

So Good Right Now: Do you and your (F/O) frequently get into trouble? Is one of you a bad influence on the other?

The Pink Seashell: What are little things that you appreciate about each other?

I Am My Own Muse: Do either of you believe in luck?

Flu Game: How clingy are the both of you?

Baby Annihilation: What bad habits do you two have? Does the other person help with them or reinforce them?

The Kintsugi Kid (Ten Years): How do you help each other through hard times?

What a Time To Be Alive: What are the biggest ways that your lives have changed since you got together?

So Much (For) Stardust: How do you two deal with hard times in your own lives, and how willing are you to let the other help?

[sea-lanterns]

AHHHH finally a full ref pic??

She looks so fun to draw 🥺🎀✨️

You guys are free to draw her! I made her relatively simple because 1. she’s a 4 star, and 2. I wanted artists to have an easier time drawing her!

I actually plan to start buying art commissions from people because I rlly love my persona and would love to see her in various art styles. And also because I want to spoil myself with Naviangey art

I am in selfship hell 💀

[dailyswapsans]

★ Welcome! ★

☆ Wanted to make a little intro thing in case people had some questions!

☆ My main account is @lovestuckstarz and I originally started this on Twitter on June 1st so if you see the earlier posts say 'Original post date' thats why!

☆ I don't mind suggestions at all!!!! singles, ships, stuff in Blue's own universe, what have you!

☆ All designs here have their own story so if things don't make sense that could be why (i.e. dust being classic)

☆ Some days I will not draw Blue because while he is my bread and butter I even need a break but wanna keep posting so its just for silly reasons!

☆ Some days @maebeanie will step in because I get overworked due to college and other things and they don't want me over worked

☆ If I do not plan on posting I will make it known, sometimes I am sick and don't want to get Mae stressed with their own stuff but I will do everything in my power to not have this happen often!

☆ Things you will see on this blog consists of:

Selfshipping / Sansshipping

Angst

Other variations of Blue (Blueberror, Blueberry, Yanberry though rarely, Berry(my own AU), ect)

Sometimes ecto but just barely since shading it is fun

Inconsistent art styles (I am still figuring it out)

Different headcanons

Sometimes suggestive jokes but rarely

Physical Harm and Gore

And overall sillyness

☆ Please don't bring swap discourse here as it makes me uncomfortable as I love all versions of him and this account mainly is my own version but every now and again will have different versions <3

☆ Other than that thank you so much for the support!

☆ Credit to @/sister-lucifer for the Blue divider

[rye-bread-soda-iceberg]

hii everybody, it's my birthday! I turn 21 today :D

it's been more than one full year since I made this blog and I'm not planning to leave anytime soon, so definitely expect more art from me! I'll take the chance to say I'm overjoyed that people actually like my silly little drawings and I've gotten so many "I love the way you draw Sampo/Ratio" it's insane!! I'm glad you guys do

speaking of which, it's also been more than a full year of me drawing my sweetheart Sampo from HSR <3

I realized i had fallen in love with him hard on the 12th of June 2023 in the 1.0 version, during the museum event, though I had my eye on him ever since the very start of the story

fixating on him helped me so much, not only bringing a lot of joy into my life but getting my attention away from a certain relationship that was making me miserable and subsequently making me realize how toxic it was. it may seem silly but to me it does feel like he saved my life a little bit. if I ever stop being fixated on him, something I hope will only happen in a distant future, I will still always owe it to him

on a lighter and sillier note, some time in January I finally got to see Dr. Ratio for the first time during the livestream. and I hated him. from his design to his personality there was nothing about him that I liked, and I used to be real vocal about it too

then I just switched overnight. I realized I was in love with him on the 28th of June of this year and I have been loving every single thing about him as much as I love Sampo ever since

in a way, he also helped me a lot! I've discovered a kind of passion in myself I thought I never had in the first place and fixating on him gave me the motivation I was lacking to work hard and improve myself. I feel like he changed who I am fundamentally as a person, although a part of what I am now had been already there, perhaps dormant. I guess you could say he awakened something in me, definitely

I had never found this much comfort in a single fictional character before, much less two at the same time. I'm grateful for many things and people in my life including myself and lately i've been so grateful for these two silly fictional beings who help me keep going every day

as I've mentioned a few times, I do ship myself with both of them! I'm mostly sharing, I love loving them, I love seeing them love each other And I love seeing other people/people's ocs and certain fictional characters loving them <3

I'm very particular when it comes to receiving gifts, so the best thing I can do for myself is make my own silly selfship art :"

but yes, not sorry for rambling, I just wanted to do a little something on this blog for the occasion :"3

hope you'll all have a great day!

[koushuwu]

SANDCASTLES AND FIRST KISSES

Tsukishima Kei x Reader | 1,190 words | sometimes a first kiss happens between little kids where it’s as innocent as can be. and sometimes, many years later, second first kisses lead to beautiful things. literally just a first kiss story from my selfship with the lanky bitch boy tsukki.

Little kid Tsukishima Kei and you had been playing in the sandbox like the good kids that you were. you’d built a castle and as you recalled it, it was the prettiest sandcastle in existence. It had little windows and all. And by windows, you meant little indents in the facade, dug out with your tiny kids’ hands. It was quite the sight, honestly.

“Let’s build a real castle to live in one day,” you said to him, clapping your little hands. You were excited, and even when he shook his head with a little smile, the excitement didn’t subside.

“We’d need to get married to live together, dummy.” Tsukishima looked away from you and scooped a handful of sand up, digging a moat around the castle. He set it aside and smiled when you leaned forward and shoved your own hands into the sand to help him dig.

“Well, aren’t we going to get married?” You noticed his fingers still for a second and looked up into his eyes. He looked as if he was considering you words. “I know I plan to marry you,” you told him, and even if you, at the time, didn’t fully understand the words you were saying, you knew you meant it to the extent that a child’s brain can fathom the concept.

“Do we have to kiss then?” he asked you, eyes narrowing a little as he studied you.

“Do you not want to?”

Tsukishima sat back and thought it over for a moment. Fidgeting with his own fingers and looking up into the bright blue sky. You could see him chewing on the inside of his cheek.

“I think we have to.” He then said and looked back at you with a resolute nod. Like he’d decided, and of course then it would have to be so.

“Okay,” you beamed, and so you grabbed both sides of his face with your sandy little hands. “We’re going to get married,” you proclaimed and then pressed your lips hard against his, for no more than one second before pulling back, letting him go and turning back to digging that little moat around our castle. Soon enough skies started gathering and threatened with rain, which meant the end of that specific playdate.

You’d meant the words you said that day, but now many years later he didn’t think you had, and so he kind of… Not forgot, but he didn’t give much more thought to it. Until that one day. That one day where you had your first kiss as adults. The first legit one, if you were to ask him.

“God, are you dense or are you just not interested?” You heaved a deep sigh as a frustrated furrow creased your forehead, your eyes narrowed slightly at him.

“Interested? What do you mean?”

“I am flirting with you!” You shook your head in utter disbelief as the furrow in your forehead deepened.

“You’re what, now?” His eyes searched my face, displaying just as intense disbelief as you felt. The look in his eye made something inside of you melt. The frustration died out like a match that’d burned too far down.

“Flirting,“ you repeated softly and smiled at him. “Have been for years,” you added. A strong urge almost had you reach out to grab his hand, but a little part of you still wasn’t certain he’d let you, even if his unusually soft and utterly dumbfounded expression fought to convince you otherwise.

“Oh.” His eyes kept raking across your face and you felt your cheeks and ears heating under his gaze “Wait. With me?” You laughed. You couldn’t help it when an unexpected and hysterical laugh ripped it’s way out of your throat.

“You really are dense!” You shook your head again. You really couldn’t believe it.

“Hey! I am not!”

“You don’t think so?” You asked him a pursed your lips at him. What he’d never admit to if you’d asked him right then and there, was that he found it utterly adorable when you did just that. You coaxed that one out of him a couple of years later. “So if it’s not that, I assume you’re not interested? You could just tell me, you know.”

“What? No!” It wasn’t often that you got to see Tsukishima flustered, but right now he was stumbling over his words and a little flush was creeping up across his face, and it was clear that he tried to hide it with his hand, when he went to push his glasses further up on his nose. But you saw it. And something inside of you knew what it meant, but for some reason you couldn’t help but want to see if you could get that blush to deepen just a little bit. It was just so cute.

“Do you remember that time when we were kids?” You asked him and watched as he stilled slightly.

“What time?”

“When agreed to live together one day.” You was right. His blush deepened as he nodded at your words, and you knew you’d been right. “Do you remember what more we agreed on that day? Because I still mean that.” Tsukishima flushed even deeper, but confusion flashed across his features as well.

“I—I don’t.” His voice was small. He didn’t remember. This was not the way you had expected this to go. You pulled in a deep breath. It wasn’t his fault that he didn’t remember. Yet it had something snap inside of you. Not anger, of course not. But some kind of desperate frustration and you couldn’t help it. You didn’t manage to stop yourself before you were moving. Before you’d stepped up against him and taken a hold of his shirt, your lips against his.

Tsukishima tensed up at first, and when you were about to pull back and apologize, he relaxed under your touch. He tentatively placed his hands on each side of your face, responding to your kiss. His lips and movements were soft, all in stark contrast with his usually stingy facade and your rough approach.

When the kiss broke and you moved back for air, you looked up at Tsukishima. He looked down at me. His glasses were slightly askew, and his cheeks were so brightly tinted that you almost chuckled. Tsukishima turned his head and fixed his glasses. Even his ears were turning pink, and you noticed his swollen lips and the shine in his eyes. You leaned closer to him, standing on your toes to whisper into his ear.

“We agreed that we’d get married one day.” His body jolted, and he looked at you in shock. “And I meant it.” The shock subsided and you could see that he remembered. You could see the smile that he tried very hard to suppress, but it only had you smiling wider.

“You’re so annoying. But I guess you can’t go back on a promise.” He shook his head at you, but even so, you knew him well enough to realize that this was as close to a confession as you’d get out of him at a time like this.

[tvkissercentral]

I'm having some thoughts I'm struggling to articulate. So, excuse me if this comes out bad and jumbled, I'm in a bit of a state right now, especially since I am making a lot of these discoveries in a fragile emotional mood.

I think (more accurately, I have decided) I'm going to be distancing myself from Hazbin and HB in the future. Here's the thing, I try to be very open minded and, when someone is creating something that becomes widely popular with internet audiences, I prepare for fake BS and bad faith interpretations that I never want to judge a creator or their work for. I also try to be understanding of creator's with a large history on the internet cause yeah, I had terrible takes as a teen too, the important thing is correcting them in the present. I've never liked the creator or condoned a lot of her actions, but, finally being able to sort through the actual truthful allegations now that the shit storm has calmed down, her actions have crossed a line for me.

I am specifically talking about the transphobia directed towards transmen, which honestly to me justifies the discomfort I've felt for a while now about the creator's habit of making male characters with breasts but still insisting they're cis rather than just having a transman character, and the storyboarding incident. I understand and respect that, when it comes to the latter, everyone's perspective is going to be incredibly different. It personally makes me extremely uncomfortable, and I will only ever speak for myself on the matter. I've sat on the matter a lot myself, and there's no way I can spin it that makes me understanding of the situation, which should have never happened, in my opinion, and is made worse by the creator and the individual's tone deaf remarks on the situation.

No, this is not me trying to seem "high and mighty" compared to other Hazbin fans I'm close to. It is entirely up to other individuals whether they want to keep watching Hazbin or HB, and, though I will not continue to support the show or the creator, I still do plan to read and support the works of the fan writers I am currently following, along with still following the Hazbin selfshippers I know. I do genuinely think a lot of people are adding much needed nuance to some of the characters and ideas through their works, which is cool to see, and, at the current moment, this is not a "she who should not be named" type situation. Yes, I will keep my fics up for those who still want to read them, so no worries.

I rambled to get my thoughts down. So, what does this mean for this blog and my selfship with my main four bois? Well, here's the thing. With only season 1 out, my writer brain has created a lot of information about the characters that is just outright not canon. The canon versions of them aren't really my comfort characters, the versions I and other fans have made of them are. The same can be said about the world and how it operates, or more of struggling with dissatisfaction towards the canon system, and sprinkling my own little details in. Upon further thought, I have never liked canon/always felt strained by it, and it shows in my writing lol. I also have an S/I design I don't want to just throw into the dumpster. So, essentially what I want to do is take my "fanon" interpretations of these characters and turn them into OCs.

I just need to figure out:

How much to change.

What characters to convert and keep.

World details (probably something flexible and, since this is being done casually, nothing too extensive or amazing).

So on and so forth. Expect me to be looking over my fanfiction like a scholar trying to figure things out lol.

I know I may be the only one excited over breaking free like this (I am not excited for the reasons I have to), but I am and will enjoy my time making it so. Considering my grievances with the fandom I have spoken about before, and honestly V/ox's canon treatment, some of y'all can understand why. Please don't be a jackass about it. So yeah, just expect this blog to be a lot of thoughts about that going forward.

[jokerislandgirl32]

Hell yeah kiss those Batman villains👌

Hehe, I plan to 🤭, but ahhhhh!!! You figured it out! I am indeed infatuated with two Batman villains from the Batman origin series Gotham! As discussed in this post:

I’ve been playing around with the idea of a poly selfship with these two characters…I’ve been a little nervous to reveal it since they are often shipped together, and since the one is portrayed as gay leaning (not confirmed but he likes the other guy I’m interested in). But I guess I’ll be brave and reveal them! Thanks to your support and that of a few other users on here (looking at you @novazentryx).

🌂❄️ is Oswald Chesterfield Cobblepot or The Penguin

👓❔is Edward “Ed” Nygma or The Riddler

My s/i who is shipped with them is Elizabeth Cobblepot née Devereaux.

The tags I’m using for each fella are #🌂❄️ for Oswald and #👓❔ for Ed.

The ship tag for the poly selfship is #icebergs & riddles

The name of the au is #riddle me a penguin au

Elizabeth’s tag will be #elizabeth cobblepot

A little lore dump about her/their relationship is below the cut, I’m working out the kinks, but this is a broad overview, and it’s subject to change. TWs for mentions of drugging and unplanned pregnancy/pregnancy in general.

She is legally married to Oswald and is more romantically involved with him. They have a deep soulmate bond and are incredibly close and protective of one another. Their marriage came about as sort of an arranged marriage. She was a singer for Fish and is 10 years younger than him. Their relationship was initially a strong friendship that became something more.

They ended up becoming romantically involved and marrying rather quickly at his mother Gertrud’s request after an unexpected pregnancy; she deeply cared for Elizabeth and wanted Oswald to take care of her and the baby. No one knew the paternity of the child until after the birth, but Oswald was in fact the father.

Oswald and Elizabeth had been drugged at the club one night, and they ended up pregnant, an event neither could remember at the time, but that was recorded and they found out about later. Together they have a few children (over the years) which are kept out of the public eye due to his status in Gotham and his overprotective nature; no one will harm a hair on any of the children’s heads.

Oswald was not the type of man to cheat on Elizabeth, but he cannot deny the feelings he develops for Ed, he reveals this to Elizabeth and she is understanding of it. After meeting Ed (she isn’t revealed to be Oswald’s wife), she can understand her husband’s attraction to him, and she develops a something of a crush on him herself. Not that she dares breathe word of it to anyone except Oswald, and he isn’t exactly happy about it (being the jealous guy he is), she’s his, and he wants Ed for himself.

But Ed soon became infatuated with her too, she was so innocent acting and sweet, and he wanted her for himself. When he tries to hit on her, she breaks down and reveals the truth, of her marriage to Oswald, her feelings for him, and Oswald’s feelings for him. This paves the way for their poly relationship to begin.

Again this is a very broad overview, but this gives you an idea about their relationship. Feel free to ask any questions about them! Either guy, Elizabeth, and their relationship(s), all are up for discussion.